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I was at some sort of party and there was a bowl of magnetized olives to play with.

A fragment about which James Bond films I like and which I don't. I pretty much don't like Goldfinger.

A security auditor called a former coworker of mine H still mistakenly thinking he works for our team, and he said that he would insist that H be fired if H still worked for us due to how he responded to auditor. The auditor met in person with me and with my coworker J. He was very pleased with J's response. By the time the dream ended the jury was still out on whether I passed this test. I knew my answer was not deemed as good as J's but better than H's. would I keep my job?

I had a good two hour walk on an amazingly clear and beautiful day. I stood on a high point and "communed" with nature and told myself that my brain is me so I am the dreamer and the dreamee. I therefore expect to control my own dreams. I'm not sure Ed was really listening but I won't go away till he does.

Only two late dreams last night but I expected that my walkout would tire me some.

6.30 AM
Found some dropped items on the floor around an escalator (finding things = DS) Someone losing things = DS) I somehow deduced that a woman with a baby had dropped them and I ascended the escalator with them. I somehow managed to get pissy with two guys who were trying to push through (emotion -anger =DS) Got to the woman and then couldn't find most of the things I had collected up (me losing things = DS)

Then the scene apparently changed to me standing on the roof of a house. I was close to falling off and the roof was treacherously wet and slippery and I felt anxious (emotion = DS) for my family?????

8.00 AM
I unfortunately turned over as soon as I awoke and I think I lost the front of this dream. I was on a train and I think I had to collect some clues as we travelled through the countryside.(looking for things = DS) I think I'd done the journey once, then repeated the journey...only. this time, the train apparently went beyond it's previous turning point and continued into countryside that was uniformly dark-brown and uninteresting

Ed clearly wasn't impressed by my "Head to Ed" so no breakthrough last night but I ain't giving up Ed I'll eventually be so aware that I'll be flying around without dreams so stick that in your Cerebellum and smoke it

Just getting back into dream journalling

1. I remember seeing my possible future employer standing there looking at me

2. I remember being with four of my friends

I was going to change the water in the fish tanks when I discovered that all the fish were swimming in the kitchen sink. The kitchen sink was much bigger than in reality and the layout of our home was different. I caught two of the fish at once into my bare hands and carried them into the fish tank. As I was carrying them they were struggling in my hands and it occurred to me that doing two at once may have been a mistake. I would have to transfer the rest of the fish one at a time. The fish tank was almost impossible to see into, so I cleaned the lights, and that improved visibility. Then I told a woman (don't remember who but in my dream she was familiar and belonged) "When I cleaned the lights that did it." She was amazed that all it took was the cleaning of the lights.

Fragment: there was a large maelstrom in our toilet but it was not going down.

Another dream "False Friend": I was giving advice to my older son. Apparently another kid had told him that he wanted to be friends with him again, and did something for my son, and expected my son to do something for him in return now. And my son had told that boy that all he ever wanted was to be friends again. And I rather thought that the kid wanted to be friends again because he wanted something from my son. I advised my son to tell this friend that if he betrays his friendship again, he will not be his friend for good.

In my dream I found what looked like pieces of scrap paper near the printer in our home office. I looked and they were pieces of copies of my family's birth certificates with highlighted notes on the back on sections of information that we still needed to provide. I recognized my mother in law's hand writing. I "remembered" that she was doing some project for us that required paper work with birth certificates.

That's when I noticed the "original" white out on my certificate. I got upset and told my husband "Your mother cut up the only original copy of my birth certificate." Him "No she didn't." Me "Yes, she did. Look at the white out." Him "Well, this is their fault." Me "What?" And that's when I woke up.

