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I was playing some helicopter game(I think it was Army Men Air Attack, a game from my looooooooong past before i even had a PC), and my helicopter was apparently armed with Dyson Gatlings from AI War somehow, it was pretty powerful. Later part of the game turned out to be more of an FPS or TPS.
After that game i was in dreamviews chat and then i went to play some AI War.

Friday 5/10/13

Last night bed 1:40am - 10:15am Watching The Galaxy Quest

DR1 - I'm with a friend of mine in a beach hotel. it's already second day, and I realize I have not gone to the beach yet. I look out the door and ocean on the left is in distance. The sandy beach between us is very wide. Some people are sunbathing nearby.

Something happened to my shorts, so I'm looking for new pair in a drower. There is a green pair and salmon colored one.

DR2 - I'm in a long, one story building. Feels like a hospital or clinic. I'm getting away. I make it past the main door and outside in a park I'm hiding from a nurse that's following me. She runs towards me and I can't run fast.

There are some gorillas at the front door. They are friendly and I pet one of them as I walk by.

Back inside some building. There is a guy in upstairs room and some guys friends of mine. I ask him if he is running from police. I wanna help him.

Police and FBI are taking positions outside. All you can see from bushes are shiny barrels of sniper rifles. And big, shiny badges and medals. I unwrap an old piece of cloth on the table next to this guy to take a weapon to help him defend himself. To my disappointment, there is about 5 samurai swords, only 2 shotguns. I take one of them and I'm checking out how it works.

Police chief walkes in to negotiate. I think the guy is doing to surrender.

DR3 - I'm at the wheel of an riksha type of a vehicle. 3 wheels, one place at the front. But in the back is a bed with comforters. I think a child is there with me, maybe my younger brother. We are in town K, where my gramma lives.

We are about to take off, when this old, skinny lady lifts up a tarp that serves as sides of the vehicle and gets in. She wants me to take her to the cemetary. I don't have a heart to tell her I'm not a taxi, which I think she has me confused with. But I also have a feeling, she exactly knew who I was. I feel like she as another agenda.

I tell her to sit down or lay down. She lays down and I cover her with a comforter. She gets up and fidgets. I'm worried she falls out through the tarp side. I see she is cold, I tell her to lay down again and I'll give her another comforter.

I tell her in hungarian, that I don't really know how to get to the cemetary. She says she will navigate. I tell her in my broken hungarian, that she needs to tell me couple streets before we need to make a turn, what street we need to make that turn at and if to the left or right.

I'm also asking my brother to navigate. He sais he never been there. I tell him sure you were. Then I'm trying to remember when, and I tell him we were there for our godfather. I'm thinking hard who else, then I remember my godmother.

This girl and I had been talking for a month, but we never found the time to actually hang out and see each other in person, so we kept it digital. A few weeks ago she dropped off and stopped responding to me completely, which has made me pretty upset... and now she shows up in my dreams.

Three nights ago I kept waking up every 30 minutes, causing me to have really short dreams. My last dream started with me walking in a parking lot to a small white shed. I walk into the door to a very small room that has a desk that seperates the room from a kitchen. In the kitchen looking through the opening was Beth, the girl I had been talking to. Immediately, I'm swept with these crazy feelings of anything I consider to be for lack of a better explanation love. It's that feeling that causes me to lose my breath and get a very heavy sensation in my stomach, causing me to be nervous. So I walk up to the window and ask her for some ice cream and I can see she has a unicorn tattoo on her cheek maybe because IRL she's connected to being one. In the kitchen is a bunch of silver kitchen instruments and Beth's IRL producer working on some ice cream. Beth asks me what kind of flavor I want and then she decides that I want cookies and cream so she starts stirring something in her hands and screams "YOU'RE GETTING MY SPECIAL COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM" and the dream ends.

Two nights ago I was having this dream about this gigantic water park and I was in a huge lazy river with a bunch of random people. The river was coming to the end so I was preparing to exit as a bunch of lifeguards were on the sides yelling. The lazy river was probably 30 feet wide and there was no ceiling. I remember the walls being pink and purple drapes and curtains along with jagged green crystals sticking out. Anyways, I step out of the lazy river and then I'm suddenly at my friend Mason's house in the back. That's when Beth and her friend Jessica step out from the back door and walk closer to me. She sees me and smiles and I smile back. She walks up to me and I sit down onto my car that's behind me as she sits on my lap. We start to kiss and I feel all of the emotion pour out of me as this overwhelming feeling comes back to me and I'm struggling to breathe as we continue to kiss for what seems like forever, but in reality lasted probably 10 seconds. We pull back and smile at each other before the dream fades...

Last night was a potpourri of lots and lots of unstable little WILDs and DEILDs. Very very confusing night, but I was glad that I managed to tough it out and keep spooling up more dreams.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #92: DEILDs and Demigods

The WILD sticks me into a hazy, insubstantial scene. I have a dream body, but I can't tell where I am. I try to Hulk jump to someplace new and upon landing, I wake up...

