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I was in a library, I don't remember what happened before that moment, but I think the dream didn't start here. I notice that I'm sitting next to Morrissey, I'm not sure if I was surprised or not, I think I already knew he was there.
He then reached a bookshelf and takes a book, the book is some sort of book about The Smiths, he says "Ha, chose a book at random, and it was about me!" he said it as if he's suggesting that he's so famous that a large percent of the books there are about him. I reached to the shelf and took a book near the book he took, it was another book, about Morrissey now, I showed it to him, he made a "Huh" sound with his nostrils and had an expression on his face that said "I told you so!". I then thought about asking him when his autobiography will be ready, but then I decided it would be rude so I didn't. He was then looking around the bookshelves near the table we were sitting at, tinkering around with the shelves themselves, the books, doing something.
Then I told him "Hi Morrissey! I just thought of an idea for a story, imagine a guy comes into a library, and it seems that every book he can find tells him about his own life. Every book is relevant to him, and if the book isn't, then the persons life adjusts itself to be relevant to the book!" I was kind of excited about the idea, but at the same time I realized it wasn't that good either. "Well, I wouldn't make a whole book of it, or something. Just a short story, I guess." Morrissey didn't seem really interested, he was either ignoring me, or really excited about tinkering around with the book shelf.
Now my memory goes to a different dream, it might be part of the same, I'm not sure.
I think I'm watching a video on youtube, made by Retsupurae, a video of Slowbeef, Diabetus and others playing a game that looks like an island survival simulator. In the game there were a few characters to play, about seven or eight I think. I remember watching part six of the Let's play, I heard some jokes in the video that I didn't understand, I assumed that I'll have to watch the first parts to understand it. Then something weird happens, the game somehow smashes itself up into a completely new dream scene, I'm not watching a video anymore, but I am somewhere else. In a sort of neighborhood, I have my own house there. I was sitting inside the house, beside the main glass door, that goes out to the shared garden. I sat there with the glass door partially open, my neighbors were outside, at least fifteen people.
I was holding a garden hose, watering the grass near my door. I don't remember exactly what it was all about, but I think I had some kind of water generator in my place, and it overflew when I stopped hosing.
I remember that the water, and generally this scene were more vivid then my dreams usually are.
The people outside, or some of then at least, were laughing. I don't know why.
I was then outside, I forgot a few minutes of conversation with one of the people, I was outside. I was given a red brick colored rock, about the width of a piece of bread. I told him "Thanks, but I have enough rocks!" I threw it on the ground, It made a kind of deep rock shaped hole in the ground, and sat in it.
I then asked the guy "Do you really use rocks as decoration?", he said yes, "The rock is poisoned once you sculpt it, or even break it a little bit". "I don't think a rock has the biological systems to be poisoned" I said.
I don't really remember what happened next in the conversation, but we talked a bit still. The rock also turned into a potato at some point, I didn't even notice until I woke up.
I then saw a planet, a pretty small one, though he still was pretty large. The part I could see was almost completely covered in buildings that looked like malls.
There was a planet a few km's above it, closer to me. That one was much smaller.
I was then on the surface of the planet, I thought it was Mars.
On the surface there was a dead man's body, stuck on a wooden cross.
On top if it was written something along the lines of "Two months the deprived us of Greek lessons, only redemption is left".
And then I woke up a few minutes ago.
This dream was kind of fun.

In my dream I dreamed of interpreting dreams and percentage correct. I had the sense that this was part of a longer dream, but it was gone.

3/19/13 Tuesday bed 1am-8am

Tried to take a nap at 11am, but didn't fall asleep. My cat decided to sleep on me and was fidgeting. I let her, because once another cat of mine go me lucid by waking me up often, but this time i couldn't even fall asleep.

March 19, 2013

note: This dream relates to another dream I had a few weeks ago. They are both very personal dreams.

The previous dream, which was even more personal happened after a long night of depressing feelings. I don't even rationally know why I felt so depressed that night.That dream ended with a peaceful presence in my bedroom. She manifested next to me. She said she was me. And she had only one message for me "I love you"

Shadowself, Higherself and Demon Gods
I wake up at 4am upset that I didn't remember a single dream. I toss and turn and try different induction techniques. I give up and just try to daydream instead.

