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Ricky Martin was my makeup artist.

This was yesterday, I guess. So I dreamed that I was back at my boarding school again and holiday is over, but then I somehow got lucid and realized everything is fading AGAIN. So I went downstairs from the dormitory and found "Anti-wakeup pills" and downed them all, but it didn't help much though since I forgot to stabilize. I woke up from my alarm clock.

Spoiler for Points I should improve:

I really, really need to remember to do reality checks to reassert my lucidity, and I need to remember to stabilize. God I always forget to stabilize.

Issue with my old apartment. Apparently a new roommate is coming - kind of as I'm leaving. His name is Andy and he has a cold sore on his mouth. Anyway I'm showing him the place (which is the dream version of the apartment - it always look the same in dreams, however it looks nothing like the actual apartment (that should be a trigger for lucidity)). Question of what the rent would be since I would be leaving. I hadn't been to the apartment in quite some time. I think my cats were there, but there lots of insects on the floor and under the bed. I kept thinking I need to vacuum. Roommates bedroom flooded. I tried to find Elfie, the landlord. The place was suddenly a high rise complex instead of the dingbat.

I left a year and a half ago. But I must feel still very drawn to that place.

Playing a show with The Vacation and I'm filling in for drums. I didn't know the songs, but got through the show somehow. It was a disaster - but not sure anyone else thought that way.

I think I’ve had this dream two weeks ago or something, but frankly I can’t remember shitall and I just can’t stand the thought of procrastinating on my dream journal any more. I want to end my self-inflicted dream break that went longer than expected and now I can’t recall anything.

It was a dream fragment, somehow I’m in front of my old school’s indoor stadium and there is this tree with something (I forgot) perched on it. My mom was with me. I had a shotgun and I tried to shot it but the shotgun flew over onto the top of the building from the knockback. I climbed up and started jumping with ridiculous strength and grace and tried to run on the wall to grab the gun, but I timed my jump wrong and fell off the building.

Spoiler for Things I should work on:

Well, recalling is the first thing, but that's kind of a given. I should also write down my dreams as soon as I wake up. I also forgot to do a reality check that morning, but that's unrelated. I also had a brief lucidity flash, but I was too distracted and never thought about lucid dreaming at that time, so I should get back to reading things on here ASAP.

I started out at a party somewhere in the dream. I cannot recall the faces of strangers, only close friends. The room gave off a noisy feeling as I walked around the ball room. There were a few family members who met up with me near one of the tables. It was at this moment where I felt a very small bit of lucidity. I saw my little niece Alyssa running up to me in a white dress. I felt happy to see her here!

There was another dream I explored later on. In this next dream, I felt very lucid! Here is how it went...

I started out in a neighborhood I recently visited inside one of my previous dreams. This place I was in, it was on a long, narrow street. I was lucid as soon as I stepped on to the road, but I can't remember how I got on it. There was a house in front of me. In front of this house, there was a tall man. My job was to kill him and make sure he doesn't kill me. I walked up to a car in front of the home and stood there waiting for a good shot. I saw the man walking down the porch of the house. I extended my hand in front of me and imagined there to be some kind of a special power within it. I pointed this imaginary gun towards the man and started shooting. The man fired back but never hit me once, his bullets only ricochet off the car.

As soon as I killed this man, I felt in control enough to try and summon someone. This times I wasn't going to summon Quynh though. I summoned someone better. I walked back on to the road, extended my right hand towards my back and yelled out, "Come here, Trinh!" At first, I failed, but next time, I summoned someone. I turned around to look at her face, but it wasn't her. She didn't look anything like Trinh. I thought it could of been probably because I imagined her appearance from a recent Facebook picture of her.

The third time I tried, I done something differently, and please don't take offense in what I'm going to write because I love these people! I turned back around and immediately imagined her and the way her eyes looked, beautiful Asian eyes. I extended my arm back again and yelled, "Come here, Trinh!" I turned around and saw the way I imagined her! There was something else wrong though. She did have the eyes but her mouth and teeth looked like that of a horse's mouth. I was still happy it worked though. And although it wasn't Quynh, I couldn't wait to try again next time, or probably something different. Hopefully...

