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Hi I'm Amiki and new to this site XD i felt like writing a blog or something like this for some time but most days i have nothing to write about so i the end i stop, at least here i can write about dreams i have on a off and on basis XD

Since i'm new here i figured i should write about a few dreams i can remember (in order of appearance), its explained more on my profile if you like a look but i have repetitive dreams, dream that continue from the night before, death dreams and so on XD

Right lets get started, this dream is one of my repetitive dreams that i have had many times on different nights, viewed in different angles, I am in my old street (i moved house years before this dream occurred) and my oldest dog Daisy (we now have another young dog since about 2 years or so) capped out the house, so i ran after her, my sister than ran after me, then my mum ran after my sister and then my dad ran after my mum. For some odd reason the was a massive i suppose you could call it crack in the road with lava at the bottom (from this point on wards i knew it was a dream, at the end all i could see was all of us holding onto the person chase like some sort of comical ladder XD no one fell in and i woke up there and then. this dream as i have said before has happened many times but viewed at different angles like it was being filmed, i say filmed because last time i had this dream in the end i found my self sitting in what seems to be a old Victorian red cinema by my self at the centre.

Dream number two XD this time i was running away from a person dressed in black, i could not see his face but i feel that it was male, when i woke up i realized i had no idea why i was running, which is probably why i remember it because it confuses me more XD anyways i was wearing my normal clothes including my black coat which is restrictive on my arms (in both dream and reality) for some reason i had a dagger and the person chasing me wanted to kill me so i dont know whether i did something wrong or if it was for defensive, the dream starts with me running away from him in what looks like to be a bright green forest when i tripped over a root that was sticking out from the ground resulting in me dropping the dagger, as i panicked i tried to reach the dagger but my coat was restricting me from doing so, the man then proceeded to pin me down to the ground and go to stab me, i wake up moments before the blade touches me. i've had this dream only once but i remember it very well probably mainly due to the bright green surrounds and my black coat, which is my favorite and i still wear it XD

Dream number three XD this dream i had in fact last night and the reason why i joined this site. i have had dreams in the past where in the dream i know the people and i know where i am but in reality i do not and have a hard time remembering such details, so i wanted to write about them as soon as i wake to see if it could be related to anything XD. In this dream i was which i think is a school establishment in a class room, i am sitting on a round table doing some group work a friend of mine (which i know in real life) it seemed like we were doing some revision tests in exams styles which makes sense since i have been worrying about my exam results (i go to university). Behind me a male with i suppose you would call it emoish styled black hair stood up and kept going on about how he must have 'dinner' now even though it wasn't time for our break but after 3 minutes the teacher realizing he is disturbing everyone she lets him go and i then wake up but still thinking about the dream, the guy seemed to be my age maybe older and mysterious but its when he said dinner is what interests me, because i feel the term dinner meant something else other than the box standard sandwich XD in reality i don't recognize the building or any of the people apart from my friend that i was doing group work with. i heard about precognitive dream but i dunno if this could be classed as this because where i study now has no building like that, and what i plan to do next, which is either work with animals or a online course, i highly doubt i would ever come across that building.

well i suppose thats it for now anyways, if anyone as any input feel free to say something somewhere XD (and sorry for any spelling errors and all the XD faces...i just like them XD)

Dream title: On a doctor cleaning my ears

Today i dreamt that i was hearing so bad and i went to the doctor.
The doctor was a female, and it was my family doctor.
She asked me "So what brings you here today bruno?" <- (my real name)
i told her "I am hearing very bad recently, i might have my ear dirty" (What i did to dream with this? lol)
she says "Alright, let me see your ear" She is cutting half of my ear with a knife and i stay like this ""
i don't know why but it didn't hurt while she was cutting it. After that she shows my ear to me and tells me
"do you see how dirty your ear is?" me: "yes i do" She starts cleaning it up with a swab and i felt so comfortable
because i like the people who clean my ear (lol).


Technique used for this dream: Mild
Sleep time: 9/10 hours





Dream title: Going to a train station with an asian guy

Today i dreamt i was following some asian guy, he was going to the train station
After a while i just stopped seeing him he was on the left side of the road but he wasn't there this time.
so i decided to look back and he was there, i passed a bit through the train station. So i went back again
and going to him. so we climbed a ramp to go to the train station, we stopped there and he teached me how
to take a train ticket. *Scenario changes*
Now we are in a car with some guy and i am in back of the car with an ice box on my feet, i decided to take a look
inside and there was food, but suddenly a human hand comes up and starts to moving, i stay like "WTF?" i get the arm and
throw it through my window, it hitted the car that was following us, i took all the food from there and on the deep there was a zombie head.
i was really scared.


