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7:50 A.M.

‘I’ am a younger girl, between 15-17 perhaps.

-I’m out on a porch, where there’s writing in big letters all around on the rails (I try to read it, can’t remember if I was able to). I hear something, and look over to the right out at a forest. I see a person or two and whistle with my fingers, but it’s not coming out right. I hurry inside when they start running for me. I think there was an animal? Because I think I mention one when I go inside and say that I don’t feel well to my ‘parents’, who are concerned. But I’m fibbing, because it’s just a way to get out of interacting with this man, who is there too:

-An older man who looks like my uncle IWL is trying to court me. He’s suspicious when I fib a few times. At one point we formally say parting words (except it seems to be Korean-style game characters instead, in a vision?).

-Whilst on a porch at some point, I talk with the man. He asks me some embarrassing questions (maybe about my sexual history?) and I keep shaking my head and answering no. I’m a bit intrigued by the situation but I’m shy. At one of the questions, he says something like, “I finally got a blush out of you.” I don’t feel like I did, but maybe a little one is possible.

-I fall out of bed (but I don’t remember seeing one) when I get a call (though there was no phone). It’s someone I know (they have a title instead of a name, like three words but can’t remember now) who I’m going to meet somewhere in the house to go out somewhere with. I can see that ‘I’ am a small anime girl (maybe looking like Madoka) wearing fancy pajamas. The room I’m in is big and made of wood, I can tell I’m from a high-up family.

-Someone is waiting in my bedroom (woohoo two bedrooms, except this one is more normal from what I recall). It’s the man.

Possible inspiration: I saw some fanart with Madoka in it in the evening. Not sure about the rest.

Date: August 26, 2013
Method: WBTB & DILD
Total Hours Sleep: 8-9

I was in a neighborhood looking at houses for sale. All the houses had a strange component…for every house being sold, something terribly scary went wrong in that home. How did I know? I was shown immediately (by vision or ghost) upon arrival to the house. Once I walked up the driveway, I saw a human being hanging from the door (like the person committed suicide by hanging). I would go to take a look at the next house for sale and see (by vision) that an explosion had taken place at the house, but the current sellers were always trying to cover up what had taken place. We went to another home and saw another ghost like figure giving me the ‘eye’ as to say, “Do you know that I’m haunting this home your thinking about buying?” I should have become lucid from all of this, but I was so wrapped up in what I was seeing…I was afraid and I woke up.

Note: This was one of my most vivid dreams...I don’t ever have nightmares, so this is one of my new dreamsign.

5:55 A.M.

Cheating in World of Warcraft by jumping in someone’s server.

At first it was a fanart site, but I forgot what kind.

Then it was a manga site. A girl said something about manga for people who had read APH (Axis Powers Hetalia).

Then it was an Instance that turned out to have orc enemies and I had to run when I saw that they were Elite. For some reason instead of just logging off (maybe I was too panicked or it wouldn’t let me), I Ieft the Instance and the owner was waiting outside and caught me. She added me to her friendslist as I warped out of the game (so that she wouldn’t lose track of me).

…But it took me to town instead, and I’m in a Acolyte outfit in Ragnarok Online, female with the white hairstyle in twin ponytails over the shoulders and clasps at the ends. As I viewed my character omnisciently from a point a few feet away, I wondered if she/I was cute enough to get the server owner to forgive her/me.



Bam, the server owner is right next to me, she found me! I quickly type in “Sorry =/” and exit the game. (I never felt like she was going to hurt me, more like she just wanted to talk with me about it.)

Inspiration: Probably due to my increase in gaming lately, playing Dragon Nest and Inazuma Eleven. I played WoW and RO for a long time some years ago. The Acolyte actually looked like mine before she became a Priest! Oh hey, one of my old dream signs, immorality…

I was walking in the fields opposite to the road by the Jernhatten hill, with my sister, brother and father. The ground is covered in snow and the air is foggy as if it were clouds, or white barely-moving smoke. I scoured off to find a place to get a bit higher up, and found a little hill which let me see above the fog. It looked like the top of an overcast when you're looking out the window of an airplane, but with trees sticking up and swirls of fog soaring upwards and dissolving. Looked very heavenly. I went back down from the hill and as the swirls of fog engulfed me, it looked like a thousand faces screaming in agony. I didn't take much notice of that, and walked onwards with my little sister. We found a tree with two chinchillas in it. I reached my hand up, and one of them jumped onto my glove. I took it down and stroked it across the back. I could feel the rough fur as my gloved hand slid across it.

