I was on a trip or a retreat of sorts. There were people of other nationalities. I remember getting an ice cream from a Korean shop, with two Korean women. Dad was there somewhere. I sat down by grocery area.
I remember my parents telling me that they organized a party to celebrate my birthday, I would have preferred not to have one but I just went along with it anyway. I remember seeing people around saying they got invitations to my party, some I didn't even know. I then remember going into some big cafeteria, which looked very similar. I was at my sister's house in her garden and I was with some of my family trying to set up something, it looked kinda like a tent.
lucid *I realized I was dreaming being in front of two women. I thought in the dream how they respond to me tells me how confident I am. I went to the first girl and said how do I look? I said this with a lot of confidence and she said you look good. The second girl said good with a stronger response. I sat down with them for a minute to chat.
No dreams recalled today, and I woke up feeling blah. But I exercised for 4 minutes despite feeling poorly - yes, I know 4 minutes is not much, but it's better than 0.
1. [non-lucid] I was watching people riding on a ride that re-enacted the pipe scene in the movie Alien, and at the end the Xenomorph jumps out at the riders. 2. [non-lucid] Was a nice bright day. Me and my friend Kye are standing on a roof, Kye is packing stuff in a long white container on the ground, We have a play fight/argument type thing because the girl I love loves him instead and it eats at me like a dog mauling my leg sometimes. 3. fragments: We was going to live on a boat or something.
[2-3 sequences, non-lucid, 1-2: Getting shout at ; Controlling a group of people who had no contact with money, 3: Film-like Scene, where a secret agent kills a group of Nazi-officers] 1-2. - You drive me nuts, you drive me nuts! A woman is shouting at me. I'm sitting in a room of my old apartment, it's dark outside, and it's unbearable hot inside. I'm sitting there half naked in my pajama pants. - You idiot, you idiot! The woman keeps shouting at me. She seems really angry, but I don't know why. I'm looking into the television. There is some reportage about a celebrity. - Isn't this Henry Fonda?, I asked the woman. - Fonda? Fonda? Is that all you can think of? It's 16:00 pm, you still have your pajama on, you slept until now and you are just preoccupied if this guy is Fonda or not! Silence. She keeps on repeating "you're driving me nuts". In the meantime I'm eating some pizza. - Besides, she says, it's not Fonda, it's Henry Ford. - Impossible! Are you sure you're not crazy or something? My view shifts to third person, I'm floating through the ceiling and stand before a gigantic warehouse or something There is a door in front of me, which opens. A good friend of mine opens the door. he's walking backwards and seems to hold a lecture to a group of people. He says: - Isn't it unthinkable. Some metal pieces that controlled the whole world! He stretches is hand out towards me, behind his back. I take my wallet and give him some paper money and some coins. He re-enters the ware house and closes the door. But I leave it a bit open, so that my friend can easily open it. I'm really preoccupied, I know that we are doing something wicked. I don't like it all. 2 other friends approach me. They came with another crowd of people. I have the feeling that they came to see the other people inside. I close the door again, so that no-one can lurk inside. - We should tell them, i said to the other friends. It's not cool withholding the truth about money. I was referring to the people inside. My two friends shake there heads. - Don't be that preoccupied! There's nothing wrong about that. The door opens again. My friend from inside comes out the same way as before. - And that's why all kind of money should be refuted!, he says to the crowed. - What do you want from me?, he asks me. - You know that you're doing wrong to them?, I say, you can't keep them shot off the real world He seemed a bit guilty. But than he said: - That's why we gathered all those other people outside, so that reality can hit them hard. really hard. - Yeah, we want to see the dummies!, someone yelled from the crowd. All the people suddenly open another door and enter the hall. I'm running after them to see what's coming next. Inside, it seems to me that I knew that the place isn't real. It seems to be a school, but not an ordinary one. I remember that I visit this school only in my dreams. At this moment I wake up. 3. - This is going to be violent! A general is talking to me. We are in my home town in a narrow street, in front of a hotel. - Yossarian, you are going to infiltrate the room of those nazi-officers and prepare the terrain! Around me there is a group of youngsters, mostly girls, some of them between 14 and 16. I'm wondering how old they are, because I