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This is my first diary entry and I am sort of on a roll right now, with three nights of LDs in a row. Sounds great, but all of the LDs were only 1 or 2 minutes. On the bright side, I've been getting lots of practice to try stabilizing dreams, but nothing seems to be working well.

Anyway, in this dream, I got up to go to the bathroom, and I was actually thinking about writing down my last dream in my journal. But when I got to the bathroom the toilet was in a strange place and I caught on then that I was still dreaming. As soon as I become lucid my whole body started tingling, which happens to me in a lot of LDs. I started rubbing my hands together and focused on the sensation of friction, and I kneeled on the floor and tried to feel the ground on my knees. I tried to summon a person because I felt that talking to a DC would help me stay in the dream, but no one showed up. So I walked around a bit in my dream house, still rubbing my hands together, and the dream ended after maybe 2 minutes total.

I'm in my Grandpas house, he's walking around whilst talking to my mom. My Grandma and sister are in the kitchen, Grandma is preparing lunches for all of us because we are going somewhere, but I don't know where. Then I go and walk into the living room while my grandpa walks past me to go into the kitchen, I walk up to this shelf that's holding books, a t.v., and some dvds. I push it on the right side and it spins into an opening to more crap on shelves, but I don't care so I shut it. Suddenly the weather stirs into something awful. Me and my sister go look out the sliding glass door and see that cold white foggy wind is swirling around us in repeated circles. I'm worried because I feel like the earth fell out of the gravitational pull or something, but then my sister tells me that this was supposed to happen, that a change was going to happen and that Jupiter would become visible from earth to the naked eye for seven years. For some reason me and my sister go outside while this crazy wind is happening, and we can't keep steady so we tie each other together with this black piece of trash that blew towards us. We regret it and try to walk back to my grandpas house, but then this bright light keeps flashing in my view and the sky is going in circles, I see the small moon, the small but blinding sun, and then something else, it's a HUGE planet and it's flickering light. We continue walking, and make it back into the house. Then the air calms down outside, and the visibility comes back and the sky is clear of clouds, and we all looked at the huge planet clearly that we'd see for the next seven years.

So I got plenty of sleep and really only had a small fragment of a dream in the morning. I didn't work on recall through out the night just kept trying to get back to sleep.

I was playing pool with a DC and I was solids. I had a shot in the side pocket and I lined up with a couple different balls. I shot a white ball and a red ball and scratched. The DC I was playing with stacked the balls all on top of one another until they were about 6 or 8 high. He hit the stack and the balls went everywhere.

Not a very cool dream.

My latest G night was mostly a fail so this will be quick. I did enjoy a lot of very vivid dreams but I just could not hold on to awareness like I usually do plus I had quite a few distractions.

I tried to DIELD three times and got into the vibrational transition stage. I enjoyed some really amazing physical sensations but each one was interrupted by either my wife turning over or one of the cats meowing at the door or my son crying out. The last time I managed to hold on to the vibes for a long time despite interruptions but I lost focus and I either woke up or fell non lucid. I'm not sure which.

I did hit a DILD once while looking in a mirror. I recognized the bathroom I was in looked like a house from my childhood, but I quickly lost it because the nose plug failed. It's amazing how that has been happening. I even had the thought that it was too bad since this wasn't a dream because it was so clear and vivid. My reflection even looked normal for once. I then went to bed to try to do an in dream WILD but I got many interruptions even in my dream. I guess it wasn't my night.

Semi lucid:

I was trying to pee in urinal in a strange bathroom but it felt like I was about to pee myself in bed. I was in and out of lucidity there trying not to pee myself but also thinking theres a urinal in front of me. I eventually woke up in time to go to the bathroom.

Other non lucid dreams:

I won $11 million in a slot machine but the machine was giving out actual cash and ran out. I spent the rest of the dream trying to convince the casino that I deserve the rest of my cash.

I played guitar with a band for the duration of one song. This one was very life like and convincing. The feel of the strings and actual chords that I remember was spot on. After the song the dream went to some other jumbled nonsense.

There were some more but I do not remember them since I failed to record anything. I was too intent on DEILD/WILD to bother with it.

