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Victoria

A dream about the other Victoria I used to work with... An old co worker came up to me in some office building hallway and told me that the other Victoria has just passed. I was really shocked. Note: I follow her as friends on fb. She hasn't been online for like 6 days. I'm not even gonna go there...

Island

Really crazy dream about a really small island on a lake. I was with some people. A woman with brown hair. Jamie or Asuka, couldn't tell. And maybe two others. The dream island manifested Giant animal spirits of people. Talking like King kong Giant. One guy stepped on and there was a large ape like king kong. Someone else manifested a giant lizard. I stepped on and a giant green cobra came out of the ground. The brown haired woman stepped on and another giant cobra sprang from the ground... Only it had 3 heads!!! The island itself was like only 50 feet wide, so the animals keep trying to fight, but when one of us gets knocked from the island by the creature it vanishes, and when we go back on it, the monster comes back. So we keep getting knocked off the island and running back on. Lots of crazy fights going on.

Data

Was outside a house at night time. Apparently it was my house. I walked up and the porch light is on and Data walks out the front door. Data from Star Trek. His pale skin looks painted on. I can't believe it's him. He greets me like he knows me and I just can't believe it.

I wake up and remember That in my inner world house. I do have a character named Data who lives there. Although in a decade this is the first time I actually have seen him as the character. Usually he's very vague in image, like a shadow. I sometimes think he has glasses on.

12th September 2021

Fragment:

(earliest dream) Mix of Avorion and Freelancer I think. I go to secret systems, where I attack and destroy (wandering?) Nomad battleships. In one system, there's a super battleship in a dry dock. No enemies at first but doesn't take long until they appear.

Fragment:

Stuff about mom and dad and family in general. At one point I'm in a version of the old home, an altered version of my bedroom. I have stuff all over a table or bed. Notebooks, papers, etc. Many of which have drawings of mine. I'm looking for something but it's not drawings. Then at one point mom comes in and starts to look too. Now I'm concerned she'll see some of the drawings. I sometimes take things off her so she can't look.

(gap)

Then mom and L are in the kitchen (upstairs). There's a context of breakfast but it's still pitch black outside. I feel really drowsy and disoriented and I feel like I may be naked but nobody comments on it, if I am. I stumble a bit, I think towards the pillar corners in the kitchen, where I feel the fridge is, despite having seen it near the entrance on the left, next to L.

(gap)

A relatively long segment where I'm with aunt B and we go around in her car and it has issues at one point. She knows some scruffy mechanics that are actually pretty good as it turns out. The job costs 100 and is done in fifteen minutes. During that time we went to a cafe nearby. Southern P feel and sunset?

(gap)

Talking to mom and dad about the previous bit. Then mom asks me if I've been getting the money dad sends me and I'm trying to say thank you, but they don't hear and interrupt me every time too. Then they comment on how I should say thank you and I say (frustrated) I would if I got a chance to speak. Then, we talk about T but I actually want to talk to H but can't remember his name for some reason (language gearing). But so then T appears anyway and he seems ok but mom and dad quickly have a go at him over something minor and he understandably gets upset. Then he goes off in a direction towards a campus or something and we walk off up a slight hilly bit, towards a town or something. (general feel of a mix of home town and L)

Rest of recall gone but dream carried on for a bit.

There was some pretty close examination of the dream environment at the top and bottom of the hill dream, I was trying to form an explanation/rationalization for how the hill could have come to be in that condition.

+ at the top of the LH hill looking down in towards city B, hill eroded, they're blasting, making a road, fly/glide halfway down, stop and ask team of engineers, they're planning for the road, fly to bottom, look back up, see long road, imagine tractors going up and down smoothing the grade. They're adding a major road there, I think it will really ruin the environment. Inside "house" (room? apartment?) at bottom, trying to figure out how I'm going to move all my things. Andr. T (company 3) is there?

Some story with a woman at the bottom of the hill, we start dating?

