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This dream is all fragmented, I've lost a lot of the storyline. I fell asleep on the couch and the storm kept waking me up. Not enough to move into bed, apparently.

I am taken captive, along with Sam from Supernatural, and Cyclops from X-Men. I'm not clear on why we are taken, only that they keep us complacent by feeding us this translucent purple liquid. I'll separate it into the scenes I specifically remember seeing.

Cyclops is in a small square room, it is all white except for metallic grates running along the right and left walls. The far wall is taken up by a single computer. They have commanded him here and he is supposed to follow their orders. His buddy who is drunk on the purple stuff is too dazed to make it through the door, so he is waiting outside. Cyclops has been secretly feeding his ration to his 'friend'. So now they give the order for him to go out into the hall and kill the man. They give the order absently, not really focusing on him, and not expecting an answer.
When they finally turn to look at him he gets awkward and dorky and kind of grins, "I'm um..."
"You're what?"
"I've had too much of the purple stuff again."
They sigh in annoyance.
"I'll just...go back out into the corridor and beat the hell out of number 8."
They all narrow their eyes at him as he backs out the doorway and closes it. He knows he doesn't have long before they come for him, he foolishly gave them a reason to doubt his faith.

The next time I see him he is quivering with tension, nervous, waiting for them to notice he hasn't been following their rules. Instead of killing people he has been releasing them into the woods. He 'stands guard' beside an elevator door, outside a banquet hall. If he's a good boy, he thinks sarcastically, they may feed him today. Then Jean swings around a corner in a lovely white gown. She hasn't seen him yet, and as she walks past, he seizes her by the upper arms and hides with her on the other side of a pillar.
"What are you doing here? Do you know how dangerous this place is?" He hisses.
"Yes. Why do you think I'm here?" She gives him a quick kiss. "I have a plan, hang in there, you'll be free soon." And then she is gone, sweeping gracefully into the banquet hall, leaving him there stunned.

I'm out in the woods, I am myself. Some part of me knows how the story is supposed to go, how I am supposed to act. So I lift the water bottle to my mouth and dizzily drink more of the purple stuff. I can't think straight, but I can't stop drinking it. Some clever chemical, or brain-washing technique makes me believe that my mind would clear if only I could drink enough of it. I can't remember what I'm doing out here and at the same time I know that soon Dean will find me and I'll be safe. First I have to drink more. So I do. Then I collapse in a drunken heap. ((I compare it to alcohol, though it wasn't, it was more like a drug.))

The next thing I know I am in a rough wooden cabin with Sam and Dean. Dean didn't really come to rescue me, but he couldn't leave me there either. So here I am. Sam still can not speak clearly so that he has to gesture what he means, something about a commercial with a dog licking his chops, he gives Dean a frustrated look. Dean hands him a bowl of wet Alpo. There's a bowl of mixed dry and wet dog food on the counter, I eat a bite of it. It doesn't really taste like anything, my head clears a tad. Then Dean turns to me with a spoon.
"You'll want some of this. I think it works better." Dean says.
"Tastes better, too." Sam says. "Almost like meat."
So I take the bite from the proffered spoon and nod in agreement. It really did taste better.

A fragment of me and my father talking about ways to deal with muggers, if they try to steal my glasses.
"Just let them take them and run." He says.
For a second that makes complete sense, then I frown at him. "But dad, if I don't have my glasses I won't be able to see anything."
"But you'll be alive."
"But I won't be able to see anything...."
"But you'll be alive."
"Oookay. I'll throw down my glasses then."

09.08.2013

Wild Orgy (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+ Too hot for DV:

There's a group of men and one female that's taking all the men's shots of their sperm on her body. I'm participating too, but I'm more worried on how the hell I got into this situation in the first place. I even felt kind of depressed seeing how this woman was treated like a sperm dumpster.



Okay anyway, she's probably passed out on the floor, and I realized how vivid this dream really is and how the penis I have in this dream is actually ejaculating for once instead of something wild and random that would make me wake up. I take a load on her while she's on the floor on her stomach, and then I looked to my left and I saw someone familiar in this Bukkake group.

I didn't react in a knee-jerk type of way, but I was kind of shocked on how I'm naked along with this person and this passed out blonde female on the floor. Man, this dream was insanely vivid, at least for the past few months.

After the men are done finishing their load, I think they just left her there.






That's all I remember for that one lol.

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09.08.2013

Forcing Someone To Lock and Unlock Vehicle Repeatedly (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The setting of the dream seems to be in the early morning. I'm locking a vehicle, and I believe I get a dream character to unlock and lock it again, and I told him to keep doing it.

He asks when he should stop, but I just ignore him and go into a store that looks a lot like H-E-B here in Texas.

Wow.

