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We were in the country, at some kind of football club.

I had noticed a custom made trailer, which I assumed was made for Yabbies.
It looked a little worse for wear, as some parts would need to be welded back on, especially the left back end, which was hanging off. We decided to take it with us.

Myself and Josh D, ended up following a car with a decent looking girl in it (white commodore). I Mentioned to Josh, that she was most likely going to be hot, because of something she had done in the car?

We followed her, and she was driving at a decent speed in a built up area. I warned Josh to be careful, this may be a trap so the police could
fine us for speeding. We had noticed not too far up the road, that there was a police officer, which had pulled someone over. I felt my suspicions were likely right at this point.

The girl had pulled into her driveway, so we decided to drive up close to her. Josh told me they were pretty hot. There was about 3 in the car at least. Josh was eager for me to go and talk to them, but I didn't.

We ended up leaving, and I had the choice, to either go with Daz or Jessie L. I went with Jess as, daz has Josh with him in the car.

Josh A, ran his car into a letterbox?

We had taken the trailer back to the owner. The area was pretty beat up, looked quite a scummy area. The guy came out of his house, and I started telling him the story of why we bought the trailer back, but Josh D, jumped in and continued the convocation for me.

We ended up inside his house I think. We were walking down some kind of lobby, which had owls sitting on every post where there was a gap. Some of the owls were swooping passed, as we walked.

This lobby led us to a buffet, where you could have whatever you like.

I saw meatballs on a plate and bacon on the grill. I was feeling a bit uninvited and didn't want to eat anything. My buddy's Daz and Josh D had helped themselves, and that made me a lot more comfortable, so I thought I would help myself to the food.

I walked out the front and noticed the smallest serving of what looked like, onion, pasta with sauce. I scooped it up and tried some. It ended up being pretty average to say the least.

I returned back to the area where most of the food was, and someone mentioned to get the raisin toast. I was going to get the toast, but then I realized I was gluten free. I was a bit pissed off, cause I had eaten a dish earlier which would have had gluten.

Today I had a dream that is resonating in me. I know I have had this first part of the dream before, though I must have forgotten it because I don't have any memory of the last time I had it. In this dream I am a tough princess who has lost her kingdom to an invasion. I am also not myself, I look different and have a different personality. This is an elaborate dream and is very long so I will put out parts. Here is a map of the layout of the house for reference if you want, because I will mention places in the house and it's so fresh in my memory I can put it down. I will also mention that I knew I was dreaming but felt no desire to control anything because I was interested in letting this dream play out. Click the image to make it bigger.

Spoiler for house layout:

The part I have had before: It starts where I am standing in the main room of a house that I procured for me and the rest of the people that escaped the kingdom with me. There is me, my best friend from real life playing the part of one of my best friends, another girl who is my other best friend and kind of resembles my real best friend but she does not exist in real life, a young blond kid with an army hair cut who looked about 16 and troubled, and a body guard/ warrior who had protected me while we escaped. We had received word that one of my fathers court had also survived and he was making his way to us. He was also the only person who had the ability to to verify my inheritance. The last time I saw him he had put the slip in my hand that verified my inheritance but he had forgot to sign it. I was listening to my two friends talk about him, apparently they remembered that they had had a crush on him, when he arrived. I met him at the door and instantly took notice that he was very handsome. He brought his things in and settled into his room (im not sure where his room was. I'm guessing he just stayed in the bottom right corner of the house next to the sitting rooms table), while I walked around the house. I walked up to him after he was done and welcomed him. I got the sense that he liked me by the way he smiled at me and his body language while he thanked me and said he was happy to see me again.

I was feeling light and happy, like how any girl feels when she's just got swept away by a handsome, charming, man and I was strolling slowly up the small walkway through the house when I herd giggling coming from my other best friends room. I looked in and saw the new guy kissing on the neck of my other best friend and grinding his crotch against hers while she sat on the edge of her bed. My happy feelings instantly turned into disappointment and I sped up my walking until I reached the meeting room. My best friend noticed how I looked crest fallen and asked what was wrong so I told her what had happened. She took on a look of disappointment as well and she told me she had also hoped that he had liked her. We sat there talking about how much of a lucky skank our other best friend was when the body guard came in and said it was time to take the slip to a place to get it exchanged for my inheritance.

