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    1. The Escort Had An Accident.

      by , 07-09-2013 at 02:15 PM
      I was hanging out with a group small of people outside of what looked like a childhood home. We were standing in the driveway between two houses. Someone told me that there was an professional escort inside of one of the houses and that she was cleaning herself up in the bathroom because she shit her pants..

      I was curious what she looked like because I had heard of her before and I guess I had an appointment with her awhile back but bailed out of it before seeing her.

      She came outside and was visibly embarrassed about what happened. Almost to the point of traumatized. She wouldn't talk and just stood of to the side.

      I looked at her and couldn't help but notice how attractive she was. She was gorgeous and I thought to myself how much I regretted not showing up to that appointment.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    2. Shootout, Time Change and Punching Kim Jong Uen

      by , 07-09-2013 at 02:06 PM (INeverWakeUp's Super Dream Journal)
      There is a massive shoot out going on. I am carrying a MTAR-21 Carbine in the gunfight. Our team is pushing through the streets and we push the enemy back into a building. I move into the building and sneak up stairs to a window. I jump down two stories and am now behind the enemy. I rush in the back doors and see the last enemies. I unload bullets onto them and kill them. However a few escape. My team and I begin to pursue. We rush downstairs after the enemies and then outside. When we arrive outside they're gone. But we see a wall behind us in which would be hard to climb, so we assume they moved up road. There's a bus waiting and we forcibly board it. I sit down in the back and my teammates sit up front. As we wait for the bus to move we get a sudden shocking surprise. A bomb now goes off on the bus! The two remaining enemies rigged it! After the shock of the explosion, I realize that I'm still alive. The bus is in flames and I'm still on board. I quickly rush to the doors of the bus through the smoke and flames and exit. I'm horribly shocked right now from the explosion. I notice an unaware enemy soldier running away. I rush after him and quickly grab him and I handcuff him. My gun was lost in the explosion. I now take a moment to catch my breath as I celebrate from catching the terrorist. My celebration doesn't last long however, when the suspect breaks his cuffs off and runs away. The other missing enemy soldier soon jumps out and follows him. They climb over the wall and flip me off as they do so. Rather than chase them, I simply return with a double bird flip as they climb over to safety.

      The dream transitions into another city night scene. I would spend twenty minutes typing up what all happened but the whole dream was literally me fucking walking. Near the end of my walk, I'm coming up a hill towards home. I notice the most peculiar clouds in the sky. They're red clouds in the night. I walk up the sidewalk and I realize I have no shoes all of a sudden. Home is still a good five minute walk away and I'm exhausted. But I'm not getting getting home just standing around I guess. I continue to walk, intrigued by the red clouds. I soon realize the sun is coming up. It's about dawn, and I realize if I'm not home before my Dad gets up I'm screwed. I finally reach my neighborhood which seems extremely different from what my dream self remembers(it's nothing like real life as normal, but my non-lucid self sees it as different from earlier in the dream). I see a lake, construction, and many new houses. I walk around until I see my Dad. My Dad looks at me in shock, as if he's seen a ghost. He's utterly shocked to see me. He now explains how he hasn't seen my in 20(I think) years. I'm really weirded out, and my Dad tells me to go home and see my Mother. I'm confused, because my Mom and Dad are divorced, but I go with it. I walk to my apparently new house I've never seen before and enter. Even though it's been twenty years I appear to not have aged a day. I think I've warped forward in time. I for some reason have left no future self behind. If you think about it, that would make sense. If you remove yourself from time, you shouldn't be in another. But anyway, I walk in and explain to my Mom that it's me, her son. She is shocked as well. She explains to me about how strict the government has been. She was taken away from her new husband and forced to be with my Dad, and my brothers forced to move out on their own. It's all very strange. I now decide to go upstairs. I enter a bedroom, supposedly my parents'. I see one small bed, windows, and whatnot. I see an alarm clock with red numbers. I now feel very very weird, and I contemplate a reality check, but I instead smile
      as I become lucid. I turn around and head downstairs. My Mom is coming up the stairs in tears, rambling and rambling on. "Mom, calm down this is a dream!" I say, trying to experiment reactions. My Mother seems to not have heard me. "Mom, calm down this is just a dream!" My Mom now becomes serious-faced and looks at me. She shapes her fingers into a pretend gun and points it at me.
      "I'll kill you," she says coldly. I now ignore her and walk outside of the house. I see my Dad walking back up the yard.
      "Alright then son, stay out of my fucking house," he says calmly with a warm smile as if it's a good thing.
      I now walk down the sidewalk and I remember I have the TOTM to do! Which one do I do first though? I can fly over to the lake and write my name in the sand, but decide to do so later. I now decide to punch a leader first. I imagine Kim Jong Uen is coming down the street. I look around through a crowd of people and see Kim, his dad, and a body guard or two. I say hi and walk up to him. He looks frightened and runs away. His dad and guards seem to not be shocked. His dad shots to him to return. I instead rush after Kim at high speed, quickly catching up and grabbing him. He struggles as I pull on him.
      "Come on Kim!" I say. "The media will love this!"
      Kim now rips his suit jacket off and begins to run towards the lake. I notice night is already coming, and people are gathering by the lake for something. Kim is running for the tall grass in the shallow end of the lake. I rush again and catch him again. I pull us both to the ground as I notice the people are watching a movie trailer for a live action South Park movie. Really odd and out of place the future is I think as I look back to Kim.
      "Take this!" I shout, and I slug him in the face. He shouts in pain, and his body guards are now running towards me, as well as his dad. I run past them them and turn around to face them. I spawn a firework rocket in my hand and I eat it. As I prepare to fire it
      I awake.
    3. July 9

