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I'm by Håkanssons' dinner table and Peter is playing Starcraft 2 on a laptop with a touchpad. After some time I play and he looks at me. It's really irritating to play on a touchpad but Peter is very impressed. I play on a very small map I have never seen before without any minerals. Somehow I've already got a big base but a lot of production structures need tech labs and reactors. All the buildings are bunched up so I need to fly them away in order to fit all the add ons. There are firebats which I find odd because they don't exist in the current update. Peter is telling me that I'm very good. I try to multitask and set different groups and to be checking the map all the times in order to impress him. new fragment. I now have some marines and attack the enemy. The marines do oddly much damage and I'm able to win. The opponent starts to write in the chat that he didn't keep track on the time and that it was not his fault that he lost.

I'm at a farm with a lot of sheep and some hogs. There are fences with some small holes in them. A sheep jumps up and fits it head in one of the holes so that its feet don't touch the ground. I'm afraid that it will get hurt so I scream for help. A person laughs and tells me that it's all right. The sheep goes out of the hole without any problems and isn't hurt. We walk foreward and suddenly a big hog comes. It starts to run against a person in front of me and they collide but no one is hurt. The hog comes against me and I feel its slimy nose against my hand. New fragment. I'm thinking about what to ask the leader what to eat. I'm thinking about eating the hog's tounge but then I see an ugly picture of a tounge and I regret my choise.

Notes: I watched a video about sheep that can fall on their backs and can't get up. That's why I was worried about the sheep in the dream.

4th March 2021

Scraps:

T needed a bug killer or repellent? Asks me for guidance on soldering and installing a micro noise generator PCB.

Something Dark Souls-esque. I remember interact with a user interface menu, mostly having a look?

6th March 2021

Dream:

After some sequence about trucks and driving and a very vast area in some kind of half-real/half-game world, exploring a map or level? Me and H are arriving at the building door for my old apartment building. There's a man in the lobby and I don't feel like going in? A car drives past, going up on the curb. It sounds like dad's car and is the same colour so I tell H to look. But then I realise it's not dad and his car because it's actually a Toyota (though in the dream I mistake it for a Mitsubishi, a mistake I commonly make in waking life, but for some reason realised instantly to be wrong as I wrote the recall).

The car makes laps around the cul-de-sac. I remark that it must simply be using the same engine. At this point it feels like just before sunset. The shadows' directions in the dream would be agreeable to this.

Then me and H are going around a mix of my old home town/L. We're checking off things from a checklist on my phone. It's night time and the area we're in is a busy part of the city. There seem to be festive decorations of some kind.

I have some subconscious awareness of Covid but nobody is wearing masks, including myself. The next thing on the list is that we have to visit a chapel. I want to loop up the nearest one on my phone but I have a feeling there's one nearby, maybe an in-dream memory of one.

We walk towards a riverside/quay area and H leads. As I try to look it up on the phone we gain some distance from each other but I also feel awkward looking things up on my phone, I feel embarrassed of someone looking for some reason.

(recall gap)

We are inside a chapel, it's really small and cramped. The ceiling isn't much higher than head level. There's a small altar with some stained glass behind it, making it evident that it is now day time, though I don't realise this change in the dream itself.

I have an in-dream memory or something of talking to mom about this chapel and we discuss(?) something about the chapel being more valuable not for its physical worth but because of how it brings people together. Something then happens and there are a lot of people in the church now, getting into all the pews and some communal discussion is had?

Tonight I tried to use WILD+WBTB, but unfortunately it didn't work. Though I did have a dream about Captain America coming back, and he went to a bar with all the other Avengers, and they were in shock because they thought he was dead for 70 years. The other Avengers called SHIELD agents to take care of it and get him somewhere safe before a civilian notices. That was the end of the dream.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

