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Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid

Better resolution:
I'm at some canyon place with only myself and a friend, its dusk and we're playing a gamecube. I was the one who hooked it up. The resolution when it started up was..well, pretty darn bad. But my friend played it regardless. Eventually, this girl finds us and manages to fix the resolution. And then some dramatic stuff might have happened. But i can't remember.

Winter mario world:
It's winter and snowing. Me and this girl enter a mansion. The setting inside is similar to that of super mario party. We manage to survive and and make it to the second floor where we then head outside. Once outside we explore some bit. That's about all i can remember. I also think i remember something about me getting two swords through my chest.

Thoughts: Well, my recall has been derpy but it's mostly my fault, tonight, i'll repeat some mantras and etc. Had a weird schedule the last few days.

Okay this happened like a month ago. It was a Saturday when he was at Mexico so he couldn't text me and I just kept thinking about him. Well that night I had a dream that we were sitting together at school in class. And then I turned around to look at him, I smiled and he smiled back then he kissed me. I was really happy it was like if we were together . When I woke up I thought it was an amazing dream but I couldn't tell him cause I thought it would make our friendship weird . But like four days later he came back and texted me , and he said "I had a dream about you last night . I hope things don't get weird tho. I had a dream we were together at school in the same classroom , and then I smiled at you and kissed you ." I freaked out !!! It's so weird that we both had the same dream ! Does this mean something ? Oh yea he told me he liked me too , but still so weird ! Lol

I've had several interesting non lucid dreams the past few nights... Some of these dream are reoccurring and I ALWAYS fail to recognize it.

July 15 1:34AM

I have another dream where I am in the military. This time it is specifically Army. I am not trying to escape it this time. I want it. I spend a lot of time saying bye to my wife with much anguish and guilt. She says it will only be nine months but I told her I was thinking only six. She assures me that she will be there for me no matter how long.

Separate dream much later. Time unknown.

I am doing some training for the Army. There is some drill. Gas fills the room. I am told to smash my hand in some device as the pain of it will keep me from dying from the gas. I do so and there is no sensation. The ceiling lowers and I am forced to the floor. I feel claustrophobic.

Again separate dream much later. Time unknown

I am still in the Army. We are training with blanks but some how people get shot and die. We stop and there is not much concern for the dead. There is some conversation as I watch a machine or robotic arm reload and package large caliber rifle bullets. Suddenly I see a flash of red. I look around and see someone has a laser trained on me. I shout, "SNIPER!" Some woman acts as my protector and forces me to the ground. She covers me with her own body. Another solider flanks the sniper and shoots him in the face.
The scene skips and the sniper looks cartoony with half his face hanging off. There is no gore or blood. He is alive and well and ranting about some kind of religion and that he needs to kill. He will strike again.

3:32AM

I took huperzine and had a dream about being able to swim extremely fast. My body moved like a fish. Then I lost the ability and spent a lot of time trying to get it back.

July 16 4:06AM

Obama is at the mall here in town. There is some huge room set up with folding chairs. All the chairs get haphazardly rearranged last minute. A few people from work are overly excited to see him. I roll my eyes and think they are idiots. I really don't want to be here but figure I might as well stay since I am. Obama has a young daughter and she gives some sort of intro. Then Obama comes out and laughs her off. She wasn't supposed to do that. The he climbs some steps to a catwalk and uses a giant clock for a podium. He begins to speak and then realizes the mic wont work even though I can hear him fine. He is escorted outside to get fixed up with a new mic but time passes and he doesn't come back. I wonder is someone will shoot him. Then I hear a siren like an ambulance. I think surely that's not for him. Then I realize I hear a faint pop from outside just before. I think someone shot him.

Everyone panics and runs outside. I tell them its not use you wont know what happened. They will stop you. They crowd to the exit and seem to just stop. I wonder in a restroom and pee. After I see Jon and talk. I say that n***** president must have got shot. (Sorry, I'm not racist I just grew up hearing that word. Don't panic. ok? ) Some black teenage boy hears me say that and calls his buddy from the stall. He looks pissed and I don't want to explain myself so I run away into the crowd. I wonder the mall and start talking to another black teenage boy. I find that he's pretty cool and we become friends. I think this is also a good disguise from the other guys looking for me. We've been talking awhile and I realize I don't know his name so I ask him. He says it's Mike. I say, "Hey! That's my name tooooo!" We walk together and I see the other guys hiding in various places and looking for me but they see right past me. It's like I am invisible to them. I hear one say, "Well maybe he went that way. Keep looking."