Either DO or I'm in the story: with woman (from above?) (and kids?) I'm (or somebody else?) was buying a house from a subdivision developer. The house (which is still in the foundation stages, with wooden form frames and coarse large gravel spread all over the plot) is no longer being sold as a "single" but now as a "double," as the developer explains that the single is no longer economically viable. I get very angry and get up in his face and scream "BAIT AND SWITCH, THIS IS A BAIT AND SWITCH!!!!"

[DO?] Observing a discussion between a man and a woman (dating?) at a table, the woman starts to look like the Actor Steve Carrel, the more I look the more she looks like him, it's not my conversation but I'm in the position of the man seated across the table from the woman, looking at her face, and I start to detect 5 o'clock shadow on her face, extending up to "her" eyes, it definitely looks like Steve Carell is playing the role of this woman.

+ crossing the street on a busy crosswalk, lots of people, in the median there is a picnic-table like obstacle [DS?], an old black lady [DS] is having trouble managing to climb over it, I stay there and help her over (she's going the opposite direction that I am), then I'm in the middle of the street and the flow of cars start driving right at me, I try to stay out of their way, they are mostly 1970's wagons (white?), one of them drives right at me then diverts to their right at the last second, moves slowly past me, I look in the car and in the left back seat I see an old black man [DS], I bow with a hand flourish to excuse my bothering of their path/driving, he nods (?) some acknowledgement of my apology as they drive past.

Recall meh, a fair bit of dreaming but it just sort of evaporated:
2mg melatonin at bedtime (~ 23:00)
final get up out of bed: ~08:00

+ [something about N&A? Forgotten]

+ [vague: racing in a vehicle?]

+ drinking from a water bottle, shared between me and 3 little kids lying down in a heap in front of me. I tap the kid at the top of the pile on the head to get him to pass me the water bottle. It has one of those short foldable stiff drinking tubes built into the lid. I give the water back, and then ask for it again. There is a girl there who sings a little phrase [MEM].

+ I'm managing a drug distribution operation disguised within a fast food chain (KFC by the coloring: red and white); a cop is there observing and I think he may bust us. I'm standing to the right of the counter and the cop is standing to the left, we're both watching the action of the servers behind the counter. It is very busy, there are several servers bustling around, and a long line of customers in front of the counter.

After checking out an abandoned local mine, I checked out a yard next to it, and saw a bunch of deactivated, unmarked arcade cabinets. Apparently, someone had set up a video arcade in their home.

After perusing the arcade for a bit, I started to watch a video about a man with a horde of fluffy animals, due to dream logic, I wound up meeting him, and eventually I settled into the sofa, where I was swarmed by cats and rabbits. One of the rabbits got grumpy when I stopped stroking him, and kicked off, grumbling and stomping.

Eventually, the dream became about travelling to the distant past of the Elder Scrolls universe to correct the timeline into something more "hopeful".

The bullet points of the premise were...

• the King was ambitious, aiming for the whole of tamriel
• the King had a son
• eventually, during a hunting accident, the King's son suffered a stroke.
• the son died, and the King was left in mourning.
• the King died soon after.

Eventually, it turned into an escort mission with me casting spells left and right trying to ward off threats and heal the king and his son.

8th September 2021

Fragment:

(from an earlier awakening, most detail lost)

I'm with someone. It's a person of an alien species. He (?) is like a gel of energy that is contained within a humanoid shaped vessel. In the dream I eventually understand that this is purposefully metaphorical. He is very young and is more mature than most humans but has much to learn. His species gains the ability to take on other forms as they get older but for the most part for now he can only leave the humanoid shape and take an amorphous shape.

We are friends and do things together, but I forget what. I think he sets up a physical MMO server thing of some kind and other people start joining our realm (BL intrusion?). Eventually, he finds another person of his species and I'm happy for him since he can share his unique aspects with someone else.