I am in a car in a parking lot with some people in school. We are driving around, having fun. At one point, while we are not driving I see two police officers in the rear-view mirror running towards the car. It seems I have now been driving under the influence of alcohol! One of the POs grabs the door handle but I speed of! By now, I am the only one in the car. It's dark and I am fleeing from the police. I am driving very fast.
It is the next day. I am in an old part of a town, trying to blend in with people. I feel very bad about what I have done.
I don't remember any more.

Slept all afternoon, but could only remember a dream and a fragment.

The fragment was the first one. I was an orphan boy carrying a bag of cookies. I was in a classroom, I think, and I was telling people that they could laugh at me all they wanted, but I was on my way to be a very successful voice actor (as in dubbing cartoons/animes). Then, my cookies fell on the floor and I started crying because my father (who was not my real father) had given those to me before he had died, and also because I had nothing left to eat.

The dream... I was at somebody's house and some people I studied with were there too. Everybody was getting ready for a big party, and a girl even invited another girl to poop together. I was a little weirded out about that, but whatever, right?

Then, a girl showed up and said she wanted to show me a picture. She took my phone and out this little card in it. For some reason, I hugged her from behind, almost like cuddling. It was weird, so I asked her if she wasn't cold, since the window was open and it was night. She said she wasn't, so I let her go.

The window was also a door and we could see the cars arriving and parking right in front of us. I freaked out because I thought my car was there. I got out and it was on the other side, but another car had crashed into mine. I took a rock and was going to destroy the car, but my friend said there were cameras there. I wasn't wearing my glasses, so I could see the cameras. but not well, it was all blurry.

We started walking to the party while I took my phone and called the police to report that. I couldn't get the police on the phone, though.

A classic black and white movie called Death in the Rain, with Ingrid Bergman, and a reference to Rappaccini's Daughter.

Labyrinth's Sarah falls into an oubliette, but it's a fairly large and well-lit spherical room built of pale brown stones, a few fallen leaves drifting around, and with a pale gold stylized metal sculpture in the form of a double helix rising in the center. She's just walked all the way around the circular room with one hand on the wall searching for openings, when Hoggle appears and she asks where he came from.

Playing the role of a man who lives in a major city. Two detectives have just left my home after questioning my family and everyone else on the estate, and stressed out, I go to the park for a run. The tree branches are all bare.

8/26/2013

Dream 1:

I was in a military-ish complex. I was hiding from other people and talking to a voice in my head. It kind of took me over at certain times. I was trying to blow up the complex with a propane tank (lol). At first, I was going to make it explode in a kitchen, but then the voice told me to move it to some gas tanks. I was hiding behind some pipes at one point, trying to plant the propane tank when some guys walked by. All of them left except one, who said to the others he'll catch up. Then, he went over to where I was and ducked down to stare right at me. His hair was long, brown and curly. We then had a sort of fight, and the dream ended.

dream began when makers of preproduction film titled: loneliness of the long distance runner made a call to Bruce Dickinsson for he was owner of the title. Bruce had a long silent moment on the phone before he promised to think about it. Bruce hang up the phone and started to cry for he saw himself sitting in the chair drinking whiskery and watching readymade film LotLDR that was about retired maraton runner. It was later in the dream when Bruce gave the film a go with forethought title (LotLDR).

The film crew had thought Clint Eastwood as the main character but he refused for it reminded him of the roles of his elder carreer. The crew couldn't escape the idea of Clint standing outside of his manor and watching stars when his daughter came to him and asked what he was doing there. Just watching stars, he replied. Later on there was this whole memetic current of new main actor standing in his daughters bedroom and looking outside of the window watching paint drawn stars. The crew contacted Steven Seagul and asked if he wanted to star a drama movie (damned Clints stoneface). Steven Seagul was delighted and promised to make a role.