We walk to the end of the mall and it becomes some grocery store. We both say we are looking for our family. I know I came with my mom and wife and I need to find them to leave. We end up in the parking lot and it is getting dark. We begin to part way and suddenly Mike tries to kiss me. I push him away and become angry. Pointing to his head he says, "Sorry. We're in two different places." He starts to walk off and then turns around. "We can still be friends, right?"
"Sure ya man. You're cool." I feel bad for lying to him but I just wanted to get away and forget the whole thing. I quickly walk away and look for my car. It's gone and I become angry that they would just leave me. I fish in my pocket for my phone and become relived when I pull it out. I try to call my wife but I can't get the contacts to pull up. I try to dial the number manually and get halfway then find it hard to remember.

Just then a car slows down on the street I am on. I hear one of the black boys yells something. It's the first one. I recognize his voice. I run into some abandoned shack and lock myself in. I think the cheap sliding locks wont keep someone out for long. I try to dial 911 but my hands are thick an numb. Finally I get a call out but they put me on hold. I just hope I don't get beat up too bad before they find me. I wake up.

5:24AM

I am at work but the old plant before they moved. I go to break and tell Jon about the dream I had. I recalled every bit of the dream with total accuracy. I begin leaving out major chunks of the dream when I realize he is not that interested. I just tell him the highlights.

Snooze alarm

I dream that I am in some version of some house that is familiar. The cats are eating fish from the floor vents and the sink is overflowing. One of my girls clogs the toilet and I tell her to handle it herself. She can start doing things on her own. Then I smell it. The most God-awful shit smell ever. I think maybe I should handle this myself. Thankfully I wake up.

non lucid

*I am hanging out with my friend montre and jay z shows up. This is idol so he almost starts to cry along with some other people who saw him. I thought how the hell can you cry over this dude. He walked to us and said something about giving his mother a million dollars. I thought that's good he is taking care of his mother. I walked outside and over heard him talking to his mother. His mother seemed to ungrateful and demanded alot of money quickly. Jay Z seemed he would do anything to make his mom happy. I thought wow this is were all his good karma comes from, this is why he is so rich. I thought if I were famous how would I appear to the public.

lucid

*I am running from someone in the streets. I try to fly thinking how come I don't have control over this dream. So I am like semi-lucid at this point.

lucid

*I became lucid in my room and walked outside focusing on remaining calm so the dream does not end. I thought of my goal to meet with the karmapa. I started to chanted karmapa chenno and turned around expecting him to be there but when I did there was only a dark figure standing in my apartment hallway. I started to chant karmapa chenno louder and a white started to wash over me. I woke up.

Dream 1(fragments):

I and some other person were dragons, but we were in human form to stay hidden. We were visiting some landscape where multiple seasons were clashed together, there was some wooden house in winter part of the landscape where we were talking to someone about history of the place.

Dream 2:

I was in some group on some site, we were discussing something about dragons, then someone else joined the group and we were discussing in other chat whether to accept him or not. We accepted and went to play some video games. I was showing off how far i can get in some 2D platformer/shooter game, where i controlled some glitchy square thing that could change size and eat enemies, the levels were made from orange color blocks and said enemies were some yellow circles with emoticons that could shoot bullets. The level was pretty mazey and i was not really good at navigating it, i got pretty far but eventually failed.
Then someone from the group started streaming some game that looked like front mission 3, except levels looked different. There was one level in docks where enemy controlled wanzers got shotguns and an ability called "Big Guns" that increased damage.
Then we all started playing some version of XCOM TFTD that was really different, for one the game started with nothing at all, no squad, and an menu of submarine creation where we had to build submarine from parts and modules and then buy soldiers and stuff. Then the game itself was more difficult than TFTD(which is already difficult) and we were failing hilariously.

Ok so I was having an afternoon nap after work when I started to hear voices and this person spoke saying the words ''sirians and Atlantis''

I do not know what this means but it seems important I looked online and it seems to be existent what are your thoughts. And it was like I was still awake but I could hear voices.

All kinds of new stuff here. First of all, due to some recent family tragedies and issues, I was up until 5:30am. I woke up at 6am, then again at some point, then again at noon. This time when I went back to sleep, I was drifting off and watching some swirly images on the back of my eyelids. I thought to myself, "If I have a lucid dream now, I don't even want to attempt any goals or anything, just a hookup." I felt so mentally and emotionally exhausted, that I didn't even like the idea of any tasks. This has happened to me a few times, happen to any of y'all? Anyway, the swirly images took me straight into a dream then right back out, but the images now looked like my dog Daisy's nose lol. So I just focused on this snout, because somehow it anchored me right into a dream. NO vibrations.. a first for me.

