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    1. Drastic measures [09/07/14]

      by , 07-09-2014 at 04:41 PM (My lucid comeback!)
      Last night once again I had to lay awake, staring at the ceiling for 2 hours before I pretty much passed out from boredom. This problem started with the beginning of the vacation and I decided to take a step back and evaluate myself and my sleeping-shedule, there must be a reason, I'm not a natural insomniac.

      After some thinking I found out that it actually makes sense, even time I'm awake in bed fits perfectly. You see an average human's day is 16 hours of being awake followed by 8 hours of sleep. I on the other hand wake up around 10-11 in the morning while it's vacation which means if we at 16 hours of being awake like normal I should naturally need sleep around 2-3 in the night, which is when I fall asleep now. It is time to break this chain and drasticly change my sleeping-shedule, from now on I'll get up in the morning around 8-9 and my WBTB-alarm will be set around 5-6 in the morning. I expect this will solve my insomnia problem but also help me with Lucid dreaming as the earlier my WBTB-alarm is set, the darker it'll be outside and the less awake I'll be.

      Anyway, enough talking you're here for the dreams and you'll get them!

      1. Contract killers

      I'm with my dad in an army jeep that has an open roof, I'm driving however there isn't a steering wheel but I turn the car by twisting large buttons. We drive on a road with trees on both sides and it's sunny, after several minutes of some talking I pass a lorry and speed up a bit. Then I notice a small projectile for a split second infront of the car that hits the motor, I didn't worry too much but then another projectile barely passed my head, I knew it were bullets! I shout to my dad "GET DOWN!", after quickly scanning the houses 150 meters down the road I spotted a sniper with a white rifle in a small window on the third floor. After seeing another muzzle flash I duck down, the bullets hits the windshield and cracks the glass. I look back thinking he must reload now but see that there are actually 3 snipers in the same window who shoot constantly. I quickly turn the car 180° and put the pedal on the metal. Some bullets fly past us or hit the car but then I realise I'm drifting to the left, the lorry quickly aproaches and I can't prevent a collision but then I notice how the wheels of the lorry are extremely high. So high that I'm able to drive under the lorry, we do have to duck because it is still very narrow. Then I manage to drive the car back on the right side of the road using the large button and we drive further.


      2. The 'Wut?' game

      I'm playing a game, I look down on an 8-bit looking castle and see a pixilated king sitting in his throne, then I designate the wooden floor to be replaced with stone which pleases the king. Suddenly a message pops up asking if I want to accept 'Absolute crown authority' and I accept. Suddenly I'm in First-Person mode and in the castle's dungeons, I'm fighting a large man who's really good at wrestling. After a heavy fight someone else holds the other guy and I break his foot using a piece of wood... Oh yeah and I'm James Bond.

      3. Independence!

      I'm walking around in a town and people are doing their normal stuff, I get up on a train where I find some of my friends. We talk about the year and I ask if some people had to do previous year over, he said "Yeah, Michel and Dimi didn't make it.", I respond "Oh yeah, Michel ... Krastofska?", I try saying their family names which are Russian IRL but I forgot them. I ask someone else what they're doing on the train and he responds saying that they're going on a vacation, I wish them the best and get of the train. After walking through the towncenter I feel really independant, like I don't need someone to lead me or tell me which path to follow. I'm not stressed and decide to take a train home, after some time I'm walking in my home town and my mother welcomes me.


      4. The spiral staircase

      This dream is directly connected to previous dream but I think it is another chapter you could say. After meeting my mother I take the street on the right while my house is in the street on the left, I enter a random building and stand in a room that doesn't have a lot in it, there isn't even a stair to the upper floor. I see a spiral staircase leading down in the middle of the room. I look down and guess it's maybe 20 meters deep, I go down and at the bottom is a small room with pixilly bookcases against the walls, a table with a lite candle and a bed on a 45° angle which also looks very pixilly. I get in the bed and I'm able to look up the spiral staircase, then I think about how creepy it would be if a demon or something would look over the edge down on me...

