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[4:19 A.M.]

#1: Inazuma Eleven, something about a combo move, I almost didn’t wake up enough to type it down because it seemed ‘ordinary’, and almost like a thought process.

Inspiration: Was thinking about Inazuma Eleven before bed, plus I played the game on my computer before that.

[8:23 A.M.]

#1: Inazuma Eleven, only remember that some guy showed up that I didn’t expect to.

Inspiration: Same inspiration for the last one, except when I was playing the game, I saw Handa, but thought he was Ichinose at first because they look alike, so I was like “what is he doing here already?” (he doesn’t appear until a bit later in the series) before I saw Handa’s name above the dialogue box.

#2: On LiveJournal(?), someone made a post about a game they liked, specifically an area. When I clicked on the LJ-cut, it was a tutorial on how to get a speedhack and play it. The style was similar to Dragon Nest.

There were a team of about 4 girls. My memory of this part is hazy. One loses their ring they have to wear to do whatever it is they do. I have to go digging for it in food in some trash, including some rice. I remember that I almost had it, but dropped it back in more food and had to keep searching.

I’m talking to dad about rings. I remember holding two gold rings together and at least one other (silver with black on the front) being involved.

Inspiration: I’m playing Dragon Nest and just before bed had written the goal down that I wanted to have a dream with me in the game fighting on my archer. The ring might come from the rings in the goal you can equip which glow (golden). The speedhack part comes from the game shield thinking that Avast (anti-virus program) is a speedhack, so I have to disable it when I play.

The food part comes from mom saying we should have rice next time with the crockpot porkchop recipe we had last night for supper.

Notes: It’s really interesting to think about the inspiration for dreams and seeing where ideas come from. XP

Asia Task of the Year! (Vandalize the Great Wall of China and battle the authorities with kung-fu.) This was the second of two lucids from last night and the level of vividness in this one was incredible. It was literally more vivid than waking life, which is such a difficult experience to describe or recapture. Pretty amazing stuff.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #137: The Great Wall of China

I have a false awakening in my childhood home, wandering into the dining room to find that my parents are hosting a breakfast. Wife is walking beside me, my folks and brother-in-law "Muppet" are seated at the table, along with Mom and Dad and a few other strangers standing around nearby. As I approach the table, I realize that I am not wearing a shirt and feel embarrassed. Then I see myself in the mirror and I look really in-shape. Now I feel better. Still seems a little inappropriate but I sit down, hoping nobody will make a big deal out of anything.

I'm waiting for the food to arrive when something tips me off that this might all be a dream. I nose pinch and breathe in and out 2-3 times. I announce to everyone that I'm having a lucid dream, get up from the table, and phase through the window to the street outside. I hear Mom and Dad telling me to wait, that I'll miss the breakfast, asking me whether I'm sure that I'm dreaming. But yeah, after phasing through the window, pretty sure.

I take a moment to make the scene as vivid as possible, looking over all of the detail that I see around me, the sound of my voice, the way that the morning air feels (chill and humid.) Thick, spiral-shaped clouds hang in the street, totally immobile and so thick that you can't see through them. When I touch them they literally feel like cotton balls pushed together and just floating in mid-air.

I walk down the street for a while, checking out my hands for inconsistencies. They look completely lifelike, with the one exception being that I can't extend my left ring finger. Every time I try, it resists me and just winds up bending again. The street is still foggy but it's a more natural-looking fog now. The other strange thing is that every tree on the street is decorated with dozens of dreamcatchers that sway in a gentle breeze. The vividness is stunning.

At the end of the street is a house with a huge wall safe mounted above its front door. The safe keeps blowing apart in an explosion, reforming, and then blowing apart again, over and over. I pass by my college friend "Bear" as I turn the corner and then come to a roughly ten-foot stone wall that blocks me from going any further. I try to fly over it but end up just doing a weak jump and having to scramble over like this was waking life. From there I enter a mall area where I announce to the passerby that "I'm having a lucid dream." Some of them look at me with some interest, but nobody verbally responds. I find an exit and imagine that the Great Wall of China is right outisde.

I exit the mall and find myself in front of a six-foot tall replica of the Great Wall of China. Now we're getting somewhere! I walk a little further down a covered walkway and see a sign that reads "Joy's Toys" and under that "Great Wall". DCs are walking into a brick building near the sign that looks like a gift shop. I decide that this is a souvenir shop that's located right by the Great Wall, meaning that the real thing is... right behind me.