When the movie hit the production phase three actors were picked to main roles. Steven Seagul played ex-olympic gold medalist maratooner. Some new and younger actor that has winned a oscar played his daughter. This was a dream so I don't know she exists. Maybe she's as mixture of my waking time imaginary and Adam Sandler played the boyfriend of sportsmans daughter. The film began at mountainy or rather hilly region when morning mist was melting away. Steven Seagul was jogging along the mountain path. Music on the background was epical instrumental version of Savage Gardens I wan't to stand with you in the mountain but it was molly version of the song. Steven was still Jogging when Paramount pictures beging credits hit the screen and test audience was silent. After Loneliness of the Long Distance Runner faded away the cut was into sunny california where ex-olympeets daughter lived. When film was out Simpsons made a episode to parodite it. The episode was named Loneliness of the Long Distance Trucker. In the Simpsons episode Homer get a job as a trucker and was away from Springfield while Lisa was having English end exams. At one point there was Simpsons version of Steven Seagul jogging at the side of the road when homer drove by. There was also nighmarish chapter when i recall the memetic current i was swimming in and someone made a "fun" meme where jogging SS from the movie was gif animated and jogging by the road instead of animation version. Even more horrible version was the meme where homer standed in lisas room and lisa turn on the light's and said angrily: daddy what are you doing here. Homers dull gaze was fixed into window and he replied: Nothing just watching stars. I hope this wasn't in the episode but in the seasons treehouse of horrors When the erldery people of the oscar comittee watched the film during it's theatrical explotation they liked the LotLDR as the best movie of the year. They tried to fit the movie into as many categories as possible, but it was too lowbudget and common. They didn't have the courage to tell each others that they have liked the film so it didn't get nominated into best movie of the year. Instead it run as best direction category and best main male actor: Steven Seagul. The film even saved marriages of many sportsmen for it was good compromise between drama/love movie and sportmens world. Many younger athletes started to dream about their retirement days and desided to be then happier than the main character. my biggest confusion after the dream was than anyhow I tried to recall it I cound't make up my mind at what category it has won on for it won only 1 oscar The dream started to turn into a nightmare when they found young b-class women author to write a novel from the sreenplay. She added some innuendoes to hint a secret forbidden love between the maratonee and his daughter as well as many scenes that weren't in the movie. The book wasn't pervert in nature (it had only one sexual scene between maratonaares daughter and her boyfriend) but it wasnt very good novel. For the movie was very well done and oscar winner the book became a chrismas best seller and found it's way into many homes. Bruce Dickinson saw the movie at premiers and it was nighmarish cause he couldn't escape the notion of himself sitting in his own manor and watching this movie and linking it. He desided to take his old song LotLDR and playing it in every gig of every tour. Because he felt the LotLDR. Berformances became more aggressive and LotLDR found it's way into every Iron Maiden collection and live-album afterwards. Some younger Iron Maiden fans even thought that the song LotLDR was Bruces answer to movie. TV-trophes corrected this. The film became a hit in gay communities around the globe for they thought that Steven Seagul or the director has portraited the gay sportman who has made peace with himself at later years. Comic author Neil Gaiman heard about the movie from his friends for it was hot topic in New Yorks art, gay and judish community (respectfully not combined). In the movie maratonares daughters boyfriend was a jude and gays thought that Steven Seagul's character was gay. After long refusal Neil Gaiman had to download the movie and watch it to see if his speculations of the movie were correct and he thought that it was great movie but something in the world had been wrong for a long period of time. After the movie Neil Gaiman felt sorry that he knew only comicworld agents for he wanted to have a beer with Steven Seagul instead of his sc friends. Steven Seaguls aikido sensei was also in the premier and liked his protectees movie for it reminded him of the movies of Akira Kurosawa and loneliness of elderly zaibatsu owners (japanees families that own big corporations and mafia in japan). He took many of his friens to see the movie after it's premier in japan and they had long conversation about it. Then I screamed for help for I recalled that memetic current was full of memes were someone has cutted Steven Seagul from action movie into the scenes of LotLDR. Chuck Norris had visited Steven Seagul during the filming and had made a desicion to try to star a drama movie. After the movie many hollywood actors and producers invited Steven Seagul into therir parties and homes and SS was happy about the change in his life. He wondered what american public had thought about the movie but when he went into lowclass bar rare dared to approach him for he was a celebrate and action movie star and aikido master. When this happened most talked about his many action movies. At this point he visited Adam Sandlers grave who had shotted himself while intoxited. Steven Seagul retired from publicity after Chuck Norris had made two desent films when he found memes that hinted perversity of the movie LotLDR. They insulted him deeply for he had made what he had long thought to be role of his life. Some foreing rock star that maybe don't even exist made a tour and heard a joke that went like: how can you regocnize a young maiden fan? He thinks that LotLDR is made from the movie. The dreamy rock star thought about the joke for the whole tour for it didn't make sense. He even listened all the new SS jokes that roudies told to him but it was at the end of the tour when he first heard about the couple of years old movie LotLDR and got the joke. In the dream he said he has never felt himself as old as when he rented the movie from the 20-year old girl. He started to watch the film and thought that Bruce Dickinsson had either produced or writed the movie to describe the loneliness of fame. The foreign star sitted to watch the end credits and counted all the Eds and Eddies and maiden band members to see the hidden truth. He felt insulted that Bruce hadn't left LotLDR to play at the end of the end credits. Sad truth was that Bruce hadn't anything to do with the film apart of giving the name rights. After this I was sitting at the cliff and watching world turning into 30 year long zombie nigthmare. I tried to swim backward and saw that 7th and 8th grade english teatchers around the states were basing english end exams on the novel version of LotLDR among the other book choices. Most didn't read the book but downloaded or rented the movie or visited their parents movie collection instead. at this point dream started to change into lucid dream some dreamviewer asked for a help to her english exams in the dreamviews. Linkzelda who in the dream was in gollege studying natural sience desided to help the poor girl for he saw that she feared to fail the 7th grade. Link hadn't much to do (he was doging his own end papers) and rented the movie as well as borrowed the book. After finding the memes of Sly Stallone from Rocky1, Tom Hanks from Forest Gump and Steven Seagul from LotLDR jogging together and making jokes he hit the meme current first time in two years. After say or two he desided to leave the natural scince and start literature classes to make professor class arguments to burn down whole internet for the sake of sanity and sexual wellbeing. Auron became lucid at the same moment and hopped into car to drive to West Coast and burn down whole hollywood down so that the movie LotLDR should never be made

