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3rd person following a woman, and I'm aware this scene is about to become a nightmare, something involving a husband who came back from outer space wrong, carrying something inside him that will manifest in the house in strange ways, killing him and trapping her here. It's already starting to feel like a nightmare, so I take over and steer her toward the front door to change the scene. It takes two doors to leave the nightmare/house.

Outside, I'm my IRL self, and I'm walking out of the mansion I'm temporarily staying at, walking down to the road to see if my IRL sisters have arrived yet. I follow the road toward town, and I pass Tilda Swinton walking the other way and rubberneck shamelessly, walking backwards until she's out of sight. Eventually I come to a fair, where a few people are in costume, including myself, something patriotic-themed. I spot my sisters in the crowd but don't want them to recognize me while I'm in costume. The crowds push me into one of the tents showing various curiosities, and one of them, something about a man who fell from the skies, switches the scene to something more stable.

3rd person following a man who observed that if you trace every human interaction you've had throughout your life, and all the interactions those people had and so on, it creates a fractal pattern which he used to warp time and space around himself, condensing it all into a single point with himself at the center, the God of this world. The ground loops over his head to meet itself in a single vividly-colored sphere. Although he's the only creature that can exist in this sphere, there's a door through which he can watch or enter the old world at any point in time or space. The world's been completely transformed by his actions, all throughout its timeline. At the moment he's observing the writing systems that are developing. He's been translating the various markings that he's seen through the door, images made by different cultures throughout time and space, but as far as he can tell, none of them are using a written alphabet. All the markings translate into numbers.

He walks through the door into the same point in time/space that he'd originally lived, modern times. The place has been through something like an apocalypse as a result of his actions, but it's mostly recovered now. He seeks out a friend who'd tried to stop him, and they talk about the changes in the world, and about what's happened to his older brother's estate since the funeral. 'For a madman, he was alright,' the other man says.

I wish to go back, back to where it all started, the first and the only ever Lucid dream I remember ever so clearly, I wish to go to that desolate fragment of space, where I was the maker, where my touch gave birth to Novas and a wish rendered them sucking unto them-self into a black-hole. I wish to go back to that starry space, only this time, with a more profound Lucidity. after having done this, I will embark on a Journey within, to realize all the fantasies. I will write unto this space again, only next time, with an ethereal story to tell.

To do: 1) Become familiar with all the terminologies of the Lucid Dreaming World.
2) Choose the most efficient technique to begin my quest for the Inner world.

Dream 1 :[COLOR="#800080"] I was in a shop near my house.My mom bought me a lot of chocolate and chips and stuff from there.While she was browsing through the shelves I find myself talking with a girl who was working in that shop..I think I asked her to give me something but she refused so I kicked her saying: Okay,Motherfucker. Then I started to destroy the whole shop and I even stole some things from there.I remember trying to steal a big box full of chocolate but I couldn't so I ran.When I got out of the shop I wanted to go home,My mom said she will stay a bit more because she has something to do.I nodded then I ran home.Once I entered in the living room there was this painting I have in real life but it was in another place than it's original place. The woman in the painting had some red eyes and she was holding something in her hands (I think a dead body) She got out of the painting crawling to me.I tried to open the door but it was locked. Then I woke up. [/COLOR]

Dream 2 :[COLOR="#800080"] I was in my house with a blonde girl who looked like 13-14-15 (She had a round face with some cute chubby cheeks) Then she randomly said : Hey,Let's fly to America. I responded : Okay,But how are we going there? Then she made a tiny balloon appear in her hands.It had a form of a boat.I asked her how we are supposed to go to America with that balloon? She sighed then I suddenly find myself on a roof of a building. I looked around there was a bright city (It was night) With some high-rise buildings. In the sky there were some red helicopters with a big red cross on them (The helicopters were huge) and they keep flying around a high-rise building. I looked at the sky,It was full of stars. I keep saying : Woo,Look at that! And pointing at things.The place was so awesome I almost cried.I then went down and there were some girls I think I argued with then I went in a building that was really shiny and yellow. I keep falling for some reason then I crawled to an elevator and entered in it (It was full of people) Then I don't know how I was outside again and asked someone to drive me to a river. The river looked amazing,I saw the moon's reflection shining in the water. Near the river there was a kind of pool full of mud.The blonde girl jumped in it and then she had a bit of fun but then she was about to drown.She kept raising her hand and asking for help,I grabbed her hand and dragged her outside on the ground and I shook her(She had her mouth wide open) but she didn't responded.I checked her pulse,No pulse. I really thought she was dead But I wanted to call the ambulance.When I wanted to call it the girl woke up,She started walking a bit.Then I asked her: Can I still call the ambulance? She said yes so I called it,waited,Nobody appeared. So I went to the hospital with her and I tried to explain those people there what happened but they couldn't understand for some reason. [/COLOR]

