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I dreamed that my father, my stepmother, and I were moving out of a house. For some reason there was a rush and my stepmother especially was hurrying us along, and we were going to leave most of our stuff behind for good.

I was worried that we were leaving my fathers guitar, many of my toys (though I was a grown up), but most of all my socks: it appeared my stepmother was actively trying to prevent me from taking any of my socks, and out of some reason I felt very deeply the need to take them.

We were almost ready to go. I managed to persuaded father that we come in one more time to get more of the stuff, and so I could get some of my socks, and he agreed, against my stepmother's wishes. The socks out of some reason were in a large chest in the basement.

As we passed the yard, a huge owl landed, and he said "They love eachother very much" (At least I think that was it - what the owl said is the part of my dream recall I am least sure about). I said to my father: Did you hear that? What this owl said? He had heard it, but he insisted that the owl must have learned to parrot the phrase without understanding the meaning. I agreed.

I did get some of my socks. Though most of my stuff did stay behind.

ok, I wish I had written it all down last nyt, but in my defense when I woke up I remembered it clearly and told myself there is no way I can forget especially if I had the same dream twice. Well, for the main details...I forgot, but this is what I do remember!

I was standing in a house filled with friends and family and we were all just getting together and having a good time, I was running through the house because it was my new house and I guess i was showing it off to everybody but at the same time I was just learning the new rooms and the HUGE size of it all. There is the part here I told my self I would remember but I completely forgot. but this is what happened next which I do remember. I then went outside looking at the stars enjoying the view and just feeling relaxed, then suddenly I get this bad feeling run over me and when I look up again there is a huge meteor on its way down towards exactly where I am standing, as I freak out and try to tell everybody, it hits the floor right next to me, breaking into a million pieces flying all over, but amazingly nobody was hurt. I then try to ask myself if it is real, but to my dismay I did not go into LD, still had no control so figured it was real. So i decided from all the stress I needed to make sense of all this and went back into the house where I woke up in my next dream but in the same house. then the whole exact dream repeated itself, but this time I always knew what was going to happen before it did, but somehow I just went with it, untill the end instead of freaking out about the meteor I just stood there and then suddenly it felt like there was something stuck in my throat, so i kept trying to just take a sip of my drink and get it down but nothing happened, i stopped breathing and I could feel myself getting very worried and that I might die, still not realizing its a dream then I woke up. breathing like ive never had air before. was kindy funny (cuz the second time was better graphics- and scary at the same time especially due to the fact that I think I had a bit of SP. I was just lying there breathing but couldnt move or get up. But after maybe a minute or two i could feel my fingers move then I could get up. Ive never had this before so I am not sure what to think of it, but im still alive so guess theres no stress. Well. it was my second night of attempting LD and I think so far its a great improvement due to the fact that I am actually remembering lots more of my dreams. It feels like I have not had a dream for over a year because I never remember, and my first LD felt like 30 seconds, and this one felt like an hour. So im getting there

I was in a room, became awareness, and decided to make TOTY Bring the Great Sphinx to life and fix her nose... I tried to make a portal in the floor, but each time found myself in the room and at last awoke, but tried to DEILD.
DEILD.
I walked along the road and tried to stabilize a dream. rub arms and so on. I made a portal and found myself in the wood, but i knew, that its a place there piramids were. i went and soon saw the sphinx, but she was black and not so big and thiner. I looked on the ground and found some black stone with a blue pattern. I decided that it was her nose, took it, and flew with it to her face. I put the nose on its place and want the sphinx to live, then i sat on her back and wanted to go to the top of piramid. The sphinx was made of some black metal and went very slowly. ( i thought i would loose awarenes ) soon we went to the foot of piramid and began to klimb. And went to the top, but on the top there were workers, who ended to build a piramid and a lot of tourist. I saw feilds, hils and even a river. I had a chat with one of the workers and decided to awake.

My dream was located in my home town.

I was at the chemist near the $2 store, but it wasn't the chemist, instead it was now a eye surgery.

I visited the eye surgery twice, the first time was by myself, and the second time I had noticed my mum and auntie Lois.

I drove to the surgery in a sports car, it reminded me of a supra? I was close to the surgery when I started to go straight into another shop's garage. I was going slow and couldn't seem to control the car.

I parked my car, and must have been following someone famous (Indian, maybe a cricketer?), the scene felt like another time, as if I was in 60's. The person was dressed old fashioned and drove a nice car. I had a look at my car, and the way it was parked. It was a poor judged park.