know that I am bad at guessing ages. So I walk into the hotel. I get past of 4 guards. It seems to me that they are mistaking me for a German lieutenant. I enter a room. There are a general, a captain and a colonel inside. There is also another guy. I know that he is, like me, an agent. But he seems really frightened and uneasy. The colonel talks to me in german - Hallo Kamarad! Was gibt es Neues von der Front? (Hello comrade, what's new on the front? - Das übliche (the same as always), I answer. The three Germans open a door. There is a gigantic bathroom, which seems to be twice as large as the first floor. They tell me that they are dressing up, so that we can go to the opera. They walk inside. I take a look at the other agent who seems relieved. - It was getting unbearable inside here, he whispered to me. How could the general think that it is a good idea to infiltrate the squadron 2 weeks before. I don't speak any German at all! How was I going to survive to just say "Ja" and "Nein" all the time?? I ignore him and lock the door of the bathroom. The German soldiers didn't seem to notice. In the meantime, I hear how the girls and the general knock out the guards outsides. The bathroom door opens again, they come out. One of the Germans tell me a joke, but I don't get it. I'm forcing a laugh. The general comes in with two of the prettiest girls (which definitely where 20). - Did you miss me? He says to the colonel in English. He seems not surprised at all. - We have 4 guards out there, the colonel answers in English. What are going to do about that? - We knocked them already out, what are you going to do about THAT? The general makes me sign I should leave the room, what I do. I'm standing for a moment in the floor, but I realize that I'm going to miss the epic showdown. So enter again. The tallest girl is pointing a gun in some sexy pose. all the Germans are shot. - And now to the opera!, the general says.
Updated 08-01-2013 at 04:11 PM by 64716
Fragment 1: I was walking through a shopping mall alone.. place was virtually empty.. only saw a few couples walking in the shadows across the way from me. It felt like it was after hours cause all the lights were dim. Most of the shops were closed.. lights out, gates down.. boxes packed up inside like they'd been closed for a while or going out of business. I passed two young miserable looking girls walking together along the rail that overlooks the downstairs level.. near them was the escellator..out of order ..they were dressed in black, baggy clothes..both with shoulder length, black hair blocking most of their faces.. looking down but talking to each other.. I could see thier lips moving, but heard no sound, although I was passing them at only about 3 feet away. Not too far behind them was another young girl.. don't think she was with them.. short curly dirty blonde hair..wearing a thin gold headband.. loose fitting, light purple/lavendar dress that dragged on the floor.. looked lacey..tied at the waist with a thin brown belt.. pale yellow or tan light cardigan over it. Long strapped purse hanging on her side, bouncing off her hip as she walked. Looked like she had her arms folded around a large book & was making faces, mocking the girls in all black that walked ahead of her. She didn't notice me, but I smiled at herand could hear myself laugh. Then I passed a store with bright lights on inside, shining white/yellow light into the dark of the mall I was walking in.. still upstairs.. the "jay" character from Kevin smiths Jay & silent Bob movie was standing in the light outside the shop.. laughing & signing an autograph to someone inside that was just out of sight. Only saw the hand reaching out to take what looked like a magazine that Jay signed.. I remember excitedly thinking "hey that's Jay!" But didn't slow as I passed to meet him.. Then it skips to where I'm walking through a back way of the mall where customers aren't usually supposed to go.. looking for a way downstairs.. I don't recall actually going down any steps but came to a large brown metal double swinging door.. as I went through it I heard a lot of commotion in another language.. some kind of Chinese. I was in the back of a store.. walking past crates of bananas & some other produce.. but mostly bananas..stacked as high as the ceiling ..I remember thinking I was going through the storage room for a smoothie stand. Went through another door ..walked through a thick white cloud of steam into the back of a Chinese restaurant..which led out to a larger grocery store.. bright florescent lights.. steamy freezers to the left and packaged meat to the right.. tall warehouse like shelving of pantry items straight ahead..I nodded and smiled as I passed the cashiers in red vests standing in their aisles.. and back out into the downstairs of the same dark empty mall. I did then pass a smoothie stand and giggled remembering all those bananas.. and thought o yea thats definitely