We all walked there together, the whole time I ignoring the new guy and how my other friend was staring at him dreamily. I noticed that I also had this odd feeling, like a haze of badness was hanging over us. We reached the place and I handed the slip in. Once it was out of my hand the bad haze went away, then returned again when they handed me a check with my inheritance. I remember it was a lot of money but I can't remember exactly how much it was. The whole time I was waiting for my check I noticed the new guy was staring at me with an interested look on his face. This confused me, but I ignored it and walked back home with everyone else.

I was sitting at table in my room, feeling depressed, when I got a strange feeling I was being watched. I looked out my door into the sitting room to see the blond teen sitting at the sitting room table, staring at me with a creepy look on his face. I kept going back and forth from looking at him to staring down at the table when he got up and sat down on the other chair at my table. He told me how he watched me often and that he was interested in me. As he explained this he scooted his chair closer and leaned toward me, which made me uncomfortable. I told him I wasn't interested but he wouldn't hear it. He got even closer and started to stroke my arm slowly while telling me how beautiful I was and I repeated that I didn't see him the same way and I was not interested. He got a dark look on his face and got so close his body was almost pressed against mine, his face inches away while he put his arm around me and started groping me with his other hand. I tried to shove him away and told him to leave me alone but he just kept going and I started to scream at him to stop while I tried to struggle away. I thought he was going to take it farther, I remember wishing the new guy would help me, partly because my character wanted him to and partly because I already sort of knew what was going to happen next because I had this dream before, when suddenly he stormed in and tore the teen off of me. He told him never to touch me again and if he ever saw his face around here he would make him sorry. The teen ran from the house and we never saw him again.

After the teen left the new guy turned to ask me if I was OK. I asked why did he care and he said he felt protective of me, his face had a look of longing for me. My face got hot, and I started to figure that what had happened with him and my other friend was just a fluke when I noticed the body guard standing in the sitting room, watching us with a sad look on his face. Well, when I say noticed, I mean with my senses. I didn't see him physically, I felt he was there. I could feel his sadness emanating from him.

I'm going to end it here because I feel this is already long and I don't want to annoy people, pluse this is the entirety of the part of the dream I have had before and the next part will be a continuation that is new to me. The next part will be out soon for anybody who wants to read more I hope you keep reading, this dream is one of the long, elaborate ones that I rarely get.

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I was at some girls house. As I walked in, the girl was in her spa. I couldn't help but notice this girl had massive tits, and looked great in a bikini.
She told me that she was single, which I found that it was a little random. I figured I could probably fuck this girl, If I decided too.

I thought I would join her in the spa, and forgot to check my pockets before I jumped in. I soon realized I had left my iPod touch in my pocket. I was absolutely gutted.. I figured it would be wrecked for sure.
When I checked my pockets, I noticed I was wearing multi-coloured shorts.

My brother was here as well. I decided to take my iPod apart to see if I could fix it. I think it was wrecked as it had turned off.

I was now at my old house in Blacksland. I saw my brother near the stand-alone freezer (near the pc) and asked him ''What's the longest he has had a phone for, without losing it or breaking it'' in hopes he would tell me not too long, so I would feel better about my iPod, he said ''A year as of today''.

Date: August 15, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB
Total Hours of Sleep: around 6-7

I was in the home of Anthony Bourdain from the TV show "No Reservations" (in RL, I am madly in love with this man!). He was showing me his riches that he has accumulated over the years. Fine furniture, priceless paintings, exquisite jewelry were as far as the eye can see. He stated that he has all the things a man could ever want in his life, but one thing was missing...a wife. Then (and this is the best part of the dream), he grabbed me by my waist and hoisted me in the air, slowly sliding me down against the 'bulge' () in the front of his pants, he looked me dead in my eyes and said, "Will you marry me?" Without missing a beat, I screamed a 'Yes' so loud...I woke myself up.

Note: And I woke up soaking wet.

