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Last night's dream was a strange one, although it is mostly fragments, my most vivid memory occurs in a basement; or a room which looks like one. There was somebody, perhaps me or a girl(?), who was tripping on morning glory seeds. What was truly bizarre was the discussion we were having. which involved the gorging of eyeballs from their sockets, whilst hallucinating on LSA. I saw the individual with just their bare sockets exposed walking around in an almost zombie-like manner. At the same time, the dream character had eyeballs in their appropriate compartments. Now, this contradiction is chalked up to being a dream fragment but nonetheless, perplexed me to no end.

I only remember the middle of this dream. I am in my parents room on Ali's phone and I look at all her apps. I find a sorority app for a sorority that she used to be in. I open it and look at the events and see that they are having a dinner at an Asian restaurant for some kind of cultural awareness. I find this incredibly stupid so I comment something negative about the sorority. Some girl immediately comments back about how I am a bad person and the leader of the event tells me to contact her first if I have a complaint. Then Niki comes in and sees what I did and starts yelling at me for it in front of mom so I tell her please don't say anything. But Ali hears so I have to tell her and then she says she feels bad for her sorority seniors but doesn't seem to mind all that much. Something else definitely happened in the house after that but I don't remember.

I am jumping back and forth from a video game and a room. awake and asleep as well, so I am just going to focus on the video game fight. The rest is "I got up looked around the room and started playing video games again." Not very good stuff.

I am in a map that looks like super mario sunshine.



There is one freaking boss mech that is blue with a yellow breast plate and back plate and yellow knee caps and elbows. About twice the size of a human (pretty small). I was running in circles fighting him with three other people. I went out of a building and grabbed a plate off of him before he could get to me and I put it on my back. It gives me the ability to move faster, but not quite fly. He leaves and goes to another town that is similar.

definitely woke up here and then sleep.

All of my crew jumps on our glider (like the ones that float around Jabba the Hutt in Return of the Jedi).



We get a map of the city he is going to. Circular like the last one and he seems to just stand in the middle blowing things up, like people and cars. I jump in first using my back half/jetpack to slow myself down right as I attacked him from the sky and grab his front vest. I take off with it and my friends jump in and attack from all sides. They get some good attacks and he gets more aggressive and start hurting a few of a my nakama . I put on the vest and am now able to be about a foot off the ground and go really quickly around (sadly this felt exactly like I fly when I just jump around quickly instead of flying. I start beating the crap out of him with help from my team. The rest of the things he was wearing we started taking off and each of us were putting things on and getting power ups. One girl had a glove and was using to deal huge blows to him. We were all very fast, probably because I am pretty fast and they were all associated in the battle with me.

After we beat him, we went back to the original "super mario sunshine" world and there was another brown mech with black in the same places that the yellow was on the previous blue one. I am flying across. This one is pretty fast, and I am flying around in circles through buildings. I have some sort of gun that shoots fire, I noticed something weird about it and remember that it is a video game. It reminds me of lucid dreams. I get out on top of a building and somehow have a glove as well I fly in a circle and I do a quick burst with the last of my energy and shoot myself towards him. I hit him with my super charged glove. It breaks his hole core and I win. I think, when checking I woke up.

Crazy nap dream...

I kept waking up and going back to the same dream. I was watching a TV show and I wasn't actually part of the dream.

The story was about a group of people who were travelling outer space because Earth had been destroyed. Then, one of the girls got sick. She didn't tell anyone, she went to the doctor. When she came back, she told one of the guys that she was sick forever. Her sickness? She was constantly aroused, especially to "dangerous" guys. In fact, she claimed she could see those guys in blue.

One of the guys, the one she told her "sickness" to was a "bad boy", so he was blue. They kept having those "will they, won't they" moments, but everytime they got close to kissing and more, something would wake me up.

Finally, the group ended up on a planet wheretheywere received very well. They were all happy until the woman who was the leader of the planet told them they'd all be killed cause they had made some people orphans. Then, three people showed up and they said that this group had gone to their planet and killed their families and everybody else.

The girl looked at the guy and they were both blue. Since they knew they were going to be killed, they left the place to (hopefully) get together... I never saw it happening, though, cause I woke up for the last time.

Is it stupid to want them to have a happy ending?