I turn around and there it is! It's much taller, easily 50 feet, imposing, and really ancient-looking. I vault over a random pile of building materials to get closer. There's a small crowd of DCs gathered near the base watching as three terra cotta warriors perform some kind of odd, stilted dance performance. The terra cotta warriors take no notice of me but I figure they'll be the ones coming after me when I vandalize the Great Wall for Task of the Year.

Advancing right to the wall, I haul back and punch it once, hoping that this will break a piece off. Nothing much happens. I grab at the wall with my fingers and manage to break a tiny piece off, but this doesn't feel like the serious vandalism I was going for. I decide to go with my premeditated plan of tagging up the Great Wall with spray paint. I summon an aerosol can into my hand and start spraying out some letters:

"DV 4 LIFE"

The paint runs and blurs a lot and generally looks like a mess, but I'm still incredibly pleased. Okay, the final piece of this dream is to defend myself against the authorities with kung-fu. I turn around, expecting an enemy... and find myself face to face with a pale, doughy guy in his 40s. He's wearing glasses and is dressed in brown slacks and a rather tight white cardigan that emphasizes his belly and spindly arms.

"So you're 'the authorities'?" I ask, trying to lead him to say yes.

"Certainly," he says curtly in a British accent. He stares proudly back at me.

Immediately I try to do some "kung-fu" on him. I do this atrocious little low kick that clips the side of his left knee. Then I throw another little kick that misses entirely. This time I scream something like, "A-GOCK!!" to make it seem more like I'm doing kung-fu. It comes out really shrieky but the effect is kung-fuey. My opponent does an awkward little hopping kick that misses by a mile. We both kick at the same time and kind of clash feet. We keep throwing these terrible little kicks at each other and I keep shrieking "A-GOCK!!" Finally my awful little kicks get the better of his awful little kicks and he seems to lose interest, and after a moment wanders away entirely.

I take another self-congratulatory look back at the Great Wall and then let myself wake up before I forget anything.

This was the first of two LDs from last night. My primary goal was to focus on vividness and I really think it helped. Great vividness on this one!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #136: Neon

I'm walking along a road at night, going over a (mostly) false memory that I just had a shared dream with my son "E". I wonder whether I'm dreaming right now, too, and with a nose pinch reality check, I confirm that I am.

Immediately I remember my goal of trying to make the dream as vivid as possible before doing anything else. To my left is a strange, 20-foot high stack of flattened stones sandwiching layers of damp newspaper over and over. I run my fingers over the stone and the paper, noting the detail and the way that my hands look as they pass over them. As I listen, I hear the sound of people talking and celebrating, and I think it's coming from just over the other side of this stack.

By now the dream feels really vivid and I begin to climb the stack of rocks. To climb, I squelch my fingers into the soft layers of damp newspaper between the stones and work my way up. My body feels light, so the climb is natural and easy. I climb up to the top, stand on the top of the stack, and look out on a lively scene. It's like an old west town that's just drenched in neon lights. DCs dressed in western wear are walking happily back and forth between wooden buildings covered with neon signs. A young couple shares a laugh, and she leans her head against his shoulder as they walk across the dusty street to what looks like a bar.

The scene is so vivid that I become overwhelmed. I've got this huge grin and I feel like I'm crying with emotion. I wonder whether it's possible to cry in a dream, and laugh a little at the thought.

I jump down to the ground and walk slowly through the dusty street, enjoying the sight of the DCs passing by around me. At the end of the street is a building without any neon lights. It looks like a schoolhouse and I walk up to the door before turning around to look back toward the stack of stone. Behind the stack I see hills lining the horizon. The shape and height remind me of the Hollywood Hills. Dozens of green signs float over the hills, each with the name of a town or city and the city's population painted on it. I try to remember some of the names but it feels like they're changing. I let it go and turn back to the schoolhouse.

I'm in a classroom now that's filled with other parents watching their kids play. There's a fascinating array of toys like train sets that encircle the room, some kind of clunky robot that walks around, and lots of other cool stuff. I see my son "E" playing here as well, kind of jumping around watching the train go.

I glance back up at the other parents, then back down at the room -- and the kids and toys have vanished! Everyone is milling around and talking about what a great time the kids had. I tell them something to indicate that I'm dreaming and walk back out through the door.

The neon wild west town is gone now, and I step directly out onto a street that's busy with pedestrian traffic. Across the street I see an Olympic swimming pool built into what looks like a big basketball court. I think that I'll use it for the "Great Barrier Reef" Task of the Year.

