1. Rane throwing longer than usual and burgundy-colored packets of taco sauce at me. We were in a car? A girl from outside was throwing me some (maybe the right kind? I like Mild orange packets). 2. I’m looking at a collection of coins. There were Supernatural ones with Dean, Sam and Castiel on them. One coin was worth ‘122’. I wondered what guys thought of these coins. 3. False awakening where I go downstairs and see mom on the couch. I’m confused about what time it is and look at the clock, which says something like 10:59. I realize that it’s still nighttime and go back to bed. 4. ~Outside, a woman with short, cropped brown hair is between two arguing men. A third one comes along and pulls her off, and puts her in the trunk of a car. The first guy muses that she was ‘asked, not told’ to leave with him (so maybe it was willingly). I think maybe the kidnapper was her husband? A nearby woman hears her and sneaks in the back. She had shoulder-length wavy brown hair. She talks quietly to someone on a phone(?) about what’s happening, almost in an I’m-a-cop way. ~In a hospital, a woman with dark hair in a ponytail is talking to the lady from the trunk. ~The name ‘Jim’ on a cart and something about two dogs. An African-American nurse lies about knowing him. She had marked on his chart ‘-50’. (I feel like he must have been the kidnapper,) ~A song plays in my head like in a medical show drama. I recall the lyrics ‘you’re not something dying’. It sounded like the band ‘The Fray’. Actually the way the lyrics were sung reminds me of Our Lady Peace’s lyrics from the title ‘I’m Not Made of Steel’, Notes: Ugh my dreams were so confusing last night, and I know I woke up multiple times. I think I need to focus on getting proper sleep for a bit instead of waking up during the night to type up dreams. Also, I can’t remember if I had an FA before, but wow, that was weird. It wasn’t very vivid though.
Wednesday 9/18/13 Last night 11:30pm - 9:20am After talking to FryingMan about Yoga Nidra, and how it puts me to sleep, so I can't use it just to get relaxed for WILDing, I thought I do it again today. Layed down on my sofa around 3pm. Listened to last 2 tracks - the Ascending Breathing and Yoga Nidra. It stops with instructions to keep looking deep into the space inside the chest. So I did that. I have been noticing some slight vibrations and I was happy to have them again. I even forgot to recite a mantra. Next thing I know I'm standing up and I though I totally screwed up, because I felt my real body standing up. I was thinking, that I'm standing up too soon, but I said "screw that, I'm gonna make this work, no matter what". So I'm standing and lucid. I'm some kind of a bright hallway, like a school. I grab somebody by hand and we are looking for a place to do it. As I'm walking, I'm thinking this is going to be a long one, I don't feel any indication of it ending. I'm losing it and I'm thinking how long will it take me to get another one. My head is falling backwards, I get the familiar sensation and I'm lucid again. Same school. Again, I grab someone and walk into a room. There are people there, so we walk into another one. But two teachers walk in. I'm talking to one of them and I see her looking on my hands and she is cringing. I have a thumb pushed to the palm. I'm gently pushing but I know I'm going to, because I know it would hurt. So I ask her "am I here?, are we here? like for real?" I'm fading and pushing my head backwards to get the familiar feeling. As soon as I'm lucid, I walk to the large glass wall, like the ones at the ariports. But it's the same school. I get out and see an airplane high in the sky. I decide to fly to it. I can't go fast, no matter how much I try. I imagine having rockets on my legs, but it didn't work. So I try to take away the distance between me and the plane. That works and something comes very close to me, but it looks like a giant tarp, not the airplane. **each transition was super fast, under 5 sec. I was talking to DCs, an I even started shouting to someone "omg, I'm finally talking to DCs, this is my first". And I was crying from happiness and at the same time telling myself to calm down so I don't wake up.
Dream 1(fragments): There was something about 3D platforming game with lizard-like main character. Dream 2(fragments): I was playing some shmup and had to fight some damaged boss which had a name "Upgraded Black Heart mk2" but didn't looked like anything similar to 'non-upgraded' version at all, it was red colored spaceship. It had an attack that was 'shotgun' spread of beam projectiles. Also music from RefleX was playing. Dream 3(fragments): I was in some video game in some group and we had to stealth through some weird outpost place. We were 'stealthing' using some huge vehicles and then one of us accidentally exploded something on the outpost, and guards completely ignored that. In the end we managed to use vehicles as platforms to get to the place above outpost and there we started discussing further plan.