I got super lucky on this one. It was a very long lucid. I went to bed late on the couch, then woke up, went back to sleep. Did that maybe every 2 hours until 10am when I could finally sleep undisturbed for a couple hours.

I drifted off to sleep, and immediately had a dreamlet of me reaching over and checking my phone. I knew I was dreaming because I had just go e to sleep and I did t need to check my phone for anything. I immediately left the bedroom and was greeted by my dog, Daisy. She was super hyper and jumping all over me, and then a second Daisy appeared! They were all over me and I felt I may wake up. So I just relaxed, pet the 2 Daisys, and felt the dream get more stable as I recalled the advanced task. Perfect, I'll just walk up the diningroom wall. I also remembered the ABCs task, so I thought I would just sing it while trying the advanced. I put one foot on the wall, then as I tried to put my other foot on the wall, I fell on my back lol. Like in real life, but I had a tiny moment of hover. I tried this maybe two more times and fell. I did reach the end of the ABC song at least! So anyway, I tried a spot of wall next to an open door, and I used the handle to help me once both feet were on the wall. Then I walked right up, no problem. I got to the ceiling, put one foot on the ceiling, and immediately felt my work flip 90 degrees. I got both feet on the ceiling, and it felt like strong magnets were holding my shoes in place, yet I could take steps with little effort. It was amazing, I felt the blood rush to my head, and my hair was hanging down. I really felt upside down, really cool.

I don't remember how I got down, but I wanted to try walking up the wall again without the doorknob. I thought maybe a run and jump would work, and it did! My feet stuck right on the wall, and I was able to repeat the process, this time in front of the diningroom mirror. I cod see my hair hanging in my face.

Again I don't remember how I got down, but I wanted to try again, this time just walking straight to the wall like it didn't matter. When I did, I fell again. Oh well, run and jump worked at least haha.

Still lucid, I recalled the call a dc task. Should be no problem, since I've done it before in lucids. But never with a cell phone, and that's all I had at the moment. I don't know about y'all, but trying to find contacts on my iphone is hard enough irl, much less dreams, lucid or otherwise. I would find a contact, then the screen would scroll away from it when I tried to click it. After alot of trying and failing, I finally came across "Kevin M." from college. Haven't talked to that boy since like 1994. But I called him and he answered, but he sounded like a drunk Texan, instead of the straight edge Norwegian I remember from college. I asked if this was the same Kevin M that met me in a H4H build in 1994, and he said it was him. I asked why it didn't sound like him anymore, and he said in a thick drawl "Because I turned into a drunk Texan, I hope you don't judge." I said it's all good, I got enough for the task anyway.

The dream was STILL going, but I couldn't for the life of me recall the 4th task. In this moment as I'm typing, I still don't remember it, so no chance. I started probably losing lucidity a bit at this point, but I remember I went to the bedroom and say DC Danny. We didn't speak much, but I was messing with some stuff in a drawer. My finger got stuck on something sharp, and I was like "wtf is this?" And Danny said "it's a fishing lure." So it was. I took the little hook out of my finger, and was admiring the pretty red feather lure attached to it, when I noticed that in the same basket in that drawer, was a couple individually wrapped condoms. I said "I don't think you should keep fishing lures with the condoms baby, seems like a bad idea." I was already kneeling on the floor because this was the bottom drawer, so then I just kinda lay down on my side on the carpet. I could feel that I was about to wake up, and I thought to myself, "Yeah, that's enough for this dream." And I woke up on my side, in the exact same position, in my bed.

NORMAL | DREAMING

So, this is like the 5th time I've come back to Dreamviews after a long break. Can't really remember any dreams recently, other than one...

I was in my tent at reading festival, where I've returned from fairly recently. I think I was really drunk (would make sense ) and I was attempting to get up and out of the tent. It was very dark, must have been about 10pm. Wasn't pitch black - had the kind of nightvision you get from being in the dark for a while. The tent was flooding horrendously, although it didn't seem to be raining. There was about 5 inches of water in some parts! I was trying to drain this out first. I got out of the tent at some point and saw a man behind my tent, but I don't remember this too well.

