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Flying Lucid
I was walking down the freeway with this big group of teenagers when I realized I was dreaming. Or rather, I always knew. The first thing I did was jump into the air and try to fly. I just came right came down though. I realized that I could do anything if I just imagined it in my head, so I tried again and his time flew super high and then actually flew around for while. I came back down landing hard on the ground. I hen proceeded to jump high in the air, higher and higher each time, and come crashing back to the ground and "die." After doing this from above the clouds, I got bored and thought I'd try visiting space. So I clew upwards and through the clouds and It didn't take long before I was outside the Earth's atmosphere. I went to visit the moon first. It was relatively small and there was another small moon around it. I touched it and it fell away like dust. Then I went to Saturn and touched the fiery ring. I got bored with this and decided to smash back to Earth again.


Therapy Gone Wrong
Take One:
I arrived at my therapy session after what seemed like forever and I took a seat across from the therapist. I started talking to her about some stuff(idr what) and she then lied down on the couch and didn't seem to be paying any attention to me. Another client(or some random person) sat next to her and she seemed to pay more attention to this other person than to me.

Take Two:
Once again, I was headed off to therapy. I was getting ready and trying to get moving so that I would be there on time but things kept happening that delayed me. Somehow, I was finally almost there and I called the therapist to tell her I would be 20 minutes late. But by the time I got there, I was actually on time and had to wait for her to be ready. I was in the waiting room with some other guy about by age, with long brown shaggy hair. He seemed kinda cool, and I think we talked a bit. He eventually left and went up to the front desk of the physical health section of the building and I was surprised that he wasn't here for mental health like me. Anyway, sometime after or before that, I had to go but my shovel away so I placed it outside the door to the building(why did I have a shovel? I have no idea). I went up to the receptionist in the behavioral place or whatever it's called and told her I was ready to see my therapist. After what seemed like hours of getting ready and figuring out how to get here and sitting around in the waiting room, I would finally get what I came here for. But, instead of telling my therapist I was here, the receptionist jokingly told me, "You're going to have to break up with your therapist." And then she said, "She's busy with another client." A client who took my place. The therapist was standing just a few feet away from me talking to another client. I was pissed off. Then, on top of that, my old friend from elementary school(who turned into a bitch) showed up with two of her friends(TL and TM) and they were all dressed up in homecoming dresses. They were sticking their noses up in my business and I asked them why they were here and they said they were looking for cute guys. (wtf?!) I was so mad and upset that I just left.

I was on the bus coming home from school. The driver pulls away with someone running behind, but he doesn't stop. Everyone on the bus asks him to wait but he ignores them. He goes a different way than usual, and says we are looking for Miki. I got scared, because I didn't know she was gone (she is my cousin in the dream apparently). I think she ran away from home. I got off the bus and behind me followed Kagamine Rin. We searched together. There was some kind of hole dug under the ground with rotted boards scattered everywhere. We looked around but didn't see her, so I left and went home. At home I asked my older brother if he had seen Miki. He looked worried. I asked him for advice and he said to bring some game with me. I asked one of my younger brothers but before I could give the question I noticed he was wearing a shirt with a picture of Miku on it. I said "hey, you don't like vocaloid," but he just shrugged. I went downstairs and I walked to nona's house to ask her. I went inside and asked "you know cousin Miki is missing?" She didn't even know who it was I was talking about (only sane person in this dream XD). I told her "the girl with the red hair." After that I saw a shadow outside out of the corner of my eye. Nonna made a strange face and scared the figure away. I knew it was Miki though, so I looked outside, but I only saw a family of carved melons (??). They were basically human shaped carvings made of different melons. One of them had red watermelon hair just like Miki's I asked nonna if that was Miki and she said yes, but she is just hiding in that form (or something like that). Then I woke up.

These are the side notes for this dream I had.

