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    1. December, 31.12.2013

      by , 12-31-2013 at 06:00 PM
      The whole evening I am thinking of R.

      That night I dreamt that I was at R.'s place and we made up. The feeling were so real and intense. Especially this feeling of release when he hugged me and told me he was sorry for ignoring and hurting me. It felt so good. All I remember is that we were standing between his bed and couch, hugging each other.

      I wish dreams would come true.

      Strangly that night Mum dreamt as well that she was at his place. But we were sitting at a table in her dream and she was talking to him, telling him, everything is ok and nobody is mad at him and that he should contact me.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , side notes
    2. December, 30.12.2013

      by , 12-31-2013 at 05:56 PM
      On this day R. deleted me on Sykpe. It seems like there is no way back for us right now.

      That night I dreamt that I was at my parents' place. While looking out of the dining room window the sky turns grey and looks like in the "Talespin" - Intro. There's a terrible thunderstorm and I can see the yellow airplane. It climbs pretty steep and I think to myself, why is it out there flying in these conditions. Suddenly it falls out of the sky and crashes into our front yard. I run outside and it is such a small airplane. "Piper Cub" I think to myself. I help the pilot get out. Grandma is there. Grandpa is there (even though he is dead in reality). They don't talk. The pilot doesn't want my help. I tell him about the latest crash I had and he agrees to accept my help. Suddenly R. is at the crash scene as well. I just look at him.
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      non-lucid
    3. Dec 30, 2013.

      by , 12-31-2013 at 04:14 PM
      This is all I can actually remember from last night's dream. I will try to go in order. The dream was very lucid, but I had no control over it, save in one instance:

      Scene 1:

      Is a party scene. My girlfriend and I are staying at a resort sort of thing. And it's night time, and all the guests have gathered for a party. There's food, alcohol, music, the works. The entire room is light up in yellow/gold. Apart from certain furniture, the chairs, dinner table, dishes, cutlery, etc, are all gold. There's a fire going. Everyone's boisterous. At some time, I get tired, and decide I want to leave. But my girlfriend refuses to leave, as it's pitch black outside. There's no lights on the pathways to our room, and she's terrified. She's never been like this, and I try to calm her down as best as I can, while trying to find out why she's terrified of the dark. She gets near to hysterical and tells me that if I continue to inquire further, it's over between us. Well, we go back inside, and she gets more comfortable. Then I try again, but to no avail, and she says it's over.

      Scene 2:

      I'm holding a thick, black snake as big as my body. It's segmented, and has red glowy eyes. It's supposed to be extremely venomous. Since I'm the one who caught it, I'm tasked with removing it from wherever we are right now. I don't really remember. I'm taking it outside, and i'm conscious of the knowledge that I've had previous snake dreams before, and am torn by 2 choices: I could either let the snake go, or I could let it bite me and see what happens. I'm staring at the snake, taking a good look at it while I'm thinking it out. Eventually, I let it go into the night by throwing it away, and the dream ends right there.
      Categories
      lucid , nightmare , dream fragment
    4. The Dark Brotherhood ov Xhaos

      by , 12-31-2013 at 04:13 PM (The Nomad Chronicles)
      I awake in a dream, tied down to a stone altar by snakelike parasites which burrow in and out of my feline flesh. There are two other cat-men which are dancing around, both lions like me, one black and one a dark gold. We are on a hilltop somewhere in what feels like ancient Ireland. What the fuck? :eek: Am I in Stonehenge? There are four black pillars curved inward toward the altar. Altar. Alter. Alter and Mylynes.
      "[B]These are MY LINES, MUHAHAHAHA!"[/B] says some asshole from Nowhere. Nowhere. I have to get back to Nowhere. Fuck this dream! I become lucid!
      I turn 15 different colors, then settle on flaming spots and iridescent tiger stripes with a great lion man. I rip off the imaginary snakes and leap 500 feet into the air with a great, [B]"FUCK YOU TWO!"[/B]
      "Draw!" says a voice from Nowhere. Instantly, Mylynes, Alter and I are back in a Training Room in the Battle Pyramid, which has been altered as a Hyperbolic Time Chamber to accelerate my training. There are shoji doors around us. We are wearing gi (the basic Asian martial arts uniform.) We bow to each other. I summon a Japanese dining table with zabutan (sitting pillows) and mountain tea (Chinese tea poured over a statue of a castle). We sit in silence as I pour the tea with my big lion fist. The tea smells like rivers and mountain air. As the tea flows down the three good luck tiers of the tower, I hear a small waterfall, and the laughter of children in the flowing liquid. We catch the tea in our cups as it falls off the corners roof of the Japanese tea castle. In the corner that is odd, the tea flows into the moat. A tiny green tea dragon swims in the moat, and turns to me, smiling.
      I sit down, and align my chakras. I breathe deeply of the tea. I feel the steam on my face, creating condensation on my fur. I smell everything the leaves smelled from when they first budded on the branch. I look in the tea cup. I see bits of leaves sitting at the bottom of a clear liquid that changes colors from brown to green, back and forth. I look at Mylynes. He is a white weretiger with blue eyes, wearing a dark grey hooded cloak. He somehow grins at me mischievously and maliciously simultaneously.
      I look at Alter. He is a blue-black werejaguar with one brown eye and one pale blue eye, almost white. He is wearing a dark brown hooded cloak. He seems to have a serious demeanor.
      I go out-of-body, and look at myself. I am a black werelion in a dark red and black cloak.
      "Hail the Dark Lords of Xhaos."
      "All Hail!"
      "Hail Eris, Goddess of Khaos!"
      "All Hail!"
      "Hail the Nameless Gods of Outer Darkness!"
      "All Hail!"
      We drink the tea. It's liquid DMT. Who made this? Me? What the Hell? Suddenly, I am tripping balls. Colors are melting into each other, speaking to me of other dimensions, dimensions where red and blue have sex so we can have purple, and all secondary colors are lovable mixed love childs, baby! Lines are ripping at my mind, simple, 1 dimensional short lines, shredding my brain to bits with their simplicity. Alter roars, and a string of one's and zero's come flying at me. I feel naseous. No, I don't. "FUCK YOU TWO!" I shout, regaining lucididity. I make a box around me, a white box, casting out astral parasites with violet flame, I spin in place and summon my kundalini energy to rise within me. I become golden, and make the landscape becomes the land of Nod, a primal, savage garden, a tropical rainforest growing over mountain and valley with waterfalls and uknown undiscovered creatures burrowing, flitting, fighting, living and dying on the Green Moon.
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      Uncategorized
    5. Lucid dreams #67, 68

