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> Looking through a book of tarot cards or symbols, And I saw one of Jesus Christ (Who's eyes were white or had light coming out of them) and one of a skeleton. I also read something about "How to get to Venus from Mars" But put my hand in front of the text so I wouldn't read it because I didn't want to go to Venus. (It's hot there.)

> Something referring about Ozzy Osbourne's Band? I also saw outside the back laundry room door.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Yay for 200th lucid!

Dream 1(fragments):

I was piloting some mecha and there was battle with more mechas.

Dream 2:

I was playing spiral knights and was chatting to SilentEternity, apparenty there has been an update that completely reworked the ingame market and changed the place, auction house has been removed and bazaar closed off 'for repairs'. I've been moving character around checking things and haven overall looked rather damaged and old, then i was chatting with SilentEternity about it.

Dream 3(fragments):

There was some story about two draconic characters defeating enemy army or something.

Dream 4(fragment):

I was on some cliffside.

Dream 5:

I was at home and i was watching some videos, there was some fraxy video that mentioned some old bosses and someone was playing them, but they looked different. There was one boss which was attacking through 'ceiling' but player's attacks broke the script somehow and it was not working correctly.
Then i get up and think for a minute about those bosses and realize that it"s a dream. I almost immediately shift to quadruped stance and feel my wings, i fly and phase through ceiling and now i am outside, there's some weird loud noise like construction site or something and i start flying around. Then after a while dream fades out.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I'm walking in Lisbon and it's a gorgeous day and the city is full of tourists. I become lucid and think about what I'll do. Fly away? Keep going ahead? I'm attracted to a grey alley which leads to a dead end. Someone, whom I feel as familiar, but in reality can be anybody, points to a door behind me. I look.
"Yeah, so?"
"Look again."
Now the door is orange, fluffy and has some facial features. I'm incited to go through it and emerge on the other side. So, I'm like swallowed by the "mouth" of the door but I hesitate on coming out on the other side, so I get stuck in this intermediate area. I hear the voice of the other person telling me to rush up because the passage will close. And soon enough this place starts closing in around me and I only have time to break through a little opening between a wall in front of me and the ceiling above me. When I get out on the other side, the door behind me is the back cover of a comic book with the story of my childhood. I feel a deep sense of loss when I walk away from the door/cover and I start crying compulsively.
But, aware of the emotions, they dissipate and I move forward. I find myself at some kind of giant warehouse with blocks and alleys between them. Each block is like a shop with something on display, but has no doors, we have to climb some small stairs on the side, like the stairs of a bunk bed, to get to the their top. There are other persons staring at them like me and a nice guy points to one block decorated with Dragon Ball characters and suggests we go to that one and play to a Kamehameha fight. I find it childish and irresistible, so I accept. But when we climb on top of the block, it's totally different. There's some ambient music and rows of hangers with women clothes. Am I supposed to choose an outfit? The clothes are all very feminine, I try one outfit and feel very sexy. At that moment the music changes and I hear latin and belly dancing musics. I recall the dance classes I had many eyears ago and I dance a bit to see how I manage. I'm ok, but soon enough there's a perv making indecent proposals so I climb down from there. I see another block which resembles a Starbuck's coffee house. I meet there a gay couple who start talking to me and say they are music managers. They know I can sing and invite me to work with them. Yeah, that sounds good, but when they offer to pay me some food, I start saying "no milk, no meat, no wheat" and there's nothing on the menu that I can eat and they look at me as if I'm a weirdo and puf, there goes a future musical contract to the garbage.
Then I encounter a very "rough on the edges" block, made of solid wood and on it I meet some people I know from an alternative organization and they are working wood. They run a carpentry worskshop, they are currently recovering an old boat and as they show me what they do, I'm instantly seduced by it. "Woodwork, hum?" Never thought I'd consider this but... teach me! How zen my life would be...

Aaannnd my dream recall dry spell is officially over! Had three dreams last night! DreamZ says four, but oh well.

First dream! I was downtown, and I was a skater. I was waiting for someone and then a car parked on the other side of the street. I skated over there (and I was impressed I could do that... so close!) and got inside.

A girl I hooked up a few years ago was there. We hugged and the hug soon became a nice make out session. She stopped before we got any further and said she shouldn't have done that, cause she's dating. I agreed, and then we continued kissing.

She stopped again and said her girlfriend was outside. We got out of the car (and we were somewhere else, even though she hadn't driven the car at all) and... her girlfriend was my ex. I seriously hate my ex, so I started saying everything I could say to hurt her. It was just the two of us, the girl had disappeared.