      by , 07-09-2013 at 12:52 PM
      WBTB after 1,5 hours of sleep - MILD

      3 step tasks and TOTM

      I ride a bike on the forest road in the night. I don't have a bike and I don't like riding a bike. I realize that I'm dreaming. I stop and try to remember what I want to do in LD. Yes, i want to complete TOTM. I need to hug somebody, but there is nobody in the dark forest. I try to summon somebody behind my back. 5 sec later I hear voices coming to my post. I turn around and I see three guys. I run to them and jump to one of them. I hug him hard . Other two guys run quickly away. The guy who left is realy suprised what the hell is going on. When I release him he tells me that he didn't expect this at all. Okay what next, oh yes, I want to teleport to prehistoric times and see a dinosaur. But how? Time machine, I need time machine. How about time machine from this bike? I try to summon screen with the date. It is hard but after like 5 minutes of imagination the screen appears. The date on the screen is 7. 7. 2013. I ride it and set up the date 7. 7. 1989 for start. But nothing happened. Time machine doesn't work. Okay what next? Oh three step tasks... just remember what it was about. Got it: Summon somebody - check, interact with DC - check, eat something - not yet. I see a mill. I go inside. I try to find something to eat. I find nothing. Maybe I could summon something to my pocket. I put my hand in my pocket and take out a package of salted peanuts. I eat one. It's salty, but good. In the saloon room, there are people. Most of them are from my family. I give them some peanuts and go away. In the kitchen I see large cage with parrots and budgies in it. They have chains on their paws, so they can't fly away. The cage is open. I go out from this building. Awekening.
      Categories
      lucid , task of the month
    4. 9th July 2013 Typing DJ entries in a dream

      by , 07-09-2013 at 12:35 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap.

      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was at home and there was a weird noise coming out from a router(i don't even have router IWL).

      Dream 2:

      I was apparently typing dreams into dreamviews DJ, remembering ones from earlier(fake memory i guess, or?), i had already had many typed, more that usual, huge walls of text. I decided to reread them while visualizing. One was about some kind of base, which then turned into XCOM-like fight on that base.
      As i was reading i was interrupted by family and there was talk about sleeping schedule, but i refused to change it. I was back to checking DJ and was one about battle in AI War and some missile frigates, clearing up the territory. Then i had one lucid dream i was typing as well(Except it was not lucid, but i was thinking it's lucid when was typing), in which i was at home and was ambushed by some robotic drone, but saw it's reflection and punched it away before it could do anything. Before i could finish typing/visualizing, dream ends.
    5. July 9

      by , 07-09-2013 at 12:17 PM
      Fishing in prehistoric times

      I'm fishing with my friends at prehistoric pond in the night. I catch wierd lookin fish. It looks like fish/dinosaur/reptile animal. It has about 40 cm. We meet prehistoric man, he has bone necklace. He is angry at us, so I make him fear us and he runs away.

