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2013-06-01

#1:
It felt like I was in a Pokemon game. Not much to say about it, except I was only walking around.

#2:
At the end of a long "dungeon", there were books called Black to White and White to Black (I think this was a reference to Pokemon). The whole books were sort of like puzzles and the pages split from being black to being white in the middle of each page. They had a lot of pictures as well, and I think they were written by J.K. Rowling.

#3:
My dad had people over. I think he invited over the people with the first phone numbers (1-111-111-1111, 1-111-111-1112 etc) and quite a few came. My cousin was there as well. We were given riddles to solve collaboratively.

It was a long night and I kept waking up periodically and remembering fragments of dreams. They were too vague to be worth writing down, though, and I ended up forgetting most of them.

Only Fragmet I remember:

I was in Arkansas with my family. There were quartz crystal points lying on the ground and we were picking them up. They were all clean, unlike the ones you dig up from the mines.


Dream in the morning:

I was seated in a large building, I'm guessing as a member of the audience. My sister was sitting to my left. I had my iPad and was looking at everything through the camera view. At first I saw that there were what looked like thousands of people in auditorium seating. I think there was some sort of graduation ceremony, and a small group of people sitting in one corner were dressed in green dinosaur suits. They were picking up their awards or diplomas or whatever.

The next time I looked around the space, however, it was more like a library than an auditorium. A gorgeous, ornate library like one would expect to see in a royal palace or the Vatican. The atmosphere also changed from what had seemed to be educational to a more political one.

I was watching Peanuts on my iPad. Snoopy and Woodstock were leaving the house by sitting on plants that would stretch out their leaves to get them out the door. Woodstock's plant didn't stretch nearly far enough and he fell. He was starting to try again, with the plant closer to the door this time, when from behind him, Snoopy's plant grew a very long leaf and Snoopy was able to get out of the house (no idea why they couldn't just walk out!)

A Polish man who looked to be about 50 sat down in the seat to my right. He asked if it was alright if he lit his cigarette. I don't like smoke, and also didn't think it was legal for him to smoke there, but it seemed easier to just say he could. My sister appeared annoyed that I'd let him smoke next to us.

Next I was in a smaller group of people and the same guy joined the group. Apparently he was somebody important.


Note: this is the third time in two weeks I've dreamt of dino suits. First it was my dad, then my parrot, and now these strangers. Weird.

Lying in the bed beside of another person. Sex not important. One could see a TV-screen with icons which were lucid (bright), however very weak. I have chosen chicken with remote control. That pleases me, but strange, I couldn't hear them.

1. [non-lucid]
Walking through a long not too busy airport hallway, with two other people (didnt notice who). The dream ended, I think because my leg began to ake and woke me or i just don't remember.

2. [non-lucid]
Sitting on the edge of the pool, someone was in the pool willing me to drop into the pool and to catch me, I decided to not drop into the pool and instead I stood up and turned, the dream ends.

Saturday Morning 1st June 2013

Again i was horrifically drunk last night and wasn't expecting to have a Lucid Dream this morning, but i got one. I've found being hungover makes it very difficult to stabilize the dream, takes some effort! It's also harder to recall your dreams, but here is what i remember.

I don't remember much prior to being lucid, just being at some druggie sort of hide out in a dark area. This guy come up to me and started on me, it came to me pretty quick that i was dreaming. But i almost lost the dream and took me a while to get proper control. Anyways by the time i had it sorted the guy had gone, lucky for him.

Next i was on top of what seemed to be a massive climbing frame, like really high! I was on a platform overlooking lots of building on a nice sunny day. My dad was there working, (i work for my dad, scaffolding,) i said to him,

"I told you yesterday i wasn't working."

He replied,

"Well you might as well now you're here."

I thought i'd teach him a lesson. I turned around so i was overlooking the rooftops. I looked towards the sky and blew out gently, like you do when you're blowing on hot food. As i blew the sky darkened, the clouds moved in, and a hurricane style wind come steaming through knocking over anything in it's path. Dad was clinging on for dear life, he was panicking. He said he was sorry and asked me to stop. I put out my hand, palm down, and lowered my hand softly, as i did the wind died down, the clouds parted and the sun came back out.

I have a bit of a memory blank after this. The next thing i remember there was a lady there (still on the climbing frame thing,) i don't know who she was or what she'd done but she had definitely annoyed me.

I stuck my hand out, and used my mind to lift her off the ground. I walked her to the edge of the climbing frame, and off the end, still under my control. I lowered her down to ground level where there was a river flowing alongside us. I levitated her above the water for a bit, before dunking her in and back out repeatedly. She was struggling for breath and i was getting bored or dunking her so i dropped her in.

This was the last i remember of my lucidity. I then had the struggle of making myself write it down while i was feeling so ill and just wanted to sleep!