Technique used: Mild
Sleep time: 9/10 hours

Former coworker at funeral, generalizing in journal
My mother in law was telling me about the funeral of a grandfather of a kid we knew in this dream. She attended the funeral out of state. As she mentioned who was there, I noticed the name of a former coworker of mine.

I looked for the personal email address of this former coworker. At first could not find it, but then I found it and contacted him to tell him that my mother in law met him at that funeral.

Then it was as if I wrote this incident down in a journal. On one page I wrote the specifics of what happened, but on another page generalized from the specifics. I was telling someone else that this generalizing was important.

Fragment about forgotten purse
I forgot my purse in someone else's car. Luckily when I remembered it, this someone else also happened to be in the parking lot, so I could retrieve it.

Shushed and unnoticed

I went to talk to someone I do not know in real life at the office, but they shushed me, didn't want me to talk to him. In the dream I was not upset about that even though I did not understand why I had been shushed.

I went to the next office where a major boss (also not someone from real life) was to chat to him instead. He wanted to know where my desk was, since he did not know. I pointed out that my desk was right outside of his office that he could see it whenever he left his door open and looked out. He said that he had then seen it of course, but he just had not realized that was me.

Failed WBTB attempt 4:15 To 5:15

Dream 1:[COLOR="#800080"]I remember me being in my high school yard.There is a little stall with food.I wanted to go and buy something.First I wanted to buy a sandwich ,he said he don't have it.I wanted to buy more things but I don't really remember what,Though,I remember there were 2 girls near me and when I asked the seller about a pretzel,the girl near me said : I bought the last ,then she started laughing.Me , being very angry,I asked them to buy first in the time I think about what to buy.Then the seller showed me a bag of chips(Lays with salt) and I bought it.He said it was 2,5 lei(in romanian currency) and I gave him 1 leu then I wanted to give him 2 more lei but I gave him 3 lei then I asked him to give me the rest of the money, he laughed and he said he doesn't need to give me the rest.Angry,I was about to go in the high school when my friend comes to me and tells me that everyone is looking for me.I kept asking a lot of questions but I don't really remember them.So I wanted to go to the top floor where my class is,But on the stairs there were a lot of boys training for some kind of competition(they were doing push-ups,a lot of training) I remember climbing the stairs when some guy was blocking my way and my friend grabbed him by his leg and he throwed him away and I said: Leave that kid alone,Dafuq are you doing? Then we kept climbing stairs when I see 2 boys from my high school training and looking at me at the same time(staring) I smiled for a bit,then got to the top floor.When I got to the top floor,a lot of people took pictures of me and I remember trying to hide so they don't take pictures of me and my friend said:Stop taking pictures of her! then I fell on the floor with my hands on my face (I think my hair color was brunette) then I eventually stand up from there and gone to my class room.There were a lot of people studying,and then I thought that some teacher came and put them to work.Then a girl with red hair appeared (Anastasyia Shpagina) and we really got along (we were painting) then I remember doing her hair(she was blonde now) and I for some reason I said: Woah! I'll let my hair grow so we can do anime's hairstyles! Then we gone to the bathroom and I told her I watched her videos on the internet and that she was awesome(While both of us looked in the mirror) and then she smiled.Then we gone back to the class and there was my class teacher (she was amazed for some reason) Then I saw my death classmate standing there with a bag and she kept smiling (she didn't had that many birth marks on her face,as she had) While I was going in the back of the class to look at her I kept doing a lot of RCs(I think 2 LOL) but they didn't worked so I gone to her and got on my knees(Again) and I was amazed And I kept asking her how she is alive and then I touched her face and then I heard a voice(possibly my mom) saying: Maybe she was in clinical death and they brought her to a psychologist and she eventually got good again. Then I hugged her and the people were like: Owww! So cute. [/COLOR]

Dream 2: [COLOR="#800080"]I was sitting somewhere outside with my mom (in the back of the block flat) and then a brownish-black car appeared and there was my ex boyfriend family and him.When his mother got out of the car she sat near my mom.My mom said: Yeah,Anna , we are very good friends. Then someone shouted for me and I ran and there was a girl called Mirela(Which I hate very much) she had some short hair and she was wearing some blue-white-green clothes and she asked me When was the wedding? I said I didn't know and What wedding? (I automatically thought about McDonalds for some reason,I thought that McDonalds was the food served for the wedding) She said: Oh , I think I came too late , It's finished already. And I was like: Really? Then she walked away smiling.I looked at a group of girls over there and then I gone back. I remember sitting somewhere else looking at my ex boyfriend making out with someone else and I was like: Ok,I don't care. Then I wanted to get closer to there but then I see him alone,with no girl near him.I realise a cat walking around me and there was my sister saying: Catch it! She's so cute!. I kept looking at the cat and she was white with some brown and she was really cute but I couldn't catch it.[/COLOR]