      Party taste

      I'm in the park in the city, where i was born. I get invitation on my iphone to some party. On invitation card there is photo of people whom have attended party before.

      A. school

      I go in a classroom. I see my desk mate from hightschool and some other girls. I sit next to boy M. and I take off my hoodie.
      Categories
      dream fragment
    6. From the Start - Jul 8th

      by , 07-09-2013 at 11:30 AM
      Night: July 8th
      Morning: July 9th
      Bedtime: 11:31 PM
      Waketime: 6:25 AM

      Mantra: I remember my dreams

      Start of night:

      Woke up at 1:30 AM

      Notes- Thoughts (or non-visual dreams) about being aware I'm dreaming in my mind. Odd feeling

      Up till 2:01
      Up till 3:08
      Tossing and Turning
      Up till 3:40

      Woke 6:25 for work

      Remember nothing


      End of night


      Vividness: None
      Thoughts: Maybe tomorrow I can make up for this, weird gap in sleep for almost 2 hours. Wasn't tired, couldn't fall back asleep. I don't take any medication so that doesn't help.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    7. No recall.

      by , 07-09-2013 at 10:20 AM (Welcome to my dreams!)
      Not a very good night, just about get to sleep with both legs aching.

      1.
      Nothing, I remember nothing.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    8. Family of kidnappers

      by , 07-09-2013 at 09:03 AM
      In this dream my mother was searching for a daughter of hers who had disappeared years ago. On the other hand she had kidnapped a boy to be her child in return.

      Some distant relatives (who don't exist in real life) were visiting from out of town, and they had originally not planned to include my mother in their dinner get togethers because they blamed her for not giving up on finding her daughter. But because my mom had prepared sweets they liked, they included her in all their get togethers after all but as a second tier family member. I remember thinking that those relatives ate too much.

      What complicated matters further was the child my mother had kidnapped was a child of those relatives of ours but they did not know that she had him.

      In my dream I was talking to this boy, and telling him that his kidnapping was wrong and should have been reported to the police, but that my mom who now was his mom loves him very much. I said that I am to blame too, because I could have reported it to the police but chose not to, because I love him very much too. He said "Yea yea yea, whatever." That is something this boy often says in real life. I hugged him, and he was even more skin and bones than he is in reality, and in reality my son is very skinny - yes, the boy whom my mother had kidnapped in my dream, in reality is my son (and let me assure you no one in our family got kidnapped ever).

      The hug was tight, and bittersweet, i felt deep love and remorse. As I hugged my son (whom I believed to be my kidnapped brother) in the dream, we were in a hallway, and there was some sort of bed frame there but not a full bed. The place was a mess. He commented on it why couldn't this bed be reassembled, and why couldn't he sleep here.

      I am not sure, but I think I woke up after this.

      I staid up a bit longer deliberately once my bed was free before going back to bed, but fell asleep without any awareness and was too tired to even remember right away that I had attempted to WBTB let alone anything after.

      fragment: work related fragment. I was talking with people I do not usually interact with at work. They were commenting in an email exchange I had in real life with someone they work with. And they also told me something I did not know that I will need to periodically contact someone (don't know who or why) because a former coworker of mine it was his responsibility, so now it is mine. I said nobody told me, and I was grateful for their advice.

      Updated 07-09-2013 at 11:43 AM by 61501

      Categories
      non-lucid
    9. name on sank

      by
      she
      , 07-09-2013 at 06:22 AM
      I rode an Aerial lift in my town in the park, understood that it cant be, made RC, jumped and decided to make a portal to Jurassic period . I draw a square on the ground and jumped in it. I wasn't in the jurassic, i was in the same place, but there were ruins around me. The park was like jungles. I saw a big wild cat and it wanted to kill me. It jumped, but i hit him with my arm and it fell down. This action made me awake, but i lied without mooving and soon had a DEILD.
      DEILD
      I was in the same dream, in the corner i saw abandoned sandbox with wet sank. I went to it and wrote my name АНЯ in a moment the first and the last letters changed their place and it was ЯНА. In real my kid woke me up. End.
      Categories
      lucid , task of the month
    10. 8th July 2013 FPS and platformer video games, robot, huge boss

      by , 07-08-2013 at 11:34 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1:

