Tuesday, 6/18/13 Last night bed 11pm - 5:45am WBTB 5;45 - 6:30 Nap 6:30 - 9:30 DR 5:45am I'm at home, standing at the kitchen balcony door. Looking outside, where my mom is showing me this beautiful place beyond neighbors house. She points out, that we can see it now, because it's winter and tree has no leaves blocking our view. There is a small lake sitting deep inside a crater. Steep walls on all sides, except in the front. Looks like the crater is man-made. Drag marks from the excavator are clearly visible on the light brown hills. Nice trees growing on the top. Sunshine is just perfect. Deep yellow light, like in late afternoon or early evening. I get my camera and as I point it there, I can tell I'm running out of light, as sun is setting fast. I take a picture and I'm hoping it will still have enough light. (I have a feeling, with these places I see in the distance, that they are someplace else, further away. maybe not in real life, but as if I had binocular vision in the dream) DR2 I see some low lying tropical island. They are small and there is lots of them. Beautiful light blue waters between them. Then I'm in my living room, pulling out a really old atlas and showing those islands to someone. Nap, woke up from LD at 9:30 WILD and series of transitions and maybe 2 more WILDs I'm on my bedroom balcony. Looking to the left I see a shallow ocean. From the color of the dark water I can tell places with sand or coral. For a second, color of water changes to gorgeous tropical blue. Now I can see the sandy places much better. But I guess sun is behind a cloud again and water is dark. This happens a few times. I really want for water to stay tropical blue and to go there. The water is nice blue now and I find myself wading in it and trying to dive to swim under water. i'm too boyant and I think maybe I should spawn some weight belt. Don't want to waste my time and dive again. Water is going in my eyes and nose and I surface spitting watter from everywhere. But I make it and manage to dive. See all kinds of bubbles around me and to my shock, water is filthy. (Once I saw a documentary with a jar of water from open sees. It was so full of tiny peaces of human junk, like plastic). This looked just like that. For transitions, I got some light behind my eyelids and did the falling sensation with my head pushed back. A few time I got up from sofa in my brothers bedroom. Oh yeah, the longest LD of this series - I was just so happy and giggling uncontrollably. I flew out the window, for a split second telling myself not to get too excited from the beauty, but that was futile. I was exstatic. It was actually kinda long, but I was just so happy the whole time. Another one - I was preoccupied with sx again. I have to put it in my mantra. My mantra was "when I see my room, I get up". Oh yeah, one transition was really new. I thought maybe I'm getting OBE, because my feet just shot up in the air as I was laying on my sofa and I tried to get my body to follow. Not clear what happened next, I was too far gone by then I guess.
didn't have much of an intention last night, still managed to recall 2 dreams or so after waking up watching a video of my friends smoking weed at greg's house. moorpark. someone rings the doorbell. "shhhh!.... go away!" laughter. i am in the dream now, morgan is here but also jordan arthur is impersonating him. part of an acting role. i got a text message asking if i was going to steven's birthday, to witness "the bailon moment" LOL. but i wasn't sure if it was from him or not. morgan (the real one) came back at times, with clarity. as always. another one walking around a school. very brief elements of lucidity. "with lucid dreaming, there's never any traffic on my commute home!" i'm riding my bike through a crowd of people. i park it back down a stairwell; it's long enough to stick out of the top as well as being secured at the bottom. that ain't right.... i tell somebody that's how i know i'm in a dream. i imagine the people gone, and take off rollerskating down the hill to get back home. i can move almost as fast on these as i can on a bike. hell yeah. dream ends there.