I remember he actually also had the ability to exit his humanoid vessel and go into other objects. At one point he goes into one of two giant screens and his friend does the same with the free screen. This was relevant for the MMO thing but I don't remember how.

The setting seems to be mostly urban, semi-futuristic. At some point we're inside a great house or hall, it feels like an ancient library, with a techy feel.

Notes:

- The shapeshifting gel energy being is obviously an intrusion from ST: DS9, since I have been watching this recently. In the dream it felt novel, and at the time of first recall it still had some of that feel.

5th September 2021

Fragment:

(micro dream/daydream after having woken, slightly more aware than during regular dreaming but not lucid)

Driving around in a learner car. Daytime, clear weather. I'm with a (white?) male driving instructor. Going around a countryside bit with some awareness of a river of sorts running alongside the curvy road I'm on, the view of the river is blocked by typical reeds. The driving instructor throws some litter out the window, looks like some kind of metal foil. I think this is so wasteful, so I make us stop off the road in the middle of a floodplain farm field, having cleared the more dangerous part of the road first.

I get out and tell him to get out too (aggressively?) and I start heading for where the litter was thrown.

Notes:

- Though the instructor has a "teacher" role, he has bad habits and in fact ends up being the one who's bossed around by me.
-- My attitude overall through the segment is one of confidence, not overly so, just enough to feel like I am doing the right things and not doubt myself too much.
-- Notably I also wait to express my anger by first clearing any traffic and driving off a spot that's least dangerous despite doing so in a reckless/angry manner. This is some sign of self-control, something that I feel could be doing better, at the time of writing this entry now.

- The dream location was very much like areas of my native home but with some mix of certain lakes near where I live now.

4th September 2021

Fragment:

I'm with my family and my god mother's family. We're in some kind of hall, but it looks like a bigger version of my childhood bedroom, at least in layout. It also feels partly church-like. There's an on-going conversation about money, savings and debts. It's established that our family has less savings but also potentially much fewer debts to pay.

Then some discussion just between me and my siblings. We head outside and it's sunny, low angle, maybe misty.

(maybe earlier in the dream, disjointed) Some bit about needing the deuterium power cell to be replaced for the auxiliary power system of a flats building, maybe where aunt B lives. The deuterium radioisotope generators is in a small outbuilding that's fallen into disrepair, in the shadow of the apartment building. There's a presumably lead-lined window that gives a peek inside. There's a cyan-blue glow inside. I worry on some level about being exposed to radiation.

(disjointed, part of a living dream memory of sorts) I'm at a place like a mall or the cinema in a mall, reminds me of the one near home. Black or very dark walls? Dark flooring. There's something about WoW. (the false memory feels like it's part of my teen years but being relived)

Some other bit later on. A church place again? There's a coffin I think. Something about a corpse is important. I fight with someone, a frail-looking but kind of mad (insane) person?

---

Notes:

- Even almost twenty days after having first written this dream, my visual recall was notably better than I was expecting.

- In the dream and on initial recall I didn't think of it, but the cyan-blue glow chamber with the radioisotope cell somehow now reminds me of that dream I had with the lizard and the blue energy core. Very similar glow. Additionally, this small chamber was notably much darker than it should have been.

- Most of the dream involved warm colours apart from that glow.

+ large number of short scenes all loosely based around a large outdoor swimming pool [DS]
At first weak recall, but lay quietly and reached for memories and a lot of them came flooding back:

At a large outdoor rectangular swimming pool. It is not public, there are memberships involved. I'm helping to pick up small pieces of trash, I'm accumulating them in the palms of my hand, small bits of random pieces of plastic of various colors, I dump these out at some point. In the upper left corner of the pool there are large "tumble-weed"-like bushes growing -- almost all tough branches with no leaves. They are growing in the water and on the pool deck just besides it. The thought that "this is the Chase card member area" of the pool comes to me, some people come by and look at the area, trying to find a place to set up[?], I think this is an undesirable portion of the pool area.

