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Tried beedakins method to obe, I was so close, I felt nothingness Im getting better at thinking about absolutely nothing. I felt as if I was floating just above my body. Im getting closer to an obe.

first i i had to get off this bus. i told the driver to stop then i got the fuck off that bus and walked to an area like golden gate park kept it led to the beach. when i walked through the park i eventually found my friends who were about to do some rugby practice on the sand. i wanted tdo jump in the ocean.

Morning of November 29, 2013. Friday.



In an extraordinarily vivid scene from my dream, I am in an act of supposedly turning the water on somewhere for someone else, I think, possibly for my youngest son who is playing outside in the front yard - apparently in America on Loomis Street at this point (which is at least three times as big as in reality; in reality it was a rather small area adjoining the sidewalk). For some reason, to do this, I have to turn the window latch (on the top middle of the window sash) to turn on the water in the same way as turning on a faucet (tap) with the separate handle. I seem to be standing on a chair to do this at one point. Even though it seems to be our present home in some ways in-dream, it also seems to be the small bedroom of the house I stayed in on Loomis Street during two time periods when I was much younger, though the general appearance of the sash window seems much the same in both locations and with a very similar perspective. (The view from the Loomis Street’s house window would, again, be into the small front yard and the view from the implied present window at W Street would be into the grassy area at the side of the house where the footpath is, a bit similar.)

After I supposedly turn the water on (apparently for the bathtub in the bathroom, at least by seeming intent regarding the surreal plumbing layout) from turning the window latch, I “instead” hear water hissing and spraying out from the same room I am in, from near the mopboard by the bottom of the doorway to my right. I immediately worry about the water ruining books or papers in the room and am not sure why the “plumbing” is set up in this particular way, but I then “turn it off”. After I “turn it off”, water then actually starts coming out from around the window latch itself as if there was some sort of hidden pipe that somehow went through the sash and through the window frame and into the wall. This of course makes no sense at all in reality, but seems to make perfect sense in my dream and remains very vivid, bordering on lucidity but I do not attain lucidity.

I attempt to try to stop the leak in the latch itself by pushing it a bit and turning it to different angles, but it continues to lightly spray out. I am not sure what to do. To my knowledge, I have never made these associations in a dream state before. The physical similarities between a window latch and a faucet handle are that they both are metallic and technically both turn to open or close something. An open window (after being unlocked with the latch) “lets in air” whereas an “open” faucet handle “lets in water” (into the sink, that is). It is an unusual mix-up, but may also be related to the association with rain coming through a window. Also, the mopboard (or skirting) may be associated with water and mopping the floor.

I remember me being at home and going to the kitchen and seeing my cousin's from my mom's side in my brother's room and there's a cute guy i don't know there. after that they fight and get ready to go down in the elevator. I tell the cute guy because they are fighting you can stay here for a while, he was like it's fine, and i can't just stay here alone. The elevator gets stuck for a while then goes down

Then i'm walking somewhere and my cousin's and the cute guy are walking in front of me, and i ask them wheat's him name and i feign stupid and i'm like is it something with an A? I guess a few then say Ammar. Then they call him over. Turns out his name is Farouk but his nickname is Ammar and many other names. then i dream that i'm somewhere near the beach and i have to go up fast or i'll drown so i try to climb up but people next to me are getting attacked by dolphins and seals. I see a guy from my school who has made it safely so i ask him to give me a hand. He pulls me up and then i fall back in and start drowning. But then it turns out i'm going to another place and i'm not drowning. Then Suddenly someone is having an underground wedding. It's a girl from my school i think. Someone from my school is suppose to be dedicating a song but she's crying and she's not able to sing it so she gives me the mike and i start singing the song. The words are on the screen and im singing them. After that one of my best friends come up to me and tells me i did great but i messed up some stuff. Then i tell someone else from y class that usually i get so nervous and that's what makes me horrible. After that suddenly it's turned to walk for a cure but it's somewhere else. After that i see all the things that my friends baked that are getting sold. There were colorful rice krispies and brownies and Cinnabon and cinnabon with Oreo and brownie bits. I asked my friend if she made them and she said yes. After that i was pissed off because there weren't any booths for us to sell. Then suddenly i was in a dress and that was one of the things that we are selling. i was tying to get people to buy it. I get a person to buy it. Then i don't remember what happened and i woke up.