I think how much I love my friend and how I couldn't wait to hang out her after living in different cities.

In that instant I see a blue flash of lightning. It came from this tiny window that doesn't actually exist in my room. In the next instant after - a screaming hateful voice shrieks in my left ear!

"YOU ARE NOT MY BEST FRIEND! I HATE YOUUUU!!!!"

I was just floored.

What the fuck?

I was helpless to this female voice screaming at me. Her voice begins to sink in deep. Her voice is in my head!! I curl up into a ball and I was at the point of tears. I don't even remember what else she had said to me, only how she made me feel.

And the burning! There was a horrible burning sensation on my right leg.

Suddenly everything was calm again. I sit up in my bed and there's a new presence with me, one I met a month earlier. She sits calmly at the side of my bed. I couldn't focus on her face. It kept shifting between faces and at one point it was like she had 20 faces at once.

I notice that behind her peaceful presence was the demon girl who was screaming at me. The demon was curled up in a shadowy corner. Before the demon had so much power over me - making me scared shitless and depressed. But behind this peaceful presence, she's just a shadow like any other shadow - nothing to even worry about.

The peaceful girl explains to me what's happening. Her explanation was mostly wordless and seemed to happen somewhere in the back of my head. She said something to the extent of:

"She is the result of emotions and thoughts that have run away with themselves and have been disowned by you"

I understood this as the definition of a shadowself. I look at that grotesque shadow and I just wanted to be rid of her. "What do I do?"

"The only thing you can do is to love her. You must love her away."

Of course, it made perfect! If she is some part of me that I've long disowned then I must love her as I love myself. How can hating the part of me that hates myself lead to anything but more hate?

In the safety of the peaceful presence, I try to send my love to my shadow hiding in the corner. The dream fades out. Did I do it? I get up and get ready for work.

But there is something wrong with my bathroom!

The lights aren't working right. Its so dim, the lights are flickering, the switches make no sense. The tub is along the wrong wall, and what is wrong with my right leg? The burning sensation is back. I take a look in the dim light, theres a horrible scratch. Like someone took a blade and ran it from my ankle, along the side to my knee.

"That bitch! I wonder if demonic scratches get infected, I should toss some holy water on that"

Suddenly my sis walks into the bathroom. There was a dark presence around her, one I've felt in dreams before (almost always disguised as my sister). And those eyes. They weren't my sisters eyes! I know my sisters eyes.

These eyes burned!!!

"You're not my sister!" That's nothing new, I first said that to this DC over ten years ago. Its her. So silent. She's always been silent. In fact tonight was the first night I've ever heard her hateful voice. Usually she just scoffs at me until one of us pisses off.

That's when I notice the little window and the obvious finally hits me. "I bet you more than anything this is a dream! I can jump out that window and I'll fly!" I dont know why i bothered telling her, lol

I jump out the window!! Unfortunately that's what I've always done in the presence of a scary DC in my house. And this was not what my higherself instructed me to do.

Its just as dark outside. But its a natural darkness under the moon and stars, beautiful compared to the darkness inside the apartment. I fly over the trees. Their leaves were big and lush, magnolia trees!

I landed and I was so happy to be dreaming and lucid. What to do! So many things to do! Should I explore the dream? No, maybe Ill try to dreamshare. Everything that happened before, totally inconsequential.

I walk around and there are lots of people strolling in the night just like me. I call out Lmrhone, but then I realized I have no idea what he looks like! So I decide to befriend random DCs instead and just go with it.

There seems to be a crowd over there! I fly towards the college aged crowd and suddenly I'm in a mall like complex. There was a large line slowly inching forward. The DCs looked friendly enough, I wondered what they were in line for? A new music album?

Why stand in line? I didn't see the point I just ran to the front to find out what they're all waiting for! I was really excited - and then I was horrified.

They were each taking their turn walking into a room of literal hell.

This was a stone room with a stone entrance. There was nothing in this stone room, but the back wall has a huge stone mural of a demonic deity. The carving of the demonic deity would come to life in the presence of a human who would enter alone. The demonic deity would then hurl up green lava and the greenest light would fill the whole room, and there was nothing left of the human.