I start toward the street. Two young women are talking as they walk past me. I notice that one of them is really cute, mid-20s, dark hair, and very short (maybe 5 feet tall!) I have an impulse to kiss her and as soon as I think this, she turns toward me, smiling. Her friend walk off without her, oblivious and now treating her like a stranger. At first I think this is cool but then I think better of spending my time kissing DCs. Need to focus!

I will the DC to stop crushing on me but something goes wrong with the dream control... and now she seems to actually hate me.

She bares her teeth angrily and walks toward me, her hands clenched into fists. I can tell that she clearly intends to kick my ass. I want no part of any of this and try to scurry across the street but she jogs after me, still looking like she wants to flatten me. I hurry away and kind of wave her off, saying, "Just leave me alone!" Then I turn completely away and ignore her, hoping that she'll disappear on her own. I make it across the street without being mauled, but as I'm getting close to the pool, the dream ends.

kind of strange haven't even tried remembering dreams or journaling for over a year now and i had a random long lucid.

HP LUCID

I became lucid. I was lucid earlier but don't remember it this time i was becoming lucid again standing at a window and looking at me reflection. Someone was beside me. I wanted to Find Jamie. Don't know why. The guy beside me suggested to go through the window as a portal. so i tried that with minimal resistance, went through the glass and i look to my right and see a guide pulling another dreamer out of the next window. over dreamers in the other windows are trying to push through.

I seem to teleport Harry Potter style, and I am with the guy climbing a mountain with an obstacle course as the way up. there's stairs and ropes. I am climbing super fast. my body feels really worked out. It's night time out with thunder flashing, everything is like a video game and I am thinking "holy Fuvck, I read dreams like this on Raven Night's journal all the time. There is no way she is making her dreams up... she really dreams this stuff and I am dreaming it right now!!!."

Before the top of the mountain I start to fade out. I try Time dilation, but all i can see is my hand drawn in pencil on a piece of paper and count thousands of numbers between each of my digits on my finger. I pull my head up expecting to be woken up, but to my surprise, the dream is back and vivid as ever.

At the top of the mountain is a fortress with a guard who seems to know me. he is sitting at a large table with the end blocking the door. I am annoyed by this because i am in a rush. So I angrily rip the cornoer of the table off and twist the wooden ends till it snap. The guard is like "hey". but i go in before he can do anything.

I am going down flights of stairs and pass hermoine. just say ,"hey,". pass craco malfoy who looks like the guy from Lost.

go into HP's room. and i am talknig to him about how i am lucid. A figure that looks like Reagan passes by, and i tell HP that that woman has been causing me problems lately. The Reagan figure grunts and screams. i realise it's the harry potter creature that turns into your fears. I am about to vocalise my lucid goal of finding Jamie when I wake up.... Damn.

