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This is hardly worth making an entry, but it was vivid enough to write down. Just a plain old DILD in which I changed a DC into a pretty woman and enjoyed myself -insert short oral sex scene here -

I bother to DJ this one simply because the climax was so real that I needed to check when I awoke. I thought maybe I actually physically had climaxed, but no, just in the dream. I like dreams like that.

Had a short pleasent DILD. I was doing this or that and my father said something. IRL my father is no longer alive. I realized this and became fully lucid.
I do not think this was a case of actually comunicating with him like the other dreams. However, seeing my dad seems like a powerful dream sign, so I will keep that in mind. It was a work night and I was not up for a big adventure, so I just visited with the dad DC for a few minutes. This time I chose not to mention him being dead, as that seemed to make him irritated in another dream.

I had a non lucid where 2 girlfriends of mine who were lovers, adopted a baby. Either that or one of them got artificially inseminated, can't remember. Anyway, one of the girls bailed on the other, leaving her alone to raise the baby. So I moved in with her to help. I was basically the "dad" of the relationship, since I was the one working. Not meaning to sound sexist, that was just how the dream felt. Something looked wrong in the baby's eyes, so we took her to the doctor. He told us she had a brain tumor and they would have to operate. I felt like someone had torn out my stomach. I was raising this child as my own, so I felt like my life was over if she died. The tumor was right behind her eyes, so they were going to have to go in through her eyes somehow. I had a chair and table by the window, with a phone and little potted plant. I just sat there all day long, waiting to get updates on the surgery. I was too afraid to get up to take a shower, in fear of missing a call.

Woke up with a bad emotional hangover.

12.14.2012

Achilles' Heel Repetition (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a group of females, and all I remember for this one is that we had to use random white shaped forms of material to make a spear or something.

The person we had to give it too at a parking lot told us that Achilles' Heel must be repeated for us to get the right answer.

I didn't know what he meant by that, but this blonde female who was part of my team comes in and gets a marker. She writes on the object and did something to get us the right answer.

Achilles' Heel, that must be repeated for us to get the right answer is confusing me.

I know it's a sign, and it's fairly new dream sign. I do feel kind of weak right now with this flu/cold I'm trying to get out of. But it could be the same person that I'm so afraid of in waking life that makes me so weak

I'm with my friend Kolby as we're in some giant waterpark that's based in the middle of an ocean. We believe this is beachweek and there are 100s of people in this place including life guards. I go down some slide that is more of a ramp into the clear water. I look down to the bottom to see an interesting coral reef and I start to think this is paradise. Kolby's brother (shawyn) walks by with his group of older college student friends and I nod my head to him. Suddenly, the lifeguards start grabbing kids and screaming at them to show I.D. that they are 21. Kolby and I exchange glances then run to what seems like a call of duty map. Now him and I believe we are just leaving school from a long day. It is crowded on this bridge, so I shove some underclassmen out of my way. Then I see a girl that I saw last night at a christmas party irl, so I walk behind her and whisper something provacative and vulgar into her ear and she gives me this look of desire as if she agrees to what I just said. Kolby yells that we're going to miss the bus (even though I don't ride the bus anymore). We are walking around a bus loop where there is a row of buses behind each other. As we pass the first one, Kolby says "dude that's your bus" and it starts to drive away. I sprint after it leaving kolby behind and start to bang on the door sort of like in Spiderman 1. My friend Will from school screams at the bus driver to stop and as the bus stops and the doors open, I see it's my bus driver from elementary school. I get on and sit down across from Will and another friend that I have recently converted to lucid dreaming named Luke. I start to explain to both of them what lucid dreaming is, but I never actually realize that it this was a dream so the dream continues. We round a corner and ramp into the air but hover safely to the ground soon after. That's when it ended.

It's so frustrating when I explain what lucid dreaming is to a dream figure and I don't actually do a reality check to start the lucid dream.

