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1. I was inside of some school, it seemed to be my old middle school. I had been sitting in the cafeteria at lunch with my friends. All of the lights in the cafeteria were off oddly enough. As I was talking to my friends, suddenly a random guy that I had been acquaintances with since 8th grade came over(His name is Max. I got up out of my seat to go do something, and as I did, Max sat down in my seat.
I looked at him and told him to get out of my seat. He told me, "You didn't call seat check, so no." I replied, "Get out of my seat or I will clock you in the face." With that, Max got out of my seat. Satisfied, I continued on out of the school to do what I needed to do. Once I got outside I found myself at the bus ramps. It was filled with many buses. I looked for my bus, and when I finally found it, I noticed that there was no one driving it.
I got into the driver seat and drove the bus around the corner, and then returned it back to its spot, just to see what driving a bus feels like. As I came back around and parked the bus, I got out of the drivers seat and sat down in one of the passenger seats and waited on our bus driver to arrive. The bus was practically empty. As I noticed that fact, a girl I knew from school, Maggie, came climbing into the bus from one of the windows. Along with her, another girl, Heather came in the bus from the bus doors.
I just continued waiting in my seat, and I told the two girls what was going on. Heather decided to ignore everything that I had just said and then sat down in the driver seat and started driving. "What are you doing?!? Are you out of your mind!?" I told her. She still ignored me, now she started driving out of the bus ramp and onto a freeway. I became a little frightened because she sucked at driving.
I tried staying chill in my seat, as there was not much I could do now. The thought of jumping out of one of the emergency exit windows crossed my mind. I opened the window and stuck my head out. The bus was going way too fast, and on top of that we were on the freeway so I would probably die. I put my head back inside of the window and closed it. There was nothing left to do except for to try persuading Heather to slow the F*** down.
I told Heather to slow down, but when I told her this she got angry for some reason. She then drove onto the opposite side of the freeway, and we were now driving towards oncoming traffic. At this point I got an adrenaline rush and started reconsidering jumping out. After driving in the oncoming lane for a few minutes, and dodging all of the cars around us, Heather drove down onto an off ramp. Now we were at least going in the right direction.
She continued and drove us back to the bus ramp and parked us in our spot. We all sat in the bus for a few minutes, shocked at what had just happened. Suddenly, to the left of me in my seat I saw Madi, another girl from school. We started talking to each other. Somehow we got onto the topic of this app called "Hot or Not" and I started playing the app while she watched me. At one point during the app I came across a another girl I knew from school, Ashley. On her profile, she had a few pictures of herself, but the majority of her pictures were just pictures of her pussy.
Me and Madi both agreed on how gross this was. To be a little more specific, in the pictures of Ashely's pussy, she had painted the entire area on it and around it all blue. In the other pictures of her genitals she had painted it other colors such as green and red with white accents on it. I looked at the pictures of Ashley herself, and she looked way different from what she does in real life. As I continued talking to Madi, I suddenly started hearing weird music in my dream. I assumed that somebody outside of the bus was playing music, so I ignored it really.
However, the music started getting louder gradually and eventually it got so loud that I woke up. When I woke up I realized that it was my "Smart Alarm" that the music was coming from. I had just missed a great opportunity for an EILD, but then again, I haven't tried EILDing for a few months, so I wasn't really expecting it to say the least.

So to anyone who reads my Entries, first off, thank you for reading them, it means alot to me. I just wanted to let you know that I will start DJing daily everyday now, and I will do my best to get back to where I was before(which shouldn't take long).
On another note, I just got my wisdom teeth removed, so last night I had to take some really strong pain medicine and the pain medicine that I took almost completely shuts off REM sleep except for the periods of REM in the late morning. Looking forward to getting off of this medicine.

i drempt i was at some fair and i bought 4 acid tabs again. also my dad offered to smoke a joint with me but idk what happened to that plan cause i dont think it happened. in the dream i was having a gay encounter with colin. his dick was like the same as mine. later in the dream we were at a fire drill. at the fire drill we had to avacuate the fire drill itself. at that point i left wit hsome chick cause we were trying to win a contest.r

i drempt i was at some fair and i bought 4 acid tabs again. also my dad offered to smoke a joint with me but idk what happened to that plan cause i dont think it happened. in the dream i was having a gay encounter with colin. his dick was like the same as mine. later in the dream we were at a fire drill. at the fire drill we had to avacuate the fire drill itself. at that point i left wit hsome chick cause we were trying to win a contest.r

12.09.2014

Burning to awakening with the Sacred Fire (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream started at a small city. I believe it was fall because the trees were getting ready for winter, but they help tons of leaves still, but these were falling off and the ground was full of them. I could notice some snow from earlier storms as well. It was night and it was a bit cold.







