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1. I was with some people on holiday. There was this competition for HMV and you could choose a CD then if you won this swimming competition you could have it for free! So I entered but obviously I didn't win lol.
After this I had to do a tour of a house for a camera. Well it was was 3 different houses connected together. The material they were made out of is like furry stuff!? Might have been felt?
It was really weird and old fashioned inside and I think the owners hated me, after the tour they said go to the gymnasium and they had set up traps so I think they were trying to kill me...
Last bit of this dream I was eating a burger and it had loads of white gooey sauce in it (O.o) I dread to think what it was, but in the dream I thought it was just normal sauce, oh dear! It tasted like a normal burger though.

2. I went back to school and Cyndi from Hells Kitchen was in my class but she was my age. I remember in class we had this thing where we would nominate people and the person with the most votes would win Dominos pizza.
Anyway, the new teacher set us all tasks to do with food and Katy Hannah got the best task out of everyone something to do with Pizza. She asked someone to nominate her for Dominos. Some guy was with Gordon Ramsay and he was on a DJ table that had food sounds on it but he kept playing around so Gordon was really angry and he said "This is only meant to be a corner turntable, it's too big" whatever that means.
Back in class after the tasks, (I don't think I actually had one) we were just doing random stuff. We had a big blackboard where people wrote their nominations and someone out me up there! You could put as many as you wanted and someone put the whole class lol! I wrote Connor and Cyndi. My handwriting was really messy and joined up. There was hardly any space on the board and Beth had to draw arrows to the next bit of writing to fit it in and had to turn the last bit sideways.
Anyway class just ended and Connor said to Zach something funny about Jon Finn, I think he said "Wait, who even looks like Jon Finn here?" It was meant to be a joke in the dream and it was funny but Zac somehow proved him wrong? I don't really understand that part but oh well, I walked outside and realised my trousers were extremely baggy and it was freaking me out. I went up so some year 10 girl and asked her to make me look nice. She was by the traffic lights but for some reason there was a big hill between the school grounds and those lights, so I looked at people below and they were pretty small. I saw Cray and his hair was a bit shorter than usual but still looked like him. I think he was wearing sunglasses. Anyway, the girl told me to lift my skirt higher, then I realised my baggy trousers turned into a skirt! Like the one which you wear like a vest with a skirt attached. It was quite thick and the vest part was grey, the skirt was black. I pulled it up and put the vest straps round my shoulders. It looked way better! I walked with this girl to the bus stop and on the way a funeral car was playing music and trying to get through fast. It was honking its horn. At the bit of grass near Zenneth fried chicken there was a tree with ice and snow on it, there was snow on the ground too. I snapped off a twig, and in the dream everyone believed that spirits were hidden inside tree twigs, and you had to plant them again to set them free. So, I cleaned the twig and placed it in some snow-free ground with a green sign to hide it in case anyone tried to harm it. The green sign said something about the environment on it and there was a picture of a bee and butterfly on it. The year 10 girl was chatting to a boy and I went next to her. He didnt comment on me but he thought I was year 10 too (I was year 9 in the dream).
We left and went to the bus stop, but a train came instead which also happened in a previous dream. I asked an old man if the train goes the same way as a bus, he said yeah but the train left like immediately. The number on it was 22.
Then a bus came and I saw I had 2 bus tickets. They didnt look like normal ones, they were just black text on white laminated paper. I showed it to the driver who had blonde curly hair and she said mum changed the serial number to a Polish one. The same was on the other card. For some reason I had Jenny's bank card in my wallet.
I paid for the bus by cash but it took the driver 5 minutes to remember how much it was to get on -.- eventually I got home and it was evening, mum was cooking some Rice Krispies squares and they had melted a bit and turned lightly rainbow coloured. They looked really good!
I went to dad and showed him my new skirt, he said wow and thought it looked nice. Then the dream ended as Sam woke me up -.-

So at school they had changed it to a kind of boarding school and changed lots of stuff like the cafe and added a living room with a fireplace. Me Beth and I think Jenny wore our own clothes and the teachers let us lol!! They said the style was appropriate even though it was like silver short shorts and a neon blue top (I think Jen was wearing that) LOL! At one point I had just got my food from the cafe, it was set out like a ferry restaurant where you choose your own stuff in different sections. Anyway, I happened to be next to Seb and Drew was opposite me. Seb said something like "I'll either have to go out with Steph, or Drew." I have no idea why he said that but anyway I looked at Drew like and he laughed then walked away.

