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It was late at night and I was about to go to bed in my house, except I was sleeping on a mattress in the doorway between my parents room and the living room. I said goodnight to my parents and was about to try and get some sleep when I heard something over by my old room. I look in that direction and see through my open door the figure of a man, all black, more like a ghost or a shadow than an actual person. I decided to go over there and as I got closer I noticed the light in my sisters old room was on and I went in there instead and it was just like my sisters room before we changed everything around. Me and Christina sat on the bed and were served food and drinks by waiters in our house. I drank a few cups of pomegranate juice. They asked us how we liked everything. My sister said something like "this is to fattening" or something and I apologized for her and said it was very good. I then got up and went to look for that ghost thing in my room and went in there. I didn't find the thing but I suddenly realized "I'm dreaming, this is all a dream!" I look at my hands and they were so blurry I couldn't tell how many fingers I had. Yup, I was in a dream. I was walking through my kitchen from my old room to go to the bathroom so I could look in the mirror but then thought "what am I doing, I should be flying and going to the beach not looking in mirrors." But the dream was still pretty blurry so I stopped and rubbed my hands together and demanded "clarity now" and "make this dream vivid" and boy did it work. All of the sudden it felt just like real life, I felt the AC on my shoulders and the floor under my feet, and it kind of scared me how real a dream could seem. I opened my eyes and hoped to see how cool it would all be but it was blurry and getting worse so I tried spinning around to get some stability. It failed miserably and I woke up in my bed.

After a year break, I've decided to give LD another try. So last night I set the intention to wake up at 5 and remember a dream (and if possible get lucid).

Well I woke up at 4.50 and while I didn't remember a dream, I went back to sleep. At 5.50 woke up again, this time with a dream still in my head. Wrote down some keywords in the dark to remember them later and went back to sleep.

At 8 I woke up again as usual, and remembered a second dream. Both non-lucid, but I don't except to have lucid dreams just now when I'm still struggling to remember my regular dreams as it were.

Dream 1.

I was in a very small hotel room with my ex (I do have often dreams about my ex as we were still married). I noticed some money in a glass ashtray, probably left there to the maid from the previous room occupants. As we already took over the room, I took the money, figuring in my mind that it's ours since the maid probably didn't need it. I got a paper $20, some coins and also a Hungarian forint (which is no longer in print for years). In the dream I was also wondering about the coin, and if I were more advanced at it, this would have already been a dream sign to notice.

Small fragment of me going to the balcony and in a neighboring room some guys were in the window, they saw me and started laughing (maybe I was naked? not sure).

Another fragment where we were walking with a girl and her father (?). The girl liked the guy (which is why I'm not sure was her father), she kept putting her hands in his. She had a small black dog, who started to lick my hand and cuddle next to me, and I remember having thought that she would be definitely jealous to see the dog cozy up to me.

Dream 2 after I went to sleep at 5.50

My parents were visiting and I was at school (or work?) taking part in some show. Dressed in some white dancing style clothes and kept looking at my parents to see if they saw me. We left from the building and when we came back, we were changing clothes, but I noticed I'm in house shoes so I was looking for some other shoes to take (that belonged to other people).

I found a brown pair of low closed shoes that I liked, but when I took them in my hands, a girl came and I gave them to her, as the pair were hers. Then I saw another pair of boots, a bit taller, but the owner came as well. So then I decided that I'll go with my parents to shop for my own pair of boots (or shoes).

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It was interesting how clearly I remembered the brown boots, I liked especially the shorter pair. If I'll ever see them in a shop nearby, I'll definitely buy them.

Also strange how less moral or ethical things were ok in the dreams, as if they were the most normal thing in the world (taking others's shoes, or taking money from the hotel room without remorse).

Also I noticed that my parents (which are living in another country, so we only get to really meet once a year) feature so often in my dreams. My ex relatively often as well. Guess these are dream signs I'll have to start focusing on.