This was a weird one. So, I kept on waking up throughout the night, and had a few dreams here and there. This is the most recent one, and the one I can remember. I was at these music awards, and you have to sit on a swing of sorts. It was a bench type of swing, with 3x? seats. I hated siitting there, didn't know why I didn't just sit somewhere else, but anyways, I remember doing that. Maybe it was in a previous dream, or something, because I felt deja vu when I was doing that. But Selena was there, Demi was there, a few friends from school was there. I found out that my friend was also a model, and kept it secret from her dad. Her dad said, "(Name) What the hell are you doing here?" She said, "Dad?"

And for a split moment, the dream showed the text like a script, with blanks here and there. Pretty sure the dad had her phone. And she didn't have acne. "Remember those touch up photos I had? Yeah, I put on makeup." (She puts on makeup to fake acne...)

Then I woke up.

Dream of: 23 November 2013 (2) "The Ballad"

I'm sitting in a fancy restaurant with a rather peculiar arrangement. There is only one long table in a narrow room just big enough for the table and chairs. Perhaps 40-50 people are sitting crowded together along both sides of the table. I'm sitting in the last seat at one end of the table in the corner with walls behind me on two sides. Although we're all sitting packed together at the same table, I don't know anyone here, or at least I only vaguely know some of them at best. Several attractive women approach me and ask me questions during the course of the meal. I also receive a couple phone calls on a phone at the table. I feel rather self-important and I have the feeling that people are watching me. About 7 o'clock, I finish my meal.
The restaurant employees begin moving people into the adjoining room, which is also a long thin room. I'm not sure what is happening, but someone says there's going to be a "ballad" in the adjoining room where the chairs are being arranged along the length of the long walls, facing each other, with no table in the middle. Apparently something - perhaps dancing - is going to take place right down the middle of the room.
All the other people have already moved into the adjoining room, but I'm still sitting at the table in my chair in the corner. I'm not sure that I'm going to take part in the activity in the adjoining room. When the proprietor of the restaurant walks in and steps up to me, I say something about how I'm not sure, and he acts simply shocked, almost as if I've committed some kind of crime. He intimates that this is an absolutely fabulous thing which I'm about to experience. Reflecting that I don't often go out and have a festive time like this, I say, "I've lived a sheltered existence."
I stand up and head for the adjoining room. I walk past a mirror in which I can see myself. I'm wearing my brown long-sleeved shirt and my longish brown hair needs cut. I walk into the room and sit down in one of the chairs along the wall. I notice that four or five women sitting in chairs on the other side down at the other end of the room appear to be dressed in white wedding gowns and veils. I'm not sure what that's about.
A friendly woman (probably in her late 40s) who knows me walks in and asks if she may sit down across from me. I remain mute for a moment, then finally say, "Sure," and she sits down in one of the chairs which are facing me along the other wall. I ask her what this is all about. As she tells me, I have the feeling that a long story is going to be sung over many nights. When I ask the woman if the story goes on for several nights, she responds, "Yea."
I'm a little confused because I had thought that dancing was going to take place, but it looks more as if a lengthy song which tells a story will be performed. Apparently, the people sitting here are also going to be somehow involved in this story-song. Obviously the woman across from me has previously been here and she knows about the story, so I would like for her to tell me more about it. I would at least like to know what's going on in the story.


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This dream was long, but so unstable and in-congruent that I'm going to have to break up the writing to help to explain it.