      Updated 07-09-2014 at 06:58 PM by 69433

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      non-lucid
    2. (July 9, 2014) nothing

      by , 07-09-2014 at 04:20 PM
      July 9, 2014

      I tried to remember but i could not recall anything from last night.
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      Uncategorized
    3. TILD attempt: Onions

      by , 07-09-2014 at 03:42 PM (Schmaven's Dream Journal of Randomness)
      Holding green onions, examining them and separating the freshest ones from the older bunches.
      Tags: tild
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    4. 09/07/14 - Friend Gets Punched, Angry Bus

      by , 07-09-2014 at 02:23 PM (Covlad96's Road to Lucid Dreaming)
      Once again the dreams I had felt scattered and hard to remember, I suppose this is just because I'm trying to get back in the routine of journaling again

      Dream 1

      My notes say cat pollution? I'm not sure what that means as I don't remember it, however I remember the rest of my notes. I am with one of my friends, we are walking down an unfamiliar street and I had just made a new YouTube video in this dream. We were talking about that and he said it was rubbish. That got me sort of angry, as in this dream I knew it was amazing, I felt that he was jealous. Then as we were walking down this street, he walked up one of the drives and kicked someones front door really hard. In this dream was the house of another one of my friends who I'll call 'A'. So A peers out of his window and we both run as fast as we can away, we are running and he catches up from us by flanking us from somewhere. He looked upset, as A and my other friend used to be friends and doing this was childish, so he punched him unexpectedly and knocked him over.

      Dream 2

      I'm on the bus with a friend called J and a random girl. We were on the top deck and there was a bunch of 20 year olds messing about thinking they were big. One of them swings for J and as he was swinging for him I punched the guy in his ribs to stop him from hitting J. The guy, who was really tall, gets up and punches me. Then J gets really angry, he was angry at me for hitting the other guy? I couldn't understand as I sopped him from hurting him and took the blow instead. But he was reallllly angry, that got me annoyed as well so I argued back, then the girl was getting upset with both of us for causing a scene, she said she was getting off the bus right now. I said I was too. I looked out the window and seen how far from home I was. I didn't care though. I walked one way the girl walked the other. When I was walking off the girl was calling my name, she ran towards me and said 'I'm sorry, you did the right thing and I shouldn't of got angry at you' she hugged me and we both walked off.

      So I'm plodding along on myself and I see a group of black men, who are following me, looking angry, I felt I had done something wrong. Then I spotted one of them was wearing a Danny Brown shirt which I also had which I got for free from a concert. Turning round I said 'Hey, did you go see Danny Brown live in Koko?' he said he did and I was like cool I have that shirt too. Then one of his mates coughed up phlegm and spat it on the shirt, I awkwardly walked away as they argued, the guy was saying that it was me who spat on him, so as I turned the corner I ran just to be safe. So I end up in a shopping center which has a McDonalds, by now its night. I see people from school who are in there. They were ordering Chinese food from McDonalds, I asked them how they got that here, they said 'look McDonalds now do takeaway type foods'. I looked behind and they did they had all sorts such as curry etc. I ordered a curry and waited, I sat down with them and one of them said to me 'Aren't you the guy who started on me once at a party?' I said 'No you started on me' We sat down and ate, my curry tasted awful, the chicken was very rubbery that's the last I remember.
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      non-lucid
    5. Advanced TOTM July 2014 alien planet FAIL

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      501
      , 07-09-2014 at 02:22 PM
      Pre Bed: 5htp

      Did not really do a WBTB, I woke up and laid in bed thinking about dreaming for awhile to try to put myself in the state. I am not sure if this happened right after I woke or as I was falling back to sleep but I kept my awareness as the dream started so I guess this was a wile and I would have to say that this was my first WILD that I know for sure it was actually a WILD.

      My thoughts basically got a little strange and then turned into moving pictures, I just had a seedling of awareness I kept. I felt a very short stint of vibrations as I transitioned as well. I think I actually kind of willed a dream to start in a way. I kind of flowed with the dream for a minute or two before I tried to control anything.

