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I had a fragment ^^
I remembered it when I woke up but then I went back to sleep, bad Feli. xD
So I was in my school and there was going to be a competition between my school and another school. I wanted to join the other school because I recognised it as the school where DJPatch and Fen go! So I ran to the school and it was really dark, and the schools were moving like ships towards each other. I got onto the other school, and my friends were following me, so I dressed up as a sheep and sat in the nativity scene.
Then I went to assembly! And there were some people I recognised. Then afterwards I went to the science facility, and they asked me to fix the tesla coil o.o
I'm not too sure about the next bit, but I think the coil disappeared and I was sent to my class. And then the dream must have collapsed.
It's a fragment because it was in very low detail and I can only just remember it

Doh, today is the first day this year that I couldn't recall anything!
But, I've started to write down times I wake up in my dream journal, and here they're.

Bedtime: 01:02 (but took me probly a 20 min before I fell asleep)
First wakeup: 05:06
Second wakeup: 08:00
Third wakeup: 09:05
Final wakeup: 09:23

Supplements: None

WBTB 3:30-4:30
Little over 100MG Caffeine
Trouble getting back to sleep
5MG Melatonin
WILD fail - SSILD
Interruptions

115 TOTY Fail - Roman Colosseum - DILD

I am in the living room watching TV and playing on a tablet. I couldn't go back to sleep after my WBTB to I just got up and went to the living room. I notice it is light outside and the girls wake up and come into the living room. I wonder how long I have been up since 3:30AM. I look at a clock. Even though it is day light outside it's only 3:35am.

I tell the girls it's too early and they should go back to bed. I walk into the bathroom and go pee. Am I am peeing I think how my WBTB was 3:30AM so it should be much later. I shrug it off and think maybe I was wrong. For some reason I start thinking about how I need to fish that tablet out of the tank of the toilet. Then, I forget about it and flush the toilet.

I notice I have 4 arms. Two are free but the others are trapped under my shirt and shorts. I can see my hands coming out of the bottom. I can feel my free arms like normal but the two that are trapped feel dead and not apart of me. For a brief moment I think maybe its my wife hugging me from behind and I get a little "happy". I quickly realize it is not her. I struggle a bit and then I realize that this is just too weird and I become lucid. I laugh at the arm situation but the fact that this is a dream seems impossible at first. All I can think is that I just peed and it all felt so real. I decide not to worry about what that might mean in the waking world. I forget about my arms.

I want out of the house. I turn around and see a full window. I notice this window should be in the girls room not the bathroom. I shrug it off and dive through the glass. The top half of me pushes through fine but I get stuck at the waist. I tell myself the glass is not there and push down from the outside with my hands. I grunt as my waist and legs slowly come free. I come outside and land on my hands. I quickly get up and notice how It seems like dawn or dust but is the light well enough to see fine. (Small victory for an easy exit and light!)

Now I am standing outside. This part of my yard and driveway look normal. I don't focus on it too much but the neighborhood looks about right too. I think how I want to do the Rome TOTY. I need to teleport so first, I try to rip a whole in the fabric of this reality. I reach up in front of myself and make a tearing motion with my hands. I try to imagine the scene ripping like paper and opening into a dark void. I thought I saw something for a second but it was like trying to imagine something while awake. Nothing would happen. I felt really stupid making hand motions in the air so I thought to try something else.

I tried to spin to see if the scene would change. Every thing blurred in motion and then went dark. I fell to my hands and knees. I was not happy but told myself not to worry. Just wait and try to imagine a Roman Colosseum. I waited sightless feeling the ground with my hands, straining to see something.

After a moment, I see I am back in my front yard. There is a large red truck with a camper shell parked on the street. I think of how I used a "vehicle" in the September TOTM to travel. I decide to make this work. I hurry around the side of the truck. I feel rushed as I have no idea how much time I have. I pull on the driver side handle. Unlocked, Yes!

I don't even look at the ignition because I worry that I won't see a key. I reach and expect to feel it there. It is. I start the truck. I focus on the street outside so that I keep focused and don't loose my vision again. I feel around the steering wheel for buttons. I push random ones like in Sept TOTM and say, "Roman Colosseum." I see the buttons light up but nothing happens. I push the gas and expect to see light blur and streak like a Star Trek warp but, to my disappointment, the engine just revs.

I say, "OK,We will do this Back-To-The-Future style." I throw the shifter into drive and punch the gas. I see the street in front of me begin to darken but I just focus on the speedometer. I don't see any numbers but I have and idea of where 88 MPH is. I repeat "Roman Colosseum" over and over as I accelerate. The engine is making a horrible noise like the truck has no muffler. I find it odd but ignore it. As I am waiting to reach speed as the dream fades to black and I wake up.

I was looking at the band Scar Symmetry's videos on youtube earlier and saw a video called ascension chamber which reminded me of a dream I had a while back...

The dream:
I was in space. I was in a chamber of some sort with a window looking out. I looked out and I noticed I was going somewhere. I don't know where I was headed. I saw stars too. Many stars or other chambers possibly.

100mg 5-HTP 1 hour before bed + WBTB4+hrs.