      by , 12-31-2013 at 03:24 PM (Lucid Time!)
      Fragment

      Something to do with superman fighting a number of Tanks in a downtown/city area.

      Lucid Dreams

      I count these as two lucid dreams since in some respects they were separate dreams and I actually got lucid, lost it, then got lucid again.

      I was at some apartment with S. Supposedly this was in the near future where we had graduated high school and started living on our own. (I'm graduating this spring.)
      I can remember getting lucid through the old nose pinch reality check, stabilizing the dream a little, telling S that he was a dream character.
      It was at that point that I picked up a ball that was lying around the room. I began to use dream control to do this trick where I would change the color of the ball by closing it in my hands, looking away, then opening my hands and the ball would be a different color.
      The other dream characters didn't really seem to care, and for some reason I wanted to entertain them. I thought about a daydream that I'd had yesterday where I picked up a handful of dirt and closed my hand, when I opened it a bunch of butterflies flew out.
      I wanted to try the same trick with this ball, it was the perfect sort of thing to try in a lucid dream. I closed my hands around the ball and thought about what would happen when I opened them. I thought I felt something crawling on my hand. It was ready I opened it.
      No fantastic butterflies. All I managed to do was change the ball from plastic into putty. I wasn't disappointed however and began experimenting with the putty; how it felt and looked in the dream world. I could tell I was losing the dream and going to wake up
      .
      False awakening, I'm in my own basement. It looks really realistic, but I decide to do a reality check because this looks like a false awakening.
      I do the nose pinch again, but for some reason I did it for a really long time, like 10 or 15 seconds.
      Okay, I'm still dreaming. I decide I want to go outside and practice some more advanced dream control. (I don't get why I didn't just teleport by dream spinning, I seem to forget that I can do that...)
      That said I begin making my way upstairs and paying attention to the fact that this dream, unlike the apartment dream beforehand seemed to be much more vivid. I was excited by how I could make out the patterns on the wood paneling we have in our basement.
      I get upstairs, and decide to summon some dream characters, or maybe my dream guide for help. I think that the best way to summon someone would be to call them on the phone. I look at the phone list on the refrigerator and all of my waking life friends are there. I can't seem to find any unusual numbers that I would want to call, so I decide to go outside.
      S is back and he has pulled up in his car. I decide to get in with him and a bunch of random DCs. We all pile into the back of his car and drive off. After a minute I realize that this was a stupid idea and now I'm stuck in this car, and can't really move, and I'm going to lose the dream. I wake up.

      Updated 08-27-2014 at 07:52 PM by 53527

      Categories
      dream fragment , lucid
    6. Waterfall

      by , 12-31-2013 at 07:28 AM
      There is this hugely long waterfall I am hovering over. The water is bright blue. Next I am at its bottom. There are huge Thai or chinese stone carvings in huge rock cubes behind the waterfall. I am with some asain sage and we come across a cube with the sign of the dragon on it. I proudly state it is my sign, I was born in the chinese year of the dragon (true). Next I am back in the air looking down at the waterfall. There are people going down the waterfall for fun. I am just in awe of this, don't they know the could land on a cube and shatter their bones? I wake up.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. The Normal Lucid Dreams of Raevous (2014)

      by , 12-31-2013 at 02:21 AM
      NOTE: I only made this for recording, so it's not going to be fun to read X).

      December 31, 2013 - DEILD #1

      I"m sleeping in my bed, and my mother wake me up, she said "go to the other side of the bed". After I changed position, I tried going to sleep again, then....

