Okay first off this title was not my choice I went to a random book title generator (probably shouldn't of have of done that). So lucid dreaming i don't know about you 2 people probably reading this but when i have a lucid dream I FEEL POWERFUL! Sometimes hidden emotions i never thought i would get to expiernce come out through lucid dreaming.I mean it's awesome you can fly (haven't done it yet) create scenery control fire water and so much more we have yet to discover.Today was the first time i tried controlling fire. thaks to a girl i met yesterday on chat who helped me a lot.I found out it was easy for me to control fire.My memory is kind if shakey but i can remember the sensation of being able to do something so amazing that seemed like it belonged in an anime.(the avatar the last air bender).What i also remember was trying to bring someone into my dreams by using the open the door trick.Which is where you go to a door and imagine someone on the other side and when you open it they'll be there but when i was imagining them on the other side of the door i woke up just as soon as i opened the door.Am i just an idiot and did something wrong? For you 2 people reading this can you help me because frankly i am lost.Actually i am confused i don't know anything about lucid dreaming,but who actually does? I find dreams to be connected to reality more than we actually know because it doesnt matter how long or how much we look for anwsers because more questions will pop up. So i leave you with a quote,"Those who have compared our life to a dream were right.... We sleeping wake, and waking sleep." ~Michel de Montaigne. I just noticed that quote has nearly nothing close to what I'm talking about.
Slow night/day. I had had one dream that I could remember well, but now it's gone. All I remember is zombies. I've been having so many zombie dreams lately. I'm never afraid of them, though. They're just a nuisance. First real dream, I had gone on a trip with my parents. I remember that they were angry at me because I was late, so I picked up my bag, threw it in the car and got in. Then, I realised I hadn't put any "new" clothes there. We went away for a small trip a couple weeks ago, so, in my dream, I had just left the clothes I hadn't worn inside my bag, but I barely had any clothes. I knew my parents would be mad, so I decided to let them know only after we had gotten to the hotel. We got toe hotel and it was really nice on the outside, but then we went inside and it was... ugly. Looked old and a little abandoned. Then, my dad tried to go inside a room that wasn't ours (he wanted to go to room 11, ours was 14). I told him to stop it, but he said he knew this place. I rolled my eyes and told him that duh, of course he did. We had been there before. Fin fact: I've never been to this hotel in real life, but this was the second time I've been there in my dreams. It's my dream hotel, except for the whole ugly, abandoned part. Anyway, then my dad said that a special friend of his might be there. His special friend was the woman he cheated on my mum with (in real life), so I got pissed off and punched him a few times. Then, I told him to go to our room already and if I caught him trying to find the woman again, I'd punch him again. We got to our room and my bed was in the same room as my parents'. But my bed was covered (it was like a bunk bed, but it had only the bottom bed and the top part was used to hang sort of sheets around it. At least it gave me some privacy. I went "inside" my bed and found out I even had a small TV there. I thought I should tell my parents about the fact that I pretty much had no clothes there, but then I looked at my dog on the floor and he seemed so happy to be out with us that I decided to wait. My second dream, I was going to class. I walked into the room, saw some people I knew from high school, but I didn't want to talk to them cause I hate people from my high school. I went to the last desk and sat down. While I was there, everyone started talking about this page on Facebook. In real life, someone from my uni made a FB page where people send anonymous messages to others. For example, if you saw someone and you thought "I wish I knew who they are" or "damn, x is really hot, I wonder if they're dating or if they kiss girls/boys", you send it there. Then, if the person doesn't give a damn about you, at least nobody knows it was you. Anyway, they started talking about one of those messages. I took my phone to check it and it was a girl looking for chubby girls. A girl sitting on the first row looked at them and she looked really angry. Somehow, I knew she had been the one that had sent the message. The guy sitting next to me suddenly took my arm and, at first, I thought he was checking me to see if I was chubby enough to be chubby for the girl. But then, he told the girl "hey, you're looking for girls, I got you one!" The girl glared at me as if it had been my fault, but I just let it go. After that, my professor walked in and I just wasn't paying attention. He came over to my desk to see me and he was like "are you okay? You seem sick." and then he tried to check if I had a fever. He made me get up and he took me to a different room, that turned out to be a hospital. My dad showed up and, even though it was a different dream, he was still trying to find the damn woman. I got pissed off and I was going to leave, but then my professor found me again. He said that everything looked fine and then he said "are you sure this isn't gastroestethic?" and I looked at him for a few seconds, trying to figure out what the fuck that meant. He noticed I was confused and he said "are you sure you're not feeling sick for emotional reasons?" That reminded me that I was feeling a bit down, so I nodded and told him I'd pay attention to my emotions and try to get better. I left the hospital and went to the woman's house (the one my dad wanted to see). She was passive aggressive. She offered me ice cream, then she told me to stay in this place in this house, it was open, like a yard and it was pretty. She came back with the ice cream, and she told me we could only have ice cream inside the house, and not there at the yard-like place. I went inside to get the ice cream, she went outside with it and told me we could only have ice cream outside. I sarcastically told her that she was very funny, turned around and started leaving her house. I think she came after me, but I had opened the two doors already (there were three) and then I woke up.