Another dream is Annabelle took me to a funfair and it was the one I wanted to go to last week. We went to the shop and it was pretty much like a normal clothes shop. Annabelle pointed somewhere and said "that's the secret bit of the shop!" So I was like omg and dashed over there but it just had toys in it. I went out the shop while Annabelle met up with some friends and bought something. I saw some massive tents and now it was night time. One of the tents was doing a play so I told Annabelle and she took me there. Heather from church was running the show and Annabelle said "The last of my money is £5 for 2 tickets" and heather gave us tickets for free. For some reason they were showing it on a giant TV on sky channel 333 whatever that is. I had a sky remote and changed to 103 then everyone got annoyed. This woman next to me was kind and changed it back.
That's all I remember really

Omg I had a lucid dream! So I was in a car on like this island and I jumped out and started chasing a train then hopped onto it. Then I chased another and did the same but fell off so I ran but then I realised the train stops there. There was a bunch of cars all sitting there like in a traffic jam. I climbed on one and ran on top of the cars until I reached a really nice beach.
(I forgot which way round these parts went so I'll label them 1 and 2);
1. I was on a rock and thinking "Im dreaming but if it's really a dream I'll see my crush walk up to me." And he did and I kissed him but it wasn't really vivid and I didn't feel anything.
2. I was kind of flying through the air, then I thought "What if I'm dreaming? Wait I think this is a lucid dream!" And everything became clear and vivid for a while so I rubbed my hands together to stabilise and soared through the air
I kinda lost lucidity after a while though.

We were back at school and I was with a new teacher for English who I never learnt her name. In the classroom I sat at the back and waited for Claire to sit next to me but she and all my other friends went to the front -.-... I had to write a story, the main characters of my story were Max (A girl with blue hair) and Ruby (A boy with red hair). After we wrote this story, the teacher asked us to write it again but change it a bit. I was annoyed because it took like 3 hours to write! I changed it and it was something to do with their memories or something.
After this I went out the classroom through the skywalk door and it was break time. I told one of my friends (I think Jenny) about my story and she laughed as I realised the names "Max and Ruby" are from that children's TV show. I started singing the theme tune. At the outside tuck shop there was a huge line and it was set out like a rollercoaster queue. I suddenly realised I left my bag in the classroom so I asked Jenny and Vicky to come help me find it but they didn't want to. I asked Zac, who was in the queue, where the classroom was because I forgot and he didn't remember either.
There was another English lesson and this time we got our coats and bags and headed to this other place. I didn't know where we were going because for some reason my hoodie was only allowing me to see above eye level, so I couldn't see where my feet were going or where we were headed. I took off my bag and nyan cat hoodie when we reached the place. It was like a room with loads of bunk beds and had an outside bit attached to it. In the outside bit we were watching tv and we had to guess when something strange popped up then we got a prize if it was right. I got one prize and so did Beth. Annabelle went and put her sleeping things on a top bunk bed. The teacher said we would be sleeping here so I put mine on the bottom bunk. I went and played catch with Zac. After that I went and saw I think it was Fazrina and Megan and they came up to my bed and put their stuff on it. I said "what are you doing?" They said "getting our beds ready" I said "Well this is my bed" and they sighed and took their stuff.
Later I went home just to get some stuff for the sleepover. I walked there and it took hardly any time in the dream. On the way back I stopped at the pet store and bought some blue powder called "Dog powder." I have no idea why. This boy outside begged me for some so I said fine and gave it to him. Then I ate some. I ran back to school and in the distance I heard the boys dad telling him off for eating it then he said I gave it to him so I quickly sprinted to school!! I was wearing a white onesie over my clothes for some reason so I took it off so he didn't recognise me. I went back to the sleepover room. Then we all fell asleep.
*blank*