That's all for now! Leaving to university in just over 2 weeks, so I'll finally have my own private accomodation to practise lucid dreaming, meditation and astral projection without my parents bothering me all the time

Date: September 5, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (WILD failed)
Total Sleep time: 7 hours

Dream
I was on a bus with several family members, like we were going on a family vacation. I remember us stopping at the beach, but it was not the beach. It was more like just a big area of water. The kids were getting off of the bus to stretch their legs and I remember telling them not to get too close to the water. We boarded the bus again and then everyone started talking about donuts. We found a little old fashion bakery that made a special type of donut. We ordered the donut and waited and waited and waited for what seemed like forever. One of my family members asked me why were we waiting 4 hours for a donut…then I woke up .

The lights in my IRL home won't turn on. None of them will, and I think of the darkness as a danger, which makes me wonder if this is a nightmare. I start to head down the stairs, by floating, head first. Yes, this is definitely a dream. I start to do my light-of-Apollo anti-nightmare trick, which after 2 uses appears to be my go-to way of avoiding nightmares now, but then it occurs to me that while I'm here, I could enjoy some lucid dreaming instead. I decide that there is no ceiling, so that when I look up, I'll see the night sky and be able to float up into it - and then I turn over and am pleased to see that this is so. After I've floated up into the stars, I look down to the house again to put the roof back on, and then, as if it was just a task I'd briefly delayed and had to get to now, I start up the anti-nightmare trick, and wake myself up in the process.

(5:08 am, just half an hour after bed. As I was trying to get back to sleep, it occurred to me - this has happened a few times now, nightmares with this timing and on the theme of darkness - I'm starting to suspect this is the result of trying to sleep before dawn. Possibly on some level I'm aware that it's much darker than when I usually sleep, and my dream interprets that as something wrong. Reliable way of getting lucid, though, so that's not really a problem. Back to sleep.)

Fragment: "Ancient papers, and an age a fraction of that."

I'm discussing an upcoming ball with a young woman I'm acquainted with, leaning against her desk while she goes over the invitation, pointing out the bit where they encourage everyone to dress colorfully, and she, thinking herself quite clever and looking for me to praise her, tells me about the black outfit she's planning, so that she'll stand out in a sea of bright colors, and she asks what I think. I tell her I expect that's exactly what the people throwing the ball are planning themselves, so perhaps take that into account. She reconsiders, and asks what I'll be going with, as she can't picture me in anything but black. I say not at all, my basilisk coat is blue, isn't it? - it's entirely black except for the basilisk design but that's enough, and I think about the feel of that dark blue color, the warmth of that creature's image on my back. As I think about that coat I either am or am referencing The Etched City's Gwynn.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

OUAT's Belle is binding Rumpelstiltskin in a contract without realizing it. She was speaking in metaphors and he's got to abide by them literally. While the two of them were attempting to patch things up between them after a fight, she asked him to pretend she's the mistress and he the servant in their deal. He, sitting on the side of her bed, is thinking that they've done this before, thinking of a particular scene in which Julia was a princess and I was her servant, and how utterly beyond my reach she'd been then. (A scene from a dream I had years ago, accurately remembered as far as it goes, though he left out the unflattering parts.) He's been silent too long, and when Belle says something, he jumps up and makes a game out of it, addressing her as milady, going to her window and throwing the curtains open, asking what she'd like for her meal. And although she didn't at all mean that he should literally treat her as his mistress, only that she wanted him to think about things from her perspective for a moment, she's not surprised by the game and she takes it as a sign that all's well between them again, so she gets up to make breakfast herself.

As she leaves the room, she finds a strange object in a corner of the hall - a statue of a unicorn that she hadn't noticed before, with what looks like a real horn. She knows Rumpelstiltskin's been after such horns, so she's wondering why he leaves one just lying around here - unless this is what he makes out of them. She thinks it's odd, and goes on about her chores, when she finds another one, smaller, in a window sill. She knows that wasn't there before, and she calls to Rumpelstiltskin, and turns to see that he's already found the first one, and is looking at it with obvious displeasure. This is something that shouldn't be in the castle.

(Woke up. That last one was almost certainly influenced by watching Legend the other day.)

Thursday 9/5/13

Last night bed 1:30am - 8:30am

I believe this dream was influenced by episode of jeff lewis interior therapy I watched on sunday, about a gay couple that was together for 5 years and one girl really wanted to get married? And by my IRC convo with OB last night.