what it was for. Then past a few more closed places to an exit. As I approached the door it appeared to be twilight outside, but when I went through the door it was cold and dark outside.. parking lot was empty and street lights glowing orange in some misty fog in the distance. I could see my breath in front of me and my hands as I lit a cigarette before heading down the sidewalk away from the mall. Fragment 2: Begins with head already under the hatchback of some car..it was silver so I thought it was mine..but mines not a hatchback.. I was reaching through the trunk area and trying to spray paint something black against what appeared to be a bare metal roll cage.. I accidentally got some of the black paint on the silver body inside the trunk and looked out through the passenger side back door.. saw it was daylight.. sun was shining and I could tell I was starting to sweat.. I think the car was in a garage but I looked out to what seemed like a large empty parking lot. I called to my boyfriend who I never actually saw in the fragment but I understood him to be there with his friend also working on cars to quickly throw me a rag to wipe the paint off where I missed.. I caught the soft rag he tossed me. As I wiped the stray paint I thought it was strange that it looked and came off easily more like dirty water from after cleaning a paintbrush with black paint.. but just thought o well at least its coming off.. cheap paint.. then I woke up.
07/28/13 Tigress in the Springs I wake up in bed and roll over. I am about to go back to sleep when I realize I am not in my own waterbed. I also notice that even though I have my eyes closed I can see the light is on in the room. I open my eyes and find out that I am in the bedroom of my dreamscape. I recognize the place right away and I sit up in bed. There is a black cat on my bed with me. The cat comes over to me and purrs softly. I pet the cat for a bit and then get up. I look around the room, almost certain that something strange is going to happen. I'm not sure what I expect… something Templar related most likely. The cat jumps down from the bed and walks across the room to a door. The cat sits beside the door and meows. I open the door and the cat heads down the hall. It is a long hall with no doors on either side. The cat is moving rather quickly and I have to hurry to keep up. The cat reaches the end of the hall and scratches on a door. I go to open the door, but it is locked. The cat meows a bit impatiently. I focus on the door for a bit and then I use the alohomora spell from the Harry Potter books. The door clicks unlocked. I open the door and enter the next room. I recognize this next room from dreamscape as well. It is the living room area where my name is written on the wall. It says "Raven Knight Is Free" in black marker. That doesn't seem like what should be written there… it has changed somehow. I look around the room to find the cat. The black cat is grooming itself on the couch. Is this the destination room? I look back at the graffiti. Now it says "Raven Knight Is Infected" on it. Infected? Infected with what? The writing on the wall morphs. Now it says "Mercer Virus" in block letters. I think about that for a minute, but it seems I already knew that… clear to the point where I have used Prototype abilities in dreams. The writing on the wall morphs again. Now it says "Sometimes the disease is the cure," in fancy cursive writing. The disease is the cure… the Mercer Virus is a cure for something? A cure for what? The writing morphs. It changes to "Raven Was Here" which looks like what it is supposed to be. I hear an insistent meow from the other side of the room. I follow the sound and find the cat beside a staircase. The stairs lead up. I follow the stairs up and into a TV room. The television is a large flat screen, and it is turned on, but there is only static on the screen. This room also looks familiar from the dreamscape. The cat jumps up on a chair and curls up. I look at the television and will it to change channels. The image on the screen changes to show a hot spring. I remember saying I was going to meet Tigress there for healing. I approach the television and find it is a window I can step through. I step through the television and into the biodome near the hot springs. I look around to see if there is anyone else there. I see Tigress in the hot springs relaxing. I go over near her and focus on the song Voices to heal some pains she has been having. She doesn't seem to notice me. I slip into the healing springs, it is warm and comforting. I sink to the bottom. I look up and I see Winter floating in the water. I swim back up towards her and then float beside her while I focus on Voices again to help her with her fibromyalgia. When I stop swimming I sink back to the bottom. I swim back up towards Winter and finish the song before sinking yet again. I wonder why I keep sinking… but then I wake. Moving Day I