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01/03/13

Off With A Bang
I am in my Fire Valkyrie heading for the moon. I wander on the moon only briefly before I decide to go somewhere I am needed. I open a portal and go through from the moon to a fancy costume party of some kind. People are dancing all around, everyone is wearing a mask. I am thinking I should make an effort to fit in. I see everyone has a gaudy gold mask on… and that is when I realize where I am. I am in Assassin's Creed II. I look around wondering what my purpose there might be. I spot some of the courtesans and I remember Ezio moving among them to keep from being noticed. So I move over closer to a group of courtesans. There are several guards staring right at Ezio… but not seeing him… they're only seeing the courtesans' breasts about to fall from their dresses. I know where their minds are… I get over closer to Ezio. I hear him talking to the courtesans. The conversation pauses as he looks over at me but then they continue. They are trying to come up with a distraction to get the guards away from his target. A courtesan says they must all be homosexual… they don't even look at courtesans. Another says they are specially chosen and won't abandon their posts for anything less than something blowing up. I am right next to them now, I surprise them when I ask if some fireworks would do the trick. A courtesan says they have to disappear… they've been spotted. Ezio tells her it's ok, but what about the fireworks. One of them says the fireworks won't go off until after the target has left. I tell them that tonight the fireworks will start early then. I wonder how I can create some fireworks. This is a dream… it should be doable. I ask where the fireworks come from and a courtesan points. I head over there and find there is a man standing near what looks like a row of fireworks ready to go. He tells me I shouldn't be there. I decide to flirt with the guy instead of starting trouble… He isn't very attractive, my dream self is attractive… so I figure it would work well. I tell him I wanted to see how the magic happens, then we can watch the fireworks together. He pushes his luck and says he knows a private place we could go afterwards. I swallow my vomit and act like I like the idea. So I get closer to the fireworks. I hear the man who is Ezio's target talking, it sounds like quite a stream of bullshit. Apparently politicians have always been the same. So now it needs to go off. I ask when he sets them off. He says after the speech is done. I look closer at the fuses, and focus a little pyrokinesis to light them each. The fuses are all lit so I step away quickly. The man notices that the fuses are lit and asks what I have done, it's too soon! He says they were supposed to go off AFTER the speech! I tell him he said during the speech… he is frustrated… but it is too late now. The fireworks all go off at once, shooting up into the sky and exploding with quite a commotion.

I look back out at the guy giving the speech, he is now staring up at the fireworks looking quite annoyed. The man who was supposed to set off the fireworks seems more worried about himself, says they're going to kill him for this… no… they'll have to find him first… he disappears into the crowd, who are all looking up at the fireworks now. I don't notice when it happens, but when I look back over at the guy giving the speech, and he is on the ground, apparently dead. None of his guards have even noticed yet. I find their obliviousness amusing then I wake up.

02.01.2013

Shooting Foxes From The Window (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My vividness is already showing signs of improvement from coming back to DV, and this dream was slightly more interesting than the last. As far as I can remember these are two parts of the same dream, though they seem pretty unrelated.


I'm in the garden of a random uni house with some guys that used to be in the school year above me, though I have no idea why. I immediately remember potentially having uni work to do for the next day, and start to panic.

I run inside, but head straight for the Xbox, on which I play some kind of RPG, under the impression I need to get a certain amount of story finished before I can do anything else with my day. I let me my dog join me on the sofa, which is normally strictly forbidden at home.

I unlock a bonus scene in the game, and people come in wanting to watch it. I finally decide I don't have the time, knowing watching it will only lead to more things to captivate me into playing longer.

Luckily, I realise tomorrow is Sunday and I wake up briefly.



I'm later defending the house from foxes, in a similar fashion to Call of Duty's zombie mode (which I recently played for the first time with my cousin).

I pick up a double-barrelled rifle and kill one instantly from a window, at a pretty respectable distance.

I head to the next window, slightly more complacent now, but miss a fair few times from not aiming properly.