My family was taking a vacation. (I swear being on vacation would make an excellent dream sign.) We were in some place that I think was origninally supposed to be like Niagara falls. But a number of things are off.
First of all the area looks notably balmier and almost tropical. The gorge looks way to narrow and shallow (The gorge was about 30-50 feet deep, approximate, and maybe 70-100 feet across.) If you looked to the "south" okay, it looked like Niagara falls. The Horseshoe, American and Bridal Veil Falls were all there and appropriately miniaturized for the gorge. But if you looked "north" you would see another pair of waterfalls that weren't there in real life.
Also, the area looked off in the fact that most of the rocks were a dark reddish color. The area was also lacking the casinos and hotels that I recall. (My family took several trips to Niagara falls when I was a child, I remember the layout of the area vividly.)
But the weirdest part was there was a large section of the cliff that had collapsed, making way for a beach by the side of the river. The beach sloped heavily (around a 45 degree angle) to connect the top of the gorge to the river bank.

My family was at said beach. But it was a nude beach, though only some of the people there were nude. (Nobody in my party, which included my parents and my aunt and uncle was nude.) For some reason, I wasn't really weirded out by this. They also had this other weird rule for the beach where you had to lay all of your valuables and electronics out on a towel. Because of this, I had to put my phone on the towel along with all of my parent's valuables.
I began walking toward the end of the beach. I wasn't really interested in being there. I think I was hungry and impatiently waiting for us to leave the beach to where my parents would take us out to a restaurant or back to the hotel room to eat.

My cellphone (that was laying out on a towel) got picked up by a big wave. I tried to grab it, but there were these big thrashing waves by the side of the river with a bunch of cell phones and wallets in them. (Because logic in dreams ) According to the dream subconscious plot or whatever, this was a common problem on this beach, but it was supposed to be "part of the fun" if your valuables got sucked up in a big wave.
I went and got my parents and asked them if they would help me retrieve my phone. They just got all compassionate for me, and told me that they would try to look for it.

We had driven to this police/information kiosk outside of this big metropolitan city, and my parents were talking to this rather unkind man about how to get my phone back. The building was ugly and bland, and had some resemblance to a waiting room. They went to petty dream-bickering.
Then the man they were talking to went and got his two daughters. They were both wearing airbender clothes. The three of them started airbending at us and throwing us (mostly my parents, however.) into the floor, walls and ceiling of the room.( Gee, if I had a dollar for every time something ATLA related happened in my dreams, I'd... probably still be broke. Also, wow, what a jerk that guy was.)

I was still in the waiting room. Manei was sitting there next to me smiling. (Holy crap, my dream guide is back.)

Hey everyone, I'm new to the site so please bear with me.

I had this dream last night(11/27) and I was prompted to join this evening after giving it much thought.

Long story short, ever since discovering the art and technique of lucid dreaming, I have studied it thoroughly. That was 6 months ago when I started, and I continuously studied and practiced it. Here I am 6 months later with no success, after trying just about everything there is, with the exception of not purchasing any LD devices.

Last night, however, I believe I came very close to an LD.

I believe I was in a crowded park full of people, and I saw someone who I care about a lot. This person I've never met before, but I do know in real life and care about them more than anything. I saw this person and ran up to them and began hugging them, getting choked up.

In the dream, I actually felt the sensation of hugging him! It was such a strong sensation, that I could actually almost feel and recall it this morning.

Other things that no one else would really care to hear, are not important so I won't mention them(lol).

However, I do remember thinking in the dream how that person did not look like how they were supposed to look. Actually, thinking about it now, I don't even think they looked close at all how they were supposed to.

The sensation of feeling them and their hug is a symptom of lucid dreams, correct? And me almost realizing that was not the right person should have triggered it, right?

I also felt the emotions I'm sure I would have felt if I did meet them in real life.

HELP, am I getting close to an LD, after all this time? And what else can I do to have one soon?