I hold still for DEILD, repeating "here and now" and "I'm dreaming". Everything's still dark, but at some point, I feel like I'm dreaming. I mentally move my right hand to my face, pinch my nose shut, and try to breathe, blowing right through. I get out of bed, fall through the floor, and have a false awakening back in bed.

I'm still suspicious, so I hit the nose pinch again and confirm that I'm still dreaming. This instability has rattled me a bit, so I wait for a dream scene to form, temporarily forgetting how to handle myself in the void. Rather than take me anyplace, the dream fades out and I wake up for real.

Come on. Stay in there. I try not to worry too much about this, but I'm a little rattled. I stay still, working for DEILD, and finally a scene starts forming that looks like the inside of a cave. I try rubbing my hands on the floor of the cavern and it feels real -- I'm in.

I'm crouched on a long downward slope in a cavern of red rock. The tunnel is large and well-lit and a number of DCs in street clothes are watching me, seemingly anticipating that I'll do something. I decide to put on a little show, hopping into the air, floating gently along the slope for about 25 feet. There are gasps of astonishment and a crowd starts to gather.

"I'm dreaming all of this," I explain to the crowd.

Murmurs of disagreement from the crowd. One man walks up and says, "No. I've done lucid dreaming myself, and this is totally different." The people in the crowd start trying to convince me that I'm a demigod demonstrating my powers. I half-heartedly object, but they are unanimous, convincing, and very persistent. Eventually I'm persuaded and lose lucidity. I perform various dream control stunts like telekenesis and producing lightning. The whole time I think that they're god powers, even gratefully noting that lucid dreaming was great practice for becoming a "demigod". I do this for a while, shamelessly enjoying the adoration.

I wake up, slightly annoyed at my own stupidity. Quick bathroom trip, back to bed for a second WILD. I emerge on a street scene with several eye-catching female DCs walking by in different directions. I realize that I'm totally staring, think briefly about menthol, and then wake up.

I DEILD back into the void. I imagine that I'm swinging a gladius for a bit and eventually I find myself in a kitchen that looks a bit like my own. I'm muttering something about "sulbutiamine" (a drug I'd read a mention of recently.) An Asian woman in a business suit gives me an unfriendly look. "I've taken sulbutiamine," she says. Her demeanor darkens and her eyes turn completely black. "And I've taken drugs that made it so I never rotted in my coffin." Her face has grown pallid and vaguely zombie-like, and she advances slowly toward me.

I'm very creeped out by her but mostly I'm annoyed that she's trying to inject this nightmare nonsense into what was planned to be my cool lucid dream. I turn away and decide to just think about something else so she'll fade out. I walk over to the window and look out into the night. The dream fades and I wake up.

I go for DEILD once more... I'm on a street scene, standing next to a cute, tall-ish redhead. She's smiling warmly, and she has her arms open like she wants to hug. I feel exhausted and grateful, and I gladly hug her. She nibbles my ear and I respond by kissing her neck, coming close to losing lucidity. I shake it off, though, thinking that I need to ask her to help me back on the right track with this crazy sequence of dreams. I'm struggling to find the words, but she seems to understand, pulling away and somehow drawing up even taller. Now she's truly a giant, about nine feet tall. She reaches down, places a hand on the back of my head, and guides me toward a huge television.

My wife and kids are here playing some kind of video game and they happily invite me to join them. The interface is like a super-slick version of Steam. Soon there's a controller in my hands and we're playing a combination music and puzzle game. As I'm trying to learn how it works, I lose lucidity again, but still have a good time playing for a while. I keep thinking of great enhancements for the game and for this "Steam" interface and the ideas keep winding up in the game itself. I'm amazed by this. I feel impressed but sad that the developers "already thought of all my great ideas." We all play together for some time, and after that the dream fades to oblivion.

Too Much Energy [DILD]

This lucid is from last night, I waited a little too long to record it so some of the details from the non-lucid part of the dream that I wrote down I can't really remember anymore. I've got the lucid part down though.

I was walking past this girl S when I realized I was dreaming, and I followed this path out of a parking garage and it took me to this big open area between really big buildings with a pond in between and an awesome sky view. I was really sped up and started to think that I should calm myself and just try to meditate or something, so I sat down in the grass at the end of one side of the pond. I was just planning on staring at the water but I felt way too stimulated, and the second I tried to keep myself still the dream started reacting. The water started undulating intensely and creating big waves and everything else started to get hazy.

I looked away and got up and just tried to go into one of the buildings instead, but it was too late to save it and I woke up.

Fragment #1

i was outside a building, which, when looking back, i think was some sort of mental asylum. someone who i guessed to be a patient there was outside being interviewed by a news presenter, and thats all i remember.