Dream 3 :[COLOR="#800080"]I remember Heather Feather coming into my house holding a black bag,she said something about money but then I stopped her and I told my mom that I'm going in my room with her because I have to tell her something,my mom was really calm and she didn't say anything but she smiled and clean the kitchen.Then I told to myself(How she didn't wanted to come or ask me anything about it) Well then I gone to my room and told her that I lucid dream and that I walked through walls and that I saw money(I thought that's how I could make money for some reason) In this whole time,she was at the computer then she smiled and she lay on the bed (somehow she turned into my math teacher) then she said I need to relax a lot and then she took off an elastic and her hair was lying on her back and then she started massaging her scalp.That's all I remember.[/COLOR]

Dream fragment 1: [COLOR="#800080"]I remember Jonathan telling me he doesn't know how to run and I teached him how to run.[/COLOR]

Dream fragment 2:[COLOR="#800080"] My friend came to my house asking me to go outside and I said: I don't really think I can come. then she said: What?! Anna! then she come smiling in my house .[/COLOR]

Dream recall from today's nap. Way to go failing with that reality check, my awareness was probably non-existent.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game in some modern city with simple structure, there were alot of people and i was taking quests from some crazy scientist, then i went to do those quests but all people disappeared, i figure it is game preparing area for fight but i wake up.
I lie down with closed eyes and in a few seconds i get sensation of dream. For some reason i can't open eyes but i feel some kind of energy above. I manage to control this energy for a bit and i think about trying to turning it into something but then i wake up.

Dream 2(fragments):

I am in bed in different position, preparing for nap but then i get interrupted by family and talk. I get up and almost do reality check but then i get distracted again and.
I wake up, more interruptions, more talk, i finally do RC and my hands are weird, i think that with hands like that i would not be able to use keyboard properly and i do reality check a couple more times till they are more or less normal... I go through door and then i wake up.

1. [non-lucid]
I am in the game Bioshock Infinite in the floating city, I'm stood in front of a gold fence with a gold sign on it, everything has a warm glow to it (floating buildings in the background).

fragments:
I'm in a place with a dark tarmac floor, theirs a car parked next to a fence to the left.
Some girl came and asked me something, I ended up going with her somewhere.
Driving down some narrow country roads, I was scared we would hit something. we stopped for a white van at some point.

Notable Items & People:
Gold sign, floating building, parked car, bumpy light grey road, lime-ish green trees, white van.

Thoughts:
Shitty morning and now I lost most of the dream D:

In this dream I was playing Runescape which I haven't done in many years. I thought I'd catch up with an old friend that I knew quite well so I met up with him on the game. We talked a lot, we knew each other quite well. I remember asking to borrow one of his items (dragon 2h sword) because I wanted to try out rush PKing again but I didn't have any money. He said yes but when I checked my bank I changed my mind because I didn't have any good items to use anyway. Next thing I remember is the same guy coming to my house. He was downstairs while I was upstairs, I'm not actually sure why I didn't go downstairs. Anyway some more people came and I got the impression that he was inviting people he knew. My Sister came up stairs and talked to me and she said that it were her other half's family, and that this friend of mine asked her to take off her coat, which was funny because I watched a episode of How I met your mother and it was based on that. Anyway, next thing I know I'm downstairs but I don't remember his appearance at all. I remember walking out from the kitchen into the living room and there was this zombie that didn't look like much of a zombie and was trying to grab him, I threw some sharp thing at the zombie thing and it cut it. Then it was after me, I ran back into the kitchen and towards the garden, the thing re spawned behind me which was worrying. I remember getting out into the garden and jumping onto the fence, I wanted it to end, I think I thought I was watching a film because I don't remember saying I wanted the dream to end. I started shaking my head and the dream slowly started to fade away.

In this dream I remember talking to someone about my Dream Recall, I was saying how it hasn't been that great lately and I wasn't sure why. He was saying how I've been drinking lately which I don't recall because I don't drink. But he said that I drunk alcohol at Prom and that I was about to do so now, this didn't happen in realty but in the dream I created the memory of it.

