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So for a while I've been attempting to visit a second family that I've daydreamed about and thought about a lot in a lucid dream except I haven't become lucid In such a long time yet.

When I feel asleep the dream started out where I was drifting through one of my relatives house where some of my family was together. By looks, it was one of my uncles who was talking to my mom's sister about her son and how great he was and all the little things he grew up with this boy. He was speaking in past perspective because he was still with his wife who who is no longer with in real life and his son wasn't born yet.
There was lots of dialogue about this aunt's son and how great it was to be around him and growing around him but then I kind of drifted within the dream when my uncle was talking about this cousin of mine. I started thinking about the family I would like to raise and how fun they would be to teach and the memories we would share. I then saw this little boy looking at me through a mirror that he was dancing in. He appreciated my presence and started waving his arm in a robotic dance kind of movement like I did when I would dance as a child. I didn't recognize this little boy from anywhere but felt very warm about him. He had dark green eyes with a faded blue tint and when he smiled at me through the mirror my heart melted. I don't know who this DC is but he was really something else.

I woke up at around 9am after I had a 7am WBTB. I drifted off to sleep then suddenly my body lifted off the bed, floated around the room, then landed on the carpet next to the bathroom. We have no carpet btw. Anyway, I knew I was lucid, so I got up and opened my eyes, but I was completely blind. Before I could do anything else, I woke up.

Too bad there's not a box that I can select for UNmemorable. I need to add that one. And one for Failed TOTM Attempt. Haha. The loser ones I'm kidding, at least we're happy and dreaming, ja?

<< I put that there because my son was looking at the smilies while I typed this, and this was one of his favories.

-WILD turned DEILD

So I felt my real body disappear and got vibrations like I usually do. Instead of fading away, the vibrations would not end. It was literally like a minute and a half or two minutes of non stop vibrations and it started to get really uncomfy and annoying. I wanted to keep staying still and make the transition happen, but I couldnt take it anymore so I forced open my eyes which woke me up. I immediately did a deild which took me back to my house in a dream. I was only lucid for a moment from here. I flew down my hall towards my back door and looked out the window. It was sunny and beautiful out, and seemed like summer. I was going to jump through the window but dont remember anything after pressing my hands against it.

Im in my biology class with people that are usually in there. For some reason, maybe half the class leaves and goes to a different class, like it's too big and we have to split up. Some people that I like left so I decide to go with them. The current teacher seems fine with it so I walk across the hallway to a classroom I've never seen before. I walk past students and the new teacher and sit with a few people I know, all the while wondering if it will mess up my schedule or if I'll get in trouble for leaving.

I remember some girl. And mass effect. Something having to do with Quarians

had one dream but completely forgot it cause I was too lazy to write down in dream journal

Second dream had just a few notes, something about being in a mall and I met up with some people that were on my high school cross country team, something about an elevator.

:(

An awesome recall for once.