*Anyone reading this, to encourage me to keep up my DJ online I am going to start to paraphrase many of my entries...too much work for me at the moment*

1230? ~545-620? ~7am=wake from DILD, vibration mantra, SSILD, sleepy mantra. #95

Awareness DILD after ~5hour, wbtb. Once again I have a driving DILD. I am looking at my dashboard wondering why it is one solid dashboard without any of the normal items, not any of the plethora of items on my dashboard...nothing! Confusion for a second, then, I am dreaming! I very quickly decide to fly up out of the car (my mindset is...the car is immaterial, kind of like "there is no spoon" from The Matrix). I fly around but it is dark and I decide to fly up into space again stopping to look back down at Earth. The view is a little fuzzy. I decide to try out the Bonus TOTM. I fly back down look for a body of water, hold out my hands superhero style and freeze it. I spawn a pointed saw and start to cut a hole before I end up fading back to bed. Lasted maybe several minutes.

Edit: to add record of short dild during morning nap. I don't plan to count this one. After a few hours I went back to bed and had an awareness dild just before waking. I had just ran into the house taking cover from geese flying overhead shut the door and shortly after heard a wood chipper going at what felt like the early morning and I realized I must be dreaming before waking up.

Note: I literally had about 20+ FA's last night, so I'm going to put down what I remember, from the ones I remember. Also, my "finger biting" RC is used for every single one of these.

1. I woke up, RC'd and became lucid. For the first time ever, I remember to stabilize by rubbing my hands together, whihc is why this one lasted so long. I ran to my sister Karens room. Now, I've always wanted to fly in my dreams, but could never quite achieve it so I woke Karen up and asked her to take me and show me how to fly. She said okay and told me to get on her back. I did, and she took us out front and jumped down the steps. We glided over my front gate and onto the sidewalk, but she said it was too much weight to fly. So, I tried alone, and failed. Then, plan B came into play. Plan B, is sex. I remembered that I saw Karen's friend Melissa (who is smoking hot) sleeping in her room too, so I returned there. I rolled her over and began making out with her and kissing her in, uh, places you wouldn't usually kiss people, etc. but she kept pushing me away, which made me kinda mad. But, then I saw her other friend, alexus, and began eating her out.Unfortunately, I woke up. Or at least I thought I did.

2. I was in my room, "awake" and I didn't RC, so this is the only one I wasn't fully lucid for. I just recall there being demons and what not in my room, messing with me and playing bass guitar, etc. I got horrified and ran to Karen's room and slept in there. Then I "woke up" again.

3. I woke up in my room again, and I realized that that was impossible, because I slept in Karen's room. I RC'd and went lucid. It was then that I realized what was wrong. I was stuck in a loop of FA's. At this point, I thought it was pretty cool because I had more chances to do stuff. So, I headed downstairs to attempt flying again, but, in my kitchen, was Alice. Alice is quite possibly the hottest girl I know, so my mind was quickly changed about what to do. I asked her if I could see her iPhone and she let me. I started filming her on it and she kept laughing and telling me to stop. She ran to the bathroom and I followed her in and shut the door. I began eating her out as well, through her sweat pants and then turned her around, pulled her pants down and put my face in-between her butt cheeks and just sat there, in ecstasy. But, before anything could be done, I "woke up" yet again

4. I was in my room, I Rc'd and was lucid. Now, at this point I was on the verge of crying because I felt as if I'd never wake up, and I even began trying to wake myself up to no avail. So, I figured if I'm stuck in my dream, I ought a have fun. So, I returned to Melissa and successfully had sex with her and it was awesome. I "woke up" again.

This process went on for an unimaginable amount of time, but eventually I woke up, and looking back, it was actually very enjoyable. If this happens to you, don't be worried, because you'll waste a very long lucid dream, and whats the point in that? I went from fearing FA's, to loving them! Hope to have another like it soon!