I was in an IT class which some other people, we were leaving just about now. I remember being outside, walking home and seeing someone I knew who I talked to on the way home. I then remember being back at school to do this after school activity for an hour, it was my first time going there and I wasn't too sure of it. I went there with someone I knew, I sat down and they were doing some sort of an activity. We were supposed to work in pairs but apparently the girl next to me didn't want to work with me because she didn't know me, they wanted us to do some dance thing. Anyway the host/teacher came up in the middle of the circle and was calling people out to give examples to people of what we were supposed to do. All they were doing were holding hands in a dancing position and swaying side by side for a few seconds. After that it was the end which went very quick because it was for one hour and it felt like 5 minutes. I went home and I was just outside the school walking home and I realized that I was missing my coat and my jumper. I was on my way back there when the girl who sat next to me was there and I started talking to her and she said that they normally do these activities were you have to find things and you get it back after. We were told that we had to find these 2 coins in our groups. We went looking, i'm not sure if there was anyone else in the group but I just remember it being her and I. We went searching in the park and didn't find anything. So we went in through the school and started examining the toilets but didn't find anything. I then remember it being night and being in the street looking and there were other groups around too, they were saying how they already found a coin and we still had nothing.. I looked around and found a few coins but I was told they were just regular coins. I then remember the activity finishing for good and I was on my way home, I wasn't sure if I was going to go again this activity. However I definitely formed a friendship with the girl who sat next to me. I'm pretty sure this was where the dream ended as I was awoken.

07/09/13

Hug-a-Stranger Day
I am at a T intersection of an alley way. The passages extend to my left and right, and the passage in front of me leads to a street that appears deserted. I do not recognize where I am, though it never occurs to me that I might be dreaming. I am still there trying to figure out where I am when a man comes around the corner.

He pauses briefly and looks at me strangely. He seems somehow familiar, but I just can't think of his name or of where I might have seen him before. I notice that he doesn't look too good… he is moving like he has been badly injured and might collapse at any point. I find myself wishing I had my healing powers in my waking life. I feel I would really like to use my healing powers to heal this man even though I can't remember who he is. I hear someone on the main street approaching from the left. It sounds like a lot of someones. I wonder who that might be. Are they the ones responsible for this man's current condition? If so, they almost surely want to finish him off. I figure maybe I can't heal him, but maybe I can help him get to a place to hide until the enemies go away. The man is making his way towards me, so I go over to him and start helping him farther back into the alley. We get near the back of the alley; I stop to look around for someplace to get him out of sight. I hear the people chasing after him getting closer. The man is now standing behind me as I try a door that is partially hidden behind a dumpster. It is unlocked. I wonder if the people behind him could be dumb enough to miss the door. Maybe I could stay outside and misdirect them. I turn around to find the man right in front of me looking at me strangely. He says he really wishes he didn't have to do this but he can't let "them" have their way. I figure he means the people behind him. Then he hugs me. He gives me several firm squeezes and then lets me go. Now he looks puzzled and a bit alarmed. He says something didn't work, and it might be too late, could it be he's just not strong enough now? There's no time to find out what he's talking about or why he hugged me… is this some kind of Hug a Stranger Day? I tell him the door is unlocked, go in, and I'll try to misdirect his pursuers. He hesitates, looking at me strangely one more time before disappearing through the door. The door closes and I get out from behind the dumpster just as a couple men enter the alley. The man in front, who is clearly in charge, says it they almost have the bastard, don't let him get away!

Looking to delay them, I go over and hug the guy in charge. He pushes me away and asks what the fuck I am doing. I tell him I thought it was Hug a Stranger Day since that guy that just went by gave me a big hug. The man laughs, he says that guy wasn't giving me a hug… he was trying to consume me to make himself stronger… though he has no idea why it failed. Consume? My mind is starting to process slowly… The man identifies himself as being with Blackwatch and says it is important that I tell him which way this rogue hugger went. Blackwatch… consuming… wait… I'm dreaming! I do a reality check by pinching my nose and I can still breathe. I point to my right and say he went that way. I say I hope they get that asshole who tried to kill me. They head off in that direction. Of course I now realize the asshole who tried to hug me was Alex Mercer… But I don't feel angry at all, just glad that this means I can use my healing powers… and I love my Witchblade, which I am sure blocked Alex's attempt to consume me. I go to the door and go in, wondering how far Alex might have gotten… He hasn't gone very far. He is sitting on the ground a short ways inside. I wonder what Blackwatch could have done to get him in such a state. So I go over to him, he seems partly conscious and maybe resting, waiting to regenerate. I focus on the song Voices from Macross Plus, using the energy to speed up the healing process. He quickly heals and soon looks like his normal self. He asks what I just did… I tell him I'm a healer, so I used my healing energy. And Blackwatch is out chasing a wild goose… idiotic Templars… He starts to say something about what happened earlier, but I tell him I don't have time to stick around… I'm about to wake up. He looks puzzled at that statement and then I wake.
 