I am at home, i discover some sort of mechanical thing in the rest room, i call it 'Ice Element' for some reason. It looks like small blue toy soldier like thing, that slowly grows and transforms into some blue mecha thing size of the whole restroom when the restroom door is opened.
I don't seem to recall much after this point, only that i was in some sort of village, talking to various people, but i recall this part ending with me watching grandiose battle in some sort of water cave with number of big waterfalls, between 'Ice Element', which was transformed into some huge mechanical light blue 'core' thing surrounded by many huge mechanical floating constructions/parts size of at least half of the cave, and something else don't remember what sadly. Dream skips.
I seem to be in school(there was something between dream skip and that, but i can't recall anything particular at that point at all) and there are some computers on tables, i go to one and chat with some people on skype. After some time i notice some people on different computer are watching some battle between an ship and an submarine. I feel like helping the ship for some reason, and i contact some pirate through skype, and shortly i look at that screen on which people are watching battle. Pirate indeed comes on his sailing ship, which apparently is more powerful than more modern ship which is being attacked.
Soon submarine gets into alot of trouble and i am now being contacted by submarine crew through very same skype(), but they don't seem to have idea that i am the one who called pirates and are asking about something else, and at same time some other people suddenly decide to chat with me on skype, including Rock Lee(I am not sure if it was indeed character from Naruto or just someone using his name as nickname), i am getting distracted in different chats and suddenly one of people from the other computer comes(I think he looked like one of classmates from the time when i was indeed in school IWL) and says that he knows that it's me who called pirate. I dunno what to say, mostly because multitasking in a few chats, and he goes away and talks about something with other people on that computer. He goes back and screws up the phone number note or something that i had, using luting. I get angry and end up 'cleaning' my note all over his face. Dream seems to get distorted and shortly-...
I abruptly 'wake up' due to being attacked by half-life 2 zombie, i kick him down the hole in the floor and look around(And forget to do an RC...). I was in some sort of rusty steampunk-ish cargo area, there are few more of those zombies, also looking down the hole in the floor i notice that this area is part of some sort of flying vessel. Some other person enters the area through the only door and gets rid of zombies, we talk about something and i follow him through the door and some stairs.
We enter control deck and i realize that the flying vessel we are on is some sort of huge steampunk helicopter and it's flying above the sea, view switches and i see it from the outside for a while. After view switches back i notice that there's a tree in the control deck and some fantasy elf is standing by it. I talk to him and he's apparently commander of this helicopter.
View switches and now i see some arabian city near sea. There are two people that are trying to hide from army of villagers. They talk to each other and one of them mentions that all the villagers are possessed and they are last ones left who are not. View switches back to me, and now i was in some boat with paddles under the helicopter. There was some other person who used said paddles, and also there were many more boats with people around. Apparently our mission was to save those two people that i saw during an view switch earlier. We start moving towards that arabian city, but rather slowly, so i say that it will take ages to get there. Someone else says that it will not be a problem, and shortly some wild dude appears, riding some sort of brown shark. The shark summons an huge wave that speeds us up quickly to the beach. On the way i see 'Ice Element' again, it's standing in water and this time it's in huge mecha form and it's attacking some ships that look like the modern ship from earlier on.
As we get to the beach, i run into the town and quickly find the people we were searching for. I rescue them while everyone else is fighting the villagers. As we go on the boat into the sea, suddenly scene dramatically changes and i suddenly go underwater. I am surrounded by those brown sharks, but i feel to fear or anything. They vary by sizes and by form, there's also some voice in background(don't seem to be able to recall what it was talking about). Shortly one of the sharks comes to be and bites my right hand off, i feel no pain and i still feel no fear or anything, the ring appears in the place of hand and an huge red gem grows out of it. I get great power and end up compressing that shark into nothingness. The sharks are still all around, scene fades out.
I wake up, this time in my bedroom. I start recalling the dreams i just had and shortly go to the restroom(forgot to do reality check mk2). As i enter restroom i see... 'Ice Element'! I close and open the door a few times, don't i was like just now recalling seeing it in dream, wait a second... I do 'looking at the hands' reality check, right hand is fine... but left one has six fingers, so i am dreaming indeed!
I haven't recalled any goals for some reason(and i forget to stabilize dream as well) so i end up just doing random stuff. I enter the restroom again and grab 'Ice Element', it starts forming into some sort of weapon around my hand, i feel it's metallic nature. I went to different room, the Chandelier(the recurring 'DC of sorts' in my dreams) was there and it was transforming to be ready to something. For some unknown reason i decide to throw 'Ice Element' at it, they end up transforming together into some sort of weird steampunk-ish panel that hangs onto the wall. I feel that it's unfinished and notice a lamp to the right from me. I decide to practice dream control and decide to try to use telekinesis to move it to the panel. I pull the hand towards the lamp and attempt to use telekinesis. At first i am having hard time, but then i recall that for dream control i need to know that it will work and to be perfectly sure. I get more confident with telekinesis and end up moving the lamp towards the panel. It merges with the panel and the panel starts working, shortly i hear some noise in my head and dream ends.

I seem to have some problems recalling my goals while lucid, still was fun though!

This dream really made me question my own reality. i was getting ready to freak out but i was able to calm myself down. ...Okay so i was intending to only take a 2hr nap but then i fell dead asleep and i keep having these dreams of my childhood house. It was my favorite place where i grew up and then moved away but i keep having these dreams as if im still living there and its making me frustrated its like im not over it. & well...

in this dream i kept trying to wake up because i need to get ready for work and every single time i tried to wake up ...i woke up to a different life...almost like another dimension of what i wished my life would be or the things i miss. the first time i tried to wake up i woke up in my old room and then went back to sleep and then i woke up again and again it was the same thing back into the old house near my family and then i realized that i was late for work and then i slept again and i was getting ready to wake up and i felt this feeling as im falling and thought okay this is good this means im gonna wake up in a second and same thing happened ..

.i was getting ready to freak out and cry because i know that wasnt real and then i calmed myself down and just breathed and concentrated and then i felt the falling sensation and pop! i woke up ! and feel like im more alive better than ever but at the same time it felt weird because it made me wonder, is it possible that there are other life dimensions out there? are those real??

dreams like that freak me out, it felt like i was in a different place and time a different age i was much younger its almost as if i wished i was younger again and then it happend but in my dream...when i woke up i felt happy to be alive in this life time and more appreative to have accomplished so much but there is still something im not over...Help! idk whats going on? im so confused :/

Monday, 2/11/13

Before bed, I watched "The Office", where Michael boards the bus to Mexico with church members to help build school or something.

