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This bat looking creature, he only looks this way though if hes been touche by light, he looks human otherwise as long as he dousent get into the light. This creature man is on our side, till my brother betrays him, because my brother dousent want me with him, it almost kills my brother. Then the bat creature goes evil. We then begin to hunt this bat man down, i have these mind powers that are very wide, so i can do a lot of things. we then find a lead, where he is hiding under a tent similar to one you would see at someones wedding reception and we go in. Its dark under the tent but its daylight, so if anything goes bad the bat man cant hunt us. Suddenly the tent goes down, my brother and everyone's gets out but i get trapped. I begin to scream and cry as i can hear this thing coming towards me, hes not in his human form but the bat form. I begin to scream to him " i love you" and he begins to sniff around my head like a dog does when you playing with it, i cry horribly loud and cry deeply. He recognizes me and takes me to where he is hiding, while i continue to cry and realize im crying because i do love him but i cant handle this other form of him. Then my brother goes and hangs him from a tree but somehow he gets free and does it to my brother and now i have to go and save him.

And I promise. All without the aid of any "dream enhancer."

I'm pretty sure I know the hidden meanings, but I want to write it down anyway, cause parts of it are so darn weird.

It started out, with me being about 4-5 years old. My mother even had her 70's hairstyle and she was young again It was night time and I had a twin sister (IRL I dont even have a sibling, let alone a twin). Somehow I found out when I was 5 that I had my right leg cut off just below the hip (mid thigh say), I was walking around on a prosthetic leg (ugly plastic barbie doll leg made for "5 year old me"). Then I was healed - suddenly my natural leg was back under me, and no one wanted to tell me that I had once even lost my leg or worn a prosthetic - it was like "pretend it never happened", but somehow I learned that this whole thing had happened, I had a moment of lucid realization (wow, shocker to hear that at a lucid dreaming forum), and suddenly I was filled with exhilaration because I knew about this, and I knew I wasn't supposed to know about it. For some reason, the "missing leg" also included a "missing twin sister", they were somehow connected. Dream changes.

I'm in a strange little dress shop, filled with ORANGE, and in-your-face colorful clothes that I wouldn't be caught dead in. A friend of mine named Ace was there, and he had something in his hand, looked like a tiny galaxy but it was a tiny black hole/vortex that was sucking everything, even light, he was catching these things, they were quite a few of them hidden in the clothing of this shop, and we were going around finding them. I was cautioning him about touching them, saying "You might lose a leg doing that so be careful" and I'm telling him my story about how I had to wear a prosthetic leg as a child (YEH, mind fucked me, the dream from before was now a back story to this one and whats hilarious is that in this segment of the dream, I was aware that my story was from the previous dream).

Dream switched and we were hiding in a huge building, like a school, only we were hiding in a stairway that went UP, and DOWN, and you couldn't see the ceiling or floor. There was a window so you could see outside, and the weather was rainy. There was fog all around, sometimes even in the stairway. I felt like I had to get something, so I woke up.

Prosthetic leg/losing a leg

• not having a leg to stand on
• feeling crippled
• losing my partner, watching him die makes me feel alone and I'm scared
• losing part of myself
• my mom being gone
• feeling like i cant make it on my own

Tiny black holes

• living life with no hope for tomorrow
• playing with fire
• feeling out of control
• feeling like I can't stop it
• fighting to control an unstoppable force of nature

Colorful clothing

• having to "put on" a persona in order to survive
• spiritual armor

hiding in the stairway with no end to up or down in sight

• its the best thing to do when you cant move or do anything
• waiting for a direction so i can move with it

I didn't write up anything yesterday when I had some recalls. So I do it now.

Location: gf

Bedtime: 00:05
First wakeup: 07:06
Final wakeup: 10:05

Notes before bed: I dreaming


Apartment (fragment)
I was in a cool apartment that was owned by some kind of work/company I had.
I were emptying the dishing machine there.
Then before I went to bed I talked with my gf over Skype.

White trash (dream)
I were in my dads parents house. At first I was in the bathroom, but then I went out to the kitchen.
I knew the people I refer to white trashes, was living there too. I went to the freezer and I was wondering if my food were left.
I had a look and discovered a 1/2 bite of one of the 2 pizza bottoms I had in the freezer, was like ripped of and gone.
I got very angry and shouted/scremed at the white trash people who were in the living room watching TV.
They were about 6+ people there, and they shouted back at me and said they hadn't done any wrong.

Soccer elite (fragment)
I was in a soccer field with a team of players. It was the elite I played with, it was training, no match yet.