Fragment #2

this time i was by the entrance of the same building, just on the other side of some huge brick walls. the patients were beginning to step outside, but a crowd of people outside the gate forced them back in. i remember arguing with a woman through a gap in the gate

the date of these dreams was 9th may 2013/ early morning of 10th may

im unsure if these are 2 fragments, because i dont remember anything between these 2, or about my transition from the outside of the walls to the inside, or if its all 1 dream because the setting was the exact same

I was at some concert(Muse, I think) and we were setting up. I had to be on stage pretending to be a fangirl. Don't know why.
I had to make a questions and answer video for them to play at the concert and my assistant was some little girl. Since she was so little, she sucked at making videos, so I pretty much did it myself. I woke up before I could finish.

Pre bed: Brain multi vit

Result: vividness plus sleepiness, emotional dreams

WBTB: fail, no tea, no menthol

Recall method: none

Fragment1: two guys that are dreamers meet. It seems that all three of us have great self-control and understanding.
mood: positive

Dream2: I am in my old neighborhood, now go into some strange house where I am good friends with the DC owner. There is like a gathering of people, my mom's friends, some classmates that I don't like etc. For some reason, I begin teasing them and they react very aggressively. Everybody is looking at me, shouting at the same time, there is heavy tension and hatred? The DC guy is the only friendly person in the room, and I worry that he will be forced to join the group of aggressive DCs.
mood: aggression in the air

Later on I go to his room, there are two beds in the room, he is sharing the room with his sister but I notice only one desk. There is another room, where he was born, so they are keeping it for the next generation. My father is also there.
mood: inquisitive

In another part of the house, later on. The DC is now somebody I know, and I make him happy. I am concerned about doing the whole thing, but it is too late.
mood: sexual

Fragment3: One of our guests who initially insisted the bedsheets are dirty and disgusting now tells me that we only need to sprinkle them with water and put them back. I disagree and tell her that she contradicts herself. This leads to a scandal and there is more tension in the air.

Comments: OK, I have completely ruined it today. I told myself yesterday, I make a plan in the evening, then have the discipline to follow my plan, no matter what my mood is during WBTB. Why oh why did I turn off the alarm clock and went to bed, when the plan was to have some tea before that? A little bit of wakefulness was exactly what I needed! I really have to get more serious about the WBTB, only once in a week is a true fiasco!

And another reminder: every time there is sexual attraction to another guy, at least do RC, chances are this is a dream!

Oh, anyways....feed your brain multivitamins make for a neurotic personality it seems.

Moving
I'm in the process of moving. It's the house in Oklahoma I lived in with my mom. There are a lot of other people helping at the house, all dream characters, I don't know any of them. I'm walking with a woman and saying that we're almost finished getting everything into the truck.
"There's a startling amount of furniture though." I gesture to the antique chairs that are stacked seat, to seat. A loveseat and a couch. All antique looking with white cushions and a small black picture spaced every 4 inches of fabric. I leave her and walk the house, making sure we haven't forgotten anything.
Upstairs there's an attic closet, except in the dream there are two, side by side. I've dreamed it like this before. I open one door and see all the boxes inside, and all the junk mixed in. I open the other door and it's mostly junk without boxes. In the far corner of the room across from the attic closet are giant bags of groceries. There's at least 4 loaves of bread and some chips. I wonder how long the bags have been up here. The food looks fine but I know no one has been up to the second floor in months.
I head back downstairs and I start helping them pack more things. We get the last of the boxes and then the woman I walked with earlier says,
"Now it's just the furniture."
"OH! I'm so sorry." I interject, "There's the attic closet upstairs too. Most of it is boxed."
She looks a little annoyed.
I know I went back up into the junked out attic closet but I can't remember what I did there.

Murder
The same dream characters that helped me move are in this dream too. I'm helping a woman track down her father. The police think he murdered someone, but we are trying to prove that he didn't. We're in an empty bar. The woman (she's short and round, wearing her hair back in a little tail, wearing a blue t-shirt and a black jacket), returns from outside carrying a box with two stain pad tools in it (something I see at work). She's saying that her friend couldn't find her father's DNA on them even though the receipts say they are his.
"So that means..."
"That there was someone else here with him." We finish together. It makes perfect sense. "What do his phone records say?"
"He placed several calls to the Scarlet Pony the day he went missing." She replies.
I go and look out the window, wondering if it's the bar across the street. The sign is bright red and says something like "Red Play" or "Pli Red".
I leave to investigate a property he purchased recently.