      I was in a building, maybe an apartment building with a few doors on the inside. It was brown and pretty dim inside, maybe wood flooring. On the doors I noticed pictures of girls, I had a feeling they were ex-girl friends but no one discernible. One door I noticed was open and a brunette girl was half way out the door, she just looked at me. I was headed to the front of the building where the exit was and saw a brick wall in front of me. I decided I would try to jump through it (for some reason I like to try to go through stuff in my lucids, usually not successful though), I went full force into the brick wall and it stopped me like a brick wall, I slid down and was in front of the doors leading out. I was on some city streets, no one around that I noticed. It was dark outside and the streets were kind of dirty like it was not a great part of town. I did an RC to just make sure and it was of course successful. I took to the sky and went up pretty fast pretty quick. I even thought as I went up that I wanted to explore the dream world a little more and not just go go go, but didn't listen to myself. As I was flying up I wanted to stop in the air to see where I was and find somewhere to go to but it seemed I could not slow down, I looked up and decided to just fly as fast as I could straight up. So I sped up even more and saw the moon, I tried to slow down and change direction to go to the moon but couldn't. I decided oh well I guess Ill try for the alien planet TOTM since I am up here. I then flew faster than I had before straight into the starts. I looked up and imagined a red planet and saw a speck of one, I looked ahead again and imagined the red speck much closer and I looked up, I came up on about 5 or 6 planets very fast and again I could not slow down. As I wizzed passed them I realized they were our solar system planets, at least Mars, Jupiter and Saturn, not sure if there were any others. I decided to give up on local planets and continued flying into space to find a different set of planets. I was thinking that it was quite a ways away and even partially tried the same thing I did with imagining a planet coming up but nothing came. I flew for a bit longer but lost the dream.
    6. July Basic TOTM - Get Naked

      by , 07-09-2014 at 11:22 AM
      With a bunch of Jubilee people heading to a meeting slash conference in an old fashioned church building. I'm torn between sitting with somebody I sort of fancy and playing it cool (can't remember who it was that I was crushing on) I end up sitting on the row in front of her. There's some conversion about the way the conference is organised this time around, with cars parking on site rather than in separate car parks.

      I'm outside of the meeting wandering to another building which contains some kind of dormitory. There's a couple of loaves of rustic looking bread on the wall beside a pond, which doesn't seem to have any purpose or meaning (but appear again later on) and down some steps there are other conference delegates and we just hang out a bit.

      Everyone else seems to be heading off to the next meeting but for some reason it's a meeting I'm not going to. I laze around a bit and have a snooze. I wake up feeling a bit miffed that I haven't got a dream to journal. It's rained a little while I was resting, the bread looks tempting but is all soggy from the rain and I'm disappointed because I kinda fancied some.

      FA - I wake up back at the meeting, I've been sleeping with my head on my crossed arms resting on a little desk for making notes. I think about the dream I just had and think about journaling it, then I realise where I am is a dream location and GET LUCID!

      I glance at the people sitting next to me and realise that they're just a dream and I don't have to sit through a meeting I'm not in the mood for. I say "fuck this" and get out of my chair a little clumsily, nearly tripping over the other nearby chairs. I hover forward feeling very excited at being lucid again after a dry patch.

      I spot Jofish sitting at a backward facing take at the front of the room. I say "hey Jo, I'm lucid!" He doesn't look all that impressed, so I hover a foot or so of the ground and say "Look! This is a dream!" He still doesn't seem to care and I remember that he's also just a DC and it really doesn't matter what he thinks. I float to the back of the room and people are starting to leave. I look at all their faces, noting that I don't recognise most of them. They are a variety of ages, including some older folk, which is a little surprising because Jubilee is sadly short on that front. I spot a nice looking young lady and start imagining how to get in her pants. The bunch of us start heading back to the campsite and I realise chasing tail isn't the highest calling in a lucid dream, so I start practicing flying along the path. I struggle to get any altitude by jumping (up to about 5 metres but coming back to a few feet above the ground) I try floating because when you jump, you come down, but floating doesn't come with that expectation. Still only a few feet up. I try doing a Superman pose and flying fast but can only go at a rather boring swift walk pace (at which speed, the Superman pose feels a little silly)

      I remember the TOTM Basic Task of getting naked, so I turn back to the bunch of people I was walking with, I'm just a bit ahead of them from my flying practice. I rip off my shirt and they all notice that something odd is going on. Because they're *my* DCs, they know why I'm doing this and they're all a little expectant. I aim to pull my trousers down leaving my boxers to last but my boxers come down with my trousers. Immediately, the several young ladies in the group start throwing themselves at me, jostling for the privilege of being unusually nice to me. Then I wake up feeling a little bit miffed that my libido managed to hijack my dream even though I'd decided to do something different but still feeling a little pleased that I was so suddenly popular, even if only with my subconscious!