The day was 23/08/2013, I was residing in a very new and unfamiliar place, had a few weird dreams, this one however, was a complete nightmare, I was being chased all around town by a demonic figure, then It happened, I partially realized, that since this was my dream, I can try to jump and jump higher and escape it, but what i did not realize was that this was my dream and I could actually manifest that demon into nothingness if I wanted, but I think, I became Lucid for about 2-3 seconds, then I think I Woke up, I could not contain my excitement so I recorded it in my Journal right away. Now that I have tasted what it truly feels like to become Lucid, there is no other way left for me but to gain complete control over it, I am more determined than ever, I have new responsibilities now, much more work to do, but LDing will always be my top most priority, now all that is left is to condition my brain to realize that. Next time, when I write into this journal, I will definitely have quite a tale to tell.

After a stupid mosquito woke me up this morning I thought I had lost a quite detailed dream. I had it on the tip of my tongue but I couldn't remember a single bit of it. A while afterwards, it came back to me like a bombshell.

In it, I had just been watching a play with my uni friends at a theatre. It was like a circle theatre and we were sitting on one of the upper circles (sorry for my vocabulary, I'm not sure I'm using it the right way, I hope I make myself clear). When the play finished, we went down the stairs and towards the exit. Then, we went past an aisle and into another dark theatre, not in use at that time, and the exit was at the other end of this one.

When we were there, I remembered I didn't have my bag with me and I didn't know what I had done with it. Suddenly, I saw a couple of my other uni classmates making their way back to the first theatre because one of them had forgotten her bag there. I assumed mine would be there too, so I followed them. When we arrived, we found the theatre was being prepared for the next play, there were ushers, who were wearing a funny outfit, showing people to their seats. I went near one of them and asked if I could check if my bag was there, but he told me the theatre had been emptied and there was nothing left. The other girl asked another usher who told her she could have a look, so I did the same. She found her bag quickly, I spent a little while but found it in the end. Finally, I made my way to the exit, where my friends were waiting for me.

Now that I'm working on my dream recall, I found interesting that the surroundings were so vivid and realistic and that they didn't change throughout the dream. I drew a map of the place in my dream journal, but I really wish I knew how to draw properly because it's almost impossible to describe it with words.

I was driving in my car, but for some reason it was scorching hot inside my car yet cool and nice outside. I had somewhere I had to be, I can't remember where, but I knew I couldn't spend another minute inside my hot car so I decided to park it somewhere and just walk the rest of the way. I pulled into a Barnes & Noble parking lot and a valet knocked on my window and asked for the keys. I told him I wasn't actually going into the store, I just needed to park my car so I could walk, so I drove into a space, parked, and then gave the valet my keys and said I'd be back later. Then I started walking down the road to wherever I was supposed to go, and feeling happy that I was much cooler now.