The third window overlooks a darkened room, and before I have time to aim, the fox inside jumps up at me, forcing me to kill it with my knife.

took:
- 100mg 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 0 dose of galantamine + choline (continuing the 1 day on 1 day off cycle)
lucid dreaming: 2 lucid experiences
note:
- took 100mg 5-HTP (used to stack all the REM sleep towards the end of the night)
- got to sleep after 12 (bad)
- long WBTB (too much wake)
- 2 dreams recorded
- look at how little REM just 19% that's terrible on 6:29 of sleep

There are some references to Naruto in this entry that can be considered spoilers, so read with caution if you are watching or reading Naruto and are not caught up.

So In my dream I'm with my best friend at what appears to be a dorm room in a college of some kind. For some reason my brother is there. My friend pulls out weed and a pipe and hands it to me. I debate smoking it though because my brother is there. It doesn't really matter though because then someone walks in talking about how there are puppies in the other room and they want me to keep them from leaving. I go into the other room and start playing with the puppies. There are like ten of them and they each keep trying to escape but i won't let them.

A girl walks in about the age of ten. she had blonde hair and was wearing a red dress. Beside her was older dog in a wheel chair. It's face resembled a dog version of Jack Black. The dog was talking to the girl and i was highly confused. The girl was surprised i could hear the dog talk because apparently people thought she was crazy for talking to the dog because to everyone else it was just a normal dog.

I continue to watch the puppies and the girl and Jack Black dog leaves. Later she comes back crying and says her dog died. I feel bad and decide to take her to the park. While at the park we walk around and talk and i pushed her on the swings and that's about it. On our way back we pass a tree. In the tree I see a bird in a wheel chair who looks like Jack Black. I look at the girl and say " Look, your dog was re-born as a bird!" The bird and girl look at each other and recognized each other. The bird started crying and said how much he missed her. Then the bird flew out of the wheel chair and landed on the girls shoulder and they went off together.

About that time Kakashi from Naruto ran up to me and said he needed my help stopping Tobi from taking over the world. To do this he was going to send me back in time to kill Tobi before he was a threat.

I go back and time and end up at a camp of some kind. I meet young Kakashi. I ask him where Tobi is and some how he knows I'm there to kill him. At the time him and Tobi (Obito) are friends so Kakashi refuses to tell me. I walk around the ninja camp and find that no one knows where Obito is or they won't tell me.

My dream slows down there and I woke up

And greatest recall as well, i don't remember myself recalling so many events from single dream ever till now.

I was in the small room with some sort of passage in the ceiling, and i was playing some RPG-like game on my comp(which apparently was there), i had some problems, so i guessed it's time to get the book that describes monsters attack patterns, behaviors and weaknesses. I walked through the door, apparently that room was somehow part of the house i live in(and it appears that it replaced my room), i go to the bathroom(it's quite large) and start waiting.

The dealer comes into bathroom soon, he dressed into black sort of robes with hood. He has the book, the book that contains the information i need, the book looks special, it's dark and it feels alive. Then two monstrous creatures come right after him, i react to them like "meh, whatever" and ask the dealer what would be the price, he lists bunch of random stuff, the creatures look surprised. Speaking about creatures, one of them looked as dark and strong humanoid thing, the other was giant spider-like. I go out of the bathroom, monsters are trying to talk me out of going for the deal, but i respond with "no". So i collect this random stuff from the rooms, parents are getting annoyed by me taking a few things but i ignore them. I get back to the bathroom, the dealer is not there, but the book is, as well as the monsters. I dump the random stuff i collected into the bathtub and go for the book. Monsters are not trying for stop me for some reason.