      Apparently, starring a dream feeling horny can set certain expectations...

      Updated 07-31-2014 at 02:48 PM by 69407

      Categories
      lucid
    7. 00:00 Wednesday 2014-07-09 long bizarre early morning dream: "AED": fAtalistic Eternal Determinants

      by , 07-09-2014 at 10:35 AM
      22:00 3mg melatonin to help reset sleep schedule

      23:00 pre-bedtime (intention)

      23:20 bedtime (woohoo before midnight, an improvement)

      00:00 Wednesday 2014-07-09

      03:59

      + long early morning dream:"AED": fAtalistic Eternal Determinants: bizarre interactions with freaky super powered beings, including being required to play Mary Had a Little Lamb on the clarinet (and I don't play clarinet), and a creepy vampire baby/doll offering to make me into a vampire.

      I'm in a deep valley looking up at a very high steep cliff where there is a straight-up-and-down-vertical stairway. I'm thinking that noble/royal people travel this stairway (on some sort of a beast like a camel) on their journeys outside of the castle.

      Perspective shifts and I see more of the valley, rocks, trees, and this stairway from a different perspective.

      Perspective shifts again and I'm hovering DO, I see a huge rocky mountain lake basin in between mountains, there is not much water in the lake, a narrator tells of the water shortage, and I see this is because of a massive artificial drain in the bottom of the lake basin. This basin is a very dangerous evil aware place, anybody venturing there is killed, for example by landslides.

      I appear in a large room before 3 beings in white, 2 of them are Tony Randall, one is Jack Klugman, from the TV series The Odd Couple. These are super powered beings. A few others have been summoned with me, and we are required to play Mary Had a Little Lamb on the clarinet. I feel the instrument in my mouth and my fingers on the keys, I imagine playing the piece correctly with my fingers making patterns according to another instrument which I play. Sound does not come out correctly, I remove the instrument from my mouth almost all the way just the tip of the mouthpiece remains and I finally get a sound out of it.

      I'm summoned again and one of the beings in white is now in two parts before me on the ground, slowly moving/wiggling, mostly like two large lumps of meat with some hair but is sort of recognizable as a body, I know that the boundary between the two pieces (the axis of the division) constantly changes/rotates, so that the two pieces are made up of different body parts all the time.

      Moving in to the next room it is like a locker room but the lockers are screens looking into the world. The beings in white are commenting on something: a procession of some aspect of reality that moves from screen to screen, each time slightly changing and transforming according to their desires, they voice their approval of this process, I'm amazed at their power.

      At some point I see a screen/sign with words against a white background, I think it's describing this place/experience, (is it a TV show or reality?), 3 main words like Fatalistic Eternal Determinants, and I think the abbreviation for this is A.E.D.

      Back to the valley, there is a fight, a large military naval vessel is in the lake, I have a high hovering DO view, something attacks it and decimates it, most of the ship falls apart like it's been sliced in half, and a black thick stream made up of sailors and machines flows strongly and thickly out of the ship like blood.

      Up close scene of one of the sailors, he's on his stomach with his legs crushed underneath a massive stone cube (20-30 feet on each edge), narrator says something like "it's better to be dead than crippled because when you're crippled they'll catch up to you and kill you." The stone block then grinds along the floor over the sailor and his head pops as it covers him, crushing him entirely.

      I see clumps of thousands of huge long purple tendrils writhing (and pulling the ship apart?), this is the evil power in the valley. At one point I think you can battle this thing, but them millions more purple tendrils in multiple bunches pour out of the earth and I know it's hopeless.

