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11/29/2012

I am in some kind of fort sneaking across ropes to get from ledge to ledge. I cut them down after I cross so no one can follow me
I come across all these people in this cove area on a bridge spanning the gap. I instinctively know they are bad so I cut the rope and they fall into the water below. The ones not on the bridge start to chase me. I run through a landscape that looks like something out of Aladdin. I come to a spiral staircase and slide down the rail to get away from the angry mob. For some reason I know the one shouting at me is an evil dictator. I meet a girl at the bottom of the stairwell who just smiles and gives me a shiny old school key. I don't know if this is the same girl that always helps me with my conjuring or not because I was in a hurry. I use the key to open a door that leads into an old arcade. I shove one machine against the door after I lock it so no one can follow me inside. I know somehow this is the headquarters fo the resistance. Whatever the fuck that means. I wake up.

2nd Dream
I am vaguely lucid. Things are not very clear. I try to use telekinesis on a pillow to freak out a lady that is irritating me. I started floating instead which still did the trick. I was then able to toss the pillow through a window with telekinesis, but that wasn't what I was aiming for. Very weird.

Last night, I had no lucid dreams. But, I do remember two of my dreams, so I'm going to attempt to interpret one of their meanings.

First Dream
Setting: In the front lawn of a building called "The Ashcreek Clubhouse." It's a simple brick building that has a few white doors on the front and sides. In front of it is a grass lawn with a row of bushes lining the outside. There's a road leading out of it into an intersection. There also sits a yellow bus facing the building on this road.

What happened
Somehow my mind comes to the conclusion that I've recieved an accpetance letter to James Madison University. I pick up a piece of paper which I believe to be the acceptance letter and start to write the beginning of an essay on it. All around me are people who I do not remember who also have figured out which colleges they've been accepted to and are writing essays for those colleges. I take this letter and continue to write the essay for JMU as I walk onto the bus from a door on the opposite side of being normal (where the driver sits). The bus is filled with many of my classmates all writing their essays as I walk to the back of the bus and sit down in the back seat, still writing this essay. The entire bus is stressing out that we need to get these essays done. I run down the aisle and get off the bus on the right side this time. Waiting outside is one of my friends from a youth group named Cody. He takes my essay and starts to rip it apart, then runs over to a jar of Peter Pan peanut butter and tips it over. This makes me furious so I run over and stick his face in the jar of peanut butter and he starts to suffocate in it. Then I take him out and throw him on the ground in front of the bus as I repeatedly stomp on his face and body.

Interpretation
James Madison University is my top choice for colleges, so I've been stressing out lately on if I'm going to be accepted or not. This explains the stress part of having to write this essay. Also, these past weeks have all been dedicated to applying to college in my class, so everyone has been talking about it. That is why there are so many other people writing essays for colleges. Last night, my youth group met at a local restaurant and Cody was there harassing me the entire time. He's really short and two years younger than me, so he likes to annoy me to feel as though he is interacting with me. He kept bugging me last night, so I feel the dream showed it, as well as the aggravation I have towards him. Also, I love Peter Pan peanut butter, so that's a given.

11/21/2012

My brother is laying out by a pool in a storm. I have to go save him. A snake is about to bite him. I go to pick him up and the snake bits me on the throat. Son of a bitch. Wake

My cousin invites a bunch of Amish people to his thanksgiving dinner. I am super drunk and cussing at everyone. The Amish are not thrilled.
My two buddies Robby and Quentin get into a fight because somehow they are mortal enemies. I break it up.

Stopped a robbery at a gas station. Everyone was speaking a different language than me. For some reason I think I was supposed to be in Brazil.

LUCID
I dive into a lake and can't find the surface. I realize I am dreaming and start breathing. I breath underwater and swim down. There is some sort of under water fort. I sneak around through it but don't see any crazy creatures. I go back outside on the castle walls and see an army of mermaid like fish people assembled outside the gates to the castle. I use some kind of force push with my voice and the are all sent head over heels out of my line of sight.