Dreaming of attempting to WILD. Dream created HI very brief. Enter dream in a tent. Try to get out form under it and come into another tent. eventually get out and I'm under my room outside. Fly up to check the card but can't get through window.

So every day i am going to post right out of my real life DJ. Here is an entry for a little while ago. Now dont judge me i am going to copy it exactly how it is out of my DJ.
Here goes nothing D=

Colour Code
Non Lucid
Lucid
Fragment

I was at the superstore parkinglot and we were just leaving trying to get out of the parkinglot. I saw something happening with the police and for some reason i saw the veiw from a police helocopter and it showed a man laying in the back of a car and police trying to arrest him and he shot both of the officers. He then ran down an escalator that had a glass covering on it. I then switched back to my point of veiw and told my stepdad to stop the car. I ran out and looked down over the escalator from the oposite side the police were. The man was facing down the escalator but had his gun over his shoulder and continued to shot police. Then one of the police officers shot him and that was it. I walked away and headed towards the enterence of the grocery store and met up with a few friends in front of the store. They said they were going to have a sleepover, so i asked if i could come also and they said yes. I then walked into the store and saw another friend i used to go to school with and hugged her. We talked for a bit then we just kinda walked around holding eachother. Then i woke up.

Dream / Fragment #2

I had a dream i was on some kind of boardwalk or pier like san fransisco. Me and my mom were watching a pirate diving show and a man walked past us who worked for the show and said he was looking for his brother. He said he needed a grape pop because thats what his brother likes then i poored him one. He looked at me and smiled then left.


#3


This took place near my house about a street away. I was in the car with my friend and my mom. my friend wanted to go to 7-11 to get candy. I didnt want to go there so i told my mom to let me out and i would walk to this clinic that i said was cheaper. I walked in and to my left was a candy grab machine, but it was digital. I saw a kid playing it and he played on the digital screen and then the candy dropped out the botom. I kept on walking through the second set of doors and the room came to a turn. I went left and there was a bunch of bins full of candy (like 7-11) but they had a price per 100grams. The price was outragous so i just left. But also inside that clinic there was lots of video games kinda like an arcade but it was such a clean place unlike an arcade.

*Notes*
My recal has been getting better and i am remembering a few dreams a night now.

I had this dream last night but its a bit complicated. I was in a cave with a waterfall near two men (well I assume both were men, I could only tell one was a man, who was tall&dark like Jafar but I couldn't tell about the 2nd person). Well anything the two other people were in a sword fight (from where I was standing and I was standing on the other side of the cave) and the 2nd person fall down the waterfall but didn't hit the bottom since a flying carpet came and got the person and escaped some place else.


The scene then changes to a castle and its kind of in first person, I assume I was female but dressed like a male.) but there was this evil blonde mistress (who I will call "Narcissa") of the castle who wanted me to write a story for her. I also remember that there were two other kids in the dream, one was actually a boy and the other one was a girl. I believe I kind of was kidnapped before this part of my dream and the other two kids were other kidnappees (Ie kids who been kidnapped) but I was the eldest of the children being 16 since the boy was like 10 and the girl was like 6-8). When I refused to I assume the first night I was there after I woke up (I assume I had been drugged sometime between the cave, and the castle..it happened "off-screen") Narcissa chained me with I assume enchanted chains since the scene then switched briefly to 3rd person and I saw (what I assume was my female self dressed in boy's clothing hint: Disney's Prince Phillip clothing complete with hat ) and the hands were writing a story by themselves via the chains. Then the second night Narcissa made us watch a TV that only had stuff to do with I believe her evil stuff and there was a video of a cat in there too and I think Narcissa was embarrassed by the cat video since she turned off the TV then, and I chit-chatted with the other two kidnapped kids.

The last bit of the dream was in 3rd person Person 2- from earlier in the dream -- who I could now tell was actually a man..I think my suitor maybe? and he was dressed in an Aladdin-style "prince' outfit and riding an Abu-like elephant. I think at one point as the elephant and the man was going down the street a guard tried to injure the elephant but elephant just used his trunk and took a hold of the guard and shook him like he was a rag doll.

Why do I have so many hunger games dreams?! I'm not even that into hunger games!

