Today i dreamt i was giving a walk with my brother and my mom. My brother asked me if I could borrow him my phone, i did borrow. I could listen what my brother was thinking: "Should i do it now? is it the right time now? well i'll do it" he phoned his girlfriend and decided to tell her why he didn't tell her anything about he being "dissapeared" from their house 2 days ago. His girlfriend monologue: "What happened to you?" "Why you didn't tell me anything?" "I was worried you know?" <- almost crying **WEIRD PART** "I wanted you to come home, i want your love" <- crying "I want your friendship" <- crying "I want the music" <- crying My mom tried to talk to her but it was useless, she just continued with this nonsense monologue... "I want the football" <- crying And i whispered to myself "I want a lucid dream" Technique used for this dream: MILD Sleep time: 6 hours
I have a bunch of apologies to make. For one this dream is very strange. For two, I'm a day late, I had this while on vacation in Michigan earlier and the week and we were so busy bikeriding and kyaking that I never took the time to sit down and type this one out. I actually classify this as a lucid nightmare. The inability to control it and the idea of being attacked by drowning and tornadoes... it kindof sucks. I'm in some sort of lava/volcano place. I'm walking along on a wide shelf of rock that is angled slightly to the left. I take note that a thin layer of lava is spreading downward (there is a lava river on either side of the rock shelf.) So I know that unless I hurry, I won't be able to beat the lava and get to the other side of the shelf. I don't make it in time. I decide to turn back. It's too late, lava has flooded the shelf on both sides. I'm trapped. I run through the lava to get to the other side, where I was originally going. The lava hurts my feet really bad to walk through and feels sort of sticky, but I am able to make it. Once I get across, I see the shelf ends where there is a river of (already, were getting into some dream logic here) blue lava. I was beginning to get lucid at this point, and had the feeling that killing myself in the lava wouldn't have any permanent consequence. (Plus, I was surrounded by erupting lava and volcanoes anyway, so either way, I was going to die.) I jumped into the blue lava. It was very painful, but only lasted for a second. I died and became a "soul" that floated up to a safe spot away from all the lava on a small ridge. Once I was deposited there, I was in a new body and became fully lucid. Ok, I wasn't fully lucid yet, but I knew I was dreaming. All of these computer graphic hologram menus appeared and contained various options that supposedly would allow me to terraform the planet that I was on. I changed the settings to create a more temperate, earth like planet instead of a volcanic planet. Once I did that, I was in a forest type area with some kind of play structure for kids. It seemed to be wintertime, because all of the trees were missing their leaves. I began to stabilize the dream using voice commands to increase the clarity. I began to notice that I could feel my position on the play structure (That I had climbed) and could tell which parts of my body were holding the weight. As I finished stabilizing, I noticed a small crowd of 20-some people were watching me stabilize the dream. When I looked at these people, I couldn't help but think that they were looking for guidance, like I was their dream king or something. Just an interesting thought that I had while dreaming. I eventually found Lia, my dream guide. But as soon as I found her, she began changing into an older man. When she had finished transforming, (s)he looked like Jonny Cage from the Mortal Kombat games. Enh, sense when does ANYthing that happens in my dreams make sense anyway.? All of the sudden I realized that I couldn't breathe. I remained calm and somehow realized that the entire area was actually about 100 feet underwater. I nearly passed out swimming to the surface, but as soon as I reached the surface, the water drained away. I should also note that the water was very clear. I'm not entirely sure how the area got flooded like so. I think for a few moments somewhere in there I caught a glimpse of my dream "Nemesis" a boy named Jonathan. I think he was the one