Notes: My birth certificate does not have any white out on it. My mother in law would not make such a mistake as to cut it up. I have not given her any such project, and she is currently in another state where she lives. I would not recognize my mother in law's handwriting by site. Whose fault was it supposed to be at the end there??

this is a lucid dream within a dream. it confuses me too. anyway:

i'm on my bed with this chubby chick. she's telling me about her violent past. then i become lucid, and in a moment of clarity, i realize i dont have to listen to this. and then i realize that a dream is the perfect place to play out your sexual fantasies

i start kissing the girl, and i can feel that i'm losing awareness. then there is a flash of someone eating me out, and then i completely lose lucidity

because i 'wake up' and go to school, think about my dream and what it means, and get on my laptop

and then i really wake up on my couch, feeling a bit of 'wtf'

Hey guys. So, I haven't been around here for a while.. but I thought this "event" was significant enough to get myself back here. So, every once in a while (random times really...), I get into a dream state where I (until now) am not able to see or move and I have EXTREME vibrations. This is one of the few times I have a. not gotten scared of it, and b. been able to use my eyes and move. I don't like being in this state really because I can't move and that always scares me. I'm not really sure why... but that's not the point. I find that I usually get into this state when I am EXTREMELY tired (as I was the night this happened). So, how I actually got into it though, well.. I don't remember 100%, but I remember going to bed early and waking up (not sure if i woke before this happened or after...). But, when I was in this state, I looked at my clock and saw 11:44. Then, I couldn't move or see again, so I tried to wake myself up. (I need to figure out an effective way to wake from these... sometimes i cant wake :/) When I awoke, it was 11:45. Now, I know that the only possible explanation for seeing the correct time in my sleep is that I woke before I got into that state... or maybe looked at the clock in my sleep (but i doubt that...), but still... it intrigues me.. I could have sworn that i looked at it when I was actually asleep. It was one heck of a night... let me know what ya'll have to say about this and sorry for the bad writing skills... i'm too lazy to take the effort to make it easy to understand. Thanks!

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some game and it was about some town in the desert which was attacked by some mutants and there was some time limit, i was using some kind of jeep alot and levels were very branching with multiple characters/storylines. Later i was playing some 3D platformer that was like mix of some that i've played before, there was a global map with central island and four smaller islands, filled with level select areas and in the middle of central place there was an observatory where game started, then i've had to setup alot of controls and i was sitting strangely far from monitor.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some 2D puzzle game.

Dream 3(fragments):

There was some story about two kids finding out about some organization and deciding to join it. There was a subway near which some of people from that organization were hanging out, kids came here, one through subway, another found way through rooftops somehow, there was some talk and some of people had special abilities but then kids apparently had them too and they were accepted. Then everyone went somewhere else.

Dream 4(fragments):

(Kinda continues story from dream 3)
Some members of the organization were showcasing abilities in the forest and there was some talk and something about lady with knifes and a survival 'game'.

Dream 5(fragments):

I was playing some game on extra hard settings and i had to defend the hill from very powerful by controlling bunch of characters and tricking enemies into traps. In the end i've had one character left and i've tried to use whole lot of mines to stop enemies.

Dream 6(fragments):

(Kinda related to story from dream 3 and 4 as well)
I've had interface, kinda like XCOM2012 and i had an army of Cyberdisks and Sectopods in some city under my control, then i've found enemy army but most of them had like 3-4 HP so i've used cyberdisk's grenades to take bunch of them out, enemy also had special character that had powerful effect when it died and global buff when alive but couldn't do anything else and i was trying to figure out what that effect was before killing it, so i was looking for organization profiles and found out that it was not so dangerous. Then there was a cutscene about that character, which apparently was related to lady with knifes.

September ?, 2013

notes: its been a couple of days, its hard to recall this dream

Black Void Box
The evil bad guy has everyone trapped in a room. But because of my special powers he considers me a threat.

To display his mighty power, he gathers everyone to witness my demise. In front of all my loved ones, family, friends, mom, he traps me inside a black box. Its a void. No time no space. I was in that darkness for an indefinite time. I wondered if years were passing by and I have no way to know. I wondered if I would stay inside this empty lonely darkness forever.

My eyes adjust to the light. My friends had gotten me out of the box as soon as the evil bad guy retired to his bedroom. Its in these simple moments that we enjoy our lives and freedom. And also when we plan how to defeat this bastard.

A new girl in town tries to socialize with us. My dream transforms into a high school cafeteria. But her behavior is odd. It wasn't long before its revealed that she's actually our enemy - in legion with her evil overlord.

Actually at some point her overlord was defeated, how I dont remember. So now its just us against her. Some are worried that she's actually possessed by his evil spirit. I didn't care. I decided to kill her before she kills us.