As soon as i pick the book up, big demonic dog-like head and 5 skeletal clawed arms grows up from the back of it and pins me down to the ground(seems to be some sort of protection). It asks if i am permitted to read it, i say "ofcourse" while trying to point towards the stuff in the bathtub. It says "fine" and allows me to read itself, but still keeps me pinned down. After a while of reading number of pages(I have not much of recall of what was in the book other than so called information about monsters i mentioned earlier), the book starts to doubt that deal went fine and prevents me from reading further. I manage to free my hand and i somewhat break one of book's skeletal arms, it reacts with "ow", i explain that i would not have done that if it let me read. The dealer appears to be back, says that the deal is fine and vanishes somewhere again. I fix book's arm and continue reading.

After a while monsters start panicking and saying that i should not see SPIDER's weaknesses(SPIDER(yes in caps) is one of my RP characters, apparently i did not know that in dream), i tell them that i am going to only look through non-bosses, they continue panicking anyway. I read a few more pages, but then they attack me and take away the book, i start fist-fighting them and during the fight, the book gets dropped into the water, it transforms into normal book. I am like: "Nooo, i haven't read what i needed yet", but everyone seems to be left already, i am like: "meh", still trying to check pages of transformed book, but they are all empty. I go back to room.
In the hallway i think that all this what happened can't be real(but i forget to do an RC), then i think: "nope, this is waaaaaay too vivid to be not real" ( ).
I get back to the room and play some more of that game, with the information i got for now it gets a bit more possible to do. After a while i get stuck in game progress again and i decide to go do some other things. Soon some girl appears out of nowhere and teleports both of us to some sort of medieval castle. It seems like i am now in some different RPG-like game. The girl explains that i have information and they need my help apparently. I equip weapons and armor and go fight stuff and complete quests(My recall gets very blurry at this point for some reason).

Days pass, i am somewhere outside, looking at the cool landscapes and thinking: "this can't be just a game", the party gathers and we go to final boss dungeon. It appears that final boss is one of monsters i was reading about from that book, it looks spider-like, but not like spider-like monster from earlier, also it's huge and brown. I was using my scarlet magical bow, which was made from pure energy, to shoot magic arrows at it, but for some reason i was failing epically and only was able to create smallish arrows. Then people from the party cheered me up and i was able to shoot giant arrows from bow, eventually killing the boss. Everything fades out.

I appear to be back at my room(the changed version of it), for some reason i decide to go outside. I reach some sort of subway area, on the way i see some scammers trying to trick people into giving them stuff in various ways, and failing at that. Then i see that dealer and begin chasing him, but he vanishes behind the corner. Then i see a girl similar to the one which teleported me earlier, i kinda start following her, but then i get interrupted by scammers, which apparently know about the book somehow and want to exchange it for some item, which obviously looks fake. Some other person interrupts that and i talk with that person about "the other dimensions", we go away from scammers but they follow us and they get some melee weapons as well, preparing to attack us.

Suddenly scene changes to some sort of grassy field, scammers and person are still there, but apparently both me and person got pistols out of nowhere. As we aim at scammers, some sort of guards appear out of nowhere to protect scammers apparently, they aim pistols at us. Suddenly the whole lot of warcraft 3 peasants appear out of nearby farm, guards start shooting at them, killing them with single shot each. Then some other warcraft 3 units appear as well, both me and the person retreat towards the farm.

Viewpoint switches towards the farm, it seems like two minecraft characters are there, which do look like minecraft characters of Lewis and Simon from the Yogscast. Simon sings his "diggy diggy hole" song while digging dirt using a boat from minecraft and there's a pig from minecraft jumping around as well. Dream ends.

As i wake up i check the clock, to my surprise only 2 hours have been passed since i went to sleep *cue myself doing bunch of RC's to be perfectly sure*.
Note: i wish i could select 'memorable' option twice.

[want to emphasize all the things that should have triggered lucidity if i were on my game, so ill be underlining some stuff that wouldnt normally happen circumstantially ie. emotions, settings, people]

As I walk out of school, I notice a familiar face looking pretty tired, probably after the long day we all had considering it was just after Winter Break. I can't quite remember his name, but he comes up to me and asks me questions about my own future, like "Do you ever plan on learning an instrument?" or "Why are you quitting many of your clubs?" I couldn't give him a straight answer - I don't know him all that well so I figured he didn't deserve one. Instead, we walked away together to a nearby strip mall, where we basically began talking about nothing.