flooding the area in an attempt to kill me. The next thing I knew, me and Lia were loaded onto this small iron gondola. There was a very large strong figure bearing armor that looked like the power armor from Fallout. The figure somewhat forcefully put us in, and slams the door. Ok, no more video game references in this dream, I promise. The cable car moves very fast, and the cable seems free form, as though it's solid and not tethered to anything. In that sense, it was less of a cable car and more of a... sky train? But no, it was a gondola, not a train. The gondola follows the rail/wire high above the area we were just in. I can see the play structure was just a small part of a large island. Most of the island was actually made up of abandoned factories and bordered on all sides by docks and huge shipping cranes. The play structure where I had attained my lucidity was in the middle in a small grove of forest. Around the island there are other areas of land. The island actually divided a river, and there was more snowy terrain dotted with factories and apartment buildings all around us. The river was not frozen. My attention turns back to inside the gondola. Lia is sitting opposite to me, changing back to the way she usually looks. Now comes the weird dream guide dialogue. I can't remember why I asked this, but I asked if Jonathan (my dream "Nemesis") was able to leave my dreams and go into other people's dreams. Lia told me that he could in fact leave my dreams. I proceeded to ask her some other question about my "second REAL lucid dream" and Jonathan. (My second real lucid dream didn't involve either Lia or Jonathan, it was just dream control practice.) The gondola was now really low over a road. The road cut through the same sort of snowy forest that we had been in earlier. But the reason I had looked up was that there was a massive tornado just off the left side of the gondola. I looked ahead, and saw a whole plethora of tornadoes, that seemed to be lining up with the intent of destroying the cable car we were riding in. The cable car seemed really strong though. We passed straight through the tornadoes and the car barely rocked. Lia told me that the car was very strong, and despite its rusty, distressed appearance, she was no liar. Then things got really strange. The tornadoes turned sideways and began flailing around like wips. I started the process of waking myself up. "He's bringing the whole dream down on us!" The gondola was torn off the rail and flung onto the road below. The car broke open. The last thing I remember was the both of us getting picked up in the tornado before I woke up.
Updated 09-21-2014 at 03:07 PM by 53527
NEW FORMAT: Not Lucid Lucid Awake I find myself in Hawaii for some unknown reason. I'm walking down the sidewalk on a beautiful evening. Suddenly, I start to become really tired for some reason and begin drifting in and out of "sleep" as I walk along. Some people take notice and walk with me and keep me awake. We stop by a ledge and see another one of the islands of Hawaii. There is a battle taking place. I can see explosions and whatnot on the island. Someone explains to me that the Hawaiians and some sort of rebel force are having a war in the state. We now see two rebel tanks coming down the road and we jump for cover. The two tanks pass, and we move along. Some fragments of the dream in between scenes are forgotten, but I now find myself in the passenger seat of a van on the highway. We're still in Hawaii and the red evening sky is still present as well. As we get on the highway I see the speed limit sign reads 75 MPH. That is faster than normal where I live(usually 65, then 70 on the turnpike). We speed up to pace and move towards a tunnel. We see cars driving crazily on the road, as if they're trying to get away from something. We now swerve out of the way of three SUVs moving the wrong way. Shortly we enter the tunnel which has no lighting in it. The driver turns on his lights and we come to a three way intersection, seeing it last second. The driver spins the steering wheel but can't make the turn, smashing us into the wall. We get out, lucky to be even unharmed. Then a group of armed cars stop just down the tunnel. Armed soldiers come out and begin to open fire, but that is all I remember before awakening.