We were walking to some place uphill because we were going to meet with some shaman or something. Apparently, there was a sacred pace in a mountain that had some holy wood that needed to be burned for prosperity of this city. I was worried because I knew that the sacred wood was gone, for some reason someone took it away. I neither knew how would I carry the fire. As we were going for a long walk to this place, my wife complained of all the uphills and downhills we had to go through. A couple of times we had to stop and ask some cops for directions until we found a wooden house up a hill.

We met with the shaman and he told me that I had healing hands and pure energy (I am a healer and psychic medium in real life) and that I could hold the flame of sacred fire with my very hands.







I was a bit concerned, being fire and all, but I trusted him. I held the sacred fire and started to walk to the other mountain to place it in some altar. I felt my hands started to warm up too much and I felt they started to burn. I actually woke up in a lot of pain on the palms of my hand. My hands are extremely sensitive, they are always very warm even on a cold day and I felt literally my hands burning. I was in a big pain actually and I ran to the bathroom to put my hands under cold water. It took a good 2-3 minutes to cool down my hands (and this was real, I did various RCs.) Even after that, I felt my hands warmer than normal and I still do.

12.09.2014

Brain out of sync, aging twice and four day-surgery (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Nightmares are extremely odd and uncommon for me, and I am always lucid. And no ~Dreamer~ I am not afraid of doctors or anything like that!! Was just a random nightmare, hehehe.

It seems I was not feeling well and I was taken to the local hospital for a complete checkup, but I was taking in a plane, during this time, the dream was in third person while the plane took off and I was taken to the hospital. For some reason, they gave me a shot with anesthesia and the dream faded until a few seconds later, now in first person, I was getting out of the plane, landing after the checkup. I noticed that there was another plane, a bigger plane that had a lot of medical emergency stuff:







Ignore the people, there were medical things, but the plane was thick like this one.

My wife was very sad and apparently, I was told that I aged twice as fast as other people and that I would need to have robotic joints everywhere and needed surgery asap. It was going to be a surgery that would last four days.

My mom was also there and she was upset with me (like I was to be blamed) and she told me, "I cannot get why you left brain has to be so much out of sync from your right brain." (what the #$#$% means that... LOL.) It seems that they were saying goodbye to me and they were hiding more stuff.

I told my mom, "Come on, what is really going on. I am an empath, you know it, I know more is going on." And she replied me with, "Empath or not, after this you wont be able to even talk, so who care..."

After that, I woke up scared.

Thursday,11th Sepetmeber 2014

Moon: 89% illuminated Waning Gibbous in Arries
Tarot Card of the Day: 4 of Wands
Mayan Calender: Yellow Self - Existing Warrior

Tecnique: MILD
Mantra: "I am dreaming"

A blonde hair blue eyed girl with a slightly plump build leads me into the female toilets.
She's my friends ex-girlfriend, and I feel slightly guilty about our promiscuous intent, although the testosterone gets the better of me. She darts off into one of the cubicles telling me she needs to "prepare herself"
I stand in the brightly lit bathroom,and infront of me lie many white shiny basins sunk in a garnet red marble countertop.
A rectangular mirror streched just above the basins toward the door.

It seems as though a jolt of spontaneous lucidity emerged within me, but i figure it was probably because I had a look at myself in the mirror and noticed some discrepancies.
I started to complete an arbitrary stabilization technique ream character that a DC taught me in a previous dream( possible false dream memory)involving putting a pen in your right hand then touching it onto my brow. I couldn't tell if the dreamscape vivified or not, leaving me with the notion that it was unsuccessful.
Either way, the dream was vivid enough to complete the task of the month, and with black pen in my hand to use as a wand i expected it to be a breeze.
"Expecto Patronus"I stated out aloud while looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Silence followed.
"EXPECTO PATRONUS!"I exclaimed.
Still nothing. I repeated this a few times without any results.nada.zilch.
I looked at the pen in my hand and it seemed to have swollen slightly, thats about it.
I figured i needed a wand for this to work, and looked under the red countertop, expecting to find it.
The cupboards which lie underneath of it was completely empty.
Then a weird sensation of dissociation happened with my arm and it seemed as though it had a mind of its own.