So I guess I should preface this with 80% of my nightmares have taken place in my apartment.
The other 20% percent mostly includes zombie apocalypses (still think that should be apocali) and the odd gangster who tries to rob me or something.
I've always wondered why that is, I mean to be fair a lot of my dreams in general take place there but it still came off as odd.
So after I woke up from that last dream what did I think?
This "Quarantine Zone", houses my knightmares, and The Organization is a sect of my subconscious trying to suppress them.
This starts to make more and more sense the more I think about it.
There have been multiple times recently when an nightmare should have appeared because of my expectations, but it didn't.
This seemed odd to me, but I now understand that it was because my knightmares couldn't physically get to me.
I think that maybe, for whatever reason, when a knightmare comes into existence, it appears at my apartment, and either I'm already there, or it has to make it's way to me, which wouldn't me too hard considering they could probably take advantage of inconsistent spatial dimensions in dreams.
In case that last statement has you for a loss, dreams, for the most part, don't have consistent spatial dimensions, as in there is no actual "map" of where ever you are in a dream.
That's why you can walk into a room and have it be bigger on the inside than it appears to be on the outside, there are inconsistencies.
I'm guessing that knightmares can take advantage of that in order to get to me after they appear at my apartment.
However, that was how things used to be.
Now "The Organization" has them quarantined inside the building, which means they can no longer reach me, unless of course they some how breach it.
The Quarantine Zone is another example of ISD.
Were you to just look around the regular parts of the building you probably wouldn't find any entrance to the zone.
That's because the whole zone itself exists in an inconsistent space in the building, meaning it's probably pretty difficult to find.
Now I know what you may be thinking, I know the thought crossed my mind.
Maybe this was just a one off dream? Yeah maybe, however there was a bit of consistency with one of my previous dreams previously that kind of made me wonder.
You know how she was referring to "Zone" 1 and "Zone" 2 all the time?
I assumed that that was what you'd call an outbreak, "Zone" followed by a number.
So were a knightmare were to breach quarantine now, the event would be called a "Zone" 2, something that almost happened that night.
But what about "Zone" 1? She was clearly referring to a previous outbreak.
Well the last knightmare I saw was about a week or so previously, and guess where it took place?
The knightmare was a large mound with fur from it. It sprouted about 80 or so eye stalks from its body.
However he wasn't the real problem, he would release spores and infect things, turning them into half corpse half serpent type things.
When I was running away from it and left the building, I remember a bunch of people were rushing over inside the building, as well as giant iron bars coming down and closing off all the exists.
I remember thinking that the bars were to keep the thing in, and that the people were there to take care of it.
I believe this incident was the "Zone" 1 that she was referring to.
As for why she said "In trying to prevent another [outbreak] you almost caused [an outbreak]", I'm guessing that is a bit self explanatory.
What isn't was exactly what kind of measures they were putting in to prevent another outbreak that almost caused one, that remains a mystery.
I should also comment on the fact that the bloody zombie virus is held in the quarantine zone as well.
I guess because the virus is, well, microscopic, it is much easier for it to break quarantine, which is why zombie apocalypse dreams are more frequent (just a guess, dreams don't have to be consistent after all).
I actually have had quite a few zombie apocalypse dreams inside or around the apartment.
One more thing, I'm not exactly sure when this quarantine was established.
It had to be recent though, since this whole lack of knightmares thing hasn't really been a thing until maybe a month or so ago.
So I'm not sure at one point my knightmares became rampant in my apartment building to the point where my subconscious suppressed them, or "quarantined" them.
I also still don't know why my knightmares all appear at that old apartment building, who knows why?
The next time I become lucid I plan on looking into this whole thing further, try to see what exactly this organization is.
Do they know they're in a dream? That last woman seemed to not, but she did understand the strangeness of the dream world, something I've never seen a DC do.
Maybe one day I'll go into The Quarantine Zone and take a look for myself.
For now I certainly know, where my knightmares come from.

22.02.2013

Huge cheap apartment. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I've been slacking in writting down my dreams, and i had very long dreams that I forgot because of not writting down. Need to focus on it!

I was looking for an office for my practice and found a room for $300. The room was like 3 feet wide and 8 feet long, with white walls and a very tall ceiling. I wondered if it could work, because it felt very small.

The agent showing the apartment, pushed a fake wall and it lead to the kitchen. The kitchen was pretty big, like 9 by 12. Apparently, this apartment was fully furnished and I was geting more excited by the minute. I saw there were also cat food and water, which was included with the rent, but the cat wasn't.