Mom, my brother, and I were all staying together in an old log cabin in the woods. It was in the middle of nowhere and only mom had her car, as we had all came up to the cabin in her car rather than taking our own separate ones. However, in the dream it had a convertible roof, which it doesn't have in reality. Behind the cabin was dense forest, and in front of it was a huge field with long grass up to my knees, and then more dense forest about half a mile out. We were all sitting inside watching a TV show about ghost hunting when we heard this strange noise. I didn't make anything of it, but mom and Jonathan looked nervous and said they were going to go outside to get some sodas. As I sat inside, I heard the car taking off, so I ran out and saw them driving off in a panic, leaving me behind! I freaked out and ran after their car, and somehow caught up to it by running super-human speeds, but then mom stopped the car and I stood at the passenger door asking why she'd run off. She said she was afraid because there were ghosts and she didn't mean to, but then she said she only stopped so Jonathan could run back to the cabin to get something he forgot. I was super pissed that she would stop for him but not for me, but I got in the passenger seat anyway. As I stepped into the car I noticed there were dozens of unopened cans of Sunkist soda all over the ground outside the car, but even though I was kinda thirsty I didn't take one because they'd been touching the ground. The convertible top was down, but the top part of the window was super low and sharp and I realized that if we stopped suddenly it could totally decapitate me if I flew forward, so I put the top back up. Suddenly while Jonathan was still in the cabin, this orange SUV (the same orange as the Sunkist cans) came driving past us, but then spun around, kicking up mud everywhere and driving right at us. We knew it was chasing us but didn't know why, so we sped away to outrun the SUV and left Jonathan behind.

A group of people were spelunking into the Great Pyramids and found a secret chamber. One of the people, a lady with a big fluffy ponytail, was lowered into the chamber with a lantern and a camera. The chamber had a huge floor the size of a ballroom and a giant mural of some kind of green bug-like creature on the ceiling. It looked kind of like a praying mantis. The group saw the mural from the camera and were terrified because it meant something bad and then the lady started screaming demanding to be taken out of the chamber because she was scared. I think there were spirits in the chamber or something.

It was my first day at a new school and this girl was being nice to me so I sat next to her thinking we could be friends. Then I noticed everyone else avoided me and I didn't understand why. It turned out that the girl was in the KKK and because I actually talked to her, everyone thought I was in the KKK too! It really bothered me and I started avoiding the the girl but she wouldn't leave me alone. She would follow me around and randomly give me unwanted gifts. There was also something involving a Christmas card she left on my desk that had a drawing of some klansmen on it.

Another dream involving a school, where I would switch seats depending on how my mood was. If I was feeling good I would sit on the left where the talkative people were, if I was feeling stressed and had social anxiety I would sit on the right by myself. At some point my teacher asked why I switched seats, and I cried and said I couldn't sit on the left when my social anxiety was bad, and then she gave me a hug.

i am looking at my left hand. i can fully use it. the curse of Weakness is gone. i can use it normally again. i feel overjoyed. i am in a beautiful meadow. i wake up.

my arm is still semi-paralyzed. FUCK maybe the dream was a good sign

I know that I had a very long dream, lots of plots, drama and action. I know that because I woke up feeling like I had just seen a really good film and I could feel it was because of the dream. So it's really annoying that all I can remember from it is that there were no zombies, that Andrea (from the Walking Dead) was there and that, at some point, I was driving.

Stupid recall.

Two, one is a fragment.

Dream 1 (fragment): I was at some house. I go outside, and I'm in a little bay somewhere in the city. I'm looking around for my car, but can't find it.

Dream 2: I was at my late uncle's condo. We're just sitting around chatting. At one point he just sits there with a smile.

And then I go "Wait a minute, he's dead." Lucidity obtained. The area starts shaking, and I just sort of close my eyes for a second and re-open them, along with clapping, to stabilize them.

So I jump out the window, there's a four story drop, land on the street, jump up to the roof immediately after. Looking around, I see that there's a lot of fog. I look back over the edge, and some dream character shows up and says "Don't do it." I say "Fuck you, here I am God," jump down and jump back up to the roof of another building [buildings in the area are 10-15 stories. Can't remember their real size].

Another random dream character appears, and says something. I look right and look back, bam he's a bird now and flies away.

Sadly I woke up after that. =(

I believe this falls under a "WBTB" as I woke up at around 3:00AM and fell asleep again at around 5:00 or 5:30AM. I woke up again at 9:50 or so.