12/01/2012

1st Dream
It is christmas at my grandparents house. Things are going pretty normal. I am lucid but not making anything really crazy happen because I am having a good time. I haven't got to spend Christmas with my whole huge family in a long time so it was fun to do. We are in my grandparents basement playing games. My cousin shows up late and wants to spread some christmas cheer. I'm down for that so we all go out caroling in the neighborhood although the only song we sing is Jingle Bell Rock. We do this for a while then head back to the house. It is snowing as we get back. My cousin says he wants to spread more Christmas cheer and I ask him how he wants to do that. He shows me sculptures of the heads of our family members who have died in the past 10 year. He wants to presenent them to the whole family. I luckily persuade him this is a terrible idea and we just rejoin the party.

Later on everyone at the party starts giving me shit for no reason. I have lost lucidity at this point. I get really pissed at everyone because if this. For some reason now my buddy Kyle is there and he has a stolen weed plant he says he got from the neighbors yard. My mom does not approve. Everyone lines up to take a christmas picture and for some reason we decide the best way would be for everyone to do headstands. There were almost 40 of us there. I wish I had that picture for real.

11/15/2012

1st Dream
I start off with a false awakening. My brother (who I do not live with) is in my room shaking me. At first I can't understand what he is saying. My parents burst into the room and start yelling at him for not doing his homework. Typical. I start to go through my old routine and actually wake up.

2nd Dream
I am in a garage and I become lucid. I decide I would really like to drive some sort of really fast car. I open the garage door and there is some crazy looking sports car sitting in the driveway. I get in and start to drive. When I get up a little bit of speed I think to myself, "there's no way you are gonna make that turn at this speed" and I didn't. Crash and burn. Damn self conscious

3rd Dream
I am at my grandparents house in their front yard and I am already lucid when the dream begins. I decide to try some summoning but cant manage to reach into my own pockets and pull out a pistol as I had hoped. I don't know why I always try to summon weapons. I guess summoning a lollipop or something seems a little underwhelming. Anyway I can't do it, but there is a girl DC that has been standing in the yard with me the whole time. She smiles at me and hands me a pistol. I shoot at mailboxes and then a deer. The deer turns to look at me, has the head of a girl, hisses, and runs away down the street. Fuckin weird. Next we go inside and my grandparents have a litter of puppies. I start petting them and naming them. They felt so real with heartbeats and all. Very vivid lucid. I wake up.

4th Dream
I am at SAMs club following a girl DC who is leading me through the aisles. She loses me and I decide to fly up to the ceiling to look for her. For some reason I can't do it and the dream starts to fade. I kneel down and touch the floor to try to maintain the dream. The floor changes into this fancy mosaic tile with amazing texture. I float off the floor and I am no longer in SAMs. I have no idea where I was anymore. The entire ground as far as the eye could see was covered in these multicolored mosaic tile pictures. I just floated along looking at them and it was incredible.

5th Dream
Short Lucid
I become lucid in a strange building, kinda like a furniture store or something. I decide to try to walk up walls again to see if I can get better at it. I walk up the wall easily this time, but my perception of gravity changes to where the wall has become the source of gravity and everything in the store, including people, crashes to the wall I am standing on, which becomes the new floor. I awake right after that. Kinda cool though.

11/15/2012

1st Dream
I start off with a false awakening. My brother (who I do not live with) is in my room shaking me. At first I can't understand what he is saying. My parents burst into the room and start yelling at him for not doing his homework. Typical. I start to go through my old routine and actually wake up.

2nd Dream
I am in a garage and I become lucid. I decide I would really like to drive some sort of really fast car. I open the garage door and there is some crazy looking sports car sitting in the driveway. I get in and start to drive. When I get up a little bit of speed I think to myself, "there's no way you are gonna make that turn at this speed" and I didn't. Crash and burn. Damn self conscious

3rd Dream
I am at my grandparents house in their front yard and I am already lucid when the dream begins. I decide to try some summoning but cant manage to reach into my own pockets and pull out a pistol as I had hoped. I don't know why I always try to summon weapons. I guess summoning a lollipop or something seems a little underwhelming. Anyway I can't do it, but there is a girl DC that has been standing in the yard with me the whole time. She smiles at me and hands me a pistol. I shoot at mailboxes and then a deer. The deer turns to look at me, has the head of a girl, hisses, and runs away down the street. Fuckin weird. Next we go inside and my grandparents have a litter of puppies. I start petting them and naming them. They felt so real with heartbeats and all. Very vivid lucid. I wake up.