Looooooong dream, beware: I hate that my LDs lately seem dependent on my days off since I work so much more now, but at least if the LD is really epic, then it's a pay off for me. The like one I just woke up from. It's also in part to the sweet podcast that CL and I recorded last night. I didn't think I was going to have one at all, because I kept sleeping in and waking up, and nothing. I was hot, and uncomfortable. Finally Danny got up and I rolled over to sleep again. Then the bed suddenly felt cylindrical, and I began to feel like I was slowly rolling off, but never did. I get funny sensations like that sometimes when I'm about to have a WILD. So I just relaxed and remained still, and a wave of vibrations washed over me. I very patiently waited a few moments before slowly getting out of bed. Everything was realistic, but I noticed that the fan was missing from our ceiling fan, but then appeared suddenly (like as OOPS forgot). Also the pillows had fringes that don't exist irl, so I knew for sure I was dreaming. I went to leave the room, but I had blankets attached to me. I left the room and there was still one wrapped around my legs. I cursed it in my mind, then continued to the livingroom. I remembered the naked task, and was happy to see the livingroom was full of people. Mostly kids, and a lady on the couch. I knew it would be ok since it's just a dream anyway. I said "Hey guys, I'm about to get nekkid!!" They totally ignored me, while watching TV. Then I remembered that piece of paper from an old TOTM still in the kitchen. I had a personal goal of wanting to check it out again. It was in the right place, but it was covered with nonsensical words that changed everytime I looked at it. At one point, I saw that it said "turn over" and when I did, it was blank. I turned it back over, and it had changed again. Anyway, I went back into the livingroom and started taking my clothes off. The blanket had vanished at some point during all this (the power of ignoring annoying crap in dreams). I said "HEY! I'm naked!" One kid looked at me and said, "Oh look, once Ophelia's done with this, I'm going to teach everyone how to smoke pot!" Then I lost it, I laughed so hard at that boy. I looked at the lady on the couch, who glanced at me for a moment, then looked away like she wished I hadn't done this. SO I said "Bye, I'm going outside to fly in the buff!" I went outside and hit the air, but I either flew too low and bounced, or I went to high and would lose my vision. Oh yeah, I had my glasses on, and I remember seeing if I could still see without them, but I needed them, oh well. Keep them on for now. After the flying, things got really blurry, and sketchy, and I couldn't make anything out. So I relaxed, and said "Imagine a barn. A red and brown barn.." and one appeared in front of me. It was still all a little sketchy, but I decided to go to the barn and look for a mirror transport. I noticed a big black bear walk on its hind legs into the barn, just before I did. I walked down a hall toward what appeared to be a bathroom, when the bear came at me, mouth wide open and bared teeth. I rolled my eyes and stuck out my hand, and he bit it, and locked on. It hurt but it was bearable. I just kept walking toward the bathroom, then I went inside and shut to door, which made the bear let go. Ha! I looked in the mirror over the sink, still not great vision. I kinda absent-mindedly turned on the bathroom light, and then BOOM! It was like someone had turned on the sun! I was about to go in the mirror, when I noticed Kim and Nicole from work outside the window. I yelled their names and told them I was LDing. They ran over to the barn, but by the time they got there, they were 2 Kims instead. They looked kinda angsty and said something I forget. I just ignored them and went back to the mirror while I could feel them watching. I poked my head and torso through, but it was a really large room that was kinda dark. I didn't really want to go there, but I couldn't pop back out of the mirror for some reason. It felt like this new room was sucking me through, so I went with it. I plopped out into this really large room, where all the walls were bookshelves, and there were kids toys here and there. Also alot of unfinished paintwork. A woman was putting books away on the shelves, when she suddenly was aware of my presence. She whipped around, then came at me with a small axe! I just stood there, and when the axe came down, I caught it by the handle and pulled it out of her hand. I said "Ma'am, I'm just traveling, you don't have to be scared of me." Then I heard it: an inhuman scream. It sounded like it