Thank you everyone<3

Very Boring but trying to get better at remembering my dreams...definitely not lucid though.
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I Was at some lady's house. Perhaps a neighbor or something. She said she had to change the way it normally looks to make it more accommodating for her ederly parents for a party she was planning to have. I told her the last time I came over the couch was different, it looked more modern and that the current couch looks old. Her house had a lot of shelfs and tables that had no rhyme or reason, like an excessive amount that looked overkill and almost hazardis. I told her it looked cluttered and it was to hard to walk around her place and that her parents may find it difficult to get around. She got upset and defensive and asked me to leave.
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I dont remember what this lady looks like and I dont think its anyone I know in waking life, her face was fuzzy, even upon waking up.
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2nd Dream:
I was at school and ppl had the option to leave at 7:30 but the teacher did not like it. He got a little upset and told us it would
be more convient if we left at the normal time. The janitor was mopping the hallway floors. Some student decided to leave and as he started walking down the hall, he slipped and fell. I decided to wait til the floor drys.

Woke from a nice dream about a baby. I couldn't catch it to write it down. It faded to quickly.

Last night I tried saying "What's the target" but wound up sending the sender love and peace instead.

But maybe the target has something to do with a baby.

11/27/13 this was pretty long and semi-lucid. the theme was that me and my wife would move to Spokane with no preparation and we were sure we could make it work. I was looking into a food bank to see what it involved and ended up getting hired too work in the thrift store. I tried to do the job, but was slow and they fired me. Many random scenes passed, such as us seeing a commercial that showed a building we were familiar with, and just stuff like talking about our situation. One morning I snuck away from my wife and rode a bicycle down to the food bank. I suddenly realized that it had been less than a week since I had last asked them for food, and I was full of self judgment. Not much plot or action, but it was fairly long and vivid.

11/27/13 Wednesday

Last night, bed at 2am, no meditation

I'm in Italy. Second time in maybe 2 weeks. I'm at the docs, looking at some ships docked. One of them is military ship, that serves as a museum. Suddenly there is an explosion on it. I see red flames and black smoke. It's already third explosion in the area. Some kind of terrorist attack. (Watched NCIS episode with explosions and terror attacks)

Still in Italy. I have a puppy in my arms. He is not mine, but perhaps rescued. It's a beagle. He has flees, so we are taking him to the vet. Come to a building, with patients waiting on chairs outside and in the doorway. I try to talk to them in Italian. I want to know if I can buy something for the flees in the pharmacy, or if I should see the vet. When we walk inside, the building is huge and modern. medical personal walking busily in the hallways. We find the vet and he takes a look at the dog. Then he puts him in this room sized plastic tube. Kinda like a huge terrarium. It can fold in the middle, one side can slide in the other side. We are thinking about buying it for the dog. Trying to figure out, if it will fit on the back of a pickup. I see the price in italian lira and it's like 39000. I see that in some places it's broken and fixed with black tape. So I'm telling my mom, we could buy it, but not to pay for it more than 1/5 of the asking price.

It was a long time I have spent in Italy this time.

00:00 Thursday 2013-11-28 (LD #10)

00:00 ? bedtime

03:06

1) riding on a skateboard down a wide, flat, smooth street. I'm going pretty fast and I really enjoy this sensation. Up ahead I see PJ in the distance. I'm on the very front tip of the skateboard. Visuals are very bright, vivid. I see my father walking under some trees up ahead, he seems young and happy. See also my mother off to the right.
04:25 no recall (recorded 03:00 waking dreams at this time, fell asleep at 03:06)
can't return to sleep. after 30 minutes get up to rocking chair, for about 20 minutes. Visualize parent's house and neighborhood, reinforce "I'm dreaming." Move to kitchen, make and drink warm milk. Sit there massaging jaw. Do some relaxing breaths. Decide I feel sleepy, return to bed and fall asleep in not too much time.