*(Some stuff happened before this but i dont remember them well)*
I was at school and there was this big square desk that displayed announcements. Cray was on the left side and I was around the corner from him at the front and he kept looking at me. Only about 5 people were at this table. I really wanted an excuse to talk to Cray! Then this video came up of him playing football and his teacher abusing him by chucking him in boiling water and I was so shocked I looked at him and covered my mouth with my hands in shock! After the video he was walking away and I caught up with him. He said "wow it's usually me going up to you not the other way round" and I said "This time I want to talk, that video was crazy!" He said "yeah" and sighed. I said "He should be fired, Im going to donate money to get him sacked" and he said "Haha thanks!" And walked off. Some stuff happened then later we were at a dance. I was against the wall with a bunch of girls and cray was with some boys at the other end. Then the group of girls next to me said "Oooh Cray doesn't have a partner! You should volunteer!" But they didn't say this to me, they said this to a really pretty girl in the centre of the group. She giggled and I immediately hated her. Cray over the other end was looking this way and walked up to us. One of the prettiest girls from the group pointed to the giggling girl and said "This girl doesn't have a dance partner, will you go with her?" And cray said yes! UGH I was so angry I actually folded my arms and stomped out the room but halfway I realised I probably looked stupid so I started skipping out the room instead haha! But seriously I woke up then and was determined to get a lucid dream of that scenario but it failed and I just had weird dream fragments.

I was on this girl's iPad and playing slender on it and whenever in real life the lights turned off slenderman would appear so I was terrified and had to keep the lights on, but it was night and I really needed to sleep. I had to rush and flick the next light switch as it was quite a while away. When I got to my room I left the corridor light on and shut mine off but left the door open so it had a lot of light still. My bed was facing the open door so I could see in the corridor and I don't know why but my mum was sleeping in the same room. Anyway these weed smokers and drug dealers came walking in the corridor and I was seriously scared. They walked out a back door that I didn't know we had because it was a good place to smoke apparently. I woke mum up and pointed to the druggies and she did a shocked face then fell back asleep instantly.

First I was at this fake haunted house and I had to be an actress for someone convincing Daniel (Annabelle's ex) to go in there. I don't know why I had to do this but I remember seeing my lines from the script engraved in wood lol. We went in the haunted house and lots of people from school were there it was a massive sleepover. A teacher from school I think it was a lady but can't remember who said "You can play animal crossing and get friend codes just this once." So we all played Animal crossing and swapped friend codes etc. I went into James' town he had peaches as his fruit and a weird message in a bottle thing. I left.
*blank moment*
I was at some theme park and in a section with a giant hill. Me and Beth and some more people were looking at a dolphin show below the hill. Above us, people were doing zip wires over the huge hill really fast. Looked scary. The track was set out a bit like the plopsaland bat ride. Some little girl zipwired to the bottom and I asked her "Was that fun?" She nodded and I asked "Was it scary?" She said yeah and laughed. I realised that Laura was having her birthday zip wiring too and it was on that day in less than an hour LOL! At the dolphin show we were told to all shout DOLPHIN and then it would jump over us. So we went 3,2,1 DOLPHIN! And the dolphin jumped onto the floor instead of the water. Then while people put it back in there was a random disco. Laura's zipwire party was now so I headed to the top of the hill. I wasn't scared and all the others were so I volunteered to go first. I hopped on the little bit of rope and woo it went fast. It took me back to the right of the entrance where I jumped onto a rock which apparently youre not meant to stand on then back inside a little hut. In the hut they did a pizza but I didn't want it. All the others did their zip wire and I suddenly became popular for some reason. Anyway we got to the bottom and suddenly it was bright and cheery and the MLP song "True true friend" was playing. I started singing it to see if anyone knew it. Nope. I ate some pizza that I found and Linda from church said it was hers and tasted like cardboard. Apparently it was made out of plastic but I didn't care lol.
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Next Gordon Ramsey had invited me to eat with him so I went and it was that pizza from yesterday. Also some other disgusting food from yesterday. He hated it and I didn't really mind it. Some other people that I didn't know were eating with us.