DR 8:30am

There are two girls and they are good friends. One of them asks me to marry her. I like her, but I kinda love her friend. So I figure, I could do that and be closer to the one I love, while still kinda loving the one who proposed to me as well.

All kinds of emotions go through me. I wonder if my parents will be still alive when I tell them, or should I tell them now, knowing that they will be happy to hear that I got married. I'm not worried about them not accepting my gay marriage. I know it's my life, and although I never in million years thought this would happen to me, and I'm surprised that it did, I'm ok with it.

Now I hear, that next step is for me to get a "equipment removal" surgery. I'm thinking, well, I'm not really using it anyway, It just hangs there, I don't really see a good reason to remove it. But I go to see a nurse and she writes doctor's schedule on a blackboard. Next few days he is teaching, and in his office, and then he is on duty in the hospital. I'm surprised she told me maybe only one week's worth of schedule, because it seems too fast to me to decide and have the surgery.

Next all 3 of us are in the bathroom. One is doing her nails, another one is asking me to hand her something, and I'm like "whoa, this girly stuff is so not me". It's so new to me. I can't say I'm enjoying it, but I'm excited to see where it takes me. And perhaps I'm willing to make some changes to accomodate my new life.

In the recent past, I have had maybe 5 dreams about getting married. They were all "wth, how did I agree to this bs"? This was the first one, when I was ok, or even happy about it. But still, enough of these marriage dreams. I get the point. Now give me some weapon, ammo, and let me lead insurgents, or be chased by police.

At the very top of an apartment building there is a duplex, with a rooftop lawn we share. I live in one, Michael Keaton lives in the other.

In the middle of the night, he is always up late working on things. Researching something. I catch glimpes of him in a chair or at a desk from the lawn. We do not speak. We make no contact of any kind. His office is filled with pitchers of his family but he lives alone.

One night there is a knock at the door, I open it to find a bunch of young punk looking kids dressed in all black. They want me out of the apartment. I told them no, they laughed. They looked like teenagers who would play vampire the masquarade. Because they are all actually vampires. (dream sign!!)

They set up shop in my place to keep an eye on Michael Keaton. Their leader seems obsessed with him, and knowing what he's researching. The others don't care about that. There is a power struggle going on in the group.

One evening, Michael Keaton travels for the night, and the vampire leader is able to sneak over into his home and snoop around. He finds two very interesting hidden rooms full of treasure and collections of books. All of it seems very important and cool. When he goes back to my apartment the others demand they kill the vampire hunter on the spot (I assume Michael Keaton.)

The leader tells them no, he is important. He's working on uncovering the King vampire. The other teenagers rebel and kill their leader and then kill Michael Keaton when he returns home. It's a nasty blood bath.

I read in the paper that there is an estate sale in the other half of my old duplex and I go to see what I had been missing since being forcably removed from my home.

His apartment was a shine to his family that had been murdered by the undead. For some reason a bunch of little shop keepers had set up in the secret rooms and were selling everything like it was a flee market. It made me very sad. All of the really cool books and treasure were gone. Sold to someone who wouldn't understand the importance of it. As I'm deciding if I should buy something or not, I over hear a conversation between merchants. One of them said "you know they didn't find a body."

- queue music -

Wednesday, 9/4/13

Last night, bed at11:30

DR 12:58
someone posting as alt

DR 8:50am
I'm in a wide, square shaped highrise building. It's bright inside. The center of the building has an open area, and opened corridors are on the sides around it. There is also an elevator on the side.

I'm and FBI agent, complete with the dark blue windbraker with big yellow letters on the back. Me and 3 other agents are chasing and apprehending a serial killer. We know he is dangerous and I can feel the tension in the air. We have him handcuffed but the elevator and as the door openes, we debate how to safely put him in and transport him, when he somehow gets away.

Now I'm in the opposite hallway, 1-2 stories below where I was before. I'm talking to 2 girls. I feel like one of them is importants. A 7 year old, cute girl, with freckles around her nose, is fidgeting and dancing around and making faces while we speak. I feel like I have to protect her from that killer, because in the future, she will be crucial for something good. I also feel that I'm no longer in same time as I was before.

I smile at her while we speak, and she is happy and I'm also happy. I know I can't tell her why I'm there. We also say some names and I repeat that to remember it.