The dream didn't have me in it at all, instead it followed a story-line involving Piper from Orange Is The New Black. She was arrested and sent to prison, a different prison than the one in the show, and was worried about how she'd fit in. When she first walked into the cafeteria she met a smiley happy woman who invited her to sit down and pointed out the different prisoners and their names. She pointed to a really tall muscly lady with shoulder-length blonde hair and said that was her girlfriend, and that everyone was always surprised because the muscle lady's voice didn't match her body. The lady stood up and started yelling at some people, but her voice was super soft and high-pitched like she sucked on helium. Piper totally laughed and imagined the lady as if she had a normal voice, and had a thought of her in a suit and tie with a deep voice bossing people around. Out in the yard during recess she wandered around exploring. The yard was huge and fenced in, and had lots of trees and closed off wooded areas and locked doors. She found an opening through one of the closed off areas and walked past it, which led to a confusing labyrinth of trees, rocks, and barbed wire fence. She took a wrong turn trying to get back to the main yard from the maze and wound up in a small clearing that was surrounded by trees on all sides except the north side was against a tall wooden fence with a door on it. She walked up to the door and looked through the cracks and was shocked when she saw it led right back to the main yard. However, she couldn't get through it because it was locked, so instead she had to go all the way through the maze back to the other side. But she resolved that, because that clearing was hidden and unknown, she would make that her private reading space. Back in the cafeteria she met another girl whose name began with an S, I think it was Sabrina or something like that, and she was very tan and had long bouncy black hair and lots of black eyeliner on. Sabrina kept flirting with her, and then Piper wound up having a crush on Sabrina. Everyone in the cafeteria was giggling about it and making childish jokes. The next time they were in the yard, Piper took Sabrina, who was carrying a china tea set, through the maze to show her the secret clearing she'd found. When they got there, they sat down and had tea. One of the tea cups had a stick of red dynamite in it that didn't work, but Sabrina carried it around for good luck. Suddenly, the guards started taking a roll call and Piper could hear them through the door on the fence, and they both freaked out because they were in a closed off forbidden area. Piper hoped that she could just say "Here!" when the guards called her name and they wouldn't actually look to see where she was. So the guards called for Piper, she replied, and one of the guards, a mustached guy with sunglasses, sighed and walked right up to the locked door Piper and Sabrina were behind. He asked what they were doing back there and Piper made up an excuse and said they'd gotten lost and the door was all they could find. He seemed to buy it, because he went to find the keys, came back, and let them out and sent them back inside with the others. As the two girls walked through the main yard, the prisoners saw their tea set and they saw the dynamite stick and thought it was a vibrator, so they all got the wrong idea and started spreading rumors about Piper and Sabrina's secret "sex area". Back in the cafeteria, in order to gain the prisoners' respect back, Piper aimed to show them she was good at baseball and would make a good addition to the prison baseball team. She found a big yellow bat, and kept picking up small pocket-sized rainbows with My Little Ponies on them, threw them in the air, and tried to hit them across the room with her bat. She missed, but blamed it on the fact she was throwing the rainbows herself. A random lady came over and took the rainbows and pitched them to Piper, and she hit every single one of them. Everyone was impressed. Weirdly enough, when the pony rainbows were hit and landed on a wall, they would transform into a big wall mural of whatever pony was on that particular rainbow, so the walls were covered in My Little Ponies. News came from the guards that Piper was to be transferred to a different prison, and everyone laughed when they found out the name of the prison. When she asked why, Sabrina said that was the prison where the rich people went, and the prisoners started making jokes about how difficult life in prison for them must be when they can get daily massages and spa treatments. Piper was pretty excited at that, and they transferred her out. On her first day at the new prison, she walked into the cafeteria expecting a bunch of girly girls she could discuss beauty treatments with. But the moment she said hello, everyone in the room started throwing food and trays at her, and she realized the people here were meaner and more "prisoner-y" than they were at the last prison. She sat down next to an older Asian woman with spiky short black hair who wore too much lipstick and blue eye shadow, and the woman just rolled her eyes at her and said it was a difficult place to be.

Cory and I were getting married, and somehow my old friends from middle school caught wind of it, probably from Facebook. I was super worried about them coming because I thought they'd laugh at me since I wasn't the same person I used to be back then and I didn't want them to hate me. So I decided I'd pretend to be like an older version of my grade school self while they were there. I remember talking to each of them on the phone. Before they came over, I tried to calm myself by playing video games. The one I remember in particular was this Dragonball Z RPG/fighting game that I played often as a kid so it was nostalgic (in the dream, it wasn't an actual game that existed in real life) and when my old friends came over, some of them actually wanted to play with me. Sarah was really good at it and we played the game together for a while. Then the time came for the wedding, but Cory and I weren't wearing regular wedding clothes, we were both just wearing t-shirts and jeans. The place where the wedding was being held looked suspiciously like the clearing from the Piper dream I'd just had, and I started thinking "Wait a minute, this looks familiar..." but before I could connect the dots to realize I was dreaming and become lucid, I woke up.

One guy telling another a story, talking about certain things he'd been taught to believe about people in the city. "Were they right?" "No, it was Inanna." (Meaning a festival.) "Everyone was pretty much partying."

A guy enters an underground medieval fantasy city, and quickly manages to get himself suspected of thievery by the blacksmith's daughter who marches him over to the jail. The jailer takes him off her hands, then tells him confidentially that actually, he's got a job in mind and could use the help of a more experienced burglar, if the stranger's up for it.

The word 'bokor' written backwards as a spell.

An old text adventure game's been converted into a movie, and it starts off with this adventurer falling out of his spaceship - which is an in-joke for the players, about how if you typed the least thing wrong you'd get the character killed in a variety of creative ways, and most people managed to die at least once with their first command, just trying to walk out of the spaceship.

A guy's giving a friend a pair of gold gloves with protective octagonal symbols on the back. He's been concerned for a while - the friend receiving the gloves holds some important, inherited religious rank which requires him to handle a ceremonial weapon on certain occasions, and he's meant to take good care of his hands because of that. But lately he's been getting careless, particularly when sparring with someone, allowing them to go too far.