Today i dreamt i was in a illuminated room where it was my racing set
i putted my white helmet on my head, i really felt that i had talent for racing.
i sitted in my white kart. and thought how my life was getting similar to capeta anime series.
I already had my racing white set when the dream started


Dream elements:

-kart
-racing



Technique used: ----------


hours slept: 12 hours

I was in some old, old western style house. The kind of place you expect to find antiques and stuff. I was walking around with my mom and my little brother. As soon as I fully entered the dream I started flipping out. I asked my mom, "Wait, how did I get here?"
"What do you mean?" she says.
"I was just at Nana's house, so how did I get here?" I plead. I tried recalling driving back to NC or flying or something. "So does this mean I'm still at Nana's house?" She smiles and nods. "So does that mean...?" She grins. "Sweeeet!" I take a look around the house, trying to decide what I want to do. I glance over at the wall, and I see a mirror. Ooh, goody. I stare for a bit confused by what I saw. I saw a body, but my head and part of my neck were gone. There was maybe a couple of inches of my neck left. I didn't see any blood or anything, just skin. Then my mother and brother stood next to me. When I saw them in the mirror they looked like their skulls had been X-rayed, same color scheme and stuff. It didn't really bother me, I kinda thought it was neat. I turned away, and decided to teleport. I couldn't think of any particular place (really wish I had remembered Angel Falls) so I just closed my eyes and did it. I tried to open my eyes before it was done, but it was as if my eyes had been glued shut. I couldn't do anything. (Possibly I DEILD'd? IDK) My eyes open again. I see that I am in a huge building, about the size of a football stadium and the same domed ceiling as well. The room had an orange color scheme. I could see behind me was the entrance, just as white as ever. I felt super dizzy, like I was about to fall and I couldn't control myself. "Oh yeah! Stabilize! I forgot." I rub my hands together for a while and whisper "stabilize, stabilize," over and over. One of the DCs also starts to whisper "stabilize," in my mother's voice, but I couldn't see my mom around me. After stabilizing I look around some more. I'm in an art museum of sorts. There are pedestals with funky statues and weird stuff all around me. I see that Morgan Freeman is one of the artists featured there. Go figure. Then I summon my tulpa Kira into the dream. I solidly look over her form, and promptly abandoned her. (I'm the best.) I recalled me wanting to fly before in a dream, so I jumped onto a wall and jumped back out, willing myself to fly just to fail once again. Being the spastic person I am I change my attention (again) to the lecture that had just started happening. I see there is a stage, with the art on a pedestal with a light over head. The lecturer is sitting on a couple steps leading up to the stage where the art is at. I see a couple of girls sitting there. I felt the sudden urge to kiss one of them, someone who I actually recognized from WL. (Not someone I know very well though.) I sit down next to her and nibble her ear. She looks over to me, almost saying "st-" but sees my eyes, blushes and then doesn't say anything. I lick her from the side, all the way up into her armpit. Weird taste, weird feeling. I close my eyes and go in for the kiss. I hear the DCs around us gasping. The DC giving the lecture tells us to stop over the microphone, like we were committing a crime or something. I feel my lips touch hers, and her tongue slips into my mouth. I have never kissed anyone before, so this whole experience was pretty new for me. Anyways, the dream fades out and my consciousness returns to my physical body. It's like an hourglass. The sand is the consciousness gradually changing, depending on whether you are falling asleep or waking up. I wake up with my eyes closed, reminiscing on this awesome dream.

My second one was last night. I went to bed early and listened to another guided meditation. I woke up in the vibrational state by my room door. I felt like I was already sitting up and could hear different distorted noises. To my left I could sense or see that my wife was sleeping there which was weird because she sleeps on the other side of the room and no one has ever slept in this spot by the door. Anyhow, I tried to get out with no avail when I saw a reflection or shadow or something of a head on the wall. When I turned my focus to it I floated right out. I floated right into my walk in closet and tried to go through the wall to get outside. That didn't work. So I turned around I floated out of my bedroom and into the living room directly towards the wall. I went into a superman position and went through it to the outside. I thought I would see the area between my neighbors house and mine or even might be inside my neighbors house. None of this happened. It almost seemed like I couldn't see. And it might have had something to do with what happened next. I could sense I was floating up into the sky. Kind of fast. The funniest thing about this was I can remember pulling up my underwear which seemed sort of slumped off. I thought that I might get cold or lose them altogether if I didn't. Right after that this I ended up popping into my living room and floated again down the hallway to my bedroom. Another weird thing was that when I approached the hallway, my dog was there looking at me and kept backing up as I floated over to the corner where I REALLY was sleeping. He backed all the way into this corner. Then I woke up.