'my God save me!'

Staring at the stone mural - I was trapped in a spell. I lost all sense of my dream body, instead I was a single point of consciousness. The demonic room was pulling me towards it! Closer and closer and closer!

"RELEASE ME!"

It stopped and I was back in my dream body, next to the entrance with my back against the wall. I was panting scared shitless. Two boys in charge of opening the stone door were making casual talk as if nothing horrible just happened. What the hell is wrong with these people?

In order to leave I had to run past the entrance, this time I made sure not to look inside the stone room.

Where the hell am I? Or where the hell am I in? I was back in the mall but there were no humans left. Everywhere I turned there were monsters, horrible monsters! I noted they were nothing like the creatures I draw! I take cover and hide from the demon lords and demon deities.

Is this from playing too much WoW? But they weren't exactly like anything Ive seen in WoW. There were 'people' among the monsters too but I could hardly call them human anymore.

I tried to run up the stairs but thundering down the stairs was a giant stone golumn. His face looked like a mayan carving. Green lava would spew from his sides. His eyes were black and soulless. Okay - run the other way!

I think I'm finally heading in the opposite direction of this demon world. "This way!" A HUMAN! A real human signals me.

I literally run towards the light. The human side had natural sunlight filtering through the malls windows. "So this is where I'm supposed to be!". The humans were huddled together, living as a close knit tribe. They explained to me the situation.

"The demons are trying to destroy us by poisoning the water. Don't drink the water!!"

Telling me not to drink the water only made me thirsty. "Then what can I drink?"

"You can only drink the water that we've painstakingly purified. If you drink the water anywhere else, the demons will consume you."

My sister was among them, and through her a felt a peaceful presence similar - but somehow fainter - then before. Her eyes were once again human. She hands me a blanket and pillow in a plastic bag.

"Even our sleeping sheets need to be purified from the demons tainting. Remember, don't sleep with anything else but these purified blankets and pillows! And don't lose your set were running low...."

I hold onto my tiny purified blanket and pillows, literally these 5x8 inch pillows. I look around me in this room at all the people huddled together.

"Wait this doesn't make any sense. I'M DREAMING! I don't have to be afraid of these demons poisoning the water. They're not real"

My sisters appearance changes, in fact it kept changing. But each face was friendly and familiar. And she explains "You don't understand, this isn't just a dream. Where just somewhere else. Do not drink the water and use only our clean sheets!"

"Alright, if you say so." I wasn't gonna argue, it was nice to just have friendly company.

"OMG WHAT IS THAT? IS THAT THE OCEAN!" This magical perfect ocean just appeared, theres not even a door or wall separating the beach from the mall - its just right there!! I just leap right in "YAYYY!"

"NO YOU CAN'T SWIM IN THAT!"

The DCs quickly rush to my side! Strong masculine hands lift me out of the water while my new friend lectures me. "You can't swim in the ocean either. It's also been tainted by the demons."

"What are you going on about! THIS IS A DREAM! I can swim in the ocean if I want, nothing can hurt me here!"

"SPIT OUT THE WATER!"

Ugh whatever - putt - putt. I spit out the ocean water that's in my mouth. These people are serious. I figured I'll just listen to them.

"Come on, let's get you cleaned up. We have a bath down this way and it has some purified water left." The tall black man walks down a long hallway and disappears over the corner.

I start to follow this stranger. Wait, I don't even know this guy and he's what - gonna draw a bath for me? What am I walking into? I don't even know him! What if he's a pervert! What if he's a demon!

I turn back and look at my friend - I didn't have to say a word. "I'm coming!" She smiles and accompanies me.

I make a mistake. I tried to name my friend. I try to list every good friend I've had in my life. And I think 'maybe it's so-n-so!'. But as soon as I try to limit who she is the dream becomes to wane. It starts to feel foggy somehow.

"Let me show you something." She shows me how they purify the water. I know this feeling, I'm waking up! The purification process made no sense. Tainted water was spilling everywhere, shes getting it in her mouth!

"All tap water has a whole lot MORE in it than just water. Our purification process just makes more out of it!"