      I felt like I'm in a dream then I did a reality check, plugged my nose, and YES. I caught an FA. Then, suddenly, My body feels really weird, It feels like I'm in a blank place, void, I guess. And It feels like my body is being deformed. I tried to dream spin and boom, I'm inside a house, a really old house. I'm locked in a room. I look at my hands and I examine it. I said "Stabilize! Stabilize Now!". The dream became stable after that. I tried to force open the door, It feels like my dream control has gone down. It didn't even bulge. I have no other choice, there's a hole in the upper part of the wall. I jump in there. After that I met two of my old classmates. They're already outside, they're talking to me while they're on the window. There are so many holes in the upper part of the wall, I got in every single one of them until I finally get out. My old classmate said, "We already have an excuse letter, but why are we going through all of this?". Theire father came and they went home. My friend called me after that, but he said nothing. I'm going to try "teleporting". I found a good place to teleport, but how?. I tried adding some saliva to my finger, and draw a circle on the ground. My friend saw me doing that, I decided to ignore him. Then I jump into that circle, I said "Teleport me into a smooth bed!". TELEPORTATION SUCCESFUL. Yeah, I'm in a room with a smooth bed,I re-stabilize the dream because it looks a bit blurry.But, there's a problem, there are so many annoying DCs. I tried to make them vanish, I said , "I Command Thee! Disappear". I failed. After that, I tried going outside the room, good thing the door isn't locked. I tried to look for hot babes, but wait.... This is my grandmother's house. -_-. There's a chick going inside but I don't like her. My friend suddenly wears a thick make-up, They're so ugly, one of my friend said ,"I did it in my dream last night, so it'll be fun doing it in reality". I entered the room and when I'm looking at my hands, I woke up.

      January 7, 2013 - DEILD # 2

      I suddenly woke up after a long dream, I decided to sleep again and...

      I suddenly felt that I am dreaming, but I'm in that "void" again. I'm having a hard time in moving my body, it feels like I'm going to wake up. So I tried doing the dream spin. I failed in my first attempt and succeeded in the second one. I found myself inside the room of my grandmother's house, the furniture are arranged in a way that is like when I was 7-10 yrs old. The dream seems to be fading, I did a reality check by looking at my hands and said "Stabilize Lucidity Now!" but it didn't work. Then, I woke up.

      REMEMBER: I'll do a dream spin next time when I'm at a state where a dream is fading.

      January 10, 2014 - DEILD #3 - DILD # 1

      "2 Great Lucid Dreams in a Row"
      Lucid Dream #1 (DEILD #3)
      I woke up after a dream, maybe a nightmare. I decided to go to sleep. I suddenly felt that I'm moving in a dreaming state. I waited until the dream comes. I feared that I'll be back in my last dream. And then......

      I'm in a room, with 4 of my friends. We're a bit sad. I don't know why. Suddenly, pretty girls at our age suddenly came in. All of us have chosen one girl. It's pretty fun. We had a great kiss and so on. But what's annoying is they drive me in a "semi-aware" state. I even asked my partner "do you know you're my first kiss?". Good thing she finally left. But the "semi-aware" me decided to follow her. There are so many people outside. They're wearing school uniforms. They're in a hut, it looks like there's an event here. I'm disappointed when I didn't find the girl. Suddenly my awareness heightens again. I'm getting the feeling of "sleeping in my bed" so I go run and touched an electric pole like a dancer. I decided to go back there, and saw an school.The weather seems it's going to be bad. There are so many people on the highest floor. The school is a bit far so i decided to fly. I failed in my first attempt. It's great that I remembered my cousin's tips. I should use things like "magic brooms" etc. or start flying little by little. I ran fast first and started to jump like hell. I also move my arms like I'm swimming in water. I finally flied, but, it's not that high. As I'm approaching in the school, I saw some of them having a pair of white wings. They flied as the rain approaches. I decided to join them. But I can't fly that high. I believed it 100% that I'll fly higher and higher. BOOM. I'm at their level, we flied around the school campus' square. I suddenly realized something. "Why the Fuck can't I feel the water splashing on my face?". Then suddenly a burst of gravitational force pulls me down to the ground. It didn't hurt but I felt dizzy. I think I'm losing the dream. I dream spin and I retained the dream. But I suddenly woke up.

      Lucid Dream 2 - DILD #1
      Half of my body is stuck in an unknown place, it's pitch black beyond that. My other half is in a building, it looks like an school or a ship. I suddenly knew that I am dreaming. But there's a problem, I'm being pulled by the unknown place. I dream spin to escape it. It's a success. I decided to return to the school where I flied so high. I took the stairways. There are so many stairs and it feels like I'm not going anywhere. I even jumped directly from stairs to stairs but it only makes me exhausted. I remembered playing gta:samp. I summoned a virtual keyboard and typed "/go Kirito". It didn't work, ouch. I looked at my sides and saw a set of stores. I decided to go there. I saw a store that sells Japanese foods. I decided to go in there. The goods that are being sold suddenly changed. I'm disappointed. I transferred to another store. When I'm on my way, I suddenly saw a vehicle inside this mall. They're buying foods from a store and they're saying something about a dream. I suddenly woke up after that.

      January 20, 2014

      "5 consecutive and pretty short LDs" (I'm sleep deprived at that time) TIME 5:00AM ~> ??