DR: I'm getting off the bus in central African country. It's a camp, where people live, get food, help and education. I look at the mois ground and see bugs and caterpillars ad stuff. I try not to panic but I yell for someone to get my shoes. Looking at maps of country and village to get my bearings.

DR: Regular dream that I become lucid. Start pushing thumb through palm, but it hurts so I stop. But it would go through. Pinch my nose and can breathe easily. Exit out. Hovering over street at night.

Yelling commands and can hear my voice loud and clear. "Take me to beach, tahity", "Take me to space" and I think one more place I wanted to visit for a long time. But I don't think I'm going anywhere.

I'm looking at the dark skies and expecting something to happen. I think maybe I should yell for some visual clue or something.

I was sitting on the chair with some friends, basically just being blank like how I normally am.
Then I noticed that something was wrong when one of my friends pulled out something from his bag, a crow came out and started flying and screeching!
I've noticed this crow in several of my dreams - So and then I knew it was a dream from then on.
Like a reflex I go "Oh wow this is a dream!" and then Breath out and rub my hands together (I've been saying over and over again that the first thing I should do is that.)
I have control of my dream as I am aware I am lucid and then, (There is a scene I've always wanted to go to If I ever got the chance to become lucid) I picture right in front of me this grass land with the sun out and I can see the area being changed before my very eyes.
About 75% of being done I feel a jolt and suddenly just start saying "No... No'!" I then forget where I am and see my dream begin to fade, It's like my memory was slipping away..

last night i found a DC in a nonlucid telling me how to get lucid. i didnt pay him much attention , i should have. i just remember one: he told me that DC dont usually have a very good eye contact. when he said that he was looking at me very directly, very assertively !! i feel like it was a joke, i wish i was lucid to show him who is the boss !!

i drempt that i was in school with kyle. the clasroom was strange not like any one i had been in. i sat down and jackie immediatley handed me her number. then somene handed me a walkie talkie and mell was apparently in trouble or somthing of the sort. i thought i might be but i thought and realized wel it prolly iis nothing and evne considered it could be a dream

I was playing some sort of RTS game with a lot of people but I felt like I was in the game itself (instead of playing it behind a computer), and was watching from the sky. I was building a base and an army but my allies were having a hard time and one of them left as well. I then get into action and win us the game. Another round begins but this time it's a MOBA, as opposed to an RTS. I somehow picked the wrong champion and ended up playing horribly because of it. I roamed the battlefield but my allies failed again and I couldn't win it anymore. I felt proud of myself when I won the first game but the second was awful.

It was in the room, i count fingers, remebered about Totm, but forgot that i should erase big object. looked around me, looking for something to erase. In the room there were a lot of furniture and i concentrated on the chair. It stood among other furniture and disapeared! I really didn't know how i made it, so i tried to repeat it with the bookcase but couldn't. i spent all the LD staring at the bookcase and trying to erase it

I was in a second house of ours. I got in bed.
There was nice art around the house.

Dream Skip

In bed, a skateboard gang was skating outside. The sliding glass window was open. They came closer, so I had to say something, but I was afraid because they could gain entry.

I said hello, and I used to skate, but they can't come in. One guy came down and walked in my room. I pretended to get a gun, then remembered my dad's old knife. I got it for real, went up to him and stabbed him.

Dream Skip

Now I'm in my Dad's old house. I realize that I shouldn't be here because the house was actually sold, and I realize I'm dreaming. I can't leave fast enough. Remembering a discussion I had with CanisLucidius, I jump and phase through the door with ease.

I decide to go to a neighbor's and make it with her. I fly down the lawn and there are flowers in a garden on the left and right. I take them all in. What a beautiful path to the neighbor's! It was two large beds of Asiatic lilies.

I don't want to lose lucidity, so I say, "I am lucid" as I fly. I get to the neighbor's door, and with haste, I phase right through. I fly to where I know the bedroom door is. I have my father's knife. I lay it on the bed. I see everything so clearly. Her underwear, others in bed...no problem. I do what I want from the back. It isn't quite right so I pull her blue and white underwear to the side and continue.

The guy wakes up. I don't want this to ruin anything. He suspects something and moves closer. I back-hand him in the face and he stays on that side of the bed. The chick says, "Well that was something!"

I flip her over and try to put it in. She puts her fingers in to get it ready. I don't want to lose lucidity so I go ahead and put it in and start to make it with her. I see her so plainly. I touch her while I'm doing her, enjoying the way her skin feels.

I woke up.

I don't know if SSILD worked, but that is the technique I used. I used it after waking up to use the bathroom, so it was the right time also. I then thought about what I wanted to dream about. I don't know if it was the technique or not, but it certainly worked out exactly how I wanted and better. This was the best, most controlled, most vivid, longest lucid I've possibly ever had.

BTB now. Good night.