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I was at this cute little chapel meeting Dad. It seemed odd that he would come to a church so different from the one he normally attends. Most of the congregation seemed eager to meet me when they realized who my dad was. They were having some type of bake sale, except they were selling salads instead of baked goods. I purchased a potato salad just to be nice. As I was leaving the chapel, I took a look around and thought about how it would be a cute place to get married.

Once I was outside, Dad started criticizing me for buying the potato salad. He kept going on about how it had been sitting out for too long and would give me food poisoning. I threw it away and climbed into my car, eager to get away.

The exit to the parking lot apparently went the wrong way down a one-way street, so I made a right turn into an unfamiliar neighborhood. On my right was a playground. There was a lot of snow on the ground and I could hear children playing, although I couldn't see any. That seemed a little odd, and I worried about hitting a child if I couldn't see them coming. I pulled over at this house on the left. There was an older woman named Helen who lived there, and apparently she was a friend of mine. There was a corner of the house where there was no roof, and she was complaining about how snow somehow kept coming into that room (because there's no roof, duh!). I was about to suggest that she hang some sort of tarp and install a floor drain so that the water had somewhere to go when the snow melted.

5/4/14 Sunday

Last night bed around 9pm - 4:50am

DR:
I'm someplace that feels like school or dormitory. Something happens and I'm desperate to get back to where I was before. I pack my stuff and walk to the bus stop. I'm asking some people if they know what time is the bus coming.

Bus stop was on side of the side road. Road surface is all cracked, the bus schedule on a pole is obstructed from view with overgrown weed. I see the main road ahead, but it's also deserted.

I remember I got there from the city by a bus. So I'm looking through bushes if I see my bus number on the schedule. I have to climb the pole t get a better view.

Then I remember I got there kinda walking and hitchhiking and I kick myself to even going there, if I knew I will not be able to get back from there.

Bus comes and I ask the driver if he goes where I need to go, or at least if it will take me closer. (The problem in these dreams is, that I never remember where I need to go). I figure I can't stay there, so I better get on no matter where he is going. Now I find out I don't have any money and driver is kicking me off. I beg and cry and somehow he lets me ride. (bad feeling from the dream allover)

DR:
I'm home, visiting. I'm there for only few days and have to get back here in 2-3 days. Bad feeling, because something happened. Not sure what. I'm talking with mom and I'm asking her if she wants to keep the beef jerky and some candy bars, or if I should take them.

My dream started off with me and this blonde with glasses trying to get to a train that's supposed to take us somewhere important. Finally making it on the train I think I left that guy behind. But when we stopped, everyone had to get off for the lay over. The guy reappeared again and was walking with me down a fashion strip. There was a group in a car following us making fun of the conductor and us. The conductor goes on ahead and we continue to talk about things that I don't remember. Suddenly beautiful white dress start appearing. I even stop for one them really excited. It was a strapless dress with slanted ruffles. Going back to the train it leaves us there, we tried running after it but never caught up. Then my dream changed, I was in CVS with aunt waiting on my brother and then I woke up.

The actor that playes captin America is in this story, so we'll just call him Amer. The other dude with him, I will call A,

amer and osme wother dude were kicked off of this huge ship (like the ship my mom showed me we weree going on for a xruise when I was awake) and the one dude was holding on to him. Amer had his arms outstreteched at his sides. Then, the army came in and started pouring cement on the ship because it was some kind of threat. The cement started dropping don onto Amer and A. They were sturggling to rise to the surface, and were just staying in one spot. Then amer started thinking "green, light" and images of him flying around in a green suit(like those dudes who wear the green rings). Then he started screaming and turned into a powerful green dude, shooting out of the ocean and telling A to hold on to him.

-- In this part of the movie, there is Amer, some other powerful dude, who will be called B, and thor's girlfriend, who will be called Beat.
Beat was in the house, and she was geting beatup by an evilpowerful black dude. Amer and B couldn't get to her, they were stuck in my partents bedroom. Evil dude continued to beat her in my den, the one with the red couch. Beat started tryiing to talk, difficult with someone intermittently choking you, and Evil started mocking her.
"What are you gonna say?" -throws her across the couch- "That if I let you live, I can manipulate them?" -he laughs, as he obviously doesn't care about that- "That they'll never let me get away with it?" -he starts throwing her up into the air, then lets her drop.