My ex was also bothering me, bragging about dating the girl, so I told her we had made out.

Second dream. I was at the gym in my high school. We were playing indoor soccer and. I was the goal keeper (which was true IRL). Then the class was over and everybody left. I stayed behind to take off my gloves (even though I hadn't been wearing them earlier).

The coach was having a conversation with someone and they told her she was fired. I never saw them, but after that they were gone. The coach started crying.

I've never liked her in real life, but I still felt bad about her. I walked over where she was and hugger her a little. She said she couldn't hug me because she was going to throw up. I felt the taste of vomit in my mouth.

She ran to the bathroom and I saw some people there in the gym. I told then we had to do something for her. They agreed and we ran out of the gym. We got together with LOTS of people and it was decided that we'd sing her a song.

We started running at the school and singing "The Longest Time", the Glee version. We went back to the gym and it was quite the show. There were some The Glee Project people involved too.

No idea if the coach saw it/liked it...

Third dream. I was talking about Glee online. We've been talking a lot about how we want an actor to get a haircut (in real life). In my dream, I saw a picture of him, posted it on the forum and was all "HE FINALLY DID IT", but it turned out that it was the angle of the picture and the fact that his hair was wet.

I was sad and started talking to people online. For some reason, there was someone who kept saying that whatever I'd post was offensive. A cousin of mine kept defending me. I was grateful for that.

I remember talking to some high school people online, but nothing important. They were mostly commenting on the things I was writing.

I looked away from the computer and there was a girl with me. I knew we were dating, so we cuddled and started making plans. We were actually planning the film we'd see in three weeks.

There was a lot of noise suddenly, so I told her we could decide on the film later.

I walked over all the noise ane there was a huge party going on. It was fancy. I got a message from someone on the Glee site, and they were like "OMG YOU'RE HERE TOO!? WHERE ARE YOU!?" I looked around and I was next to Chord Overstreet (who, yes, had gotten a haircut!) and I realised I wasn't supposed to be there.

He noticed that too, laughed and told me I could sit next to him. Another Glee actor agreed and I sat at their table. I told the person from the Glee site that I was at the Glee table to make them jealous, cause I don't like them...

And then I woke up...

The signs looked good last night Two days off a completely new moon…I had another “awareness” walk…not as long this time and I felt ready last night. I had a one hour building-up…not too intense. I took no pills, no bells, no whistles…just me and the night Did I manage an LD?...not quite. How close? Hard to tell…2microns? 2 miles? 2AU?

12.30 AM False awakening?
Woke up and I remember laying there recalling a dream and I felt I worked it out really well. I sat up to write it in the journal and it faded away (not snap! like some dreams have occasionally done…it just melted down into a couple of words, then was gone)

I’d done the cycles of SSILD because I find that often helps me sleep. I can be into the “long” cycles and everything goes a bit “vague” and I know I’m ready. But it’s also known for false awakenings and I committed the cardinal error…not RC’ing first

2.20 AM
Working with a potentially violent (DS) young male (criminal?) Trying to win his trust and it’s not easy because he’s volatile but I’m coping. Then he seems to become more agitated and I play “alphadog” and bite his chin (DS) (I’m sure I’ve had a similar dream before…is Ed starting to repeat himself?) It calms him somewhat and he seems happier


5.15 AM A weird dream (DS) – then aren’t most? Walking around with a woman (DS) and I’m above her (not on stilts though…I seem to be operating her feet by stamping down on them with mine) This sometimes caused her to stamp on other people who were laying down (DS) or on platters of food???? And (understandably) this technique seemed to hurt her sometimes. (I have size 13 feet)

7.00 AM
Suggestion that there were “sensitive” documents (DS) in cardboard trays on the steps of a (football stadium??) …although they looked like mainly newspaper cuttings to me. Some men (suggestion that they were “Persian”) were searching around for them (DS) and I removed them and hid them (DS) in an area just outside the stadium as they continued to search. One very important “Persian” I recognised but he’s definitely shuffled off this mortal coil a long time ago. Another totally weird dream (DS)

I felt I was close to the “dream exit” and I tried to DEILD but it faded away.