There's a lapse. I'm walking on the curb where a parking lot meets the street. An annoying group of people cuts me off so they can walk beside the curb. They don't even bother to move when a car drives around the corner. I step into the parking lot to avoid them, and the group weaves back into the parking lot and stands by their car, laughing with each other about how pointless the detour to the curb was.
I'm too annoyed to admit that they did me a favor, I would never have been able to reach the house by following the curb. , there's a bridge connecting the parking lot to the house I've come to investigate. The structure is unpainted weathered wood with a single window. I see the women from earlier, along with another, standing at the door trying to decide if they should go in. I try to decide if I should bother avoiding them or just meet them inside. I walk to the edge and consider jumping across and going in through the back door but I'm not sure I can make the leap. Instead I cross the bridge and follow them inside.
The house is only two rooms, a living area and a bedroom. Under the window is a long work table littered with tools. There's a rocking chair with rotted out cushions, and then on the right hand wall are two book cases. One of them has an arched top. I realize that a girl I used to work with is standing next to me along with the DC from earlier. She has her red hair pulled back in a ponytail, and her blue eyes are wide as she leans forward to examine the titles.
"I want something REAL." She says.
I try to help her pick a book, but the only titles that stand out are fantasy. I don't remember them now, there was one about different fairytale creatures and one with a title that could have been real but I knew was fantasy. I point one out.
"That isn't REAL." She says scornfully. "None of this can HAPPEN."
I keep trying to help her find a book. We hear a noise from outside and I see the outside of the house. A dozen police officers have met in the parking lot and are going to storm the house, they think a murderer is here. We huddle down by the work table. We can hear them move to encircle the house.
Annie mutters, "What's taking them so long? Why aren't they in here yet?"
The other DC gets up and takes a quick peek out the window.
"Um...they're using goats to herd cats." She says.
Annie snaps at her, annoyed, "Why would the police care about herding cats?"
I decide I need to see this and I stand up, look outside. The officer in charge looks exactly like Robert Patrick the guy who played the villain terminator in Terminator 2. I'm really amused by that.
As I duck back down I say "Apparently herding cats is really important if you're a Terminator." I start laughing, the other two look at me like I'm crazy.
"Come on, we might be able to sneak out the back when they come in the front."

There's a short lapse. We're standing outside at the back of the house. It's a narrow grassy area. The grass is vividly green. I notice there's a drop off in the landscape, and I start to jump across but Annie grabs at my shirt, throwing me off balance.
"There's a hole there!"
I know she was just trying to help so I try not to be annoyed, I jump across the gap and pointedly think that I should be glad someone was looking out for me.
From there I can see a river and a concrete storm drain, and a thin spidery hand gripping the edge. The sight of it scares me. It very slowly releases its grip and disappears, I'm relieved that whatever it was didn't leap out and kill us. I follow the river, it hooks around to the front of the cliff where the house is perched.
I notice a deep birds nest in the grass with a clutch of bright turquoise eggs. I'm thinking they would make fantastic food for my companions when a man interrupts me. He's about 60, straight backed and tall. He's wearing all faded black, green and grey. Black pants, green vest, plaid shirt, with a worn black cap.
"What are you doing? Are you stupid? Don't touch those!"
I snatch my hand back but disturb a patch of grass. One of the blades lashes out and slashes an uneven mark in my throat, it's deeper on the ends than in the middle. I see a view of my throat and the cut, and my hand pressed over it. I scramble backwards and he regards me moodily.
"Well? What are you doing?"
"I didn't know this land belonged to anyone."
"Oh so you can just explore as you like. Serves you right for touchin' things that don't belong to you."
He gestures sharply and I know I have to follow him into the house. He whirls around to face like his conscience took hold and forced him to do it, he examines the cut. "Yer lucky. If it had been fully matured it'd be poison."

We go inside. There's an extra room now, a kitchen. He sets a pot on the burner and asks me terse questions while he makes tea. At some point he changes into a young woman. She looked a little like this , she's wearing all grey. Her hair is pulled back into a loose bun, when she looks at me I notice her eyes are pale pink rimmed in an angry blood red. I feel like it would be easy for this to become a nightmare. She seems to seethe for a moment, then she presses her lips together tightly and turns back to the tea.
"Did you take something from the field?"
It's about then that I realize I have something in my hand. "No." I lie.
"I can feel it on you, give it back!" She hisses. Suddenly she's the old man. I don't see the change happen. He towers over me and I hold out my hand. I have three tiny blue eggs in my hand. He swipes them from my palm. I wonder if I should tell him I have something in my other hand too. As he turns back to the stove he breaks the eggs into a pan.
"I thought we couldn't eat those."
"It's only fine if the keeper of the land prepares them for you. I have the secret." Now he's the woman again. I get a close up of her face, her eye color is odd, like there's a texture to the color. Hammered, or like a shell, seeming flaky. There's even a small fleck of pale turquoise above her pupil. They're very pretty.
The front door is now beside me, it stands open, I look outside and see Annie and the other DC beckoning to me.
"Go then." The pink eyed woman says sternly to me. I see another close up of her eyes. I start to leave and then I turn back.
"I just wanted to tell you, your eyes are such a pretty color."
She smiles a little.

Some nice recall.