am with my mother and we are driving through Tucson looking for a new house. I have no idea why we are moving, but it seems I periodically have dreams of moving to a new and larger house. We are looking for a rather large home on a large plot of land. We soon spot the house we are looking for up on a hill overlooking the city down below. We drive up to the home and park in the long curved driveway. The two of us go up to the house and ring the bell. A woman answers the door and lets us in. She is tall, unbelievably tall, and has long golden blonde hair. She is holding an adorable little tortoiseshell kitty cat. I immediately think of Amber. My sweet little Amber. Apparently the woman notices me looking at the kitty because she asks if I want to hold her. I say yes, and she hands me the cat. The cat looks at me and begins to purr as I pet her. I tell the woman about the cat's resemblance to my lost cat Amber. My mom and I start looking around the house, I take the cat with me. She continues to purr. The house is even bigger inside than it looks outside. I finally put the cat down when she begins to wiggle. I look out the back sliding door and I see a pool outside. The view is great, I can see the entire city stretched out below. The air looks surprisingly clear today. My mom is talking to the woman. She is saying we will take the house. As we are leaving my mom tells me that we'll have to spend the night in a hotel because she already sold the old place. I wonder where the dogs and cats are. When I ask my mom she says they'll be fine but doesn't really answer me. She takes me to a hotel and then leaves. I go into my room and find I am not alone there. My ex boyfriend James is there with his new wife Tina. I wonder why I am there with them. There are two rooms connected with a bed in each room. I am to use one of the beds. Annoying, but for one night I can handle it. So I go into one of the rooms and lie down to go to sleep. I hear James and Tina having sex in the other room. Yuck. Not what I wanted to hear. Finally they go silent. Then I feel someone slid into bed with me. What the fuck? I look and see it's Tina. What is she doing here? Did she get pissed at James for poor performance? I am so tired I am about to put up with that when James joins us. What do they want? A threesome? No way! I get out of the bed. I'm going somewhere else. I'd rather sleep in a dumpster. James and Tina get up. James asks me where I'm going. A man enters the room and looks at them. I recognize Alex Mercer from Prototype, but somehow this isn't odd enough to make me do a reality check. James says my new boyfriend there can join us… Alex looks kind of confused, then pissed off. I have enough time to think he is chronically pissed off before he goes right over to James and calls him a lying sack of shit, throws him on the ground, pounds the shit out of him, and consumes him. Tina rolls her eyes and says James has always been such a wuss when it comes to fighting. Alex looks puzzled and then grabs and consumes Tina. He looks over at me and says they weren't real… there was nothing there. I don't answer, I am too busy staring at a smear of blood on the ground that is all that remains of James and Tina, and I find myself laughing. They weren't real? Maybe they were never real… "I just made you up to hurt myself…" lyrics come to mind, part of the song Only by the Nine Inch Nails, I find myself singing a slightly altered version. "I just made them up to hurt myself, I just made them up to hurt myself… and it worked." Alex is giving me a really strange look when I wake up. DDO Prototype I am in a green field outside of a walled city. I look around to see where I am and I see there is a gate into the city that is closed tight. I wonder if I will be able to get into the city. I head over to the gate and look to get inside. There is a guard at the gate that looks down and asks who I am. When I don't answer right away he says I don't look like a minion of the Devourer. The Devourer? I am in a virtual reality video game! I look at the city wall, marveling at the graphic detail of this game. My thoughts are distracted when the guard says he can let me in as long as I hurry and give up any weapons when I come in. He says that goes for both of us. Both of us? I turn to look behind me and I see Alex Mercer from the game Prototype. I do a double take at that. He is looking around as if he is not sure where we are any more than I am. So now I have both DDO and Prototype? A virtual reality crossover game! Awesome! I look past Alex at the horizon where I see smoke rising. I ask the guard what that is. He says it is the Devourer encampment. He says he hopes those fires aren't burning the hostages… I ask what hostages. He says that they have taken some villagers as hostages. He says they will burn the hostages alive if they don't hand over the sigil stone… which they can't do… but they don't have the soldiers to get