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Fragment, non-lucid:

Me and my friend Kevin (He's a heavy Spurs supporter and he like idolizes Gareth Bale, their star scorer), anyway we were seeing how many pullups we could do and competing with each other and he beat me anyway and I was like ah damn it and then he tagged me in the comment of a Gareth Bale picture and it got like 9 likes or something and I was like ah damn it and everybody was laughing about it.

Bit vague, but that's the best I can remember that fragment.

End of fragment.

This is my first entry since restarting my dream journal, and it was quite a memorable start for me. This was by far the most vivid dream I've ever had, with sensory clarity on par with real life if not exceeding it. The contents of the dream were nothing special however. The dream is as follows:

I started driving with my girlfriend to visit our old high school in New Jersey. Just before sunset we saw storm clouds on the horizon, we pulled over into a gravel parking lot to take shelter in a house. As we stepped out of the car I looked out across a wheat field towards the school. The wheat rippled softly in the wind, the setting sun light tinging it in hues of amber and gold. Storm clouds in shades of pink and blue swirled fiercely in the distance, with intermittent lightning strikes breaking the sereneness of the setting.

We entered the house, and I was surprised to be greeted by some of my fraternity brothers from Florida. We talked for a while as the rains poured down, though I can't recall the contents of the conversation. I soon found myself surfing the internet, watching a video that constantly changed subject matter. After this the rains let up, and I walked outside to start the car. As I was walking, I tripped and stumbled to my hands and knee. My leg had fallen through the earth up to my other knee. When I pulled it out of the hole, my leg was covered in a thick brown mud, though it felt like soft wet clay to the touch.

After a short jump in time, I found myself back on the road with my girlfriend. The rains had returned, and obstacles were soon materializing in the road, a fallen tree, an animal skittering across the road, a crumbling bridge across a rising river. A little while later we came to the same obstacles, and I realized we were driving in circles. A few circuits later, the streets began to flood. My car turned into a boat, and I tried my best to paddle my way through the swift currents. The bridge was now completely destroyed, and ramped down into the river. The sudden incline tipped the boat over, and we both clung to the outside of the boat. With one hand on the boat, I tried to push my girlfriend back inside, but the river was too strong, and soon we were both sucked in. We managed to swim to shore, and I feared the worst for the phone in my pocket, however, when I looked at it it was working.

Then I woke up, very impressed by the vividness of the now obvious dream I had just had.

Since my recall has been rather spotty the last few days, along with a number of other reasons like me wanting to have a better record of things, I have decided to make it a habit to write a post here of my sleep and dreams from the previous night. Coincidentally, it has also been exactly a year since my last post. I'll call that synchronous.

The plan is to record the relevant times of my sleep patterns and anything from the day before that may have impacted either them or the content of my dreams, which I will also record everything I can remember from as well.

Sleep Pattern:

Timings:
Lights Out - 02:30
Sleep - ~3:30-4:00

Attempted relaxation and WILD, didn't get much results. Tried using fear to effect the process. Seemed to help a little though I will need to test it a lot more before I make such a claim.

1st Recalled Awakening - 08:30

No Subsequent Awakenings

Up - 9:30

Modifiers the Day Before:
-3 glasses of decaf tea around 19:00.
-War games at a local game store.

Modifiers Going to Bed:
-Slightly sick with a cough and a scratchy (but not painful) feeling throat.
-Felt tired but not sleepy when I turned the lights out.
-Had been using my computer and phone just before I did so.

Modifiers Getting Up:
-Had somewhere to be at 10:00.

Dreams:
I do not remember anything specific, though I think that I did have dreams and maybe a lucid that I recalled at some point before now. I have noticed in the past that I generally need 8 to 9 hours of sleep in order to actually recall my dreams from the night, short of directly waking up from them. And that my recall plummets if I stay in bed for a long period of time after waking as I did today.

