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There's so much to this dream, that it still encompasses real life. it's a hell of a story that's still unfolding, and it's incredibly long. dunno who the hell would want to read all of it, but hell, why not. it's a "psychic" dream.


to be continued...

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

So, I've been holding out on posting this for a while.
Well I've been holding out a bit on posting in general.
I had a lucid dream on monday, but I never ended up making a full fledged journal for it (at the moment it's just jot notes)
and the day after I had this dream which took a lot more time to write.
I guess I should make posts for all my lucid dreams here, but it was just bad timing I guess.
Maybe I'll post it later I don't know.
But I digress.
This is one of the most interesting dreams I've had, well, in a VERY long time.
It isn't lucid at all yet it has to do with dreams and my inner psyche.
Some of my long running questions get answered and in it's wake more questions develop.
I'll have a whole "Side Notes" post about this on it's self since were I to put it in the entry those conjecture brackets would take up most of the page.

February 19th 2013

We were trying to break into a fortress with untold riches inside.
We had tried various attempts to get in but all ended in failure.
There was a large front door in the fortress, however it only leads into my school.
I head inside to meet with the team in our clubroom.
Our team is made up of three other girls and myself.
I'm really eager to break into this fortress.
I can't help but feel that there's something important inside, something that I need.
I ask them to head back out and go try again but they've already given up.
They'd rather eat lunch or go to class or something.
I ask them to give it one more try.
The red head girl in our squad agrees and heads back out.
I can see through her eyes but can't control her movements.
When you attempt to break in to the fortress you start on a cement platform.
Below you is some water, and in front of you a large cliff face.
At the bottom of the cliff face is a small chained up door.
Because it resides underneath the cliff it's shadowy and dark.
To the right of the platform is a path that leads to the doorway back to the school.
As she sits there and ponders a huge axe starts swinging down toward her.
Now, wait, that wasn't there before!
I project the thought into her mind as loud as I can.
"Jump into the water you fool!"
She hops off and lands face first into the water.
Then she's back in the clubroom, she never left.
Makes sense, we were doing all that telepathically.
Which means that fortress resided within someones mind.
But, whose? (It was mine).
Now I'm pissed, whoever's mind it is they're not gonna let us in easily, or at all.
I join the "give up" bandwagon.
Everyone goes off to do there own thing, girly stuff I bet.
I go to the front of the school where I left my backpack and jacket.
I put them back on and start to head out.
However, before I leave, I over hear someone.
"Dammit! In trying to prevent the things that happened in the "Zone" 1 you idiots almost started a "Zone" 2!"
Hm wonder what she's talking about, a movie or something?
Whatever.
As soon as I leave onto the street I can't help but feel as though I'm homeless.
Well that sucks, I think to myself.

Sleep – 12:35am
Wake ups – 5:35am
Finial wake up – 10:30am
WBTB – 5:35am-5:55am

I was being chased by a woman with a gun through my school. She was trying to kill me and was shooting at me as I ran away. She hit a few other students but didn’t seem to care and carried on shooting. I ran outside and nearly ran into a metal table. I decided to pick up the table, which was extremely light and use it as a shield. It worked perfectly and no bullets went through it.

Need to work on my reality checking, so haven’t yet become Lucid. Just started my Dream Journal and to my delight I’m starting to get some Dream Recall.

A Battery Powered World

Couldn’t believe it, £1.00 for a thousand batteries the AAA type as well. That was the price I saw on the online store, so I snapped them up instantly.

The next day a convoy of vans arrived, I thought to myself what’s going on? The first van pulled up outside my parents’ house, and the driver said “Order for Mr Wayne Harrison” I said “Yes that’s me”. To my amazement 2 guys lifted out this 1battery, it was 2 metres high and well you can image how wide, looked just like a normal battery you’d use in your alarm clock or TV remote control, but was a 1000 times bigger.

Then I realized, that all the vans were coming here each with one massive oversized battery and they’d keep coming. That’s when I woke myself up as I started to panic to what my parents would say.

After awaking in the ‘real world, I realized if I’d done a reality check in my dream world I’d realize I was in a dream and would have been able to start controlling the environment or at least make the oversized batteries disappear.