When on the ground and able to talk, Beat says "I have valuable information."

Evil dude doesn't believe her, and starts beating on her again.
"You don't have to keem making sacrifices to bring HIM back"
Evil dude freezes. "What do we have to do?"
"He needs to feed, he needs new teeth"

The Evil dude leaves, and lets her live. "Have a nice day."

Beat then starts running, because she is afraid of what Amer and B will do now that they know that she has withheld information, and given it to an enemy.

The farthest I remember back, I was in my room. I realized I was about to miss the bus (a common theme in my dreams as it is a prevalent fear IRL), so I frantically got ready and left. A few things were odd. My dad's girlfriend was there and they were both awake. It was morning, but it was dark (coulda sworn it was nighttime before). There were more people walking outside than there are usually.

I got to my bus stop in time, but the bus drove right past me and almost hit two people. I went to chase it (in retrospect, I'm surprised I could run in a dream), but I realized it was not my bus. As I walked back to my stop, I figured this was unusual and did an RC; lo and behold, I'm dreaming. I feel myself become lucid and I hop into the air. I'm intent on having a world of fun, but the person next to me starts attacking me, making it impossible to concentrate, so I wake up.

Morning of May 4, 2014. Sunday.



We end up with a baby bird that had fallen out of a nest in a nearby area of the yard of the house we live in presently. I think it is a wild finch. It is very small and cannot quite walk properly (and it seems injured at first, though turns out not to be - just being a bit weak). I have a large container with no top that is somewhat like a semitransparent plastic storage box, but which is about two-thirds the size of the top of my computer desk. The bottom of the container has about a one-inch (or more) layer of dirt.

Over time, the bird begins to move a little more. For some reason, we decide the best thing to feed it to ensure its survival are very tiny pieces of rubber cut from a bicycle inner tube, as if that makes perfect sense. It also seems to be all we have regarding “bird food”. It seems to be “happy” about getting the tiny inner tube pieces and eats all that I give it.

A little later, I decide that crackers will probably be better, though I am thinking about all the preservatives and wondering if they will be harmful to birds in general, yet somehow, it eventually seems okay, and does seem a better option than the rubber bits (and less troublesome and time-consuming to provide) - so I break up a few crackers into fine crumbs (to my left relative to the container) and it enthusiastically feeds.

Finally, I crunch up a stack of Pringles potato chips and scatter them in a larger area to the right. However, there are still a lot of nearly whole pieces that go into the makeshift terrarium and the baby bird looks a bit bigger and more developed, even moving its recently feathered wings about as it hops a bit more energetically. (For some reason, its wings look like they are on “backwards” but I think this may be only because of the downy feathers curled back.) It is able to bite into the potato chips and easily feed without any help from me, reminding me of a person holding up and taking a bite out of a large sandwich. I figure about half a cylinder of the chips will keep him going for at least a day or two. It goes under a chip and out again, seeming to enjoy its access to its food and it is becoming stronger, reminding me a little of a guinea pig moving about in a large, cage-sized cluster of grass and getting “happily lost” in it.

For a time, I worry about leaving it, because I am concerned it will get trapped under some sections of scattered clusters of the more complete chips, but the scene does not seem that problematic for it. It goes under a whole chip and does not come out for a time and that seems my cue to wake as it seems to no longer exist at that point.

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* I go to bed, and as usual, play some Sudoku (hard level with diagonals) to fall asleep. I let an empty piece of paper next to my bed in order to write down my fast notes. I slowly fall asleep while holding the pen and Sudoku in front of me, I close my eyes...

- I see a sinking ship, then I decide it would be a great idea to write down this sort of imagery I see at the beginning. I turn and start writing about the ship...

* I realize I'm still holding the Sudoku and pen in front of me, then I turn and start writing some fast notes and go back to sleep. I leave the game and pen on a side, put my self comfortable and close my eyes thinking perhaps it's a good idea to start writing this fast notes since the very first moments...