      I'm crawling along some sort of outdoor walkway alongside a large building, it's dark/twilight, I'm paralyzed and don't have the use of my legs. A small baby/doll/creepy vampire being with scary eyes walks by me and offers to make me into a vampire. I'm concerned that this is a bad deal, like it's trying to trick me into a horrible fate, and I ask it several questions like "if I am not happy with this transformation, will you put me back exactly the way I was before?" Each time the thing says yes, so in the end I agree, and I feel the fangs grow in my mouth, I run my tongue over them, and (as I was secretly hoping) I can stand and walk now. I ask the vampire thing if this means I must drink blood now, and I wonder if the white super beings allow the eating of meat.

      I'm in an indoor small room with a smaller chamber in the middle of the room, I'm trying to walk through and around this to avoid all the white-clothed beings, because I know they like to cause trouble/mischief on lesser beings, but there are too many of them I can't avoid them so I just walk through, I have the thought that at these higher levels it's very perilous because there are so many of these troublemaking beings. At the other side of the room is a tray with beakers on it, one of the beings is doing something there, I go over and take control, mixing substances together in a small ornate beaker, creating some potion or something, the contents/beaker starts burning/cooking and gets a dark burned look to it, a being is standing right next to me reminding me not to forget something, I study the outside of the beaker and see a flakey/flimsy thing made out of a material like insect wings, I peel it off the beaker (and put it in?). These little things are of critical importance to levelling up, and I think the more advanced beings are blocked from progressing if the things they leave behind are not found, so they make it easy to find them.

      05:30 out of bed, can't sleep

      08:00 (?) back to bed

      12:03

      (earlier)

      + Chasing and destroying vampires, jabbing syringes of adrenaline into their eyes, the characters were from Friday Night Lights (Tim Riggins). A dog was helping us track them, we were chasing several of them and catching up to them on a hill.

      (waking 12:03)
      + I'm ready to test some equipment in the lab with (Coach Eric Taylor?), my scripts are ready, but I haven't moved them into the proper directory yet. I'm typing at the keyboard and watching the command line on the screen change, I vaguely see the letters.

      Updated 07-09-2014 at 10:41 AM by 65364

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , side notes
    8. Somewhere else in late september 2012

      by , 07-09-2014 at 03:33 AM (Fantastical Adventures)
      1. Sort of a type of block arena where I punched miis and threw them over a wall.
      2. Narnia-ish. I can only remember the first visit, which involved leaving to use the bathroom.
      3. Nearly submerged into the dream world completely. Goldeneye 007 Wii Map: Docks. I picked up some black weights along with a cat. Moments later, I picked up an MP7, which was somehow connected to the disappearance of the dinner table.
      4. Briefly shapeshifted into a humantaur at a private pool.

      5. A friend was dropping me and a few others off at house "1c".
      6. I was is this expansive cave that was turned into a house. Then, I teleported myself to yellowstone.
      7. Looked west toward the olympic mountains. Considerably dark and cloudy.
      Categories
      non-lucid , lucid
    9. Somewhere in late september 2012

      by , 07-09-2014 at 03:05 AM (Fantastical Adventures)
      Failed attempt at MILD. I remember jumping onto a nonexistent sofa to play a card game. At one point, I was at the campground I go to every memorial day weekend, but where the lodge was supposed to be was just grass, and there happened to be a house sitting by some trees and a sand pit.
      Tags: camp
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    10. Can't Find It // Wrong Zip Code // LARP Couch

      by , 07-09-2014 at 01:18 AM (The Kestrel's Dreams)
      July 08, 2014




      Can't Find It

      I was driving my cousin to an auto-repair shop, where his car was being worked on. We were lost though, and couldn't find it at all D:



      Wrong Zip Code

      I was with my friend Moon, and she had picked me up from the airport, and was taking me to her house. We drove through some arid desert hills, and then through a part of the city. We were in the wrong zip-code though, and had to take a ferry across a river to get to the right place.

      The whole city was really open; not many trees, lots of dirty and sand and clay.



      LARP Couch

      I was sitting on a couch with my older brother; the couch was in the middle of this vast, mostly flat field, and there was a rocking chair across a firepit from us, and a bench and some log stumps-for-chairs to our left. There was one tree about 50-yards in front of us and a tad to the left. I was holding my Real-Life LARP staff, but in the dream it was a little more intricately designed, and it was actually Zukin's; I was just holding onto it for her, until she could come to pick it up.