But as I’m new to all this I was pleased I could start recalling my dreams at all, so I thought I’d share this with you all.

i was in a basement of some sort. it had red carpet and there were lots of people. we were taking cover for someting dont remember. then some one came down stairs and said it was all over. we all went up stairs. as i was going up the stairs i became lucid. i saw a boy about 18 yrs old. i took off flying and he followed me. i flew off the dream worlds edge. it looked like just a platform with buildings on it and was located in the middle of a galaxy or univers, i could see stars and such all around but i could see no planet just the platform with buildings. it was realy neat and a great sight to see the stars like that . any way i went back on the platform world flying above it there were no people . just me and the boy, i asked the dream for more people but all it gave me was a ferrite running across the ground. oh well i flew past it to a building. we enterd, it was a house inside. we went through it. i wanted to summen my spirit guide and said i demand to. . . then i thought wait i don want to demand anything. then i just said never mind dont want to try that again and went on to do something else. we went out then enterd an appartment. the boy started to talk to the owner. i saw some food and picked some up and eat it. it looked like rice and tasted like the chicken rice we had the night before irl. then i seen a t.v. and thought about the t.v. test i wanted to do. i walked up to it something playing on it but didnt pay attention to the programs on it there was no sound. i was more focused on what the buttons would do. there was a play button i pushed it the sound turnd on. i pushed it again and it turnd off. it only had buttons like a v.c.r. so i push fast forwerd which changed the channel. i pushed it many times to see how many channels there were. there was only 2 or 3. then i pushed a bunch of buttons while keeping my mind blank nothing happend. huh all in the mind i said. after that i went back to the food. the owner and the boy were done talking. i asked for some food i can take with me. he said ya here some hunny buns. i eat one it tasted just like a hunny bun. i grabed 2 to take with. i thought if i munched on them it would help me stay lucid on my adventure.unfortunately i forgot about them and did not have them when i walked out the door. out side the owner stayed home the boy still followed. some kids asked the boy if he wanted to go to a party. he said no i have to stay with him and pointed to me. i told him to go ahead and flew off . i came to a river 2 girls were on one side and 4 men were on the other in a tree fort. the were shouting at the girls and throwing things at them . i asked the girls if they wanted me to take care of the men bothering them. they said yes, so i flew up to the tree fort the men had guns . with my hand i shaped it like a gun, they laughed. i made a sound effect for each shot i wanted to unleash, boosh, boosh, boosh, boosh. i ment for the shots to push them back and knock them out. instead it paralyzed them i gave them a talken to and they were ok after that. i woke up shortly after

i moved up in lucidity in this dream prelucid to sublucid and skipped to lucid. i didnt get to do much but was still lucid at the end. prelucid i was in a competition we were racing cars, running through obstical courses and such for a grand prize. it all seemed odd. i came to a building, out front was a man with head phones on. he had a discman but his discman was a record player. i thought now that cant be right. sublucid now i walk through the door to the building. inside is a hallway made of concrete. in the middle of the hallway was a bench with lots of electronic video devices. i picked up a portable dvd player. i opened it and a man appeared giving instructions to the next part of the competition. i dont remember what he said but i closed the device and walked to the other end of the hallway through a door. i found myself in a house i seen people fighting all over. i went to the next room and seen 2 big guys fighting they were wearing bright hawaiian shirts. i thought to myself this really is a dream and i became lucid. to test i was dreaming i picked up the 2 big guys and threw them across the room. they landed on a bed and said something like hey what the heck. i told them sorry i was just testing. they went back to fighting each other. i walked out of the room and entered another. this room was filled with sunlight through the windows i seen more people doing something dont remember what. i said to them all why compete with each other when we can do so much more. they all stopped and looked at me like oh he's aware then they quickly went outside. i felt my eyelids of my physical body become lighter like they were going to open at any time. i told myself im going to keep my eyes closed. i started to pay attention to detail in the room. there was a bar like counter the floor had shaggy reddish orange carpet. i spun around, the counter disappeared and the far wall changed. i said to my self yes this world is almost as real as reality except there is no consistant structure of it. i then looked at my hands. i was trying anything to keep the dream going since i knew the dream was trying to end and my body wanted to wake up. i told myself keep my physical eyes shut. finally i went outside and it was dark. wierd the sunlight came in through the windows inside, but outside was dark. i saw a red building across the way. i flew to it and on the staircase to the front door was a person they just looked like a shadowy figure. i tried to aproach the shadowy figure but once i did i woke up with my eyes still shut then opend them to realize i was awake.