      I was in some FPS, that looked VR grid-stylish. I was fighting through enemy territory and had some abilities that were very effective versus enemies. I got through some areas and stairs till i reached some place where people were contained, like a prison of some kind, it had alot of colors. I was talking to some then was going through a few more areas there was another dude and we talked about programming. I was apparently a robot of some kind and that the group from before were actually with enemies. So i went back, broke into their place through wall and started killing everyone, then there was malfunction and self-destruction mechanism got activated with explosion destroying the whole place.
      I respawned and the game was more like 2D platformer/shooter now in fantasy setting but with futuristic weapons, there were a few jumping segments in level i was going through and i was destroying some enemies in search for a key, then after key was found i opened the passage to the boss. Boss appeared to be huge thing on a ceiling which attacked with some multi-colored semi-homing energy projectiles, and as i was downing his hp bar he did summoned ghost versions three smaller bosses that i recognized as previous bosses of same game. There were also spikes on the sides of the room and a few platforms. I had to reload game from last save a few times but i had a tactic to deal with the boss. I memorized pattern and was dodging around, then eventually i won.


      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was playing some 2D platformer game where i was controlling two cartoon characters. The level structure was horizontal and there were some puzzles, overall it was indoors with wooden theme for the most part and there were many pits leading into abyss. One of characters got stuck between walls at one point due to glitch in a puzzle but i was able to switch characters around and avoid falling into abyss.

      Dream 3:

      I was playing some Stalker-looking game, but it had some features from AI War as well, such as Fabricators, and they were surrounded by anomalies. Also there were player classes, including class called 'Anomaly', which was very overpowered because it didn't had some limits other classes did. I was discussing it with SilentEternity and we were talking about classes as well as how useful fabricators are. In game i haven't progressed much, mostly was checking fabricators and talking with a few NPCs.
    11. The Jew sitter

      by , 07-08-2013 at 11:21 PM (Nelzi's DJ)
      In all my recent dreams I am always so nice to people and they are nice to me. They are all pleasant dreams, the unpleasant ones are fortunately rare for me and I haven't had a nightmare since I was a child. But this night I was confronted with one of my recurring childhood nightmares, where I am in the role of a Jew during world war two in Germany, and I am always haunted by Nazis and the holocaust.

      Three fragments followed by two dreams:


      • I'm on my way from my grandmother's house to my mother's with 3 other guys. I go down through the garden into the valley. It's raining and I'm the only one with an umbrella, too bad for the others I think and enjoy my dry place beneath it.

        I want to cook some nice food when we arrive at my mother's apartment, so I ponder my appetites and imagine what would be nice to eat. Then, when we cross the small wooden bridge across the small river, there are three nice chicken filet frying on the right side. They have the same size as a human and look delicious and well spiced.

        Don't know who I was with. The environment was the real and well known environment between my grandmother's house and my mother's apartment. Had some chicken the previous day.

      • I am in a courtyard of a big farmers house, there are many people. I have a really big bar of chocolate and I should share it with the others. Sharing is fine I think and I give half of the chocolate bar for sharing, while I selfishly enjoy the other delicious half myself.

        Sharing 50% is enough. Who can say no to chocolate.

      • I am at a big harbor with much traffic on the water, many big passenger ships. I am on a big platform with many people, some are just walking, some are enjoying the view across the harbor, standing at a railing.

        I spot a young man who stands there with no shirt, so I ask him "aren't you cold? It's so windy", he says "it's all cool" and smiles.

        Then I see another guy, who looks just like one of my friends from behind and I tap him on the shoulder and hug him. Suddenly I realize that he is a stranger and not my friend. I apologize and feel sad, because I was happy to see my friend. The stranger is a bit confused, but takes it with a smile.

        Dunno...

      • I'm in the city with two of my friends, there are big streets, much traffic and many traffic lights. As we intend to cross a street, the traffic light switches from green to yellow, but I think "no big deal, I can easily make it, I'm not gonna die from this!", so I keep going, while my friends stand still. I almost get hit by a car coming from the right, the brakes make a loud noise and scare me. There is a police station in front of me.