through the enemy forces and reach the hostages. Rescue the hostages. Sounds like that's the quest. I'm not sure what Alex intends to do, but I tell the guard that I'll bring the hostages back. The guard asks if I am crazy. I tell him I'll show him crazy. I look towards the smoke in the air and then head in that direction, taking flight as I go. I hear the guard say, "What in Tarinthia?!" as I get out of earshot. I look down below me and I see Alex is keeping up with me easily and then he pulls ahead. I speed up my flight using energy. Alex comes to a stop just before the land drops into a canyon, I land beside him. The smoke is coming from various camp fires down below. I see an array of enemies camped out there. Quite a few sahuagin gathered around a river that flows through the center of the canyon, which is quite wide. The enemies on the other side of the river seem to be primarily humans dressed in Devourer robes. I see a cave on the far wall that is quite a ways up the side of the cliff, there are bars on the entrance. I figure they must have the hostages in there. Alex says it doesn't look like there's so many of them and then jumps off the cliff. He glides out over a group of sahuagin and drops lightning down on them. I hear the song Battery by Metallica. The sahuagin are water elementals, and particularly susceptible to lightning… fried sahuagin. I am thinking he just used Battery by Metallica… and that's not normal for Alex Mercer. He lands in the area that the lightning cleared and launches a tendril devastator attack that catches sahuagin in a larger radius and even some of the Devourer minions beyond the sahuagin. Now that's more normal for Alex Mercer. The enemies are just now managing to react to the new arrival, though they don't seem too organized. The enemies have officially been caught with their pants down. I jump out over the canyon, flying, and dropping Damage, Inc. fireballs down on enemies as I go. I land in a burned area where a fireball hit and use Phantom Lord to clear a larger area with a wall of fire. Enemies quickly start closing in again. I wish I could use the tendril devastator right now… but why not? If this mod allows for Alex to use Battery… so without really considering how I to do it I set off a tendril devastator and clear a large area of enemies. There are far fewer enemies now, and they seem confused as to where the attacks are coming from since they seem to be everywhere at once. I see Alex grab a guy in Devourer minion robes that are fancier than the rest of them, probably one of the higher ups, and consume him. I form a sword with Witchblade and fight off two Devourer minions attacking me with spears. Alex is coming right at me now, he takes off and flies right over my head to land beyond me and head for the far wall of the canyon. He jumps up to the cave entrance where the hostages must be being held. I follow after him, fighting through a couple remaining Devourer minions on my way. When I get there I jump towards the entrance, intending to fly the rest of the way, but I reach the entrance with a jump. The gate to the prison has been pulled off of its hinges and tossed aside. I go into the inner cavern that is lit by torches in the walls. I get there just in time to see Alex push a couple hostages out of the way before grabbing a man and quickly consuming him. WTF? "What'd you do that for?!" I yell over the noise made by surprised hostages. I wonder why Alex is killing hostages. In response to what Alex did the other hostages are now clambering over each other in an attempt to get away making it hard for me to get through to Alex. I finally get through into an area around Alex that is now clear. He starts pushing his way into the crowd as if looking for someone specific. He finally grabs one hostage and drags him out into the open area. It looks like he is going to consume that one, too, so I yell at him to stop it. He stops and gives me a dirty look before throwing the hostage over to me and saying he is a traitor who set these people up to be captured. He says to just consume the bastard then I'll know the truth. I say no, I won't do that. The man says Alex is insane, working for the Devourer. A woman asks if he didn't see what happened to Brindle… then says she thinks Alex actually is the Devourer. Alex is just watching me, seeming not to notice the hostages climbing on each other to get as far away from him as the cavern will allow. I hear someone at the exit yell to stop pushing followed by a scream. Great… the hostages are making like lemmings. I realize I am still holding on to the hostage Alex threw at me. He says I can't possibly believe that insane monster, can I? He says Alex ate Brindle! He's not human! Damn… easily solved. I do a telepathic scan of his mind. I see him leading some people down into the canyon… then it is blocked off by the image of a mind flayer. The hostages are freaking out… gotta get them out of