In (elementary school) class, I’m sitting at a desk at the front of the room. We’re assigned a project where we have to make a music video based on a topic the teacher gives. I write down ideas on a slip of paper, but see that Nikki (5th? grade classmate), sitting to my right, keeps glancing at it. I ponder songs I could use for it - it needs to be perfect.

The paper is sitting in the top right corner and Nikki has it. I get really upset, because Nikki stole my idea. I leave the room in tears?

I wade my way through the crowd in a mall. Miss S., the teacher (from 3rd grade), is trying to find me?

-Sitting at a table with her and her friends, they’re younger.

I’m outside on my Asian friend’s porch (in the dream only). There are two pianos standing together. I move the front (wood?) one forward and say something about how I miss it (playing), and press the keys of the big, but thin, black piano. My friend starts pressing them too and we just play it for a bit, no particular song. The notes are a bit quiet but it sounds nice.

-Something about rice.

-Going to stay the night again(?) if it’s okay with her family.

-Impressions of other dreams.

Inspiration: The topic for the project was something to do with the book I’m reading (The Book of Earth/Dragon Quartet #1) but I can’t quite remember what. I was getting really worked up reading it last night because it has so much injustice and sexism in that world. :/

Sept 5, 2013

I was with JAG in Bacolod, in the shopping area. I was looking at a tall building. Brewery? A van has it's logo.

This dream is incredibly long so I'm only going to type up the lucid part.

I was walking through a dark field with black dirt and dark grey brown twisted trees with occasional rundown stone buildings when I realized I was dreaming and went lucid. I suddenly decided that instead of doing anything with super powers, I wanted to...well... So using lucid means I made a guy appear from around a building and using even more lucid control, managed to get his and my pants off, because apparently this guy didn't want to do anything, but I only managed to get a few minuets of doggy style action before I woke up. I did not give up. I went back to sleep, trying as hard as I could to go in lucid, and It worked. I was in a dark run down building this time when I called the guy lucidly and repeated the same steps and got the same results. I woke up again at the same spot. I realized I must have been trying too hard and would try something different. I managed to go back to sleep a third time, this time I didn't really pay too much attention to my surroundings, but I think I was in the woods. I went into the dream lucid again and called up the guy a third time lucidly. This time I took things slower, using half lucid influence and the other half letting him do what he wanted. We only got to our cloths getting taken off, and before anything happened he said he wasn't in the mood and walked away. I probably gave him too much independence and not enough lucid control. I gave up and went along with where this dream wanted to take me.

This dream was very interesting. I won't go into details but the gist of it is my dream character was trying to find a husband and had to choose between four different guys. In the end, she ends up with no one and my dream does a 30 or so years later bit about how she sees the guys again and finds out how happy they are with their spouse and kids, and she is sad that she never found anyone for herself. Then she sees that one of the guys in on his death bed and visits him before I wake up to my alarm. Anyway, I can't believe I was able to go lucid in so many dreams in the same night progress.

I AM DREAMING

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY
It took me a month of drinking my Tea but i got there. LUCID

I had to go through hell to work it out but.
So i felt like i was in the movie Fast and furious stealing cars having fun getting up to know good.
But for some reason i think there was three of us one other dude and another girl.
I couldn't pick up on who's energy it was but the dream turned into a nightmare.
Not that i mind just this one was pretty bad.
We got captured and what ever caught us and started sticking poles through my friends mouths and there was barb wire wrapped around the poles.
It was pretty bad and gross. I couldn't stand it anymore.
It got to a point where i said for the first time "I AM DREAMING" in my dream i should of not said anything else after that,
because i then screamed out stop and i woke up but it was black my eyes where still closed but i knew i was more awake then what i was in the dream.
The nightmare suxed but im happy as i got to wake up in my dream.
Its just a matter of time before i learn to control it and i know im already starting to do that.

2nd dream
I went around to Anthony camelo's house which was massive and Shaq was there and they were signing life size bball cards i was trying to get shaq away so we could go and party and
he kept on bitching about how he couldn't because he had a contract with jordon and had to sign the cards. LOL BORING DREAM

Anyway im happy as i woke up finally
I AM DREAMING

BIG SUCCESS!!!