Woke up here

The family went to Poland and we stayed in Kasia, Pzemek, and Babcia's house as usual. Outside the house was loads of shops one of them was called Cake Boss but it was like carlo's bakery and choccywoccydoodah mixed up. On the 2nd day of the trip, it was my birthday. I kept thinking about what cake I wanted and stuff. I really wanted one from Cake Boss and hinted to my parents. However, the day passed and nobody sang happy birthday, gave me a card or a cake. At night I was on my laptop, mum and dad were sleeping. I was so angry that I burst through their door and complained how I didn't get anything special then started crying! Dad said he'd get me a cake tomorrow, and I kicked his duvet then loads of birthday cards (for me) fell out. I was like OMG and left the room.
The next day dad took me to the cake shop and Chris from choccy told me shed make me a horse styled cake. I told dad I wasn't even in to horses and he told Buddy. Buddy decided on an open sketchbook displaying a copy of one of my sonic drawings. I was very happy with that. So we left the shop and then I thought I saw Charlotte so I went running up to her saying "Charlotte!!" With my arms open but she disappeared and I went "oh." Then I saw Parmis but she turned into Xiao-Han.
Dad went home and I went off somewhere to see James being told off by Miss Trenaman so I went to see what's up and apparently James tried to sit on her lap during a school train ride LOL.
I went home and Sam and mum were there but the house kinda turned into a tree house so we had to climb some wood and swing forward to get in but it started raining so we had to get in fast and it was slippery. I remember saying "I am dreaming I am dreaming" but not becoming lucid argh! Anyways that's all I remember.

There was a rollercoaster and I was really scared to go on it. Sam and Mum and Dad all were going on so I decided to. It kind of went spiralling really fast then had a drop then spiralled the other way it was crazy! I liked it though so I went on it again.
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I was at Carlo's bakery and Buddy told me to have a plain vanilla fresh cupcake. I said ok and he made it for me but he made it red velvet and then suddenly he dropped it so he had to start again. This was in the school cafe.

Pretty short dream. There was a bit more but I can't really remember.

In this dream my husband and I had two small dogs, but no kids - at least none present in the dream. We took the two dogs to the park and they ran and got very muddy. I was worried because we were about to go somewhere and leave the dogs at a friends so would need to clean the dogs. I looked for them but could not find them, so asked my husband, where are the dogs? He said I should get them from next to the McDonalds. I thought that was weird that he left them there. I went to get the dogs. Only once I got there did I discover that there was a pet grooming service there. The dogs looked much cleaner but much less happy than when they were muddy. I didn't know how to pick the dogs up though because I had not expected to have to pay, and had left my money at home.

Contractors we work with in waking life came from the west coast to help us solve some issue. Then there was an important meeting scheduled - it seemed like more than a meeting - and we expected a female contractor from same organization to show up, but she did not. So we called her. Turned out she was planning to come in a week instead. We were not sure whether this was due to her lack of confidence in her coworkers ability to resolve the issue on time, which was a prerequisite for her part of the job; or whether she was always scheduled to come in a week, but we got confused because of the emergency scheduling of her coworkers visit; or whether she got confused and booked her flight for the wrong week. Note: in waking life, she is out on maternity leave. In this dream there was another coworker of hers supposedly, who was visiting, and he was in the room with me when we called her. She heard his voice, so she asked him as part of the conversation whether they had resolved the issue, and he said yes. His last name got mentioned, and if I remember right it was the name of a street I passed two days ago when I was heading to or from a meeting that did indeed in waking life include some coworkers of this woman who had come in from west coast for this meeting. However, none of them were like this nonexistent guy with the last name of the street.

In my dream fragment, I recall I dreamed that the fact that my older son's teacher had said that he is doing well in math (true in waking life) was actually hiding the fact that he is in a remedial math class, so he is doing well in the group of students who have trouble with math (not true in waking life).

This dream makes more sense if you know that I had minor surgery done on Wednesday.

I dreamed I was back in the back room of my aunt's old house. It was a very old house and the room was more like an add-on than anything. The floor was basically toothpaste-colored linoleum, and it was set about 5 feet lower than the rest of the house.

Everything was very dark and very dimly lit.
Anyway, for whatever reason, there were urine samples set out. I don't know why.
Also, my stomach and torso were cramped up (they probably actually were and it made it into my dream) so I was trying to lie down on the cool linoleum to make them feel better.

Then for some reason, I realized I was dreaming. There was no clue or sign, I just suddenly thought, "I am dreaming" and realized it was true. Unfortunately, I was stuck in the dark.

I tried to punch through the void, but nothing happened. I tried to feel my way through it, and I felt the wall of a corner. At the time, I thought it was really the wall and I was feeling the waking world through my dream, but I now know that wasn't true. My bed isn't near a corner; I'd have fallen out of bed getting to one. This wasn't quite a false awakening, but it was sort of like a quasi false awakening.