I had a few dreams last night but they werent long and I forgot them right away due too a lot of noise waking me. I did manage to have one long one though. I found myself in the back of the truck of my parents, coming back from the grocery store, when I asked them if we could stop by a Walgreen for me to buy something. They agreed and dropped me off at the front. Once I headed inside I went towards the gaming aisle where I looked at a few games and picked one up (cant remember what game) and put it in my pocket. I also picked up a magazine and then walked back outside. I noticed that I mistakenly forgot to buy the items that I put in my pocket but since I was already outside I shrugged it off. When I got back in the car, I started to talk to my parents in spanish about what would happen if a zombie outbreak occurred. I proceeded to tell them that if it did happen I would make my way down to Miami so I can get a boat. Once I told them that, my step-dad laughed and said "A Boat huh?" and then I told him yeah but that they should instead head North out of Florida instead. I think my step-dad asked me if I wanted to see some zombies and I said okay because he went on to a dirt path all of a sudden and down the path I could see a horde of slow walking people heading our way. I suddenly became excited and pulled out a rifle from out of nowhere and began to shoot at them. One of the zombies came close to the truck and my step-dad said in spanish "I suppose you didnt lock the doors" and sure enough an ugly looking zombie lady opened the door and I quickly bashed her in the head with the rifle but it only made her furious so I then followed it up with a punch and she went flying backwards. Once I closed the doors we got out of there and proceeded to head down the road but the opposite direction of our house. My stepdad being stubborn as he is wanted to do a u-turn while driving the wrong way on a one-way street. I told him to just make a u-turn at the next intersection and my mom said "you know how he is". While still in the car I started to worry about the Zombies we just encountered and how relaxed my parents were about it. He finally made the turn but then we wanted to load the groceries on to the back of the truck so we pulled into somebodies drive way. I hid away the rifle, got out, and began to load the groceries but then my mom got out and told me I had to take out the black cover placed over the back first and then put in the bags. I did a frustrating tisk because I had to unclip a lot of buttons on the black cover but then I started to realize I shouldnt complain and be good to my parents. When all the groceries were loaded the owners of the house came out and we thanked them. They began to get in their cars and leave and we followed close behind. Once out I saw a huge crowd of people and cars standing still in the middle of an intersection, the dream became extremely clear and vivid at this point, so I got out with the rifle and began to investigate what was going on. I saw a bunch of people with a lot of fright and worry on their face and remember seeing a black girl with a gun as well. Down the street of a neighborhood I could see a blockade of military vehicles and then a bunch of soldiers moving out while the commander screamed "lets move, lets move"! A garbage truck was stationed right behind one of the military vehicles and at this point there was smoke coming through where the soldiers were running. Everything became really quite and all of a sudden zombies began climbing the truck and gunfire began spurring out. All the people went into a panic and I looked down the road towards my house to see if we can escape. I saw another barricade of military vehicles and I obtained a sense of hopelessness. I woke up shortly after due to another noise in the house.
I... have this strong wish to transform everyday images, the sporadic imagined ones and the thoughts that go along with them, into.. well a dream like the ones at night: into a (visual) manifestation of all the thoughts, wrapped into a whole dream world. I know this is what happens at night, but I seem to be looking out the other end of my subconscious then, and not back onto my everyday life. I want this simple transformation of thoughts into images, essentially into actual daydreams, something that seems to be suppressed in most people generally, and inhibited further through tension and stress etc. The way I picture it is that I take some Choline, (in some idyllic place or peaceful room), and then start consciously molding my imagination once it comes, expanding fragments behind mere thoughts into lively (as in subtly changing) images, creating spaces beyond all these compressed thoughts and impressions of the day. Unfortunately I don't dare touch my Choline when I'm under stress, which I always am, and loosen the inhibited images out of hiding, because I fear.. hallucinations. That's what I fear. My dreams at night are pretty harmless so I don't understand this fear. But supposing it would actually release such things as visions of horror and violence - are these bad for you? Because with this issue in particular I feel that dreams are not just dreams.