That's it.

i woke up and understood that its a dream, because picture was bad. I went to the entrance and near the lift saw several boxes with the different tools - hammers, spanners and so on. I desided to break some of them, but couldn't. The tools bent but didn't break. I heard the sound of coming lift, afraid of something, went through the door into my flat and awoke.

tonight i appeared in my brother's dream talking about LD . he decided to RC ( fingers through palm ) and became lucid. he tried to fly ( never did it in regular dreams ) and it faded quickly

i'm so happy for him, he's only 13. now he had a glimpse of it so i don't need to keep on telling him how fun it is unless he can't get lucid again

So in this dream, me and some friends were at some kind of convention, and not much was really happening, however, eventually we heard news that somewhere nearby was going to be nuked, so everyone started to panic and I decided to get as far away as possible. I eventually got separated from my friends and stole a car. I ended up getting the car stuck on some train tracks, so I left and continued on foot. Eventually I arrived at this town and the nuke happened. Luckily I was far away enough for it to not have much of an effect on me. This town was kind of ruined, and I found a friend hiding there. We found another car and decided to see if it was working. While in the car, in that same town, we saw a zombie! We quickly got out of there and headed back to where we live. Once at my hometown, we were reunited with our other friends, and it turns out there's a zombie apocalypse going on. We saw one of my neighbours on his roof, because he thought staying on his roof was the best idea. We didn't see any zombies for a while, however, while I was with some people who were planning to protect the town from zombies, we got told that 7 zombies have been sighted, and then everyone ran off to deal with the problem, except for me, I hid. Then, a zombie came out of a vent and into the room that I was in, but suddenly a group of zombies opened the door and they somehow started communicating and all left. I headed back to my house and found UV lights around every possible entrance. It turned out that the zombies apparently don't like them, so the best way to protect yourself from them was with some UV lights.
And then I woke up

My dreaming mind wants to know why bother with dream fragments. My waking self is shocked that this is not clear.

Too groggy now to type.

EDIT:
This dream fragment indicates that my subconscious mind is becoming impatient with dream journal and dream recall, and would like to cut some corners. My conscious mind says "No!" First of all right now most of the dreams I remember are dream fragments, and it's still way too early to take dream recall for granted and not to work on it as hard as I can. Also a lot of my dream fragments have been gems in my opinion: I greatly enjoy and treasure them, so not focusing on recalling and writing down all dream fragments would be a bad idea.

3rd of March:
I was casually going through what seemed to be a rather large science center with all sorts of weird stuff for ages, then just a little bit before it became lucid, I was using some weird sink that was invisible, but when water touched it, it became like a mirror for a bit, and within a minute after that I suddenly decided that I was having a dream, and so I went and [well, I'll leave this part out, involves two people, let's leave it at that ] and while I was doing what I was doing... my senses(touch anyway) started blending in with real life, so I could begin to feel my bed in real life, the excact was I was sleeping on it, and in the middle but towards the end of that, same thing, but with sight, and boom, end of dream.


4th of March:
Went to sleep as per normal(outside of the dream), woke up at about 3:30AM to get a drink as my mouth was really dry. As I went back to bed, I realised I forgot to set my alarm so I did, went to sleep while saying to myself that I was dreaming, and weirdly enough I started slipping into the dream straight away, and it lasted for about... less than a minute or two. Woke up again, did the same thing and went to sleep again, same results. Woke up one last time, took forever to get to sleep, and no more lucid dream
Also, I know that I actually did wake up and go back go sleep otherwise I would have been late for my class...


Just a random note: On the 3rd of march, Inception was on tv, and I watched it on my computer but only got half way through(had to go to bed). Coincidence much?

I started out in my dream at my mother’s house. It was night time. I was apparently in bed. I, my mother, and my brother woke up to bombs roaring in the distance. Outside, our house was on a hill in the desert. I looked out of a bedroom window and saw the bombs lighting up the night. It wasn’t lightning. There was some sort of alien cruiser dropping bombs on a city. The skyscrapers were futuristic looking. There were fires on the side of the buildings. It was really dark, so you couldn’t see anything except when the bombs light up the sky. Now this cruiser wasn’t Covenant, UNSC, or Forerunner from halo. I play halo a lot, and know what their ships look like. It wasn’t from any movie I have seen. I could only see a glimpse of the ship’s shape, and I couldn’t tell what color it was because of night time. It kept shooting burst of electric balls down on the city. This was their bombs. Then I knew it was time to gear up. I opened the closet. There was camouflage and tactical gear in the closet. There were assault rifles called SCAR/MK 16 in there too. It was awesome. Soon as we were geared up, we decided to get out of the house and get away from there. Right before we were about to go outside, the US army is running past our house, shooting back at something. They were shooting at 8 feet tall aliens in metal armored suits. They had helmets and really strong armor on. Then an M1A1 Abrams come out from behind the house and killed the alien. We quickly ran out of the house and joined up with the army. The dream then faded. This concludes my dream.