(Earlier: in the water[?], and some people are reminding me about a religious holiday and church schedule that is going on today?)

Sliding on long horizontal suspended poles. I discover that if I wrap a towel around the pole on the left side of the attachment (that hooks me up to the pole) and rub it back and forth (like when drying your back after a shower with a towel), this propels me to the right, and if I do this rubbing on the right side of the attachment, this propels me to the left. I do this left/right "ride" a few times and want to show somebody what I've discovered. Then while picking out clothing from an assembly/cleaning line just beyond the sliding poles, there is a green scarf and (some socks?) that I know are not mine, I do not want to get charged for these.

In line to check out around the corner from the sliding pole, I give my card to pay and it's taking a long time, I wonder if they're using the card to spy on me or find out personal information

At some point there is a moment with a group of schoolchildren in the middle of the large dark-ish space where all of the post-pool activities are taking place. I want to get away from them and just keep going.

On the other side of the pool area from the check-out area, there is a locker room. I'm walking along the aisles trying to choose which one I'm going to change in. I don't want to go all the way to the end because this is more of a public area and I don't want to change in public. I do end up going around the last aisle and there is a girl there next to her father [MEM].

3 Black women without masks in a room, I'm examining their faces [DS], I think they're locals (New York?) one of them is talking to me, I'm uncomfortable with the closeness in this enclosed room and her talking so closely to me without a mask, then she really steps up in my face and continues talking, I finally throw up my hands in a cross to get her to back off.

Odd little two-part Japanese umbrellas : if you remove the top portion which is a sort of a paper cone attached to the base by a plastic "price tag" loop, they you need to buy it and become a member of their video club. Looking down into a cart, there are lots of DVD-cases with videos, I'm not really interested in joining, the Asian ladies there are giving me a pitch to join but I'm ignoring them and continue walking through the area to get out.

Then there's a scene of me observing people playing with very extensive miniature figure war/board-games. Very extensive scenes of battle between the little figures, thing are moving and perhaps some lights flashing during the battles.

I had another dream set at the beach last night. What I remember most about this dream was this beautiful blonde who was probably in her early 20's.

When the dream began, I was walking from the pool area to the beach looking for my friends. I couldn't find my friends anywhere but while I was walking around looking for them I bumped into this beautiful girl who was also looking for some of her friends. We started talking and soon we both forgot that we were separated from our groups and we were flirting with each other. As we continued to talk, I was trying to find out more about her like where she was from and how much longer she would be at the beach.

We were suddenly interrupted when my sister showed-up and told me I needed to go with her because she and mom were ready to go and I needed to go with them. I remember feeling humiliated both that my sister had interrupted my conversation with the girl I was into and that she had announced to the girl that I was riding home with my sister and my mom.

I then follow my sister through a beach access beside the resort to the parking lot where the Reliant was parked. When I saw we would all 3 have to ride up front, I tired to get my sister to get in first and scoot over to the middle, but she reminded me I was not supposed to be riding back with them so I needed to get in the middle. I went ahead and got in and scooted over to the middle and buckled up and then my sister got in the passenger seat and closed her door and buckled.

While me and my sister were waiting for mom, I heard my sister say here comes your girlfriend, and then saw the blonde I had been taking two walking from the front entrance of the resort out to the parking lot. I was staring at her as she walked by and hoping that she didn't notice me and my sister waiting in the old reliant. I watched and she walked over to a red Ferrari and got a bag out of it and then walked back to the resort. I remember thinking not only was she hot, but she must also be really rich.

As I was watching the girl walk into the resort, I saw my mom pass her on the front steps and then walk towards us while the girl disappeared into the resort.

When my mom got into the Reliant as usual she could not get it to start. After spending several minutes trying to get it started, she got out to look under the hood and while she was out of the car, I saw the girl and a really muscular guy walking out of the resort and towards the Ferrari. I was thankful that that got into the Ferrari while my mom was still looking under the hood and that they did not notice me in the middle seat waiting for mom to get done and get back in.