Poke… Poke…
I am walking down a city street in a city I don't recognize, though this doesn't seem strange to me. I am walking when I reach a spot where an alley branches off to the left. There is also a door to a business on each side of the alley. A large dumpster is sitting just inside the alley. For some reason I pause there for a few minutes. As I am trying to figure out where I am going I hear someone behind me yelling for help. I turn and look to see a normal looking man in black slacks and a blue shirt running down the sidewalk. He is pushing people out of his way and asking for help. Everyone he asks for help just turns away, however, clearly not wanting to get in on whatever trouble this man happens to be in. I think that is pretty pathetic, and when the man gets to me I ask what the problem is, is there someone chasing him? He says yes, there is someone chasing him… a mad man… he can't let that man catch him or he will be killed. The man says no, it's worse than being killed… he's heard that the man behind him will eat him alive. I am less inclined to take him seriously now that he's said the man chasing him is a psychopathic cannibal. He must notice the look on my face because he says he is being serious, there has to be somewhere to hide. He says he has to hide, all he needed was for me to not tell that monster behind him where he is hiding. He asks me for a promise, which I give. I promise I won't tell anyone where you hide. After a brief hesitation he says the hot air in the sun-warmed dumpster should help mask his body heat. So now he's also being chased by a predator?

I consider that this man might be on drugs… He goes right over to the dumpster and climbs in. I am standing there watching the dumpster, wondering how long that man intends to stay in the trash, when another man comes down the street in a big hurry. I can clearly see he is neither a monster nor a predator. Of course I can't tell if he might be a cannibal… He looks vaguely familiar but I can't place his name. He is wearing a brown hoodie under a black leather jacket.

Since most bystanders left when the first man was calling for help, I am the only one standing here now. The man who just arrived asks if I saw a man in a blue shirt and black pants come through here. I am not sure what to say. I don't feel at all certain what to do. The man in front of me says the one he's after couldn't have gotten out of sight yet, he wants me to tell him where the man is hiding… I must have seen. I make an effort not to look at the dumpster though I am still uncertain. I ask the man why he is searching for the man hiding. He says he just has a few questions to ask and he thinks that man has some answers. I tell him I can't say, I promised not to. I turn to walk away. When I turn the man grabs me from behind and covers my mouth with one hand and pokes me in my lower back with the other. WTF? So I elbow him in the crotch with my left elbow. That seems totally ineffective, and he pokes me a couple more times. His hold loosens and I use a move I learned in self defense class to spin around and kick him squarely in the crotch as hard as I can. He doesn't seem to care about that, though he does look very puzzled now. I ask what the fuck he's poking me for then I poke him twice in the chest… trying not to show my own bafflement at how the kick to the crotch did nothing. Maybe he doesn't even have balls? A somewhat fat and very smelly man comes out of one of the businesses. He says he can take me somewhere that lowlifes won't bother us. He lurches forward and grabs my breast. I kick him in the balls… he doubles over in pain and throws up. I comment mostly to myself that the technique still works… thus the man who poked me must have no balls. He doesn't seem to care about that statement; he grabs me by my collar and actually lifts me off my feet. I am looking directly in his eyes now, and I would not have any problem believing he is the psychopathic cannibal the first man said he was. I don't remember when I have ever seen someone with such lifeless empty eyes. It was like looking into an abyss, and the abyss was looking back at me. He asks again where the first man went. I tell him fuck off, you piece of trash. But this time I feel my gaze shift towards the dumpster briefly. He sets me down and heads over to the dumpster. I call him an asshole loudly enough for people on the other side of the street to hear. He doesn't even look back at me. He opens the dumpster and looks in, then drags the first man out by his neck. I wonder if I should try to intervene… I wonder if I could do any good, since I still don't realize I'm dreaming. The man in the blue shirt calls for help again, and then I hear him begging the asshole not to do it. I figure he means don't kill him. I head towards the two of them, thinking I can't just stand by if the asshole is going to kill the other man. I stop when the asshole throws the other man on the ground and literally beats him into a bloody pulp. Then the asshole actually absorbs the other man's body into his own body. It is truly disgusting. It looks like Alex Mercer consuming someone in Prototype… wait a minute… I do a reality check by pinching my nose, I can still breathe. It didn't just look like Alex Mercer consuming someone… that's exactly what it was! He takes off and runs up a tall building. I take flight and follow after him. I am already focusing on the song Touch My Heart from the Devil Hunter Yohko soundtrack. I fly up over the top of the building as the song is playing; Alex has stopped and is watching me. The song continues, golden energy surrounds and flows through Alex as usually happens. The song finishes. I want to see if it worked. I want to look at his eyes again and see if there's still nothing there… but I don't get a chance to before I wake.