Updated 07-20-2013 at 02:52 AM by 63351
Non-dream | Dream | Lucid Bedtime: 05:00 Title: Untitled Description: Surreal dream in which I bump into a lot of people from my past with brief lucidity and a false awakening. There was more before this, but I can only remember anything after this point. It's dark and quite late and although I don't remember any of them, I'm with a couple of people walking into some kind of bar in town. Once inside, it's absolutely packed with people and I notice something really weird. Amongst the crowd I start seeing people I used to know, but much younger. I even saw my younger self in there. I come around the corner to find a round table against the wall where I can see Chloe and some other people sitting while talking and drinking. There's a lot of noise so I lean over in between two people who are sitting on top of the table to shout something across to Chloe. She leans in to listen and I Tell her "Something really weird is happening, everyone I used to know from childhood is here" but she doesn't really understand why that would be weird so I try to explain by saying I just saw my younger self. Suddenly I become distracted by the idea that I'm probably dreaming, and look around to see what I could do or where I could go. However, the entire dream had been a bit "foggy" and I'm not really aware enough to stabilize the dream so I quickly lose lucidity. I notice someone who I think was a young Kusano in the crowd in front of me and it prompts me to think of NEWS, which leads to another brief moment of lucidity where Massu appears behind me, also a younger version, but for some reason he's taller than me. He casually throws his right arm around me and leans towards my face to say something, but before he does I cut him off and ask him where Shige is. Usually my DC's don't reply to me so I was really surprised when he answered me, and in English too! His reply was very strange, he told me something along the lines of how Shige isn't available or can't be visible or present in my dreams. It kind of made sense to me as he is very rarely in my dreams even when all the other's are, and I often find it impossible to successfully bring him into a lucid dream. But why? Why Shige? I tried asking why, but the scene changed and I was thrown into my parents bedroom with one of the other's. Whoever it was still kind of looked like Massu but also both of the others. The entire dream wasn't very "clear" so it's kind of hard to tell. Anyway, whoever it was leaned in over me as if they were going to make a move on me so I shoved them away because they weren't Shige! After that, I had a false awakening but failed to acknowledge it and tried to get back to "sleep" but I couldn't. I could hear my parents outside my door making noise, and I really REALLY had to pee so I gave up and climbed out of bed. Then I actually wake up. This was a really "weird feeling" dream, I woke up feeling a bit well, weird. And I did really REALLY have to pee. I consider myself lucky LOL. Anyway... It's been a long time since I last focused on lucid dreaming, and I'm so ready to get back into it! Although I'm surprised I (kind of) had one on the first night, especially since I didn't even try. I think I remember waking up naturally about 4 hours after I fell asleep, and had the dream after that. Characters: Chloe | Kusano | Massu | Koyama | Tegoshi | Mentions of Shige
Updated 07-19-2013 at 01:30 AM by 56973
Dream 1(Fragment): Something about a dragon and magic. Not sure whether ultravivid HH or FA: Briefly wake up, very sleepy, seeing my chair near balcony with kinda wizardy hat on top, thinking it's HH, accidentally fall back to sleep. Dream 2(fragments): I was playing some old video game about roller skater racing(Can't recall name but it's actually a game i played IWL ages and ages ago), and i was playing it multiplayer with somebody. Dream 3(fragment): I was playing some FPS, that possibly had something to do about zombies and some kind of meat processing facility. Then later it turned into something more futuristic, one of levels was a base with alot of orange color. Dream 4: I was playing some RTS that in ways looked similar to Warzone 2100, but different. I started some custom map where there was huuuuge tank that i had to escort towards enemy base, it followed the path while i had to fight off enemy tanks that attacked it with my tanks, i mostly had ones that looked like classic Heavy Cannon - Tiger - Tracks combination of parts from Warzone 2100. At some point huge tank was going through canyon which i was surprised it did fit into in first place and i got access to unit builder. I used my resources to build some more Heavy Cannon - Tiger - Tracks tanks and enemy kept attacking, but AI of both my and enemy tanks in canyon was pretty faulty and tanks were getting stuck or lost at times. I almost ran out of resources and went to tank design window to make more cheap tank, i was somewhat confused around since some parameters were different but i ended up making Lancer - Leopard - Tracks tanks with the small bit of resources i had left. Then my tank group joined back with huge tank and assaulted enemy base, completely destroying it. Done with that i went into some editor program for a different game and it was an online editor, so i was working together with someone. The level ended up being somewhat post-apocalyptic style and i was searching for specific item in list of objects while other person couldn't find specific decoration. We ended up arguing whether decoration or item is more important.