After the kitchen, I went into a huge master bedroom, like 20 by 20, fully furnished with hight end furniture. The house had a second small living room with a electric board with constant updates from market values. Looking out the window, this apartment was in downtown, and a lot of skycrappers surrounded it.

I needed to go back home, but I could not access the building. They bult a brick wall in the entrance, and the emergency starcase was blocked too.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

This part really has nothing to do with the previous, however it was in the same night.
It also show a bit of an example of inconsistent spatial dimensions in dreams, which will come up later in future conjecture.

February 19th 2013

After a while of resting my friend hudson comes over.
He says we're going to some kid's birthday party.
He belongs to group of friends that we know and party with from time to time but we're not really friends with them.
We head over to his place.
As expected there's a bunch of pretentious people there.
I look around and see that the ratio of boys to girls is about 50/50.
Which means my chances of getting laid tonight are pretty high.
Speaking of pretty high, there's a few people in the loving area that are pretty stoned.
There all watching tv or something.
There's quite a few people scattered about, some but the sink, some playing ping pong or pool.
The vibe is a bit, meh.
Hudson's already disappeared off doing his own thing.
I decide to go sit by the couch and watch some tv.
The birthday kid is here, just sitting around doing nothing. I decide to indulge him.
We begin watching a movie and I get really into it (literally).
It's about this huge battle between cartoon characters and marshmallow people.
The marshmallows carry over sized tooth picks as spears.
The cartoon characters are trying to get to this wall that holds all the clones of the cartoon characters.
It's a bloody battle.
One of them, a wizard of some sort, carries 2 trumpets, (not like musical instruments like the ones that brought down the walls of fucking jericho).
He's using them to blow enemies away.
At one point one of them is destroyed, he still fights on though.
Then, after an intense battle with a giant marshmallow.

"Uh oh, where'd my trumpet go?"

The enemy had gotten a hold of it.
Dear god.
They used it to decimate the battlefield.
The battle was lost, when suddenly, the clones decided to fight for the others, and helped destroy the marshmallow people.
I really don't do it justice this was fucking awesome.
When the movie was done everyone in the area was either tired or asleep.
Jeez, how long has it been?
I went to go get some water, however there are no cups.
This forces me to have to drink water out of a ziplock bag.
After I've finished by beverage I begin to move on, however the birthday boy asks for my ear first.

"Hey, I just wanted to let you know, you're a pretty cool dude C.J., you're like, the only person here who isn't drunk are high, that's cool."

"Hey man don't mention it ." I reply.

I move into the hallway.
I see that in one of the rooms there is a pool table. Pretty cool.
I continue my exploration.
The hallway goes quite a long way down.
I take a look into another one of the rooms.
It's bigger than any of the others, looks like it belongs in a mansion.
I move along and begin to wonder, where's hudson?
Wasn't he here with me when I got here?
How did I get here? Didn't hudson bring me?
Faint memories of hudson arriving at my apartment to pick me up ache at the back of my head.
I can't remember that well, but I guess he did.
I look into another room.
Wow.
The ceiling is way high up, theres a long dining table here decorated with expensive plates and silverware.
There are a few party guests eating at the table.
This place looks like it belongs in buckingham palace or something.
I keep going and at the end of the hallway leads double doors to a huge rec room where a stage is set up.
Apparently the birthday boy's little brother is performing some kind of rap.
There's a lot of people here.
There all bunched together at the stage so I can't see it.
I decide to not go by there since I'd just be in a huge crowd of cramped together people.
A few other people have adopted that same opinion and have stayed by where I am, by the door.
One of the guys (a guy I met 3 years ago in cuba) decides we should dance, and starts to salsa with me.
Unfortunately I have to left feet for some reason and am stepping on his feet constantly.
We swap partners and now I'm partnered with a girl a little shorter than me (also someone I met from the same cuba trip).
I seem to do a little better, I'm using all my power to try and not step on her feet.
We swap again and this time I'm partnered with a different girl.
She was wearing a blue sweater, had elbow long brown hair, and was about my height (no wl counterpart).
However, she recused to dance with me, which I found quite rude.
I soon after woke up.