When mom finally got back in and began trying to start the car, I noticed the guy who had been with the girl walking back into the resort. I turned my head and saw the girl was waiting by the passenger side of the Ferrari. As mom kept turning the key trying to get the Reliant started, I kept looking over towards her hoping that she did not notice my situation.

I woke up from the dream while my mom was still trying to start the car and my sister poked me in the ribs and told me my girlfriend was heading our way. I woke up right as she was walking in front of the Relaint and turned her head when she her mom trying to start it to see me in the middle of the front seat between my mother and younger sister.

Date of Dream: THU 10 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 792 - Separated Sections

Dream 792 A - Christmas Clothing Wars
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my dad’s friend Edmund was hosting a Christmas party at his house, which looked familiar, but was in an unknown suburb in the dream. At the start, I was following my brother and my parents as my parents interacted with different people at the party. Eventually, I noticed there were some people in a variety of fancy Christmas outfits and I was wondering why no one in my family was in one; in-fact, I was jealous of the others.

I said to my parents that it would only take 90 seconds I went away to a private wardrobe to pick out some fancier clothes for me to put on. However, my dad followed me there and he was bugging me about what to wear; telling me to wear ‘this’ or ‘that’, but he would not let me pick out anything fancy. I had to keep telling him to back off but he was so insistent and bossy, and would only let me choose the ‘rags’. I ended up stating to him that I wouldn’t take such a long time if he just left me alone.

Eventually, I managed to fight my way to a fancy dark teal coloured dress and put it on while also trying to restrain my dad with my hands as he clawed to get it off me. And then for the next stage, I had to fight to get an adequate cardigan. However, along with my dad, another girl appeared in the walk-in wardrobe and was also trying to push me to something more boring. But this time, I said to the girl that I was going to be speaking to Dreamy WB and indeed, I called for her to get both the girl and my dad off my back. A hologram of Dreamy WB, in a sub-scene, occurred, in her symmetrical afro appearance; and after that had happened, I was able to finish getting changed without any other distractions.

I headed back into the main part of the house, but by the time I did so, the Christmas party had already finished. I blamed my dad for making such a fuss and keeping me in the wardrobe for hours, where my originally intended time was 90 seconds. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 792 B - Angry Little Riku
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was standing in my driveway, when I realised I had to go up to the local primary school for some event or competition. Instead of going up the steep hill, I went up the more gradual one, towards the milk bar and then would go through the park. I decided to go into the milk bar and there I caught one of my university classmates FT at the fridges.

In the fridges were also these various, unusual flavours of ice-cream, but they seemed appealing and captivating to the eye. I suggested for FT to try a certain flavour and she agreed and bought it. I myself then decided to get the ice-cream which was beige coloured and had some black seeds in it, but also had some electrifying streams of vivid blue colour going through it. However, the dream did not show the ice-cream when I was walking back to myself.

As I was about to turn into my court, I saw all these cars parked on the road and people were everywhere, and so I realised that the event had spread across other parts of the suburb and not just the school. Although a feeling of disgust, shock and slight anger washed over me when I noticed that my house was the only one that was barred off by the event officers, with safety fences and gates everywhere, the other houses weren’t touched. It took me a while to figure out what to do but I decided to call out for Riku and ask him to help get me into my house. The court suddenly seemed emptier when I started calling out for Riku, however, for the time being he was not coming. I tried numerous times and still no answer. After what felt like a ridiculous amount of times; I stopped to think. I wondered why he wasn’t coming even after I called him so many times; however, I didn’t feel like giving up and so kept trying.