        Now I am about 50 m ahead of the two and as I turn around to look after them, they scream and yell at one driver. The car stops and the driver yells back, but that only gets the whole trouble started: The window of the passenger seat opens and a young Nazi with a handgun begins shooting at my friends, one of them has also a gun and begins shooting back. I hear some bullets hitting the car, I am really frightened now. The window from the backseat opens as well and another young Nazi begins shooting in all directions, including mine, with an assault rifle. I panic and run behind the nearest buildings. The Nazi gang leaves the car and begins hunting their 'usual group of targets', while they scream hateful Nazi phrases.

        I run across a big soccer field, where people are playing soccer and soft ball. They must not have realized the trouble, I calm myself with the fact that I saw a police station nearby. The field is big and I run as fast as I can, still frightened.

        I come to a house with 6 apartments, there are names on the doorbells and on one there is "[My name], the Jew sitter", so it must be my apartment I think. But the house scares me, there are all these hateful phrases on the walls, and the fact that I am labeled "Jew sitter", while there is a Nazi gang on the way freaks me out.

        So I hide behind the building on a small hill with an old and rotten train track. I calm down a bit. I see some homeless people and some junkies chilling on the train track a little further ahead. Then there is this ringing sound that comes when the railroad barriers are closing.

        When I woke up, I realized that the ringing sound was my phone moaning for power and I somehow incorporated that into the dream. The Nazi nightmares were haunting me when I was a child and had learned about all the cruelties from the holocaust. I guess back then I was so overwhelmed with how cruel humans could possibly be (and obviously I still am. I grew up in Germany, don't know if that's relevant, though).

        So here was an unscheduled WBTB, where I did some MILD exercises and imagined how the dream would be when I had been lucid. Also, I realized that I did not have the capacity to RC, when I saw the train track, which is one of my recurring dream signs. Maybe I should make Nazis to my dream sign, because they are fortunately only present in my dreams nowadays. Spotting them right away in the dream will give me the opportunity for a nice revenge

      • I'm at a party at my university. Everyone is happy and the party is fun, I smoke a Joint with two of my friends, they get really high. Later they want to go outside, but I rather stay inside.

        I try to use a cash machine, but it refuses to give me any cash, because my card is broken. I meet a bald black guy who is waiting in the line to the cash machine and I start talking to him. He is very nice and we have fun together, so we decide to chill in the room next door. There is a table with big soft couches around it and there are some hot girls sitting there. As we sit down, the girls are gone and I wonder what I did wrong, but it doesn't affect our mood. The black guy shares his cigarette with me, it looks like a joint but he assures it is a cigarette.

        I go down a narrow staircase to the toilets after promising the black guy that I'll be back soon. I then find myself in a library with many people working and reading in small booths, it is big and confusing and I admit to myself that I have lost track of where I am. I somehow manage to get outside and try to get back to the party. There is a small field with a police car and I walk across the field towards the building. I meet one of my friends with whom I have smoked earlier that night. Strange thing is there are two of him. So I say "Hi [name of friend]" two times, once to each of them. I wonder why there are two times the same person and then I wake up.

        Confusing dream, but somehow cool and very vivid. I like WBTB, should do it more often, I think it is a nice tool for dreams in general. I have always had the impression that a small waking phase in the end of the sleep cycle improves dream vividness, even before learning about WBTB and LDing.
    12. The Concert and WhiteBoy7thst

      by , 07-08-2013 at 10:09 PM (INeverWakeUp's Super Dream Journal)
      I dream I am in a gymnasium. There is a concert about to begin. The band who's playing doesn't exist IRL and are set up on top of retractable bleachers. I'm on top of the bleachers too for some reason. Down below are hundreds of cheering and screaming people waiting for the band to begin. Luckily due to my practice of ADA, I can recall so much of the detail of the this room. Shadows, sounds, echoes, etc. Before the concert begins the lead singer explains to the crowd if any of their equipment breaks they'll give it to a random fan in the crowd. I look behind me and realize how odd these bleachers are. They're not against a wall, just in the middle of the room with support rails behind them. They stand at least fifty feet high. As the concert begins the band plays a song, and I can't recall what it sounded like. Now the bleachers begin to wobble. I'm freaking out now, and sure enough, the support rails give out and fall apart behind us. We all scream as the bleachers now fall backward. I'm fearful for my life as we fall. The bleachers slam into the ground and break apart. To my surprise, I'm completely unharmed. I now leave the gym as if it's nothing and go to the parking lot. If I recall correctly my Dad and brothers were all waiting there. My brother gave me his laptop, and now I sit down and open it. I'm really excited to finally have a new and improved laptop! I open it and begin to browse around. I end up looking in his video files and I find a huge stash of pornography videos. Both gay and straight. I nearly puke at the sight of some of the videos and slam the laptop shut, never to open it again.