4th Dream
I am at SAMs club following a girl DC who is leading me through the aisles. She loses me and I decide to fly up to the ceiling to look for her. For some reason I can't do it and the dream starts to fade. I kneel down and touch the floor to try to maintain the dream. The floor changes into this fancy mosaic tile with amazing texture. I float off the floor and I am no longer in SAMs. I have no idea where I was anymore. The entire ground as far as the eye could see was covered in these multicolored mosaic tile pictures. I just floated along looking at them and it was incredible.

5th Dream
Short Lucid
I become lucid in a strange building, kinda like a furniture store or something. I decide to try to walk up walls again to see if I can get better at it. I walk up the wall easily this time, but my perception of gravity changes to where the wall has become the source of gravity and everything in the store, including people, crashes to the wall I am standing on, which becomes the new floor. I awake right after that. Kinda cool though.

11/14/2012

In this dream I am some sort of private investigator. I go to this lady's house to work a case about her missing dog. The dream started out like a few fairly regular days. I went to the neighbors and questioned them. Then I questioned the lady's daughter's friends. Very basic stuff. A lot of downtime walking and driving places. I always knew where I was going but nothing was actually familiar from real life. The first night I am there we sit down and have thai food for dinner and I go upstairs with the daughter to watch some weird Japanese horror movie. It was very bizarre and I didn't follow the plot very well. At some point during the movie I realize the daughter is into me, which is cool with me because she is a very pretty girl who is home from college for Thanksgiving break. Things get heated and we have a little dream sex then I go to bed in my room (the guest room). I wake up the next day and that day progresses just like any normal day would. Meals, talks, driving, and all kinds of normal mundane stuff. I didn't really question anybody at this point. I think the whole detective part faded out after the first day. Later on the second night me, my brother, the daughter, and one of her friends go to see a movie at the movie theater after dinner. I don't remember what it was about really either because I was occupied with the daughter, although it was strange because there was an intermission during the movie kinda like a play has. Everyone got up and went outside the theater. My brother and I go to the concession stand and grab a few beers for everyone while we waited for the second half of the movie. Instead of going back in though we took off. My brother was in a different car and driving way too fast. A cop pulled out behind him and gave chase. The cop ends up flipping his car off the road. We all go and help him out of his car and he decides to let my brother off for speeding since we helped him. What a guy. We go back to the house and get ready for bed. I am brushing my teeth when the mom comes into the bathroom and tries to jump my bones. I reject her even though she is also good looking. I tell her it is because I am into her daughter. She breaks down and starts crying hysterically. I go to comfort her and she shows me cuts all up and down her arms and says she has been cutting since her husband died. I continue to console her until she feels better and gives her blessing for me being with her daughter. I go lay in bed with her daughter and discuss her mom and what happened, have some more dream sex, and go to sleep. I wake up the next day and stay through lunch, then I leave because I had some other obligation. I wake up as I was leaving. This is by far the most realistic dream I have ever had. I was fully immersed in this other life. When I woke up for real I was completely confused. I didn't know where I was or what day it was. One of the most bizarre experiences I have ever had but cool at the same time.

11/10/2012

1st Dream
Run into an old friend from school. I have been worrying about where to live when my roomate gets married next year and out of the blue this old friend invites me to live with him. I agree and we start to move my stuff in. I wake up and get pretty shitty when I realized it was only a dream.

2nd Dream
I am at my local library checkin out some new books to read. My hands are full and I have my girlfriend get my keys out of my pocket so we can get in the car. She does and we get in the car, but it won't start. As I look at the horizon I see about 20 huge yetis running down the hill straight for my car. I am not worried. All I can think is "fuckin yetis, now we're gonna be late". To what, I have no idea. The yetis run up to the car and begin to shake it back and forth like an angry mob. As they do this they transform into people. Very strange.