I backed away, worried I had actually felt the wall of my bedroom through my dream. I made a hop and tried to fly, and I was hovering, but things were still dark. I tried to punch through the void, but it was like punching air.

I tried to imagine a temperate rainforest (a trail in my favorite park), and I imagined it as vividly as I could, but it did not appear in front of me. I got a glimpse of a tree, but it was all cartoony and not anything like the park trail.

I think part of what I need to overcome is understanding that as soon as I have visualized something, it is. I don't have to visualize it to try to make it "appear". As soon as I have visualize it, it exists. Period.

I know this is a hurdle I may have trouble overcoming for a while, and the Void continues to be an issue.

I woke up and my whole torso had cramped up. I was sleeping in a weird position because of it, so my shoulder also ached.

October 31, 2013

review: its halloween

Ghost Runs from Zombie Witch
The zombies have nearly decimated the human population. A hero, who looked like Bruce Willis, was at his breaking point. He was trapped with other random survivors. Like Walking Dead except the prison was much darker, dank, run-down and just all around creepier.

Random innocent people were being eaten by the zombie masses. Bruce gave up. Before, he would have run over there to save them. But now he's lost hope, and scarcely cares for his own survival. Until I came onto the scene. I was roleplaying as a character in this zombie story.

When Bruce saw me, he recognized me. With his energy back, he quickly comes to my side and rescues me from that terrible zombie prison. We tried to run away, but we were captured, by all things, other humans.

The hostile humans were being led by a witch. Not only did she have us captured, but she also had my mother captured (not in rl). The witch queen gathered us with her minions and like any bad guy, told us her evil plan.

Apparently, the girl I'm roleplaying as, is as powerful as that witch. The witch explains she plans to use my powers to transform everyone into a zombie, the whole process only takes minutes. My red headed dream mother cries out "Bruce, she's our daughter!" Apparently, Bruce never knew!

I'm not gonna let the Witch destroy the world! While she was blabbing on I quickly brake away from the group! I run for the front door, damn its locked. Unlocking it took forever. I run out into the dark night, filled with zombies.

My dream has a cut scene. I've died. Or rather I choose to die. I'd rather let the zombies have me then have the whole world destroyed. As I effortlessly fly and bounce around the dark night, I psychically communicate to my mother. "I'm fine, I choose this!"

She tells me that Bruce came running after me. I communicate to Bruce and he tells me, he can fly too. "I'm here Bruce, you can fly? Does this mean?" Bruce was also killed by the zombies.

But it wasn't so bad being a ghost, not when I had Bruce to keep me company. He joins up with me and we continue to run away. I don't know why ghosts have to continue running away, but I was convinced, I had to get as far away from the queen as possible.

As we were flying through a supermarket (with no lights on ofcourse) Bruce suddenly falls down. He's weighted. He's heavy! What's wrong? I realize the reason why Bruce can't fly anymore is because he isnt completely dead yet. His body, wherever it is out there, is waking up. I say goodbye to Bruce, and his spirit returns to his body.

I guess I'll have to suffer being a lonely ghost a little longer. I fly inside a house. But the witch enters the building. She had a white fluffy dog in her hands. "I know you're in here! I'll sniff you out!"

My flying was weakening. She would hold up the dog high into the air. I got the impression if I was too close, game over. That witch had instincts, she kept predicting where I was.

"So you thought death would be an escape? But did you know, postmortem is hard to determine, especially for one like you? Did you really think you were - dead? We've retrieved and revived your body. We just need your SOUL! WHERE ARE YOU!"

She was so close now, my powers were weakening. At this point I stop roleplaying the girl, and watch as her spirit grows mad. She haunted the fields, wailing in suffering, can never die, can never live. I felt bad for her, but her sacrifice saved the world.

October 30, 2013

review: non lucid, adventure dream, low memory. I join new friends, meet a cute guy and time travel

Time Travel with Friends
I'm the newest member of a group of young time travelers. Most of them are in high school, but the group is really a mix of all ages. Either way, we meet at the high school. The members would just skip class and we would meet in a secluded room.