My dream begins at a school, it's this school that is in many of my dreams, I think it's just all the schools I've been to mixed into one making it look like a place I've never been. I'm with friends but I pay so little attention to them I don't know which they are, I seem to have an urgent purpose. It is lunch time, because kids are walking around with trays and the campus if crowded. It has all grades it looks like, because I see what look like elementary aged students to teen students. I walk away from the people that I suppose were talking to me, I couldn't care less because I had to find someone, I didn't know who because I wasn't clued into the part of me that was so urgent with a purpose, it's is like there is two separate minds working within me, I literally don't know what and why I am doing, but I rode along with my body nonetheless. I see cheerleaders practicing cheers and I walk up to them I find a girl and I place my hand on her shoulder for her to turn around and when she does I here the other minds thought, that this is the teen sister, I need to find the younger sister. The girl seemed exited that I might need her for something but the other mind says I need to know where her younger sister is. The teenager seemingly disappointed points to the direction her little sister is, and says she's at her own cheer practice. So on goes my body with purpose again, I see a crowd of people within this cement room area outside, when I walk in all the people move their attention off of the cheerleaders over to me and give me a weird look, I think because I am older than them, they think a senior is in their area or something (I'm not a senior, I'm not in school anymore), but I walk around what's happening in the middle and I spot the girl I was looking for, she looks 10 or 11 years old, has very light brown long hair that's slightly wavy, unlike her older sister who had medium length straight dark brown hair. I admire it as I stand on the sidelines waiting, I guess for her cheer practice to end. (This part is weird to me, it is as though I had amnesia within my dream) Next thing I know I'm at the front exit of the school, I can see outside and the sun is starting to set, I decide to head out and walk for the door, but I get a feeling, I look to my left and about 25 feet away is the young cheerleader with her mother, they are in the attendance office line. They are both looking at me intently, I assume it is like when you see a friend and you stare at them until they see you and you both wave, so I smile at them and keep walking on my way. This time it's like I know who they are but it's not all my will or attention on the girl, I feel like kind of just an acquaintance and walk off outside. While I walk out I make my way to the sidewalk and begin to turn and walk the way down towards where I think I live I guess, but I'm stopped by the mom and daughter, I can see they're both panicked, the mother is carrying her daughter in her arms, I very worried ask them what is going on, are they okay, and do they need help, then the mother tells me I need to take off what I did to her child...I being majorly confused ask her what is she talking about? She then goes on to say that I need to un-hypnotize her daughter, I need to undo what I did to her daughter.. I feel I've never been more confused, I don't understand what she is talking about, I tell her this, I tell I didn't do anything to her, I didn't hypnotize her, but she just keeps on insisting I undo what I did to her daughter and then she places her daughter in my arms and hastily walks off. I look down at the girl and I see she is in distress, I ask her whats going on and then the second the girl opens her mouth, a memory hits me like the clearest vision, I see what I did I assume after the cheer practice. I see that I took her somewhere quiet and I hypnotized her to love me, I hypnotized her to love me greatly, I did it over and over. Once I realize what I've done, not my mind, but personality changes I suppose into the personality the other mind had, I now have somewhat the motives the other mind had. I look down at the girl and I see her struggling in her head, she loves me but because it's hypnosis she knows I'm only making her do it and she knows she doesn't, she doesn't want to feel what she's feeling. At this point there is a part of me judging me for what I've become while I am doing and thinking things. Instead of help the girl and un-hypnotize her, I feel I need to defend myself even though I know I'm wrong. I stare at her and think of my options while I'm still telling her I didn't hypnotize her even though I know damn well I did. A memory comes into my head, one of a man who taught me the specific hypnosis for the girl. I decide I will find him and tell him I need to hypnotize her again, I need to hypnotize her to forget I ever hypnotized her and to still love me, I don't want anyone to know this awful thing I've done. I carry the girl with me and start walking back to the school doors so I can find the man. (Then I wake-up)

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing some video game.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in library of some kind and i was talking to someone, then i was talking to OmkAR and there was something about some kind of visual novel about a dragon.