here. I focus on opening a portal leading to just outside the city gates. It opens. I tell the hostages that is their way home. Being used to magic, no one questions that and they all go through the portal quickly. The man I'm still holding tries to go but I don't let go of him. He tries to pull away but I hold him easily. The portal closes leaving Alex, me, and the one hostage remaining in the cavern. The man says I can't possibly believe that monster over there… I use a quick song spell of Liberate by Disturbed and try to scan his mind again. Maybe the mind flayer was controlling him? This scan produces no more information, just an image of a mind flayer. Of course the few images I had gotten do look a bit incriminating… He tries once more to get free before pulling out a dagger and trying to stab me with it, calling me a fucking bitch and saying the Devourer will rule all. His stab is blocked by Witchblade. When the attack fails he seems to be panicking, though he really just seems to be afraid of Alex. He keeps saying to keep that thing away from him. He then stabs himself with his dagger, apparently preferring to die over being forced to talk. But damn, I wanted to know what had been going on! Without really thinking about it I consume the guy… and find out he had been working for the Devourer willingly, no mind control involved, just simple greed. He and his friend had actually prevented an earlier escape attempt, resulting in three of the hostages being burned alive. Alex says that wasn't so hard. I curse at myself for doing what I said I wouldn't do. Alex asks why I automatically assumed he was lying. I don't know what to say about that. I have to force myself to look into Alex's eyes. It looks like he is somewhat annoyed, but I can also see an inner flame. It seems to be burning pretty bright. That's something I am glad to see. He still wants to know why I assumed he was lying. I still have no answer, then I wake up.
#203 - 4:24AM - WILD/DEILD I wake from some dream. It feels like nothing but hypnagogia. I roll to my left and take a peek at the clock and see it's 4:02AM. I decide to do breathing meditation. After some time I see a lot of hypnagogia and my body feels different. I focus on relaxing my body more and it starts to feel like jell-o. Suddenly I get strong vibes. I try rolling but nothing really happens. It feels a little like I am spinning but not very vivid. I can't "get out of bed" so I just visualize walking in the living room and am very pleased when I see the dream slowly turn "on" like a dimmer switch on a light. I take a few steps in the living room and become annoyed by the feel of something like a hood on my head. It starts to obstruct my vision and instead of fighting it, I just ignore it by rubbing my hands and then feeling the floor. My vision clears up and I see my cats near me. I reach out to pet them but they dart away from me. There is a third cat that I don't have in waking life and I reach out to pet it as well but it shies away like the others. Finally I reach out a littler faster and more determined and grab Stella. She tries to get away at first and then yields like she finally recognizes me. As I pet her I try to remember my goals but as hard as I might try nothing comes to mind. I decide to just enjoy the moment and let it go. I soon wake up. I lay still recalling the dream. Suddenly I remember that I wanted to find my guru in the dream. I have been reading a lot of Dream Yoga material and like the idea of getting wisdom from my higher self. I decide at that point to go ahead and try to DEILD. I totally relax my body now and get vibrations straight away. I wait a moment and let the vibes intensify and then fade a little. Instead trying to move I just tell myself there is someone at the front door. I think about opening it and the dream materializes once again. For some reason I feel like I am losing lucidity and I remind myself to be aware. As I try to open the door I think I have to unlock it first. The dead bolt isn't working right and I remind myself how silly this is. I stop messing with the lock and just open the door. The air outside feels cold on my bare skin. I feel embarrassed by the idea that I am just in my underwear. I decide to let that go and step into the yard. I look up to call out to the dream. The sky has a partial moon obscured by clouds. I call out, "Where is my guru? Guru, come here!" A helicopter roars by and then hovers above me some at a normal distance in the sky. As I watch it, it morphs and distorts. I am not amused. This is pretty normal for my dreams. Then, I hear a car drive behind me in the street. I turn to look but only catch the tail lights as it blurs past. I call out the dream again, "Rinpoche! Can you please come to me?" Something makes me want to look down the street to my right. At the end of the block, there is a shadowed figure of a man standing motionless under the yellow glow of a street