False awakening where I was thinking about what a great dream I'd just had and that I'd have to remember it - I then forgot it, except that it involved a demon, humanoid, sitting at a desk, wearing a scarf and hat and heavy coat to disguise his features, although his scarf's lowered so his clearly-not-human face is visible right now, rather amiable. Dream continued from that false awakening with a trying-to-accomplish-a-simple-task-but-things-keep-going-wrong storyline, mostly in IRL settings - first about trying to record that demon dream, then briefly about trying to get some work done, then about me and my IRL father trying to meet up. Trying to make some deal with Tywin regarding one of the men working under me, I'm seeing Tywin and Joffrey in the same place for the first time since Joffrey was an infant, and looking at them together, I'm trying to see some sign in Joffrey that he's inherited anything of his grandfather's character. There's nothing in common, except that in this light, they both have a sickly green cast to their skin.
7:54 AM #1: Two guys inside of a movie, something about Indians. Maybe a Western movie? #2: A music video about an anime girl obsessed with this guy. Possibly a yandere. Maybe there was a kiss scene? #3: We’re staying at my sister’s house. Apparently we’re given three pieces of candy to eat for our stay. The details changed a bit to include a piece of chicken, and when mom says “that won’t be enough”, a bowl of cereal for breakfast was edited in. 9:27 AM There’s a candy or bakery shop. Mom gets some candy but I accidentally delete it or something. I try to remember how to get it back. I remember leaning over a tub full of some soapy water and pressing my fingers together trying to remember how, and manage to make the water increase. I’m in a room and have a clear sealed bag of handy. Apparently I managed to get her pieces of chocolate into the top of it. Either the bag rings or she gets a call in the other room, and I take the bag to her and hand it over. She says something about how they mix cherries into it now, and I realize the red candies on top are cherry. While in the other room, I find I small clear bag of stuff, including a big paperclip. It’s bent when I hold it in front of me. Inspiration: While typing up some dream goal ideas last night before bed, I accidentally deleted some of the text and used the CTRL+Y keys to get it back. That’s what I was trying to do in the dream, except without a computer. XP Notes: I woke at about 5:30 as well with no recall. It is really confusing when the details change after the fact. I can understand it in my head but how the heck do you type that up to make sense!
Yesterday: Hunting some kind of creatures. There was a woman who had to be separated from her daughter after giving birth to a baby. Apparently she was French, and there was this custom where the baby had to be taken care of by the other daughter?? So I went and got the baby. Frag: Putting the ‘meat’ up on top of the van, me worrying about it attracting monsters Notes: Think I woke up once before earlier but didn't recall anything. I'm using mom’s laptop to type up dreams throughout the night and later sending dreams through email to be put on my computer/DV. Was too tired to get too excited about it (no more hand cramps and hard to read hand-writing! saving time!), hoping to get better sleep and utilize it well. Possible inspirations: Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan). I also had a dream the other day about a dystopia where monsters roamed the broken down town I was in.