-DILD with branched DEILDS

In a non lucid dream can't remember what it was about. I suddenly became aware of the dream and gained lucidity. First thing I did was start flying. It was a sunny day and I was flying around the neighborhoods that are near my house. I had to flap my arms to stay in the air so I tried taking off in different directions and putting my arms out like superman but I couldn't fly fast. Eventually the dream faded and I relaxed and waited to try to DEILD. I felt my body lying in my bed and I just stayed still and immediately got vibrations. Waited for a few seconds and got up from out of my bed while doing nose plug RC's. I guess I was at the end of REM or something because I felt really tired in the dream and couldn't keep my eyes open and ended up waking up again. I stayed still and did another DEILD. Got up in my room again and did some reality checks and took off flying right away. I probably should have chilled for a bit and tried to stabilize and anchor myself first.

Tonight I'm going to see if changing my immediate surroundings has any effect on my ability to lucid dream. I'll be sleeping in the guest room with heavier blankets and a thinner pillow. also since I'll be closer to my computer instead of lying in bed and trying to recall the events of my dream I'll just wake up and come straight here.


So the results were rather odd. I WBTB'd by setting myself an alarm for about five hours after I fell asleep. I had some trouble falling asleep though due to the thin pillow but the heavy blankets were very helpful because I didn't really have to make my bed again after I woke up the 1st time because I shift around a lot so there was no carnage. I remembered the 1st dream in great detail and posted it in mah DJ then went back to bed. I had two false awakenings in a row which was strange as this hadn't happened to me before so I wasn't aware of the fact that I was still technically dreaming. I'm gonna tweak the method a bit and run this again at a later stage.

Lucid? : False

So let me start off by saying i've started using SSILD technique for 2 days now and although i've had no lucids, my dreams have gotten quite vivid and rememberable.

So I was sitting in my room doing homework and my family was all getting ready for something big, and I found out it was my sister's wedding because my dad yelled at me for doing my homework

I remember my homework consisting of where you have to write out all the questions and your long answers(takes forever to do), but then we all left and somehow we got to this game show stage looking kind of thing.

My sister and 2 other women were sitting in these really nice futuristic looking chairs, and my mom was crying and my sister and the three other women didnt have any lower garments on... at all

And that's what I remember.

Legend: Dream , Lucid Dream , Side notes.

Bunker Scientist:
I'm underground in some metallic looking silver bunker. I'm walking down a corridor and as i pass through a doorway, i notice two guys on each side of me. They instantly spring forward in what looks like an attempt to attack me, However they stop before they actually hit me. They realize i'm not the person they were waiting for. There's also some other people around me, they seem disappointed, they must have been waiting to see a fight. There's one person that is especially mad and he decides to try and lock me in a jail like cell with some creepy looking guy in the corner, i fight him off and continue down the corridor. I eventually get to a room with a mix of kids and adults. There's lots of advanced looking equipment scattered on the walls and about the room. I notice a screen with all the sub-atomic particles on it ( the ones from the standard model of physics ) and my dream self some how comes to the conclusion that they are all here using a particle collider to perform tests and do research. I also see that the collider itself is just in the next room. next thing i know, a thief sneaks into the collider room and steals all the equipment, everyone rushes out to see and the scientist here starts to cry and yell. The thief must have be generous because everyone but the scientist magically received envelops with money in them.

Blockbuster:
It's late and i'm tired. I'm on the bed in some house i don't recognize. My friend calls me up and asks me to come over and spend the night. So i go over to his house and notice that he is really really poor. I even start to wonder if he has clean running water because his house is so rundown. Anyway, for some reason, i leave my stuff there and go home. My grandmother is there waiting for me and makes me go to blockbuster and rent some game i've never played nor heard of. So we pull up and i walk inside blockbuster. I tell the man at the counter what i want and he hands me a bag with the game and...clothes in it? (i guess they want me to wear a suit and play the game at the same time xD) I say to myself forget about it and i keep moving. We keep home and i spend the rest of the night on the game.