Dream 1:

I was in some sort of jungles, there were treehouses and bridges between them and i was talking to somebody.
Later i was playing some GTA-looking game by being in it. I didn't really was liking it but i had to find someone important. I had special power of some kind and i was using it to fight some bandits while checking random houses. Soon i found house i was searching for, inside it was mostly empty except for a complex pipe system. There was some scientist dude, that's who i was searching for.
Then i was back at home and i was playing some AI War-like game. I was playing as champion type ship and some other people were controlling everything else. Our base was located... in the mountains instead of space apparently, and we had walls. Our mission was to defend the base against ever increasing in power enemy waves that were coming from two paths. I selected 'Spire' ship and i liked the change that was added in 'newest version'(Not IWL): his laser attack was auto aiming at enemies in the process instead of being fixated. Enemy fleet had various ships and there were also a few champion ships as well. At one point we had Spire ship versus spire ship laser duel between my ship and enemy ship.
When we finished with main waves, three enemy 'bosses' suddenly appeared right near the walls of the base, they were apparently some star wars related characters, according to game one of them was Boba Fett. They were powerful but soon. after constant fire from the fleet, they were down, not without some losses in the fleet, and most of walls were destroyed as well. Then the final boss appeared, it was some character too, but can't recall who. He was ridiculously overpowered and was able to deal huge damage by throwing units into air by suddenly raising the ground below them or smashing them into mountains by extending said mountains. At same time i got access to new champion ship... which looked like mini-fortress structure from AI War. I used it and started tanking the boss, this mini-fortress was extremely good at resisting damage from his attacks, eventually enemy was defeated and we won.
Back at the home i was talking to that scientist guy about the AI war game, or something related to that, but after some time he was in hurry and he used some secret passage that we apparently had to go somewhere. I followed him. The path was going through dark underground and soon i got to the area where there was lair of some creature. It was sleeping. I got around silently and near the exit i noticed the car, it looked like it was guarding path, so i decided to go back. The creature on the way back was partially awoken, so i had to sneak around the wall to not be noticed. Shortly i had problem remaining hidden, but then some purple dragon appeared and helped me and we got back to home.
I went back to playing AI War(As i recall, in dream there was something major happening, beyond than just a game). I was attacking the White AI with my ship, which was reverted back to spire model. Along with allied fleet we had no problem defeating this AI, which was called 'Forcefield lord' for a reason that it used forcefields everywhere and all over the place. But in the final area, AI homeworld, we had to fight really overpowered enemy champion ship. It had some weird weapons and abilities, one of which was ability to summon three rotating rainbow lasers which were dealing alot of damage, we barely managed to win.
Back at home scientist dude returned and i was trying to get him to do something, i was telling him that whatever he done in the past doesn't matters and he still has all chances. We were back to the game together and we were overpowering the AI force, there were still alot of those forcefields but soon everything was mostly clear. Soon many nations arrived in the game and there was an race on capturing all the planets that were AI owned. We all had some ridiculously quick ships and we decided to start with the most away planets, but soon everything finished(not sure who won the race tho).
Later i went to watch some anime and in one anime there was some guy that was learning the triple rainbow laser move apparently. He figured out a technique that summoned spiritual clones, which created many yellow energy spheres, which then were combined into rainbow shards. He managed to fire the lasers by concentrating power through shards. Soon dream ended.

Dream 2:

I was playing some game that was themed around some virtual city. I was controlling some character from third person and was talking to some NPCs. During talk with certain NPCs, the character used power to transform into some blue furry thing, saying 'Yeah, i can do that', then transforming back. I was leading character through various areas, and then there was bar area where was alot of talk. After talking to NPCs i went to buy some upgrades and weapons and then there was fight somewhere else.
Later i was playing another game(or maybe same game but different mode), i was controlling some slenderman-looking thing with dark-red aura, going through some kind of maze. I was scaring the living out of some people and using teleportation abilities. Soon some super ability got charged use of which caused some weird transformations and distortions and all the people got scared and started trying to hide in a closet, then everything went dark.
Later i went to sleep, but was not able to do so because family was watching some kind of anime about war. In it some commando soldier was talking to some woman and then they went to fight some other commandos. They were searching for superweapons, one of which was called 'Armageddon Nuke'. At some point they were going through some bunker and fighting with some soldiers. Later on the story continued outdoors and there was some memorial for some bald kid, they were talking about it and then some other kid joined the talk. They found some another place and started making base here near some kind of farm. They used some robots for building, but there was not enough fuel for them, so they deployed some alternate robots that used water for fuel, they were connected through pipes to some lake. The target of building was making the superweapon. As the construction was progressing, some robots malfunctioned and started burning down the plants with flamethrowers. They stopped them and there was talk about how due to another war in the past, all robots were programmed to destroy plants for some reason. Then dream ended.