- .../then if my brothers have the same chip, I must have it too...
- .../and it's because of they hit the like button just for the first seconds of the videos...
- .../I'm hearing the fast riff part of the song "It is Done" from Mors Principium Est...
- .../I see someone shows me a red thread cone to explain something I'm thinking. The cone is very sharp...
- .../two carpets together. One green and the other gray. There's a polishing head that cleans one of them. I see the heads spinning exactly in the border without touching the other one...
- .../long ago I want to update my DV signature with a spoiler with my dream goals. Perhaps I have found a way to remember these ideas that pop up from time to time just when I'm falling asleep and I don't remember during my WL...
- .../Hey, I can use the orange color for HH to write this in the DJ!...
- .../when you wake up and bring some dream fragment, which looks like a crispy piece of meat, the kids shouldn't touch it with their hands...

* Both kids are sleeping now, I don't hear no more playing noises coming from their place...

- .../I just want to make a sample of how it goes...
- .../Share your dream from last night in <one sentence>. The sentence could be used as the link text to the DJ entry to make it simple...
- .../when I woke up yesterday right after the dream from the "remotest memory", I remembered most of it but I didn't have something at hand to make a fast note or voice recording, of course! I must correct it...

* Then, it came to my mind the first recurrent-never-remembered-until now-fragment of a sequence of dreams, which brought me back a recurrent dreamscape which is a composition of all the city downhills of the former town where I lived... It's amazing to remember all those dreams... a lot of scenes cross in front of my eyes... those dreams were so vivid and were almost left into Oblivion...

- .../that's why it should be loaded the second section first. That way you don't lose the data when loading the first part in the second place...

* That was the last note before falling asleep...

.../I have one-wheel roller skates attached to my knees. I'm skating kneeling taking my little kid to the kindergarten. She has normal inline roller skates. I give her to her teacher (who's a woman I never saw in WL). There's something about Orange color...

* Wake up and write some fast notes, then go back to sleep...

.../I get to school at night, I'm wearing my school times clothing. I find a girl friend who I didn't remember long ago. I ask her about some twin brothers who studied with us because of I forgot which one of them was our classmate. One of them was in another class but I didn't remember who was who. She pointed who was with us. I see the other one at the basketball court, then I tell him: "Of course, you were in the other class because of the uglier from you was in our class". Then I follow the girl upstairs to our classroom. I see a couple of friends more. It's nice to remember them. Then I notice that my place is not free. I look for a free chair, put my bag on it and start singing "Set The World A Fire" from Megadeth. I realize my voice is a little bit creepy, it's funny, then I let it go...

* Wake up and write some fast notes, then go back to sleep...

.../I'm in a recurrent dreamscape enjoying the view, I'm getting to the peninsula which is called "island" by the locals. It's mixed with some ancient ruins. I hear somebody screaming there. I take a closer look and see a young man cutting some logs. I decide to go back when I see another man walking on the road. I prefer to keep my distance. When I turn I can see the roofs of the houses all tight together covering the hills in the sides of the road. The sight is very dreamy. Then I realize it! When I see a person getting closer, I decide to walk on the roofs to avoid him, the roofs are all connected with stairs. The man takes a short cut and climbs faster than me. He gets to the upper side of the labyrinth first, I just decide to go on climbing up since he doesn't seem to bother. I hear a local folk song, it's very sticky. It was the melody which long ago I was looking for, finally I hear something new! The lyrics are not what I expected, because of it's about the opposite team, although sounds really good and this time, I decide to let it go when I reach the roof of my grand parents' house. I sit for a moment to hear it clear. I climb down thinking about the different devil costumes I wore those three years. Then I put a bear dress on. I don't remember having pictures of this one, I have 2 kerchiefs in each hand, I notice I didn't do the blue one although it looks nice too. I see both my Dad and Aunt-mom (she took care of me when my biological mother passed away when I was around 2) getting in the old bakery to talk. I just don't want them to see me. I go downstairs while looking at the costume, I "remember" dancing with this. It was very fun, although perhaps I should take a couple of pictures now. Then I see my Dad absently walking, I evade him very easy...