I was in the surgery, when I noticed my mum and my auntie. My mum was seated and my auntie was standing with me.

Once my mum was finished with her appointment, I left with her, forgetting all about my appointment. I must have been getting driven by either my mum or auntie when I realized, I forgot all about it. (night time) I jumped out of car and started to jog back to the surgery, when I noticed Linda S, her older brother and his best mate. Linda recognized me and I stopped and said hi. I asked the older brothers best mate, if he had been out on the town lately.

I must have got side tracked and followed them to where they were going. I had noticed we were about to go down a dark grassy area when I realized, this isn't the way to my appointment.

I wandered back to my appointment, when I started looking at my arm, and I think I rubbed shit particles over my arm to check if I had some sort of condition.

I had made it back to the surgery, and was lining up waiting for my name to be called out. I had the feeling, that I may have missed my call when I left earlier. I went up to the front of the reception to ask, but the receptionist had a sign in her hand and placed it on the counter saying ''Lunch break, back in 12-14 mins''

Monday, 8/18/13

Afternoon nap, woke up at 5:30 from DILD. And I suspect I have one earlier too.

DR -
I'm in my childhood house. A guy is walking from one end of the house to the other. Cigar in his mouth, camo pants, tank top, heavy machine gun in left arm and ammo belt hanging from his shoulder. He looks like sergeant, so I yell "hey, sergeant! Gunny!" He looks back at me and keeps walking fast, almost running. I skipp after him and ask him in graveling voice, if he happens to have some discarded weapon, because I would really love one. I tell him about my dreams of doing what he is doing - inventory of weapons cache and ammo cache, and how I dreamt about having all kind of weapons. Swedish, french....

Now I'm sitting on my bed. I know I'm falling asleep and I wonder if I could acctually see through my eylids. I pick my hands up and to my surprise I can see them coming into focus. Hands and everything around is in colors and focused. My hands are nice blue color. I realize I'm dreaming and I think I start shouting about it all happy as a bug.

I ran to the window to get out but it turns into a wall. I throw myself at it head first. It feels like it's from bungy cord. It's stretching, but I finally break through and start falling. I recognize this familiar feeling and I'm so happy. When instead of landing I start going up, like on a bungy, I recognize it to. I know I'm not really getting to have a LD, so I decide to fall again and have fun with the sensation.

Yeyyyyyyy!

I recently lost my cousin, due to reasons.

Anyways, the other night he was in my dreams. It was weird. He walked over to my Mum and gave her a hug. I turned to her and asked "isn't he dead?" I knew full well he was, it wasn't like I was dreaming that he was alive but more so that his spirit was here. He then looked over at me and smiled, embracing me in a tight hug, he whispered in my ear, "Hey little cousin, how are you?" It felt so real, before I could respond I woke up. I was so confused.

Last night I had another dream with him in it. I was in my bedroom when my phone lit up, his name flashing on the screen, I again said, "isn't he dead?" I answered the phone and started having a full conversation with him, just about everything! Like memories that we shared. I even asked him "how's life on the other side?" when he heard the question he just chuckled and said it was good. He then had to go so we ended the phone call and then I got a message from him saying "Stay Strong".

I knew full well why he was saying "Stay Strong" due to reasons. It's like he knows.

Mon, Aug 19 5:00 am

It's dreams like this that will make you want to throw your alarm clock against the wall. You'll see why when I get to the end of it. Stupid phone


I'm an FBI agent, working to try and find out who recently murdered another agent in the unit that I'm working with. I don't remember all the details, but I do remember that it ended up being some crazy conspiracy driven thing. We were investigating this murder--and I'm not the head of the unit, I'm just one of the detectives working the case. The special agent in charge was actually, for all intents and purposes, Olivia Dunnam (sp?) from Fringe. Anyway, we are investigating this murder, and end up discovering the clue in the murderers business suit. It turns out to be someone who was helping fund out investigation, and his suit, when put together the right way, formed a symbol that represented a very secret organization hundreds of years old (think Mason's or the Illuminati, only it wasn't them, it was a completely different group, veiled in similar secrecy). With everyone on the alert as to the killer, we get ready to nail the guy. The head of our unit (the woman that looks like Olivia from Fringe) calls up the head of our task-force to find the guy (he is a guy that looks and sounds like Agent Broils from Fringe--except again, it's not ACTUALLY him).