8.30 AM
IMO a really weird dream (worth 2xDS’s ?) A goldfish bowl? “We” must have had this fish (looked like a small trout to me) and I marvelled as I watched it flop into the bowl (from where?) and the suggestion was it was “looking for something” I called the wife’s (DS) attention to it and again marvelled (note…not questioned) as all the fish in the bowl were now little humans and I was intrigued (note…not unbelieving) as they laughed and joked together. I tried to understand how one was actually smoking a cigarette (note…I apparently didn’t achieve this “awareness” before I woke up.)

So…I’ve clearly reached the terminus on dream signs…the bus stops here and this is as far as we go sir. Stay on the bus and we’ll go around and be back here tomorrow. What this all highlights is what we are constantly told on Dream Views. Do the DJ, the mantras, the DS’s, the RC’s the other techniques. But most of us aren’t going anywhere until we achieve the core requirement in this little adventure of ours

I was working my old job, but it was located where Bodyworks is. I walked up stairs, and it lead to what I thought, was my aunties house, but it wasn't. I must have been living there. Jade was living there also. I felt a little nervous thinking about that Jade was living here also. I walked into, what I thought was my room, and to my surprise, Jade was standing there. She said ''hi babes'' expecting it to be her friend Amy H. I said to her, is this your room?. She wasn't too happy with me barging in, and said that I was invading her personal space.

I was walking with some people and I must have murdered someone . I was now in jail, and I was looking for a way to escape. I saw a soda water bottle, and was going to use the gas inside of that to blow my way out

I was allowed to have time out of jail now and then.

I think this was the same dream, but continued.

I was going to head over to Natasha S's house. She had sent me a text message saying ''u come over or i come over. I've lost all my friends'' I wrote back ''yes''. I was riding my bike at night down the street, I think it was my home town, where the church is. I rode passed a lady, and she said something about her going to church. I came across another church, and could see someone through the glass in the distance. I rode through a park, which was very dark.

I was walking towards a petrol station, and noticed a car leaving with an over sized trailer. The trailer drove over the top tires which were connected to posts.

I walked inside and noticed the building was surrounded by what holds huge power lines up. I saw workers in harnesses ab sailing down in a panic. I figured they were worried because of the trailer that ran over the tires, must have shook the place.
I was with Josh D, and we were with two other girl. One kind of caught my eye. She had a pretty face, but I wasn't keen on the body. I don't think Josh really bothered about the other girl.

Powerline

Josh was holding something which looked similar to a spade. It must have caught a dogs (German Shepperd), because it rushed in and attack Josh. It was a massive dog, and was over powering Josh. He couldn't do anything about what was happening. I didn't know what to do to help him. Eventually the owner of the petrol station came to his aid. I thought it was bullshit of what happened, and should have got free accommodation for the night at least (Petrol station was a hotel). The owner looked like a hick.

He was patching Josh up from his wounds. Everything I thought/said he did. I said something about stitches or sedation. The owner got out a small needle for sedation and injected it into his forehead. I was a bit taken back of what just happened. Josh had passed out from the sedation and the owner was threading stitches into his eye brow. Josh woke up after the procedure instantly. I was looking at his eye brow which showed a lot of scar tissue, very thin layers.

A group of people were outside of the petrol station. They looked as if they were dressed in 60's costumes, full on John Lennon style.

We called a taxi to pick us all up from the hotel, in the morning at 8:30am. Josh said something about working the next day and would have to go home after clubbing, rather then going back to the hotel with us.

We were in a bathroom/toilet with the girls, and we were looking in the mirror.

We were now at a night club/pub. It was meant to be flannigans, but looked different. They had just closed off a section of the pub, but pulling down what looked like a garage door. I had a convocation about why the were closing this section to a girl DC. As I was leaving the area that closed, I went to get a drink from the bar, but Josh said it was closed too. Not long after, a older man had offered me a mini bottle of alcohol. I took it and asked for 1 more, insisting it was for a friend. He was a bit hesitant but gave me one. I walked towards Josh to give him the bottle. I looked at the old man and pointed at Josh, letting him know I was giving it to him. I noticed we were in a area which had tables and chairs everywhere. Josh noticed Amy H, and went to sit near her but she walked away without noticing. Josh fell over the table by accident, and it got Amy's attention. She came back to see if he was OK. Josh mentioned something to Amy about how I told him that she was keen on him back in school.

Mini Bottle (Size of a lighter)

i was standing in my room everything felt real buti felt like i was really high..... and the room started turning a mkaing weird sounds,.

I'm in a school writing out an algabra maths problem ftom an old, used, tatty, high school maths text book. Then I'm naked. Nobody minds but I wish I had clothes on. It was my 15 year old body.