I woke up in the night, stayed up for a while, and tried to go back to sleep, facing the opposite way. I suddenly found myself in sleep paralysis, which I'd only ever had after waking up as opposed to going to sleep. There was a rushing or screeching sound which got persistently louder and louder. It occurred to me that you're supposed to try rolling out of your body when that happens. It didn't make anything happen, but there was this weird feeling where, even though I couldn't see or move, I could get a feeling as if I was actually moving around, like the proprioception of it. By that time the sound had stopped and I eventually broke the paralysis, and got to sleep.

Then I woke up again, left the room and wandered off, and then saw a bright laminated red card lying around, with letters on it that constantly switched but I knew to say 'WAKE UP'. I realised that I'd had a false awakening, and was surprised because it actually felt real, unlike the passive way most non-lucid dreams are. So I just woke up. I got up, tried to turn on the lights, but found that the switch didn't work, so I found a lamp and turned that on, and it did work. I realised that the lights didn't work because I was still asleep. I was worried that anything could jump out of the shadows at any moment, because it was a dream.

Either in this dream or a later one (it was a chain of false awakenings) I tried to exert some control, standing in the bathroom and trying to make a big streak of lightning in the air I think it was. It didn't work, but it did help my faith in the solidity of the dream. Unfortunately I didn't think to try spinning, passive control or just leaving the house. I was just happy that it felt real, mostly. One thing that I probably should have done but didn't occur to me was to look in the mirror. Still, when I actually did wake up I knew straight away, somehow.

There was a fragment from this night where I remember someone doing a monologue about how they preferred cows to people and a few mental impressions of villages, but not so much from it. I think the false awakenings were from disturbed sleep. Maybe having read about all the things that had happened influenced my experiences, although I didn't really believe, except in the abstract, things like shifting text or lights not working or auditory hallucinations that weren't just incoherent whispering, until I'd actually lived them.

I'm back home with the family. I'm just outside the home property where I used to live. The day is barely about to begin. There is nothing down this street. Just like my other dreams, this area was always the place where it felt alone. I wandered around this area until I found something to entertain me. There was nothing much I could find but, there was a car that drove past me. I never followed any vehicles down this street but maybe this car could lead me somewhere more exciting.

I followed the car and before I know it, the scenario of the neighborhood changed! The buildings around me turned in to skyscrapers and all the areas began to stretch out! I followed a crowd before me. It was a crowd of friends who held guns to fight against an army of people. These enemies we were fighting were not very strong. They often hid behind walls and on tall structures above us. Me and my allies walked through them and shot every man we saw. It had a Call of Duty feel to it. There were times where I almost got shot but I did my best to dodge, duck and roll to avoid the bullets.

We reached the corner of the enemies' territory and found a civilian resting place. Me and my team walked inside and observed the building. At first, I had no idea what is was but something told me the entire area we were in, was about to be blown to destruction. There was a rare chance for us to live. I told the rest of my teams to hurry up and prepare for an escape on what we believed to be a plane but was actually just the inside of a building. I walked around and found an area where I wanted to sit. I saw a few people here and all I can tell from remembering, they didn't looked so confident. Before I could do anything else, I woke up.

I'm with M and I don't know how I got here, or where here exactly is, but it's getting hot and steamy. "I didn't know she liked me like that", is just running through my mind during this sexual encounter. We're both clothed at the moment, but we're also in bed. I'm slightly on top of her in a pushup position, and she's playing with my dick through my pants. Between grunts of ecstasy, we both have miniature staring contests. This girl is intoxicating. We're just taking everything about each other in. Some girls tend to get intimidated when I stare directly into their eyes, but she welcomed it.

Then her phone rings. Damnit, she picked it up...I move to the side of the bed. It's D on the other line. Something happens....either I leave, or I have to go or something.

I'm in the store with J and D, and I have no idea what we're doing, but later, he tells me that the other D said I had to sign some paper saying I need to be laid off. I told him that I wasn't even on the books for working there, and I don't even hang out with him anymore. I also remember talking behind his back to J when he stepped out for a second.

I'm in the car with Ad and we're talking about how her son isn't into any sort of sex. Like the guy doesn't like girls or guys. I think I started flirting with her after that.

I bought tickets to see Philly play, and I was going to take a huge road trip to see them.

I was looking on a desk and my brother had this personal note that said he was going to run for office. My room had a hole in the ceiling with a glass pain over it. It served as a natural light.