Had a WILD this morning. I normally give up very easily with WILDS and so don't often have them. I laid on my back in bed and I kept wanting to roll over and just sleep. Instead I just stayed focused on the colourful dots behind my eye lids. They weren't doing anything out of the ordinary and I started to think there was no point until they began to form the outline of my bedroom. Gradually they started to become more detailed and more 3D until suddenly my room was crystal clear. It was so bright and vivid and such a perfect replica I started to think maybe I wasn't asleep and that I was just laying in bed with my eyes open. To test this I tried to open my eyes and I did end up opening my real eyes and ending the dream. However I just closed my eyes again and let everything unfold once more.

When I got back in I wasn't in my house. I've been building a dream world called Eden for a couple of months now and there's a house I built for me and several DC's. I found myself in that house. I was in the kitchen which is quite a long, white room with massive windows that look out onto the swimming pool. Theres a TV and some sofas' at the very end and I could just about make them out but they were blurry. One of the DC's was sat down reading. I continued walking around although I often forgot where doors led and not everything was exactly how I had planned it but then again, a house that I've never physically been in will take a lot of time to master in my dreams. I began to ascend the stairs and went into Dean's room. In there he has several vending machines and a fridge. When I opened the fridge lots of vegetables fell out. I knew this was wrong. The fridge is meant to be stacked with beer, not vegetables.
The dream started to fade but very slowly. I noticed how it was harder to see and how my body felt quite light and gradually it started to feel more and more like I was watching my dream on a TV rather than being in it. I remember finding a certain DC and kissing them. After that the dream ended.

Tried WBTB after 5 hours of sleep, but couldn't do it properly because my brother had trouble getting back to sleep after waking up, so I didn't want to disturb him. Soon enough I lost conciousness and started dreaming, I can't recall most of it but I remember talking to some girls from my high school.

After that lots of waking up in my REM cycles and lots of new dreams. I attempted a WILD in one of those occasions but I wasn't focused enough on my mantra and I fell asleep, again, to internal dialogue and thoughts. Dreamt about my dad and me having to check on a dead body of some old person thought to be my neighbour. His wife was playing dead in the body bag with him, I noticed her breathing and exposed her. I cursed aloud about how could she do this and that we could have gotten arrested for murder because they would have seen she died of choking and not heart attack like her husband.

After that a dream about some sisters. The younger one had short blonde hair, hated studying and going to school, and the older one had longer hair and was determined to be a business woman. Fast forward about 20 years later the older sister is working as a director in a school and her younger sister is working as an accountant in the same school, constantly complaining about something namely the kids constantly bothering her about something because someone that did that job had been replaced or something. There is a lot more backstory to this but I can't recall it. I also remember looking at my phone and it had damaged edges like they've been scrapped off.

So to sum it up had a lot of NLD's. Most of those were around 6-8 hours of sleep. I think I can afford to plan my further WBTB attempts at 6-7 hours into sleep. I will also place my phone by the bed so I have something to do instead of standing up during WBTB, it's not the best option but it will have to do. Cheers!

05/09/13

Healing
I am lying on a blanket in the middle of a field of green grass. I lie there for a few minutes, looking up at the blue sky as clouds drift by. It is very relaxing. I am lying there relaxing when I feel something wrapping around my right wrist, it feels like a snake. I hesitate just a little too much before sitting up. A snake thing wraps around my other wrist. I look around and see I am not alone there, I am surrounded by Templars. The places where the snakes… more like tendrils… are holding my wrists are burning. There's some kind of dark energy pulsing through the tendrils. The tendrils are extending from two of the Templars, right out of their right hands. One Templar says there's nothing I can do to stop it now, they own me. I form hidden blades on each arm and twist around to cut the tendrils. There are many more tendrils heading my direction from all the other Templars. I form Witchblade into a sword instead of hidden blades and cut through the tendrils as they try to grab hold of me. There are just too many of them, they're all coming too fast. I won't be able to hold them off for long. I get another idea. I put the sword away and let the tendrils wrap around my body. I focus on the song spell Whiplash by Metallica, sending the energy back along the tendrils to their source. The backlash of energy knocks each of the Templars back on their asses. They are recovering quickly and sending the tendrils out again. I start to set off an Immortal Fire spell, but I don't get all the way through setting it up before I am grabbed by the tendrils again. I use Phantom Lord by Metallica to create a wall of fire around myself, the tendrils burn off.

During the time the wall of fire is protecting me I am able to complete the Immortal Fire spell. A blast of energy extends out from me, destroying my own wall of fire and all the Templars standing around the outside of it. When the energy clears I am alone in the field. My first goal is the usual healing. Since I wasn't able to find Nomad and Winter on the moon earlier I decide to try the healing glen first. I open a portal and go through to find out my choice was correct. Nomad and the crystal golem are standing near a levitating Winter. I go over to them and focus on the healing spell Voices, directing healing energy through Winter. Golden energy is permeating the entire area, flowing through everyone there. It feels very relaxing. I hadn't realized it but I had been quite angry at the Templars for intruding on my earlier peaceful dream. I realize how angry I had been as I am calming down now. I am so relaxed I feel I might fall asleep. As the spells are coming to a close I really do fall asleep and wake up in bed.  