was coming from a man, but it was so loud, and crazed. The woman looked even me scared at that then she was of me. I left the room to go toward the sound, when I ended up in a hallway where I noticed 3 men putting together an elaborate story book. They came up to me, pretending like they didn't hear this screaming. They walked me through the story, telling me all about it. I couldn't believe they were ignoring this sound. Finally I saw the source: A man walked toward us, carrying a small boy. I knew at that moment that he was the woman's wife, and this was their child. The dad was completely 100% INSANE. I knew he was rich though, because this was a really big house. I had assumed that he hired those men to make a really great book for the child. The dad was still screaming unintelligibly, at the wife I believe. Just pure anger and insanity. The child in his arms looked just, sad and yet resigned to it. I said to the guys writing the book, "He must pay you guys a lot of money to be able to ignore that shit!" One of them nodded at me. I thought, oh hell no. I still knew I was dreaming, and the axe was still in my hand. So I ran at him, ready to chop him to bits, while hopefully saving the child. The wife stopped me, crying something about not killing the father of their children. So I flew above the man, who finally shut his mouth and just stared at me in disbelief. And I said, "Mr. Dead Man? Yes, I call you DeadMan because this so called son of yours it not your son, because you don't deserve him. You are now dead to him." Then he just rolled over on the floor, and lay there in a vegetative state. I ended up DEILDing 2 times after that, one where I was a man and hooked up with that woman to take care of the family, but when I stripped down I had boobs, whoops. Then another where Danny came in wanting to have sex, and I accused him of being a DC and I'd rather have the real thing. And he said maybe we're both LDing right now, you can ask the real me in the morning. I said ok I'll tell you a code word now, that I'll ask the real you tomorrow. THen he gave up haha. Creepily, the real Danny came in after I woke up this morning, and he was dressed JUST like the DC one, the room was the same amount of light, and he sat on my bed and was talking a bunch of weird crazy shit to me. I had to RC, but nope that was the real Danny.
I was staying in a fancy hotel suite in Las Vegas. Two of my coworkers were there with me. One was enjoying the oversized tub in the bathroom. The tub seemed to be in a strange location. There were large "steps" carved into the wall and the tub on was one step. The next "step" had a jacuzzi. I nearly missed it at first because it was just above eye level. I ran out of the bathroom to tell my other coworker, "Hey, we have a jacuzzi! I can't wait to use it." She was busy getting a massage and suggested that I get one as well. A massage therapist showed up to give me an in-room massage. Her massage table was in pieces, and she brought her boyfriend and a bunch of kids to carry all the pieces and set it up for her. The table seemed awfully long. I could probably take up just half of it. The massage therapist showed me this awesome raspberry-chocolate moisturizing cream she was going to use on me (it looked and smelled like a dessert I had a few weeks ago). Finally, it was time for my massage to begin. The massage therapist suggested that I should take off my clothes before getting on the table. I was just wearing a tank top and panties at this point. I reached for the hem of my tank top, but then I realized that the room was full of people and all of them were staring at me. I felt really uncomfortable getting undressed in front of them. I ended up skipping the massage and heading up to the roof. The view was amazing, and it reminded me of taking a cruise to a Caribbean island touting itself as the new Las Vegas. (So I was in Las Vegas and comparing it to a place trying to imitate Las Vegas?) There was a sign for Harrah's Casino just in front of me and I decided to take a picture of it. But every time I looked in the viewfinder of my camera, a Paradise Road street sign kept obstructing the view. Funny, that street sign wasn't visible when I wasn't looking through the camera lens. Then I noticed that there was film coming out of the camera. It had been so long since I used a camera that required film. I wasn't sure if I had to manually rewind the film. I remembered that there was a one-hour photo place nearby and made note to take the film to be developed. I had no memory of taking any other pictures and really wanted to see what else was on that roll of film.