Dream fragment :[COLOR="#800080"] I was on DreamViews chat.[/COLOR]

No recall tonight.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid

The past couple of nights, i haven't been doing much with logging and dreaming so last night, i did some quick meditation before bed to get me focused. It helped a lot. I had about 5 dreams last night but they separated out into two main stories.

A lost band with a laughing maniac:
It's night, i'm out in the front yard and i'm practicing with my marching band. We play some songs and we then head to sectionals. However, i lost my section so i wander aimlessly around the house. My band teacher then comes around and tells me to do push ups later. As i continue around the house, i start hopping and manage to hurt my leg a little. I then get back to the garage and meet up with my section. As i meet up, i take a jelly donut from a trumpets shoe.

We have to go back to full band rehearsal so i put the donut down and go play. Soon after, we eat lunch, as we sit down. Someone makes a joke and i start laughing like a guy i know and another friend notices this and thinks it's funny. The next night, i go out for practice and i realize i have no lunch packed and i haven't brushed my teeth. The scene then changes to my bathroom, apparently all the band kids are staying at my house and we have to share my bathroom, how fantastic D:

So i get out of the shower and dry myself off in front of like 5 other kids and proceed to brush my teeth. I then go out into a cafeteria and realize i have no lunch again today. Then some weird guy starts yelling about how kids don't know how to put mustard on their food properly, he then demonstrates by comparing sliding the mustard bottle over food to sliding a greasy hand over skin. Then a very hairy man jumps up onto a table with no shirt on and burps loudly. The dream then ends with my mom bringing me a lunch.

A Word not said:
I'm at my house with some people. We have guns. We must be holding up at my house to defend against something. A car alarm goes off nearby and three of us go out to investigate. i'm still in the house and hear gunshots, i look outside across my farm and see a man with a shotgun walking away. The others come back inside and say it was just an accident, they mention nothing about gunshots and when i tell them what i saw and heard, they say i'm going crazy.

Then, i go outside and start walking, as i'm walking, a kid comes up and tries to take my shotgun so i shoot him. Then the others try to kill me so i shoot most of them but one starts chasing me and i run, i jump over various obstacles and have a really intense chase.

The dream then sort of restarts. I'm in the house and then some one randomly goes outside at night and opens fire. To my surprise, people were hiding in the grass around the house and they spring up and start shooting in our direction. The house is under attack. I run inside and lock the door behind me, i run to the front end of the house and grab a baseball bat. I exit out the front and start running again. Somewhere along the way, i meet up with some friends.

We start running together and make it to a church, at the church is a man with piercings through his nose and a cool haircut. He hands us shurikens and leads us to a van. My friend takes the drivers seat and i get in the passengers seat. The man tells us to wait for a big lightning strike before we can leave, he also says that the lightning will be a sign from god to let us know when to head out. We look up and see a storm, we see some small lightning out in the distance and decide to take off. Mostly because the enemies were still coming our way with rifles.

This seemed to make the religious man mad. As we drive, we eventually come up to his floating head which then explodes. As it explodes, everyone around me turns into a zombie. I get out and run, i make it to a small island. Then this girl starts chasing me, i run but can't keep it up and she eats me.

I was inside the closet I used to hide in when I was very young. There are clothing all around me. The details are lost, but I recall how people couldn't find me in there.

non lucid
*Somebody was telling his kid that his mom was dancing in the dark and that he would never see her again. This person telling him that seemed to be from some dark world.

*I found a teleportation device but was scared to use it. Someone else used it and teleported to scary location.