lamp. He is just looking at me. This not that creepy as first so I smile and motion him to come to me. The begins slowly walking and I think faster. Suddenly, his movement blurs a little then blinks out and reappears much closer all in an instant. The look of it is a little creepy and like a horror film. As I fight the instinct to be afraid and run, he zoom walks like this several times until he is standing before me. (Thinking about his after the fact, isn't this how we all move in the dreamscape without realizing it?) Now I see his face. I am surprised that he is a clean cut dark completed Italian man who looks a lot (but not exactly) like Shia Labeouf. The very non-Tibetan-Buddhist looking man promptly sticks out a hand and says his name is "Dolce" (dōl'chā'). I shake his hand and before I can speak he says, "You are Straight. I am confused by this and dumbly say, "My name is Straight. OK. And you said you are Dol...?" "Dolce." "Dolc?" I repeat this over and over in my mind to remember. I also note his strange manner of speaking. He sounds a little like he is from the Bronx but also very foreign. (I had never heard of Dolce that I can recall until now and I didn't know it was an Italian word at the time.) I also note he is wearing blue jeans and a gray hoodie, hood up. He nods at me and says, "I like how you were all like..." and makes a mocking gesture with his hands that I don't really understand. With out a moments pause he continues to ramble about being concerned for his family. He wants to know how they are doing. He asks about his sister and mother and... I interrupt him, "Can you just tell me something wise? I really don't have much t..." Now he cuts me off "In a moment." Now, he begins pacing back and forth seeming preoccupied with something. I let out a quiet. "Oh my God." as I realize that this is not going to happen. He continues talking so fast that it begins to sound like gibberish to me. I begin to have to fight to stay focused on the dream and in a few moments I wake up saying to myself REMEMBER
Wednesday, 7/31/13 Last night, bed around 1am. DR 3:30am I was being taken on a foot pedaled flying machine up to a gunship. The flying machine looked like a unicycle and one guy was pedaling it. There was a pole attached to the unicycle and on both sides it had some kind of a compartment. It was made out of a frame and canvas, that was loosly attached. I was in the left one, another someone in the right one. As we approached the gunship, I saw that the unicycle and two compartments will exactly match the side of the ship, so we can dock. As we docked, the canvas ripped and I was deposited into gunners compartment. So was the guy on the right. By doing this, the gyu on the small apparatus lost momentum and started tumbling down with his machine. The gunship looked like a pirate ship with sails, but I could tell it was modern. I had a long dream just before this one, all I remember I was with other around body of water. Something like a small lake in the cave.
Dream 1(fragment): I was playing some video game. Dream 2(fragment): I was in some metallic area. Dream 3(fragment): There was something about dragons.
3 dreamless nights since stopping the choline, but now they're back so I didn't really need it. I eat the top five things that are apparently good for melatonin so there's no diet problems. But no lucidity yet. A dream... I was in what vaguely looked like a former workplace and a female manager (apparently) asked me if I worked at that particular section. I think I was loafing about and I guiltily said yes and she asked me what the work involved. Caught out. But, hold on...workplaces are a massive dream sign for me and she asked me what I did...and I don't do anything because I'm retired and that's the whole point of the dream sign. So she (or my brain) was prompting me and I still didn't put two and two together and realise I was in a dream. Later (or maybe in another dream) I was in a clubhouse, where a private function was running and I asked the bride/hostess/birthday girl who did the catering. She said the resident chef did...and he appeared and the whole thing was another massive dream sign So..after weeks of conditioning I still don't react. I can dream (sometimes quite vividly) I can talk to DC's. The dreams are loaded with signs so ??????? I also now WILD again in the afternoon. I'm comfy. I've now taken to using a really good gentle background tune that loops every 20 minutes and blots out traffic noises etc.. I get SP signs , rushes (though not as fierce as before) and the gentle little snores, that signal that I'm on the threshold...and these are backed-up by the quiet music that confirms that I haven't completely dropped off to sleep. Eventually I create a gentle dream mantra of my own "sun, sky cloud, sea, blue, water beach, sand" ...but no dream. I may switch to All Day Awareness for a few days...gradually increasing the length of the sessions.