Lucid #5:
I'm in a city like area, it starts off as a normal dream and i'm standing on the corner of a street with my friend and two girls. Then i suddenly take in the surroundings and become aware. I then do a reality check, and after that, the fact i'm dreaming really sets in.
I become lucid, However there's still some dullness to my senses, like my ability smell isn't all the way there. My ability to feel is mostly there and my logic is still lacking a little. I also have no control except for what i do.
As i realize i'm dreaming, i really focus on what's around me. I'm in a huge city, there are tall skyscrapers everywhere, and people moving about the streets but there aren't that many people which gives me some room. After i look at the surroundings, i notice my friend and the two girls around me. Me and my friend are sitting on a bench while one girl is literally eating out this other girl in public (giving her oral sex). It's odd but it's a dream so i go with it and wait for her to finish. one of the girls walks off and i make a remark to the girl doing the licking. I say something like "I thought you would never stop" (she was at it for a while) in a joking sort of voice. I remember her saying something back but i don't know what she said. Anyhow, we start off walking to my left and i ask her for a blowjob and she says no in a determined voice (well screw you too dream character!) and we arrive at like a residence for women only. This girl with us is not a member of this place so my friend says "Wait, they won't let you in" or something like that and she replies "If i take my clothes off, they will think i'm changing clothes and won't dare stop me". That was bold of her xD but there was nothing we could do to stop her so we head off. I wanted to check out more of the city so i head to the backyard of a nearby house, it's grassy and in the distance, i see a huge vast forest with a big river running through it. it's very beautiful. As i turn around to look at the this persons yard, one of my other friends tell the friend with me to shoot me in the back of my head and before i move, my friend shoots me ( what an ass ), i instantly lose my vision and my body violently vibrates for a second ( it actually hurt a little ). I still can't see but i can move and hear so i turn around and tackle him, i grab the gun and aim it back at him and pull the trigger, but to my luck, there were no more rounds left. So we sit there and wrestle for a bit and i eventually get him up and push him to the street and i get my vision back. Now that i can see ( i still have hold of both his arms ) i go through the kicking combo my martial arts instructor taught me. I kick him about 6 times and then i kick his chin and while that forced his head up, i then go for his throat and then BAM! he's done for xD I drop him wounded on the street and walk back over to the corner. I decided i really want some sex so i start to head over to a town square/park like place because it looks as if a festival is going on and since there's a festival going on, there's going to be women. So i walk over and as i'm about there, i start to lose it. My vision starts to fade, i realize i'm waking up and i try to hold on but it's no use, the dream fades.

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060613 LD: Dark, then Silhouettes, Realistic Animation, then Realistic
I am skipping my non-LDs from earlier in the night and haven't been putting my journal online lately..anyway. I think this is my first DEILD. I remember being in a half conscious state and thinking no, I want to go back in and dream and LD. Very quickly I find my self stomach-down floating and skidding along my bed. I know this feeling and know that I am dreaming. I am excited and take off flying completely skipping the idea that I am in my room so there was no effort to get out. It is dark with nothing to see so I remember that I can create my own scene. I imagine my "happy place" a beautiful beach and ocean waves rolling in. I end up instead under the ocean but still very nice. It is very odd in that there are only two colors as far as I remember, blue and black. I see fish swimming around but they are black silhouettes only against the blue ocean water, very odd. I decide I want to see some beautiful women and two appear maybe 5-10 meters in front of me, but again silhouettes. I am fascinated by what my dreaming mind is doing here but I want more. I fly up out of the ocean and now there are more colors. The sky and clouds look like dawn but it looks like a very realistic artistic rendering...but still a rendering none-the-less..like those very realistic looking animated movies. I continue flying and come to a town and everything becomes normal waking-life realistic but still dawn. No one is around! There are lights on in some of the houses including this older two story house and when I first float-fly by it looks like someone is standing in there down a hall or on the far side of the room. I decide to swing back by and for some reason use my hands kind of like when I was swimming in the ocean, kind of paddling 1 or 2 times back in the direction of the window but I am definitely not under water..I am in the air. This time no one is visible through the window but the light is still on. I fly around looking for more people, looking at different houses and come to the end of a block and was going to fly off to the left of me and I see power lines. I think there is no danger really, it is just a dream, but what if accidentally flying into the power lines wakes me up and then I believe that thought alone may have caused the dream to fade but then again right after I open my eyes with the huge smile on my face my alarm clock goes off(one I use for getting up for the day) so that could be the reason too (how you sometimes wake up right before the alarm goes off as your brain timer kicks in).