      My brother and I were talking to a few of the characters (there was a mixture of people I know from LARP and people who live at Zukin's co-op), but one of them was the Face. His LARP character's name was Timothy (at least, that's what I assume. Everyone was calling him Timothy, but they were all in character, so I don't think that was his actual name)
      Categories
      non-lucid
    11. PBS Woes

      by , 07-09-2014 at 01:09 AM (The Kestrel's Dreams)
      July 07, 2014




      I was with some of my cohort-mates and Zukin, and we were all going to a scholastic-or-PBS-or-something sale in a building that reminded me greatly of a train station (specifically Shining Time Station). There was a sale for teachers, but when we got there, we found out you only got that sale if you had a PBS account, which you could only have if you were also a parent of a child under the age of three. We were pissed and raised a fuss, but didn't end up getting the discount anyways D:

      On the way out of the market, there was a display with a whole bunch of Halloween masks and hats and accessories and shtuff. There were green and purple witch's fingers, and someone in the group said, "They look like a finger on top of another finger" because the nails were so long.

      On the way back, we talked about random things that I don't remember, but I do remember the walk itself and the landscape. We were walking along a path/road (it was at once narrow like a walk-way but wide like a road. Very surreal and variable) through slight hills. It was night time, but there were hardly any street-lights. I could see the lights of the city ahead of us, and mountains to our left. We walked down the valley path, and I noticed it split multiple times, and was very bridge-y. As in there were lots of random ups to make bridges that weren't needed.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    12. House Party, Dream Fragment (9.7.14)

      by , 07-09-2014 at 01:05 AM (CHiLLEN's Dream Journal)
      Recorded at 7:30am

      I'm at Blaxland house but I don't live there. I think Dean Brosep owns the house.

      I walk into a room and I see 2 guys laying on a bed looking at a laptop. I notice they're playing some sort of game that I was familiar with. One of the guys was an older guy around 40ish and the other guy looked in his mid twenties.

      I'm now in the kitchen and someone asks if I had seen the older guy from the earlier. I told them I saw him in the room. I mentioned that the guy looked in his 30's which wasn't correct.

      A lot people start appearing in the house and if seems to be time for a party. They're all sitting out under the veranda in a circle. I see that David Cark is here and see his friend GreenEyes.

      I have a quick word with a couple people not realising who they are. They quickly mention afterwards that we know each other. I then realise who they're, it's my auntie Jude and Arch. I give them and hug and continue talking for a bit. They mention that someone I know from back in the day is here. They point him out and at first I thought they were pointing at the overweight kid, but then noticed they were talking about the other guy. He was tall, decent looking and I didn't recognise him at all. I went along with it and said good to see you, you've changed. I ask him how young he was and he was 21.

      I see a skinny petite looking girl. She looked smokin' and looked like Vanhelsing Ash.

      I start to feel under dressed as I'm wearing a hoody and trackies. I think about leaving and getting some proper clothes on.

      I re enter where the party is and get a strong whiff of smoke, which takes me by surprise. I think everyone has been passing a joint around.

      I'm sitting down with a couple of people and I see Jemma Silver standing not too far away. I get her attention and have a chat with her. I start to feel a rush of confidence and feel pretty comfortable.

      I leave the party and start to walk home down a dirt road. I don't recognise the surrounding at all. I see a fence and jumping from one side to the other for some reason. There's a car coming my way in the distance and I be polite and give them a wave. There's a old couple in the car and seem to be a bit unsure about me. They give me a half hearted wave as they pass. I take a quick look in the passenger window and notice that if wasn't a person, if was a manikin dressed up. I think the old man had a few weird ideas in his head.

      I reach the main road and I'm unsure of where I am. I check my phone and I think if says I'm in Clyde. Soon after I get a phone call from Daryl. He's still at the party and is talking about a girl. He said that he went somewhere I found her phone and bought her back 6 chicken kiev's.