I am in San Andreas- a setting from one of the Grand Theft Auto games. I must have beaten up some hookers because I am fleeing from the police in a car. As I am trying to escape, everything shifts to 3rd person, but I am still in control of myself. Suddenly, I feel my body slowly start to transform. My arms and legs are growing shorter, and I suddenly can't reach the steering wheel. I am transformed! Into a divine being?! No. Into some sort of animal?! No. Into a Leprechaun?! No. Into "Ike" from South Park?! Yes.

The police are now beginning to catch up. Because of my stumpy arms and legs I can't drive properly. Unfortunately, I somehow manage to drive towards the edge of a cliff and I climb out of the car. "FREEZE, PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE WE CAN SEE THEM!", the police officers yell. I look towards the edge of the cliff, and an enormous tree is adjacent to it with a rope-swing attached to one of its branches. Out of desperation, I jump and grab hold of the rope swing. But suddenly, I lose my grip and I splatter into a bloody mess on the floor. The police officers then start laughing.

The end.

I am with my father, and we are driving to his new house that he recently bought. Although it is in the middle of the day, there is absolutely no one else to be seen. I keep on thinking in my head "Maybe I can stay here when my father is at his other house", and this makes me very excited.

We arrive and it is a very standard house. We both go inside and once again, very standard. My father goes into another room, and I start examining his pad. As I am going through the rooms, I trip over a pile of books laying on the floor. My father is agitated and tells me off. As I am putting the books back together, I look through them and find that they're about monsters. Not scary or hideous monsters, but the very strange and actually kind of funny kind, like you would see in Yu-Gi-Oh. One of the monsters was called a "Side-Mouther", and all it was, was a pair of ordinary looking teeth with electric probes sticking out on either side.

We are sitting down in the living, when suddenly I start to hear strange noises that my father is completely oblivious to. At first I thought of it as nothing, but then I ask him: "Are we being robbed?". We look out on the driveway and we see a white van pull away with two cocky men inside. Another car is set to follow and infuriated, my father yells profanities to the driver. The driver who is angered by this, starts approaching the front door with a machete. My little sister appears out of nowhere, and I tell her: "Quick, hide!". My father quickly picks up a hammer, and starts hitting the door in an attempt to scare the yob away. This makes the yob even angrier, and he starts hacking away at the door with his machete. The hits are very accurate and nearly hit my father. I am able to block some of his attacks, but one lands squarely on the head of my father.

End of dream.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

There's not a whole lot I can say about this with out a wall of conjecture, that's coming later.
This was quite the revelation when I woke up though.

February 19th 2013

I continue in the street for a bit until I transition into the lobby of my apartment.
My aunt is there, she and a baby, along with my little cousin and some other cousins (I don't know who the baby is).
I walk to the elevator.
In my lobby, when you walk to the elevator and look on either side of you you see a hallway separated from the lobby by a glass door.
I did, except on the other side of the door is a xenomorph from alien licking the glass.
Oh...
Oh my god...
A woman runs out the elevator and catches my attention.

"Did you hear me? I said in trying to prevent a "Zone" 1 you almost caused a "Zone" 2!"

She's the same woman from before, talking about that zone movie.
A picture of a movie poster that says "Zone" on it with a dark green background and pictures of xenomorphs on it appears in my head.
Is it a spinoff from the alien series?
I look back to the door and the xenomorph's gone.
Did I imagine it? Must have.
The woman remains in the lobby, she's still talking to someone on a headset.
I decide to head upstairs in the elevator to my floor.
As soon as I get to my floor and walk out Robert Pattinson is there to greet me.
He has white make up on his face as though he were straight off the set from twilight.
He says hey and gets in. I decide to stay inside as we head back to the lobby.

"So have you seen that girl Rhea around? She's awesome isn't she?"

"Yeah she is pretty cool."

"Man, I hope I get the chance to meet her."

"Yeah... Uh, you know, she's my sister."

"Oh, cool."

The elevator opens and he goes to meet my family members, though my sister isn't one of them.
That woman from before is still here, what's her problem?
I go up to her.

"Um, what are you talking about?"

"There may have been a breach."

"A breach? From what?"

"The quarantine zone."

"Quarantine zone? We don't have that-"

"Yes, you do, and we've been trying to keep it secure for a long time now."

"We?"

"The organization, we're trying to keep this place safe. Earlier there was almost a breach from the quarantine zone, something almost got out, it could've gotten ugly, but we got it under control."