Surprisingly, for being well into twilight, there are tons of people there. In fact, some of the restaurants had to use outside patio chairs just because the indoors were packed with customers. I thought it was pretty cool, then two short strangers got up from their seats and stopped me.

"Heyyyyy Michael! It's been so long!"
"No it hasn't. What are you doing here anyway?"

They are my parents. I'm not usually embarrassed, but I'm definitely pissed at them now. They begin walking with me and my friend, and my friend and I discuss nothing more seriously than before. When we get to a stairway somewhere in the city, my dad notices someone and gets infuriated by the sight of them. Next thing I know, he has a gun, and has shoved the man up against the wall where he emptied half a magazine into his chest. Dear God, I know that guy.. That's Alex's dad!

"What in the fuck is the matter with you, dad?!"
"This man is an awful person, and he doesn't deserve to live."
"He served in the service, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?"

"WHY!?"

i drempt about going to see django. i was in some big as movie theater where the screen was kind of small. it did not matter cause i went to sit closer eventually. i was originally with jajeh and merigan but we got seperated so i instively mooved with jery and that crowd. anyway.i was also with damien and he was trying to teach me how to sell stuff to some lady, it was like one of those squishy little balls. when i brought it to the ground this baby kept following me around

I was at this place that at first I thought was Disneyland because of the Tiki decorations. I wanted to take pictures of the different statues. But then I noticed this lady. I saw that she had bird seed and was putting it in feeders. I looked at this little box-cage that was attached to a pole. Inside was the tiniest little owl I had ever seen. I took some pictures, hoping they would turn out. (I remembered my last dream whare I had had some camera trouble.) I asked her what they fed that little owl. I knew mice would be too big. She pulled out an eye dropper full of this mushy stuff and squirted it in the owls mouth. She explained becasue the owl had hair near it's behind that this was the least messy way to feed it. (It made sense to me in the dream). Then I looked and saw all these other miniature animals. The one that really caught my eye was the tiny gorilla. It was in a box-like cage and was only about 4 inches tall. Again, I started taking pictures. Then I started taking pictures of these transparent blue lizards.

At some point I noticed that one of the lizards was loose. I scooped it up and put it back in what I thought was it's cage. But then I noticed other lizards in the cage. The one I put in there suddenly grabbed another lizard in its mouth and started to swallow it. I grabbed at the lizard to stop it. The shock from this woke me up.

Dream 1:

I was flying over a lake at night. Everything was so beautiful. I was skimming right over the surface of the water occasionally barely touching the water. I had my camera. I was trying to take pictures. I was trying to get the perfect shot of the moon peeking out behind a cliff...then this truck that was sitting in the shallow part of the water. But I was wearing gloves and I later found out that I was pushing the wrong place. My camera looked more like my mp3 player. I was frustrated because I had wanted all those cool shots. And then I was having trouble manuvering and was almost bumping in to rocks and other things poking out from the water. I also started getting more wet.

This is the kind of dream I would have while lucid. But in this case, there was never any lucidity.

The truck in this dream looked just like the one we hiked by two days ago.

The dream starts out with me riding in a jeep talking to a few people. In retrospect, I should have become lucid because I don't think I knew these people. The driver was a man, and there were two girls and me. Anyways, I glance out the windshield from the backseat and see a comet. It looks utterly magnificent. It's probably 20-25 times larger than the sun in the sky, right near the horizon. I point it out and we're all watching it when it hits the ground. We brace for the shock-wave and when it hits our little jeep is hurled backwards about 50 feet but manages to remain upright. We're all okay, a couple scrapes and bruises and psychological trauma, but okay. We get out of the car and head to the nearest house. Then owner lets us in and we're all pacing around his house excited and euphoric because we survived a comet strike. I remember pieces of our conversation.
"Did you see the comet?" we asked the home-owner. He laughed and replied,
"Well duh it was bigger than the sun!". The conversation went on a bit. Then he asked me about the impact. "How big was the mushroom cloud?"
"It was all I could see." I said. We were laughing and singing and partying all night, getting really drunk and celebrating the fact that we survived.