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1/17/13 LD . . . . . . . . . . . I found myself where there was sports games playing in a couple of different fields. then i thought wait this looks like lacenter washington. (a place i lived when i was a kid) i said i dont live in lacenter anymore. i became lucid, i walked over to a picnic table where my family was. i saw my mom my uncle R. And some others. I told them this is a dream, i lost sight of my mom but my uncle said. If this is a dream then why dont you grow bigger and swing me around, so i did. i grew 10ft tall and swung him around by his arms like ring around the rosey. his feet were off the ground as we were going round and a round. he thought it was fun but after awhile i felt i was hurting his arms cuz we were going so fast. i said ok im going to stop so i slowed down so i wouldnt make him go flying and stoped. then i fell down i was having trouble turning back to normal size. my uncle said here ill help lay on ur belly so i did and he popped my back. i got up and said wow that feels better. (i forgot about the study on dc's but...) i remembered i wanted to create a house and come back to it in a later dream but then everyone disappeared and a girl appeared. she looked about 12 yrs old. then i think i lost lucidity a bit or i wasnt thinking right. i told her i lived in lacenter from 1995 to... i couldnt remember when i left and it was more like 98 not 95. then i asked well what is the yr here, i dont remember what she said. i came back to better thinking and said wait your my spirit guide huh. i dont remember what she said again darn it.lol any way i got distracted on the other goal to create a house. the setting changed there was a construction site with just the foundation laid out of a building with big out of this world looking plants around it. (if i was thinking better that would have been the best place for me to make it, but no instead i thought...) i dont want to ruin anything i wanted to start from scratch in an empty field.( duh i feel dumb now cuz i think my unconscious self was trying to help me by laying out the foundation for me) anyway. i went flying in search for an empty field. there were buildings every where and was no room to make anything. i saw the girl following me from below jumping from rooftop to rooftop on the buildings. i had the feeling she was following me the whole time. i stoped to talk to her i didnt get to say anything but she told me, we are all dead here you cant allways come back to this place. then she went away, i tried to catch up to ask what she ment but it was too late i was losing power and i felt the dream ending.(i should have tried something to stablize it but i forgot to) i have learned from this ld that i need to alter my perception on how i view the dream world. i know this will take practice.

i was on a boat in the water and i saw alot of other boats in the water. about 20 yards from my boat i saw a dock. then i started to sing the song rock u like a hurricane to keep my awareness and to prepare myself to create and summon. i started with the water that was in between my boat and the dock and turned that part of the water into grass. after that i hopped off the boat onto the grass. i was about to create a door so i can summon my sg but i was distracted by a white rabbit that hopped with two legs and said follow me. i was interested in what the rabbit wanted to show me so i stopped singing and followed him instead. then he led me to a village. i flew ontop of a roof then i recognized the village from another dream but this time there were no people any where. then the rabbit said come on and he started hopping down a path on a small bridge. i followed him by flying over the bridge. he started hopping threw an obstacle course that went up so i flew up with him. he stopped at a floating wierd looking cow and said something like do you want to have a cup of its milk it will give you power. i took a drink of some milk but while i was drinking my heater turned on and woke me up. oh well hope i have better luck next time.lol