06:00 BTB

07:36 (alarm)

2) movie theater taxi driver money tatoo kicking buying snacks at table don't have enough cash in the store there's a security guard can't get by, think about eating it and putting it back on thes shelve, at a table with young people they're laughing I don't have enough change to buy the snacks, I empty my pockets including a chestnut, I say this chestnut is awesome it's worth lots of stuff, I'm missing just a few cents to buy the snacks, I have to back.
I'm at the top of a sandy hill, I turn around and see my wife is coming up behind me, I jump down the face of the sandy hill and slide/ski all the way down to the bottom near the water it's lots of fun, my wife laughs behind me watching, it feels awesome. Arrive on the beach near the water, my wife is behind me, I think it will be awesome to live near the beach and come here every day. There are strange plants around. Two inspectors arrive and are asking for paperwork I think they're after me because I haven't paid yet for the snacks They're harassing my wife I leave quickly to go pay and get receipts, I'm on the way back, I'm in a starnge tilted room, I see a very dirty priest walking from left to right behind me.
I go fowards now in a car open to the sky (like a top-down convertible), there's a bus, at an intersection, I'm in a hurry to get to pay for things, there's lots of traffic, the busses I see are very ornate, old 1950's style A/C transit buses, I'm confused/surprised by this.
I'm in a taxi with a bunch of other people, they're laughing, I'm in the back seat, some guy is pushing through to the right I'm trying to protect my place but he gets there. There are a bunch of movie theaters all around. I think what am I going to do at this movie theaters I should have stopped at an ATM. The driver starts driving and passing the theaters, I call out "stop stop let me off here." Driver makes some comment. I think I have no money for food how can I pay for the taxi? It turns out the fare is only a dime because it's the olden days. I think what sort of tip to give: nickel or penny?
I imagine the taxi driver takes these pennies and puts them in his pocket, and there's a hole at the bottom of in his pocket and the coin rolls down his leg into his shoe. The pennies are safe there but If he's really rolling in the dough the coins will make a lot of noise when he walks.
You don't mess with taxi drivers because they'll kick you so hard it will stop your development. I'm thinking about kids who have strange facial features because they're development is impaired and their different parts age at different rates. Taxi driver has tatoos all over his leg in green/blue, words.

Concentrated on relaxing: relaxing breaths, doing deeper and deeper into relaxation on every exhale, releasing tension, keep doing it, keep eyes relaxed and unfocused, and got back to sleep.

09:00 BTB for nap

10:12

3) in a dorm building looking for my room. I'm on the wrong floor because I've been in a different room. I'm studying with some loud (classical? opera?) music playing on a stereo. There was another guy in the room complaining that guys in the hallway were too noisy (playing violin?) he says he'll never be able to sleep he has to get up early. I'm in this room becaues I need to get up early, too. He asks me to go outside to talk to them and quiet them down. I say sure I put on my shirt and my shorts, he starts to go out, I say hey I'll do it but I have to put on my shorts first, he talks to them they say something about OK, I realize I'm playing loud music myself, I approach and old looking CD player and look for, find, and press the stop button. I'm flexing my muscles, in my underwear, windows open wide to the outside, I imagine girls in other dorms could be looking in.
Go into hallway looking for my room I want to tell my roommate where I am. I was in this other room for a night maybe two. I look into a room, there's an older guy and girl, they're RAs probably, older, he says, "Oh, Hi (my name)", and I'm amazed he knows my name, I'm not on his floor, he must know the name of everyone in the building. I say "sorry, forgot I was on the wrong floor," I go down some stairs still looking for my room, I pass an attractive girl going up the stairs, (I helped her with something?) she says something, make a brief connection, but continue on. Farther I see a french-looking female student with goggly eyes and I think "nah, not my type don't want to pay her any attention."
End up in a place with a weird old woman I think is my mother (no resemblance to real mother) and some other guy, "I don't like how things are around here, I like things the way I like them." Then she gets upset and starts saying "Oh, this is not the time to have this conversation not with this guy (our friend's name the man) over." I get a close up of her lower face and mouth. She has a weird thick beard on the neck under her chin, a thick bristly dark hitler-ish mustache under her nose, and is chewing a massive pile of gum in the left side of her mouth which is open. The gum looks like a piece of a cotton mop with individual strands. It's quite a disgusting sight. It's yucky.