Okay, here is probaly the weirdest dream ive ever had. It was about a bathroom. Not a small one like in a house. But like one a person could find in a walmart. Antyways the tiles were blue there were three urinals. And well the weird part is that there were no sinks. The other strange thing was that if i turned this handle i found a secret room were i found my friends from school. Weird right.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid

Killing Floor Of Traveling:
I remember being in a room in what seemed like an abandoned town. The room was locked and it was infested with undead. I was with a partner of mine. I think it was dusk out. Anyway, we go in and kill the zombies. I don't remember exactly what happened next, but i believe we talked inside the room. I felt like i couldn't trust my partner. He was a mysterious person, i didn't like the vibe i got from him.

Next scene i remember, i'm at my grandmothers house, i might be driving one of their cars or talking to someone. And at another scene, I was on a high speed rail. I was traveling to someplace, i think i had a reason to go to that place but at the same time, i felt a feeling of being lost and having no place to go. The train stops and the passengers and i get out. I then start out to go to my destination but a guy driving a tractor with a wagon attached to the back comes by the train and picks people up to take them to their destination. I get on.

The final scene, I'm on some continent, investigating different places of interest. I remember going to various places and then checking my map, The map had zones drawn on it and it was colored with the level of risk each zone had associated with it. As i'm traveling, i get to a foresty place with construction taking place not too far off on a hill. At this point, i gain lucidity, and decide to head over to the hill, i stop and have a chat with one of the construction workers as i walk up. As i get to the hill, the sight is absolutely amazing. In the distance, i see a desert area with a river flowing out to an ocean. The river had rich looking houses built next to it. The sun was also shining down. It was a great.

Heavy Backstab:
I was in a game of TF2. The game had three people in it. The objective was to backstab the heavy as a spy, Or if your the heavy, survive. The first two rounds, i was spy. The first round i won and backstabbed the heavy in what looked like a mid-constructed building. The next round took place at my house. I tried to backstab but missed and then the other spy came and was about to win but i killed him and then i killed the heavy with my pistol. I guess it was cheating but meh. The third round, about 5 people joined. I played as a heavy this round, there were also two other heavys. There were about four spies. The heavys got chainsaws this time. I got the idea to form a circle and each of us chainsaw a certain radius so we can ward off invisible spies. It worked for the most part. I remember sawing a spy through his chest but he remained invisible because he was still alive. I later came back and sawed the head off. As i did that, the other spies called a vote to kick me or something because our circle was sort of cheating.

Wednesday 7/10/13

Last night bed 1am - 8am

DR - I'm visiting family S in WV. Seems they are not home yet, so I'm walking through the neighborhood. Nice, clean, typical SoCal suburb, lack of green though. I walk by a local park with a lake. Everything is dry. Dusty dirt around the lake. Two swans with dirty feathers are standing up and flapping their wings, craning their necks. There is also a crane. And something I think it's another dirty large bird, but it turns out to be a homeless woman in while tethered blankets.

Now we are at the amuzement park. I offer to push a stroller. We came to some place and the woman is telling me to leave our purses and keys there, they will be ok. I'm like "purses and keys, really?". I don't wanna leave them, and then come back for them, or have them stolen. There is someone standing near me and I'm thinking he is stealing from my purse, but it turns out, he was putting there something for me to smuggle it. I find a key we thought we don't have.

We come to a bus/trolley stop. But the attendant tells us, bus doesn't come to this last stop. We have to walk to the nearest station. I think we are telling the attendant to make sure to tell his superiors, that that's a dumb idea.

We come up the hill and there is a bus standing. I'm trying to figure out where to buy the ticket. Booth or the driver. Turns out that the woman has some tickets for me.

We sit down and womans husband gets on. They talk and he is scolding her for something. Behind me is a mirror window and in the adjacent room, some kids are fighting. We look but it's not our kids.

Kids are playing with oversized ipod shuffles, that have screens. Someone is showing me some pictures on it.

This was very vivid and detailed. The people were abosulutely spot on. They looked like in waking life. I have not seen them in years, but this dream helped me recall their exact likeness.