      I'm not sure what happened in between this, but now I'm riding a motocycle through a random town. A bunch of other people are communicating with me via headsets. I'm spectating myself drive the motorcycle in third person. I get off now and look around. I'm back to normal, in my body in first person POV. I see a lot of posters and ads on a cheese store. I soon realize I'm in Green Bay, Wisconsin. I realize I'm in the same city that Whiteboy7thst lives in(NOTE: IRL he doesn't live anywhere near GB, W). I decide to try and find his house, on 1337 7th Street(pretty sure that's not his address anymore IRL). I call someone and ask them for directions, jumping on a motorcycle again. I'm back in third person POV and I begin driving. The other bikers are clumsily driving around and saying they want to follow me. After a little while I get off the bike and I'm back in first person again. I believe I'm off the phone at this point and I'm walking down the sidewalk of the city looking for 7th Street. Dusk is settling in now and I'm desperate to find the street. I walk past a girl who isn't wearing a top or bra, her breasts are completely exposed. I ignore her though and walk right past her. She turns around and questions me ignoring her. I look back for a moment as she acknowledges me, but continue my search. After some more search time the night has come. I'm walking down a brick road in the dark. There're many people out walking in the night surprisingly. I check every street sign and can't find it. Finally I find a man and ask him if he knows where 7th St. is. He tells me to follow him and he leads me to the street. I'm excited and begin looking all over for the address 1337. The man leads me into an apartment building and tells me how he used to know a guy who lived in the building(IRL the real guy lives in a big house not an apartment) until he started doing gaming videos for YouTube. I realize he's talking about WhiteBoy and I feel a little awkward now. The man enters his room and I turn around. Right there on the room door is 1337. I open the door with not a single fuck given and walk in. Inside is WhiteBoy7thst playing video games with all the lights off. He sees me enter.
      "Is it alright if I come in?" I ask.
      "Yeah sure thing," he replies(BTW his real name is Alex). "Just don't snoop around too much.
      "I'm such a big fan!" I exclaim.
      I walk up to him and we shake hands now. I'm having such a nerdgasm as we shake hands. He moves up to his TV now where a naked woman is sitting and watching him play. I look around the apartment a little and them I sit down and join him. After a little bit of time I
      awake.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    13. 7/8/13

      by , 07-08-2013 at 07:51 PM
      Didn't go to sleep until about 5 a.m. Forgot my dream.

      I'm going to bed at a normal time tonight.

      Updated 07-08-2013 at 08:08 PM by 63938

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    14. July 8

      by , 07-08-2013 at 06:43 PM
      Band is making a movie

      After dinner I pratice dayMILD on the bed. I'm tired so I've decided to have a little nap.
      DB. Driveway. Guys from my favourite band are doing something on my car. Something with wheels. I sit aside and read my kindle. Seems to me that two hours passed (but it was just feeling) and I go to see my car and the band. I cant find nobody near my car. I go to garden. I meet frontman on the strawberries field. He looks totally different than normal. He tell me about some project they make. It should be a movie and they are looking for actors. I watch him and I realize that this is a dream.
      I like this conversation so I decide to continue. I ask if I can play the role of God. He look at me and think. Well, yes you can play God, but you will do just little things. I say: "Okay, I will be god, who will look like homeless and I will do just a little things. "Brilliant idea" he says, "I would never figure that". Then he says that I should ask L., because he has role for him.
      After end of the conversation I stabilize my dreams by rubbing my palms. The dream is more vivid now. I want to try teleport using rotation technique. I start rotate. Close my eyes and imagine a new place. When I open my eyes, there is only dark. I think that I've woken up
      . But after few minutes I'm in the living room of our previous house. I run against a wall. I think I try to run through it. My head hits the wall and chewing gum drops out of my mouth. My mother is near on the sofa and asks for something. During the teleportation I've lost my lucidity.
      Categories
      lucid , false awakening
    15. Two Basic Tasks and Attempted Bonus (WILD)

      by , 07-08-2013 at 06:26 PM (Ophelia's Book O' Fun II)
      Man I had some crazy nonlucids the other night when I went to bed sick, but they'll have to wait. I gotta tell y'all about the interesting WILD I had this morning.