So, yes. I was in the hunger games again. Somebody was helping me get ready. The arena that we were to participate in was really cool because it consisted of all of these floating stone pillars.
A man came up to me and began looking at me. I suddenly get taken out of my own body and start watching him and me both from the perspective of the dream.
He says that he wants to make my hair black (instead of dark brown.) He does this with a simple wave of his hand.
He then says that I need to look like a cyborg. He attaches this metal plate to one side of my face. It was sort of a bronze color with this glowing green lens were my eye was.
I ask him why he's making me look like this. He explains that it's the hunger games and they want everyone to look really cool.

Hello. My internets been gone for awhile but it was restored a few days ago! Plain text is narrating and red words are the dream.

I am in a mansion with two other people. I go in one dark and small room only to be attacked by some..thing. I had to kill it with a small dagger. I go into another room with someone else. He says "were trapped?" I push the door open with no effort so not as trapped as I thought. A beeping alarm goes off. "It's beeping so it's recent" a woman says. She runs down the stairs, I slide down on the railing. The woman goes into a room and she says that "Time is speeding by thousands of years!" The world outside becomes a desert wasteland but then I become an observer and the world is now tropical, and it is ruled by anthropomorphic animals that can control the elements like from avatar.

I wake up.

In my dream, I was walking down a street. Suddenly I tripped on the curb and fell backwards. But I never hit the ground. I kept falling for what seemed about ten minutes. I finally realized I was in a dream, and put myself on the ground, on my feet. Now some monsters from Half Life were coming after me. I made them get shocked by lightning and turn into food. Then I saw a door in front of me, glowing with vibrant, neon colors. I opened it and found a dragon spinning in a circle. He began to laugh. He then said "You won't escape this time!". Then I woke up.

i was at the local mexacan restaraut i go in and there are three people two girls and a man one of the girls says something to the effect of come try our new game el superbesto so i as she ask and play the game in a 2D fighting game i make it to the end of the game and the final boss is a large man with a small childs head after beating him it says congragulations on beating me your priz is nothing have a nice day then i wake up

Older black lady from barnes and noble couldnt get assistance by her insurance company so she changed jobs.

LUCID DREAM
I had a moment of awareness on a street 635 and coit.

12/28/12

False Messages
I am in my Fire Valkyrie heading for the moon, I hear the affirmations of my hypnotic program over the sound system of the Fire Valkyrie. It is telling me to take deep breaths and relax as I approach the moon and land. I ignore the part about having a space suit on and I just get out of the ship. I know it is a dream, so I don't need any such things as space suits. I walk around on the moon for a bit, I can still hear the affirmations in my head. That's when I notice something wrong with them. The affirmations are telling me I am worthless and that I might as well just stay in bed all day, it's not worth getting up. Those aren't antidepressant affirmations, they are clearly meant to make depression worse. I wonder if I have been totally ripped off when I bought the program. Well it was only $1, so I can't feel too ripped off… but I don't want to be using such trash. So I think maybe I can wake myself up by going to my own room and waking my sleeping body up. I open a portal and go into my room where I see myself sleeping. My earphones are in place, but there are two men, one on either side of my bed, whispering the negative affirmations. It's not my hypnosis program that was giving me negative affirmations… it's those stupid assholes. I ask them what they think they're doing, and they seem surprised to see me. One of them says I'm not supposed to know how to astral travel, I tell him it works fine in a lucid dream state… now they have ten seconds to leave my sight before this particular dream turns into a nightmare for them. They transform into Templar guards from the game Assassin's Creed II, the brute type which I have the most trouble with.

I comment that apparently they have chosen for this to become a nightmare. I form my Witchblade armor and sword just as they attack me. The armor is able to block their attacks, though it still knocks me down. One of them says it is might nightmare and pulls out something hair and throws it to me. It is my cat, Midna… and they have killed her! She is all bloody and mangled! That does it. Before they even know what happened I have cut both of them down. Apparently they didn't realize how pissed off I would be when I saw my cat. After the shock of it wears off I remember that it is just a dream and that is not really Midna. There are two dead Templars on the floor in my room… but one of them is still wiggling a bit. I really don't care. I telekinetically throw them both through my window which has turned into a portal that leads… well I don't know where it leads… but again I don't care. I look at my dead cat and think after pulling a stunt like that the portal can lead to the Dark Realm for all I care. I see my real cat lying beside me on my bed. She is looking at me. I reach to pet her but I find I can't actually touch her. Then I wake up next to her and start petting her.