At some hotel with friends on holidays. We meet Keanu Reeves, who's there too. Me and some other girl decide to come talk to him and flirt a little, but the other girl ain't so bright and she had written notes of what she wanted to say to him. With the nerves she messes the whole thing up and instead of me trying to take over the conversation, I kind of help her out reminding what she had to say and give her space to recover and get his attention. Keanu is quite impressed with my attitude, but still goes on laughing with her, showing more interest for her, which annoys me.
I leave them and go to a garage where we left a van to be repaired or something and I stay around for a bit. Then I go back to the pension and see some lady I know passing by the reception with her two kids, a teenager and a younger one. She is asking for some nearby restaurant she heard about and then sees the business card of a vegetarian restaurant owned by a friend of mine. She picks it up and she is considering going there instead, but her teen kid says "no way", as she hates vegetarian. I ask her why and tell her I can change her mind.
Later on in the evening I am outside with my friends and see the two kids alone inside a car. I go ask if everything is fine. They say their mom went looking for something and they are waiting for her to come back. Then the oldest says she is not feeling very well and that she feels that something terrible is going to happen. I find it weird as I too recall a strange premonition I had some days ago. So I go look for their mother, terribly worried. I see her jumping from a viewpoint and being run over by a car on the street below. She dies. Then the kids get stuck for hours in the car when the police arrives, because they don't know what to do with them and don't want them to get out and see what happened to their mom.

Visiting my (deceased) grandparents. They now live in a new house in a small suburban village. The house is in a poor neighborhood, the decoration is very simple, kitsch and old fashioned. I really wonder why they "moved" here and cut bonds with all family members. But they are clearly happy, completely disconnected from all their previous life and family. I feel they are at peace, so I am happy for them.

I’m in the bathroom at Mom’s, and I think Melissa is here, in my room. I’m just past the threshold of the door, between the shower door and the wall. I suddenly become aware of two to three very large spiders on the walls to each side of me. They are probably a good six inches across and a very unnerving off-white. They seem bony or spindly/rigid, yet hairy, bristly, and agile. They seem far too close to my head, as if with one wrong move I would come into contact with them. I’m not sure if I feel fear or not, but I do know that their presence is very vivid.

I’m at some small restaurant. It seems like it’s partially indoors and partially outdoors or maybe is in some kind of enclosed plaza. I think I’m with 1-2 others. We sit at a booth, and there is a little wrought iron fence that can be drawn around it. I wonder about its purpose, if it has a function or if it's merely aesthetic. I look to a booth across the way - it is reserved for ‘the Germans’. I know there is potato salad and German beer here, so I assume they come here regularly for it. I’ve ordered a beer and it arrives as a half full stein. I finish it quickly (I think it’s a lager) and wonder if it’ll be filled again or if I’ll have to pay for another.

I am in a large house that seems to be up on a hillside. I think the house is Jim and Rhianna’s. (It reminds me of Harry’s house, including where it’s located). I’m in the large pool room, and it seems that the walls are almost entirely glass. Looking out, the landscape cascades down almost immediately after the house in a series of small but steep hills. They are the typical desert sand, sage, and stone. It is rather beautiful with them in the foreground and a view of the entire city in the background. It seems to be evening, and I imagine hiking/exploring through these hills.

I am in a building and looking for the bathroom. I find it and upon walking in discover that the three or so stalls are all occupied. This I can ascertain from the slight gaps between wall and door. Continuing around a corner I find that this next row of ~10 stalls is completely occupied too. At one point, I think it slightly odd that not even one is empty. I arrive into an even larger space in this same bathroom now (probably at least the size of a large living room). It is full of at least two rows of ‘toilets’ that look like rectangular pits in the ground. They are very close together with no dividing elements. These are crowded too and are being used, for defecation only, without reserve. My need seems to be pressing, so I squat over one, or maybe it’s more so kneeling. I notice that it’s no longer a pit, but a brown towel. I’m not sure how everyone is doing this, but I can’t bring myself to do it.

I am alone in Mom’s house when I hear a knock on the door. Coming from my room, I creep up to the peephole and try to see who it is. It looks dark out, and I see a female walking away from the male who is still right outside the door. Though he’s mostly a shadowy figure, I guess he’s in his late 20s-30s. Though she is walking away, I think she’s older, maybe in her 40s. I start to think maybe I shouldn’t have come up to the door, because he’ll have heard me or seen my shadow against the windows and know that someone is in the house. After a moment he leaves, but he starts walking around the side of the house towards the back door. In a small panic, I rush over there to make sure the door is locked. I also think I call 911 at this point. There is some trouble, like them not believing me or being dismissive. I end up outside of the house in an attempt to get away from this guy but also keep my eye on him. As I’m walking around, I notice the snow on the ground and that our house is one of the ones with no cars in the driveway. I wonder if this caused them to pick our house.