Dark Tower: Ambush!
I am in a comfortable looking house with three other people. I don't remember the name of the one, but the other two are Roland and Eddie. The third man is staring at me with his jaw open. He says he never actually saw a walk-in walk in before, now he's seen everything. I tell him there's one more to join us. I think about getting MoSh into the dream. I have had an idea for improving the chances of shared dreaming so I decide to test it out with someone I know I can make a connection with. I focus on the song Dream On by Aerosmith, but I change the lyrics from "Sing with me, sing for the years. Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears. Sing with me, just for today. Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away," to "Dream with me, dream of the years. Dream of the laughter, dream of the tears. Dream with me, just for today. Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away." I focus on the alternate lyrics while keeping in mind who I want to make contact with. After a brief pause MoSh appears in front of me, looking a bit disoriented. Roland says we really need to get moving now, before Balazaar's goons come after us. Eddie seems to want to talk to the other man some more. Roland tells him to talk as we go. He asks who can drive. Eddie, then me, then the other man, and finally MoSh all say we can drive. It appears Roland is the odd one out there. So we go outside to where there is a car and a truck parked. I am hoping I didn't lie, I am not familiar with driving a stick shift… I need not have worried, it is an automatic. MoSh, Eddie, and the other guy all get in the truck, which I find a bit odd… there is more room in the car… I decide not to worry about seating arrangements. I drive the car, following after the truck, Roland is in the seat beside me. Roland is silent for a while, then he finally asks where exactly it is that MoSh and I come from… is it from Eddie's world? I don't have to figure out an answer for that, however, as the truck in front of us blows a tire and skids off into the ditch. I slam on the brakes just in time to keep from hitting the row of spikes on the road. We are under attack! I wonder how they had time to set up an ambush. Roland is out of the car in an instant with his gun drawn, he takes out two of the goons before they can react and take cover behind a couple vehicles hidden alongside the road. I get out of the vehicle quickly, but not fast enough. We are in a shootout. But do I have a gun? I don't see a gun anywhere, I am dressed in my Assassin robes, I have two hidden blades… didn't anyone tell me not to bring a hidden blade to a gun fight? Shooting is going on around me while I look for my gun. I want to help out somehow… so I sneak off to the side and into the trees. Maybe if I can just get behind them… Someone shoots at me, but he misses and leaves himself open to be shot, I think he gets shot by MoSh. So MoSh got a gun and all I got was hidden blades? I focus on summoning a gun but nothing happens. Shit. The shooting continues. I circle through the trees, and I spot a pair of goons approaching with the same idea I had. I climb up into a tree before they see me. Then as they are passing below me I jump out of the tree and do a double assassinate on the two goons before they can circle around behind Roland and the others.

I think that might be why I couldn't summon a gun… if I had, I wouldn't have been sneaking around and found these two! I go to continue circling around behind the other goons when there is an explosion. Someone must have ignited a gas tank. I see smoke rising from the trees ahead, but then the dream fades out and I wake partially… I doze back into the dream, not lucid now, and time has passed. I am with Eddie, Roland, and MoSh and we are in a nice looking house talking to Stephen King, which I think is pretty awesome. I wish I had one of his books to get signed. MoSh is looking around the room. Roland is saying something about Stephen King creating us. I tell Roland that I don't think Stephen King created anyone, but he can see into other worlds that most people deny the existence of. Influence events? That seems likely, let it be written, let it be done. But create real living people? Only a god can do that. But I really want to know how he can see the other worlds, because I want so badly to see the other worlds while I am awake, to have final proof that they exist… Then I ask Stephen King if he could write me a door… a door from my own house into my inner world, or a door to any world where magic works, really. Because if I just had my powers I could go anywhere. A short story would surely do. Make the door appear in June 2013, please. In the home of Raven Knight. And not locked, or write in a key with it. Stephen King looks at me strangely, and then I wake up.
 