I can see the filter is filling up with dirty poopy looking water - ewwww. Then it hardened and transformed into - fruit flavored food chips? Ewwwwww.

"You don't eat that do you?"

"Yes! It's perfectly good to eat!" She grabs one of the fruit chips that came from the poopy water. "See, good to eat? Try one."

"NOOO"

Suddenly her appearance changes into an anime character and her presence become less kind, somehow dark. She cackles and mocks me "Do you feel safer with me looking this way instead? AHAHAHAHAHAH!"

"What the hell!" Its like the nasty poop-food-chip was still tainted by the demons and now the demon presence is transforming her.

"GET IT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!" I rip this thing off her face. Suddenly she regains herself. Her appearance is a transparent blue - like she's a crystal glowing glass.

I wake up!

And there's a strange man in my room trying to fix my computer. Sis walks in and reminds me that I'm totally late for work.

I walk into the bathroom and I was about to brush my teeth when - "No, no, no" I walk back into the room.

"I'm sorry sir but I had a really rough night. Who the hell are you??"

"I'm here to fix your computer, I just need to find this little tool and-"

"NO!! WHO ARE YOU REALLY? WHY ARE YOU HERE?!" I was fed up with my space being invaded.

Now I wake up for real and its nowhere near time to get ready for work. I spend the next hour in bed replaying the entire night over and over so that I could remember everything.

Now that I'm awake the themes in the dream suddenly made sense. Water is a strong element in my dreams. But it's also the element of emotions. And my personal demons have only found an inroad into me from negative emotions I didn't keep watch of. Even the silly clean sheets wrapped in a plastic bag made sense - go to sleep mentally and emotionally clean.

Even me running around in demon world with not a single one trying to harm me made perfect sense. They have no interest in physically harming me.

This dream and my frightening encounter with my shadowself was long coming. Over ten years ago there has been a shadow in my dreams, one that covers my home in darkness. It only happened on rare occasions. I would always become scared of the shadow in my room or bathroom and I would just run outside.

So while I have a given a great lesson on love I still wasn't strong enough to love my shadowself. In this dream, as many before, I ran away as soon as her shadow encapsulated my home. So, I'll go to sleep tonight knowing the battle isn't over. Maybe at least this time I'll remember to keep my sheets clean.

But damn......that scream.

Right now, it's 20th March, 2am in the night. But I'm now going to write about the day that passed by for over 2 hours ago.


I woke up in the morning, sometime after 9am, wrote down dream I had. I was alittle tired even though I had slept for 8 hours. So I thought I will just keep sleeping a while.
Woke up sometime after 11am, thought time passed by so fast and didn't expect myself to sleep 2 more hours, I had a guess I only would sleep 30 minutes to 1 hour or so.
I went up, started the computer, went to the bathroom.
Checked the fridge, nothing to eat. Sat down behind my computer while drinked some milk.
My dad and his girlfriend left the house a couple of minutes later. About one hour of sitting behind my computer I went to the store to buy something to eat. I felt like drinking some dr pepper and some chips and pizza and all food that ain't very good.
I bought me a small pizza, one named burning pepper that I like alot, and I bought an coca cola (this store seems to be out of dr pepper so often), and some onion rings (didn't buy chips).
Went back home and ate the pizza and drinked coca cola behind the computer. Ate some onion rings as well.
At the computer I surfed around, didn't do any much. Viewed Facebook, chatted some, read on forums, news, watched YouTube videos etc.

Time passed by.
When time was 7pm, my friend told me he cannot go gym today as we had decided since yesterday. Not surprised, as it happened mulitple of times before that when we are going to gym in the evenings (as he either use to sleep all morning/day or having school all morning/day). I prefer going gym in morning/day time. So if I really knew that he wouldn't go gym today I probably would have gone on the day possible.
Anyway, I was though wondering where dad and his girlfriend went, as they had been away for over 7 hours.
I also started to feel hungry, so I made macaroni, while I made the dinner my dad and his girlfriend came back home.
I ate in front of my computer, continued to do what I done all day.
Then around 9pm I packed my gymbag and started to walk towards the gym.
Arrived a gym around 10pm. Made a 6 min warmup on the bike, and then strength workout for like 1 hour.
Those exercises:
- Barbell bench press (chest)
- Pec fly machine (chest)
- Ez bar curls (biceps)
- Zottman curls (biceps + forearms)
- Wrist curls (forearms)
- Barbell shoulder pull up (or whatever it's called. Shoulders)
- Pull up and chin up (no idea what muscles really..)