Date: May 4
Sleep length: 3h + 5h
Techniques: DILD + WBTB
Dream Summary:
(pre) at first, I remembered another dream because of this dream. dream (1) is a sequel of this dream: I was in a forest with a friend of mine. We used to do drugs in a certain forest, but this time we didn't. It looked like autumn, everything was red. We were at a big hollow and suddenly we noticed a police officer with a drug dog. We laughed and said "Luckily we don't have drugs"
(1) well guess what happens in now. We are at this hollow again, and he got some weird drug. It was mixed with coffee for some reason... He hasn't told me which drug he used though. I thought it was Meth or Cocaine. The effect was more like Weed and a bit Acid though. I blacked out for a moment, when I woke up the drug-mug was under the bench we were sitting on and we were blown away. I tried to stand up and fell down. I was trying to throw away some weird empty blunt which was covered in a yellow liquid. Then we wanted to go away, but of course there was this drug dog again, as expected. We wanted to go away without him noticing, but he already smelled us so we started running. Here's the action part of this dream. I was running and thinking and I thought I was gonna get some "police letter" and I was also kinda afraid of this dog. I realized it's probably too late and turned around. I wanted to keep my dignity. But I couldn't find the police, so I just turned around again and started running again. I ran through the red forest to a field and gradually woke up. When I woke up I continued thinking about running, until I realized it's a dream and I should write it down.
(2) When I was writing (1), I remembered (2). I was playing pokemon like back when I was a kid. It was fun, I tried to catch a rare pokemon. I went to my balcony to play there, it was night and pretty dark. This is really just a fragment, I was hearing voices from a room with an opened window. It was my mother and a guest.
Vividness/Awareness: 8/2
Emotions: trust - indifference - shock - fear - worry - guilt
Tags: drug, coffee mug, forest, autumn, police dog, running;; balcony, pokemon

05/03/14 I was having a bit of lucidity and randomly decided to attempt the T.O.T.M. I "knew" when I turned around I would be seeing a perfect amphitheater, but instead I was down town in Boise, and across the street from The Egyptian Theater. The theater started to glow and a thought could be felt, "You can perform your concert on the stage of this theater."

Well,,, no, not exactly what I wanted, thanks anyways. I warp the theater and cause it to shift into a outdoor stage. I then float up onto the stage. It is pretty vivid and a huge well lit stage. I pull some light into a sheet and attempt to create an instrument. I first use TK to lift something like a flexible glowing sheet and kind of shake it. It creates a crackling and electronic wave kind of sound. Hmmm, I need to figure out what kind of instrument, but I am forgetting a crowd. I "know" that a crowd will be out in the amphitheater will be there. I look and it is hard to see the crowd with such bright lights on me.

Something interrupted the dream, and I never got back to any of this. Pretty good attempt at my task,

considering it is the first day, I am hopeful for a very awesome LD in which I can really ham it up and do everything in style.

I forgot to post my dream last night. I write them down in the morning but I guess it'll be hard getting used to also posting them here.

Last nights dream was weird as hell. I'm on a space station of some sort with my family. There are others there too, but I can't remember who. We're walking though some docking chamber to an elevator, along with us are two little robot spiders. From behind us small creatures similar to the ones in the talon overworld in Metroid Prime are approaching, they have turtle-like shells and crab-like legs. Basically imagine the red shell from Mario Kart if it had legs and was gross. We get in the elevator and turn around to see these things, which we previously had not noticed. The robot spiders were walking through them just fine, and we guessed their ai wasn't programmed to notice that type of thing. We go up and find more of these things around everywhere. We have to navigate hallways and rooms without touching the things, because none of us know what would happen and none of us wanna find out. The final part of this dream has me jumping over these creatures arranged into a spiral pattern (I compared them to the things on Talon Overworld because they too can group up into large swarms).
The final dream has me and my mom in some weird room. In the middle is a table at first, and I call in a holographic waitress to serve us, mostly to impress my mom. She's impressed by the hologram, but it can't pour her anything because she's a hologram (duh), so I pour her some wine, causing a bit of a mess due to clumsy wine handling. Now in the middle of us is a globe like thing, on one side a dark and evil looking sea, on the other, a more friendly and calm sea. All this is moving and basically a small scale real life ocean and earth. I say pirates use them to pick factions and alliances, and go to a side. Now I'm on a robotic horse thing in an arcade. It looks like one of the motorcycle games in arcades, and I'm picking from RPG loadouts, like knight, mage, etc. Apparently this is a game where one battles and races at the same time, trying to shove off opponents and reach the finish, and it all takes place in VR. You move your arms out and swing in order to fight your opponents, as if swinging a real sword. Near the end things become Kingdom Hearts-esque with spells and a little HUD.