07.08.2013

Blue Haired Guy with Kushina and I'm Slashing Ganondorf [Twilight Princess Version] (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, the dream recall is kind of decent, but I've been putting off actually typing it because of how mind-boggled I am with this visual thinking exercises I'm doing. Seriously, amazing stuff when you actually DO the exercises daily.

I'm in spectator view and I see Kushina from Naruto Shippuden with someone that looks like that blue haired guy with cat ears. (I don't know the name of the anime, too lazy to Google it but was willing enough to randomly Google a description lol)

He's wearing Minato's Hokage Outfit, and it seems Kushina is probably his wife, which is kind of like a horrible anime shipping with couples (if I'm using the term right). Anyway, because my recall is crap for this dream, all I remember is the dream scene shifting now to Ganondorf from The Legend of Zelda: Twilight princess that's on the floor, and he looks like he has the red gem that Twilit Igniter: Fyrus (second boss) had on his forehead.

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Ganondorf is still vulnerable, I think me or someone else I'm controlling is slashing away left and right on the red gem.

I don't know what happens next.

So I've decided to do a 30-day challenge of using the SSILD technique. I have experimented with the technique before with somewhat mixed success. So this time I'm going to use nothing but SSILD for the next 30 days and record how many LD's and FA's I get. So here we go:

Day 18

I'm currently heading back to college with my parents. I've discovered two things: (1) My dad speeds while my mom and I sleep, and (2) No matter how many naps I take in the car, I can't have/remember any dreams from those naps. I did manage to try the cycles in the 4-5 hours that I actually was able to sleep in the motel room, although I did not WBTB with it. I did have one kind of scary dream, but no lucids. Since I'm writing this about 18 hours after I woke up, I only remember this one scene:

I was driving around with my dad. We drove by my church, when in the parking lot we saw a couple cop cars surrounding my brother's car. We knew something had to be wrong, so we drove up to the scene. The policeman warned us to stay back, but it was too late. We saw what the commotion was about - a crazed lady (who looked like a mixture of my high school math teacher and Mr. Yang from Psych) came out from behind the car and looked straight at us. I yelled at my dad from the back seat to turn the car around quickly, but it wouldn't start up. She ran around to the side of the car opposite me and ripped the door open. She looked like a maniac, as bloodthirsty as a zombie and as strong as a werewolf (or at least that's what I remembered thinking). She said something to me that I don't remember, but I didn't want to hear it. I tried to kick her out of the open door, but my kicks hardly moved her. My dad finally got the car working and drove off. I continued my kicking, finally making some progress. Instead of falling out, however, she climbed over the top of the car and over to the other door behind me. I turned around and continued to kick with all of my might. I finally kicked her down to the floor, but I continued to kick and stomp in a fury of rage (I apparently have problems...).

So apparently that dream was so scary that when my dad shook my leg to wake me up, I woke up with a jolt and almost kicked him. So yeah, that was weird...

Day 18: LD - 0, FA - 0
TOTAL: LD - 15, FA - 13

I lucid in a fairly accurate recreation of my house, my backyard in particular. I stabilized with a few voice commands and rubbed my hands together. I can't remember how I got lucid, I think it was with a nose pinch reality check.
Anyways, there was a really long chunk of time where I was just exploring my dream house. There were no dream characters around, also, dream control didn't seem to work. I simply wandered around the house looking for things. The house was fairly accurately recreated.
I kept the dream going long past its usefulness with perpetual stabilization. (You see, I haven't really been focused on lucid dreaming as of late, but I will get more time to focus on it soon, that's something you can be sure of.)
Anyways, I was doing something with sunglasses too. Something to do with trying to make the dream darker or brighter, or attempting a special type of stabilization by using the sunglasses as "lucidity glasses." (My recall has been bad too.)

WARNING: Sexual content

NOTE: Numbers do not signify any particular order. They're just for ease of reference for interpretation.

A phrase: ''Trinity de Liberas'' . No idea what it meant.

1. Justice. I was in a room. Reminded me of a room I rented in college near a river. He was in the room beside mine. Although there were 'holes' in the plywood separating our rooms, I did not peek into his room, though I was sorely tempted. I heard him talking to someone, but I sensed or knew he was alone, so it must be a phone. I lied down on my bed, looking up at the ceiling, and noticed that the plywood wall does not go to the ceiling, so there's an open space between our rooms near the ceiling. I was looking at the opening when I saw him start to peek through it, all while he was talking on his phone. I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, but I can still see him somehow. He crossed over to my room, still talking on his phone, and he looked me over.

2. A guy got pregnant. At first it was me, and then it wasn't me. When they took the 'baby' out of his (or my) stomach, it turned out to be a frog. Turned out that there's a particular species of frogs (it was clear when I saw or heard it but then forgot it when I woke up) that insert their eggs through the skin, and then it goes in the stomach/uterus to grow. I became careful not to go out with my body parts exposed.