Weird 20 second LD where I apparantly was too lazy to focus enough which resulted in me half LDing/half non-LDing. Found myself in my mom's living room, feeling really dizzy and kept floating in mid-air, went into the kitchen:

>Mom told me to stop LDing
>Woke up, still being all numb in the body.

Before getting into the dream, I was sleeping in a slightly more uncomfortable position, ready to give WILD another spin. I'm doing pretty good, and just as sleep paralysis is coming on, I suddenly get this urge to pee. I'll survive, I thought to myself. But as time went on, the urge got worse and worse. Eventually, the urge won, and I went downstairs to pee. Turns out, I peed for about two to three minutes before finally returning to bed. At that point, I'm like, forget it, I'm sleeping comfortably. After that thought, I get in the most comfortable position I know and doze right off.

When I get into my dream, I land in the bathroom, right after I took a shower. I look right to the towel rack and on the left I see four towels stacked on one another covered by a huge piece of paper with green font about 'How to dry off'. This stack was for four steps, while the one to the right was for three steps. My shower went under the four-step category, and I reached for the first towel to begin drying.

Afterwards, my dream skips over to where I find myself in the front hall of my county's elementary school. Apparently, I'm going to the library to help out with... something. I turn right into the library and notice a sign-in sheet in front of me. I put down my name and my grade (And it was pretty funny to see the order go 2, 3, 1, and then 9). After signing in, I notice my friend Jaret, another helper. He walked me over to this machine that would make really good waffles from bread. I put a piece of bread in, and when it was done cooking, I took it out. Turns out, it was still soft bread, only that it looked like it was buttered.

After that, I look over at the clock. Now, while you might begin to suspect that I'm about to get lucid, I don't. (Sadly.) The clock reads 7:30 - only five minutes until the high school day started. I walked over to my English teacher (Who was also in the library), and asked her if she could call in a bus for me. She went over to the phone and ringed in a bus. After talking, she asked me a few questions, and that was the end of the elementary school portion.

Next, I find myself back at home, and I begin to try to heat up the pieces of bread... in the fridge. I should have seen this as a dream sign, yet I didn't. (Silly me) After that, I woke up.

Funny thing is, I don't remember the dream when I woke up, yet when I took a shower, it all came back to me. (Woo!) So, I guess I have my daily shower routine to thank for reminding me that I had a dream last night.

I'm excited today! Had three vivid dreams, and was annoyingly close to becoming lucid!
Oh well, here they are

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Tourist in Asia

This took place in your typical tourist-y waterpark, there weren't many waterslides etc, but those that were there were in chipped white paint. Everything had a very cheap aura too it. There was also plenty of food stands, and loads of people (White) eating there.

I remember quite clearly I was on the hunt for firecrackers, as I was almost certain this country, which I don't remember, allowed them. I noticed, down a long straight walk made of white stone, that there was a tent with a large sign saying: "Fireworks". I was overly excited of course, but as I walked closer I noticed that there wasn't much more than a box and three Asian people below the tent roof. They did however point out to me, "If you want to see all our goods, go to the tent across the river.". Turns out there was a small, eh, river, next to the path which I could just jump over. The other tent was just the same, except with two boxes.

So, I got bored with that, and found a small, somewhat creepy, stair/door leading down to a cellar. The cellar though, was anything but creepy, but instead turned out to be a big room, filled with display cases showing off everything from lighters to actual diamonds. Every case was made of very polished mahogny, and it was proper fun to inspect every case. The store was also manned by European girls, something I found odd.


Reckless driving

This time I was in the car, with three of my friends. One of my friends, who has a driving license, drove quite well on some random highway and I was making fun of his car for being a Toyota.

A sudden swap of setting, and my other friend, without a driving license was driving. We were now at a country road shaped like an L laying down. We drove to the end of the L and came to a dead end. My friend now had to turn around, which he did very recklessly and ended up bumping both the big wall which made the dead-end, as well as other cars that were parked nearby.

He drove back, and in the middle of the long part of the L, there was a path up to a mansion, with a large parking lot, which we apparently were heading to. The road to it was small, and he turned in to it, again, very sharply. Once in the parking lot, he hit *a lot* of cars, making several alarms go off.