During the night, I was driving through in a regular Jeep, can’t exactly remember where the car had come from; nevertheless; it was open-topped and in my vision, I seemed bigger than it - Like it was a downscaled vehicle. The reason why I was driving is because I was talking to my friends and we decided to run away from school; like a badass. So we decided a nearby city named ‘Brighton’ would be a good place to go. Dreams don’t have a clue of directions, so when I had woken up from it I noticed that we would of been going in the completely wrong direction - So… Yeah.
Well, as I was cruising along behind my friend; I had stopped completely and he kept going, and I didn’t really care either way. Turning my head to left I had looked at an old house that was raised by concrete; therefore I had some step-climbing before getting to the front door. I remember it quite well, but the appearance was difficult to judge as it was in the night. I went in and instantly saw my Brother, Mum/Dad and this guy named Robin; who is about 60. My mum was repeatedly saying what she always says: “Why won’t you wear a coat?” or “Please put your jacket on!”. (Thought a dream was an alternative to get away from annoying mums right? Rubbish.)
Without walking through the door, me and my brother just appeared at the car, I got in and started the engine. I laughed because my brother was walking behind the car and I said “Haha, Stevie get in!” and he just did a funny walk behind the car. Either I was going slow, or my brother had exercised it was keeping up just by walking as I was driving. This is when I saw my Niece, Georgia. I asked if she needed a lift, and she nodded - Quickly after saying that apparently there was a man following Georgia and her friends. [She had recently mentioned this in real life, but in more of a jokey way; she exaggerates a lot]. Her friends then walk beside the car, and Georgia actually gets in, I know right a normal person! So obviously, her friends and herself was walking to Brighton as well to get away from that man; therefore it turned into more of a family trip.
Fun, eh?
This is near to the end of my screwed up dream, but we were driving through a tunnel, and when we reached the end of it in the car my brother pointed up to the skies and said “Look, there’s a storm coming” - Shortly after, “Run!”. Everyone except me held back, and they all ran into cover. I shouted to my brother, “I forgot the car”, and in reply he said “You better go and get it”. Even though we drove to this spot. As I turned away from my family, I was awoken from the sound of my Dad moving furniture.

Other people have monsters, dragons or at least a rabid dog to threaten them - me - nope.
I have a horror-rabbit - second time.
Last night I had one moment of semi-lucidity - but was happy with having 5 fingers - got to change RC - my dreaming self knows now the number of my fingers.
They were blurry and unclear - but the fixation on counting was hindering me.

Bit later in that dream - I got attacked by said killer-rabbit - I admit - I am a bit embarrassed by my subconscious choice of opponent..

It was nasty - I got lucid - and then it jumped me and bit into my arm - it hurt!!
I thought about anotherdreamer and his gnawing demons and tried to love it - still hurt - so I rather made a roar and flung it away.
And good was.
And lucidity was also gone..

I dont remember much of the dream but there was a one part which i thought was kinda weird.
I remember i was in this forest where there were many spiritual practitioners. There was this one man which i knew was some great spiritual man. This forest seemed kind of magical what you see in movies. We all sat next to this leader and we all where showing great respect towards him. There we 5 of us and the leader asked us one by one questiongs what are we trying to achieve by practitioners our spirituality. I dont remember what the first one said but he asked me second and i answered i want to develop abilities which i could help people with. Then the leader told me when you wake up and you go to sauna tomorrow you shall have new abilities. I became really confused at this point because i wasnt lucid and started thinking but i woke up with last thing seing smile of the spiritual man. This part was so clear and vivid and had really weird feeling with it.

Well my brother came the next day saying we should go to a sauna which i usually never go which got me thinking about this dream. I went to a sauna and i didnt got any abilities. Fuck you dream priest!! Of course i didnt take it seriously but that was some sort of prediction because the last time i was in saun was about 1 and half year ago and then suddenly my bother just came visit me and suggested going that day.

I was in a nice quiet bar with my brother and friends. I had no money but for some reason i ordered 50 shots. I started drinking and wondered how i am going to pay for all that. After about 25 shots which tasted like liqour i thought why the hell i arent drunk? Well when i started drinking i became drunk which was kinda weird because it felt lot like being drunk in reality. I had already 500€ tab and went to speak with my brother that we should drink as much as we can the make run for it. We all started drinking and the bartender asked me havent i had enough i said no give me some drink. I drank some delicious fruit drink and asked him to give bear. It tasted like a normal bear. After i had drank my bear i told my brother and friends to make a run for it. We ran away from a bar to restoraunt opposite side of road. The dream changed a little at this point. I somehow got met Gordon Ramsey and we bought some fancy food. I still remember the tastes but it wasnt that good what we ate. Gordon got mad when i said this tasted like shit. Then i said something back at him and decided to go vip area of that restoraunt where my brother was supposed to be. When i tried enter a woman stopped me and asked my vip ticket. I had lost it and called her a bitch for being so annoying about it and decided to leave the place. Then a restoraunt staff tried to stop me because i hadnt payed my food but i wrote them a check with fake id which worked. I then wispered to someone i knew that i faked a check he could try the same and said i was going to leave. I went outside and felt the cold air on my skin. I looked around and didnt reconize the place and had no idea where to go so i decided to try to go to a vip area where my brother was. I went this time from different way where only staff was supposed to go and i got to the top floor where was bright white lighting and my brother was there. I started explaining him stuff and realize in middle of our conversation "wait a minute. This is a dream" I stopped talking to my brother saying he isnt real and rubbed my hands together. I was amazed how clear and focused this lucid dream was. After stabilizing the dream i walked towards window and walked trough it. I then levitated down to a ground and thought what should i do. I looked around saw a bus station with to people and decided to try telekinesis. I made a women coffee cup fly off of her hands and she freaked out. I started smiling and made a guy bike fly over a building. For some reason i felt bad for the guy because he seemed so sad so i made a bike appear to him again. After this i wanted tp fly again so i started levitating to air and felt the cool air on my skin and wind blowing. After i was about 10 metres in air i stopped and looked around and was amazed of the view. Being at same height as the building were but just levitating in air was so amazing. Then everything started to black out and i woke.
This dream was insanely detailed. Coolest part of the dream probably was when i was drinking at bar because i tasted so many different drinks at it felt so real that when i woke up it didnt felt like it was a dream but that it actually happened.