Did mostly 4-5 sets for each exercise.

After that I got on the bike and did quite intense cardio for 10 minutes.

That done, I drinked my Whey FX proteindrink, took a shower and then walked back home that took me a 50 minutes.
When home, time was about 1am. Went instantly to the bathroom for a pee as I had hold in for a 20 minutes.
Then I brushed my teeth, packed up the gymbag (well, only the towel and the shaker as I'm lazy now).
And then I sat behind my computer again, where I am right now.

I will be on the computer some more time, maybe I go sleep in a 30-45 minutes from now. Time's like 02:18 now, so it been taking me like 20 minutes to write this all.
I need to write a mail now about the teamwork with an EU project that me and my friend was meeting the Monday that was.

Short and sweet. Not much time to post.

2:44AM

There was a huge toad in a pet store that wore a red ball cap and shades. If you hold a mirror up to him he would break it by staring at it.

5:19AM

My wife and I was in the old castle. There was this funny looking casper like ghost there. I walked around taking pictures and noticed that door turned into a skull. Then the ghost came but the camera flash made him disapear back outside. Every time he attacked we just shined a light at him and he would vanish.

Then the placed turned into a version of our house. My wife and I got ready for bed. I tell my wife that I wished the house was nicer in this alternate reality that we were in.

I am in some sort of bathroom and I look into the mirror. I see a woman. Curious, I look closer wondering what is happening. Then I see another reflection walk into view. At this point I realize that I am dreaming and declare lucidity. I look closer to the mirror and I feel a force pull me inside the mirror. I lose my lucidity in the process and I end up underwater. As I breathe I feel the water entering my lungs. It was a very vivid feeling. Despite this sensation I can breathe just fine. Next thing I know I am talking to a guy about plundering a dungeon in search of ancient artifacts. but I must pay 7,000 gold. I then try to look into the guys computer but for what I don't know. I remember that I had trouble shutting down the computer. No matter how many times I clicked shut down it just would not do so but finally it did. I also remember being outside playing catch with people across the street. After playing, this black man comes up and says something about how we should not play around the street. Then everyone started to have asthma attacks. For me mine wasn't as bad as what the others have had. I coughed a little bit


Note: First lucid in a long time. After combining ADA with critical questioning. Hopefully my next lucid won't be far away.

I'm at the mall just looking around at the stores, I see a manikin wearing this jacket. It looks what a ninja would wear at first, so I take it off the manikin to try it on but then I realized it changed into an ugly jacket with 'socal' stuff all over it, so I try to take it off but I struggle trying, it's like trying to get heavy wet clothes off of you that suction to the body. I keep trying, while walking to the mall directory, then I see the girl I've been in love with for years. We make eye contact, and then I panic because I'm wearing this obnoxious jacket, so I hide behind the mall directory desperately pulling at it, I get it to where only one sleeve is latching to me, then I see her walking away but looking at me with smile because she knew I was trying to get the jacket off and all I can do is smile back. Then the scene changes to my old middle school, I'm sitting up against the water fountain brick wall because I know she's behind it sitting against the building wall, and I'm exhilarated by the feeling of her presence. This makes me late for changing in the locker room for p.e. I realize this and jump up & run into the locker room, I go to where I usually get dressed, but two students are there giving me smug looks, so I walk to where my friends are and tell them if they can help me. One of my friends run to the coach in the locker room office and I see them talking. Then my friend runs back holding stuff & hands it to me, it's a loaner lock, and loaner p.e. clothes. On the lock on the back is a white sticker with a number written in sharpie, it says 88, so I use it on the locker 888 that is by my friends, I get dressed, people & my friends already when outside for p.e. I lock my clothes into the locker, then I realize I have no where to put my backpack and I don't trust people to not steal it or anything inside it, so I look around for what to do with it, then I notice an open locker just to the right of mine it is only slightly larger than mine so I jam my backpack in it then slam the locker door shut and run outside.