      Went to bed at 1am, woke up at 7,8,9 and it was sooooo hot. But I kept trying and ended up WILDing probably at around 10:30am because I woke up from the WILD at about 11am.

      Anyway, traditional roll over, vibrations, then WILD. I got up out of the bed, and my vision was bad, balance was off, and it was really really dark. One of my eyes was blind too, if that isn't insult to injury. [Doctor says to the patient: sorry, your vision is 20/1000, and that's in the eye that ISN'T blind, chuckle chuckle.] ANYway, I left the room and went down the hall, thinking of the hug task. The hall opened into a sunny little play room that doesn't exist irl. A 3-year old version of my son Chris was playing on the floor with some colorful blocks. Perfect! [A little side note about 3-year old Chris: that was the age he was when we had to go to a shelter, and he had regressed somewhat during all the turmoil. Point is, it was during a crappy time for me too, so I feel in many ways that me and Chris missed out on a lot of fun during his 3-year old time. When I was 3 and my parents were split up, my mom took me to Disneyland. Alot.] Happy to see cute lil Chris, I just bent down and picked him up and hugged him super hard and long. Best feeling ever

      Then I thought of the write name in sand task, and I noticed that part of the playroom had a sand pit. I won't really count this task because it was indoor sand, but I told myself at that time that in case I don't find a beach later, I'll just try it here. I wrote "Lisa" fairly easily, then "Ophelia" next to it . Ok, still lucid, what were the advanced tasks? I couldn't remember them, even now as I'm typing this out I can't remember, oh yeah, punch the pres. Oh well, all I could remember at the time was the only one I DIDN'T want to do, which was to jump in the volcano. But I figured I could just go there anyway and maybe I'd get brave when I got there. I asked Chris if he wanted to come along and he followed me to the front door. I could hear that it was raining bad outside, and Chris said "Mommy, umbrella" and pointed at the closet where we keep them. I told him that we won't need them. We stepped outside and it was pouring horribly, and super dark. Now, I never have much luck getting rain to clear up, but I remember that one member who uses his DCs to do things for him. So I told Chris to point at the sky and use his magic to make the rain stop. It took a few tries, but the rain stopped, and it got a little brighter out.

      I didn't see any mountains or volcanoes anywhere, but a van drove up to us. A guy was driving, and a lady was in the back and she opened the sliding door, asking if we needed a ride. I said, "Mount Fuji is over there somewhere, can you take us there?" She said ok, for $40. So I handed her a $40 bill Which did seem normal at the time lol. Anyway, we weren't driving for long before the van was now on the tracks of a roller coaster. I said to the driver "Man, we gotta get off this thing or I'll lose my lucidity!" as we rolled and tumbled, with visions of Mount Fuji going in and out of my peripheral vision. We finally stopped and got out, and we were in DisneyLand! (Anaheim).

      I knew that one of the rides was situated around a volcano that I could probably make real somehow, because I had seen it from inside the van. But then I noticed that Chris was in the arms of that woman from the van, looking really sad. He said, "Mommy, I don't want you to go into a volcano.." Ordinarily this would be where I combated the DC guilt trip and said something like, "Ok, you stay here with Aunti so-and-so, while I go get some 'ice cream' wink wink," and then continue on to find the volcano. But here I was, totally lucid, with 3-year old Chris, AT DISNEYLAND! So I thought fuck it, "He Chris, want to go ride some rides?" And he ran over to me and grabbed my hand. I thought to myself I don't even care if I lose lucidity at this point. The lady gave me back my $40 bill and said, "Here, you can have this back to get some ride tokens." So we went to the token dispenser (so not existing in real Disneyland, oh well who cares. Mickey coins sounded fun). I stuck in the entire $40 dollar bill, which seemed to empty the dispenser of all its tokens. Me and Chris just started filling our pockets with the tokens, much to the dismay of a dad and his son, who were waiting to get their tokens lol. Then Chris and I walked hand in hand and got in line for one of the rides.
      I believe I did start to lose lucidity at some point in that line, but I don't think I was ever happier in a dream.