      LUCID DEAM 1 - DEILD # 4
      I'm in the sofa where I slept, and I just know I'm dreaming. Everything seems blurry and I woke up.

      LUCID DREAM 2 - DEILD #5
      I'm in the sofa again and I know I'm dreaming, I think there's something stucked in my eye inside, 80% of my vision is blocked by an annoying image of a diamond or crystal. I looked at my hands and tried stabilizing the dream. But then, I woke up.

      LUCID DREAM 3- DEILD # 6
      I'm in the house of my biological father before and I know I'm dreaming, I'm going to do a dream spin that time because everything seems to be blurry. After I did one, my body didn't stopped. It spinned like hell, until I woke up.

      LUCID DREAM 4- DEILD # 7
      I'm in the house of my grandmother and I know I'm dreaming. I'm looking at the furnitures and my awareness drifted. Suddenly I knew I'm dreaming again and I woke up.

      LUCID DREAM 5- DEILD # 8
      I'm in the house of my grandmother again, but there are two unknown people. One is a chick and I guess the other one is her mother. I went outside the room and see the chick :3 in her towel and just finished her bath. I said , "Why you didn't wait for me ?", "You're too slow, that's why" and I just kept silent. We went on the bed and sleep next to each other, suddenly her mother opened the door and then looked to us and smiled. She just closed the door and left. "I'm going to get laid HAHHA" It runs in my mind as I wake up.... </3

      February 02, 2014

      "Sleep Paralysis, I won again" - DEILD # 9
      I'm lying in my bed, and paralysis strikes me again. I had a feeling of the dream going to end if I didn't break the paralysis. I tried chanting a word that will unfreeze me, "Unfreeze!". I'm released from the paralysis for a few seconds. Then, I focused my mind to break the paralysis. I succeded. I defeated paralysis again :3. I looked at my hands and it's missing. So I couldn't do the hand examinations stabilization technique. The dream is becoming blurry so I tried attaching myself to things. I rubbed my body on the table and anything. I went to the back of the house and saw that it is raining. I decided to go outside. I noticed that I am nude. I realized that I shouldn't be ashamed because it's only a dream. As I push the roller up, I saw three girls wearing school uniform. One of them is pretty hot and I brought her inside the house. I asked her to remove her lower-clothes and I almost had her </3 .

      February 08, 2014

      "ALMOST" - DILD # 2
      I'm in front of the poultry shop in my place and I saw two familiar girls in there. I suddenly realized I'm lucid and asked one of the girls in there to come near me. We sat in a table and talk and almost... (you already know what happened). I'm teleported in my room and I'm paralyzed, I tried fighting it, too bad, I woke up.

      February 18, 2014

      "NEED TO CONTROL!"
      I'm in my room and I just felt that I am dreaming. The dream is becoming blurry and I'm doing my best to stabilize it. After a few seconds of fighting with it, I succesfully stabilized the dream. Time to fuck huehuehue. I tried summoning my classmate in front of me but I failed. I remembered that I can use alternatives in summoning, so I imagine someone will be in the bed when I returned. So it's succesful. We did it and she disappeared. After that, I tried summoning again but I woke up. (I'm pretty sleep deprived at this time).

      March 11, 2014

      "Dafuq is wrong" DILD #3
      I'm in the center of a road, and I just realized that I'm dreaming. It became blurry afterwards and it ended for a few seconds.

      "DEmmm"
      I'm back in the road again and I just know I'm dreaming, the dream ended like before -_- .

      --SiMPLIFIED--
      March xx, 2014 DILD #4

      I just know I'm dreaming. I'm inside a half-split warehouse. I'm with someone I don't know. I don't know how to get out.

      March xx, 2014 DEILD #10

      I'm in my room, and I just know I'm dreaming. I can't see well. My vision looks like a hanging computer.

      March 18, 2014 DILD # 5

      I'm in my room, and I just know I'm dreaming. My body is paralyzed. I did my best to overcome it. I went out of the house and tried my powers. I couldn't summon directly, so I did a little trick. I summoned Pat, with the use of aCP. And then.... boom.

      March xx, 2014 DILD # 6

      I'm in my room, and I just know that I'm dreaming. Suddenly, I feel so fuckin scared, and some sort of birds (somehow, it looks like swain's) came out of my bed that caused me to wake up.

      April xx, 2014 DILD # 7

      I'm under a bridge, and there's some sort of ice sheet there. I tried skating with just bare feet and it works. I tried doing tricks and I just suddenly fly and I'm like "this can only happen in a dream", awareness rushed through me. But it vanish as time goes on. I end up doing workout while hanging in the bridge and a cop caught me. -.- wth?

      Updated 05-07-2014 at 06:08 PM by 66808

      Categories
      lucid
    8. Another Gift

      by , 12-31-2013 at 01:40 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      #261 - DILD - 5:34AM

      I can't remember the first part of this dream but I am in some version of my parents old house. Dad is in the kitchen and mom is in the laundry room. I remember the laundry room was really dirty just a minute ago and now it is spotless. I try to focus on visual awareness like I did all day yesterday. I realize this looks like a dream and become lucid.