Thought I would note this because it was unusual for me. I was planning on just doing a regular late afternoon cat nap but noticed the dreamlets starting to pop up and decided to try to wild but every time a new dreamlet would pop up I would seem to wake myself too much by paying attention to them. The interesting thing was that I had something like 12 to 14 different dreamlets or mini dreams in maybe a 20 minute span. Each one was very distinct and not the sort of things that would pop into my mind daydreaming... very dream like in their unusual subject matter. They weren't just images but scenarios with action and some with dialogue.

Recall is getting better, i suppose, still need to stabilize schedule though.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was on some forums and there was some forum game related discussion. Then everyone had to make some choices in that forum game and then it turned more into some kind of video game.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some platformer with abstract levels about a group of some lizards with spit attacks.

Dream 3:

I was playing some FPS game and there was something about islands, i was in some complex with some team and we had to find the way out and then find way to leave islands. I took control of some helicopter and had to do a few missions where i had to destroy various objects on islands. Last mission i started about some huge complex of various buildings and i had tons of missiles to bombard them with, there were weird mechanisms that revealed themselves after buildings were hit, including some kind of magnetic field generators and some anti air energy cannons.
Then i switched over to some modern air plane and had to attack airfield base, i've only had limited number of missiles and after using them i've turned it into some kind of hovertank vehicle and continued attacking base with it's cannon, there were various enemy vehicles protecting the base, mostly using red color scheme and mostly various kinds of tanks and hovertanks. There was also really big 4-legged mecha and two turrets, which i had to take out quickly.
After being done with that i started using air plane again and flied to different island, where i switched over to another one, which was similar, except it had nuclear bomb. The island the got invaded by exoskeleton creatures that looked like ones from Crysis but some of them were grey colored and they were apparently fighting each other as well.

I was supposed to get a message from God, but to get it I had to climb up and down these steep hills. It was dark, and I tried twice to get to the end, to climb the last hill to the top, but each time something went wrong. On the third try, I could feel myself getting somewhere. I just knew in my gut that I would make it to the top. I got excited, and at this point I knew I was dreaming but I didn't care at all. I tried very hard not to lose the dream by being in the moment and not thinking about anything else. I made it to the top! There was a box with a letter in it and the letter was addressed to me. This is it! Finally! I'm going to get a message from God!!!! I pick it up and start to open the letter...

MY FUCK DAMN PHONE GOES OFF

FUCKING PISSES ME OFF

fuckmylife. (this is not the first time something like this has happened)

I'm not physically in the dream yet, I'm watching what this girl I know is doing. She told me through texting on the phone that she was picking up a friend that she was going to have over, and I thought nothing of it, until I was randomly in the back seat of the van she is driving and they don't see me yet. I listen to her tell her friend about me, and then the friend say hold on, and that she knows me, so I look around the car seat already recognizing the voice and I see that it was my best friend throughout elementary school. Then I think about all the ways this is bad, and then they park in the street and get out with bags, and I jump out and before they can see me I hop in the drivers seat and speed off, (here I become lucid, and don't care about the crap that just happened) I realize I'm in a lucid dream car and wonder if this is how it's like to drive a car in real life, I'm swerving but having fun and I'm in my childhood neighborhood so I turn around the block but then I try to do a u turn twice but I can't master this lucid dream car so I get out and summon a bike and continue strolling down the street, (here my lucid dream fades back into a regular dream :/ ) I see other people on bikes riding towards this house on the corner and now it's night time, there's a bunch of teenagers dropping their bikes then walking up to the front door so I do the same because I fit in and no one will notice I wasn't invited to this birthday party, theirs older adults in the garage having beers and watching a tv, I see this younger boy with blonde hair, he walks up to me and asks me if I want him to sneak me some cake and soda, I tell him that would be bitchin, so he goes in and I wait, he comes out with a plate with lemon cake and a can of coca cola. Then he goes back to get him some, I try the cake and it's awful and gritty but I eat it anyway. Then I wash the horrid taste with the soda. Then me and the boy go into the garage for some reason and I can see the adults looking at me weird like they're wondering if I am their child's friend and was invited or not.