Day 2 Yoga Nidra

Day before yesterday I played the first track - Survey of body.

Today I played 61-point relaxation 16 min
It's basically guiding you to be aware of sertain points on your body. No flexing of muscles involved as I have read about in other guides.

I was not sleepy at all when I started, but after about 10 min (and first 5 of these, my cat was laying on me), by the time we got to the right toes, I was falling asleep. Didn't realize it, untill his voice jolted me up every now and them. He tells you to be aware of a part, then he is quiet for about 8 sec and then he continues. So these 8 sec were enough for me to be dozing off.


Ascending Breath 14 min
This is guided breathing excercise. You inhale at certain parts of the body up to the top of the head. I guess this also keeps your awareness at those parts of body.

and Yoga Nidra 16 min
This is to keep awareness at the space between brests and to go deep into silence.

There is no music on this CD, only this calm voice. Each track was only 99cents, so I figured I have nothing to lose.

I'm walking through a forest with my sister. I'm partially dressed up like a mummy. We're on our way to go camping. Sometimes, I will fly instead of walk. When I fly, I notice I'm carrying a heavy bag. We see our aunt and uncle on the side of the dirt path. It looks like they're camping here. They notice us and we have a seat by them. They tell us that the festivities where we're going have been canceled. My uncle is eating butter by the spoon out of a can so he can 'get out the ashes'. I want to show them that I can fly but when they look I can't do it.
Now, we are where we were going. We're at out friend's motor home. There are a lot of people here and someone says that this is going to be televised. I don't want to be on TV but I find myself sitting on the windowsill of the motor home right next to a cameraman. The cameraman is filming a guy who is talking in a quiet, high-pitched voice about our friend's family. I notice my mom behind me and I tell her I want to leave. She says I can, and I do. Outside, I see some school buses have arrived. Lots of people are walking around and I know that I need to find someone in the crowd. I walk into the crowd but suddenly I'm in a gym. There are a few people in here but I notice two of my friends, A and K in the back corner. K is wrapped up in a pink, fuzzy blanket. I go over and sit down with them. A boy, R, comes over and tells A he wants her tits. I tell him to respect her, and he leaves. K gives me a bag with pins all over it. Each pin says 'bless you' in a different language.

Dream 1

I'm with my friend, looking at the stars. We see a shooting star and watch it alt the way to the horizon where it disappears. We get up and walk in the direction the shooting star was headed. We come to a trailer and right by it I see a small crater with scorched ground around it. There's a fire right by the trailer and we put it out with some dirt.

Dream 2

My mom and I are driving home on the highway. We suddenly pull over, get out, and look up at the stars. Fairly low in the sky I see a big, bright cluster of stars that seem to be arranged in a geometrical pattern. And... they're moving. They stay together, moving up in the sky, and they look like they're getting closer. I think that it is a UFO but then they come together, get brighter and form some sort of connection with the lake on the side of the road. At the end of this 'light bridge' a big, blue fish appears. It is like no fish I've seen before. I go and feel it - it it feels like a moss covered rock under water. It swims away. I question my current beliefs about life and the universe.
Now, I'm standing outside somewhere and people are gathering around me. I'm telling them what I saw but they're slowing starting to leave.
~ I guess this is what you get for watching Ancient Aliens..

I would like to state off the bat that this is incomplete. Yes it's long. But this isn't even half of the dream.. So there's a very likely chance I will come back and edit this post with more of the dream as I write it out! (Bold Italics are me just explaining things as I see em)

So many of them. They came from nowhere yet everywhere..

I was at home. My family on my mother’s side was visiting for some reason. Things were going well for the most part.

It just hit me that this was the second part of the dream. I will have to try to remember the first part better before writing about it..

There was a lot of nonsensical things going on that do not pertain to the dream, so I will be omitting these from this write up..

It all seemed to revolve around my bedroom for the most part. The closet, the walls, the window. They appeared from anywhere and everywhere.

There was so much happening at all times. There was a little boy who had a crush on my young cousin. Some of my friends were there for no reason. People on all levels of the house just meandering about talking and having a good time.. Then it started..