I’m with some people from work, by a large outdoor pool. I think we’re in a pool house or something, and it feels like we’re doing work things. I notice a printed schedule that has written additions on one of the days - Saturday? I think it’s Julia and Ethan that are here. Now, I am doing cannonballs into this fairly crowded pool. I do one and end up hitting the bottom even though it’s a deep pool. When I surface, Makayla? makes a funny comment. I jump again, moving through the air at about half the speed I really should be, and collide into a red haired boy. Again I’m jumping, this time soaring over most of the pool and gently landing in the patch of gravel past it. There is something about me being really good at cannonballs because I’m not good at other things.

I’m at work, and there is some discussion about who's going to drive the forklift. I think they need to train someone and/or need someone for just a bit right now. I consider doing it, though I also think that there’s something about Kyle doing it. Now, Jessica? has brought cake, and it seems like we’re in a house. The cake is chocolate with a copious amount of frosting, and it is very good.

550 DILD? 11PM


Mildly lucid some how. Spend a lot of dream time just running around doing random thing. I cant quite recall much. Then I suddenly become quite a bit more lucid which brings me back to bed. FA maybe? I wasnt fooled. I get familiar lucidity vody sensations. I love it and I become euphoric. There is a window up against the foot of the bed. I sort ooze out and float through. There is a spark of fear like something is after me. I decide to turn and face it. Nothing. I smirk and give the darm room the double birds. I roll over. I land on long grees grass. It feels night. Hear a distance rumble of thunder. Lightning flashes. Its all very tranquil. I stand and look in the distance. There a huge snowcapped mountains. Something makes me remember a private thought. I decide to try an experiment that never got me far. I call out to god to meet me. I get too excited and my voice sounds too real.

I am fooled by FA. I think I must have talked in my sleep. Maybe? My wife is talking something. I think its probably because I spoke out. Something touches my hands. I wake up wondering if that sensation of touch was real. I look at the time. I have been in bed for only. 30min!

in Nov 2020, I had a dream that presented four different timelines with different ideas (with the dream being on Timeline 1). Here, I try to humor the dream and try to group my dreams into four worlds where each has similar theme.

It is implied that the dream guide and I can travel through timelines at will.

Timeline 1: "Time Paradox"

Theme: time, mystery, dark

- "Logicae" (confirmed)
- Timelines (confirmed)
- "Detective 9sk" (theorized)
- Perfect Plan (theorized)
- Dream related to future self (theorized)

There is not a lot of information given based on the black and white recall along with time-related theme. It's difficult to say for sure what Detective offers, but if we include my future self, that's quite a handful of dreams.

Timeline 2: "The Utopia"

Theme: Freedom, kindness, family (?)

- Nice Meal (Confirmed)
- ENIGMA (Confirmed)
- SOAR (inferred)
- CHARISMABBY (inferred)
- TRUE SYNESTHESIA (inferred)
- Ice Ice Baby (inferred)
- Beautiful Garden (Inferred)
- To the Sun (theorized)
- ACTION! ROMANCE! (theorized)
- Abby related dreams (theorized)
- Sister related dreams (theorized)

Nice Meal and ENIGMA actually share very little in common, making this transition extremely difficult to connect together. Though ENIGMA's components connect to Nice Meal with being awesome, romantic and independent, the problem is that ENIGMA as a whole is completely different. While both dreams are outstanding, Nice Meal represents familial bond, simplicity, and a small interaction speaking large volumes. On the other hand, while ENIGMA offers subtle changes to big scenes, the message is a culmination of my own effort, my power, and the mystery offered within each scene -- especially with the dream guide encouraging me to mix up the events however I want. A powerful dream like "L" could be an outlier and impossible to decide whether it belongs, because it has incredible amount of power that contradict ENIGMA and Nice Meal's message

Non-serious guess: The dream actually gives a lot of information merely by showing Nice Meal and ENIGMA to be on the same timeline. It's implied that this timeline is the utopia where all my incredible dreams are connected together. As all Abby related dreams share similar theme, and my sister dreams as well, it's easy to see that Timeline 2 is arguably the best time line possible.

Timeline 3: "The Organization"

- OZ & SHIOM (unclear)
- SERENDIPITY (unclear)
- Badass Soul Mate (theorized)
- DEJA VU II (theorized)
- Soul Mate related dreams (theorized)
- Mastermind related dreams (theorized)
- Virsieras related dreams (theorized)

Timeline 3 is a bit of an oddball. Within the dream "timeline", OZ& SHIOM was either shown to be on timeline 3, or near it. Similarly, SERENDIPITY was in between timeline 2 and 3. That implies that there are dreams where other time lines may interfere. Because New York city is part of ENIGMA, it's then implied that the crossover is somewhere else, perhaps with Mastermind's involvement within OZ& SHIOM. This also implies the soul mate, as she is also being chased by mysterious people. Timeline 3 is hence not very safe, but SERENDIPITY is an odd ball out and I can't figure out completely what being in between means. Perhaps the awe of serendipity is complemented by the "coolness" the my soul mate and mastermind usually offers.