ever since i joined this site ive been told to wright in my DJ this is my first entry
throue
last night i had a dream where i was a slenderhunter hunting slenderman i was walking threw the woods looking for slenderman so i could be the first person to draw a lolface on slenderman anyway i was walking threw the woods looking for him when all of a sudden the forest got pixelated and mario was fighting a mincraft man mario won

(dream info missing)

then i found slenderman & drew him a lolface

/Dream Terminated.

was in a building white/cream stone walls was with mum and toddler .Putting toddlers shoes on and a woman comes behind me bends down slighty so she can stare in my face trying to get my attention i notice the toddler agitated by her so turns to look and it was a friend i had known who has now passed and in my mind i said this is a dream because i knew my friend had died. She then changed into few diferent women before changing to Cleopatra she said i have been told by the powers that be i can come back if become pregnante can you help me find someone i said no i asked her who was the powers that be who did she mean she was speaking but couldnt understand her only one word i understood was twins. Then i asked her what where would the babies live if she succeded. At this point i was scared still trying to put shoes on toddler she moved futher back from us rose in the air and changed to what i think was egyptian paintings then back to herself she ran into corner of room where there was few people she was going crazy shouting bring me the fetuses i was terrified that the toddlers dad was going to come to meet us and she would get him so we had to get out before he met us and i picked up toddler i had no shoes on as wouldnt put heels on as wouldnt be able to run i was worried about cutting feet and not being able to get away then found some pumps and and an old buggy to put toddler in and run

1.
Don't remember anything yet.

2.
I think I broke my leg somehow. (all I remember at the moment)

Fragments:
I think I broke my leg somehow.
I saw family standing next to a white railing (it had 1 horizontal bar on top, 3-4 vertical white bars, 1 going diagonally downwards as if there were steps) , I think my step dad was leaning on the horizontal bar with his hand (atleast someone was anyway), it was very bright as if it were a really sunny day.

I decided to post most of my lucids here, so here' s the one from tuesday night. I feel like it was pretty good and long (I'd say around 30-35 minutes or so) but I don' t remember much of it.

Lucidity: 9/10
Control: ?
Vivacity: 8/10


We're in a small room with a creepy bed in it; that' s where I' m gonna sleep for the rest of a trip. I prepare for the night in it with an even creepier girl who appears at random times and who freaks me out. At one point I get out of that room and become lucid. I check reality on my fingers, and as always, I still doubt if the check was made well and it takes me some more time to understand that six fingers' too much.

[...]

After doing something I don’t recall (telekinesis?), I remember that I wanted to fight a Titan, the colossal one. The dream fades and I am forced to abandon the Idea for now and rub my hands. I begin running thinking about how realistic the dream is. The building transformed into a more medieval architecture, like in the anime. After a while running I get to a big plain with trees surrounding it. In the middle of it there’ s this guy, Armin. Blond, long-ish hair. I run to him and take him with me. I decided to fight the Titan again. I randomly throw a fireball in the forest and we keep on running.

[...]

I wake up and fail to DEILD. I took too much time deciding whether I should just wake up and write the dream or DEILD; I tried the technique and failed it.

There was an elevator in a cabin similar to the cabin my family owns that I was going up and down in, and then later I was in a different elevator in a different building, but this building was much taller, and there were different characters on each floor, and I think they were all made of food? I remember one of them was a long john. On the bottom floor I stole the long john's beer and it was like a video game because I just clicked on the beer and my vision got fuzzier and fuzzier, then I sobered up again very quickly.

Later I'm walking along the road near my school with my friend and there is a monorail along the road and I say something about how I've walked this road many times but never tried out the monorail, although I wasn't actually sure if the monorail had been there for very long. My brother comes up and I ask him if the monorail is new and he says yes. Later, we're on a big, tall walkway and my brother is doing something, I can't remember what, but it's scaring me and I'm shouting at him to stop (it has something to do with the fact that we're many feet off the ground on this walkway).