Now my dream jumps. For some strange reason, I'm not with the other FBI agents about to go on the raid to arrest the killer. I'm with another FBI agent instead, sitting outside in the rain near an overpass. He and I are talking, and he casually brings up the case that I was working on, and asked how it was going. I tell him everything, about how we found out who killed the other FBI agent, and how it was that really rich guy acting like he was helping us all this time. Right after I tell him this, he excuses himself to make a call, and heads under the overpass. Feeling this rather suspect, I follow the guy and overhear his side of the phone conversation. It goes something like this:

Agent: Yeah, they have no idea you were behind the murder of (can't remember the name, but I do remember it was some famous person who's death in my dream had been publicized). Buncha dumbasses. Well, can't really say that, they're not stupid. They found YOU out, after all.

*LISTENS TO PERSON ON PHONE*

Agent: Yeah, they found you're suit, the symbol. They're coming to arrest you now. Nah, he has no idea (presumably he's talking about me here, I have no idea about something but what I still don't know).

That's all of the conversation I can remember, unfortunately. I do remember that it somehow eluded to some grand conspiracy he was a part of that was responsible for the death of that famous person he named earlier, and how they (the conspirators), were all part of some ancient underground group. I wait for the agent as he comes out of under the overpass.

As soon as he does, I step out of the shadows, and tell him that I heard his entire conversation. He startles, and turns around, glaring at me. Then, almost simultaneously, we pull our guns at the same time, pointing them at eachother. This scene was very cinematic, just like a film, with rain pouring down, dripping down our faces, it was soooo cool! And then, in my left hand I hold up a voice recorder. I tell him that I recorded his conversation, and play it back for him. I then try to bluff him, telling him it won't do any good to shoot me now, because I've already sent it in to the head of our task-force, via my cellphone.

Just as one of us is about to make our move, my stupid alarm goes off!!!!! So, now I won't ever know how that dream was going to end, darnit! One of us was about to eat a bullet though; I'd like to know if it was going to be me or him

I had a LONG dream this morning for a 5 hour sleep which I was woken up from over 4 times, also can't believe that I kept going back into the same dream each time I fell back asleep too, but most of it was repeated over and over because of this, so I'm going to put the gist of it.

In this dream, I revisited a place that I have dreamed of at least three times before in the past. The basic set up is a round store like building on a flattened area on the side of a mountain. The ground around it is flattened to have only dirt and is also shaped in a circle. There is a paved road leading down the mountain on the bottom side of the area and a dirt path leading steeply farther up the mountain that can lead to different places based on the happenings of the dream. This particular dream, it lead to another flattened area that held a round, huge, tent that housed a knowledgeable magical guy that looked like Clavicus Vile from the elder scrolls games. Skyrim to be specific, and without the dog.

The main area was really just a through traffic spot, the majority I was always running up and down the highway at the bottom of the mountain at super human speeds, trying to find some kind of item for the magical guy. The other half of the dream I was talking to the magical guy himself. The part that sticks out most to me was the last part where I had to go to the final area and defeat the monster at the end. On the way there, I had to be ferried on a giant leaf by the magical guy himself. On the way there I would keep falling off the leaf and a giant fish would try to eat me and I would FREAK THE CRAP OUT! The dang fish looked like a miniature shark and I was so desperate to get back on the leaf I made the magical guy fall off, then we both struggled, then the leaf went under water. We finally procured a leaf and got to the stupid area. It was like a water dungeon, the walls and floor were made out of light gray stone. The first room had holes in the floor filled with water, and it had gray columns. The first run through I managed to defeat the monster, which was a hydra. The dream restarted back to where I had to be taken over the river to the dungeon about 4 times from waking up and falling back asleep. On the fourth time, I was in the first room when the hydras heads started popping out of the holes in the floor, the main head coming from the door to the next room. I started attacked him but my weapon was different, and I found it hard to use. It was the blades of chaos from God of War. Those suckers are harder to use then Kratos makes them look. I gave up and went back. I met up with the magical man and he told me he had fallen for me then went in and defeated the hydra for me, then proceeded to create a home for us in a room that was off to the side of the first room. I was flattered, but I was kind of just watching him do all this and wasn't really that into him. Then I woke up for good.