This LD was from the morning of 9/13/2013. Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid Lucid #146: Midway I'm a high school student walking around near an open field where a girl is practicing her triple jump. She has an odd technique where she bounces up to the line before taking her first jump, so I copy her. It's amazing! Each jump goes for about 10 feet and I go flying along the field this way. I had no idea technique mattered so much. I walk toward the school, entering a classroom where students are working on art projects. I fall in with a group of people I think that I know and work on cutting cloth into interesting shapes. At the end, I wrap a golden key in cloth and throw it in the garbage, expecting the other students to somehow understand that they're supposed to fish it out. Nobody gets it, though, and suddenly we're all hustled out of the classroom, the golden key still in the garbage. I'm filled with teen angst, upset that nobody understands me. The dream jumps to me outside of the school at night, ready to sneak in and rescue the golden key from the trash. There's some kind of huge event going on, though, and everywhere people are walking freely in and out of the school's front door. I pass by other kids that I (falsely) think I know, as well as lots of well-dressed adults I'm unfamiliar with. As I walk through the school, it becomes a stadium. There's something extremely loud going on in there now and I think that it's a stock car race. I'm thinking this is odd when the scene changes and I find myself outside near the coast. I have to be dreaming. I'm walking with a group of 3-4 other people, at least 2 other teenage boys and at least 1 teenage girl. I recall that I'm not actually a teenager anymore IWL but I feel like I'm still inhabiting the body of my younger self. Off to the right I see a faraway fairground and wonder if it's the same fairgrounds I saw several dreams back. Ahead in the distance I see an aircraft carrier that looks like USS Midway. One of the guys in the group says, "Is that the USS [some word, maybe gallant?]" I correct him: "No, that's the Midway." As we walk toward it, the edges of Midway rock up and down as if she were traveling through very rough seas. I look over to the left and see a hilly landscape dotted with houses. As the houses fall into my peripheral vision, they start turning and rocking as well. I experiment with this by staring at several different houses, as well as turning my eyes back to Midway. Whatever I stare directly at stays still but objects toward the edge of my vision rock gently back and forth. "Do you see that? Do you see the way that everything's rocking, or am I the only one that sees it?" The DCs mutter noncommitally. "What's this like for you?" I ask. I'm planning to question them further about whether they truly "see" things, but the dream fades before I can really get these questions out.
Wednesday, 9/18/13 Last night, bed 11:30 - 9:15 DR 1 I'm in NY. Staying at a hotel. I'm walking the quiet streets with older houses in residential area. Looks like it's starting to snow. I walk into the alley, or some passageway between buildings. There is a door to something I think may be a church. But it doesn't look like it. In front of it is a small fountain like structure. not much water, only some smooth rocks on the bottom. I see some coins there and more I look more coins I see. I figure people leave it there in hopes of having their wishes fulfilled by gods. Now I'm inside of a room, that could be a restaurant. People are feeding their dogs, by throwing them balls of ground meat. So I start throwing some dogs that are in the middle of the room some raw ground beef. When they don't eat it, I go and pick it up and I realize, some people were giving them cooked meat. I see some dogs on the street when I open the glass door and I think about feeding them too. DR 2 I'm on my balcony, in house I grew up. I'm backing away from the door, because 3 people invaded my house. One of them, he looks like actor from movie I watched yesterday (and I even acknowledget it while in a dream) just walked out to the balcony and is approaching me. I started screaming from top of my lungs. I trully felt like I'm screaming very loud. (no idea, how I didn't wake up neighbors, thank god, I was not saying it out loud IWL). I see a guy in house opposite to ours, on the corner. I scream "call 911", then when realize im not in US "call 155". "help". But he is playing some instrument, a guitar. He can't hear me. There is a thin black lady working in my auntie's garden. I yell at her. I know she sould hear me, but she doesn't. A young black boy is in another neighbors yard. I yell at him, knowing he is gonna hear me. But he doesn't. The guy on the balcony is coming closer, with sinister smile on his face, scissors in his hand. Now I'm fighiting him, but I don't remember the fight. The fight is over, I have won. I'm tired and hurt, but I feel at peace and happy. DR 3 I'm in a large house. There are a few walk in closets. Full of things. Clothes hanging neatly on hangers, other things. But mostly clothes. Someone is throwing some folded up pullovers to the top of the 2 story high closet, but it falls out the other door. My job is to organize it all. later in the day, someone comes back and I realize I got preocupied with other chores and didn't organize the closets. I know it's gonna be a monumental job.