Eventually, he came, but he was very small, and somewhat distorted. On top of that, he seemed angry for some reason, in which I wondered why, and what I could have done to him. Thankfully though, his dream guide complex managed to remain, as for such a tiny man (almost ant sized), he picked me up and carried me across the driveway, slowly working at all the gates. With just one gate, Riku wasn’t getting any better, and so I said to him, something like, ‘I’m sorry, I don’t know what I did to you to make you angry, but most of the gates are down, so if you want to leave, you can’. The small Riku sighed and hinted that despite his little angry feelings, he would continue to stay with me. Choosing to soldier on, he carried me up the stairs and he took me deeper into the house, to supposedly spend time with me, the dream ended.



Dream 792 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Lucid?: No

Dream 792 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 9 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 791 - Let The Choir Entertain You

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was once again on my way to a gathering with the Kingdom Hearts group, but this time, I wasn’t alone. I had a whole choir with me, in which I was the conductor, I was going to treat the Kingdom Hearts group to a choral concert. We ended up setting ourselves up at some grey stone brick backdrop, we even had a pianist with us.

As the Kingdom Hearts group gathered around, we started to perform “The Rhythm of Life” first, with my reason being to have something fun to start with to get them in the mood. With one section being done solo by me as I thought it would be too difficult for the choir members to do. Then after that, the choir ended up doing “Here I Am Lord” to which some of the Kingdom Hearts members were crying. Being my dream guide, I was able to perceive Riku’s reactions; however, it was Terra who caught my attention more this time. I actually saw a tear fall from Terra’s eye as he wiped it away and tried to smile. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 791
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 8 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 790 - Riku's Dreamer, A Parallel

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of house. It may have been my house but then it didn’t look anything like my house in real life. Even though I was in the house; it was the sub-scenes that took precedence in the dream; so it’s as if from the house, I was observing this dream.

The first sub-scene showed Riku and Mickey in the Realm of Darkness as depicted in Kingdom Hearts 3, and with that, the music playing in the background, that of ‘Night of the Dark Dream’. I remember Riku and Mickey talking to each other; but not exactly what they said. However, I do recall that the sub-scene was trying to portray a certain emotion; and it’s almost as if ‘Riku’s approach’ was solemn, dry and serious, supposedly fitting the vibe of darkness and despair.

It was still considered a part of the same sub-scene, but the dream seemed to transition with the ‘water droplet’ effect; and now it was me in the Realm of Darkness, but just me by myself. With that, the song that ended up playing for me was the ending credits from Coraline. The emotion that my ‘observer self’ felt from this was that even though the place was scary, I had a more enthusiastic and even mystical approach in the things I did. Eventually though, I met up with Riku and Mickey, and with the song still playing, and me looking surprisingly ‘happy’ for the Realm of Darkness, running and skipping across the darkened beach, Riku seemed to elbow Mickey as he looked at me amazed, like he was dropping his jaw.

I was then back in the house and I started bopping and singing the line ‘Sing till the power of the Lord come down’. At first it was just an individual voice but then the second, third and fourth time I sung the line, harmonies of my own voice were added on. I ended up doing this musical loop twice. Then back to the sub-scene roll; As Mickey and a gobsmacked Riku looked on, I sung the line as I skipped on out of the Realm of Darkness and seemed to do a ‘flash mob’ across all the Kingdom Hearts worlds, the camera showing a bit of me running and singing through the Keyblade Graveyard. As that scene closed off, the dream ended.



Dream No. 790
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 6 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 789 - I'll Be With You

I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was flying down one of the local main roads, until I reached the turn off of where I was going to be attending a job interview IRL the next day. At the turn off, there was Riku (KH3 appearance), sitting as a hologram. As I flew around the corner and into that street, Riku ended up coming and flying behind me, suggesting that he would be there with me when I had the job interview in waking life. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 789
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 4 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 788 - A Projection Of Quadratum

Nothing much happened in this dream. From what I can remember, Riku had appeared in his KH3 appearance; intermittent between in-game and somewhat realistic. I cannot remember the words of what Riku said, but he had projected to me, an image of Quadratum, focusing especially on the corner of a large building. This is all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 788
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No