I did a WBTB waking up at 4 am and took some vitamin B6 200 mg. I was using an induction in the form of audio, something my dad gave me.Suddenly I was in another dream in my room. I tried getting up but it felt like I was being held down. I tried too hard and woke up back in the other dream.mi went back in and was still in my bed, this time I could move with difficulty. I got out of bed staggering around, and looked out the window, which was changing size back and forth. I tried to push through it but I couldn't. I decided to think the way CL does and thought "It's not there" I jumped through and my dream became so crisp I thought I woke up. When I was out the window I realized I had just jumped through the window screen that blocks bugs. I started to freak out cause I was in the air and didn't want to fall. I started to try swimming which worked, it also got the screen off of me. Once I realized I was flying, I decided to try and fly without swimming. I was thinking about it then I decided to throw myself forward. I started to zoom around the neighborhood which looked like a mix between an ancient city, and a modern one. I went to some walls with holes in them, like giant holes. I decided I wanted to try the TOTY which is the Egypt one. So I said "Through this hole are the pyramids." As I was about to fly through it, I saw a DC she was pretty fat wearing lavender clothes. I decided to do the TOTM, and hugged her. She got creeped out and pushed me away, (turned down by a fat chick ) The dream ends there.
non lucid *In the dream I applied to a rose clothing store, I would never work there in real life. The guy who interviewed told me I didn't get the job. I told him well I didn't really wanna work there anyway. After I said that he asked why, and then he was interested in hiring me. *I am at a strip bar or hookha bar can't tell. Someone offers me to smoke was weed through the hookha. I thought why not and took a hit. I got really high. *Some girl is laying next to me telling me that a my d*** is big.
This one was long but I forgot a lot of it.. - I've forgotten my black backpack at school by the art room. I know where it is but when I look for it, I can't find it. Dream 2 - I'm outside by a fairly large lake. I think the sun has just gone down; it is dark but there are still some shades of purple on the lake and in the sky. A man who looks like Gandalf comes over and gives a little, pink, bipedal creature. This creature is very affectionate and keeps hugging my leg. A fragment.. - I see my best friend B sitting at a counter with 2 of her friends. They're all tightly wrapped in ceran wrap. B looks very uncomfortable, like she doesn't want to be there. Dream 3 - I'm in an unfamiliar 2 story house with R. R isn't doing much, but he's here. We're on the bottom floor and I know there is a lot of food here. I think I take some crackers. Now I am upstairs; R Is gone, but I'm sitting by my mom who is talking to some doctors. They are saying that I could have pneumonia. I think this upsets my mom so we leave right away, but right before we do I get something else to eat because I am still hungry. Whatever I get, it comes with a beer. There are four choices; I pick a peach flavored one. Now, my mom is driving us home but I am outside the truck, somehow attached to it and able to sit down. I drink the beer, really noticing the prominent peach flavor, and think that I'd like to move to Scotland. Dream 4 - I'm driving my cousin down a busy, main street to some burger place. We finally find it, and enter the building through some secret entrance. It looks more like an old house and I get the feeling that we shouldn't be here. We continue on anyway, and reach a big window/opening in the wall. Looking out, I see a huge, grassy feild far below me. On this feild there are many marching bands, each wearing their school colors. Dream 5 - I'm at an indoor concert with my dad. We are seated in a row close to the small stage. My dad gets up and leaves for a bit; when he gets back, he has already missed the ending. **I wake up after this dream ends and haven't moved or opened my eyes. I try to imagine myself back at that concert cheering with everyone else, but not a thing happens?
I was at my dads and there was a party at my grandmas house I didn't want to go and then I saw my friends she was sad but I left her the dream ended
Ok! I'm a Sim and a random female is my girlfriend to whom we have this connection. The thing is some NPC comes onto my lot and kidnaps her. With only a players eye view I can't see where she is and later I confront the guy only to find her dead. With progress not saved I turn back time but the same thing keeps happening from different viewpoints. Eventually I see from her point of view and it turns out she was taken to some tomb and potentially had the chance to escape but was fatefully poisoned by a dark matter acid not from this world. I could never save her and it made me sad. The only thing I did manage to do was attract authorities attention to which they put the guy down in a satisfying manner.