Thanks for reading

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing first level of Contra: Hard Corps and somebody was commenting.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some game with SilentEternity that looked like new XCOM, played like old XCOM and had completely weird set of units. We were controlling each different team and at one point one of my scout units that looked like a dog had to fight enemy robot mini-tank like unit. The game was taking place in snowy place that looked like village but with a few industrial structures.
Then later i was talking with SilentEternity on skype and he was "ping testing" some videogames with weird names that looked like their author had broken caps lock, one of the game names SilentEternity mentioned was "tHE pIT".
Then i had very short false awakening about some family members entering the room and then i woke up properly.

Fragment: eating apples with my older son. A lot of worms in them. I decided to turn it into a lesson in need for insecticide. I think we ate the apples anyway, but then applied a small quantity of insecticide to remaining apples on tree, and would check next time whether apple had any worms.

I want to talk about my experiences with sleep paralysis for a moment. As a child, it affected me in such a way that my parents took me to a sleep study, around age 5. I remember seeing shadows moving across my walls at night, they would grow in size, get close to me, and when the light would be turned on, vanish. I still see them, moving around in mirrors, darting across the hallway that is always kept dark. They frightened me a lot when I was a kid, but they're either there with bad intent, good intent, or they're passing through. Some are simply travelling around, and have no business with you in particular, and some seem to keep an eye on you- I'm not sure if it's good intent, but that's debatable. Because none of us know what they are to begin with.

Anyway, any time I've had SP, it's from these things. I'll see one of them hanging around the ceiling, or it's pulling at my feet. Since I'm an adult now, I fight them pretty easily. I just scream at them and they'll get off of me and go away. The only pain that they've ever caused me was when I was sleeping over at a boy's house, and I felt tons of negative energy in his room and around him, I really wanted to leave and could barely sleep. I was woken up by what felt like hands and fingers of multiple things pulling me from underneath, almost like through a dimension or something. It was very uncomfortable. I could feel all of the fingertips and their hands grabbing, this is a sensation I'll never forget. It would be nice to sleep without these dumb annoying pests, which is all they are, bothering me. Any time I feel intense fear, they come hang around. In my waking life, I'm not often afraid, but if I'm walking through an area and suddenly become filled with intense fear that I can't explain, there's a shadow person hanging around.
Prayers don't help with these things, because using prayer assumes that there's evil in the world to be prayed away, and evil is merely a projection of our inner fears that we can't externalize. The only way to get them to go away is ignore them, pretend that they're not there, and don't feed them any fear. Just leave the area or try to wake up, show them who is the boss, you're alive and they're... well... not, I guess. I'm still not entirely sure what they are, but I'll say that they're not from our time, space, or world.

I had to forcefully wake myself up this time. It was hard, like it usually is after I've experienced SP, but this is the most vivid dream I've had in the last few weeks. I was somewhat lucid, and remember returning to my physical body to wake myself up. When I woke up, for some reason, I was lying on my back, and I never sleep this way. Man, what an intense dream tonight.

I was in the bedroom, on the computer. I loaded up Youtube, and turned on some song I can't remember, I think it was by The Who. In the comments section, It was a long comment that I remember feeling very freaked out by, it was along the lines of "He's alive, and well, and he wants you to know all is okay. All is alright". I've never been able to read things in my dreams, not even once, so this is new and it frightened me.
Suddenly, a song started playing, it was "Happy Birthday" by the Beatles, which is a song I like a lot but rarely listen to. So, I was web browsing after that, and ran into a website which was a blog, of someone that I feel familiar with for some reason. His last update was in 2006, and there was a large noose hanging from the top left, so I decided to google his name to see if he had died. Yes, he had died, and looking back at me were pictures of him just staring.
It wasn't anyone that I knew, at least nobody in my life. It was very unsettling.
At this point, I decided to wake up due to this feeling, and returning to my body, I had flashes of a symbol that means something to me (a flaming skull). I felt a presence around me, on my upper right of my bed and my instincts took over as I tried to wake up, yelling at it to go away and I remember being very vicious about it. Eventually, I got myself awake. What a weird dream.

Well my dream recall is still bad, i'm new to the dream journal concept.

Anway i remember My mom was mad the whole time, yelling at me and my brother, though we were horsing around anyway.
I remember riding my bike over an area by a couple ditches. after a while i rode my bike there again, but it had flooded. I remember my town, but all messed up. things in different areas. I really shoulda known i was dreaming.

My cousins car was in my car garage. i also remember being with the police, we were trying to catch a rapist

I have only just begun and have not had any lucid dreams yet. After about 4 nights of remembering a dream a night (and being aware that there were others I couldn't remember) I couldn't remember anything from last night. And I know I dreamt, several times. I am so disappointed. Will it just take more practice?

I had taken a sleeping pill, which I do occasionally if I have had a few nights of too little sleep. If anyone reads this, have you found that sleeping pills influence your dreaming or your recall? If they will get in the way, then I won't take them.