I was with Dennis, Max, and Para at this immensely huge college that literally went into the skies. We were walking into the corridors with them saying "wow I wish I had a dorm here it would be amazing" and everyone agreed with me because it was just so shockingly eye opening to another world. I started walking with them all over the place to check out the different parts of it since it was the first time either of us were at that location when I regain vividness we were sitting down at this library taking a break playing cards not sure with which types of cards it could of been yugioh or poker. I went with them to another building and saw that this one hallway had a water slide going down the entire center and I was like "whatttt, hell yea this is legit" so I started looking for any other events that were happening at that time to see what else blew my mind. I regained vividness when I was in a dorm eating pizza with everyone there saying "this is the life I cant complain about" so after words I remember I did a stunt at the college to gain a position but then after words some fellow not sure if old or young came to talk to me about wisdom. I think it was my spirit guide but not sure now but thinking back about it im pretty sure he was. He was telling me about all these things about electronics that are messing up are vibratory levels and that is what is keeping us in this frequency of reality since there is a vast awareness we are missing out upon. When he was telling me this I remember I exited the building going down a small flight of stairs with about only 7 steps down and 7 steps up and at the end of it on the floor finishing those steps it should a vast array of electronics ranging from cellphones to computers to tablets which the message I got from this was that these are all prohibited if any expansion of consciousness will to occur. Then after that I enter the giant building I remember Dennis holding the door open for me as a good friend does and Max holding open the elevator to get into with everybody. After that I regain consciousness again when I am walking with my cousin Samir and the scenery looked very much familiar to that of MDC kendall campus just with a lot more balconies circling more open areas. At this point me and him were on the second floor and I was going on the 3rd floor to get somewhere faster and he was going to the 1st floor to get to that same location but then after trying to convince him to go my direction I had to start following him to not lose him I guess. After that I remember I was running towards this fence that I jumped over and saw my mom on the other side and huged and kissed her. Once that happen Samir shows up a bit later and when he got there we were at this building off to the side of the college and were moving some scooters to go to the over side of the campus not sure why but the last thing I remember was that we were going down a couple of flight of stairs about 3 or 4 with those scooters so it was a bumpy ride.
I'm at a shrine at the top of a hill, and this girl's just shoved me down onto the ground, so I'm lying on my back looking up at her as she's spraying this canister of salt into the air between me and the shrine gate. There's these groups of vampires, many different factions, and I've joined up with this one - on the one hand, I'm a little annoyed at myself for not checking out all the others first and just going with the first ones I found, but on the other hand, I'm certain this is the group I would've picked anyway. But there are so many rules I keep breaking, mostly because I don't know what they are - at one point I found a list in my contract, but having a copy of my contract is also against the rules. (Although I understood the contract, the text wasn't written in a real language and seemed like it had too many consonants.) Outside, under a bridge made of bones, I met a little girl looking like something out of Alice in Wonderland, who seems much more at home here than I am. The word "Vendetta" being sung.
non lucid *I over hear my girlfriend talking very sexual to another guy I know. I get really upset and threaten to break up with her. *There is a huge dog that is about to attack me, but the owner says there is no need to worry. When the dog starts being nice and owner walks away. The dog begins to be angry at me again. I beg the owner to please stay because this dog will kill me.
i was at a party full of people dancing and drunk. everyone was crazy freaking out. my ex gf was there and she kept trying to bang me. i was like wtf cuz she used to be all prude. anyway i kissed her and stuff but her vagina was like realy just loose and she put like this huge dildo in it while infront of me. and i didnt see the point of me trying to get in there. i dont hink i bnaged her i might ahve. it got all fuzzy. then come to find out she has a new bf my old friend max and im us like okay max well have a nice time with her!!!!! then i leave the party and zach turnquestt says he has a skateboard inside so i go back in and start riding through the house on a skateboard that says dead mau5 across it and has two little ears at the top. then kyle needs a ride home.cuz he was drunk so i droped him off and woke up
Dream 1: I'm in a long passageway, either on a ship or in a building. The hall is segmented by heavy steel doors. I'm having issues trying to make much progress down the hallway, because they are hard to open. The dream changes and I'm flirting with 2 girls in a crowded room in the same building. I get the urge to get Nice wih them, so we leave and try to find somewhere private. We are at a different room, and I go in to see if its empty, There's people here, but I go through a different door that leads into another hall that runs parellel to the first one. I start off in that direction alone, but the dream fades there.... Dream 2: In a building, go up some stairs. Bunch of old people or homeless people? Anyways, there's a crowd sitting and reading books/newspapers. I start picking my way through, and see an old man who's mute hold up a sign that someone announces says Will You Marry Me. Everyone AWWWWWs . Dream Frag. 3: I'm on a mountain and heading down. I'm in some sort of training regiment, but I'm glad that I got a particular set of orders, becuse it ment the training would be significantly shorter that everyone else there.