Sextopia - The Dream Adventures is a class of my dream series that I'll post only the best and most detailed sexual endeavors of my subconscious. Strap yourself in (or down) as I take you into the different rooms of my sex kingdom, because this is going to be a bumpy ride! Level of Lucidity: 4 Level of Clarity: 8 Level of Realism: 9 (levels based 0-10, 0-5 being low - good 5-10 being great - extreme) Adventure 101: I am sitting in a very fancy apartment lounge. Suddenly I see an exotic looking girl cross the hallway in front of me. I said hello to her and as she turned I noticed it's a girl that I know. She's Indian-American so she has a fair slightly dark skin tone and brilliantly tuned features. We begin to talk for a bit and then I look her dead in the eye and say "Sex." She smiles a bit and tells me to wait a minute. She walks off and walks back in with her cousin, who is also Indian-American, and definitely very attractive. Her cousin eyes me up for a moment and we step through a doorway which leads to a small box shaped room. There's velvet on the walls with golden flakes, and a single long couch. We passionately embrace, and begin making out. As things progress I start to lift her shirt and move in for some mouth to boob action. I notice that one of her nipples is pierced, which doesn't bother me too much. As I move over to the other boob for more comfort, I notice she has several piercings along her breasts and stomach, but I wasn't going to let that stop me. As I'm going at it she let's me know, subtly, that she's ready for more. I whip out the good stuff, and she tells me how large I am and that she's not sure if she can take it all, and to go easy. She holds up a strange sort of plastic tube that looks similar to a graduated cylinder. Without any lubricant she sticks my dick into the tube. I look down and notice that my dick, is extremely pointy on the end, and is almost sharp to the touch. I didn't think much of it and continued my sexcapade. After giving her a demonstration with the tube I toss it aside and move it in for the kill. After a few brief thrusts I see everything from the dream flash backwards very quickly and the dream scene changes to something else.
Updated 06-20-2013 at 04:16 PM by 63661
This is a fragment. Alex Pruitt (The character) Was being told by the police chief/captain "It's a very serious matter when a person calls the police" Like he was in the movie (Though I don't know if that was the chief or captain in the movie,) Except they were outside a church in my town and afterwards, Alex walked off in the snow and I thought of throwing something through a nearby window as I saw through Alex's eyes for a moment. Then, He was yelling at the police captain "I don't think you care about your job" Then the next part is a bit fuzzy; I think he said something like "It's like you're helping THE BURGLARS!" And the captain looked rather dumbfounded or confused.
Updated 09-02-2013 at 12:57 AM by 61868
Bedtime: 11:45 WBTB: 4:45 (failed), 6:00 Aids: none Recall: Low Vividness: Medium Awesome factor: Low Just two mundane fragments today, one pre and one post WBTB. -kitchen -shopping
walking down anita with the nose horn , in the rb with danyelle and the gemma crew wtih the fernandezes fighting her and dgodidngd to ifrvine at night with jemma and them later i drempt that i was on the basebnall field at serra and matt gorgalinksi was hitting absolute shots. there was some new roaller coaster built next to tjhe field so more people would go to the games and coach walsh was igben me shit for beieng alone in the corner of thefieled while putting shoeson
I was going through airport security and was stopped when the guy sitting down examining your documents asked for something I didn't have that had been mailed (original copy) to immigration. It went like: Examiner: Where is your proof of (can't remember)? Me: *in annoyed tone* I don't have it because I had to send it to them. Examiner: Ok... arrogant response noted. Me: Sorry... I don't mean to be arrogant, it's just that you have to send them the original documents and I don't have them. After quite a bit of questions he's like: Examiner: So how much meth did you take? Me: I didn't. Examiner: Okay so only a little? Because I can see the look in your eyes. Me: No, I didn't take any of that. Examiner: Okay so what *did* you take some of? I wanted to be honest and responded, "Marijuana." Then he comes to an end with the questions and signals to the security guard standing by to take me and the guy points a gun at my head. I didn't know what to do, and then I ended up thinking about what Trinity does in the first Matrix (when the cops find her and she does her split jump) and it really happened. I ran out the door and started running to where I needed to be, trying to get my mom to run as fast as she could with me as well. Then I was eventually caught but was able to rewind back to being behind the table, like as if I had seen the future of what would've happened if I did the Trinity thing.