Dream recall from today's naps

Dream 1(fragments):

I was typing up some DJ entries and then was discussing spirituality stuff with someone, then i started watching some let's plays and one was apparently let's play of old Spyro 2 game, except intro scene went kinda different and there was different draconic character instead of Spyro and some other new characters, they talked about learning how to use different forms of something. Then i was back at my room, i was about to realize the dream but it faded out and i wake up. I keep eyes closed and try to DEILD.

Dream 2:

I am suddenly in the forest, there's a huge tree, i think something about future i realized that i am dreaming and i have incredible temptation to make huge tree fall down(dunno why), and i literally will it to fall down, and as it does, ground shakes a bit.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was at home and i couldn't fall asleep for nap and i try to find something to do, suddenly Oreo comes in and we have some talk(that i can't recall much), then he leaves and H. apparently comes in and annoys me with some talk about glasses and leaves as well, and then comes back, talks about it again and leaves again. I stay confused for a few seconds.

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[SIZE=1][COLOR=#808080]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR=#1E90FF]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR=#DC143C]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][COLOR=#1E90FF]I'm in a room with a futuristic video game console. My brother isn't very impressed by this device, so I turn it on to show him what it can do. I'm browsing around on it and eventually come to a Star Wars themed level.
I think, [I]Cool, I'm gonna get to fly a spaceship![/I]
The level starts in a big dark room.
[I]Huh, why isn't this a flying mission? Whatever, this seems fun too.
[/I]I start by sneaking up behind a guard in the middle of the room, I pull out my blaster and fire. Bad move. The guard drops to the floor and the alarm starts blaring.
[I]Oh shit![/I]
A small mobile camera has spotted me. I take aim and destroy it with my gun. Running through the level, I notice some people ahead of me. I pull out dual lightsabers and rush them. I slash them apart and notice more people out of the corner of my eye.
[I]WOAH!
[/I]I jump out of the way just in time! I whirl around and take them out. More and more guards keep coming. I dodge, weave, and maneuver my way around all of their attacks, while simultaneously dealing fatal blows with my lightsabers. After eliminating the guards, I see a dark figure running towards a set of stairs. I chase after him.
[I]I have to catch this guy... I don't know why, but it feels crucial.
[/I]We both get to the stairs. They spiral around and go up for a long way. I'm getting closer. Closer...
[I]C'mon just a little faster!
[/I]We come to a door and he busts through.
I'm faced with a loading screen.
My vision fades back in to the roof of a very tall building. We are in a city, it looks a little like Las Vegas does at night. The roof of the building starts out flat then goes upwards like a ramp. The figure begins running up the slanted roof.
[I]Enough, I'm ending this!
[/I]I rush him before he gets too far and throw him down onto the flat portion of the roof. I jump down and pin him there. I begin grilling him for information. [/COLOR][COLOR=#808080]I don't exactly remember what I was asking him. [/COLOR][COLOR=#1E90FF]He refuses to give in. I beat him with my fists. He still refuses. I grab him around the neck with both hands and choke him. He acts like he wants to talk so I let up. He says something. [/COLOR][COLOR=#808080]Again, I don't remember what he said. It was something that pissed me off though. [/COLOR][COLOR=#1E90FF]I grab him around the neck again, this time with only my right hand. I hold him up in the air and throw him against the slanted part of the roof. He finally gives in and explains. He says that he is me from the future. [/COLOR][COLOR=#808080]I can't remember much after this, so this is where it ends.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/INDENT]

1. Preparing for myth exam, not too confident. Went to the exam room, people (mob) grabbing the textbook. Girl asks me if she should take this old hardcover, I told her it was the wrong edition, but looks good. They started handing marks out. Next exam, suited up, looked good. Walked around campus- water fountain.
2. Genetics exam, went to check time, registrar's website, but can't find it (Searched for a very long time -20 mins according to dream clock) . Can't see very well either, vision gets all blurry- like without glasses. Went to exam anyway.
3. Playing quake 3 with people. Had to find something, a VERY large map. Went deeper. Ashlyn was in a tiny corridor, defending something. Killed her, killed other two people with her. Got the plasma gun. Got the thing. Filled all the ammo up and headed back to the starting point and won the game.