3rd Dream
I am sleeping in a hammock in the crows nest of a pirate ship. The view is beautiful as I awake but quickly turns dark and stormy. I have to come down because it's freezing cold and lightning is everywhere. I put on my favorite sweatshirt and head down to the hold. A girl I had a thing for in highschool is there wearing only a towel. She smiles at me, drops the towel, and walks up to me. I wake up. MAJOR BUMMER

No recall.

[The extra sleep during the past few nights wasn't improving my mood, so I decided to go the other direction and stay up late doing random Internet stuff instead. Believe it or not, I think this was actually a good decision. That, or I actually have a physical addiction to my YouTube subscriptions. . . . :-S ]

This was the night of November 3rd/Morning of November 4th

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Pre-knowledge:
I went to bed around 6AM (Was up late drinking with my friends.) Only got about 4+3/4 hours of sleep. The dream got more and more vivid as it went on. I got more and more aware/lucid as it went on as well. I'm not quite sure whether it started in a street, my room, a mall, or the computer labs at my school. I'll just explain all scenes and how I think they go together.. Again, I will label violent/scary/weird parts in RED

The Dream!

I was at home, in my room. My sister kept bothering me. My friend Jesse came over. My friend Jesse is a pretty big stoner, so I asked my mom for $20 for marijuana.

We went out to this street for I don't know what reason. We were near a car on the side of the road. Two black guys kept talking to me about money and I said something along the lines of "Hey everyone has a use for $20 in today's society!" I turned around back at Jesse and my sister and there was a giant tree I had to go through to get to them.

In the next scene, its my sister, Jesse and I at some sort of store. We were just messing around at the store. Opening random items, tasting things we had never tried before etc. I was eating some sort of Ice cream with my hands as I walked down an isle. The isle slowly turned into the entrance to the computer labs at my uni.

There was a cop there, so I devoured whatever was left in my hand. I talked to the lady at the front desk to use the computers. She yelled to a teacher that his shift was starting soon (I had shown up for class.) There were a lot of chairs along the side of the wall, where people were sitting/studying. I noticed the lady was talking to my Composition teacher who was sitting in one of these chairs. For some reason I got really absorbed by his face. There were suddenly two of him and his face kept changing.

I became lucid somewhere around this point.

He started explaining some concept to me and I was envisioning what he said. He got to a climax in his speech about "YOU NEED PHYSICAL STRENGTH!" I was then on a beach. Me and a group of five people were at one end of a rope, and six on the other. The other team was pulling us pretty slowly. The rope went around a pole in the middle, so both teams pulled in the same direction. We were fighting over a very beautiful naked woman.

I gained some strength and in one big jolt, won the game of tug of war. All the other competitors disappeared once it was over. It was me and this beautiful girl on a tropical island. The island was completely square with beach on all sides. Nobody could get off of the beach as the rest of it was ALL thorns. I kept trying to have sex with this girl, and the scene kept getting creepier. It got really stormy. We turned around one of the corners of the island and down the beach I saw a very strange figure. It was a giant monster. I grabbed the girl and said "It's okay it's only a dream."

I tried to make the monster go away, but I kept focusing on it. It was still slowly approaching. I saw a ton of eyes looking at us from the thorns. The monster kept changing form/shape which is why I was attentive to it. I realized I was paying too much attention to these details, so I turned 180 degrees. Everything disappeared without attention on it. The day went back to normal and the things were gone. I ended up talking to the girl/teasing her in the water. Because I was lucid, I wanted to know what its like underwater, so I tried summoning some goggles. I wanted to explore.

It didn't work, so I turned around and to my luck, there was an ambulance floating in the water. I kept trying to open the things on the ambulance knowing there would be goggles inside. I couldn't open it, so I just ended up going underwater without goggles.

It was beautiful. The color and clarity were so vivid. There were small white fish as far as the eye could see. There were pink streamer like seaweed strands floating in the current, like they were hanging down from the top of the water. The ocean bed was covered in coral and other wild life. There were giant snails and there was a very tall coral formation. There was an octopus on the side, and a mermaid laying on top in a giant white anemone.