Virsieras would also be theorized to be here since her city looks a lot like the NYC idea. Even though Demonstration is probably in timeline 2, leading to the city shown in Virsieras, it's possible that this was a transition from timeline 2 to timeline 3.

Timeline 4: "Survival of the Fittest"

Theme: fighting, sports, conflict

- Fighting and Bending (theorized)
- Sportsfection (theorized)
- Haunting x Moonlight (theorized)
- Critical Condition (theorized)

It is difficult to say what timeline 4 could be, but I noticed the one genre could be competition. In many dreams, I have to fight or meet a dangerous conflict (in contrast to Timeline 2). Therefore, all the dreams that have an intense and even harmful competition could belong in timeline 4.

Outliers: Despite my best attempt to group my dreams into four timelines, there are a few notable outliers that are very difficult to pinpoint which timeline they could possibly belong to. For example, it's hard to say which timeline nightmares belong to, if any. I would guess Survival of the Fittest, though my power varies vastly so it's confusing as a result. More ambiguous dreams like Master of the 7 Seas blur the line between timeline 4 and timeline 2.
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I'm upstairs with some people. One of them play the guitar and I also want to play. After a while I take the guitar and start to play "who says" by John Mayer, it feels very realistic. Elina says something about how good it is to be able to play guitar and that I should keep it going.

I went to sleep very late and know that I usually get lucids when I resleep in the morning. I program my brain to know that it's going to be a dream when I re-sleep which created this intresting dream.

It's pitch black but I'm councious. I'm trying to feel where I am because I can't use my vision and touch a wooden surface. I now know that I am in the kitchen. I try to get my vision but does not succeed. I feel my way foreward and come to the sink. I feel on the metallic water tap and turn it on. I put my mouth under and drink some water and it feels realistic. I try to open my eyes but I'm afraid that I might open my real eyes and wake up. Somehow I enter a game in a fast transition and lose my lucidity. My whole view is a pixilated game that is in a third person view tomb with a dark brown color theme. I'm an adventerur who dodge some tornadoes thrown away at me by some wizards.

I woke up thirsty with a dry throat because I was drinking in the dream.

Dream last night was about a girl from one of my old classes. Not much really just texted her and met her. The environment I don't really remember at all. It fell less like a dream this time so I hope that's a sign that I'm becoming more lucid maybe? Lol.

I am having a basic lucid and am on a familiar street but seem to have lost the car I was just in. I pretend I still have a car and steer my imaginary car down the road until a little orange car swerves over toward me. I place a hand on the car and jump higher than the car. It stops and my aunt is in it with someone else. She says my cousin is in jail and will I lone him $5K so he can be home with his family. I make it very clear to not bring it up again.
A girl puts her head over the fence behind me. See says she is Trina and I had met her in my last dream when hanging out with that girl. Now that girl shows up. I realize what I took for a DC of a girl from my past was actually the younger daughter, and this was her sister, who I know little about as she has never seemed to talk to me. We talked for a little while.
Next I am in front of a gas station and some joker puts something in my back and says he will shoot me. I whip around and joke that I will bite his face. I run into a girl from Jiujitsu and she shows me a new studio she helps run in the strip mall. I leave and go to the gas station. It goes back and forth between my cousin being there and him being on the phone. We argue and I refuse to lend him money. He mentions Moses is around I do not want to see Moses. He brings stuff up from a false memory. I walk off and tell him "Yeah? Well you are a criminal."
I walk away and go past a church when I hear an engine. I assume it will be him in his crappy truck so I walk behind the church. I levitate up off the ground between buildings until the vehicle (dump truck) I try to leave and I am inside the cab of a truck. I get out and am back between the two buildings. I decide to go flying but heavy branches get in my way. I phase through them rather than deal with it. I fly to where I think my body is sleeping (I was wrong). I land in the yard and then open my eyes.
I am in bed but figure out this is a FA. Despite realizing the FA I ended up actually waking up.