      I walk up to my mom and in a humorous Italian mobster type voice, I yell, "Yo Mommieeeee." She looks up from folding laundry and I can't remember any goals. I think and the first thing that comes to mind is the TOTM that I already did. Not really thinking about it I ask, "Don't you have a gift for me?"
      She puts her hands on her upper chest and asks, "For meeee?"
      I say, "No. For me."
      The she gets a look like she just remembered something and pulls out a wrapped box from a shelf. The package is in plain white paper and is about the shape and size of a book. I reach for it but suddenly have an FA


      I am totally fooled this time and I am picking myself up off the floor. I see my parents on the other side of the room and I sit down in some restaurant booth feeling very tired and disoriented. This strange woman from work walks past and says, "I love being with my family." I think she is talking crazy but try to ignore her. She pulls a dish out of a microwave that is near me and puts the side of the hot dish on my check. It doesn't burn but it annoys the hell out of me. I give her a go-to-hell-look and push the bowl away. I then wake up.
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      lucid
    9. The Phone

      by , 12-31-2013 at 01:29 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      #260 - DILD - 4:27AM

      I get a little insomnia and thing I'll never fall back to sleep.

      Now in the dream, I am look up at the ceiling thinking I need some help to get sleepy again. I start to get up to go take some melatonin but my wife grabs me. She straddles me like we are about to have sex then makes an odd statement about New Year's Eve. But this entire interaction become even more odd because now I can hear her snoring.

      I decide this has to be a dream and I tell her about how is snoring and actually asleep. She wordlessly lays back down and I do to thinking I need to DEILD now. After a second, I realize how dumb this is and I get up out of bed. This is a strange shifting of the bedroom from some strange house to something closer to my actual bedroom.

      The living is well lit and on my way outside I see a strange pink device with blue blinking lights. It's about the shape and size of a cell phone but has no screen. It actually resembles something more like one of those buzzers you get while waiting for a seat at a restaurant. I pick it up. There is no buzzing by the flashing lights make me want to answer it like a phone. I put it to my ear and say, "Hello."
      I hear my mom's voice say something about how my wife's sister's husband is "Quitting the team." I have no idea what she is talking about but I say, "Oh now way. Really?"
      Then she says, "This is a recording." and begins to repeat herself.

      I am now outside on the porch and I toss the phone way into the street. I get a sudden idea and run back to the phone. I can't remember where I was trying to go but I felt like If I called a cab it would take me there. I keep my eyes on the phone so that I won't lose it and the blinking blue lights make it easy. When I pick the phone up I look for buttons but only find several metallic buttons for charging points like on the bottom of an old cordless phone. (Does anyone have land lines anymore?) I put the "phone" to my ear and start asking for a cab. I get some strange random reply from and unknown woman. I try asking again but I am having to talk over her and shes not hearing me. I become highly aware of the feel of the road on my bare feet as I walk around yelling into this strange blinking device. I suddenly wake up.
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      lucid
    10. Breakaway Truck

      by , 12-31-2013 at 01:13 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      #259 - DEILD - 3:18AM

      The previous dream changes into something like a shooter game. I enter an underground compound and make my way through many rooms shooting enemy soldiers. I feels like the dream had a plot but I can't remember it.

      I partially wake and DEILD

      I get out of bed with no vibes and enter the living room and go outside. The living room is well lit but my vision is like a strobe-light. Every time the lights came on I would start to get vibes but with the darkness it the vibes subsided. The effect was like a strange tingling throbbing in my head. I ignored this as noise and continued outside. I stood in the street of my very normal looking neighborhood trying to remember what I wanted to do in this dream. Suddenly, a large red pickup comes at me. I decide to have some fun and stand there with my head lowered ready to pounce. The truck tries to avoid me but I drive for it. The strobe light effect has wore off but now time seems to have dilated and slowed way down. I think that I might not reach the truck but I manage to catch the tailgate. I try to latch on but the entire truck bed break off in my hands.

      I am now standing in my neighbors yard across the street hold a truck bed. I drop it and just sort of stare at it for a moment. I hear my dad's voice from somewhere over my shoulder. He's asking something about the truck and I just say, "His bed fell off." as I wake up.
      Categories
      lucid
    11. Dream Tablet

      by , 12-31-2013 at 01:01 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      #258 - WILD - 3:00AM

      I realize that I dozed off a little too much and fully wake up. I begin visualizing to enter a dream on a pirate ship by imagining that I am the captain at the wheel. I begin to hear in my mind bits a pieces of shanties from AC4 but nothing really materializes. I switch to feeling sand with my hands and get some physical sensation on my hands.

      Suddenly, it seems that I am holding a tablet so begin to draw a ship with my finger. It's crude but quickly takes cartoony shape. Watter seems to rush in and the ship breaks to pieces. I try pinching it together but it falls apart. I see two stick figures swimming and I feel that it represents my wife and I. I get caught up in playing this game and try to form something by pinching on the screen. I only get strange effects with water and clouds until I finally fall completely non lucid.
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      lucid
    12. ASOIAF and OUAT

      by , 12-30-2013 at 11:19 PM
      ASOIAF-based. Jaime's face is covered in burn scars on one side, recently healed; Cersei's pale and has something wrong with her skin, grey spiderweb patterns in small patches on the sides of her face, wearing widow's black with a high collar. Jaime's sitting down next to his uncle - whose face is also scarred, on the opposite side from Jaime, from a cut from a weapon that left a permanent hole through his cheek - and he's saying "Look at us. Three grotesques." He's not including his uncle in that; he means the three siblings, specifically in their role as Tywin's heirs.