I'm about to fight her, unequipped, when my friends jump in the middle. "We'll hold her back and buy you some time!" "Hurry!" They're referring to a needed special weapon. It's back at the overlords base.

"Teleport!"

I search the place up and down for the right weapon. This gun doesn't feel right for the job. The knife is too flimsy. Time is running out and I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I woke up shortly after

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

(...) I'm travelling abroad, work reasons, I think. There's a strong unusual flash of light from the sun, that few people notice, but I grab a couple pair of sunglasses and take a look at the sun and notice there's a CME coming straight at us. It will take a few days to hit the Earth, I think, but I believe the effects will be big. So I leave the city centre and find refuge in an abandoned hotel in the outskirts of the city. While there I get to know my surroundings, I close all windows and shutters and prepare to avoid the outside for a few days.
I can feel the temperature rising and the air drying. I predict the amount of radiation will be bad enough to affect those who stay outside.
Then, all of a sudden, the secondary quiet road passing nearby is full of cars with people fleeing in a hurry. I wonder where they go. A dad with two kids appears at the front door and asks if they can stay with me. We sit on the living room and they tell me the authorities have warned people about the potential impact of the CME. Blackouts, potential fires from electrical circuits, radiation. Many people were evacuating the city, to escape a possible chaos, but this dad and his kids really had no place to go. Later on, a black guy who doesn't talk much, also joins us, but he doesn't interact much, he just choses a room as farther away from us as possible. We see him occasionally on the corridor.
We find a working tv and we follow the news.
Then we feel small but increasingly stronger earthquakes. Are these related to the CME? That's when I start thinking maybe it will be worst than I initially thought. Then, the tv blacks out. Electricity is gone.
Then I wake up...

September ?, 2013

Zombies Along the Wall
(attack on titan inspired dream?)

We load our guns and enter the next room. Except it wasn't really a room but a large indoor space, big enough to contain a football field. There was grass, stone walls and in the center a gazebo. And zombies everywhere.

The plan was to push through the center, hold back the zombies, meet at the center gazebo, and then push through to the next room. My team was along the wall, support for those pushing through the center.

Standing on the low stone wall I look around me. So many team members are straggling to get to the center gazebo. I keep firing those zombies but its not making much of a difference.

A swarm of zombies heads for the center. I try to shout out at them but they're too far away. The mission is a disaster! The center is falling fast, the zombies are eating them. I look behind at the team waiting by the columns. They aren't moving. Why aren't they moving?

"Forget the mission! Just run to the next room already!" But they're so scared they just stay hiding behind the columns. Meanwhile, the swarm of zombies heads for them.

My friend was comforting a young girl who just lost her parents. She knitted her a blanket in the midst of this chaos. "Thank you, its so warm". I notice that her face looks sickly and pale. I grip my gun tighter, why is she sick?

She moans, standing below my wall "My face, it itches. It itches!!" her voice dips monstrously deep "IT MAKES ME WANT TO EAT YOUR FACE!" Her eyes bulge out red and - BAM!

I shot her right between the eyes.

Zombie! "What a waste......." I dont know if I was commenting on her life, my friends time, the blanket or my bullet. I felt indifferent.

Were falling apart, frustrated I yell "What are you all doing! Why are you just standing around! Hurry up to the next room!"

"Where's the commander?"

I look back at the center gazebo, its completely taken over by zombies. With nothing left to eat the swarm heads towards us. I look behind me at those by the column. Too late, they stood around scared for too long. The zombies are eating them and they aren't fighting back.

So fast! The zombies are swarming up my low wall. I'm not afraid. IM PISSED! I steady my gun and shoot them all between the eyes. So many! But I dont stop firing! My friend standing behind me also helps me kill the zombies.

Im out of bullets. A female zombie grabs my ankle and tries to drag me towards her mouth. Shit!

"Backup! I need more ammo!"

I look below at the backup crew, they are just doubfounded, just staring off into space scared as shit. "What are you doing! I need ammo!" What a lost cause.

The female zombie is still trying to drag me down. That's when I remembered my gun has a knife. I flip the switch and knife her right between the eyes.

My hand is still steady. I look at the field and calculate how long it will take me to run to the next room and how many zombies I'll have to run by. I can do it! I'm going to survive! I can't say the same is true for anyone else.