I must have lost lucidity after that,as i cannot recall the rest.
Ah well, guess my SubC wasn't working with me lastnight.

Dream - Lucid

I woke up in a bed, though looking back, it was unfamiliar. It was supposed to be at the house I grew up in. I got up to get a shower. I looked at a clock, and one said it was 9:__am (can't remember the minutes). I then looked at another clock and it said 10:___am. I was confused. I then knew what happened: The clocks had sprang forward, which I had thought that the clocks had just changed a couple of months before, and I had gone back in time. I wasn't sure what made me realize I had gone back in time, but I just knew I had; something was off.

Something about my younger brother needing a shower first for some reason. My mom and him were both there. He was much younger, probably 11 or so.

I then saw an orange tabby cat somewhere. He had actually appeared before in the dream, but I can't recall when. He had a hurt front leg. I wanted to help him, but I didn't want to injure him further. I went somewhere else and saw my dad. My dad said something about the cat. I told my dad that I didn't know what to do since you aren't supposed to move an injured animal. He agreed with me that that was correct.

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Only got a few hours of sleep last night. Super early morning this morning for work. Really looking forward to sleeping in this weekend! I need it!

Major redecorating plans + family commitments will probably affect my dream efforts for a while and it certainly did last night.

6.00
Just a fragment. I'm on the platform of a railway station. I see a dead puppy lying on the ground. Suddenly, there's another one alongside it and it looks threatening. It runs towards me and nips me. Then I see another puppy appear and I run away...I'm embarrassed to admit that felt scared...

I was having a regular dream about something I don't remember. (The only thing i recall is playing baseball with Dcs and trying to eat blueberries.)Than suddenly I appeared on my bed and thought I woke up. But than something invisible pulled me and I thought it was something bad so I started praying but than noticed it was a dream. I started to feel the invisible thing to see what it was and it felt like a average size person who was a bit taller than me. I got off the bed and pushed it and asked who it was. I started to interrogate the dc a bit. Unfortunately when I turned I saw another invisible person. He was starting to become more visible and looked like a white haired guy from a old war or something. I screamed and put the other Dc in front of me than ran past the dc. Out of no where the living room became like a war zone. There was a specific Dc trying to shoot me down. He almost got me but my allies helped me out. Soon enough the war was over and we won. I went to the kitchen to check on two Dcs who were doing something than woke up. In my next dream I recall flying around and running past stores trying to get away from a DC. Weirdly enough at the end of it there was plastic in my mouth and I tried putting it back in than woke up.

So, it's been about two years since I last had a conversation with Jenn - ever since I went back to school. Since then, I slowly stopped having dreams about her(mostly because I stopped viewing her stuff on social media sites). But that I have almost nothing to do again(classes were full/struggling to get a job), I found myself thinking about her and checking her online profile to see if she is with another guy.

Dream:

I was back in Pacific High School(which was about 2-3 years ago), and the whole school were already walking home. I was standing near the sidewalk where I was able to see the streets very clearly. I had no idea what I was doing here - I never questioned it.

A few moments passed and I start paying attention to my surroundings. One area I used to always stare at during waking life was the front left corner of a sidewalk across the road. I saw Jenn there, talking to someone - a guy. I was shocked. This guy was almost like me except he was changed in cacky light brown shorts and a back t-shirt.

I stared closely at them to see what they were up to. Jenn seemed to be interested in him, judging by her facial expressions. I was not happy of this, especially after she told me in reality that she wasn't looking for a relationship. I had faith that if either one of them would of kissed the other, I would of killed them. I had so much anger for her.

After a while of watching them talk, the boy began walking towards his house. Surprisingly, I turned out following him opposed to Jenn. I moved through the crowds of students saying 'excuse me' and 'thank you' while keeping a close distance to the boy. After I got out of the crowd, I saw the boy walking in to a one-way street. I slowly moved in for a closer look and crouched down to avoid being seen.