      Dream Fragment
      Rachael Ford asking if we were watching show. I tell her I was resting my eyes as joke, she doesn't have sense of humour. She asks if I want something from shops and asks if Dave had change for me, which he does and scrambles for coins.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    13. Swimteam Fireworks // Miss Michigans // Crowd Like Water

      by , 07-09-2014 at 01:01 AM (The Kestrel's Dreams)
      July 06, 2014




      Swim Team Fireworks

      I was a little girl on a swim team, and I was really good friends with the coach's son. But his mother hated me, and manipulated her husband into not letting me do anything with the team. I got estranged from them. She hated me because her son was probably in love with me. I started to live on my own in a rectangular house. It was one big room instead of multiple smaller ones; Except that there was a small bathroom in the back, right in the middle. So I was living on my own in this big house (I don't know what had happened to my parents, but they weren't there any longer. I had been living with the best friend, but his mother had driven me out)

      While I was living on my own, I somehow got a huge wound in my side. I was bed-ridden for two weeks. I barely ate, and no one was there to take care of me. I was also bleeding a lot for those two weeks, so by the time someone found me, I was very weak. I forgot who it was that found me, but I get the feeling it was either another of the little boys on my swim team (we always argued and he made fun of me all the time) or a neighbor because they hadn't seen me leave the house at all in two weeks and wanted to check on me.

      I was in the hospital for a while, but I don't remember how long. After the hospital, child protective services put me up in the fanciest hotel in town, in the penthouse. When I was able to see the swim team again, just before 4th of July, I asked one of them if they had been worried about me while I was away, but they didn't seem to know what I was talking about... The mother of my best friend had cleaned my whole house and made it look like nothing had happened at all.

      On the day of the 4th, I knew that my friends in the swim team would be going to a certain spot to see the fireworks, like we had all done for years. I spent the night at my house instead of the hotel penthouse, and then walked to the spot where the team would meet up. I had to walk down my street (turning right out of the house) for a while, and then down a hill that spanned maybe 50-feet of elevation. There were steps along the road for people to walk on, and shrubs and trees and grass lining everything. The street leveled off, and then almost immediately I turned right on the main street, which was a boulevard and looked very Florida-like to me. The team was sitting a little ways away, and I went up to them to sit with them, but the mother glared at me as I approached, and so I instead turned right and climbed the hill a little ways, sitting behind and to the left of the team. I watched them having fun and wished I could join them... As the fireworks started, I moved closer and closer to the group until I was just on the edge of it.

      Then, there was an intermission in the fireworks, and the mother was taking a small group of them to the convenience store to get snacks. I snuck onto the back of the golf-cart they were taking, because the boy who always fought with me invited me to come with them. The mother didn't notice I was there until we'd already gotten to the store, and she couldn't just leave me there, so she grudgingly paid for my snack to make it look like she didn't hate me, so the other kids wouldn't hate her.

      We all went back to the golf cart and sat for a while before we drove back; I gave the boy who used to fight with me some gummy glasses, and told him "there's a swimmer's note on it!" (don't ask me what that means. It's gibberish to me...) He giggled, and the three other children (except my best friend, I think he was jealous) accused us of being all lovey-dovey and asked if we were a couple now. But he got all embarrassed and said we were just normal friends, then told me, "hands off the swim clothes!"

      I don't know what that meant either, but I think he said that sort of thing to me often. "Hands off the --- clothes!" Or something. I don't know.



      Miss Michigan

      I (and everyone in my cohort) were former Miss Michigans (yes even the one guy in my classes was a former Miss Michigan haha!)

      We had all organized a carpool system to all the competitions, and as we were entering one of them, one of us dropped something. I picked it up for her, and as I handed it to her, she told me under her breath that I should avoid something, though I can't remember what it was that I should avoid.



      Crowd like Water

      I was some sort of cat human (a little like a Felinetta) thing, and I was walking in an elaborate garden at night (there was a stone slab in the center, engraved, but I didn't catch what was written on it), when I met a sort of dog-human-thing. We sang a beautiful duet and acted out a dramatic love scene from a book we both loved. There was lots of moonlight and star-twinkles and I think some twittering, tweeting yellow birdies. Very Disney.

      Fast forward a lot of years, and I am the daughter of these two animal-people. I now had a baby brother who was just learning to walk. We had taken him to the garden where or parents had met and duet-ed, but we suddenly had to flee, because the secret police were trying to neutralize us. My parents say we must leave my little brother in the garden until it's safe to come back and get him (they knew that the police would never harm a baby, even the baby of someone they were after), but I refused to leave him, and picked him up. We ran, and as I passed the stone slab in the center, I suddenly could read it in a glance: It was a prophecy that stated that my parents being together would bring about the destruction of the world.