On January 1st I had a dream that had elements of Dracula (particularly the character of Van helsing) and Beauty and the Beast. It started off with some creepy old guy with an accent that sounded faintly German. He was in this old and very dark house (there were some candles), talking to this woman who was either his maid or his wife. He was telling her that he was going to send his great nephew to go to this large house and investigate something. The nephew did NOT want to go but he obliged wanting to prove himself. I was in his body briefly traveling through the air? I remember his fear. Fast forward, I was with a large group of girls, some quite little and young. We were being chased by this one wolf, who seemed very vicious and menacing. I could hear him running to find us but he wasn’t where we were at that moment. The only escape route we had was a staircase that led onto the roof. I knew that wasn’t the best escape option we had but it was the only one. Even though I was scared, I stayed behind and made sure everyone got out okay. I was definitely more terrified about something happening to them than I was something happening to me. As I waited I was ambushed by a pack of wolves. The leader ( the vicious one I mentioned earlier) hung around at the back. I remember the small staircase the wolves had to run up to get to me. I thought for a second that I was a goner when a gold ring flashed before my eyes and I ran over to the leader and begged him to let the others go. I promised him I would stay with him if he did ( I think I may even have promised to marry him). I remember part of me thinking that this wasn’t going to work and they would just shred me to pieces, but it did. I threw my arms around his furry neck and we disappeared. The others were spared. I was surprised at how cuddly he was. He looked like a wolf or a Siberian husky. He had mostly black fur with white stripes and dark eyes. I later saw on paper that his name was Norveibrik or something like that. I can remember all the beautiful scenery but can’t describe it well enough. Most of the interior was mahogany, i.e. the staircases and walls. the main entrance had white wallpaper and was illuminated by a chandelier. The other areas were kept light with large arched, stain glassed windows and an open door. There was this large bridge made from a creamy white stone on the outside. The sides had exposed roots and plants hanging out. The bridge was surrounded by broken and crumbled pillars. I must have fallen over the side because an owl like creature with grey feathers was helping me back up by allowing me to hold onto its back. I remember feeling weirded out that I was okay with being so close to it (it’s not like I had a choice though). It was scary because 1) I have a phobia of birds in real life and 2) I thought everything in this castle was going to attack me. Then the van helsing characters nephew arrived. From the beginning he seemed to have a real interest in me. He was really cute with dark gold hair and bright blue eyes. There were a couple of romantic moments between me and him. Sometimes our eyes would meet and we would laugh softly. There was this one room that had modern materials in it, such as a t.v, vcr and leather sofa. I plonked down on the sofa and then he came in. he made his romantic intentions clear but I stayed true to Norveibrik. Much later on I must have been at my old house. I noticed a mark made from venom and asked my father what it meant. He told me this story and as he told it I saw the flashbacks from it. The story was that a baby in a basket was set on the floor and a bull came along and tried to kill the baby but the baby turned into a snake and bit the bull, probably killing it. A white tree came along and lifted the basket and the baby out of harm’s way. I never heard the conclusion to that story. I silently wondered if that baby was me. That’s when the dream ended.

was at a kick it... i was scaling roofs... aly tyree msged me on fb for the city the place i was at was in. dj was there and we were friends? z tried to watch over me but i didn't trust him after wat happened at ryans.

pretty normal dream but cant remember much. i prefer the crazy ones like the sea camel i gotta lucid dream that little guy back

Quick entry from the phone:

My first LD at the new house yaaaaaay! Been sick with a little cold so I was tossing and turning a lot. Usually causes me to wild early, like 7am. It was a struggle initially I'll explainers later. I got there finally and went to the floor to phase through to hell but my face smashed on the carpet. Tried again and got through. I yelled down the tunnel I'M COMMING! I saw the devils head for a sec, and some other beings walking around at the bottom. I summoned a rope and spelunkered(?) to the bottom. By the time I got there, everyone was gone. I walked around some dark, dank caves, nothing. I even found a cave with some really creepy dark silvery wavy water. I yelled names like Hades!!? Mephistopheles!!? Nothing. Woke up before I could think to try the turn around summon trick.

DEILDed back in my room, went outside, saw some little kids, remembered to ask one what the meaning of life is, canNOT remember the answer!!! Took them flying though. Serves me right for being so desperate for the totm that I ask a two year old.