Last night I had a dream that I was with all of the characters from the show "Shameless". We were in some kind of dirt cave digging something up. I distinctly remember the main character, Fiona. At one point in this dream I was also in a public restroom somewhere. I remember not being able to "go" because some other woman was in there washing her hands and there were no stalls - just a toilet and a sink and lots of space....

Recall from naps also stabilization suddenly does not works?

Nap #1:
Dream 1:

I wake up, take off headphones, can still hear binaurals. I do some stabilization, rubbing hands. As i go towards balcony dream just fades out.
I wake up for a short period of time.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was at home watching some anime and dad suddenly entered room and started talking that he hates that certain dude from that anime. He explained it that they were in the same bath house(somehow), and anime dude was the only one not naked and was laughing at him.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was browsing some stuff on my PC and writing DJ entry, then i got to change chair and as i got into different chair i got paralyzed and dream faded out.

Nap #2:
Dream 1:

I wake up, take off headphones, can still hear binaurals. I do some stabilization, touching bed with hands and rubbing hands. As i go towards balcony dream just fades out again.
I wake up for a short period of time.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was helping friend with anime translation or something and we were not able to find meaning of 'Hakuda'. We had idea that it had something to do with ice(Apparently not).

Date: March 9, 2013 ||| Time Block: 10:00 AM to 11:45 PM ||| Length: 2 minutes. ||| Lucidity: level 2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: WBTB

Methods: stayed in bed to continue sleeping since I was still tired.

Summary: had a number of short dream clips in which I was lucid; I don't feel like writing them right now. (it was accidental lucidity, since I haven't been focusing on lucid dreaming for a while now) Well, I'll just quickly mention that one part was my waking up, walking into my parents' room, suspecting I was dreaming, knowing this once I saw the rooms were off, and then supposedly 'waking up' after fall-jumping onto their bed, although I think I actually woke up into a non-lucid dream.

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Prebed: 15MG Melatonin, 300MG B6, 32 oz. Light Beer
Bedtime:10:45PM
WBTB: 3:00AM/Brief, 125MG Caffeine Pill

I have been really lazy with my DJ. It seems that keeping an off line private non-lucid DJ is less motivating than an online public one. I guess I am going to try to make a bigger effort to post non-lucids from here on out. It really seems to boost my recall.

No recall prior to WBTB. A few fragments after alarm.

Fragment #1: I vividly recall folding a green table cloth on the floor. I struggle with it.
Fragment #2: Lost needing directions. Looking for the "bar strip". Overhead digital map. Someone points out a loop the resembles Branson, MO.

Ball Lightning - 3:59AM - MILD fail

have an extremely vivid visual dream about an approaching storm. I am trying to park my car but the brakes and transmission wont cooperate. The other cars keep getting in the way. It takes a long time to finally get parked. I see the approaching storm. I wanted to watch lightning so I waited. I can't hear anything because my wife is next to my talking really loud and the radio is turned up. I sort of rudely tell her to be quite and listen. This brilliant ball of lightning appears in the sky and dances around all crazy. It turns into may symbols and geometric shapes. The light is almost blinding but I feel no pain in my eyes. I get extremely excited and try to get the DCs standing around to look but they seem disinterested. Then, the lighting turns into an advertisement. It clearly makes the word SKECHERS then SYNERGY. I lose my excitement as I soon realize its just a high tech holographic billboard. I say to myself, "That's a little disappointing but still really cool." I wake up. I have been asleep 60min.

BTW, I Googled "skechers synergy" and found out there is a womens training shoe by that name.

Liquid Movie 5:22AM

M my sister-in-law has a "liquid movie" in what looks like a soda bottle. Apparently the liquid contains data that you can pour it out in to some device and watch a movie that way. Really it just looks like a bottle of Diet Dr. Pepper. I notice she has the words "4th watch" written on the side in marker. I take it to mean she has watched it 4 times. For some reason I think is it a movie with Fred Astaire. His face come to my mind. I see this exact picture in my dream.