      He folds his hands on his chest, and something strikes me as odd about this; I focus on his fingers and feel like there's too many of them. (For reasons that were obvious once I woke up.) He says, "We remember (name of some famous military tactician)" - and then says some quote relevant to their current situation; as a disembodied observer, I'm less interested in the quote and more interested in why Jaime's saying it. I'm thinking that this time period, immediately after all three Lannister siblings had become disfigured, ended up being when they really started to come into their own; that Jaime specifically became serious about various responsibilities that he'd had little interest in up until now, became more philosophical, and wound up distinguishing himself as a tactician.

      Jaime's still talking - he's just mentioned a prophecy which includes a mention of monogamy, and he sneers at the reference, and says something along the lines of 'if only I could get me a good prybar' - he's stuck in an engagement he desperately wishes he could get out of, but which he's resigned to.

      I'm leaning against a wooden fence, wearing a heavy fur coat and digging a bullet out of my side with my fingers, blood all over my hands. It can't kill me, but it's unpleasant. I'm saying to someone, "Wish you hadn't come." Didn't want them to see this.

      (Woke up. Back to sleep.)

      Fragments: A photo of a small island containing 6 towers arranged in a hexagon, with a wall around them so that they can't be seen from the water; the photo's accompanied by a note mentioning Florida and Puerto Rico. A girl with a shapeshifter for a brother. The word supranatural. Song lyrics: "Feed on the sickness." Dialogue: "You're familiar. I'm just glad to see familiar-"

      Five teenagers heading to an abandoned playground; three of them are aliens in human form, and they need to go somewhere isolated to temporarily drop the disguise. The other two are humans, their girlfriends, in on the secret. One of them has seen this before, but for the other, Laurie, this is new; although she knew her guy was alien, actually seeing it is a shock. She sits down on a bench attached to a picnic table, and she's thinking about when she slept with him. The other girl, the one who's seen this before, is watching her and feeling sympathetic. The boyfriend comes back over to her and asks what's the matter, except English isn't really compatible with his mouth in this form - he's something vaguely like a very large spider - so "What's the matter, Laurie?" sounds more like "Wassama'ar? Lau-rie?" The other girl comes over and puts her hands on Laurie's shoulders.

      Rumpelstiltskin/Gold has a daughter. She's building a snowman in a park with her mother, along with a large group of other parents and children doing the same thing; Gold's not there, but he's using magic to talk with her from a distance, now and then. She's named her snowman Lefty. It has 3 left arms, one of them with a hook. But while she's not paying attention, one of the other mothers breaks Lefty and uses it as materials for her own kid's snowman. This doesn't come as a surprise. Gold's daughter isn't treated well in this town, she's always ostracized. Gold, hearing about this, starts to encourage her to (do something I no longer remember.)

      While he's encouraging her, Rumpelstiltskin has a flashback: in his castle, with Regina in full Evil Queen mode. He's ranting about some Council which he blames for manipulating him into becoming the 'evil creature' he is today, and which he's now turning against. The rant has a reap-what-you-sow kind of theme. Regina had been on that Council up until very recently and is encouraging him in this; she's the one who informed him how he's been played.

      Updated 12-30-2013 at 11:33 PM by 64691

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    13. 12/30/13 - fish in the ear

      by , 12-30-2013 at 08:47 PM (Leaving the matrix)
      I'm laying on the floor resting with my head on a pillow near my sister's fish take which looks nothing like her fish tank in wake, and the house I'm in is not familiar. My sister is doing something to the tank, maintenance I suppose, she is trying to catch one of the fish with the little green fish catching net, the fish is so small, about the size of the tip of my thumb, and it's electric blue with a few black and white stripes. She gets it, but when she lifts the net out of the water it falls out, it falls out strange although we accept it as normal, it dropped then hovered still in a spot above my head for a few seconds, then my sister urged me not to move so she can retrieve the fish. In my view it slowly gets closer to my face, I yell at my sister to get it because it looks like she isn't even trying even though she says she is but she's doing nothing. then the fish disappears out of my view, I sit up fast and scream at her "where is it?" then she say's "I'm not sure" but tells me to hold still so she can search my head for it, I don't like the way she is giggling the whole time as I feel this is some serious shit. I'm imagining it went into my mouth, or in one of my ears, so I close my mouth and discern it's not in there, but I realize that my right ear feels soooo stuffy. It felt like it had 20 years of sticky warm earwax in it, and it's a little deaf, so I stick my finger in it trying to dig it out. I yell at my sister that it's in my ear, she tells me that we can go to this house with a family that has helped us before and given me a tattoo that I don't remember or something like that. So we're driving at night and within seconds are at the house, we get out and my sister walks ahead of me and knocks on their door and whispers something to the guy that opened the door, I can't hear, I suppose it about the situation. Then the man at the door smiles and lets us in, when we walk in my sister leaves me there and goes to the car and i don't like that. Then I turn back to the people in the living room, it's an older woman i guess their mom, then two guys in their late twenties, and a girl that looks a little younger than me. The mom tells me to sit in the chair next to one of her sons so he can do what ever to my ear while she continues talking about stuff we've supposedly done in the past, then i sit in a chair next to him, but he tells me "no the other one", so i get up and sit in the chair next to him on the other side of him. then everyone gets quiet and he picks tools and stuff up from this ironing table and messes with my ear, next thing I know I'm passing out, then I wake up and it's really dark but i see a night light on the wall so the light hits a few objects, i look around and see I'm in brown blankets on their living room floor, and all around me the rest of the family in brown blankets sleeping in different places on the living room floor, i wondered why no one was using the couch, the mom was by the window, the two guy near the door and i was by the couch with my head on the girls blanket and she moved in her sleep and bumped my head and she woke up from it and had this weird look on her face when she saw me looking at her and then she tried to explain to me something about she had to sleep near me to get my energy, then she grabbed my head and buried it into the side of her hip and fucked my hair up and i was just to lethargic to give a fuck i suppose and I was zoning out like she really was sucking my energy then when i fell back asleep i woke up.
    14. An Adventure and a Dream Guide