I was lying in bed and I did the hold your nose RC. It worked so I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't for some reason. I blinked and closed my eyes and tried to open them but it didn't work. My eye was barely open and blurry. I did some stabilization things and they finally opened. I walked to the door and decided to try and fly to a new scene. I went out and tried to make some flying shoes appear behind me on the steps outside by turning my back but instead I made a revolver pistol appear. I picked it up. I went over to the Werdine's and went into there house because the doors weren't there. There was a stranger in there so I shot at him but kept missing so I ran out the garage and now he had a gun and was shooting at me. He was missing but I shot him in the balls but the bullet was a hard plastic torpedo thing instead. I then tried to fly away but my eyes did that thing again. I continued jumping higher and higher anyway until one time I jumped as hard as I could but straight out and low to the ground. I then willed myself to go higher and faster. I did it, I was flying! Then the dream faded.

(Sleeping at Graham's)

All I remember is graham telling me to let his dog nick into the room because he was at the door.

I woke up then to go to the bathroom and he was asleep and nick wasn't around and realized it was a dream.

In the morning I was having a dream but I can't remember it because I was suddenly grabbed on the left shoulder by a dream hand and shaken awake.

I was at a movie theater and everything was white (the floors, the ceiling, the ticket counter, etc.) and I had to go to the bathroom. The black guy that worked there thought I was going to sneak in and said to get in line for a ticket. I told him I was going to the bathroom and he said alright. I go in and pee at a urinal but I'm holding a wii with Xbox controllers while I do and I drop one in after I'm done. I tried to rinse it but probably broke it. Then it was a pillow I dropped instead of a controller and I tried to wash it off in the bathroom for a while but now I was at Brower's hose but not his real house. So I asked for a new pillow case and then tried to get the wii working but it had to sinc to Brower's tv and it wouldn't work because of water damage.

I woke up in my bed and tried a RC it worked so I got up and went to the kitchen. I leaned against the counter and my dad leaned against the one opposite me I looked around and analyzed the entire living room. The dream was pretty hazy but when I really focused it would be more clear. Then I went out the tool room door into the empty parking places and heard my dad who was now outside say something about scout being anorexic. I felt the dream fading and spun around. Then I looked at my hands and they were deformed. Then it was like my vision paused and I kept seeing my hands until the dream faded.

I was driving down the road in a college town with my family and there was a lot of traffic going through this tunnel. I sped up and cut off a bunch of freshman girls in college. I was then walking instead of driving and right when I got to the front of the pack I dropped the car keys. I turned around and got them and when me and my dad came out the tunnel and down the stairs we saw that my keys went to an old car that had work getting done on it. I showed my dad from far away by pressing the panic button. There was a man in the drivers seat and someone working on it. Now we had the car and we pack our family's bags into it. We were now in some restaurant's dumpster and a huge ripped guy was talking some smack to us. His even bigger friend sneaks up behind me and grabs me but I stay in a fighting stance when lifted off the ground. I was back on too of the dumpster and me and the first guy start to fight. I was able to land some good punches and some bad ass kicks to the face by jumping up and kind of hanging in the air. This kind of made me realize I was dreaming but I wasn't completely conscious. The dream faded.