That's the basic gist of it, I can't remember all the specifics. I did this morning, but now time has gone by and I can't. Should have typed it up when it was ripe in my mind, but I was busy, such a pity. Also, this dream was not lucid, and I'm just wondering...how the heck did I see a multi headed hydra and not realized that that could not possibly exist in real life?!? Hope you enjoyed

Date: August 19, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (hoping for a DILD)
Total Hours of Sleep: around 8-9

Dreamed I was eating at a very fancy restaurant. and I ordered the food and after a long wait, the food still hasn't arrived. Our waitress does come to our table, but she says we have to pay a small portion of our bill now before we will be able to get our food. We argued with the waitress, but was so hungry, we paid $25.00 up front hoping that this will help in hurrying up with our dinner. The waitress came to our table shortly after paying, but she did not come with food. Instead, the waitress had a Louis Vuitton umbrella and said that we can have that for the time being (this dream sign went right past me!). I'm not sure if the umbrella was edible, but I raised holy hell to the waitress demanding our food. The waitress was adamant about keeping the umbrella and assured us that the umbrella was a Louis Vuitton (instead of ensuring us the food was coming). I started arguing with my date, but the more I tried to rationalize with him, the angrier he got with me. I couldn't understand why he was mad at me? He was just yelling and yelling...and then I woke up.

When I woke up, I heard people yelling and realized the yelling I heard in my dream was really my husband yelling at my son about the trash not being taken out this morning! I hopped out of bed and asked them what the f*ck is going on in here! Both of them looked at me like I was crazy and told me they didn't mean to wake me up with their yelling and for me to go back to sleep. Damn them!

Fragment:

I ran to get my camera to take pictures of some beautiful butterflies in my garage. After I got my camera I was walking with Cathy J down some stone stairs when I dropped my camera. I was glad that my camera was shock proof. But when I went to pick up my camera I saw that it was in multiple pieces and that there would be no way to fix it. I was so upset I wanted to cry.

I have to remember that camera problems are my most common dream sign.

Dream 1(fragments):

We were going through some red caves and there was minecart ride above lava at one point and we were fighting bats, then later there was boss fight of some kind and after it we had to go through minecart again to get out of the area. Then something went wrong and we had to take different path through the area.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in some video game and part of it was somewhat based on spiral knights, i was in some library place and it was foggy, i was talking to somebody from different forums that was in game as well, i think it was MC, and we were discussing some ingame mechanics, and one part of them that was based from spiral knights: battle sprite food crafting, for some reason it required armors though instead of materials and i ended up using armors for that which i didn't wanted to use. There was a bit of server lag and interface ended up glitching and still showing armors even that i didn"t had them.
We went to different part of the game which was FPS/RTS hybrid, and the level was pretty huge and dark, and looked kinda futuristic. We had bases and to upgrade them we had to attack some kind of corporation and destroy key structures, especially there were those huge black floating weird shaped structures that added quite alot of resources when destroyed. On the ground that corporation had quite a number of forces, they were powerful, but still too weak to do any serious damage to us. After dealing with those we ended up returning to the base and upgrading some stuff and getting more units.

I'm traveling, and attending this formal dinner. I'm seated next to this older guy who occupies some position I'm very respectful of, something to do with myth and ritual, and he asks me about what my legacy would be. I'm not a native speaker of whatever language we're using but I believe the word he used has a connotation to do with children, so I talk about being an uncle to my IRL sister's kids. (She doesn't actually have any yet.) He and the people around us seem disappointed by that answer - as if it's an acceptable answer to the question, but an indication that I'm not the kind of person they hoped I was. Then, unsure if I'm translating this accurately, I change my answer to "if the stories I tell are remembered." Now he seems much more approving.

Fragments from earlier: Taking a bunch of tourists to see a show claiming to represent old Aztec traditions, stepping back from the show while they watch, and standing next to an ancient Aztec dead man, listening to him mock the show. 3rd person, a magician who traveled and was misinterpreted a certain way by the people he met became known as 'king of kings' (my first waking association with that was Ozymandias).

This first dream is a dream I wrote early in the night but seem to have forgotten now I am typing this up. So I'll write the notes down anyway...

Dream 1

I decide to 360 jump out of flying car, I hurt myself. I am listening to Magna Carter Holy Grail album by Jay Z and I am having fun on some island. But I have school so I go and get a flight home.

Whatever this dream was it sounds fun!

Dream 2

I am on a beach and I can hear the sound of an iPhone alarm, I assume it is my brothers from waking life. Wait... waking life? This must be a dream. I am with my sister and a young boy, they are trying to get me to do something and I'm like "Naaa, bun dat fam I'm going space" as a joke. My sister says "at least take him with you". I can't be bothered, I start superman flying upwards but the dream was way to unstable to get anywhere. I wake up.