Then I'm going to my next class, and feeling embarassingly sexed up. I walk into my next class but don't recognise any one so I get out feeling a bit embarrased.

I'm clothed talking to a girl friend and we see farm animals loose in the hall. I follow the sheep and goats and a large, adult pig-sized, black rabbit.

I follow the animals outside. I'm worried that the school grounds won't hold the animals and they will be lost. But then the giant rabbit jumps at and pushes at the fence and I realise that the animals are safely contained on the scool premises.

The animals start communicating and I realise that I can telipathically hear them. They can sense a fire. I can't see a fire but worry it might be at the front of the school. Me and the animals are at the back.

Then the school building slides about 3 meters back (as if it's on railway rails) perhaps to stay away from the fire that the the rabbit and his friends can sense.

As I woke up I got a hypnapop of a passion fruit. Maybe the target written on the paper in the ice cream tub is passion fruit

Date: October 2, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (Attempted WILD, but fell asleep, too exhausted. STILL working on my research paper from hell!)
Total sleep: Just 5 hours

COPIED FROM DREAM JOURNAL

Dream

Found myself in surgery with a Doctor and we were about to perform surgery on a low birth weight and premature baby (I believe this came from reading the TOTM of performing surgery on yourself). I was really nervous because it had been awhile since I had to work in the surgery department (in RL, I used to work with premature babies and I would have to assist with surgery), but the doctor was very pleased with me. After the surgery, the doctor came back to the unit and asked how the baby was doing. I told the doctor that the baby was off of oxygen and remarkably is not low birth weight and premature anymore and had gained all of the required weight to go home. (Yes...all in one day! Hooray for the baby! ).

Dream

I dream that I was watching the news and a report came on stating Gladys Knight (the singer from Gladys Knight and the Pips) had just died. The news report also stated that she was 62 years old and died of Cancer (I am not sure, but I think it was throat Cancer). I really don't want this to be true....

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some video game and there was something going on on some other planet.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some Doom mod/mappack.

Dream 3:

I was chatting with dragons in a chat that looked like skype, we were chatting on various themes, then more dragons came and chat turned into some kind of game where we split into groups and there were various competitions, one of which involved moving rocks, another one involved getting someone out of being AFK(somehow) and some others involved some video games that were 'integrated' into chat somehow, overall it was pretty fun.

02.10.2013

02.10.2013

A Black Hole sends me to an alternate dimension. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was flying through space until I saw a blackhole starting to form around Marsh and it started to suck up everything, so I immeditately glided towards the earth to warn my wife.







My wife turned on the TV and it could be seen how the blackhole started to grow and come out from the TV. I was excited about leaving this earthy life, but my wife was terrified. I held her hand and told her that everything was going to be fine.

I had a very hard to describe feeling, a feeling that it is not existant in this planet. I felt my body being teared appart, but I felt free. I was soon in space next to my wife and then, we ported to apparently another Earth.

I was in a snown forest with buildings around, I saw a building that looked like an old house and as opened a door, I appeared in a totally different landscape, it was sunny and very green. I moved back and forth through these teleporters and memorized the location of them for future dreams.

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was flying through space until I saw a blackhole starting to form around Marsh and it started to suck up everything, so I immeditately glided towards the earth to warn my wife.







My wife turned on the TV and it could be seen how the blackhole started to grow and come out from the TV. I was excited about leaving this earthy life, but my wife was terrified. I held her hand and told her that everything was going to be fine.

I had a very hard to describe feeling, a feeling that it is not existant in this planet. I felt my body being teared appart, but I felt free. I was soon in space next to my wife and then, we ported to apparently another Earth.

I was in a snown forest with buildings around, I saw a building that looked like an old house and as opened a door, I appeared in a totally different landscape, it was sunny and very green. I moved back and forth through these teleporters and memorized the location of them for future dreams.

01.10.2013

ET Base at Fiji Island (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was having a walk with my wife near the beach and it was day. I was not having a good time, as I was feeling that I wanted to Astral Project and get out from the physical realm (this is a reality in real life as well for me) and I was kind of out there, day dreaming about it. I question my reality at all times even awake (this physical life feels faker and faker to me) so I did a reality check. My pinkie was broken on the top and I told my self, "hold on!" and I looked at my hands again, the fingers had odd shapes and looked abnormal.