Dream recall from today's naps. Dream 1(fragments): I was updating GW forum game on different forum. Dream 2(fragments): I was on PC and there was something wrong with internet connection, then there was a weird beeping sound. Dream 3(fragments): I was playing warcraft 3 and interface was weird and looked like some kind of MMO, i was reading something about how to get additional units then went to some quest. I woke up and was talking to someone about some numbers. Then i wake up again and this time i realize that i am dreaming, i go for balcony, but each time i go through balcony door there's another one behind it. Eventually dream fades out. I wake up again and somebody throws a pillow at me. Then i wake up again, this time properly.
I had a lucid dream early into the night. I remember thinking wow that was a really look lucid. I woke up and remember nothing. How is this possible? sucks.
Dream 1 I am sitting outside a building on some gravel floor, there is a girl sitting cross legged and we are talking. She telling me about wearing high heels, she says "Having 2 and a half inch heels are ok, its just anything after that may damage your heel." I begin to tell her about lucid dreaming, we both have a piece of paper and we draw a picture on it and then leave. I am then in my house, I realize I was talking about lucid dreaming and become lucid. I immediately remember my goal to go to space, I think this is my 6th lucid attempt of getting to space now. I decide to try to fly to space, I jump through my window and try the swimming technique to steady myself before I fly upwards into space, however I just seem to float downwards to the ground and was struggling with my control over flying. For some reason I completely forgot to stabilize the dream. I think, 'Okay, if flying isn't working out for me right now, I'll lie on my bed and fully expect to float upwards out of my roof and end up in space'. So I then get onto my bed. I lie down, look up at the roof and expect to float upwards out of my roof into space. I feel my body detach itself from the body lying on the bed, I can feel my back curve inwards, my arms are sprawled out sidewards. I feel I have no control over this posture, I just know this is how its got to be if I want to float up into space. Then vibrations start to flood my whole body, they weren't strong vibrations but neither were the weak vibrations, they were somewhere in the middle. I let the vibrations happen and I watched myself float closer to my ceiling, by the time I was a finger length away from the ceiling, I decide I have had enough, I don't feel the need to get to space anymore, I was content with this experience, I want to recall it so I decide to wake. But I'm then at the front of a queue to order food, the waiter asks me what I want "Can I have an iced bun, and a cheese bun. Actually no wait, swap the cheese for a cream bun" I say. The waiter goes to the cash till and looks up and says "lucid dreaming". I think 'You ain't catching me out, I'll do a reality check in case' I do the nose plug. I can breathe. But then he comes back and says something else. I forget everything was a dream and continue to collect my order.
I was at a live Americas? got talent auditions, and I was helping an act which was on stage auditioning. The act was a man in his 40's. He had a pole, where he could slide the platform on top of the pole. He would jump on top of the platform and try and balance himself, but he was terrible, he just kept falling off. I ended up helping him by holding onto the pole as he tried balancing, and that even didn't help his chances of staying up. I held the pole pretty firmly to give him his best chance to stay up but I decided to loosen my grip, cause I didn't think it was really fair, as a performance. He was holding a beer as he was balancing, and it fell from his hand crashed to the ground, and to everyone's surprise, the beer ended up being solid. I yelled out FRAUD!, in somewhat a joking manner. He's brother came to his defense, and said that he wasn't a fraud. The judges also said that he was a great fraud, but were happy with his performance. [Scene Changed] I was now at a house with a lot of good looking ladies. We were all ready for bed, and were looking for our places to sleep. Most of the rooms were full, and I had noticed that one of the girls on a couch was farting. She was with another girl, and they were having a great laugh about it. I left the room with a scrunched up face, laughing. Dream ended.
I used to play a FPS game called Battlefield 3, and I was in the game where I was on an air craft carrier. I was running down to the lower deck, chasing a girl (in a race?). She took off on the inflatable boat. I tried to swim after the boat, but couldn't keep up. I continued to swim after her, but she kept getting further and further in front of me. I didn't give up and it payed off, I was neck and neck with her, and It looked like she was using a big surf board rather then the boat earlier. I started to gain a good lead on her. I arrived at the destination, and it was at a house. I was in a kitchen and noticed a plate with Cauliflower and a few other vegetables on it. Dream ended.