With a Betrayer
I am in a small apartment with my former boyfriend James, but in the dream it seems we never broke up and are now living together. We are both in the bedroom talking about playing Assassin's Creed, it seems James thinks it is a stupid game. I tell him he doesn't have to play it. When he says he doesn't want me playing it I get annoyed and I tell him I'll play whatever games I like, he can play whatever games he likes. He asks if there isn't something else I'd rather play like Oblivion or Skyrim. I tell him I'll play those in good time, but right now I'm playing Assassin's Creed… and why should he have a problem with that? He says it is a stupid game. I blurt out that he is being stupid. And I'm not going to change what games I play according to what he wants. He says then stop dreaming about Templars. I tell him I'll dream about whatever I want to as well. And if that's to dream about Assassin's Creed then that's what I'll dream about. I ask what's gotten into him, thinking he is acting really strange. I change the subject and say we should get pizza for dinner. He says we should skip dinner and go straight for dessert. I say if it's chocolate cake he has a deal. He announces that he is horny and wants to fuck. I tell him he has gotten me out of the mood… he's going to have to get me back in the mood. He says I'm not worth that much trouble. I tell him then he can fuck himself. He says he thought he could get one final fuck before I was taken away. Taken away by who? He opens the door of the apartment and I see three men standing there, and my first thought is that they are real world Templars. James says he's sorry, he had no choice, confirming he has betrayed me. So I knee him in the balls really hard and tell him he may never fuck again. James doubles over in pain, the three guys come in and grab me. I find out I can fight with the skill of Ziva David off of NCIS which clearly takes the Templars by surprise even as I surprise myself.

So I proceed to kick all three of their asses, kicking a gun out of one of their hands when he tries to draw the weapon on me. I leave the apartment through the back entrance where I spot another couple Templars guarding the rear. Apparently they really don't want me to leave. There's just the two of them, so I take them by surprise and kick their asses in Ziva David style. A third one off to the side says he could just put a bullet in my head. I tell him to go ahead and do that… If I'm not tethered to a body I'll be in the dream state permanently and I'll be their worst nightmare. He does not shoot, but he looks frustrated. I tell him I knew he wasn't quite that stupid. I leave the place, not sure where to go now since I don't want to go back to my mom's place followed by a bunch of Templars. I am deciding where to go when I wake up.

Driving Me Crazy
I am in a car dealership looking for a new car. There are sales people all around me trying to sell me a car. I wonder why I am even looking for a new car since I have a perfectly good car already, and it's even paid for. People around me are arguing that I need fuel efficiency… no, I need safety… no, I need something economical. People are telling me to buy a hybrid… no buy an SUV… no buy an electric car… buy this… buy that… I am thinking that I am unemployed, there's no way I would qualify to buy a vehicle of any kind, certainly not a new one. My mom is there with me telling me I need to choose something low price since I have no job. I tell her I don't really want a new car. I'm fine with the one I have. She doesn't seem to believe me and brings over a salesman who is talking about buying a Fiat.

It is a tiny little car that probably gets great mileage but it has only two seats. My mom says it's not like I have a lot of friends anyway. I tell her again that I don't want a new car. She says of course I do and then starts trying to sell me the car as much as any of the salespeople. I remind her that I can't afford a car. She doesn't seem to know what to say. I tell the salesman I am unemployed, and he responds by walking away to a more promising customer. I think this is all really strange so I finally think to do a reality check. I am dreaming. Why am I dreaming about people trying to sell me a car? Are they beaming commercials into people's dreams now? I take to flying, commenting to a nearby pushy salesman that I don't need a car… I'll just fly where I need to go. My mom tells me to come back down right now, but I ignore her and fly up over Tucson. I think I'd like to go visit my friend Alicia, but I'm not sure if she's home or at work right now… I figure I'll check at her home and then at work. I fly in the direction I think Alicia's house is in, hoping I won't miss it since I'm not used to seeing it from the sky. I am getting quite exhilarated from flying but that wakes me up.