Date: August 23, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (hoping for a WILD)
Total Hours of Sleep: around 9

Dream:

Dreamed I was in a grocery store as a worker. Food and garbage was everywhere. I was with my mother and daughter and we were dressed as maids. Before we got dirty we decided it would be best to wash up in the nearest restroom. The restroom was filthy and didn't have any soap to wash our hands. I somehow knew I had soap in my pocket and sure enough...I pull out three separate bars of soap for each of us to wash up before we get our hands dirty!

Frag:

Talking to someone.

Friday 8/23/13

Last night bed 11:15pm - 8:30am I had a drink of water before bed and when I woke up at 3:13

DR 3:13am

I'm walking with a group of people on a low berm, that was built long time ago to protect a town and fields from overflowing river. It's coverd in short grass. There is a field of grass on my left, and empty field on my right. There is also a large house nestled between some trees and some other greenery.

I hear a loud thunder and red lightning stuck very close to us. We all scatter. I run down the berm, but come back up and stick my head out to see where the lightning struck. I hear a voice saying, that lightning can be yellow, orange or almost red.

I see smoke coming out of the house area. We all rush there. I see fire had started on the roof. I tell my friend to go to the right and start putting out the fire from there. I walk to the left, into the garden, through a metal fence with unlocked door. I grab one of the long garden hoses and turn the water on. The stream is wery powerful and it reaches long distance to the fire. I start dousing the fire and have some success.

Now I'm inside. I see more small fires starting and I hear the sound of a larger fire crackling and red colors reflected on the walls from fires in other rooms.

I grab a very long hose and again start spraying water. I'm able to extinguish few of the isolated fires. I move to a very large walkway, that looks like a indoor patio. I'm draging my hose and yell at someone to put the water on. The pressure is so strong, it starts pushing me around a bit and I'm worried to get knocked off the patio, because railing is not reliable. I already leaned on the railing once and it seemed like it's only put there, not attached to anything. I noticed same thing happened to another person on another patio. The railing is made our of white carved columns. I grab it and lay it down, so others don't make a mistake of leaning on it.

So thet other person adjusts the water pressure and now it's perfect and I can extinguish some more fires.

DR 8:30am

I'm sitting in a space shuttle with a few others. Inside looks like a cross between Star Trek shuttle and a wide bus. It's clear that it's a space vehicle. I'm in a right forward seet and when our sqadron leader sits there, I move to the left forward seat. Behind us are a few rows of seats.

I see on a monitor something is not right, I look to the rear window and there is another shuttle fireing at us with two guns. Shots are like short bluish lines.

We are still in the shuttle, but now we are docked at the space station, or larger ship. Same cabin, but instead of seats we have beds. Some unused beds are at the back wall and untill we get more people, I suggest we stack them up to make more space in the cabin. Right now we can't walk to the back, beds are so tight next to each other. So someone rearanges our beds, but not the way I wanted it's even more tight now. But all is good, we are all in great spirits, as you would expect a new pilot, who doesn't know what he gotten himself into.

The front of the cabin resembles more of a classroom. There is a desk for our leader. She is a grown woman and will be spending most of the time in our cabin/squad room.

We all sit on our beds and are talking. Someone has a question and I say that female pilots are better than male.

We are watching some phenomenon now on blue skies and taking bets?

Suddently we are under attack. Everybody grabs his futuristic hand gun. I have one too, but for some reason left it someplace. I'm so mad that finaly I have a gun in a dream, and that gun actually shoots and I leave it behind. So I rush through corridors to a place I think I left it. As I run through some door, I bump into 2 guys in futuristic space suits. They are 2 new members of our squad. I tell them to rush and help others fight. I get to another cabin, look through drawers and find my pistol. Yesss.

Now we are outside, in space suits. Looks like a surface of either artifical space body, or station, or even our ship. But it's large and resembles moon surface with lots of metalic elements. Skies are black, since we are in space. We are observing an aerial fight between space ships. I aim my weapon that looks like a small batan and it fires automatically. I watch the projectiles that look like fist size blue balls of energy chase after enemy fighter jets. Someone tells me, or I realize, that if I keep my weapon aimed at the enemy, it will lock on target and fire by itself, this time it guarantees a hit. So I start doing that. Some large enemy ship is decloaking and taking aim at us.

As I was falling asleep for an afternoon nap, I remembered another fragment from the night:
DR:
I'm suppose to be taking antibiotics and my mom askes me if I am. That's when I realize I started taking them 2-3 days ago, when I sitll had about a week to go.