Non Dream Dream Lucid My dream recall was poor/fragmented tonight. I had to wake up early and am more excited to go to Santa Cruz for a couple days! So, I sort of took the night off dreaming. Dream 1-I was watching something similar to a cartoon/tv show. I couldn't remember enough of the plot for it to make any sense. There were many characters and it seemed like they were after a bad guy of some sort. At the end, a fat little kid pointed at some dirty lunch tables and asked "Can I sit there in church?" Dream 2-A male co-worker was about to give me a ride home from somewhere (a hospital maybe; don't know). We walked into a cake shop where about 20 very elaborate, fancy, 5 tier cakes were being prepared on an open air assembly line. Upon seeing this, my co-worker said "It looks like we can only afford one"
1. [non-lucid] I got caught with scissors by security who rode black segways with black helmets, so I had to hand them over. (Was on a stone path, there are black metal fences to my left (blocking off a lake) and right, its nighttime but its not dark, the moon is out) I stabbed and killed someone with scissors then threw them in the lake, as I threw them i noticed another pear of red handled scissors that were teetering on the edge of the lake. I exposed a female murderer who cuts peoples faces of (probably with scissors). I sneaked into her kitchen, she saw me from the roof opposite to her house and was yelling at me, I activated a conveyor belt used for kitchen equipment which had peoples cut off faces on it, and some sort of authority saw the faces come through on the conveyor belt and I saved the day. A young version of Dexter Morgan is talking with some other guy next to a fence then the dream ended. I beleive I was infact a young version of Dexter Morgan throughout the dream. Thoughts: Scissors are like knifes lol.
Dream recall from today's nap. I was playing XCOM TTS, battlescape map, it was some mix of village, city and forest, but forest was represented by graphic from another game, Battle for Wesnoth. I was playing as aliens but instead of alien units i had units from Battle for Wesnoth, especially there were heavy infantry that could throw grenades and also bowmen. Though they looked different, but they acted completely like aliens in terms of shooting and inventory, XCOM were successful with attacking inside the UFO, but i had a bunch of 'heavy infantry' that was left outside unnoticed and eventually defeated XCOM troops. Interestingly grenades were using time units while aiming per second of aiming, not only for the throw itself.
Morning of June 18, 2013. Tuesday. This was my long dream of walking and sometimes running over a seemingly long distance while being apparently pursued by someone we never see though possibly more like a remotely controlled mobile weapon, though not directly being chased. (I get the impression at times that the weapon or person remains mostly in one place in the distance.) There is a part near the beginning where a friend and I duck down just in time to have a small missile barely miss us. I can feel the wind and the movement as it hits and explodes dramatically a short distance from us. It is so close, there is a feeling that it may have even brushed across my back as I was kneeling down, as there is a sensation of weight having pushed upon me, but there is no pain or injury. I soon discover that I have some sort of device that is somewhat like a flashlight in design. It shines a bright even light at a fair distance and somehow causes whatever weapon is targeting me to target and fire elsewhere. A lot of the action, near the end, takes place at a maze of boathouses, or a lot of boathouses in a large unlikely cluster of some kind. I think that my flashlight-like device scrambles the weapon’s targeting system by somehow making it seem that I am on the opposite end of the beam from where I am holding the device. I perform the routine many times as we move on to various areas. I am not sure who our enemy is. The weapon mostly fires smaller missiles seemingly from a longer distance. I am not even sure if a person is operating it. It is possibly some sort of programmed and automatic setup, but I am also not sure at this point what it was targeting in the first place. Our body heat maybe? But how would it tell us from others? Some sort of unique detailed thermal signature perhaps, or even DNA. This is similar in theme to a number of other dreams (since childhood) where it seems as if my dream self is trying to avoid the sunbeams of the light of day (though consequently, whole consciousness as well). In this case it is as if the light of my dawning awareness is trying to escape the real light of day.
Since I have no dream recall: this morning I feel tired, but in an ok mood.
06/17/13 I laid awake attempting another [B]WILD[B], thinking of TOTM basic 2. Hopeing to find a mirror to observe what I looked like. I blacked out and awoke to the sound of pitter pattering rain on the roof. I got out of bed and attempted to shove my finger through my hand, this failed so I ran to my bathroom and looked in my mirror and I looked like I always do , ginger, white, blue eyes, frekels and then attempted to plug my nose and breath none of which worked for me. Attempting it again tonight
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