I was on vacation with my family, and I had my daughter with me. We had to swap out cars...one was super small or something, almost toy like. Also, I remember going up to the gas pump, and the hook was still up....so free gas for me. I think I was in South America or something. We all wore a lot of old clothing to blend in. I also remember D's dog washing his paws in the sink. It tripped me out, but not enough to RC.

This dream had to do more with a pack ofwolves and a pack of dangerous wild cats. I believe the Wild cats were cougars (no pun there).

I don't remember much of the beginning, however I do remember a huge portion of the latter half. I was standing outside of a truck on my home property, when somebody lets the cougars out, and they run into the long grass. Both the cougars and the wolves each had an Alpha male, and alpha female, two juveniles, and a young one. After the cougars ran into the long grass the wolves then jumped out of the truck (out of their own segregated part of the truck ) and they started going in a separate direction. However the juveniles and the young one ended up following the same path as the cougars, and then a large howl was heard in the distance.

The alpha female looks toward the long grass and she yelped, as a way to tell them to come back quickly. This is where things began to get crazy, and scary. And the young one began to run back out of a longgrass, but I could foresee what was about to happen, so I started heading towards the deck and towards the house. As anticipated, the cougars began rushing out of the long grass in pursuit of the wolves, and I knew that the cougars were too dangerous to hang around, so I had to get to the house quickly.

At this point, my dream began to be motivated by fear, for as I stepped into the porch and watched as they got closer, I remember there was a humongous gap in the screen door, and I knew that it was only a matter of time before a cougar would realize and because the screen door to attack me and so I had to scurry into the actual house.

In the process of wolf almost made it inside the house but I decided to close the door and lock it, as I stood and watched in the porch. I also realized, almost too late, there was a gigantic tarantula spider in the porch that I left there in a box which was sitting right behind me what I was standing in the porch.

As I also looked out on the animals, I looked at the spider in the box in the porch, and I realized how grotesque it was, with the creepy exoskeleton, and spines on its back that were moving.

As I watched, I remembered that there was a slug worm, that was large, flat,green, and had large teeth, roaming free in the kitchen. As I saw it, I ran away in fear, into the middle room .

It was at this point that I woke up.

Bedtime about 10:30PM
pre-bed 5MG Melatonin
@ 4:30AM took 200MG Caffiene
SSILD

113 I Didn't Mean To Scare You - DILD?/DEILD? 5:30AM

For some reason I am digging in the cats' food dish. I see there are a bunch of caffeine pills in it. I carefully pick them out and start eating the pills. I have a hard time swallowing them dry. I decided to lay down and WILD.

Suddenly, I am laying in bed. When SP kicks in. At this time I don't realize that I was in a non-lucid dream and think that this has got to be the fastest WILD ever. I try to do my normal transition but my legs do not feel floaty at all. So I just stand up and open my eyes. The whole thing feels so real and I briefly think that I opened my real eyes. Its all so vivid I think its real and I lay down and try again. I quickly realize that it was not real as I had been feeling vibrations the entire time.

I don't want to try to escape my house so I try to imagine myself in a new location. I choose the beach. I imagine the water and the waves crashing in while standing bare foot in the sand. It all feels like I am just trying to imagine something while awake.

I keep getting uncomfortable as it feels like my wife is rolling against me. I keep trying to adjust and get irritated because she is breaking my concentration. At one point I feel myself roll to my right against my will. I begin to think none of this is really happening. I realize I am still feeling SP vibrations and I should probably just get out of bed and go with the dream.