I was in the bathroom and some tall white dude was trying to write something on my face with a brown marker. Later on, my white pants were really dirty, as if i had crawled through the woods. I had his bright red stain on the entire back pocket of my pants, but apparently no one noticed. on the inside the color was purple. nothing really amazing happened in this dream, it was just weird...
My husband and I were house hunting, and there was this house which we according to the dream had seen before at a previous occasion. At first we could not see it because of a doctor's appointment of mine, but the next day we came, and there was another family there looking at the house and the hostess was the owner of the house and her family. The house had a small bay in front of it, and in the middle of the bay was the Washington Monument sticking out of the water. There were stairs coming down into the bay. A group of dolphins performed a show for us in the bay. And there may also have been penguins or other performers. My husband and I walked off after this show, without looking at the inside of this house. I was trying to tell my husband that for a house like this we should be willing to spend more than for our previous home, and I tried to put a dollar value on how much more in mortgage payments per month, but I could not figure it out. I also remember being worried that we had not completed a credit check yet, like before we bought our current home, but I thought that we had time after all because we could place the offer and could produce the credit check if the owner decided to sell to us. We met the other family who had viewed the house, and they were not interested in it, and they assumed that we were not either since we had walked off without actually looking at the house. So we walked back. We appologized to the owner for giving her mixed messages, and said we hoped it was not too late to look at the house now.
Kept off the Xbox yesterday, had 2 glasses of chianti and things picked up again. 1.00 AM I dropped off some time after 12.00 AM so this dream was probably in delta sleep (I've had early ones before) A dark dream...and I half-expected that. I precondition for about an hour before retiring (generally muttering to Ed...or just myself most of the time, judging by his usual output) One thing I opined was that there were perhaps "dark forces" sometimes thwarting my attempts. "Don't put dark forces" in my dream I whispered...yes I know it sounds foolish, but how can an old man, sitting in a darkened room, talking to himself, sound otherwise? I'm hiding in a maze of (windows?) I go around cleaning these windows off and I can hear shouts of encouragement from outside...but also some menacing sounds. Suddenly, something behind me jumps on me and pins me to the ground. It's heavy and I can't move at first...then I fight back. I have one of its arms between my teeth and threaten to bite it off if he doesn't stop (I think it was another human) Ed's gone from Ed-B-DeMille to Ed Eisenstein. This dream is loaded with symbolism...even I can see it. The maze is my attempts at lucidity and I'm "clearing windows" and trying to progress, the shouts of encouragement may be people wanting me to succeed (who cares but me?) The assailant is the "dark force" hampering me and I'm fighting back...and people think I'm cheesy...Are dreams really that easy to read? 6.30 AM I think I only grabbed part of a longish dream. There was a Jewish woman (how do I know and why was she?) I loved her but I sensed her feelings for me weren't quite as deep. I sense that there was some sort of pursuit going on earlier but I only got a very faint hint. I would have liked to know more of this dream because Ed seemed to use less of his normal "sledgehammer" technique. But the rest has presumably gone forever, back to Ed's editing suite...to be recycled into his next "epic." 7.50 A short dreamlet. Sitting with a group of my betters...and they seem to be treating me as an equal! An Arnie lookalike (but not a soundalike) says in unaccented English something about teachers delaying the opening of school by one more day. I said "They're fucking useless" (look...I don't write this dialogue!) and they thought that was profound and funny???? Well...I must go...I've got thousands more windows to wash.
1. [non-lucid] I'm in a car chase trying to catch the guy I'm chasing,(My car was a black Rolls Royce I think) I drifted round the corners and kept almost spinning out so I decided to slow down when turning, this helped and gave more control. We are now racing up and down these really high triangular shaped things, At some point I get ahead of the chasee and park on one of the hills, he comes speeding at me and plows straight into the side of my car then his car slipped of the edge and fell to the ground, the car seemed ok.
Tuesday, August 20 8:00 Mom and dad are on some sort of long trip while I'm at the house, with Tori, one of our dogs. The thing is, our "home" is different than it is IRL; the layout is completely different, the landscape is different, and the yard has a large metal fence enclosing it. When my parents finally return, I have to do some sort of work outside--but it's very late, and eventually I come inside. When i do, my grandpa is there; he's lying on the floor like he's drunk or something... And that's all I remember :s ~SilverWolf~
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