Dream 1: I'm taking a walk in my neighborhood. I walk past my old elementary school where kids are arriving for the first day. Then, I walk up a street situated on a hill. On my way up the street, I play on the crosswalk, experimenting in finger-snapping time travel (snap your fingers, rewind time). Later, I trip on the sidewalk and fall between a dumpster and a bunch of small trees and bushes. Even further up the street I come to a chainlink fence with a hole in the bottom, and a male lion (mane and all) on the other side. I turn around and walk the other way. A few seconds later I'm in a place that seems to be full of brown leaves (although that part is fuzzy)

Dream 2 (fragment): I'm in the downstairs kitchen. I grab a cinnamon roll from the stove. (It's the pillsbury kind). I guess this was a false awakening because I remember thinking "I woke up in the afternoon again?"

I've dated this girl for a really long time in the past, you could say I love her.

Okay, We started out at the arena it almost seemed like New York City, I tell her let's leave the car here so i can check out the sights too. We hailed a taxi and we got in. I told her theres audio tapes that tell you what you're looking at and i went on to make fun of the voice and narrated everything myself instead, we had a great time laughing at me, and just spending time together. We end up on a highway and when the driver starts driving on the wrong side of the road and we're freaking out, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?" We get into multiple crashes spin out and hop out the car, we're being chased by the police at this point, her and I jump out the car and start running we see this other car stopped in the middle of the road and we jump in, we're in high pursuit and we run straight into a barricade, our car is on fire we bail out of the car and theres this hole behind the barricade as if there were construction going on, she jumps down and without looking I trust her and jump in after her, we fall into this sewage water way i fall all on the slant and i do a spin the way down and hit my face on a wall.
We climbed down the little waterfall at the end and climb up this abandoned, broken down, graffiti covered stairwell we've spent so many nights at. As we climb up I'm looking for the spots i tagged a long time ago someones already wrote over them capping me. We end up sitting on a broken ledge just me and her she kisses me for the first time in four years, she throws up from the sewage smell.
I look down with shame, she grabs my face and says "look at me, I love you, and nothing is going to stop me from kissing you". We both smiled and she kisses me again.

I miss you so much, F.M.T

Friday, 8/16/13

Last night bed 10:45pm - 3:30am; 5:10am - 9:23am

I thank those who insipred this awesome night (ophelia with her dream from last night and sparta with chat talk). And thank you brain, for getting the hints and obliging.

This was one of the longest dreams that I remember.

DR - part 1
I'm in a building with lots of people. We know a huge earthquake is coming, in fact, it's iminent. At first, we were gonna just run outside. But then I realize, we need to collect as much stuff as we can, because after the quake, that's all we gonna have.

So I tell my mom and dad. They are sceptical. But I start bringing items into a shopping cart. I look at the stack of neatly folded burgundy color towels. I know they are older and they have been used to dry the dogs after their bath, but they are clean now and I put them in the cart. I find water bottles, and different items. I know that even if we don't need some of it, we can barter with them. I find a pile of my old things. I look through them and I flip through pages of my bright blue book of stamp collection. (I wish I had it here with me IWL, because I think I saw it exactly as they were, although I have not seen them in years). I know I can't take them with me.

I find two comforters. I get an idea of making them water proof. I tell an old classmate of mine from elementary school to cut open some large black trashbags and saw them onto the comforters. So when we have to sleep outdoors and ground is wet, they will insuate us.

I know we are on borrowed time and quake can happen at any second. I hear a sound and I look at my watch. I just received an alarm, an early warning, that quake has already happened and we have 12 or 7 seconds till the shock wave arrives. I yell at everybody to get out. I start pushing the cart and my mom is trying to keep up, but complaining of her legs. I lift her into the cart and keep pushing.

We get to the exit from the building. Large glass doors are chained shut. 2 guards at the desk are not willing to open them, eventhough crowds are gathering, wanting to get out. Nobody wants to stay inside, where glass and stuff would be raining down on us.

Suddently we are outside, at night, pushing the rattling shopping cart with our items and my mom.

Then it feels like it's all over. It's day time and I'm back at the entrance to the building. People are milling around. I walk around with someone around a lake that's just outside the building/ The walkway starts to separate and now I'm standing on something that looks like a small raft made of reeds. The person with me is also standing on one. It's dipping under water and now I'm more swimming that walking. The water is nice and warm and although it's scary, I don't mind that much.

Part 2
Me and another person are going back inside the building. This seems to be years after the apocalypse. There are some thugs sitting by the entry and lots of debree everywhere. Broken furniture, pieces of concrete... The glass door is now jammed opened.