My first one kind of went like this, I was listening to a guided meditation after waking up at 2 am and staying up for awhile. I fell asleep and woke up towards the end of the video where the woman said, "rise up"... and instantaneously I rocketed to my ceiling, but right before I got there I heard her again say, "rise up" but this time it was distorted. I could sense I was actually laying in a different spot in my room than where I normally lay. But I could almost see things from a 3rd sense or something. I mean, it felt like my eyes were closed but I could see. While I was floating there feeling naked, almost vulnerable, I told myself to just go with it and stay calm. I was there for maybe 10 seconds when I wondered if I could open my eyes and be in another realm. When I opened my eyes I instantly projected back into my body and the recording was still playing exactly where it should have given the 15 or 20 seconds I was out.

I was a spy, sneaking around a corridor. There were giant windows on the right side of the wall. I was talking to someone over a walky-talkie. We kept using funny acronyms to describe situations and what to do during certain ones. I think I had 3 options: to kill everyone in the room, to take a hostage and keep them as insurance and then run away, or simply trying to slip by. I walk into the first big room. It's a library, with a bunch of DCs standing around wearing ski masks and holding guns. I take hold of one of them, disarm him and put him in a choke hold. Then I think to myself, "Wait, wasn't I just in bed? What am I doing?" I drop the dude and try to stabilize by rubbing my hands together, but I faded out before I could do anything.

A fragment in which I'm waiting for someone in a subway station and meet an android, though they've been banned. She looks human except for her eyes: they're filled with a constantly-moving white light, and her eyelids are covered in jewels.

Utena's dueling someone, and her clothing's changing as she does so. Other duelists are running up the stairs and arrive just in time to see her win, and Touga says something complementing her on her confidence, that she could trust that the changes going on around her would serve her.

He goes on to say something about those changes reflecting past eras, which transitions into images with some vague connections - something about a limousine, and then something about flight patterns with an image of a witch flying on a broom, which leads into the next scene:

A guy who's just now become a witch is looking out the window at the approaching dawn, and he wants to go flying and feel the world wake up around him; but he has responsibilities to attend to, keeping him here.

Before going to bed, I remember wondering why a friend of mine hadn't accepted my Facebook friend request. Upon falling asleep, I had a dream in which she approached me and said "I finally accepted your friend request." And that's all I remember.

So last night after logging out after a brief conversation with havago, I went to bed and began my new nightly breathing/ focused meditations. As usual it was difficult to keep my mind quiet, so I get myself back on track. Getting really relaxed and focused finally. All of a sudden I have an intruder! Again! So this time I telepathic ally say Wain I'm meditating. I start to go back to my breathing and my intruder says "WHAT" really loudly. I mean right next to my ear for Pete's sake. I stuck my hand out and passed em as note. Then realizing I forgot to write on it, I grabbed it back and scribbled NOT NOW! YOU CAN VISIT LATER.
I guess that did the trick because the rest of the meditation went well and i fell right off to sleep.
Don't know if its my sub breaking into my meditations lately or what have you, but its not freaking me out so much now.

Today i dreamt i was in my parent's bedroom.
i was lying down on their bed. on the bedroom door
my dad was hitting Boni with a kitchen paper roll
for some reason i told him "stop hurting her" he seemed angry
and came to me, he strangled me, i tried to scream "MOM! MOM!"
My mom saw my dad strangling me, she brought a knife and snapped
him on the left leg. for some reason i felt ym arm being snapped as well
i felt that awful pain, i wanted to stop that nightmare and i woke up.