Journal Entry Lucid #31-34 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:Finally finals are over and I can relax.

Lucid Dream #31, day: 04/29/14 time: 3:10-4:38am " Regular Joes have super powers too. ":
Context of the dream, people have super powers and are being recruited to join and train(I guess military).
I am in my garage,relaxing on a couch, the garage door is open. I see people walking in and out of my house with bags. I thought to myself this remind me of an apartment complex. The people look like teens somewhere around 17-18. Some of them flooded the garage. One girl was wearing lingerie and she start approaching me slowly. She said, "today I feel like I need some attention". I didn't want any attention so I looked at her friends butt. She got mad and left. I hear someone say no and they dropped their belonging in the street. I fell on the floor and it ripped a hole in road. I told them that I will get it for them. The cars were speeding like they were in the freeway. I backed away. I overhear a fat girl freaking out about having superpowers.
I realized it was a dream. I went to the fat girl and I told her that she has more power than she realizes. She started freaking out even more. I was thinking "they don't even realize they are in my dream." I started to look around. I am in a restaurant and nobody had food on the table. I spin again and I saw a women that had a burrito shaped like a purse or vise/versa. So, I flew over and I bit into her purse and it tasted delicious. For some reason it felt like a long time in dream and I felt hungry so I woke up.

Lucid Dream #32, day: 04/30/14, time: unknown" Def Jam Bobble head":
I was at a club of some sort. Purple and blue lights. I am walking in the hallway and I walk past the bar. I see a familiar figure, it was D-mob from def jam and boy did he have a big head. It was a bobble head. I hear the intro of the song "dum dum....dum dum". I did a RC but it failed. I said no way

this is a dream. I was laughing so hard though. He stopped and approached me. He said furiously, "what's so funny? Do find anything funny?" all while his head bobbled up and down. I cracked up in his face. He got mad and tried to swing at me. I dodged them while laughing. I all of a sudden got angry and levitated him. I then threw him through a wall. I knew what I wanted to do next but I saw a baseball and a cup, like bear-pong except it is with a baseball. I wanted to see how much control I have with telekinesis so I set it up. I Tk the baseball and I tried to make it in the cup fast, I missed. I levitated the cup back up and got the ball. I tried again a little bit more slowly and missed. Third time I painstakingly put it in slowly and I made it. I became happy and complete so I woke up. So I didn't do exactly what I wanted but it is ok I will get it.

Lucid Dream #33, day: 05/01/14 time: 3:10-4:45am " Maybe a lesson":
I am on a cruise ship. I am a balloon or I felt like one. I floated up and up. I see a dog next to me.
I realized it was a dream. I was now in my old church's bathroom. I walked out and went through the exit. I see a house right in front of me. I thought how strange. I didn't want to investigate at all. I just wanted to leave. It started sprinkling, I couldn't feel it but I could see it. I went up and flew about ten feet or second story of the home. I see a Japanese girl and her parents arguing. I tried to fly away but it felt like I was bounded by the house. The girl says to her parents, "I don't want to live your dreams anymore". I then could fly away and I sped off which woke me up. Maybe my subconscious wanted me to see what she had to say.

Lucid Dream #34, day: 05/02/14 time: unknown "":
I see a cop get killed and I wanted to leave the area. I am now in the backyard of my house. I then realize it is a dream
I walk towards the house to see my family. A car is in the middle of the yard. I used TK(telekinesis) to lift it then I launched it. I hear my parents inside. My dad is talking to somebody on the phone. For some reason I thought I was going to get valuable information so I stayed. I didn't get anything so I tried to fly out. I woke up.

I see myself as a character in an old videogame from the early 2000's judging by the graphics. My character is a Londoner and a "guard" of some kind - a rough, macho character. I am with a group of other characters in a huge building that is on fire and falling down in places.

One of the other characters is a famous BBC newsreader (Susanna Reid if you are familiar), but instead of being herself, she is a timid, anxious "librarian" in boring clothes. She is running around a lot, and doesn't seem comfortable around me in my macho Londoner guise.

I can't remember the other characters. For some reason we are all split up, trying to find a way out of this place. My character falls (jumps?) from a walkway down onto a room in the ground floor below where the roof has caved in. The room has one door, but outside the floor is burning and resembles molten lava. The only way out is through the roof and back onto the walkway above. I know there is a way, but I'm not sure what that way is.