I had a dream last night that I was in this lab that worked on teleportation. They had two machines: one that sent people to the future, and one to the past. The company had mastered the technology of the teleporter for the past, and the technology for the future teleporter was still in its early stages. So, I went to the past and everything was so festive and looking around things were vibrant. It was like I was back to a time that I had lived in (I don't know what exactly the time was). So the scene changed and I was back in the lab. I then decided to go to the future. When I got there, I knew I was 5 years in the future. I was stepping out of a car, and I was looking for my dad. I walked into a house, and when I was inside, the walls were blank, there was absolutely nothing. I hadn't seen a single person in the future at all. The whole scene was blank and bland. Suddenly, had this little handheld pad that had letters on it. I had the thought that if I typed in something that my dad knew that I loved, then I would be able to find him. So I typed in the word baseball. nothing happened and I continued to walk throughout the house and I couldn't find anyone. Not friends or family. The streets were bland and the house was plain and white on the interior. I felt calm, but with an urgency to find something.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #135: Caught in a Net

I'm in my childhood home, discussing a business venture with my friend "Leroy" and another friend "Crispy", someone I lost touch with a few years back. I have a false memory that we've been in business together for a long time and we're discussing the fate of a fourth partner, a guy I knew in high school that we'll call "Lucky Bastard".

Crispy wanders off somewhere and as she leaves, Lucky Bastard joins Leroy and me at a small conference table. Lucky Bastard reveals that his plan for the business is to inject hostile code into the video game Trine and upload it to a file-sharing service. I ask him how this is supposed to make us any money. He has no clue. Leroy and I look at each other. I tell Lucky Bastard that he's fired. He cries a bit and shrinks down, turning into a small gnome-like creature. I find this awkward, so I leave the room and walk down the hallway.

It still looks like my childhood home and I pass by a guest room. There's a queen size bed in there now and I see Crispy lying in it next to a man and a child, neither of whom I know. I worry that Crispy will be upset that I fired Lucky Bastard without including her in the decision but as I consider telling her, I see that she has disappeared. I become lucid.

I wander back into the hall to the living room. It looks the same except for the fact that all of the furniture has been removed. Something makes me worry about the stability of the dream, so I rub my hands together a few times. This helps, and I remember my plan to use my voice for added stability. I do a really loud yell and it comes out really low, roaring, and generally bad-ass. The walls of the house shudder.

Now I'm feeling like a bigshot. I try to yell "Clarity now!" but the words catch in my throat. I try again, and once again there's this awkward catch in my throat when I try. I feel humbled and a little embarrassed. Not wanting to get too caught up in this, I phase through the window out to what should be the front yard. Instead of this, though, I find myself standing by a pool.

A few different people are sitting around the pool in beach chairs. One guy who looks sort of like Jared Leto asks me whether I'm "from DreamViews". I tell him that I am and he says that he is too and that he used to go there a lot back in 2010. I don't really believe him but I decide that it'd be smart to give him some kind of password just for fun. I make something up and say it to him, and he nods, committing it to memory. (Too bad I forgot it immediately afterward. )

I stand at the edge of the pool, preparing to jump into it for Task of the Year Australia. I want to put a bunch of sand and corral into it and make it turn into the Great Barrier Reef like NyxCC suggested. As I do this, a tan guy dressed like a lifeguard stands there watching me. I'm a little uncomfortable that he's staring at me, but I go ahead with jumping into the pool.

I jump in a cannonball style so that my butt will strike the water first. But just as I hit the water, somehow the lifeguard is scooping me out of the pool with a leaf net. He says something about how unsafe what I'm doing is. I'm very annoyed by this and as I stand at the side of the pool contemplating what to do, I wake up.

I hold still for DEILD and after a little bit, a half-dream of an alleyway starts taking shape. I can navigate a bit but I'm not yet part of the scene. I can feel my arm sort of tucked behind the pillow and I try to imagine it waving around in a repetitive motion, hoping that this will draw me in. I try for a while, but after a bit the alley scene collapses.

I go for DEILD again, and get sharp auditory HI of my son "E" going "Yeah!!" followed by Wife saying, "Don't teach him that kind of thing!" It's very realistic and I'm pulled too far out to continue the dream chain.