Non Dream
Dream
Lucid

I don't remember how I got lucid (probably MILD) but I did. I was in the kitchen of a house with my brother in law and my crush. I tried to change things up a bit so I went into another room to summon another girl using my usual behind the hand trick. I couldn't summon anybody. I went back into the kitchen and went to my brother in law. He's real intellectual so I thought he would provide a more interesting answer. "What's the meaning of life?" I asked him. He said he knew and seemed confident. He started by saying "It's all about the pretty things" before talking about random stuff I couldn't understand. Then, he started talking about the anatomy of the earth itself. In the end, the final answer which I confirmed with him was that was the meaning of life is the earths core, mantle, crust, and all of the things on top. After that I decided to have a thumb war with my crush which she won with her small, quick little thumb. After that, I lost lucidity as indescribable nonsense and chaos (I won't bother) ensued before I woke up.

In this dream I wanted to study at Oxford University in England. I was told that I could rent an apartment, but to do that I would need to do all the cooking around 1am. At first I thought this was due to my academic schedule, but no, then I discovered I had misunderstood, and I always could cook, but it was recommended that I do it within 25 hours.

I was shocked by how small a village Oxford was. (Now in waking life I have been to Oxford as a tourist, and it most definitely is not a small village.) In my dream, I could walk from one end of the village to the other easily, and that was good because I was supposed to be a priest at St. John's church which was at the opposite end of the village, and I could walk there. I found out that an important member of the congregation had died, and I wrote to the bishop to enquire whether I could hold a simple funeral service, and was reprimanded in the letter back that for such important people the funeral had to be lavish.

Meanwhile returning to food and cooking, I discovered that there was not a grocery store in Oxford, too small a village for that. So one had to go to the next town over to the store.

In other news, I now was not going to be a priest after all! I was applying for a job as a research assistant. Now luckily this was just a non-lucid dream because few people in waking life ever get a job by explaining that the research of the professor in question does not really interest me, but I can do the job.

Ultimately though I decided that it may be too dangerous to go to Oxford after all, because war was coming. I knew that war was coming because people were arguing more than usual. I thought that maybe I could prevent war from starting in Oxford (how???) but that I was not going to be able to do it nationwide, and thus it might be too dangerous to be there after all. I should go back to the US instead.

Incidentally, this was not my first dream in which I thought war was coming and that thus it would be safer to stay in the US. I appear not to have noticed that I was single without kids and probably significantly younger than in waking life.

Playing CS with Sean C. Smoking weed, bottom of pipe falls out along with dust/dirt. See broccoli.

At a baseball game, at half time we moved seats, but there is a boat in the way so we can't see anything. People in front of us keep falling asleep. We decide to move seats, climb up stairs. Move past friend Coffee. With dad in intro to music class. We're screwing around and he's getting pissed off. Friends Gonzales, Artem, and a couple others there. Dad plays drums on piece of paper with pencil. Won't show me how to do it. Staring contest, kid pushes over drum set. Dad gets angry, picks up camera to take videos of what's going on, I snag it from him and give it back to its owner. Lady yells "this is my home", think "oh shit dad's gonna get us in trouble". Looking through old pictures of ipod touch. Go on computer to search for picture, internet browser pops up and starts scrolling through a bunch of pages of what looks like a survey, think the computer is getting a virus. Wake up.

#206 - 4:00AM - SSILD

I am having some NLD talking to a female DC and changing clothes in front of her. I realize this doesn't make sense because the last thing I remember is rolling over to my right side doing SSILD cycles. I decide I have to be dreaming and start to wonder off but quickly remember the task. I go back into the bedroom of some version of a house I lived in once. The woman does not really look like anyone I know but I think she must be my wife. I say, "Hey, DC."
She is sitting on the edge of the bed in an all white night gown. She looks up at me and responds, "Yes?"
I quickly ask, "What is the meaning of life?"
Her answer, "Something good."
Knowing that this dream feels like it's about to collapse already, I turn away and say, "Thanks DC." I suddenly wake up.

1. [non-lucid][game]
Was playing MTA racing around in cars in a not too big square black tiled shiny room with 3 others, there's a small red curve floored room in the back that teleports you to a different area that looks identical to the other area.
One of the others car becomes too damaged, sets on fire and starts chasing us as to take us with him when he explodes, he failed to take anyone with him. I had the same fate and set on fire but I took one of them out as I exploded and died.