So I've been wanting to try out Dream Cartography lately (Seeing as I already draw my dreams) so I am going to write down some stuff here for future reference, like all the places I have been so far, how often, how I got there, and what is nearby.

Spoiler for Places I know something about that I am interested in:

My house
Frequency - 6

Dark/dusty old hotel
Location - Somewhere warm (I think of Greece), near a giant lake with Christmas trees on the other side

Rooftops of a place that looks like it's been bombed
Transit - foot
Location - part of a city

School
Frequency -7

The slum city
Transit - foot

Creepy farm yard

Island I found with bright colours and stuff
Transit - huge boat
Location - in the sea >.>

Evil Skyscraper
Transit - Well I left via wingsuit...
Location - In a city. Can be seen from the HQ

Dream Army HQ
Transit - foot
Location - In a forest. can see skyscrapers in distance

The prison where I met hitler
Location - near a village with the army in it

The swimming pool with rusty screws
Location - bad area in a city

Docks
Location - edge of ocean

The compound
Transit - Truck
Location - The middle of nowhere. Has an electric fence around it.

Aunt's villa
Transit - foot
Location - Somewhere warm

Spoiler for Places of interest that I don't have much info for:

Fortified house - for zombie defense

Mansion with a sports hall inside it

A canyon with bright colours

Hollywood sign seen from a fishing village

Army bunkhouses with creepy women and dogs

Inside a computer server

Forest

Spoiler for Places I have info on but aren't of interest:

Village with really creepy people
Transit - bicycle
Location - Near where I live maybe?

rollercoaster
location - In a city - near a dark tunnel entrance to a mine/underground laboratory

Beach mansion with 20 expensive cars outside
Location - a crowded beach, quite expensive place

Hospital set out like a multi-story shopping centre
Transit - foot
Location - opposite a gas station

Spoiler for Random crap that I don't care about:

Dark swamp

Ice arena

The new school with trains
Transit - car

Village shop
Transit - foot

Weird school/ art classroom

Apartment where I was confronted by gangsters

Asian fishing village

Campsite

Youth club

My dream was a strange and silly miss-mash of stuff from life and my past, the usual stuff, until I exited a mansion and looked over the mountainous landscape of 'China'. Instantly the realisation hit me, "I'm dreaming."

As soon as I said it I felt a rush of energy and happiness, the vividness of my dreamscape seemed to increase, and I flew into the air instantaneously with the desire to fly. I flew into some trees exulting in my new power and liberty, feeling great. I turned and headed back to the mansion and began looking in through the windows.

I wanted to explore and push the boundaries, see what I could do in the dream. I opened a window and climbed into what appeared to be a little storeroom. I noticed a bottle of drink, some non-specific alcoholic beverage by the look on the bottle, inside a mini-fridge. Possibly a sherry or wine. I became quite thirsty, and thought to myself, "I wonder if it is possible to drink in a dream?"

I opened the fridge, took the bottle, and began to take off the plastic wrapper on the outside of the screw top. It was strangely sticky and wouldn't come off my fingers. "Odd," I thought. It took a great deal of concentration and effort to get the plastic to fall off my fingers.

I unscrewed the top, but then I woke suddenly. It is still a very vivid memory to me, although I'm disappointed by the brevity.

I usually don't remember much about my dreams. However sometimes I will have dreamtime experiences that follow me into waking time - one a few years ago where I was in the woods watching a fire ceremony of sorts with this wild music, and as I woke up I could still hear the music. Another one I had what can only be described as electricity coursing through me and I was paralyzed but fully awake while trying to fall back to sleep. In that one I also had the face of a man/lion present itself and move to the crazy beating of my heart. That one I was totally awake for. This morning I reached a point in a dream where I sat down on the floor against a wall in a white room and gave some sort of permission for some sort of energy to merge with mine. I could feel the pressure from it - it was immense - and I remember thinking "I can still breathe so it is still OK". Then it became so intense I woke up from it and still felt it in what I believe was a totally conscious state. I didn't try to move until it left. I could feel it leave - Pressure left my torso first, and the feeling was similar to having a limb fall asleep in my lower legs, ankles and feet. It left more slowly there. Has anyone else had this happen? In my dream I allowed it, I welcomed it, I didn't fear it. But I have no idea why or what it was.