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i thought a lot in this dream. . . . i found my self at a fancy motel dinner party or something. i saw a group of people siting and listening to 2 violinest. the violinest's were the only ones wearing suits. one of the violinest looked at me and said hey he looks like us or something. i looked at myself and saw i was wearing a suit too. i thought nothing of it cuz i was looking for someone dont remember who. i walked around and glanced in a mirror and saw that i was wearing a hoody under my suit. i thought ok this a dream so i can just pull the hoody off with out messing up my suit. it felt so wierd as i tried this and looked at the mirror again and saw that i had pulled off the suit insted. then i realize looking in the mirror what i said before, this is a dream. i became fully lucid things got soo real. i went back the way i came and ended up on a ship an aircraft carrier maybe. i felt things get a bit hazey. i told my self hey dont lose focus now. after that i looked at details then it got realy clear again. i know i could see everything in the room clear as day at that time but now only remember seeing a counter with stuff on it and a toilet, ha. any way i remeberd my goal to meet my sg. i called out to the dream hey i want to meet my spirit guide. i think i woke up a sec. i felt my eyes open a bit but i stoped them and closed them again then saw drakness. i thought i want to go back to that same ld. then poof i was back in. there i was in a differant part of the aircraft carrier. i thought i need a door to sumon my sg. i looked around and could not find one. they where all open door ways. i thought man i must realy be open minded ha. then thought where is my girlfriend in all this. i walked through more door ways then thought again maybe if i go to the top deck i could sumon my sg there or from a door on the way and maybe see my girlfriend but if all els fails there should be a helacopter up there i can play around with. ...it was wierd i could see the images of my thoughts within my dream... any way i went up some flights of stairs and wound up in a house. i was like what the damn, well there goes that. i looked back through the door way i just went through, i said ya thats where i was just at and no one is following me. i went foword wow theres a door. i opend it and there were 2 dc's there in a bedroom. i felt i had to get rid of the dc's in there to sumon my sg... i now realize i did not have to and went the wrong way about doing this although i do think it was good how i confrunted this bad dc... there was a fat dc and a normal sized dc lighting someting black on fire. i called out all thought forms be gone. the fat man dissapeard. the other one was something els. i looke at what he was doing. he was puting flame to this black thing the size of a baseball till it smoked then he inhaild the smoke through his nose. i was like what the heck. i steped toward him then he glared at me with solid black eyes. i was like oh realy then i hopt on the bed and got real big and mean and said with a demanding voice get out of here. he looked at me confused. i said again louder get out now. then he got scared and backed down and started looking around not knowing what he was doing or where to go. i pointed to the door and said there go and he did. then i stept off the bed and went to the door to use it for my sg. untill another dc came in. come on realy! i tried to be firm but nice with this one he didnt seem bad. although he did not want to leave and did not leave me alone. i told him look can u pls go out this door cuz i realy need talk to my sg i dont have much time. he said ok and acted like he left but then i turned around to find him right behind me. oh my god i said fine and was just about to try something els but woke up. next time im just going to sumon a door and try to get my sg to come through it no matter who is there haha.


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i did some wild. all night and became lucid in this dream right from the start but it was short.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i found my self in some city and said this is a dream. i went flying right off the bat i was zooming passed trafic on a highway not against but with it. i could feel the wind wizzing past me it felt so real. i started with my arms by my side then did airplane style so i could steer better. then tried supperman style so i could go even faster but i was going so fast allready that it was hard to put my hands in front of me. i focused more and was able to do so but did not make much diff. i saw a semi and was going to hit it unless i went higher i tried but couldnt. i decided to stop and pull off to a field i thought it would be a perfecect spot to meet my sg for the fist time i called out to them but my heater turned on and put me into an fa. i got out of bed and smashed my heater mad that it woke me up. then i saw my girlfriend and started telling her about my dream. then i woke up for real talking in my sleep. haha.

I started out side me and my girl friend where looking at a house I was a little lucid we went inside and saw the landlord. we told him we don't have any money right now but we can get it to him soon. he said ok its yours. we were happy and then we celebrated with a group of people for a long while.

Then I appeared in some ones cell at this point my lucidity jumped from clear to hazy more then once. I don't remember what I was doing in the cell only that the cell wasn't for me and I was there as a doctor. I walked out of the cell and realized I was in a hospital of some sort.

I saw a group of doctors operating on someone. I went up to one and asked what kind of doctor am I supposed to be. they said tran***** ph****** I don't remember now but I thought it was very important that I remember when I wake up so I repeated it 5 times but I still don’t remember except the first few letters.

Then I walked into another room where a doctor handed me a piece of paper with 2 prescriptions on it I didn't know what they were and became confused. then I remembered an experiment I wanted to do and it might help me anyway. I wanted to call for a teacher, so I said to the dream can you send me a teacher. at first there was no response. then I asked again please send me a teacher. Again no response. then I got very sad and started to cry I thought my unconsience self was mad at me for something. I started to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I did something wrong I'm trying to learn please send me a teacher. then as if that was the password a woman flew into the room she was wherein black and she had blonde hair.

she said hey it's ok what’s wrong. I said ok then thank you , I asked first can you tell me what these mean and I gave her the paper. after that I think I lost my awareness. I know we got into a big conversation but don't remember any of it.

this lucid dream was short because I got woke up.
LD
I was in a tree and I was climbing down. Once I got down the dream became so vivid that it made me realize I was dreaming. I saw this power of light that was swallowing the dream setting It was scary at first . I saw my girl friend Joyce out side a house she was so scared that she ran inside. Instead of following her this time I faced the light.
knowing this is a dream I thought it won't hurt me . I put my fear aside as I went around the tree. I saw that the light was coming from some kind of portal. It had a round top and a flat bottom it was connected within an arched rock.
I could see a picture in it of a castle and a floating island. It was very beautiful and I walked though it to see what would happen. once I got through, it turned pitch black. I thought that dream must have ended or I’m traveling some where. then I decided to wait to see what happened I looked at my hands to keep my awareness. It was a couple of seconds latter, some one was being loud and woke me up.