There was another part of the dream where I had memories of my life as this tough London geezer, where he would create fake public funeral's for Justin Bieber for a laugh, and watch as his fans would go hysterical over it.

Me and my brother were complaining about how we hate the gang members in our house. We wanted them to leave so I decided to go downstairs to confront them. There were detective in the living room so I went inside my Father room and there they were, I walk in without bothering either of them as I see they are beating up 1 person so I walk pass by to only get hit in my stomach. Once they did that I grab a large blue scissor as I attempt to stab him with it however push himself back. That's when he pulled a gun and told me what am I going to do now and what will I say now. I look at the gun thinking how many times has this happen to me where I am fighting someone and then this gun comes in to my face, why? The guy began threating say he was going to kill me as he sent one of his other gang members to close the door so the detective will not hear. He decided to sit down on my father bed and point the gun at me. I began walking and left my Father room. The man follow me saying that if I move he'll kill me, I told him detective are right there, you shoot me you'll be jail. He told me he won't kill me he just wants to hurt me. That's when the detective came over but he kept following me. I made it to the front door preparing to leave and I told him when I get back your gang and the gang uptop the stairs should come together to try to kill me. I open the door and left walking outside it was night time. I saw my Father walking on the road so I came to talk to him. I told my Father we should leave this house and he said he will as well, I told him I have been held at gun point so many times in my life that it got tiresome and that I was sick of living here. So me and my Father began abandoning the house not knowing where we'll go. I look at my Father and realize something was off his hair was very long. I ask how did his hair got so long and he told me it's been this way. But I remember his hair being short when I was first talking to him. I started wondering if this was a dream or not. It was too real though, this feels just like real life there's no way it can be a dream. However as the colors around me and around the area began to heighten I began to realize that this was a dream. That's when the scene change and I notice my Father change in to someone I did not know. We were in a park and people were on their laptop so I walk in this hall that seem like others we're waiting. That's when I lost my lucidity. Lucidity Time : 45 seconds

Today's lucid:
I'm standing on the terrace with my mum. We see a familly - mother, father and a boy. I tell to my mum that this boy looks weird. I don't know why, but something's wrong with his face and body. I tell her that only explanation of this is that we are dreaming. She says that we are not dreaming. I tell her that I can show her a proof. I try to telekinesis on the boy and I throw him in the air. You see I tell her. I realize that my mother is ''just a dc'' as well. I had this idea that I need to summon STABILIZATION MACHINE to help me stabilize the dream quicly than my usual techniques and anchoring. Try to summon it behind my back, but nothing appears in thee times. I need to summon something easy. Let's try jelly candies. I summon knitted basked behind my back. There are chocolate candies inside. I try one more time. Just sugar candies. Try it again and then there is sweet red jelly candy!

I went to see a movie today and got my first look at the trailer for "Maleficent" with Angelina Jolie, who seemed to be making recurring appearances in my dreams.

After driving through downtown Chicago, I'm staying in a lakefront house where one whole wall of the house is windows facing the shore. While exploring the house, I come across Angelina Jolie. She's wearing half of her Maleficent costume and seems pretty confused. She gives me a phone number to call to bring her tour bus to pick her up.

I woke up somewhere around four AM and decided to make a WILD attempt. I'm not usually as successful at these when I know I have to be up in a few hours, but apparently I'm on a roll this week.

I'm in a bar. I focus a little bit on stabilizing the dream, running my hands over the bar top and noticing details (where these rounded bullnose countertops?). I even drop a quarter in the jukebox and sit back as a Huey Lewis song comes on. I remember that one of the tasks is to do tequila shots with a DC. The first DC I come across, believe it or not, is Angelina Jolie. She seems like a cool person to have drinks with, so this won't be so back. We order a couple rounds of tequila shots with lime and salt. I haven't actually done this before, so it takes me a little while to figure out how to coordinate taking a shot before doing the salt and lime. Angelina is kind of amused at this. I start telling her about my problems at work and she listens carefully before suggesting that maybe I'm too good for my job. She talks a little bit about her kids and what baby products she found useful (since I sell baby gear). After a few shots, I suggest maybe I could come home with her and watch her and Brad have sex. This makes us both giggly and I wake up.