But like my usual WILDs, I started out in my bed. For some reason I didn't try to take anything carefully or slowly like I usually do, I was just in kind of an IDC mode. I just sped to the bedroom door, almost tripping over the entangled blankets. I got to the door and I thought I about lost the dream, because my heart was racing, and I was breathing hard. I really felt it. Everything went kinda "Wom wom wom wom wom" for a moment, but I held on, and I didn't wake up after all. I left the room and went down the hall, already set on finding a hot chick (yes I'm aware I have a problem, or I'm half gay or idk what). The hall opened into the living room and there was an older woman and a young guy I think. I walked up to them (completely aware that I was female at this point btw, because I remember feeling a little awkward that I could see my long hair all strewn about my face, yet I was about to ask them something that a guy should be asking), and asked, "Hey, where's that hot chick who lives here?" [Notice I didn't ask "IF" there was a hot chick here, I asked straight up "WHERE" she was ] The older woman pointed to another room. It was a sunny room with a bay window. The first object I saw in the room was a baby grand piano, and a pretty lady was playing the piano. She was wearing a red turtleneck sweater, and a short skirt. She looked half hispanic, with a really nice layered hairdo. I walked up to her and she smiled at me, and I noticed one of her teeth was slightly crooked, but in a cute way. I just said, "hey baby" and grabbed her , lifted her off the piano bench and tried to kiss her. She didn't want to at first, but then I was like "Come onnnnnn" [my dream, my woman]. I kissed her and she let me this time. A few heated moments of frenching and kissing her neck (I like doing that, maybe it's because i like MY neck being kissed irl?? And I think as a guy, I can do it better than guys irl hahahaha, sorry boys). I transformed into a guy without even trying this time. There was a mirror on the wall by the piano, and I caught my reflection in the corner of my eye in between kisses (I keep my eyes open the whoooole time by the way, just in case of lost lucidity), and I had short hair like a guy. Plus I noticed something happening downstairs So predictable. I I pulled down my jeans and sat on the piano bench. I lifted her skirt and sat her on my lap. Then ... same ol' same ol'. Felt gooood though. No wonder men are such hornballs. At one point (and this is weird), I put my hands under her shirt while we were at it, but she didn't have a bra, and hardly any boobs. Which felt like I was in danger of getting turned off, so I just massaged her chest until boobs started to grow right under my hands. Really interesting sensation. We did it for maybe 15 seconds but I woke up just when I was about to finish. Oh well.

Didn't get her name either I'm such a jackass.

I'm at some place, I'm not sure where but I need to go to the bathroom so I enter the bathroom door, there are so many stalls, organized strangely, some of the stalls have two doors with one door leading to whole separate areas of more stalls, and they have those changing room wood blinds type things going on and I know people would follow me and watch me, and some of the stall doors are to short both on the bottom and top, and some of the toilet seats are filthy but have good stall doors. I just keep going deeper and deeper trying out stalls, but then someone will enter my area so then I'll walk farther trying to find a suitable stall. Finally I get to this area of stalls that has changing rooms in between each stall like a pattern, and a wall in front of the stall, but then some girl comes in and I get irritated and then a security guard appears and yells at me to get out of the changing room area, but then me and the girl explain to him that there is also stalls in the room and he says "oh okay" then walks away, and then I try one more stall, but that girl follows me so I say" fuck this, I don't have to shit anymore", and then I just walk out of the bathroom contemplating weather or not I still need to take a shit..

7/16/13

last night bed 1am - 8:40am

Not a great recall, just a frag. But have to write it down, 'cos I had a dream with OpheliaBlue. Yup.

Just fragments today...

- I stand, shirtless, looking in a mirror. I see that I am very hairy.

- I am on the school bus, sitting alone, and a girl asks if we can trade seats.

- I'm in a restaurant with my parents. We're going to our table when we stop because they see two people they know. These people both start talking to talk to me at the same time. I don't recognize either of them.

I remember in the dream that it was just me involved in moving space and time into another galaxy far far away so that I could meet a distant family of stars. It started to where the planet moved slowly with the universe and then ended up colliding in unison with a moving blue light in the sky.