It was a ND at first we were setting up a bon fire to produce a signal of some sort. then it became a blur until I saw a resident evil zombie ( you know the ones that open their mouth like a crab would). It wasn’t there to harm me at first. It screamed at me then ran away with many others into a building.
I then became Lucid and said this is a dream . then I saw a crowd of people throwing Molotov’s at the building. I was in a warehouse district. I heard big explosion sounds but did not see them. then the crowd stopped and cheered as if all the beasts were gone.
I saw a group of people head into the warehouse. I followed (and this seems funny now ) but then I asked a taller man if I could have a piggy back ride. I said I felt short and wanted to see ahead. he said ok, I did not see much at first until zombies poured out of the door . I jumped off and every one started to run the other way. trying to keep my fear at bay a zombie approached me.
I held it's arms to keep it back then someone told me to rip it's arms off,
so I did .
but it kept coming so I tried to fly but had troubles . I got a few feet up and luckily a big metal cube appeared next to me. I got on top along with 3 other people then it shot up. I stayed on to see were it would go I wasn't fond of this dream scene any way .
I appeared in a restaurant of some sort it was really crowded. I seen someone I wanted to talk to. I don't remember what I said to him but I recall it was very hard to talk and I was stuttering big time . he just laughed and walked away.
after that someone came up to me but this time they were stuttering big time. he was wearing a black jump suit with green trim, same color hat, glasses and somewhat of a buck tooth smile. I thought and said, you must be my stuttering self. he shook his head yes.(although I don't stutter much) I walked with him, with my arm around him and said, it's ok just slow down and think clearly . someone in the back ground said, Oh he's trying to help himself out.
I didn't think much of it that time. I left him and kept walking in search of another dream figure to talk to. there was a big man with a dark flannel shirt and a black cowboy hat that caught my eye. I walked toward him as I got closer he changed form. he changed to a mid sized woman with big glasses a white cowboy shirt and a black cowboy hat. I was confused at first than asked, what do you represent? she just turned her head and looked away. I thought she was a simple thought form and just said, ok then and walked away.
I got a few feet away then heard the voice in the back ground again. this time it said, why didn't you listen to her. I looked around and saw no one talking to me. I realized it must be my unconscience talking . I replied, she ignored me.
suddenly I appeared outside I was in a coulder sack in a residential area. I saw groups of people around I had the urge to fly. I looked at the top of a roof and wanted to fly to it. I focused on it and tried to picture myself there but I did something wrong because the dream collapsed and I woke up.

I was in a mall of some sort. It was strange though I was in an opened area computer lab within the mall. this seemed odd I thought , then said this is a dream.
Instantly I became Lucid I looked to my left and right. I saw 2 people at each computer. a girl on my left said, he's been reading Roberts book. she was talking to the person next to her. I walked past them straight ahead.
I saw a large round counter, with a hollow middle, where it seemed mall workers would be. No one was there though so I went ahead. I kept looking around trying not to look at one thing for too long to keep my awareness.
The mall is really crowded so I walked through the crowd until I got to an escalator. the escalator went down I hesitated and thought I want to try to change the dream scene. I tried to do a spin but only did a 180 and stopped instead then I woke up I did not do a full spin so there for it did not work.

I had this dream after reading the part in Roberts book about the lame rider on a blind horse.

all I remember is riding a horse on the beach. someone else was riding one behind me, he was trying to get his cowboy hat back from me. he was wearing a brown trench coat with cowboy boots. he got his hat back as I rode under an arched rock on the beach.
past the arched rock was a blur until a dark meadow appeared it was intriguing .
I saw a statue of a man with either a rifle or a sword posted on the ground I cant recall nor what he was wearing. although after I saw the statue I got off the horse. then my horse went to join with the statue and turned a yellowish color I was amazed
after that I wanted to get back on the horse. then I jumped on it, as it came alive again. I rode off a few feet then woke up.


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