NAP DR:
We are in a hotel restaurant. They offer 3 local meals for just $1 each. We decide to try them all later.

DR:
I hear a person telling someone about taking a gift or money for good work, and she is not telling it to me.

Another EDIT:
I'm just sitting, watching TV when I ask myself "what happened to my lollipop. I just remembered, I took a yellow small lollipop from a bowl of lollipops.

EDIT: it's hot, ocean is on the left and make a decision to walk in the water to cool off.

FINALLY A LUCID DREAM!!!

I was on this house and my ex was there. She was all over me and we started making out. I didn't want to, so I got her to cuddle. I heard my mum coming in, so I threw my invisibility cloak on my ex (...I had one, who knew?) and my mum was freaking out. She said that a woman that was living with us was looking for her daughter.

We started looking for the girl. My mum turns to me and says that the girl likes roller coasters. We look out of the window and there's a huge one just there. We're suddenly there and we see the girl. She's not on the roller coaster, she's going to jump. There was this huge platform in the sky and people coould jump down, wearing a parachute. We click on a button and we're also up there. We have to jump in pairs, so I hold my mum's hand and we jump.

While we're falling, I realise... IT'S A DREAM!!! But falling is so much fun that I keep going until I remember the competition. I know I need to either bake something or fly. Since I'm on the air already, I decide to fly. I start flying and suddenly everybody is flying around me, but they all look like Barbie dolls. I realise I'm losing the dream, so I focus on making them look like people. They turn into people, but they're flying as if they were swimming. I notice they're going much faster than I am, so I start doing the same.

I finally land on the floor and I'm suddenly back to the house where my ex was too. I look at her and tell her we broke up ages ago. I wake up.

LUCID DREAM YAY!!!

Dream 1

I am riding a huge motorbike in my dream down a very long road close to my house. I think to myself, 'Why am I riding a motorbike, I don't drive motorbikes especially big motorbikes like this. It must be a dream!' I don't fancy taking my hands off the handlebars to do a reality check I'm pretty sure its a lucid dream. My goal is to go to space but I think it looks like a hell lot of fun driving this thing. I decide to go faster, I pull the throttle and the speed increases, I can feel the weight of the bike as I'm driving, it was very heavy, when I turned a slight bit it felt like I was going to fall. I think 'This bike must be a Ducatti' I don't know whay I thought that as I know nothing about bikes. I carry on riding and I hear the sound of another bike behind me. I assume this is my friend as he has a bike. I think it would be quite fun to ride together and maybe have a race. I turn the bike sideways on the road so no cars can get past me. I wait to see who it was. It wasn't my friend. I lose awareness.

Dream 2

There is this type of runway for people with hand gliders to take off on and fly over the jungle. I run off it with about twenty people and start flying all over the top of this jungle, enjoying myself thoroughly. I then land and I go to my family, they are sitting in an outside cafe around a table. I say to them "Watch me, on the hand glider, I will fly over the top of you!" I run off back to the runway and once again I go to take off with various people. Everyone started running and I wasn't, the person in front of me still hadn't strapped himself in and neither had I. I think I will be safe. We take off and the person in front, begins to strap himself in. Oh no, I start fumbling about trying to get hold of the straps but I couldn't get it round me at the speed I was going. I think I may possibly die. I start falling, then I realize I can fly. I begin to fly, I fly over the jungle then instead of flying over my family with the hand glider I do it with nothing. I can't remember if they were impressed or not.

I am then with my family at this other restaurant, across the street I see Walt from Breaking Bad standing by a wall. He starts talking to us. He then begins to tell us about a dream he recently had. In the dream my brother was an expert dream analyzer. My brother then tells him to repeat part of the dream, he does so and my brother announces he has 5 minutes to live. Then my sisters teddy bear flies across out of nowhere and lands on her. I say "everyone thinks this teddy bear isn't alive, it definitely is." My granddad agrees with me. Then Walt just drops dead on the spot. I have to get out of there I run.

I am in someones back garden, there is metal fencing surrounding me. Jessie from Breaking Bad has now come to save me, the cops are after me. We begin scaling over the fences and trying to escape. Then we see Walt, he is carrying a bag, he has grown hair like at the start of the recent Breaking Bad. What? How is he alive, I seen him die? I wake up.