Dream elements:

-Dad
-Boni (my brother's female dog)
-mom
-parent's bedroom



Technique used: ----------


hours slept: 12 hours

I awake in a room...
The roof is open looking up into the blazing sun seeming 2X as large as before...
The building I am is one room and barren and empty with nothing in it but a small piece of the wall were a window seems like it should be is broken open... I look around and get up off the ground and walk out through the door...
Outside is just sand and to the east I believe there is a two story house and a corn field to the north is a forest to the south is a sea and the east more desert...
I walk north towards the forest and find no way into the forest...
Footsteps... Quickly moving closer from the south... Advancing I hear a voice saying something...
A man with tattoos on his arms and looks almost exactly like kamina from gurren lagann hits me across the face than and teleports into black smoke...
"Catch me if ya can!!!" He screams from inside the forest...
I teleport in the same fashion in and dash through the forest... I run until man... He wears a golf cap and a trench coat... He puts a gun into my face and says "watch urself boy" and cocks the gun...
I look down the barrel of the gun and the gun and it shrivels out of existence...
"Ahhh,so ur the one" he says in a calm voice and straightens himself up.
"What do u mean sir..."I stand up and look him in the eye
"You should know it hehehe" he vanishes out of existence leavening a grave in his place that is illegabal...
END

I believe this is my dream guide
POWERS,
Teleportation
Matter destruction
Enhanced speed

Jan 4. 2014

Last night bed 12-1 am - 10:15 am

Had a bunch of dreams. Woke up, recalled a dream, but didn't write it down. Then had some more dreams.

DR:
I'm with classmates. My moms kitchen. Sitting down with others for some "orientation". Something goes wrong and I leave. I'm now in some water park. Thinking which water shoot I'll go down to escape. Looking inside some tubes, some are closed off.

I'm walking away by a sea wall. Want to just sit down and be looking at the ocean and sunset. But I also want to go down to the beach to collect seashells.

Classmate is running after me. Giving me some papers. A small kid is pick-pocketing me. I grab his arm and start asking who is his parent. I drag him by some people standing outside their one story houses. From the look on one guys face, and scared look on boys face I know that guy is his dad. Inside of the house a woman laying on bed is throwing up blood. Lung cancer. That's why that man sent his kid to steal. I still don't like it but now I understand. I don't know how to help them.

Final day of zombie land...
It's finally over....
The darkness fades as I awake in a hospital bed room, everything so white, sterile, shiny. I look around me to see myself surrounded by smiling faces... There are so many... People I helped... Civilians... Unknown faces... I force myself to sit up to feel a pain in my gut... I look down to see there is a huge hole in my stomach...I immediately hold my stomach as a pain starts to well up over it.A doctor comes in and immediately puts a respirator over my mouth and I get knocked out... I hear the words rest and it ends... All 71 days of this constant repeating game of survival is over and I can now rest peacefully... (This sequence of dreams ended on 8-9-13 it started on 6-11-13 making it I fall asleep here I wake up there I fall asleep there I wake up here... Many peaches are missing from this story... (Comment please if you want to know anything that happened in the dreams if you want info on what a dream sequence is ask me I will be glad to share.)

I am turning the corner into my neighborhood, I'm walking with someone, I don't recognize them but just assume they're my friend. We hear a voice call us from behind and we turn around to see. It's a male who looks to be in his late fifties. He asks us if we want to go to the acid field. We say no thanks, because he has the look in his eyes that there's creepy intent behind them. Then we start to walk towards my house again, but then he says something to us again, he says "let me give you a ride to acid field." I still don't trust him and want to go home, but my friend start walking with him, I don't want to leave her alone with him so I go with them. Then we are at this place in a hidden run down hangar. There's junk everywhere, and junk for seats. He tells us to go sit somewhere, so we do, there's about 30 other people my age here sitting, I recognize some of them from high school. We're all watching these two girls fight, and there's a pair of boy getting ready with the hand wrap to fight next. I come to the conclusion that the guy was collecting people to fight at his fight club and that I would have to fight, I looked around and saw no big competition from boys or girls so I didn't mind, but instead he sent me down this thin path that was lined with jungle, roots, vines and it was night. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but then I knew without seeing her that my twin flame was here, and I completely submitted and laid down on the path. I was going to sleep near her. Then sudden;y it was day, I got up and continued walking forward and the jungle came to an opening and it was rows of unused farmland and I saw her green tent on the left side of the path and when I saw it move I ran into the field on the right of the path and kept running. then i woke up. [what a coward]