The other person tells me to stay there and wait for him. He was looking for something. I'm in a large tiled corridor, even walls are tiles. There are no lights, but it's not dark inside. He walks in the opening in the wall to the right. I walk little further down this corridor and hang left.

I'm looking for restrooms. There are some stalls with dark red metal walls, that could use a fresh coat of paint. They don't have doors, but they are normal toilets. (Which is very unusual. normally I find a restroom, but there is always something wrong with it and I can't use it). Some are separated by semi-transparant plastic hanging from the ceiling. I find one, no door, but nobody is around and I use it.

I keep walking and see lots of males in the hallway. Someone who seems to be in authority is telling them it's time to go in their cells. I ask if this is a prison and I'm told yes, it is. It's kinda lax, almost voluntary.

I know what I want and I ask a handsom black guy, leaning against a wall, how big is his pen0r. He says "like a hot-dog". I say, if I'm gonna have a black guy, he is not gonna have a hot-dog. The warden steps in and askes me a few questions. His questions are leadig me to believe, that despite the size, he is the best.

So I walk off with the hot dog. I keep asking him where wuld be a good place, untill we get to some side corridor with some construction material.

We are about to start, when 2 huge guys walk in. And rest is on need to know basis only.

Bounty hunters, or at least people who do odd jobs including bounty hunting. A member of my team, Regina, comes back to the motel we're staying at to tell us she's got a job at a local bar, which solves our immediate money problem. She's been trying to talk us out of hunting down that bounty we've been focused on. There's another woman who left the team over this bounty, she wouldn't talk about it but it seems like she had some personal connection that none of us had known about until she left.

Scene changes, that woman's come back, taken care of whatever business she needed to take care of. She's a beautiful, melancholy woman, and as we drive out of the city she's reflecting on all her memories, 'some bad, some good, but all worth having': her and her orphaned brother, the threat of war, their childhood determination to end war; a white Cadillac with fins, and the driver, a man who'd just struck it rich, tossing money into the air.

A few fragments: a thief who became a Buddha, and how that story's changed over time. Lucifer going through a Bible and scribbling out words here and there.

hi i hope i am doing this right, anyways i had a short semi lucid dream last night which i will write here. its not much but I'll write it anyways since its the first lucid dream i have had in a while.

i don't remember much of how it started out but i remember i was in my house and there was someone else there who i didn't know, he started to chase me so i ran to the front door, at first the door wouldn't open and i panicked trying to unlock it by unlatching the lock, i finally forced the latch almost breaking it and opened the door. i noticed that i was running almost in slow motion, the more i tried to run the more it felt like i was trying to run through water. i used the side of the house to push off of hoping to give me more speed and ran into the street. it was there that i started to wonder if i was dreaming, or maybe i was just wondering if i could fly but didn't realize at that point i was dreaming (either one). i tried to fly and to my surprise it worked, i floated across the street and onto the drive way of one of our neighbors. it was then i did a reality check to help me fly, because if i knew for sure it was a dream i could fly easier. at first i had a hard time getting off of the ground, but then i imagined i was getting lighter and concentrated on the sky. soon i was rising slowly at first then faster and faster until i was soaring, at this point i was lucid i believe, maybe not at the highest lucidity but lucid enough to really enjoy it and know i was dreaming. i flew over rooftops and i saw a building by the ocean in the distance so i flew there. one thing i might note is that this time there was no "sky cieling" that i usually encounter i was able to fly freely. i also noticed that flying as high as i could wasn't my goal this time, my goal was just to get away from the person chasing me, i didn't even think about the barrier at first. anyways i got to this building, it was brown and had large windows like in a medieval castle, it wasn't very wide but it was long and tall, i flew into one of the rooms and looked out the window on the other side (i dont remember what the room looked like) i think at this point my lucidity was slipping now i was only semi lucid. i saw people standing around below and they were swinging these orbs on strings, i knew that were magical orbs and this was some sort of contest they were doing. everyone had one of the 6 magic classes just like in Wizard 101 (an online game i play) which were: life, death, myth, storm, fire, ice. i got one of these orbs on a string and started swinging it here and there. unfortunately this is where the dream becomes fuzzy although i feel there was something about a mermaid whose tail was made of a carrot and had lettuce for fins at the end, or was it a merman?