At this point, my phone woke me up (Stupid low battery .) I didn't want to waste the day away, so I didn't go back to bed. I am ready for REM rebound tonight!

I arrived at berkly after a series of events. There was an old blue book I took out of a cabinet and mell grabed from me. it has something to do wit a lake near chico that my family had gone to. it was a relaly old book but she fucked it all up.

next, i was at some store and the cashier was saying how mell was being a bitch. then she ended up in our car and on the turns for the free way i was practically hanging out of the car while my family stayed inside. every comented what a nice boy.

at berkeley i took hella long to order a milkshake and those black guys didnt wana make my special combo shake and one eventually said "listen were leaving im off work" and i felt bad for having ordered.

the next day i came back and thanked them for the shakes

Dream #1: I got lots driving on the high way I think i got on the wrong road and I drove to what I think looked New Jersey. I have never been there but the beach area reminded me of what i think it looked like. The I took another wrong turn and ended up driving on a golf course and started doing donuts in the middle of the green. I eventually looked at a map and tried to get back to my house. People were pissed at me and chasing me because i ruined to gold course.

Dream #2: I was in Ben's room and this oddly attractive girl around my age was standing there so I was like "hey baby come to my room" (which is right next to his) so i turned around to take off my shoes and when i turned back around to look at her, her face turned into the exorcist chick and me not taking any chances to make sure shes not evil i started beating her with this roll of rapping paper and screaming for my brother and parents to come. Eventually I beat her out my window and I jumped down after her, My brother was outside and was like "DAMNNNNNNN" as I was beating the hell out of her. So she jumped back into the window she fell out of and was going into my other brothers room and I was just screaming as loud as i could for him to hear me so she wouldn't get him. I jumped back into the window and this is where my dream ended.

from 5:30 to 7 am I had a false awakening to a dream to another false awakening!!!

I can't remember any details other than the first one other my family and I were at some house, my sister got in trouble at school with some guy, got into a fight I think but my 3rd grade teacher name came up.

dream some guy really dark and could see his face was being very sexual with me and I didn't like it at all!! I tried to write down everything into my dream journal but myself said I was too lazy so I said my phone then. then i tried it and it was dead and so was my laptop but when i pulled it in my phone started to charge. i think i went lucid then because i heard a chime when i said this doesnt make sense! then I lost it and went back into dream/ false awakening again and started off from the last one and the laptop. my father was hiding in a closet saying he wanted to know why she was in trouble and said mrs miller said a needle would be in her hair. heard another chime and woke up....I'm pissed

Competition, in some kind of temple. Two teams of two, can't remember who I was with, but I lost, got thrown down a hole as punishment.

Tried a WILD, but fell asleep.

This one I woke up from several times, and kept continuing the dream when I fell back asleep:
In a factory, mostly everyone there is younger than me. Something malfunctions and I have to get out with my friend. There was a room with these whiffle balls flying back and forth, we had to get a metal box to put over our heads to get through, so we went to the previous room. We snatched two of the things people were building (they seemed to be brainwashed and continued to work mindlessly). Mine was weirdly shaped and uncomfortable to put on. We went back to the room, but I lost my friend. I saw a rack of clothes, and noticed my little brother's shirt there. I thought something happened to him.

1:53 pm - 3:09 pm

NOTE: Woke up earlier than planned. Was supposed to wake up around 3:30 pm. Had a hard time sleeping because I had coffee at lunch.

I was in a place that looks almost abandoned. I think it's similar to the 'Shopping' area of Bacolod. I was walking around, and the color is very grey, like the one you get when it's raining. But it's not yet raining. I was 'talking' to someone, but there's no one there. I was talking to myself, but I was also answering as a different person. It seems I was a prostitute, or was looking for one. I keep mildly waking up but still had my eyes closed, and I keep coming back to the dream. Mostly, I was talking to myself, but I also get stuck with just being on the bed with my eyes closed trying to sleep. I also wished, I think, that I'd meet my college crush (PG). I saw him in my mind, but I think he never appeared.