"I don't understand, what tried to escape?"

"Something.... It wasn't good okay?"

"What's going on here, who is the organization?"

"We're in charge of this place. There are various agents throughout the building, each tenant has to live with one for safety precautions, you never know when things can get ugly."

"Ugly?"

"A quarantine breach, sometimes they're small and controllable, sometimes all hell breaks loose. In case of latter, we need to be prepared."

"So, that thing I saw before, did I imagine it?"

"It'd be better if you thought you did."

"So what's the quarantine zone?"

"This place used to be a mess. Those things had taken over everything, it was chaos. That's when we came in. We were able to fight them back to a certain area of the building, then we sealed it off. Ever since we've
fought to maintain the peace here."

I see an entrance to one of the parts of the quarantine zone in the underground parking lot.
It looks like a fort, made of some sort of unknown bluish metal.

"I've heard crazy things about the quarantine zone, in some places in there it's winter. The things it houses are even crazier, things you just can't explain, I know they're bad though."

It's snowing inside the building? What the hell...
I flash to somewhere in the quarantine zone.
It's in a room I've never seen before, it's kind of like a small laboratory.
There's a few normal looking people in there, 2 guys 1 girl.
There lounging around drinking coffee, must be one of the more tamer parts of the quarantine zone.
The girl nearly knocks over a silver suitcase.

"Be careful there, we give that thing a light push and you know what happens."

Wait, my god. That suitcase houses the zombie virus.
I'm back with the woman.

"You're good to go, it's safe now. Move along."

She points me to the direction of the elevator.
My family members and Robert Pattinson are gone.
I head to my apartment and try to forget about what she told me.

There's so much to this dream, that it still encompasses real life. it's a hell of a story that's still unfolding, and it's incredibly long. dunno who the hell would want to read all of it, but hell, why not. it's a "psychic" dream.


to be continued...

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

So, I've been holding out on posting this for a while.
Well I've been holding out a bit on posting in general.
I had a lucid dream on monday, but I never ended up making a full fledged journal for it (at the moment it's just jot notes)
and the day after I had this dream which took a lot more time to write.
I guess I should make posts for all my lucid dreams here, but it was just bad timing I guess.
Maybe I'll post it later I don't know.
But I digress.
This is one of the most interesting dreams I've had, well, in a VERY long time.
It isn't lucid at all yet it has to do with dreams and my inner psyche.
Some of my long running questions get answered and in it's wake more questions develop.
I'll have a whole "Side Notes" post about this on it's self since were I to put it in the entry those conjecture brackets would take up most of the page.

February 19th 2013

We were trying to break into a fortress with untold riches inside.
We had tried various attempts to get in but all ended in failure.
There was a large front door in the fortress, however it only leads into my school.
I head inside to meet with the team in our clubroom.
Our team is made up of three other girls and myself.
I'm really eager to break into this fortress.
I can't help but feel that there's something important inside, something that I need.
I ask them to head back out and go try again but they've already given up.
They'd rather eat lunch or go to class or something.
I ask them to give it one more try.
The red head girl in our squad agrees and heads back out.
I can see through her eyes but can't control her movements.
When you attempt to break in to the fortress you start on a cement platform.
Below you is some water, and in front of you a large cliff face.
At the bottom of the cliff face is a small chained up door.
Because it resides underneath the cliff it's shadowy and dark.
To the right of the platform is a path that leads to the doorway back to the school.
As she sits there and ponders a huge axe starts swinging down toward her.
Now, wait, that wasn't there before!
I project the thought into her mind as loud as I can.
"Jump into the water you fool!"
She hops off and lands face first into the water.
Then she's back in the clubroom, she never left.
Makes sense, we were doing all that telepathically.
Which means that fortress resided within someones mind.
But, whose? (It was mine).
Now I'm pissed, whoever's mind it is they're not gonna let us in easily, or at all.
I join the "give up" bandwagon.
Everyone goes off to do there own thing, girly stuff I bet.
I go to the front of the school where I left my backpack and jacket.
I put them back on and start to head out.
However, before I leave, I over hear someone.
"Dammit! In trying to prevent the things that happened in the "Zone" 1 you idiots almost started a "Zone" 2!"
Hm wonder what she's talking about, a movie or something?
Whatever.
As soon as I leave onto the street I can't help but feel as though I'm homeless.
Well that sucks, I think to myself.