After a routine awakening I tried to go back to sleep. After a few minutes, without warning, a bat flew across my head and screeched. I noticed that I was now completely paralyzed. As my vision faded to black, I thought that I was dying. Instead, I woke up with my head under my sheets.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing some kind of MMO with a friend, we controlled some characters from top down. I was annoyed by p2w(pay to win) system and then friend bought everything for both of us.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in some game in 2D, that looked like Terraria. Screen was very limited and i and some people were fighting some enemies. Then screen expanded and some tree was misplaced on the level, ending up being in the air, which caused error that started spawning infinite wooden debris. View switched to 3D and now i was in the park. The infinite debris spawning error was in the sky and it produced bigger and bigger wooden debris which were falling through the ground. I noticed that sky is more like skybox in video games and decided to meddle with it a bit. I ended up creating some kind of... dark matter objects, hard to describe but they were basically geometric objects made of dark matter strings and they also were connected to the 'walls' of skybox, they were randomly moving and connection was 'dynamic' in a way that base of strings that was on the wall was moving with those. I was satisfied and then some artist with long hair showed up, he asked if he could add to it and i was fine with it. He added more detail to the constructions and now they looked even better. After that we were boasting about our art to random people that were around the place.

Date: 19/3
Duration: 3 minutes
Method: WBTB (3 hours, couldn't get back to sleep) and SSILD
Scene:
I woke up at 4:30, went to toilet and did SSILD. Couldn't fall asleep for a few hours but was comfortable.
After having a few regular dreams I wake up again in my room. I have the feeling it was a FA so I did nose-block and confirmed I was dreaming. When I felt confident I got out of bed, and was kind of unstable on my feet. I tried to open my eyes and they were very heavy but with some effort I get them open...

I am in my room, beside my bed. I again rub my hands together and look at them, and with some effort I am able to say
"this is a stable dream", "I will have a long and stable lucid dream".
Starting to move I look around my room and I notice the walls are all covered with letters which form unreadable words (yea I have a test in school on friday)
I start rubbing my hands together and use verbal commands again. I get out of my room into the hall and go into my room mates room. It is empty.
I turn around and go into my other room mates room and it is also empty.

Its sure getting exiting at this point...

The dream fades and I wake up in my bed. Another FA. I tried the same methods as before, but upon opening my eyes I actually wake up.

Reflection:
This is the longest LD I've had in quite a while. It wasn't very interesting to read, I'm sure, but the level of clarity and stability was so awesome! It also confirmed to me the technique is worth praticing.
I hope I'm on a streak and maybe next time I will go outdoors!

SpaceS Out

Date: 15/3
Time: Lucid for maybe 10 sec
Method: Short WBTB and SSILD (+WILD?)
Scene:
After doing my SSILD cycles I went back to sleep. I then woke up later again and I think I did a WILD cause I remember lying in bed waiting, and then I was in a dream.
In this dream I seemed to hover just under the ceiling of the room and I got the idea to rub my hands, legs and try to stabilize the dream. I remember looking at my feet and thats when the scene went black.
After this I got non-lucid and I remember something like 4 dreams after that which had an aura of being on the werge of lucid. For example, I looked out the window from and apartment where I attended a party, and the world outside the windows were spinning (I had some beers last night ), this was strange and I almost did a RC.
I think me forgetting to do a RC initially caused me to loose lucidity this time.
I got lucid a short while in a later dream but again I didn't RC.

Oh, one very odd thing happened towards the end of the night. I dreamt Giz Edwards were commenting on my lucid dream and looking puzzled when I told him I had hovered just beneath the ceiling of the room. Maybe he gave me some advice but I can't remember.

I have not set any specific goal other than stabilizing in the dream at the moment, but I notice that what I refer to as "going black" doesn't always mean I wake up, but rather I have a FA or just get back to non-lucid dreaming. I am at this point just focusing on getting lucid as much as possible.