12:14 Lucid Dream LD DILD #10

4) ... fair amount of prior ND detail I felt, but couldn't recall
Approaching a building, want to enter to get something, it has security. The security guy had blown someone else's head off with a shotgun that looks like a water cannon the kind that you extend out, fill up, then push the parts together, but this was a shotgun. Security guard is shooting at me, I'm leading him around corners , I try to time it so I go around the corner and wait for him to turn the corner so I can surprise him to shoot him.
I'm in a room, it's dark/night-time lying on a bed, there's a spider wafting towards me on a strand of web, I try to blow it away, blow blow blow it doesn't go far away, it climbs rapidly up its web towards the ceiling above me. Then there's another spider, and soon there are many rapidly multiplying juicy puffy-body squishy nasty spiders. They were freaking me out, I didn't want to squish them with my hands I was looking for something to over my hand like a glove so I could squish them they were everywhere and multiplying, more and more and more were appearing. They're growing to the size of large snails, sitting on the wall in lines. I get up to leave the room, and as I leave the room I stop in my tracks and do a double-take, and say "Wait a minute, this is like a dream, I must be dreaming" and I am lucid. It felt very realistic. I looked back into the room, it's day-time/light, there's a window looking outside. the spiders may be all gone, but I thrust my left hand forward and willed a bolt of fire from my left hand on to the floor in the room. It appeared and was 1/2 translucent and made nothing burn but I saw the bolt. I tried to shoot lightning bolt but nothing happened. Did another fire blast. Went back in to the room and thought "stabilize." Rubbed my hands together, counted to 5, then patted up and down my body with my hands: chest, stomach, legs. I looked down at my body and I saw my naked chest and stomach. I saw my underwear and reach down to have a look inside, "It's going to be big" I think, it turns out to be normal sized. It seems a bit greasy like there was lotion on it. Everything is *really* realistic.
I'm in this bedroom, then I go outside. It's like a garden path in an apartment complex, lots of tall plants off the path. Lush vegetation. A swimming pool complex comes up on the left. Some people (3 girls?) are leaving it. I think "oh don't leave the pool!" (I'm looking for a hottie). There's a gate, I enter the pool area. I'm looking for a cute female, everyone I come across is not attractive / old. I tell myself "I'm dreaming, remember, you're dreaming, I'm dreaming." I walk more into the pool area. I do a RC at this point because I start to wonder if I'm dreaming because everything is so life-like, the people and the grounds. Check hands, they are not bizarre like last time, fingers were stable but longer than in life, and a little bit translucent. I'm pretty sure I'm dreaming and nose pinch confirms it solidly. "OK, I'm dreaming" I say. Looking at a woman off to the right, look at some people in the pool off to the left, I go and look at them, I'm not finding anyone to my taste, then I think "Hey what am I doing? Just summon!" So I did a hand-behind-the-back summon of PT. I put my right hand behind my back, say "PT, take my hand!" wait a few seconds, and slowly pull my hand around to the front (didn't feel a solid hand connection), and there is PT! I looked at her and said, "Yeeeeaaah, you're PT!" Face may not have been precise but height/age/general look was right. I tried to kiss her, she didn't want to. I look into her face and say, "You want it!" Then move to kiss her. Her face became flat and her lips were thin/unsatisfying/unresponsive, I must have closed my eyes, and I fade to awake.