      As we ran, we slowly changed into full-humans. We ran up what looked like the stairs in my Oma's house, then through a wide alleyway, and then dad whips out my real dad's old white car (the one he had when I was a toddler. He got rid of that thing YEARS and YEARS ago! It was the one my parents always told us could fly haha)

      "Dad you still have this thing?!" I said as I got in, setting my brother down in the seat next to me.
      "Ohhh yeaaahhhh~"

      So we drive out of the alleyway, and as we're doing it, a brand new, shiny BMW is driving toward us. There's not enough room for both of us to be there, but the shiny BMW graciously slims up and pulls over to the side to let us pass. I realized this was weird, and looked down at my hands; Two thumbs again. This time it was my left hand, and the copy-thumb mirrored every movement of my real thumb.

      So, I was dreaming. A woman suddenly walked out in front of the car, and stopped there, in the middle of the street, and just kinda lazily looked around. I yelled at her to move, or else I would have dad run her over (I wanted to see her reaction). She wasn't all that impressed, but she did move, and we went on our way. We ALL (even the baby brother) flipped her off and called her a bitch. Suddenly, there were tons of people all around us. We'd come out of the alley and into a bazaar-type marketplace, and it was packed.

      We keep driving, and I watch as we quite literally plow through people. They didn't move out of the way at all as we moved by; instead, they rolled over the car and landed exactly where they'd been standing before. It was like water. They just flowed over and around us, without batting an eyelash. When we got through the crowd, everyone stopped whatever they had been doing and applauded us. "YOU MADE IT!" They were shouting.

      I got out of the car, and wanted to try taking off my clothes while they were all looking, but woke up before I could get anything off.

      Updated 07-12-2014 at 07:56 PM by 69491

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    14. 08/07/2014 - Festival, Random Dream Frags

      by , 07-08-2014 at 11:29 PM (Covlad96's Road to Lucid Dreaming)
      My dreams were all over the place last night,, not one specific plot it was very random

      Dream 1

      I was at a festival and I was seeing A$AP Ferg, it was early in the morning about 12ish. It was hard to remember anything lese

      Dream 2

      In this dream I had a really long dream and I dreamt for about what felt like 10 minutes writing the dream down in my dream journal to wake up and find I hadn't actually wrote anything down!

      So I was at a waterpark with school, I went on this blue ride first, then one of my teachers said to me 'I know you can do this.' I'm not really sure what she meant. Our coach had a toilet. Then I was in a classroom and everyone was smoking weed. Then I as at home playing cod zombies, a cat started playing and got to level 21, then I fed the cat to the zombies as they turned real so I didn't get eaten. A guy comes to pick it up and the cat bites my finger bad, so I told the cat off for being illiterate.

      They were literally my dream notes, random shit happening everywhere
    15. 7/8/14 - Silver Storm

      by , 07-08-2014 at 10:23 PM
      I'm in my Grandma's back bedroom with my niece. We are sitting on the lower bunk of the bunk bed. I'm packing a bag for us. I'm not really in a hurry and I feel pretty calm. My older sister walks into the room and sits down next to me. I look up and notice her hair is lighter. I ask her about it and she tells me how she's been, little by little, making it a lighter and lighter blonde. I look at it more closely and notice that it's not just one shade. There's yellow blonde and white blonde. There are also streaks of shimmery silver as well. She looks very beautiful. Mom walks in and looks at us. She notices me admiring the hair and gets mad. She knows that it's being done only to get the attention of an ex-boyfriend. My sister looks sad and she looks at the floor as mom leaves the room. I smile at her and tell her that she looks beautiful and I love her hair. She looks back up at me and smiles. She says thank you and gets up to leave. My uncle then runs into the room and says that we can't leave. There's a storm that's gotten too big and dangerous, which will make it almost impossible to travel on the ship we are taking. It's not wise to travel when the ocean is so dangerous. I feel a little bummed, but I understand and I stop packing.