The funny thing is I had to Google to even know if this was a real name or not.
Another example of locked away memory being accessed in dream time.

I'm A Cop 5:29AM

I pull up to an area under a bridge that is crowded with parked cars. My cop car looks really 1950's-ish. I get on a loud speaker and say, "I know like a nice..Ppp. fishing poles." I realized I messed up and correct myself pronouncing my words carefully. "I know you like a nice place to fish but this is private property. Leave now and you won't be arrested."

People scatter and complain but most do as asked. I am relieved because am with a rookie and I don't think we can handle all the people.

Suddenly, I am on foot looking for a few that didn't listen. I follow my partner to the water but he seems to have disappeared.

I get thoughts of needing a K-9. Then I associate that with Reno 911.

I see Deputy Travis Junior find some weed with his K9 and we decide that we are just going to smoke it.

Then I turn around and I am in my house. I see Auron is playing some FPS on XBOX Live. He is talking a lot of trash to the other players

We Left Him 6:31Am

I am down town with my wife there is some parade starting. It turns out to be a Thanksgiving Day parade. I get confused because this is march. I say to my wife, "Shouldn't this be a St. Patrick's Day parade?"

Before she answers I realize my son is missing. I become frantic as I realize we left him in a restaurant. We hurry back and I see he is not were we left him. I run to the restroom and see that he is sitting in a urinal. There is a boy of about 5 in a urinal next to him. I ask him who did this and he tells me it was his dad. I sense his dad is in a stall. I start to confront him but realize I am at fault for leaving my son alone. I take him out and see that he is covered in dark shit.

I try clean him but its like tar and hard to remove. Even the wet wipes leave a sticky white residue. I am now in my bed with him and I start to worry that the shit will get on the blankets.

Past People 7:50AM

I am sitting in an area in Wal-Mart with a bunch of my ex-wife's old friends that she worked with at Olive Garden. I feel awkward that I am hagging out with them now that we are divorced. I notice that we are all in Halloween costumes. We seem to be waiting for L. There was some talk about how shes had it rough lately and I truly feel bad for her. Suddenly I see Ice-T next to me. He is wearing something in all black. He gives me a severe look and I feel nervous. I think that he and L had a past romance. Then, he nods approvingly at me. I nod back, smile and feel at ease.

I continue to sit next to Ice-T and wait looking for L to show. For some reason I keep looking at a spot in the floor and wonder why there is not a pool of water there.

As I am sitting and thinking I remember my ex girlfriend. In the dream we are still dating. I think how it's been a really long time since I talked to her and maybe I should text her. I have a book in my hand that is supposed to be Facebook. I flip the pages but can't find her as a friend contact.

Then my wife shows up and I think of her as my fiancée. I wonder what kind of creep I am to have a fiancée and a girlfriend at the same time. I close the facebook book and try to hide the fact that I was trying to talk to my ex gf. My wife doesn't know who she is and is really trying to help me figure out the problem. I dismiss the idea until she gives up.

I am now on a bench with some old men. We are talking about how we sound like the grumpy old men from the Muppets and laugh.


I look at my wife who is next to me but she has turned into an old man with a gray beard. I feel really sick and wonder how I am married to an old man. I wake up relieved to see my very beautiful and feminine wife lying next to me!

Fragment #4 8:05AM

I am in the middle of vivid tactile sex with my wife when someone comes into the bed room. I think it must be one of my daughters and we hide.

Eh, barely any recall again, i hope it gets better.

I recall seeing sky/open area and also there was something about electronics.

Everything starts out with a road trip with lots of girls to the beach. When we got to the hotel a dude just oppened a door and so i decided to follow him,there was a waterslide to the pool (a detail is that we were at the 12 floor,so it was high as fuark),i did manage to get alive in the pool somehow.

When i got to the pool i was like:"Fuck yea! that was awesome. might just do it again.". so i was heading toward the stairs (dafuk. get to the 12 floor by the stairs),and i quite got lost and was sundely in a random appartament.

There were some random people ive never saw in the appartament,for some weird ass reason i was talking in english (my dreams normally are in portuguese).Then after that i found a friend of mine Luisa and she told that was her dads appartament,she was getting me to meet her grand parent who was a funny guy btw.

When i said i had to go and that i didnt know where is the freaking door to get out she took me to the front door and when i was leaving my grandpa just showed up infront of me with a pack of condoms that had a picture of Duke Nukem in them (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!?).

Without saying a word he transformed into Aslan from Narnia chronicles,when i thought to myself that it was weird i woke up!