Suddenly, my wife jumps up and goes into the dining room. I follow her thinking I am probably dreaming this. It is dark but there is light coming from the window. She stops at the table and I crash into the back of her. She screams bloody murder and runs back into the bedroom and slams the door. She seems really pissed off at me and I feel bad. It is all so incredibly realistic that I loose lucidity.

I follow after her to tell her that I was sorry and didn't mean to scare her. I am embarrassed and mean to tell her that I really thought I was dreaming. As I reach the door I wake up. I try to DEILD but I already know I took too much caffeine and I may as well just get up.

I have really got to find a more efficient use of my OBE time... Teleportation?

Opossum

I saw a opossum in my back yard. I told a family DC to watch. I quietly opened the door as I do IWL when I want to chase something away. I then ran outside, picked up a bag of trash, and rat at the opossum. It didn't move, but when I tried to throw the trash at the opossum, I had trouble in my dream.

I then picked up a deflated football to throw at the opossum. I ran up to it and saw it sitting next to two other footballs. I think I threw my football at it and missed.

I then decided to kick the opossum. That almost worked, but not really.

I now look around and see that my lawn is half mowed. I had mowed part of the lawn with my push mower. The grass was so high in other places it was ridiculous. Why would I have pushed a mower to cut it? There was a strange path cut in the yard. I decided to get the rider and cut the rest of it.

I was then on the rider. I had to drive it up into my truck. This posed a problem IWL the last time, but this time I had more ramps, so I just drove up.

Then I started slipping back down. I went up again, then started slipping back down again. I had to open a metal door on some building and drive through it which required a bit of maneuvering. All of a sudden, I was riding shotgun with another person who was driving, except that I was sitting backwards.

The other driver seemed to go right through the metal door without maneuvering the mower, so I was pretty happy. In the lawn, I see three trees. They grow with about 8 thin trunks as thick as those on a Crate Myrtle. I forgot what they were called.

Then the trees were cleared. My daughter said I should have kept them. She said they grew pairs. I asked if they were edible pairs and she said "Yes." I considered she may have been right, that I should have left the trees in place.

The End

Nice Place to Wake Up

I dreamed I woke up looking out a window that was about 6 feet tall and 3 feet wide. Outside was a kind of valley that was about 15 or 20 feet wide and 15 feet deep. There was a granite retaining wall with trees lining it, but I remember likening it to the mountains that were in the background. I thought how perfect it was that the "mountain" came down to where the retaining wall was, and then trees naturally grew along the wall/mountainside. The bottom line was that the landscape was very old and there were trees (though they were young trees) that lined the hard walls very naturally, and then, in the background, it was a gorgeous natural, mountainous landscape.

I dreamed of this twice in succession. I commented that that is where I would like to live.

Dream skip

My wife is at a restaurant. It feels like it is in the same area as where I woke up looking out on the beautiful scenery I described above. So, she is sitting up at the bar and she orders a pupusa. It is going to be expensive, but it is supposed to be a fantastic pupusa.

It seems to be covered in a purple corn sauce which is not how they are actually eaten IWL, but she was happy to have it. Someone sitting next to her, in our party, was ordering something also. I felt bad because it made me want to eat, but I didn't want to spend so much money at this expensive restaurant.

The End

Bedtime: around 11pm
First wakeup: no idea, but between 2-6am?
Final wakeup: 9am

Supplements: None


Canon 90D (FRAGMENT)
I was in the city (Luleå), and I'd a Canon 90D (which in real life don't exist?) systemcamera.
And some guys (maybe 3-5) were chasing me in order to steal the camera.

That's it.
I probably had 1-3 more dreams/fragments, but I couldn't recall any other.


Also, I do have L-theanine, 5-HTP and B75 complex. But I'll wait for B6 (100mg's) from eBay to arrive. Once I got that arrived, I'll try L-theanine 200mg + B6 100mg.