The strange elevator

This time I was in Amsterdam, at a supermarket. I went to inspect a few stores, but found nothing of interest. I then sat down at this small table waiting for what I think was a psychiatrist, to let me in. Her office had a weird elevator leading to the room, and nobody could enter if anyone else was already in her room. So, I sat down still, now apparently with a few of my classmates, even one I never talk to. I was drinking a softdrink, and they had some sort of soda. I remember that I wanted to go up to her room very much, except that people kept going in ahead of me.

Once my turn actually came, after weird talks with the classmates and one girl I coulnd't remember, I went into the elevator door, which looked something like a blue empty space, with small purple particles floating downwards, almost like rain. I stepped in, stayed still, and everything got black. I was all of a sudden, inside a very large room, which looked like an elevator shaft without any details. It was the same blue space and particles all over the walls, and I could feel myself floating upwards without doing anything.

This also lead to one of the coolest feelings I've ever had in a dream, I had the ability to spin in the air! It doesn't sound like much when I write it down here, but damn, it felt absolutely amazing.

I was, annoyingly quickly, 'teleported' to the room of the psychiatrist. I really can't recall what we talked about, but I remember accidentally quitting out of the room, and felt very sad about it.


Short, but sweet

This is the last dream I had this night.

I woke up in my room, everything was dark. I remember thinking it was really odd, since the clock wasn't that early, nor late. I also walked up from my bed for some reason, and walked in to the center of my room.

I then proceeded to do a RC, by pushing my finger through my hand. Unfortunately I don't think I was focused enough, and I didn't look at my hand while doing it, so I just assumed it was reality, then I went back to bed.

I am driving car along some long city road, under bridges and surrounded by buildings. On the left side there are several short ares with cemeteries behind old fences. When I am passing one, it seems like there is a skeleton rising up from one of the graves. I turn my car around and drive back to have a look. But its somewhat damaged when I come back.

Then I am part of some tourist group or something, and there is a big model of some famous building on a side of a large square. Next to the model is another building, from which, if I go to upper floors, I can see inside the model. I try but the group is rushing me.

Then I am sitting in a car in front of George grand dad's house. George is also in his car and we chat about what we are going to do. I know that he is in Zasada for a short time as he came to visit from Australia. He is kind of pissed off about something. I think there is another friend there with me... maybe Martin. George then decided that he doesnt go out anymore, that he has some other pans. I am a little bit pissed off with him for changing his plans so quickly. Then I spot a tree with large pears on it. They are enormous. I use some apples from the ground to shoot down the pears. I am focusing on a specific big one. George is trying to shoot some down too. I manage to get two or so down.

I am waking up....

I was really frustrated when I woke this morning because I could barely remember one dream, and AGAIN I dreamt about my ex husband....which is so weird, because not only do I hardly ever dream about him, but I hardly ever dream about people I know well. Before I started this new adventure into dreamland, my last two most memorable dreams involved Stephen King and Bill Maher. Anyway.....

1. I was on a but, or a ship, really. Something big and industrial...up at the very front where the V comes to a point (I don't know ship nomenclature, sorry). I was with a woman, an older woman who I don't know at all. She was despondant and going to jump into the water adn drown herself. She beseeched me to help her by throwing a giant iron objectin after her that would help her sink. It was almond shaped with words stamped in it and it was a little bigger than a football, but flat. She jumped in right next to a concrete barrier of some kind that was level with the water. She told me to toss the iron thing onto the edge of the concrete so she could grab it from there and I did. Immediately I was on land and running to find my ex-husband to get him to come help with this situation. I found him at his house, which was trashed, mostly with clothes everywhere - women's clothes that belonged to his new girlfriend. I vaguely remember his presence and her presence and then the dream fades from memory, even though I know there waw more.

Playing a character, Marnie, in a Bill Murray film. Shot in Hawaii. Similar to his most recent. I was like an adopted daughter or something. Maybe a transient he was taking care of. I remember the visuals of Hawaii. We were in Oahu. It was fun to escape and be someone else for a while.