Sleep – 12:35am
Wake ups – 5:35am
Finial wake up – 10:30am
WBTB – 5:35am-5:55am

I was being chased by a woman with a gun through my school. She was trying to kill me and was shooting at me as I ran away. She hit a few other students but didn’t seem to care and carried on shooting. I ran outside and nearly ran into a metal table. I decided to pick up the table, which was extremely light and use it as a shield. It worked perfectly and no bullets went through it.

Need to work on my reality checking, so haven’t yet become Lucid. Just started my Dream Journal and to my delight I’m starting to get some Dream Recall.

A Battery Powered World

Couldn’t believe it, £1.00 for a thousand batteries the AAA type as well. That was the price I saw on the online store, so I snapped them up instantly.

The next day a convoy of vans arrived, I thought to myself what’s going on? The first van pulled up outside my parents’ house, and the driver said “Order for Mr Wayne Harrison” I said “Yes that’s me”. To my amazement 2 guys lifted out this 1battery, it was 2 metres high and well you can image how wide, looked just like a normal battery you’d use in your alarm clock or TV remote control, but was a 1000 times bigger.

Then I realized, that all the vans were coming here each with one massive oversized battery and they’d keep coming. That’s when I woke myself up as I started to panic to what my parents would say.

After awaking in the ‘real world, I realized if I’d done a reality check in my dream world I’d realize I was in a dream and would have been able to start controlling the environment or at least make the oversized batteries disappear.

But as I’m new to all this I was pleased I could start recalling my dreams at all, so I thought I’d share this with you all.

i was in a basement of some sort. it had red carpet and there were lots of people. we were taking cover for someting dont remember. then some one came down stairs and said it was all over. we all went up stairs. as i was going up the stairs i became lucid. i saw a boy about 18 yrs old. i took off flying and he followed me. i flew off the dream worlds edge. it looked like just a platform with buildings on it and was located in the middle of a galaxy or univers, i could see stars and such all around but i could see no planet just the platform with buildings. it was realy neat and a great sight to see the stars like that . any way i went back on the platform world flying above it there were no people . just me and the boy, i asked the dream for more people but all it gave me was a ferrite running across the ground. oh well i flew past it to a building. we enterd, it was a house inside. we went through it. i wanted to summen my spirit guide and said i demand to. . . then i thought wait i don want to demand anything. then i just said never mind dont want to try that again and went on to do something else. we went out then enterd an appartment. the boy started to talk to the owner. i saw some food and picked some up and eat it. it looked like rice and tasted like the chicken rice we had the night before irl. then i seen a t.v. and thought about the t.v. test i wanted to do. i walked up to it something playing on it but didnt pay attention to the programs on it there was no sound. i was more focused on what the buttons would do. there was a play button i pushed it the sound turnd on. i pushed it again and it turnd off. it only had buttons like a v.c.r. so i push fast forwerd which changed the channel. i pushed it many times to see how many channels there were. there was only 2 or 3. then i pushed a bunch of buttons while keeping my mind blank nothing happend. huh all in the mind i said. after that i went back to the food. the owner and the boy were done talking. i asked for some food i can take with me. he said ya here some hunny buns. i eat one it tasted just like a hunny bun. i grabed 2 to take with. i thought if i munched on them it would help me stay lucid on my adventure.unfortunately i forgot about them and did not have them when i walked out the door. out side the owner stayed home the boy still followed. some kids asked the boy if he wanted to go to a party. he said no i have to stay with him and pointed to me. i told him to go ahead and flew off . i came to a river 2 girls were on one side and 4 men were on the other in a tree fort. the were shouting at the girls and throwing things at them . i asked the girls if they wanted me to take care of the men bothering them. they said yes, so i flew up to the tree fort the men had guns . with my hand i shaped it like a gun, they laughed. i made a sound effect for each shot i wanted to unleash, boosh, boosh, boosh, boosh. i ment for the shots to push them back and knock them out. instead it paralyzed them i gave them a talken to and they were ok after that. i woke up shortly after