During this moment, I had strong thoughts to commit murder on this boy. I just wanted him to die and knew he didn't deserve Jenn with the type of personality he had(but somehow some girls dig that). I ignored killing him this time. I got back up and left.

After waking up from a nap I will have the tendency to go back to sleep. What is different from the first time that I slept however is that I recognize the transition between being awake and asleep. Sadly during this precious time I do can not stay in there forever(I hardly do what I want when I am lucid any ways). The more I go back in after waking up the shorter, and shorter it gets. This is a problem as my fastest lucid dream is only a few seconds. I am hoping that with time I will figure out a way to prolong my dream state for a matter of years and do it all in one night sleep. I have tried different methods for more clarity in my lucid dreams. From doing basic math in my head, to touching my hand. They seem to have worked well occasionally and to my surprise. I am hoping to learn new methods that have proven to have had longer lucid sessions. Personally I am tired of minute-dreams.

11.09.2014

Wife meets a neighbor at a weird mass. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I found myself enjoying a vacation with my wife and we were in a very Roman city, at Old Town area The road was pavimented with stones and all the construction appeared to be from several years ago, it felt like very old school this place.

We were visiting a Cathedral and it was also very Roman type of thing and it was beautiful.







We took a ton of photos and it was beautiful and my wife told me to enter it so check it out and I felt that would be an awesome idea. As we entered it, apparently there was a mass going on, but the bishop was not there. There were a lot of people praying and reading books (I guess bibles...) They were playing pop music and that felt to me very weird. (Usually I am good at picking up dream signs, but missed this one big time.)

As one song ended, i heard the first few notes from a Dragon Ball themed song. I was even more surprised and I told my wife about it, but someone changed the song to the next one. But only half a second from this song played and they stopped the music. As silence was dominant at the Cathedral, I saw a Bishop coming in and everybody stood up. Even though I am a spiritualist and non Catholic, I felt I would due my respects and stand up as well. The Bishop was holding a bible and he was trying to speak, but there was a lot of noise inside and no one seemed to care that the mass was going to get started.

Suddenly, my wife's cell started to ring at an extremely loud volume, to a point that it echoed throughout the entire Cathedral. Despite my wife trying to find her cell phone and not being able to, no one seemed to care either, there was a lot of chattering around the church and the Bishop was getting mad. I saw the Bishop waving at some people and suddenly people started to join a line, they were going to have communion or something. I figured that I should join the line as well for respects.

Some monk or something was lifting one of those things you eat for communion:







However, there were not signing or anything, just people joined the line. When it was my turn, a monk handed one to me and said, "Christ flesh." And placed it on my hands. However, it had like two Doritos attached to it. I ate it and it tasted like cardboard. It was pretty disgusting and I could not swallow it, so upon spilling it out, it felt and tasted like wet paper.

I was trying to find my wife, but she was talking with some neighbor that she found. It appears that this neighbor of hers was teaching English classes and she would share with the neighbor that she spent nine years at the US and knew better English than the teacher. I tried to talk to my wife, but she was focused our neighbor. She told my wife that she would be nicknamed "Acorn" After this, they had their goodbyes and my wife told me she hopped she called her for English teaching opportunities.

11.09.2014

Instant bulk-up (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in some sort of town, it appeared to be a small neighborhood and I was with some of my family. My mom was taking pictures of some building and I walked around the place trying to look for my wife or for someone I supposedly was waiting for.

Suddenly, Plankton from Spongebob called me on my cell phone:







He told me to go ahead and it a $10 bill and swallow it with the intent of the bill to teleport to him. As soon as I did, he told me that he was testing an instant buff magic. I felt my body growing instantly and getting beefed up:







I found that to be very funny and my wife told me that she liked all my new muscles. I told her it was a temporal thing and she said that she did not mind that.

After a while, my mom was working on sharing something with me on her cell phone, but the cell phone would just not work. I decided to go shopping and some random guys wanted me to give them my wallet and get my butt out of there. I felt frustrated and I though, "Mr Nice Old soul is tired of this... they will pay." I decided to eat a $10 bill and a $5 bill and called Plankton for another buff up. He told me that it was just a test for the first time and that it was an expensive process where he would need $100. I felt it was not worth just for kicking some jerk's butt.