This is my longest dream sequance yet it started on june 11, 2013 its not over yet but when it is I will record the last day. Lucidity~extreme [activates muscles] Danger~extreme Day 50 I awoke on my way to colorado in the middle of a desert. My GF, My friends, and I had set up tents last night for a shelter just to wake up to the scorpions (a tunnling type of zombies) trying to kill us I pulled out snapped on their necks to make it have to run away to fix itself. I got up grabbed my musket with a mag and went outside. I just thought the best thing to do was kill these zombies. So I just starting helping my friends at unloading ath thezombie scorpian things which ended there were ten and nine of tge ten ended up dead. So we pacjed our bags and started moving in our desert suited up cars which some were two seater convertible sports car. We also had our hummer that was easy to drive through the desert. Later that day we crossed into utah without any trouble and were on our way to colorado with the road to help us. We used the road and git to a small abandoned town were we collected amunition and found a packapunch machine. We also found a ton of zombies, walkers, spinters, scrabs, suicides, and slender zombies. We desposed if all of them and my brother packapunched his hoodie with metal and a battery. Now wis hoodie has small shoulderblade and constantly radiats electricity. We slept in the town that night inside of a somwhat normal two story house.
So, this one is very long, and very fuzzy in my memory. So bear with me. There's some dude with a glow stick on my front porch. My mom and me were in the kitchen. For some reason there were cupboards outside on the porch. The guy was looking through them. Eventually the guy left and we stood up. *Memory blindness* My dad came in from work, and said "They're after me, for tax evasion". It sounds kind of nonsensical, but in the dream it was clear as day. We started running upstairs. Since this was a dream I was running slowly and my talking came out as whispers. I don't get why I don't do a reality check then! Agh! Anyways, we ran upstairs and locked ourselfs in our rooms. For whatever reason I had my little cousin Heidi with me. *Memory blindness* Something about burning telescopes *Memory blindness* Reading Heidi a kiddie book *Memory blindness* The next morning after all that, we got on a plane and headed for where ever. Suddenly the rest of my family was back (was this a new dream?). I apparently was flying the plane, and I said "This is your Casey speaking (Casey's my name) thank you for flying who-cares airlines". It actually looked like a flight simulator, as I was in 3rd person. Would that be classified as an OBE? *Memory blindness* We wound up in a bar or something, drinking beer out of straws. I wasn't drinking, and a good thing too, I'm under aged. I guess I forgot the rest. I'm really sorry for not remembering much. If I had any sense at all I would delete this, and say I couldn't remember it, but, meh. Note: I had a half a pill of melatonin that night, so maybe that effected this?
I'm in a kitchen, then I decide to walk around to the empty living room because the kitchen is filling up with people, I go and sit next to a DC, she's blonde and resembles one of my cousins, she tells me to open my present, or atleast one of them, so I pick up this maroon and hunter green colored one and rip the paper off. In it is two cds, the DC seems excited and knows who the band is, on the cover is four girls. I tell her I have absolutely no idea who these people are but I'd listen to the cds and grow to love it because it was a gift from someone who loved me. The DC seems to be confused about that. Then my grandma walks in and says everyone has left and that we can have more food if we want, so the DC gets up and runs for the kitchen, and I go into the kitchen and sit down to talk with my grandma, I feel like she's sad and I want to cheer her up.
Recent Comments