3. I had sex with a guy, with me on top. I wanted it to be the guy on [1] but it seems it's not. This one is darker. After sex, we discussed the amount, or maybe it was a flashback. The room costs 3000, and he wants 600. He/I complained about the cost of the room.

4. I was outside our house in our hometown. I was naked, but didn't really mind. I love the cold. I was near the well-pump area. I saw my dad come out of the 'front' door, and he saw me. I waved. He quickly grabbed a towel to cover me and brought me inside the house. My brother was also there. (NOTE: I have no male sibling).

5. I was inside a house. A guy (L? He looked thinner.) caught a huge roach, about the size of an adult person's forearm and thick. The guy held on to its huge body with his left hand, and used his right hand to cover or play around with the head of the roach. I warned him that it might bite him.

[Woke up. Went back to bed.]

6. I was inside a traveling train. It slanted a bit, and I played along by slanting my own body. There were a lot of people there. Caucasian. Then suddenly, the train went out through the 'door', almost hitting a girl on her way out and almost ripping my arm off by the door. It continued running off track through some wilderness. We passed near a gorge, running up along the cliffs and looking down the river. The wilderness was blue and green; it was beautiful. We continued trailing away from it, and through some tall grasses. We even crossed an old, rusty railroad. We finally stopped near a small river. There were people on the other side, and we had to cross the river and get our feet wet to get there. My sister was already walking in the river. I looked around for a dry path. The rusty railings. Some dry cemented area. Finally, on the other side, I looked around and saw a small grassy field and some 'trees' beyond it. Somebody mentioned 'glen'. I looked around, this time with more awareness that we may be in a magical glen.



7. I was in a hall, with a huge book displayed on the wall. The red and orange or yellow cover was ripped/vandalized, as well as some of the pages. I can see some of the writings inside, and they looked old, like a grimoire. I mentioned this to Rob. He took it out and put it on the table like he didn't mind the fact that it was ripped apart.

8. Justice. I was in a room. It reminds me of our room in first-year high school.

More notes:

* I ate nothing but bread and butter the whole day prior.
* I avoided sexual activity for the whole day.
* An old neighbor visited while I was topless. I felt 'exposed.'
* Before I fell asleep, I happened to think of a dorm mate back in college who I had some sexual activity. He's dark skinned.
* I went down this morning to use L's toaster grill, and I found a roach inside. I'm thinking whether it was precognition or I simply thought of the Madagascar hissing roach before I slept. Did I? I'm no longer sure.
* I was supposed to read a small red-white-black book last night, but I decided not to.

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Prior to sleeping I'd been thinking of this band and in the dream I had, Mark MacLaughlin (AKA "Mark Arm") had cut off his forearms and yet was still a guitarist somehow, but he looked different and I think he had a beard. I also saw a room with a dead cat in it which was in a vise and I later got in there and found two more dead cats and then was slow in getting out of the room as I heard someone. The other guitarist who's name I think is Steve gave me a soda pop can that was about to explode and I threw it away from me and I said it was funny.

I think this is supposed to mean the band members have "Killed off some of their nine lives".

I was in an apartment and I was about to go down the stairs.

I didn't write this down this morning because my phone was dead, so a few parts are a little fuzzy. Mostly the beginning.

I was at the top of a massive cliff. There was a house, and my parents were outside doing laundry. I came up to them, and suddenly, they started saying stuff like, "Oh, this can't be a dream." I don't remember exactly what they said, but I then knew I was dreaming. I did the noseplug RC a couple times, and knew I was dreaming. I had an urge to go jump off the huge cliff we were on, so I turned and ran towards the edge.

On the way to the edge, for some reason I thought 'Well, if this is a dream, cool, and if I'm awake. Well, whatever'. I jumped off and spread my arms out like wings, and I started gliding. My arms started feeling like they were catching a lot of air, slowing me down. I kept gliding around for a while because it was really cool. It only seemed like I had been flying around for about 5 minutes, but then my vision started to blur and darken from the edges. I remembered suggestions from Dreamviews about focusing on my hands and how vivid the world around me was. It worked for a bit, but then the dream turned black.

I don't remember if I woke up afterwards, or if I entered another dream. I thought this dream was pretty cool . I completed another goal of mine, which was to fly around like I did in the dream. Once I start remembering longer dreams, maybe I'll do some advanced flying in the future

Two nights in a row with lucid dreams. Come on brain, let's keep this going

Non-Lucid, Awake, or Thoughts Lucid

This dream was pretty weird. At least at the start it was. Some background first...My old middle school math and science teacher told us about lucid dreaming one day. He actually just told us about (SILD? I think, not sure) if you can look at your hands during a dream, then you can control it (not quite, but close enough ). He told us that some people played the same song throughout the entire day, and at a certain time in the song, looked at their hands. Then, they would go to sleep with the music, and when they heard it in their dream, remember to look at their hands. I just thought this was funny because as you'll see, in this dream, he was teaching me how to WILD.