I had a false awakening in some random house, it was dark but had just enough light for me to see around. I believe it was really early in the morning. I woke up and walked around and for some reason just knew [COLOR="#FF0000"]I was dreaming, I verified with a reality check and when I saw my index finger pass through my knuckle it confirmed my suspicions. I leaned against the wall and started to just casually enjoy the fact that I was dream, then I heard a voice in my head say "شرب السجائر" which means smoke a cigarette. I didn't have a pack of cigarettes, so I just snapped my fingers and a cigarette spawned in my hands. Then I noticed i didn't have a lighter and used my palm as a match pad and lit the cigarette by striking it on my palm in a swiping fashion. I started smoking and just walked around and found a door leading outside, I opened it and saw a metropolis-style city on a mountainside, beside me was a guard rail for the stairs leading down. I leaned against the guard rail, finished my cigarette in one breath, grabbed the railing with my hands, and hung my self upside down with my legs supporting me and just started at the sky. Above me was a gigantic super-sized highway that went over all of the towers and buildings in the city. I noticed some graffiti on its supporting column but can't remember what it said. I just enjoyed the crystal clear view and my dream eventually just started to blur out for no reason[/COLOR] and it was gone. This all probably lasted about 5 minutes.

took:
- 100mg 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 1 dose of galantamine + choline (continuing the 1 day on 1 day off cycle)
lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences
note:
- took 100mg 5-HTP (used to stack all the REM sleep towards the end of the night)
- sleep was deep, not a sharp mind for remembering anything

i dreamed my partner and me were at some office, some small chapel, getting married. But we were waiting on something before we exchanged vows. I remember flowers being in my hair and holding a bunch of long stemmed white and green flowers. And I remember brown carpet and office paper everywhere - the old kind with tiny holes in the edges.

It started in a time of quake and fear. Everyone was inside homes protecting themselves from the creatures that lurked outside. These creatures would kill anyone they have their eyes on. The weather was rainy outside but not so much of it. I stood in a room with the rest a lot other people waiting for an absolution.

I took no refuge here, instead I went out and searched areas out of curiosity. Then something happened. There was a dog to my left coming towards me. It was a big one, almost as big as a tiger, but I stood my ground and prepared to dodge and attack. The dog ran past me and attacked someone else standing behind me instead. A perfect time for me to escape back in to the building of refuge!

When I made it back in to the room, I appeared in a short, narrow room. Me, my sister, and both my parents were there. I had not realized I was dreaming until I raised out my right hand and summoned a lady. This lady was not just a lady, no. She was a ghost. And every time I tried to summon this same lady, one of my parents disappeared. This ghost scared me. The only one with me was my older sister. She's always there in my ghost dreams. I took it to be a great idea to stick a syringe in me and go to sleep from it. I did and woke up a little too sleepy.

When I woke up from the dream, or a little later(I don't remember), I was paralyzed. I could not move a single muscle. This always happens when I decide to really relax before going to sleep. I could not get up. I felt this sensation growing inside of me, it was building up. I don't know what it was but once I felt too much, I heard a loud scream on my left ear, a demon maybe. I'm not sure what it was but this was all I could get out from it.

I'm posting this way to late to remember much of anything. But i'm still writing this down so I'll remember I had 2 lucids. Both from DEILD.

The first one I thought about the 1500's and I ended up being like an assassin from assassins creed. I don't remember what happened now, but I felt a little disappointed.

Second one I just remember fighting a guy. I had the ability to cause my body to phase between existing and not. So for a second I could turn it on and a fist would just fly right through me, then I turned it off and hit him back. Difficult to use quickly in a fight, but I got the hang of it.

I were near some house construction, on a hill, as i went down, someone gave me a stone, in the shape of a square, i should get that stone down... there was also a river, and i tried to use it do carry the stone farther down, it was not so easy, i met some people....

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going down a hill, i meet a girl, which had a crash with her bike, at first, i thought, her bike was completely destroyd, but then i saw, that i looked much worst, than i thought. just one thing pusseld me: the brakes where not to be found, so i figuerd, that they might be lost some other place higher up the hill...

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I met rut, we went so some sort of dinner, and when we came, she wanted to sit in the middle, because the outer seats where not good, as we sat there, someone told me, that it was her birthday party/dinner, i was a bit ashamed, because i didn't remember her birthday, but it on the other side, it was not that uncomfortable...

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i wrote something on facebook, it was not quet rady written, but it got online immediately i got some likes for it, i wondered about that

I'm walking through the desert near my house with kids(I'm babysitting about 4 of them) and we finally get to this wedding party we are supposed to be at. It's for this really overweight woman who looks very familiar, which is sad because she used to take care of herself. The party is very formal, nice tall building, lots of people, but out in the desert.
Anyways I am just fed up with the party so I grab the kids I'm watching and we head out. But just as we head down the road( seemingly never ending), a friend who I know in real life walks out and she say's
"Hey!" with a cute-like friend tone
I nudge an eyebrow and reply "Hey there" casually, but not too cool
She looked so perfect there in the sunlight as she approached. She has long dirty blonde hair that's cut at a straight bang, which the sunlight blends so warmly into. Blue green eyes that looked so friendly and inviting, and with a face that could melt a heart of stone. She's beautiful and so cute(not such a manly term, I know).
With the evening sun in her eyes she winces up at me and asks
"Do you mind if I walk home with you?"
What's strange was I was overwhelmed with a peace and comfort that can't be described. It was so surreal. Yet I calmly said
"That'd be nice"
As we walked we talked and laughed and joked and simply enjoyed each other.
It wasn't awkward.
It wasn't strange.
It was right.

non lucid

Riding falling elevator is food party.
I'm not scared of you 309 11.

I am in the second floor of a house. I'm lying on a sofa near a wide open door Then I see a blonde girl about 4 years old riding on a small bike. The girl walks around the room but with each lap gets closer and closer to the edge of the stairs.
Then my gaze shifts to a dog sleeping on the floor. But the more I wake towards the dog, the more it looks more like a rag doll. I wake up suddenly.

Rescuing kittens on the beach. Some have problems with their eyes and some are still nursing from their mother. Thinking of a way to get them trapped and fixed. We had a million dollar rental. I think the cats were swimming. Stewart? Portia? Akira?

American Horror Story in my brother's house. I'm younger - Evan is there and there is a tornado coming. Guessing I should get in the basement. The rooms keep changing. I was driving somewhere.