i tell you what...heres how it went.. i dont remember anything cept being in a contest against my friends and really intensely trying to win. i was doing some jumping jacks or some shit. it was like who could do the most. and i lost and the lady told me i had when i thought i had won then we were around a campfire and some people were fucking around but i was answering the questions right
more dreams last night about being stuck in a subpar environment. my old roommates from college were there, in this house, smoking pot. they had big bongs but were careless with the way they smoked, dirty. they pulled out huge chunks of weed from inside the pipe, then turned it upside down and shook the bong water around, mixing green with ash. do you wanna smoke? nah, i don't do that shit anymore. twilight in the house, bad lighting. maybe that's just the morning sun and how it's been coming through the window as i sleep. morgan is there, in his own room, inaccessible. i go into my own room, and i have two screens. i resign to the computer, here's my screen, here's another to the right of me. emily guitierrez sits next to me, doll. i look at her. "this is a lot of screens." she nods, silently. i think later on the dream turns sexual, as i'm fingering a girl with a small pussy. it's like on display; she says "no, the clit is down more." and someone else is with me. i put a finger in her ass and make a point about the contractions of her vagina and how these two are related. weird and explicit. after awhile i get up and walk around the house. i can hear morgan in there, talking to himself. there's a part that i can go into, another part that i can't. his dad james is there. they are working together, on some project that they keep in the garage (his room). i can hear him from outside, on the computer, talking about what he's doing and laughing to himself. i can't decide if this is crazy or noble, that he should be so expressive even on his own. his tone of voice seems a little desolate. later on i get a chance to see what he's doing. i've been hired to work with them. There's a big apparatus with little metal grips that come together to hold up a log with holes in the middle. Like a centipede, two metal arms come together at regular intervals along the whole length. There are pads on the end, and they stick through the holes in the wood. They can rotate all around. Very sophisticated machinery. I get the sense that this thing is edible... We watch a movie in a big group of people. As the crowds are leaving, we go around and pick up loaves of bread. These are related to the edible project. I grab some from outside, through a car window as we depart, and throw them over. Cool, nice job. The shared satisfaction of throwing something to someone and having them catch it. That's about it for that one, but there's another pretty telling dream I remembered halfway through writing. I've gone to the end of the land with my dad. There are fish in the water, which is kind of dirty. I have actually built a submarine, constructing it out of plastic parts--old bins and buckets, coffee bins, etc. I'm piecing it together, excited that we're gonna go underwater together. But he's too big. I submerge, and I see him kind of just hanging out on the surface cheering me on. Pretending like he's doing this thing with me. After I grab some fish or relics or whatever I was looking for under the water, I come back up (it's not very deep) and confront him about it. You didn't even go down with me!! This is a sticking point, I'm pissed. He mentions my mom and my sister, and the word "love," and says "...doing whatever the hell you guys do on your own." Those weren't the exact words, but it was an alienating statement. Fuck you!!! What do you mean, "whatever I do"?! He was insinuating that everything I do is senseless, meaningless, and unimportant. Maybe because he's not there, or maybe because he can't do it. The adventurous stuff, like the submarine. I go off on him. This is bullshit. Just because you are INCAPABLE of doing something, you can't see the IMPORTANCE of it. He was writing it off, everything I do. Everything I do. Reflecting a bit, there's definitely dumb shit I do (same as everybody), purposeless shit. The feeling in the dream with which I sat down to the computer screens was pretty important. People are out there smoking weed and being buffoonish, but that's my escape. The computer. Even when there's questionable stuff going on around me, it's rarely the best option. That feeling of melancholy and apathy is one and the same. I mean, come on though. A submarine that I built by myself. That's pretty sick. There's a lot of emotion regarding morgan, one of my primary dream figures, still, but I feel like it's still hidden, repressed, forgotten. Whatever it is. Just a hint of him is there. And maybe that's all that's left anyways, after he died. Even before that I didn't know him very well, not for years. It's like I'm sleuthing to figure out just what happened to him; maybe I know the answer, it's just deeper down.
Was at a former friends house with my brother. When the former friemd came back, i hid. He found me and we reconciled.
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