From here, lost track of the dream and something related to coffee happened.

method: I-AM, WT: 4.50 from REM sleep, 22 repeat, around 3 repeats and then DILD at 6.00
comments: pretty happy as method worked well again, with the tight window before our alarm goes off at 6.20am

Dream: I am in our bathroom with my wife and washing dishes in our out of place large metal freestanding tub. I am telling wifey that I have missed out on my chance to LD, she suggests changing the time to do a wake up and I suddenly think 'this is it - I'm dreaming'. I remember the TOTM challenge and rub my hands together as I charge down our hall towards my daughters open door yelling out (to no one in particular) 'I need some shoes!' (cheesey eh!). I get to her doorway and I can see out her window and wonderfully even the hall and her room are as exactly in real life the view is completely different. Rather than the neighbours roof and trees there is an open view of rolling green hills spreading to the horizon and a pinkish glow to the air - unfortunately this is just a glimpse as as soon as I reach her room the dream fades.
I am in the void and try imagine rubbing my hands on the carpet, but this doesn't work, so I imagine rowing - this works better I can almost feel myself on a skiff but it never quites happens. After awakening I still lie soon and slowly get some increasing visuals of walking up into a CTU type office, but by then my wife is up and I have to get up.

thoughts: next LD going to concentrate on stabilization before running off, I really need to connect with the environment, I had enough time to do this but focused on the task too quickly.
Also the rowing could be a good DIELD trick for me, the motion seems easy and natural.

Ritual: After five hours of sleep I woke naturally and was determined to make a good WILD attempt. I spent an hour-long WBTB reading and writing about dreams, then returned to bed just before the sun rose. Despite a promising transition phase in which I observed hypnagogic visuals and audio distinctly manifesting, I was interrupted by frequent re-awakenings and eventually realized it was time to turn on my side and enter real sleep. I fully expected to WILD at this point because the conditions felt ideal, but instead I just had NLDs.

NLD: I had just left a cafe and was walking down the sidewalk to where I had parked a couple blocks away. The sky was oppressively dark, darker than seemed natural, and I composed a couple lines to try to describe it:

The world cowers beneath an enormous dark,
Unrepentent and unredeeming.

I wasn't sure if I liked them but figured I should write them down as soon as I could, because if I came up with a whole structure I could always come back to it and work it into something better.

As I entered the parking lot I noticed the moon. The last few days have seen a huge harvest moon, but this one was even bigger, with that sallow yellow hue that tints it when it is still low in the sky. Moreover, the pattern on its face was unusual: it resembled a winged dragon, drawn with iconic simplicity and in a rampant position like a figure on shield heraldry. I felt an urge to photograph it.

I opened the passenger side door, left it open, and sat down on the edge of the seat to brace myself so I could try to frame a good clear shot of it on my iPhone. I thought I felt movement and the image was bouncing around on the screen, the moon lost among some trees now. Was the car driving off with me? How inconvenient! I reached to the side and jerked up the emergency brake, then returned to my attempt to take a picture.

As I held up the phone again and looked at the image on the screen, I was more alert to the possibility of movement this time, and yes, I was able to confirm from it that indeed we were moving, and this was preventing me from taking clear photograph. Bad car! We were now driving rather quickly down a city street so I scooted fully inside and managed to get the door closed. (I realize now that in the dream the car door was hinged in the back and opened backwards, flat against the side of the car, rather than being hinged in the front and opening outwards as in WL.)

Once the car door was closed I wanted to get control of the car back, so I awkwardly climbed over into the driver's seat. A towel seemed to be wrapping around my feet and impeding me, but with some effort I managed to get myself seated appropriately so that I could take over the driving. I had been planning to do some other things before leaving the quarter of the city that we'd come from, but by now we had driven away too far for it to be convenient to return, so I decided to just go home instead.

After that I was waking up, but there was one more scene where I was standing next to a tram and again wondered if I wanted to return to the area I'd been in at the start of the dream. Once more I decided not to, since I couldn't be sure the tram would go to the right place either, and I was at that point under the impression that it was the tram, not my car, that had driven off with me.

Then I realized with exasperation how absurd it was that dreams continually present me with situations that are extraordinary by the standards of waking life, yet I usually don't recognize them as evidence of dreaming. Why not? "I guess I just don't find them strange" was all I could come up with. Later I realized that I was at least still half in a dream state as I had these thoughts, and didn't realize I was dreaming then either.