      by , 12-30-2013 at 08:23 PM
      fragment:

      I don't remember how this dream started, I just remember that I was living in a dystopian, industrial city and we were not allowed to leave. Outside the city's walls were the outlanders and they were supposed to be uncivilized and miserable people that would sooner eat you than help you. I guess it was supposed to be like Mad Max or The Road Warrior out there.Did you know...-rwmax1.jpg

      After wandering around the city for awhile doing stuff that I can't exactly remember, I eventually came to the wall where I spotted these two little kids scurrying over it. They used secret footholds in the wall. I went up there and did the same. On the other side I found an interesting house, it had no walls but it had about 4 floors and very unusual architecture. Reminded me of something I might have seen in Waterworld. Did you know...-waterworld_structure_small.jpg

      But there was desert below, not water. The kids' father was a nice Chinese man that also happened to be a chemist. His house was filled with all kinds of awesome contraptions, whirring gizmos, and bubbling vials. After talking with him for awhile about what the outside world was really like, a gatekeeper came to his home. He told the nice Chinese man that one of the gate monitors had been tripped and that he was looking for someone that had escaped from the town. He told him that he had seen nothing and the gatekeeper left. I thanked him and then left on a trek across the desert to see what I could find.

      I walked for quite awhile, until the Chinese man's home was no longer visible. There was an excavation site up against a cliff wall. I walked over there and tried to blend in with the workers. I saw all kinds of exotic, precious minerals of various colors just laying around everywhere. There was also a giant mound of unrefined gold and gems. I picked up a blue crystal and it started soaking up this weird blackish green substance. A young man told me that this particular crystal was very special, it could soak up evil essence. He said that he was using these to cleanse the world. I thought that was pretty cool and I definitely approved of his noble mission, so I followed him away from the excavation site.

      He led me to a camp of outlaws, this part really was a little bit road warrior. They were all dressed up in strange armor and some were wearing masks. They had a lot of engineers among them and they drove motorcycles and large machines. But they weren't mean, they were just misunderstood . Did you know...-387_4.jpg

      They were about to go on a secret raiding mission where they would attack an old-world machine factory. They used to produce massive war machines there before the great fall, and some were still operational and on autopilot. I went with them and we found an enormous machine that had spikes all over it to impale anybody that tried to climb on it and it had a massive chainsaw and a buzzsaw at the end of its arms. It immediately started attacking everything it saw, cutting motorcyles in half and sending my fellow outlaws flying. I climbed to the 3rd floor of the factory and knocked some spikes off the machine. I then jumped down into the pilot's seat, turned off auto-pilot, and took control. Everybody cheered and I drove it back to their base.

      When we got there, the lead outlaw started telling me about another secret mission. He wanted me to go with this other guy to infiltrate a town. I was supposed to watch his back while he did what needed to be done. We left for this town, riding motorcycles. We rode for what seemed a very long time, crossing this magical land that resembled night elf land from WOW, but it was much more beautiful and vivid.

      The town was very medieval and magnificent looking. Did you know...-brettonian-town.jpg

      We went into a tavern that full of people getting drunk and having a good time. My buddy led me into a backroom where some of the town's most powerful individuals were playing poker. They didn't trust me being in there so they made me leave, but my friend was allowed to stay. So I went back into the room of people getting drunk and had a beer. I talked with this strange looking creature. He was short, fat, and he looked like he was from another world. His skin was green and scaly and he had very thin arms and legs. The leader of the outlaws showed up and told me that this creature was just trying to distract me. He told me that they knew about us, and it would only be a matter of time before we were all captured. An evil smirk ran across the ugly little creature's face and he tried to grab me. I punched him in the face and he went flying. Everybody in the bar got up and started fighting. A lot of them ran after us and the outlaw leader jumped into a giant war machine and started riding away, so I took off flying with my friend that was in the backroom playing poker. We flew back across the magical landscape but this time there was a ceiling and walls. After awhile we came up to a bunch of spellcasters and swordsmen from the town. They spawned plants on the walls and the ceiling that tried to devour us. Fireballs and lightning bolts were flying all over the place and we somehow managed to dodge them all. We got back to the base safely and the dream ended.