Neat! I said, I am dreaming! Bye bye now... My wife looked at me saying, "What the heck you are talking about?" But I already was ignoring her. I check my hands again and they looked blurry, so to make sure I was dreaming I jumped. Gravity was not right as I levitated for a few moments and landed softly, so I decided to jump and to take off.

I flew at high speed and deminded to port to a remote place in the planet, so I was taken to Fiji Islands (never been there) and I went to the most souther island of all.

As I approached to the coast, the waves were very violent, like after some sort of monsoon or something and I thought that maybe the waves could drag me inner sea and ascend as from here I probably lost lucidity as I was not thinking straght.

I loked at the sky and I was able to see plenty of stars.







I was fascinated and just sat in meditation to gaze at the stars, not caring for the waves. I fell asleep within the dream and woke up in the morning (still dreaming.) There were a ton of starseeds around me and all were very excited. I looked into the water and saw a spacial base, underwater. Crafts from all shapes and colors were flying back and forth. It was an amazing experience.

Amazingly, I described the islands to my dad, who has been at Fiji, including the type of the people, how the houses were made, how the roads were, etc. I also learned after the dream that is speculated to be a lot of ET activity around the area.

Early this morning, I woke up at 5:30am, then again at some point and started getting some vibrations. They were being really really pokey about kicking over into a LD. Finally I got there, and I opened my dream eyes and found myself in my bed as usual. But when I tried to get up I woke up for real. Ok. So I repeated the process and same thing. I think I did it maybe one more time with no success. Not good hehe.

Then my alarm went off at 6:50 to make sure Chris was on his way to school. Then I went back to bed and got the vibrations again, nice and strong. As I was waiting in those couple moments for the dream to start, I quickly thought up a Plan B because I didn't want to risk waking up again and losing all my chances for a lucid. I thought, well, I'll just start the dream IN the bed, and maybe even go for a task while staying in bed. I opened my dream eyes, and was in bed again, and it was pretty dark. I thought about the basic I task all I needed to do was eat a piece of Halloween candy. I can do that right here in bed haha. So I slowly reached over and imagined a piece of candy would be right there on my nightstand. Of course as I'm reaching over, that old childhood fear of something under my bed grabbing me popped in my head. Sure enough, some small animal or creature jumped up and locked its jaws on the side of my hand. It kinda hurt, but not enough to stop me. I continued to reach for the table, with this thing dangling off my hand. I felt on the table and there was a little piece of candy wrapped in cellophane. Yay! I brought both the candy and the creature into bed with me, and just shook the creature off my hand and it vanished. It was a bit lighter now, and before the creature vanished, I could see that it looked a little like a deranged prairie dog lol. Anyway, I opened the candy and it was a tiny square of blue gum. I popped it in my mouth and chewed, and it tasted like blueberry!

I decided maybe now the dream was stable enough that I could get out of bed, and I did easily. I managed to go out of the room and down the hall a bit. At some point I woke up, can't recall exactly. Fortunately, I DEILDed right back into the dream, back in my bed. So I decided to do the same thing (because if I could convince my subC that the candy was poisoned, I'd get advanced wings too!). I reached over, got the same little attacker, and shook it away again. This time the candy was a little red square of gum and tasted like cherries. I got up, went down the hall and into the bathroom. I wanted to see in the mirror if the gum was poisoned and what it would do to me. I'm telling you, I willed the SHIT out of that gum to be poisoned, but nothing happened. I stuck my tongue out and the gum had stained it green. I thought to myself "I guess in dream land, blue and red candy makes green!" Then I woke up.

A silly little basic task, but I'm mostly proud of the way I handled the issue of accidentally waking up. I'm seriously patting myself on the back for not only thinking up the solution, but thinking it up quick! It was mostly out of desperation for fear of losing lucid opportunity, but I'm telling you: once you're in the mind set to solve problems in a lucid, or just before the lucid, or while transitioning, you only need a few seconds of really rational thought. Then things will fall into place. Then you'll feel like a million bucks and a super lucid genius for the day!

30.09.2013

Blue ET Light in the sky. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am starting to write my dreams down again, this one was from a few days ago, so I lost detail from it.

I was taking a child to the gym, apparently, he was very strong.

We did some exercises and he was very advanced at most of these. After this, we went to the road for a drive and dropped him at his house, stating that he was a great kid.

I started to walk home, the road leading home (my dream some I guess) was full of trees. The trees were very thick and very vivid, despite it was at night.

I felt the presence of an ET being and I saw a very intense blue light in the sky.

My dream got interrupted by my wife in the morning.