I was in my room, laying on my bed, talking to a friend who was sitting in the chair in the corner. To my right I saw a shimmer of movement. Before I knew it, there was a man with jet black hair, possibly about his mid forties, crawling in through my window. On his right arm he seemed to have a giant weapon. It almost looked as if the gun had taken the place of his entire forearm. He had goggles of some sort on, but one of the lenses was heavily tinted black, the other seemed as if it should’ve been clear, but was more of a silver colour, and I was unable to see his eyes through either lens. I didn’t know what to do, so I just sat there on my bed, frozen in fear. There was a man in my room, with a giant ass gun for an arm, pointing right at me... I sat.. And I stared... And he just stood there, smiling.. A sick, contorted smile. That grin of surprisingly white teeth sent a horrible chill up and down my body, and my brain was tingling with reactions I should have had immediately, but the signals never seemed to make it to the rest of my body.. Jump off the bed and run for your life! my brain screamed. What are you doing, why aren’t you moving! You’re going to die if you don’t do something soon! I scrambled off the bed and ran.. I ran right into another house that I haven’t been in in a long time..

Let me explain this quickly.. I don’t have recurring dreams or nightmares anymore. But I do have many recurring places. The dreams are never the same, but the settings in some dreams/nightmares like to come back with moderate frequency. The more I write these out, the more this will become evident.

This place was so familiar. My brain scrambled to try to recognize where I was. A part of me knew this place, knew it so well. I’ve been here before, many times.. But when? And why? My poor brain was so involved in the dream, I quickly lost my focus of the house, and remembered the man with the black hair and gun were going to be showing up at any time.. Then I realized, he hadn’t. Where was he? Did I manage to lose him that fast? I couldn’t even remember how I got to this place other than running through the threshold of my bedroom door.

I quickly shook the thoughts. I stood there staring at a small set of carpeted stairs that led down to two red doors. That’s when he showed up. Not the man with the gun and goggles. This man was far worse as far as appearances went.

There was a bang.. Then a crash. Before I knew what to say or what to do, I found myself once again paralyzed with fear of what was coming up and through one of these doors. My feet were like cement blocks, keeping me from running. My eyes glued to these doors. The door on the left flew open, and another man thundered up the last step, slowly turning his head to face me, but not his body. Thinking back on it, it almost felt like he knew he didn’t need to turn to face me. He knew what I was doing and thinking. It was a dream after all, and dream people are of your own creation, so of course they know what you’re thinking, it’s your own brain! This man was larger than the first man. Not by much, and he wasn’t taller at all. If anything, the black haired man was taller, but less muscular. This one, if you can even call it a man, was bald, with grotesque skin. His eyes were small and grey, yet somehow black with death. He had a massive drill on his arm. Similar to the first man who had a gun for an arm, but this was a giant drill instead. He slouched a lot, which would account for him appearing shorter than the rest, but he too had a contorted, disgusting grin. His teeth yellowed and thick, too short to touch the lower jaw teeth when he grinned. He had small ears, and some sort of markings on his skull that I couldn’t see well, and could have possibly been scars. His nose was short and wide, his nostrils seeming to be flared out, smelling the air around him. He wore boots that covered his very large feet. His arms were massive with bulging muscles, and his legs were by no means any smaller in muscle mass from the rest of his body, his shorts frayed and worn, greyed with time.

After what felt like an eternity of looking at this thing, I felt a flinch in my body, and I ran. I could feel the ground shake as he laughed a deep, guttural laugh that I could feel surround my body, making me tense up as I ran. The ground shook heavily as he thundered after me, the drill swinging at his side with each stride. I knew I couldn’t outrun these things. But I felt I had a good chance if I took sharp turns, jumped out windows, or just flat out hid in places I thought they wouldn’t be able to reach due to their massive size.

I will continue this when I have some more time to sit and write..

Fragmented recall, got to sleep later than usual due to doing too much stuff again.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game and i was in forest that looked very familiar. I was talking to some characters about player classes and we were searching for some artifacts. At one point i was looking at menu and comparing class stats.

Dream 2:

I was playing some strategy game where the map was split into 9 parts that were weirdly connected over the edges. I was starting with small amount of forces and the map was filled with enemies and some enemy bases, as for the areas themselves, they looked rather greeny with a number of elevation changes and mountains and trees, a few waterfalls as well.
I was building a base and started making units, one of which looked like scout ships from AI War, i used those for scouting obviously since other partitions of the map were shrouded at the beginning. Then i got more defenses and units as well as progressing in the tech. I defeated a few attack waves and capped connected partitions for resources, then progressed in attacking and getting superweapons, then soon there was no enemy left on the map, i sent scout to each partition to be sure and indeed, only my units were present.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was at home which looked entirely different, there was colored glass and rooms were alot bigger, then i went somewhere else and there was some kind of concert. Then after there was a heated discussion in the city.

Dream 4(fragment):

I was playing some kind of RTS and was defending the base.

Dream 5(fragment):

I was playing some FPS that was happening on tropical islands, like Far Cry.