Then I woke up

I had way too many dreams last night and I'm late for something, so I'll just write down summaries.

Birthday party of an ex of mine. She was talking to my mum and it was awkward. My cousin was there and she said my mum had told her that she (my mum) was fake. Weird.

I was in my high school, but it wasn't really my high school. The school places were connected by an underground tunnel. The tunnel had a few "rooms", where you could eat and stuff.

I was in an abandoned place, looked a bit like a supermarket, but they were having classes there. I walked up to someone and told them I couldn't see things straight in my dream (I knew it was a dream, but AGAIN... didn't get lucid/take control), like I couldn't open my dream left eye. A woman dragged me to a room and said "you can't go around saying stuff like that out loud! You're a dream guide now, what will people think about us if one of our dream guides can't even SEE in their dreams!?" I was torn between feeling ashamed and thinking that she was overreacting.

Last dream, I kept waking up and going back to the same dream. I again knew it was a dream and I changed some stuff, but not really lucid. I was trying to have sex with a girl, but we kept finding ourselves inside of abandoned buses, with zombies about to "get back to life". Whenever that happened, I'd change the scenario around us, but I didn't get lucid. Nor did I have sex with her.

Okay, so maybe I didn't have WAY too many dreams as I had first thought... but I did remember four dreams, so yay. I guess I really did get my dream recall back!

Got a Task of the Month on this one and tried to use it (unsuccessfully) for Task of the Year. Didn't manage to get them both but I'm glad I gave it a try though!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #152: The Witch

I'm riding in a car (driven by my friend "Leroy"), along with two other unknown passengers who are in the back seat. We're all out together on a road trip, heading down a clear highway during what looks like mid-morning. The road is steeply banked like a race track and we pass by a speed limit sign that reads "50".

Up ahead there's a section of the road that's pitted with giant potholes. In front of us, a pick-up truck is working its way gingerly around a huge pothole that's torn up most of our side of the highway. "Be careful here," I say, pointing ahead at the pothole. But as I say this, I realize that I'm sitting on the left side of the car, Leroy on the right. Yet he's got the steering wheel over on his side, as if we're driving around in the United Kingdom or New Zealand or someplace. I realize that I'm dreaming, even wondering whether it happened this way because I've been playing Dead Island lately.

I decide that if this is a dream, phasing out through the car should be no problem. I look down at my lap and focus on moving my body left through the door and out onto the road. It takes a couple of seconds, but once the phase takes hold, I feel myself lurch to the left and I move through the door as if it wasn't there. My vision quickly dims and I find myself in a semi-void. I reach out for the road surface and grasp onto it. While I still can't see anything I feel like I'm physically still out on the roadway.

I crawl forward for a bit until I feel confident enough with where I am. My vision is still very dark, but I decide not to worry about it until the next scene unfolds. I get to my feet and start walking forward, rubbing my hands together the whole way. I narrate to myself the fact that "I'm having a lucid dream" and keep moving forward until things clear up.

The dimness lifts and I find myself in something that looks sort of like a college gymnasium. A lady in her mid-50s with a long gray ponytail is chatting with another woman that's sitting at a desk behind a window. I remember the task to have a witch cast a spell on you and I decide that this lady will be my witch.

I interrupt them by announcing to the woman that "Okay, you can do that teleportation spell to the Colosseum on me now." She doesn't answer at first, seeming to want to finish up what she's saying.

Once she gets the last of what she wanted to say out, she turns to me and matter-of-factly says, "Okay, teleportation spell... where was that to?"

"The Colosseum," I repeat. As soon as I say that, the "witch" shoves me in the chest and I go tumbling through the air down the hallway, right toward a wall. I think that I sure hope I phase through that and sure enough, I pass right through the wall, kind of floating on my back. My vision rather crudely recenters itself and now I'm standing in a tall hallway with cinderblock walls. I can hear the noise of the crowd... this has to be the Colosseum! The cinderblock walls aren't historical but I think that I can make it work.