i moved up in lucidity in this dream prelucid to sublucid and skipped to lucid. i didnt get to do much but was still lucid at the end. prelucid i was in a competition we were racing cars, running through obstical courses and such for a grand prize. it all seemed odd. i came to a building, out front was a man with head phones on. he had a discman but his discman was a record player. i thought now that cant be right. sublucid now i walk through the door to the building. inside is a hallway made of concrete. in the middle of the hallway was a bench with lots of electronic video devices. i picked up a portable dvd player. i opened it and a man appeared giving instructions to the next part of the competition. i dont remember what he said but i closed the device and walked to the other end of the hallway through a door. i found myself in a house i seen people fighting all over. i went to the next room and seen 2 big guys fighting they were wearing bright hawaiian shirts. i thought to myself this really is a dream and i became lucid. to test i was dreaming i picked up the 2 big guys and threw them across the room. they landed on a bed and said something like hey what the heck. i told them sorry i was just testing. they went back to fighting each other. i walked out of the room and entered another. this room was filled with sunlight through the windows i seen more people doing something dont remember what. i said to them all why compete with each other when we can do so much more. they all stopped and looked at me like oh he's aware then they quickly went outside. i felt my eyelids of my physical body become lighter like they were going to open at any time. i told myself im going to keep my eyes closed. i started to pay attention to detail in the room. there was a bar like counter the floor had shaggy reddish orange carpet. i spun around, the counter disappeared and the far wall changed. i said to my self yes this world is almost as real as reality except there is no consistant structure of it. i then looked at my hands. i was trying anything to keep the dream going since i knew the dream was trying to end and my body wanted to wake up. i told myself keep my physical eyes shut. finally i went outside and it was dark. wierd the sunlight came in through the windows inside, but outside was dark. i saw a red building across the way. i flew to it and on the staircase to the front door was a person they just looked like a shadowy figure. i tried to aproach the shadowy figure but once i did i woke up with my eyes still shut then opend them to realize i was awake.


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1/17/13 LD . . . . . . . . . . . I found myself where there was sports games playing in a couple of different fields. then i thought wait this looks like lacenter washington. (a place i lived when i was a kid) i said i dont live in lacenter anymore. i became lucid, i walked over to a picnic table where my family was. i saw my mom my uncle R. And some others. I told them this is a dream, i lost sight of my mom but my uncle said. If this is a dream then why dont you grow bigger and swing me around, so i did. i grew 10ft tall and swung him around by his arms like ring around the rosey. his feet were off the ground as we were going round and a round. he thought it was fun but after awhile i felt i was hurting his arms cuz we were going so fast. i said ok im going to stop so i slowed down so i wouldnt make him go flying and stoped. then i fell down i was having trouble turning back to normal size. my uncle said here ill help lay on ur belly so i did and he popped my back. i got up and said wow that feels better. (i forgot about the study on dc's but...) i remembered i wanted to create a house and come back to it in a later dream but then everyone disappeared and a girl appeared. she looked about 12 yrs old. then i think i lost lucidity a bit or i wasnt thinking right. i told her i lived in lacenter from 1995 to... i couldnt remember when i left and it was more like 98 not 95. then i asked well what is the yr here, i dont remember what she said. i came back to better thinking and said wait your my spirit guide huh. i dont remember what she said again darn it.lol any way i got distracted on the other goal to create a house. the setting changed there was a construction site with just the foundation laid out of a building with big out of this world looking plants around it. (if i was thinking better that would have been the best place for me to make it, but no instead i thought...) i dont want to ruin anything i wanted to start from scratch in an empty field.( duh i feel dumb now cuz i think my unconscious self was trying to help me by laying out the foundation for me) anyway. i went flying in search for an empty field. there were buildings every where and was no room to make anything. i saw the girl following me from below jumping from rooftop to rooftop on the buildings. i had the feeling she was following me the whole time. i stoped to talk to her i didnt get to say anything but she told me, we are all dead here you cant allways come back to this place. then she went away, i tried to catch up to ask what she ment but it was too late i was losing power and i felt the dream ending.(i should have tried something to stablize it but i forgot to) i have learned from this ld that i need to alter my perception on how i view the dream world. i know this will take practice.