Half-hearted attempt to DEILD back in but don't make it, didn't really try very hard. I may have moved. Wanted to record because I felt like I started to forget, in fact I at first didn't recall the body-pat stabilisation and dream body inspection.
Elapsed time: ~4-5 minutes. Longest or tied for longest LD so far. Definitely most visually vivid/realistic. No dream fuziness at all, this is first time I had a touch of doubt in the middle of the dream because of realistic visuals. Maybe also because it was a bit longer than the others. Patting the whole body, bringing my dream body into my vision, produced very stable and vivid visuals. Didn't look around as much as I had planned to. First time see dream body. Dream body is a bit leaner / in better shape than now . My younger self.
Dream in S2's bed, LD on right side.
My relaxation technique works! Relax, don't try to WILD or force sleep, relax, unfocus eyes, release tension from body on every exhale, go deeper and deeper into relaxation on every exhale, don't "come back up higher" on inhales. The drowsiness/sleepiness feeling came on immediately upon the exhale of the relaxing breath at both the 09:00 BTB and 10:12 waking. Probably could have kept on dreaming but it's Thanksgiving and I had to shop for dinner.
Happy that I performed most of practiced new stabilization: body pat, look at body, count to 5.

Back into my lucid dreaming journey, and surprise surprise I remembered a dream last night. My recall has been fairly good for me personally even when I'm not trying to do anything dream related, I'm generally remembering either a dream fragment or dream every 2 days or so, which is a whole lot better than where I was at the beginning of this year. On a side note I am also going to start sorting out and categorizing these dream journal entries. Anyway...
Dream 1:
Length: Decently Long
Detail: Above Average
Awareness: Practically none unfortunately, was too caught up in the moment.
It began with me and my brother playing a 3D Mario game with someone else I think, who I might know IRL or not, I don't know, anyway we finished the game, and then he said that we had to find something to be able to keep on playing, maybe for some bonus levels or something. We set about searching for this, but then the dream scene changed. I was now in a cottage/house with someone who I think was my dad and we were watching cricket (which I normally don't like to do). He was telling me all about the game and stuff while I was half listening. The dream scene once again changed, and I was at an Olympic diving pool thing. I'm pretty sure I was still searching for the Mario thing, because I climbed to the top of the platform and dived off, and it felt really important. The dream scene changed for the final time, this time in my old house with my brother and the other guy. We had narrowed down our search for the Mario code or whatever it was, and a ghost/spirit of evil intentions appeared at the front door. We quickly reasoned that we had to have one of us lead him to where the code was, while the other two hid, or something like that. I reasoned it as me and the other guy were like positive and negative charges, and my brother as neutral, so the spirit wouldn't attack him (I know this doesn't make any sense at all. This dream makes no sense to me now, and I blame starting physics this week ). What ensued was a very tense, yet slow chase of sorts, because the spirit was being led directly after us, because it turned out our hiding spot in a wardrobe was where the code was. I distinctly remember before we woke up Me and the other guy hid in the wardrobe, then we pressed this light button thing 4 times and held our breath (I could actually here tense violin music like in horror films here). Then through the gap in the door I saw the spirit, more like a reanimated person then anything else, turn and stare directly at me. He held my gaze yet did nothing, so after 5/10 seconds I slowly ducked out of the line of sight from the opening, then he turned and went to the code. The dream fizzled away after that.
This wasn't a nightmare at all really, just very tense at the end and I woke up with a hammering heartbeat, but it was more exhillirating than scary. I also blame watching Children of Men for that, as that movie was intense

28th November 2013

I am standing in the back garden of an old friend of mine. I throw a bouncy ball and it starts bouncing all over the garden uncontrollably. It hits me in the face a couple times but it doesn't hurt, it's just more of a shock. It appears to be night time and the fence looks a darker maroon than usual.

Strange skip in the dream as I'm waking up, cuts to a weirdly drawn picture of a Castform (Pokemon). I am convinced there is a ghostly presence controlling me as I wake up (?)

I woke up still under sleep paralysis, the first time this has ever happened to me. I was struck by this fear that something terrible was going to happen. It was tough to open my eyes but when I did I instantly shut them again in fear.