I go toilet in real life and I go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in Mexico, the police are still after me. I see a McDonalds, its not like the ones we have in England. It was on a street corner and there was one table inside you had to sit outside. I had to hide in there I think. I walk up to the stand, I feel like I don't fit in and the police will instantly recognize its me if they see me. "One large Big Mac meal" I say. "Oh, and can I sit inside?" I ask.
"Of course" she replies. I collect my meal and go to sit at the only table. There is a young Mexican boy already sitting there. He looks about 12. "Mind if I sit here?" I ask.
"No, no" he says. He looks kind of happy I'm sitting here. He now has someone to talk to. I explain to him that the police are after me and that to never trust the police. I look up out the window and I see policemen searching the streets. Shit. I jump out my seat, get down in the building behind the window. One policemen is standing right at the entrance to the McDonalds and another is harassing a man and his son right outside the window. The son who is about 15 notices me and recognizes me. I put my finger on my lips to signal him to be quiet. I knew that was no use, he was going to snitch. "IN HERE!" I hear a shout. Little prick. I pull out my Desert Eagle. The first man storms in, I kill him. I take out two more. I can hear one inside the restaurant. He was standing by a doorway to the staff area. I take him down and pull out my phone. I open up SnapChat, I begin to video. I put the gun to his head and BANG! I think he's dead. Until on further inspection he isn't, I can see him squirming in pain "AY! HOW COME HES NOT DEAD!" I shout. I shoot him once again, then I put it to his temple and shoot again. "I NEED TO PUT HIM OUT HIS PAIN!" I wake up.

I write this section in my dream journal and go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in a shopping mall, I see an old man with a walking stick come in. He looks frail and weak. I notice he has a bob strapped to his arm, then I see him stand next to the boy earlier from McDonalds. NO. "RUUUUUNNN!" I shout to the boy. He begins to run a bit and the man blows himself up. It was only a small explosion only enough to kill himself and no one else. Then the police hear this and begin chasing us. I grab the boy and make him follow us. 3 police men chase after us. We are running up some stairs and they are catching up with us. I disarm one and tell them to get on the floor. The one I disarmed was a more experienced police officer. The other two had only just begun and were 'Level Ones' they lie on the floor begging for their life.

non lucid
*I am trying to use my phone to call a girl a use to date in the past. The phone was on working at all and seemed to be all screwed up. This made me really angry and upset. I went into this dinner to wait for someone. This person took out a lot of snake and other reptilian creatures to throw on the ground. This freaked me a lot. Later I ended up sitting on the ground thinking that I am in a pure land. I focused and transformed my self into chenrezik. It was beautiful.

*My guru was telling the whole sangha that was his best student and that I always keep a positive attutide. He pointed out many other qualities. Later in the dream I told me brother about what lama dorjee said, he responded by saying my ego is to big. I said well if lamala said that about you wouldn't you be happy too?

*I wolf attacked but some how I killed it.

First, a small fragment. Again, zombies. Now I was at the prison they found on the third season of The Walking Dead (started season three last night) and I was lost there. It was dark and I kept running into zombies, but I couldn't find a safe cell block. It was stressful.

Second, a dream. I was home and my phone rang. I answered, it was a guy I went to school with until I was 11. He was saying that he had missed me and that we should meet up some time. I said sure and told him we could do something on Saturday. He said he couldn't get his dad's car for Saturday, so I told him to send me a text with his address and I'd pick him up.

While talking to him, I started watching TV and I remember seeing Jeff and Abed from Community. That reminded me I had to go out to do something, so I left home (no idea what happened to the phone call). I was walking down a street when those guys broke a window's store and robbed some perfume bottles. A woman who worked at a different store, but on the same street, saw everything too. As the guys were leaving, they dropped one bag and I took it.

The woman turned to me and said that those bottles were worth R$100 each. She said she'd buy them from me for R$50 each and sell them for R$75. For some reason, that totally made sense for me, so I was about to give her the bag when the guy I had talked to earlier on the phone showed up. He asked me what was going on and I suddenly realised I was doing something wrong. I told him I had found the bag from the other store and I had to return it. The woman wasn't happy about it.

Then, I took my friend to my uni campus. Except that it had turned into an amusement park. We had fun, but then things got awkward. We wanted to kiss, so I did. It was weird and I remember thinking "I like girls, but if I kiss him just this once, things will be fone, right?"

We soon realised we had no chemistry at all, and then I freaked out because it was Saturday night and I promised my aunt and uncle that I'll go to their place on Saturday for dinner (in real life). I told my friend we had to go and we started running.