Mostly we just chilled and hanged out, I felt like I joined a group of hippies. Most of the hangouts included stories of most recent adventures. My dream gets a bit fuzzy, but one of my first adventures was to a waterfall, hidden away in some forgotten temple like place.

My new friends wanna skinny dip, but one of our older members, a woman of about 45, feels too embarrassed to undress. My friend, Richmond, ensures her that she's beautiful and that no one in the group cares about her age.

My and Richmond were growing real close. His girlfriend is still time traveling in the past, but Richmond still insists on being closer to me, more and more through our adventures. I was falling for him.

I wasn't the only one in the group developing a complex relationship. There was also a pair of inseparable best friends. By the looks of it, you'd think they were both guys, just two best pals. But in reality, one of them was actually a tom boy. She was madly in love with her best friend. But her best friend? He was idiot who had no idea that his best friend, is actually a she. She was so embarrassed, "how do I tell him I'm actually a girl?" Oh well

Richmond is driving me to the new location of our adventure, just before waking up he steals a kiss.

I immediately fall back asleep into the same dream. Richmond and the group is planning their next trip, this time through time. I'm not missing my first trip through time!!

We were split into three time traveling teams. The first one was sent out on a pirate ship. But their transition into space-time went all wrong, and they were gone forever. The remaining teams understood the risks, but were crazy and don't car.

My team with Richmond is waiting for our magical bus to arrive. Suddenly I need to pee. I quickly use the toilet, I can't miss my ride! When I get back the bus is fully loaded (in my dream it looked like a shoe box filled with items). There were no seats left for me! NO WAY! I'm not missing this ride!

I double check the seats again, some of them didn't have people, just random items. Why does the bible need its own seat?? I scoot aside the bible and take the front seat, which was next to Richmond. Someone hollers from the back "if you're going to take the bible seat then you have to tell us biblical stories when we get there!" "fine!" Whatever!

I squeeze down into the seat, which was hard at first because it was a shoe box. But slowly my dream goes back to sanity, and I'm safely boarded inside of a roller coaster. The clerk double checks our belts.

"All ready for space-time travel!"

I'm scared! I look over at Richmond and he seems annoyed that I'm sitting next to him. It's his fault he flirted with me when he has a girlfriend! The ride starts! Its just like a roller coaster!

"Hold my hand!!" Richmond smiles and obliges

And were off, flying through space-time, galaxies, stars, planets. Were entering our destination. Team 2 screws up and is lost somewhere in space time.

Just before landing Richmond turns to me and asks sternly "What is it that you want from our relationship? What do you hope to gain?" And I answer "Your friendship!" With that he smiled and stopped acting weird

We land safely. It's earth, pre-war era. Not exactly fun. This time period is stiff and has all sorts of social norms and rules that would hold our group back. Already members are complaining that the bar is closing early.

The city was dreary, as if in black and white. A security guard walks out from a building. "Quick act natural!" We quickly scurry and try to blend in. For us female members this past really sucks because we weren't exactly equal citizens. Still it was an adventure.

(I am unsure how the dream started, so I will start from where I do remember.)

I'm walking down a road with a woman under my left arm (which I felt like was my wife/gf in the dream). We were going to a restaurant but I forget which one. As we continued on, we passed an Olive Garden and I asked the woman if she would rather eat there instead of where we were initially headed. She answered rather indifferently so I decided to go inside. Immediately after entering the Olive Garden, I realized I was dreaming and decided this was the best place to do some experiments involving my 5 senses.

First, I started touching my surroundings, however my sense of touch was much less sensitive than it usually is.
Then I started testing my sense of hearing by simply listening to the hustle-and-bustle of the restaurant, which I could hear faintly.
Satisfied, I started testing my sense of taste. This was difficult at first as I had nothing to eat, so I approached one of the tables and saw a woman eating chips and salsa. I reached over and took some (the woman gave me a look of approval, as if it was okay for me to take some). I believe I could taste the chips/salsa, however it was too faint to make a definitive answer.
Unfortunately that was all the testing I could get in before my dream ended, but I do plan to continue my tests in future lucid dreams. Hopefully dreams that are more vivid as well .