First off I would like to say wow I have been on here in a long time


It figures Sunday is my b day iin rl . I have this ex who pops in my dreams usually only when he is thinking of me sd

I was in my home town and my hubby and I had decided to get remarried . A random young girl decided to buy us wedding rings since our real ones are tattoos she drops us off at a caffe and she comes back with 2 white gold rings and says they are lesbian rings but since yall are so open minded I thought it was fitting ( what the is a lesbian ring ?) I become lucid at the moment I try to put on the ring and realize it is way too big but my hubbys fit his hand just fine they where pretty detailed rings I wish I could draw to draw them. I figure the rings must be the focus in this dream. ( note when I am lucid I still try to play observer in my dreams not disrupting the original flow) ok rings I think then my hunny bunny looks at the clock it is about 10 min. till our wedding so we light a cigg and get ready .This is when it happened I look over at the kitchen swingy doors and there was 2 hands at the windows almost like a horror movie creepy . But I knew what was really on the other side and said excuse me I will be right back to my friends and hubby.
I opened the door and there he was just asking why I would marry someone that was not him . His eyes had a deep sadness that filled my soul with pain . He was in tears and I hugged him He screamed out but I love you we are soulmates you know this . I smiled and took a step back ok fine I will take action I do not normally act upon my lucidity unless he is there so I did
I love you too and I acknowledge you as one of my soulmates you know that But what did you think I was gonna do live on the streets for 20 years just so you could play with my heart some more I deserved a life too you know it is not always about you . I found someone I can love who loves me back You had your chance . I was shocked by his dumbfounded quiet face he didnt say anything and then I walked away ..

I woke up laying on my back and even though I had fallen asleep less than 3 hours before I jolted out of bed I looked at the clock and went back to sleep where I have no clue what I dreamed about .. It always is this ex

So,the past week was tiring. I go to sleep around 6PM and wake up around 10PM. I cant remember any dream in that peroid. I stay up till about 11 and go back to sleep. I remember having a LD about some sexual things in class. I wake up to my dead cat (Passed away a year ago) Meowing. I put it as I slowly fades away. This was an hallucination,but my brain is trying to convince my self it was a dream. Now I can barly move so I start going back to sleep. I start going into the Vibration stage,I could control it making it faster or slower. Still at this waking time as I think about this my brain is trying to say it was a dream. I had another lucid dream about some racist things (Dont want to go into detail about the LD's). And I just wake up, the only weird thing is that the more I think about it the more it seems like a dream. But it WAS reality.

Extremely faint recall from last night.

I am some random guy talking to the father of a family who defended himself and his family from Joffery (from Game of Thrones) who was holding them hostage. As he talked I was kind of reliving his experience as an invisible bystander. I remember the family being in a pool at the time of the hostage. The father eventually out smarted Joffery and shot him. I felt rather sad for some reason.

It's not much but it's the first thing I could actually recall in ages.

I had a dream that i was was trying to fall asleep. I was laying on the floor in my room and i used my bag as a pillow. Then my ceiling disappeared and these really loud world war two planes started flying over my room in the sky. They started dropping bombs and i heard explosions. I started to get annoyed that by the loud noises because they prevented me from sleeping. So i wrapped the bag around my face and ears and shut my eyes and tried to go to sleep. Then even more planes flew over and my room started to expand all the objects in my room stayed the same size but the space between the objects got bigger and bigger until i could no longer see them. Then my room started to fill up with water. Soon i was hundreds of feet under water. All that remained of my room was my bed and my carpeted floor. The water was clear but it had a bluish green tint. i could still see the planes dropping bombs when i looked up but they sounded much quieter and they were slightly distorted from the water. I started to see a submarine slowly emerge from the distance. It was very large and it was covered in a dull silver metal. It was actually kind of beautiful. I kicked off the ground and started to swim towards the surface when the submarine started firing torpedoes in my direction. They looked like they were going in slow motion as they cut through the water. They were going slow so they were easy to dodge. Then i stopped swimming and floated down to the bottom of the ocean. I had just reached the ground when the massive submarine glided over me. It was surprisingly quiet. The sounds were muffled by the water. I heard bubbles and an engine and dull low creaks of metal. The submarine got so close to me that it almost touched my face. I blinked and then i rolled over and when i opened my eyes i was back on the floor in my room. I got off the floor and crawled into bed where i quickly fell asleep, only to be awakened by my mother who was trying to feed my grapes while i slept. When i asked her why she did this she replied because i dint eat enough during the day. I went back to sleep but soon i awoke to my mom feeding me grapes again so i got out of bed and went upstairs to my dads room. Up there i started to think about outer space end if life could exist in zero gravity. I walked outside and began to float. I floated next to the shrubs at my house and got higher and higher until i reached my shed. Then i realized life couldn't exist in zero gravity because there wouldn't be any air or water to sustain it. Then i quickly transitioned into outer space some how. I floated lazily with the stars. I could see the moon to my left and straight ahead was stars and space. A comet flew by and i began to wonder if life could exist on it. Creatures could be dormant in ice until the comet got close to the sun and then the water would melt and the animals would wake up and be alive. Then i noticed that i had drifted to a small icy planet. It was mostly dark blue and purple but it had other light shades of blue and white. I thought it was pluto but i woke up before i was sure.