I don't know if I was actually in a dream at this point, or what was going on, but something was happening . I remember my teacher telling me about WILDing. I don't remember what he was saying, and I don't really remember if I could see anything. Then, I felt some stuff that felt like what I had read about people feeling during WILD here, and suddenly was in a room, with my teacher in front of me. It was like I had actually did a WILD because at this point, I suddenly became lucid. I didn't need to RC or anything, I just knew I was dreaming.

We were floating in the air. Suddenly, he smiled at me, and then we started doing flips and stuff, and floating higher. It was the first time I had actually experienced zero gravity in a dream, which was a goal of mine. We floated around for a bit. Then, I remembered to do ToTM, and turned and flew out the door. Outside, I could see a city fairly close by, and a lot of people. I flew towards it, but I don't remember what happened after that.

I was facepalming in the morning because I didn't even think about doing ToTM with my teacher. I just decided to fly away. Hehe xD. Overall, this dream was fairly vivid and I was pretty aware. It felt much more real than my past LDs, and I had better control.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was searching for something on natural landscape.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was in some indoors place with lots of mechanisms and pipes.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was in some team and we were fighting some huge creature.

i just suddenly asked myself "is this a dream?" then i did the nose pinch test and could breath,i checked again to make sure,then i tried pushing the fingers on my right hand through my left palm to see what would happen,it was kind of hard to do and the back if my hand started lighting up but eventually it worked (it was kind of a test to see what would happen) i decided to fly a bit although i didn't have much control,i was probably lucid for a few minuets before i had a false awakening to another dream scene

I am walking with my sister at night in this populated area, the ground is red brick and theres a large clearing of this surrounded by restaurants, a water fountain and shops. Suddenly something sucks me into the air, and I am put gently on this thing on the side of a building just in front of where we were walking, it's a sarcophagus of some sort. I realize that my clothes have been changed, I'm wearing egyption shit. I also find significance that the sarcophagus is rubbery feeling at top which I feel means it will be opened soon or used soon and this frightens me so I try to walk on it as carefully as possible, I walk forward and lean over the edge and yell for my sister. She yells to me what had happened? I tell her I don't know and that I will try to get down, but then suddenly my sister screams and points at this thing that appeared just above and in front of me. It is what appears to be a flying man with this black head piece over his head, looks like a falcon head almost. I freak out and try to back up on the thing but he comes at me and I don't know how to explain it I knew he was going to get me so I jumped off the edge knowing he wouldn't let me splat, but I just wanted to say goodbye to my sister for the last time. It's like I knew and then I floated into the air and then the guy carried me off way into the air and then back on top that thing I was on but it has changed a little bit, it is longer and more people are on it dressed like egyptions, we are lined up at the edge performing some sort of ritual, Then I suddenly seem to snap out of this trance and realize I don't want this fait, so I run to the edge of this sensitive structure and grab onto it and everybody slides to where I made it collapse a little, most of them get angry with me and tell me to stop now, but some of the girls have broken out of the spell from this and we line up again and we do it again but its more effective because more people and the thing begins to collapse, the falcon guy becomes enraged, and all the girls and I are awake and we run up the collapsing thing and make it to the solid roof of a building and then the thing crashes to the ground. Then the guy flies after us, and we race over top buildings and I run fast then leap as far as I can to the next building, it seems some of us don't make it and we turn on each other trying to make it, but some of us are pulling for each other. I make it to the last building then climb down and hide in all this tall green plants and bushes and trees.

I don't remember much. I remember someone from my old school being in the dream.

I'm walking through dark greens and bushes that are grown over a lattice tunnel, then I walk into an opening that leads to the housed street that my friend lives on and I'm passing under the house balconies that extend far out, there are girls and boys partying and it reminds me of mardi gras, they call me from the balcony and some of them who are on the ground with me walk up to me and corner me I can tell they are the bully trp. They want information about the the family of the friends house I'm going to. The y ask me all these questions and say horrid things about them like about the parents marriage and other worse things. I don't know what I should or should not say, plus I don't know much so I just tell them yes to something one of them said and they all gasp and gather amongst themselves for petty gossip and I use this moment to escape, and I get to my friends house and realize she gave me an extra key so I could get in and stay the night. I walk in and the house is like three stories of luxury, I see the father walking around on the ground floor, and the mom doing something on the second, I go to the third which is were my friends are and I go nervously because I feel I have betrayed her for was I said to those people and I tell her but she didn't even care.