to be honest describing this was quite hard, there are a lot of details i left out, like where exactly the people were standing and what the contest was like, but its something i would have to draw, and i am not good at drawing so, a written description will have to do.

this dream lasted for about 2 to 3 minutes as far as i could tell but i could never tell how long i have been in a dream no matter how hard i try. basically it was a short to medium length lucid/semi lucid dream.

today about an hour ago i attempted another WILD. still no success although i got a bit further (each time i try it i get a little further) and your right, SP isn't necessary for WILD, im soooo glad i found out about that would probably have been waiting for all those vibrations and sounds to indicate if i am near the dream state. i did experience the beginning of REM Atonia though, but unfortunately my foot was in a crooked position and i couldn't help but move it thus ending the attempt, also there planes going overhead. i live near an airport which makes WILD extremely hard, maybe i can time it to inbetween the times they go overhead cause i know their all on a schedule. anyways i am pretty sure it was rem atonia i experienced, i was in hypnagogia pretty deep i had nearly lost consciousness, then i suddenly felt my body becoming numb and a tiny bit tingly, it was a weird feeling but nowhere near as intense as SP which i have or used to have. i could move which is why i tried to lay as still as i could, at first i got excited cause i knew i was near the point where i would enter the dream, and i think that also played a part in the reason this attempt failed. i managed to calm down and try drift back into the state of consciousness i was in earlier repeating "1 i am dreaming 2 i am dreaming 3 i am dreaming" ect, it seemed to work and at some point i felt like i was floating and the feeling of the bed started to fade a bit, but the noise outside was too distracting and my foot too. so thats as far as i got for now but i got soooo close! pretty sure I'll get it within the next few tries now.

this is my first entry here, feel free to comment, i always look forward to feed back.

08-14-13 DILD
I became lucid when I saw an old friend from decades ago. It was easy to RC and the scene was of little interest to me. It involved a house I lived in long ago. It was abandoned and one of the old crew was asking if they could use the bed. I said "as this is just a dream, I do not care what you do." I then just started enjoying my LD.
A few random things took place and it was fairly ordinary LD stuff for about four minutes. Then I tried to think of something challenging to do. I could not get clear headed enough to think of the TOTM, but remembered I had a task involving going to certain locations.
During this LD I had to stabilize it five times. I used a method of touching my various fingers to my thumb in order. I decided I would find a certain local park and get up on a certain hill, that would warm me up for the travelling challenge. Plus, I could not seem to focus well enough (alcohol in system) to remember the travel destinations.
I exited one room planning on being outside, but entered another room. There was a window on the wall and a DC of my father in the room. I did not want to be distacted from my goal, so I just ignored the DC of my dad and went towards the window,,,,,

IRL my father died about 14 months ago. I had heard one skill a master dream yogi could do was talk to the dead, but prior to this had never had a reason to try. I succeeded in contact 5 times. The last dream led me to think we had said goodbye and would not see eachother again. I assumed he was reincarnating at that time into a crow body, like he planned.
I have seen many ordinary DCs of him in the year just passed, but that was all they were. I assumed this was just another DC, but it was actually him...

As I ran past him he called out. The voice was clear and more like an astral entity than DC. He said, "Wait! This is really me! I have come back! I really am here!"

I stopped and looked at him and sure enough, he had every charectoristic of a true astral entity. I was face to face with my father again. It seems what ever body he took has already died (bummer) do he is in spirit form again. We got to talk for about 3-4 minutes. I told him that I was keeping in touch with his wife and that we were both continuing his work with coral. I told him what I did with his ashes (made reef rock with them, and set up a memorial reef tank) and he burst into tears.
He embraced me with an odd hand grasping thing. Hands grasping each other's fore arms and the left hand grasping the other's right elbow. He became very intensely emotional. I think before he was in denial about truely being dead (he avoided talking about it before.) He expressed many loving things basically proclaiming that he would always find me when we both were incarnated on earth. I called him "brother" and he seemed confused. I told him, "you were my father this time, but that will often change. Perhaps sometimes father, friend, brother, or lover depending on who we are born. Brother is the truest term for this."