Dream Frag 1: It's stormy outside, which it was IRL, and I'm with a little girl in a large mansion or a lavious hotel building. She is watching the movie Princess Mononoke. Dream 2: I'm in a small studio room. Theres a ton of "magic cards" on the floor. I get the idea in going to steal a stack of them for w/e reason. Guy walks back in and I dismiss the notion. Dream 3: I'm outside in a snowy region, we just finished fighting some russians. I started flying and the other people in my group flew up beside me. I fly even higher, and strike a superman pose and everyone else is laughing. note: I'm happy I was able to recall and remember to write down 3 entries last night!
Date: September 18, 2013 Method: MILD & WBTB Total Sleep time: 8-9 hours Fraggle = Fragment Fraggle: Something about my sister wanting to spoil my niece and I was trying to stop it. Fraggle: Something about me running a race (long distance?) and the people in the little town I was running in didn't want me there and tried to chase me out of their town. Sigh...I've got to do better with my awareness...
Had a few dreams last night, though I only remember fragments now... First, the word was ending. Everything was turning black and white and I kept running away from it... then I ended up in a big ocean (that wasn't wet and I could actually walk on it) with teeth. I had a dream I was singing a song. I only had four lines, but it was lovely and now I regret that I didn't record it when I woke up. It really was a very pretty melody and the lyrics were great too. There was more, but I can't remember anymore.
Dream 1: I'm in some super flat land. It's only me there, and has many small various shrubs, but is mostly empty. I'm looking around and consider moving some of the plants to the empty area. [scene change] I kind of wander into an empty gas station, and then into a large empty city. I recall thinking it appeared like a GTA video game, and was looking for something while walking in the deserted city streets. It never seemed eerie or strange that it was deserted. Dream 2: Somehow we're flying.... It's a family and myself and i think were on a plane or something. Then we're all falling from the sky but there's a pickup truck falling with us. The younger daughter is screaming, but the father just keeps saying that everyones going to be ok. We land into a huge tree in a jungle. Everyone is unhurt, but the trunk is smashed and skewerd on one of the huge tree's limbs.
The first part of the dream is kind of fuzzy. It involved mythological beings on an mountain island. We had arrived there with a sailing ship. I think I wasn't free, I was a slave or a captive. We talked with the beings who lived up on the mountain, they warned us about some kind of danger. I think I managed to escape, something about the ship sinking I think, and managed to swim to freedom. I ended up living somewhere down in the south of USA. I managed to get a job, but that was somewhere far up north. I had no idea how to get to this place, but I had more then two weeks before the job started so I just began walking. I started out in a big and what looked like a pretty old city. After I walked for a long time I got to a fairly big community. I got there on Monday, my work would begin next Friday. So I guess I had been walking for three days? I went to a restaurant and ate lunch. The owners turned out to be extremely nice people! We talked and I told them about where I would be going, and that if I didn't find a bus or something then I would hitch-hike the rest of the way. They said it was a shame I had to leave the same day, since every Monday they have a movie evening. They were normally renting movies, but every Monday they showed one for free. I said that I might just stay for the rest of the day then, I was weary from walking and to be able to relax for a day felt like a really tempting prospect. They were also in charge of the community's bus service, which meant that they from time to time drove a trip around the town in a big van and picked up people along the way. I decided to ride with them, I wanted to explore the town and above all find a place to sleep for the night. I got off in front of a mall that I explored, it was really big. I was amazed how this community could have such a big and high quality mall. I remember seeing a jewellery shop, and that there were fancy carpets on the floor. That is all I can remember. This was a unusually vivid dream. I kind of miss that community, it seemed like such a nice place! I think I add it to the list of dream locations I should revisit.
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