      Dream 1:

      Before this dream started, I woke up and experienced a little bit of sleep paralysis. I couldn't move my body and it felt like someone was laying on me. Fear started to set in, but I just said nah, not gonna be afraid. Instead I started to feel my dream body - I flexed my hands and feet until I got back into a dream. Wasn't lucid though. In the dream there was a cat laying on top of me and I thought, oh no wonder if felt like someone was laying on me! Silly kitty. He jumped off and turned into a dog. Then I went into the kitchen and my mom and sister were there. I said to them, "What are you guys doing, you're not supposed to be here!" My mom was manically cooking pork chops while talking about cooking chicken and my sister said to me, "what are you talking about David, mom's not here". Then my mom vanished and I asked my sister if this was a dream. She told me no and I tried to move something with my mind and a coffee mug flew across the room. "Liar!" I exclaimed. Then she walked away and I went outside. I tried to use telekinesis again just to make sure that it was a dream and then I thought about what I might want to do and I decided I wanted to talk to my dream guide. I said to the dream, "Okay, I'm ready to talk to you Mr. God". He appeared right in front of me, instantly, and he looked almost exactly the same as before except he was wearing different clothes and he was about 10 feet tall. I went to hug him and only got up to his waist. He said something really strange that I can't quite remember. I can only remember key words: cosmic, below the belt, joke universe. At first I thought he was making fun of my dick, saying that it was the joke of the universe. Then I thought that maybe he said that because my face was practically in his crotch. I never figured out, maybe a metaphor or something? Anyways, I woke up and DEILD'd.

      Dream 2:

      I was outside still but my dream guide was gone, I used telekinesis to make sure I was dreaming again and a flower pot moved over a ledge and broke. I summoned the dream guide again and this time he was shorter than me, same clothes and appearance otherwise. I noticed the dream started to get blurry so I stabilized and then walked over to him. I asked him how long I could talk to him for and he told me 20-30 minutes if I choose. I had the instant thought of no way, I'm going to wake up really soon I just know it. He gave me an understanding, compassionate smile and then hugged me. I hugged him back but then I started to feel a little bit uncomfortable. I had the split second thought that maybe he'll turn evil and bite me. Instead, he hugged me tighter and gave me more love. I snapped out of all my thoughts and was lost in the all pervading feeling of love. Then I woke up. DEILD'd again.

      Dream 3:

      I was at my parents' house and my mom was going to let some strange black dog outside. I used telekinesis again just to make sure and noticed that I was chewing gum, it was getting a little bit bland but still had some flavor. Dream ended as I was trying to go outside to summon my DG again.
    15. Lightsaber Fight and Nerf War

      by , 12-30-2013 at 07:38 PM (Lucid Time!)
      I was in some jungle/rainforest type area where there were these really high tech/ futuristic type platforms built in the area. For some reason, it felt like the woods behind my neighborhood. The rainforest floor looked quite treacherous with fallen logs and a thick growth of ferns. So the only way to navigate the area was by walking along the futuristic walkways.
      I am a jedi and me and another are tracking down a sith lord on this planet. The other jedi I was with had black curly hair and a short beard. I think he was my master and I was the apprentice. The sith lord looked like count dooku but with an insanely long beard that went down to his waistline, and he was waiting for us on a large platform.
      We all draw our light-sabers. Mine is green; the other jedi, Blue, and the sith lords; Red of course.
      We start fighting. But we don't fight for very long. Maybe only about thirty seconds before I use the force to jump about 20 feet into the air. I sort of hovered there and watched my jedi friend get slashed at and kicked off the platform but somehow I knew he was just injured and not dead.
      The sith lord thought he had won, so I used the force to push myself down and stabbed my lightsaber right though the top of his head and killed him.
      The other Jedi came up onto the platform and we exchanged some diolouge. Then the sith, who was dead was apparently able to still talk to me. He explained that using that move in a lightsaber fight is "cheating" and that I was dishonored. My jedi friend was also able to hear him and told me that it was a fair fight. He then left and told me to stay behind.
      Some stormtroopers showed up and (enter dream logic) shot me with nerf guns. I blocked a few darts with my lightsaber which had become a plastic toy lightsaber. After I blocked and evaded their shots for a minute they ran out of ammo.
      They took off their helmets and revealed they were all just kids. (Not my friends or my dream characters, just random kids, most of them looked younger than me, 10-12ish age) They told me that these were my nerf guns that they were using.
      (RL note, I own a bunch of nerf guns.)
      I told them that they had to pick up the foam darts, but they didn't want to. After a minute of my convincing they all begrudgingly agreed to help. One kid started crying and throwing handfuls of foam darts at everyone. I got really mad with him and we started yelling and hitting one another. The kid said he was going to break my leg, and started punching me in the knee. We fought for a long time until I woke up.

      Updated 08-27-2014 at 07:52 PM by 53527

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