Suddenly another entity was in the room. It was in the form of my dad's deceased best friend. It said, "I am sorry, but your time is up. You are needed for a meeting, so you must return now." Dad did not argue and we said good bye and he said it was unclear if/when he could do this again.

I left the room by phasing through the window glass. I then continued in a normal LD. The other DCs were back. I did not want to forget detail but was not ready to wake myself, so I tried to type key words into my phone. A DC of Robb asked me what good it would be as the phone was only in my dreams. I just was reinforcing the key wods, I said.
He tried to hand me a phone saying it was for me. A loud voice started saying something confusing about time, from the phone.
The dream started to fade. I tried my fith stabilzation but a real life itch pulled me awake. Dur ~15 min

Two dream scenes from last night, I was sexually aroused in both of them. I think there is more content than I can remember and this time it annoys me. I would really like to know more about the plots.

• I find myself in an underground tunnel. It is dark. There are two workers operating at a huge monster machine. I recognize one of them as an old acquaintance from my former soccer team, so we greet each other. They are digging the tunnel with the huge machine and they lay down train tracks for the new subway. I wonder what I am doing here and how I managed to get here, no idea.
  
  I missed one of my recurring dream signs there, train tracks. Also, I did not remember to RC, when I found out that I had no clue how I got there. Gotta start working on prospective memory again!
  
  I try to get out of the tunnel, so I just start walking. When I hear one of the workers telling me that this is the wrong way, I already stumble upon a huge rock wall in front of me. This must be the direction where they dig the tunnel. I go back and climb on the huge machine and walk on it in the other direction.
  
  I end up in a train station waiting hall. It is a big quadratic room with a quadratic pillar in the middle. The walls and the floor are white and light (or maybe it just occurs to me that way because I just came from a dark tunnel) and there are seats all the way along the walls. There are about 15 people sitting and waiting there.
  
  I am happy to see an old friend of mine waiting for me. She hugs me and I am surprised to see her, but it feels good. She is in good shape, she is sexy and has a beautiful face. I always found that she looked good, but she has always been a friend and not a potential sexual partner (it never even came to my mind, because back then, when I saw her often, we were both engaged in relationships). Now I get really excited about her and I hug her again, two or three more times because it feels so good. Her body is so soft and nice, man why have I never seen her from this perspective. She seems to enjoy, so I kiss her on her cheeks, which makes her look embarrassed, although she smiles.
  
  I wake up with an erection.
  
  
• I am in a big wooden house. I find myself at the top end of a wooden staircase in the first floor under the roof. The tilted walls and the floor are made of wood as well. There are three people: one random guy, one guy I know from my secondary school and a girl from my university, whom I met around last Christmas. I think this is a weird situation, because there is no way in which they could know each other. But somehow they seem to live together in a student flat-sharing community. They go into their apartment and I decide to just invite myself and to join them because I am curious.
  
  We stand in the room and we talk and they seem very relaxed. They suggest that we go into their whirlpool, sure why not. The girl immediately takes off her clothes and stands there completely naked in front of us three guys as if it was the most common thing in the world. I take a glance at her body, wow. She has a nice healthy skin color and she is very attractive. She has a sexy, curvy body with huge breasts and a perfect ass. It doesn't seem to bother the other two guys at all and they take off their clothes as well, but I start getting nervous.
  
  I would love to just look at her and to enjoy the exciting view of her body, but I am anxious that I might get an erection in front of the guys. So I force myself to not stare in her direction, although this is what I would like to do the most right now. I don't mind the presence of the naked girl at all, but I am embarrassed by the two guys being there and watching as well, I fear that I might not be able to control my hormones and to look silly in front of them.
  
  I take off my clothes and focus on my own body. To my satisfaction I conclude that it looks good and healthy. I force myself not to watch the perfect, attractive, naked female body in front of me and I go into the whirlpool. The water is hot, almost too hot, but I just go with it and it feels really nice, once I merge fully into the water.
  
  Once again I wake up with an erection, although I had none in the dream. But there was certainly a lot of sexual energy involved. This dream addressed the ashamed aspect of myself regarding sexuality. But there is no reason to be ashamed about the way god made us, it's perfect and beautiful. If only I had remembered that in the dream... damn she was hot!