Journal Entry #Lucid 1 (Lucid, non-dream)

Background: This is my first post. I am not good at writing so this may not seem interesting at all, but nonetheless it was to me. This would be my 16th lucid dream but most of them are not long, due to me not stabilizing the dream when I have the chance, just like this one. This is my 2nd WILD experience the other one was a very intense dream compared to this. I just want to post the process in which both times became successful, so that I won't forget and maybe it might help others get some idea of there own.

My process:

1) I don't know if this will affect a WILD, but I do about 20-24 reality checks during the day. I aim for 2 an hour but I sometimes might do 3 or 4 and sometimes just one an hour.

2) I drank lots of water before going to sleep. My bladder i guess likes to wake me up 3-5 hrs depending on what time I sleep. If I sleep at 8 pm, I would wake up at 12:30 am, 9 pm at 2, and so on.

3) So wake up in night and write down your dreams before you pee. This is actually very important, by placing importance on your dream instead of your bladder, your brain will place importance for it as well.

4) This is also important: MEDITATE. You know the usual meditation, close your eyes, concentrate on the breath, for this particular mediation do not try and control the breath, and come back to the breath when thoughts arrive. Also do it in the dark helps you concentrate. You could also do a simple phrase meditation, " I will realize that I am dreaming" This made me a critical thinker in a dream and helped me question my dream state, but this will not give you a WILD. (I am not good at meditation. And the experience won't always be the same, so don't expect too much) I do a short 10 min meditation sometimes 15 min I until develop sharp concentration, but feel free to do more or less.

5) Fail at an OBE: Kind of sounds weird but failing an OBE (out ot body experience will take you to a dream).The first time I laid there motionless for some time and with little success of an OBE, so I gave up and went to sleep, and woke up directly in a dream. The second time, I was listening to binaural beat made by the great Robert Monroe, as he likes to call it Hemi-sync. If you guessed I failed again, I laid there for 1 hr motionless, without realizing it. But when I stopped trying and told myself to go to sleep I became successful, not with OBE, but with sleep paralysis. As I was almost asleep I heard Robert Monroe's voice, "remember what you want" I don't know if it was from the audio that I was listening to or if it was the hallucination. I said to myself, I want to come out of my body. I started feeling the vibration, and also the hallucination. I started hearing a sinister laughter, very high in pitch, it was terrifying. I was terrified, of not only the wild hallucination, but the vibrations. This was my first Sleep paralysis experience as well. So instead of trying to come out my body, after the vibrations have subsided, I let the dream take over. (to be continued down in the dream section)

DREAM: I saw the dream being formed, and no it does not have to be as delicate as other lucid dreamers make it to be, mine was a little bit aggressive. I saw numbers, colors, random objects flying over, I was spinning along side the numbers and objects, which can only be described as an acid trip. And I look down I see all these blocks. They looked pretty simple at first, but when I thought, "is this a city?" it became a city. let me remind you that I was floating in the air as the dream is being made. Then I started falling, and as I was about to hit the ground I couldn't help but think about Prototype, the game. I hit the ground, the floor cracked and the shock wave killed some people. I saw the people running, I kept telling them that it was an accident and they don't have to fear me.( I like pleasant dreams and pleasant lucid dreams). Every one I turned to started running, even if they didn't see me do it, the fact that it was in my conscious, triggered them to run. So I thought for a minute how do I convince them I am a good guy. I imagined a cyclops to appear, I turned and looked, and there was a cyclops. I started to fly and I beat the cyclops with one punch to the face. They cheered and accepted me as a good guy. The dream was starting to get fuzzy, and I lost my lucidity.

Update to self:
I have not came across a technique that works perfectly yet.
I have came across techniques that work sometimes and not other times.
My idea is doing everything out of happiness and love. In most of my LD, I normally go to sleep content not raging for a LD, but still wanting to LD.
So what ever can make it more enjoyable then it is worth the time. Even reading books, watching a show, as long as you are happy with still focused mindset on LD you might get it.
Meditation is important as well but again do it out of happiness. I started doing love and kindness meditation out of love and happiness and I had consecutive LD those nights.
2/16/16: came back to read my first entry on the website. Since I have fallen short on LD because my focus changed to school, I lost my motivation. I come back to read my first post, and this is a reminder to future me that happen to glance at this page: I know that school is important, but it does not give me happiness. To remind myself: Why do I practice lucid dreaming? Its because life is short, and it is best to live it to the fullest, live it lucid.