I was then In a place where people were spirits, ghosts, or have passed and I could not see them but knew that they were there. This place was an abandoned neighborhood. I started to become weary of something when I noticed there were dolls and props from children's toys laying about the neighborhood. This was weird to me but I continued on then moving into a house above the ground where I found these kids on top of their beds. They looked real for a second but then on second thought they were fragments of people. -END

in the first dream i was sitting on a non-moving escalator in a mall. the floors and walls were white, there was a lot of brushed metal, and the mall seemed very spacious. as i sat on the escalator, i was eating bbq chicken wings. i said "i love to eat chicken wings and stare at people on the escalator". i thought this was the most hilarious thing ever.

then i was in a conference room. the colour scheme, again, was brushed metal and white. some college students were watching a powerpoint presentation and working on their laptops. very boring dream.

i woke up around 5 am and went back to sleep. i had this dream during that time:

i was in a large grocery store. i wanted to steal some pop but i kept seeing security guards walking around. at one point i wandered into another area of the store and began reciting a poem. i then listened to a recording of my own voice and was embarrassed by how awful it sounded. i returned to the area where i was before and i saw a crowd of people in the other aisle. there were some security guards in the group. i tried to figure out what was going on but i couldn't see anything.

Last night I woke up after about 3 hours of sleep and tried to visualize some signs with the letters RC written on them. I tried to somehow incubate them so they would appear in my next dream. It didn't work however so I didn't get lucid.
If I can get this to work somehow, it would mean that I learned how to incubate even small details into my dreams, advanced dream manipulation so to speak

1st: This is the only dream I'll write down, as the other dream was a usual Pickup-related dream.
I was some kind of superhero. I had a sidekick and I could fly. We were in a destroyed city and searched for some evil guy. We came to a huge collosseum and I flew around it. Suddenly I saw the enemy. He looked like some kind of purple space-alien-soldier. He had a sniper rifle that could shoot energy beams. I flew around and he shot at me with his rifle, luckily I could evade the shots. Our mission was to capture him and bring him somewhere. I charged towards him and grabbed him. At this point the dream got weird. He was now a cat and I was on the ground, trying to carry the cat to some place. The cat always tried to get away (just like real cats) and it scratched and bit me in my arm. Weird.

Interpretation: That evil guy looked similar to some enemies from a game I played a long time ago. The collosseum was from the movie "Jumper", which I watched just a day ago. I don't know why I was a superhero though, maybe because I like to fly or something. The cat part was probably because my girlfriend has 2 cats that always scratch and bite whenever you pick them up, now that I think of it the cat in the dream looked exactly like one of her cats.

Dream: Partying Trashed Place

After some partying that was related to a holiday, the vacation place my family staid at in this dream was completely trashed, and it appeared that this was too much for housekeeping to handle, so the place would stay trashed.

My husband and I had been hanging out with friends at a party. At the party one of our friends had a photos order form, and we were looking though and ordering photos.

I left for a potty break to a bathroom that was completely trashed. That's when I realized, we had forgotten all about the time. I had originally promised my mother and stepfather we would meet them for lunch, and now it was 7pm. I ran into my mom and stepfather on the way from the potty. I called my husband to say "Let's go with my folks to a restaurant." But he did not want to leave the party, whereas I had had more than enough. So i suggested that my husband stay on his own at the party if he liked.

I thought it would be good to take the boys with me and my folks to the restaurant. But I was confused on whether they were being babysat or whether they were at the grown up party with my husband. Either way there were no other kids there, and surely they would prefer to go out with their grandparents.

Fragment: Worrying about my husband, comparing to my father

In a phone call with my dad I mentioned the word death in passing, and he asked whether I am depressed. I said no, that I am just worried that my husband is working himself to death, working 12 hours and not sleeping enough at night despite being sick with the flu. But I guess it will be ok, because my father worked like this all the time and now he is fine. Side note: my dad worked like this all the time indeed, whereas my husband only now has deadlines at work and is indeed working long hours despite being sick, but the difference is that with my husband it is the exception not the rule, I still worry though, but not literally about death.

Fragment: emotional exchange with my mom
I had some sort of serious discussion with my mom, don't know about what. Then she argued that when she divorced my dad I was desperate but now I wouldn't be because I felt differently about it. Suddenly I was desperate again to show her that no that had not changed. She was shocked and concerned. I then told her, while it has not changed how I felt back then, but I do feel differently now about you, or else we would not be talking. We hugged.