I move to the end of the hallway, turn, and find myself in another hallway, this one with a much higher ceiling. I jump/fly up to find that the wall doesn't stretch all the way to the ceiling and I perch on top of the wall to survey the area. Below me I see a twisted, mazelike series of halls where male DCs that look like athletes or possibly gladiators are wandering around. Just past this maze stands a tall gate that I think must be the entrance to the Colosseum.

As I'm planning to fly over the maze to the gate, I briefly wonder whether this dream will remain stable long enough for me to complete Europe Task of the Year item. In response to this thought, the dream almost immediately collapses and I'm awake.

So I woke up in the morning for school at about 6:15 am and lol I almost got late looll....at first I didn't remember anything....but there was something in me telling me that I had a dream.....and after some like 10 minutes it all just came into my mind like from nowhere ...the whole dream.....so here it goes....

DR 1:
I was in a some sort of a shop with clothes. At first it seemed like I was levitating or I was viewing from a camera and I could see some lingerie in front of me actually it was like I was viewing from a hill in some angle downwards. And all around was some clothes and random people going back and forth and looking for clothes. On the right of me there was like a pile of some white plastic boards that I climbed on and sit. I was looking around and as it seemed I was looking for my girlfriend I think. Suddenly some middle-aged lady appeared in front of me being nervous and angry and asking me what am I doing here. I got of the pile and told her that I was looking for my girlfriend or something like that or waiting for her. Then suddenly her mood became better. She became very cheerful and happy and she was moving somewhere. I started to follow her and she was like singing all of a sudden and telling some things about lingerie....and singing and saying nonsenses and was very happy lol. And I think she said something like my girl is sexy or something and it seemed like she saw her in the shop but I don't know how or what lol. I am not actually sure about anything. And then I could hear police sirens in the distance ....and everybody became very anxious and she told me to run. I went through the metal door straight out to the huge empty parking lot. I started to run but there were police cars rushing towards me and they've arrested me I don't know what for. Then I went with them somewhere and the next thing I remember is that I somehow managed to escape. I was suddenly in some house hiding from the police. In the meantime they started the pursuit after me. I was leaning over the doorway and when the patrol car went away I got outside of the house and into the fields. It was already night. I had a flashlight and I started to went through the fields. It was really cold and windy. Then I got to some kids playground and I passed next to some swing. In the front of me there was a building with outer walls on which you could clearly see bricks. There I turned right and got to a mud road. I started to go along with it and in some moment I started to move through the bushes on the right side to hide from the sight. At some point there was some abandoned police car on the other side of the road and I think I escaped from there I don't know why. I continued to follow the road path and came to a curvature. On the left side there was a cliff and on the curvature it slightly went more into the road space. The curvature was like 70 degrees or I don't know. I continued along with the road. And then suddenly after that curvature I found myself in a some room with a concrete-like walls. There was a rectangular opening in the ceiling from which the bright sun light came in. I didn't know what to do. But suddenly I had a portal gun like from the game Portal 2. I shot two portals the blue one and the orange one and I somehow managed to shoot myself through the opening on the ceiling by using them. Then I woke up.

Friday, 10/4/13

Last night, bed around 12:30 -1am - 9:45am

Morning full of dreams.

DR 1 - I think I had a dream with OpheliaBlue's cat Sophie. She was fluffy and very light beige mixed with white. But first she was a bunny. There was another bunny as well. I was feeding them greens from my bag. I was pulling out all kinds of grasses and flowers and vegetables I knew bunnies like.

I'm pulling out weeds from my bag and there were some that I was not sure if not poisonous, so I put those back and I'm wondering why the heck are they there. There is nightshade I recognize by it's small black berries. And another poisonous plant. Then I pull out this huge, gorgeous white flower, like a daisy. 4-5 inches in diameter, so symetric, not a single flaw on it. I gave it to the bunnies/cats. They loved it. Then I fed them some fresh corn husk and corn silk and they were loving it. They dragged it out all over the place.

DR 2 - I'm with my auntie and she is telling me, she is getting a job. There was more talk going on. The job will be downtown in store with textile. I'm telling her, "great, I'll be driving you, because that's the way to my work". I guess this is because I'm thinking of getting a second job IWL.

DR 3 - this is the earliest I remember. Could have been around 7am.
It's very explicit and will stay in my paper DJ. Best sx dream ever.