Dream With Me
I am in my own room lying in bed. I sit up and stroke a furry animal by my side. The animal pikas at me. Pikas? I feel another animal beside me, and this one vees when I pet it. "Pika!" "Vee!" A pikachu and an eevee. I get out of bed and do a reality check, which is something I am trying to get in the habit of doing every time I wake up in bed. I pinch my nose and find I can still breathe. I'm dreaming! My first thought is to just go outside and fly somewhere, I always like flying dreams. I think for a few minutes, then I remember I had a goal of trying to share a dream with a couple people. I decide to try my new song spell to reach someone I haven't dreamed with before, or at least not much. My first goal will be to share a dream with FH. I remember he wanted to get to the moon so I will do it from there. I open a portal. Nothing happens. I wonder why it's not working. I look at my closet door for a bit and then open it. My closet door leads to the moon. I go through the door to a place at the base of the tower. The door vanishes behind me. I focus on the song Dream On by Aerosmith, but I change the lyrics from "Sing with me, sing for the years. Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears. Sing with me, just for today. Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away," to "Dream with me, dream of the years. Dream of the laughter, dream of the tears. Dream with me, just for today. Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away." Now I just have to focus on who I want to make contact with. I realize I have absolutely no idea what image to focus on. I focus on the idea of bringing FH to the moon as I focus on the altered lyrics. At first nothing seems to be happening. Then someone starts to take shape. It's like a malfunctioning transporter on Star Trek.

The image forms a bit, then disappears a bit, then forms again. I try to get a good look at the image but I am failing. A man, I'm bad with ages but my guess is in his 30's, dark hair, his hair is short, might be slightly receding… he is average build and height… the image is so non-descript, this could describe countless men out there. I wonder if that's what FH really looks like or if that's just how I picture him… I think the image is going to come into focus but instead it disappears. I drop an Italian curse word… Cazzo. I was also going to try to share an Assassin's Creed dream with SJ. Key note being Assassin's Creed. I focus on the alternate lyrics again, and this time I have a clear image to focus on. Pretty, long dark hair… Maybe I can pull SJ into a dream and shift this dream to an Assassin's Creed setting at the same time. So now I focus on the song, and on both of us being in an Assassin's Creed world. The scene around me does shift. I do teleport. I find myself in a place that looks like one of the cities from Assassin's Creed, the original game. I think it is Jerusalem. I am standing between two buildings, out of sight of the main walkways and streets. Perfect, I think SJ would like to meet Altaïr. As I am focused on the image of SJ someone starts to form in front of me. Then I start questioning myself… what if we get attacked by a hoard of Templars? If we get surrounded and attacked, would that make it a nightmare for her? No… I don't think so. Give her a sword and she could play virtual reality Assassin's Creed like I have done in previous dreams where I wasn't lucid. So I keep focusing on SJ. She is materializing, it is working! Someone rudely shoves me out of the way, I lose focus, and SJ disappears. I look and see Altaïr has pushed me out of the way. I step back out in front of some guards that are chasing Altaïr, and they run right into me, we all fall down in a pile. The guards quickly get up, several of them are cursing at me, and they continue in the direction Altaïr went… but I figure he is probably long gone. I am thinking about trying Dream On one more time when I wake.

Thursday, 5/9/13

DR: I'm going in a boat to the other side of the lake. The dock we come to is called garfield. I follow someone up a long and steep bank, that has some metal walkway. Metal is of sun-bleached red color. I notice how it bends under my weight.

Went for a OBE at 2pm. Got some strong relaxation feeling in about 5 min, but a neigbor talked very loud to someone right under my window. Tried to ignore them and I acctually got some very nice HH - i was flipping through some colorful catalog with flowers.

Every time I exhaled, I felt as if a baloon under my back was inflating and I was higher and higher and more lighter. This was a first.

I was falling asleep, but then the noise was just too much and it all stopped. Then I was just falling asleep without HH or anything. My goal was not to take a nap but to have OBE/WILD, so I got up. My legs felt mushy for a while. All in all, nice experience.

Strange graveyard upon the green hill

I'm writing this wayyy after I woke up so there's certain details left out but I remember meeting a group of people in a neighborhood wearing flowy clothing and a man, with an earring and looks like a white version of Vaas Montenegro handed me a brass bubbler with bolts on it and asked if I wanted to smoke. I looked and my mother (who is VERY VERY against smoking) was standing there and I apologized and said I couldn't smoke. Then I remember looking and seeing my mother smoking a cigarrette (another thing she greatly opposes) and then I thought, screw this I'm taking a hit and he held it while I inhaled and held it for a while and he signaled for me to exhale and I did and he gave me a thumbs up lol. I instantly felt high and started having conversations with people around me which included his family and some were classmates at my high school. We fooled around and laughed for a bit and I decided to walk off to this hill (it was beautiful daylight outside) and after walking up the greenhill I found myself at a graveyard stacked with many tombstones. On the tombstones were pictures drawn by little kids in bright crayon. Everything, I suppose as a result of being high was very bright and vivid to me but the drawings gave this weird feeling. It was joyful because the colors were bright but at the same time the fact that it was a graveyard and the pictures were taped onto tombstones was a bit strange. I stood there for a bit and walked through the graveyard and I think another dream character was there too.

Note: In my AP Literature class, we just finished exams and we watched Lion King today and I believe the graveyard scene was influenced by that movie because there is a scene which Simba goes to the elephant graveyard and almost gets eaten by the hyenas. xD I don't know if it provides any meaning to the dream or not but it seems like a coincidence to me.