I was laying on a grass field, face down, when I "awoke." Around me were some unrecognizable "friends" and "allies" dressed in rags as I was. I looked up to see multiple wooden pillars being prepared for people to be hung from and possibly crucified. I was loosely shackled by the wrists so I stood up and did some stretching. I mean if I was going to spend my last moments alive strapped to a giant wooden pillar in the sky, I might as well be limber. I stared off into the horizon. The sky was a domineering grey and red color but near the silhouette of one of the mountains was one slice of sky that was unlike the rest. Just one portion where the clouds broke and a beautiful green light shone through. I took a moment to stare deeply into the sky, realizing that this was a color so beautiful and complex that only a dream could produce it. This was a very vague thought and did not give me lucidity. I called to the people with me and pointed out the sky. "Look at that horizon? Isn't that color amazing?" I got lost in the color again and somewhere in the back of my head I knew that I was doing it not to have some sort of "beautiful moment" before my death, but that if I focused hard enough, I might fully realize that I was in a dream and become lucid. This never happened. The rest of the dream faded away.
Third Dream I was in the kitchen with my family and other people i don't know, thinking of what to eat. "Hmmm...should i eat coco pebbles or fruity pebbles?" I thought than asked the people around me. Someone told me to just take the coco pebbles from the small cup on the counter. It looked like it wasn't much than changed into chocolate flavored cheerios so i kept wondering what cereal i should eat. Than all of a sudden a guy came up close to me with a smirk on his face peering into my eyes. "Do you want me to go to supermarket for you? I can buy you whatever cereal you want. What kind of cereal do you want?" he asked me with a tone of voice as if he expected something in return.I thought about it and was tempted to make him go buy me something but than i said"No, Its okay." I than walked to a shelf that was in the kitchen and saw weird looking strawberries in plastic covers. "Can I eat these strawberries?" I asked wanting to put them in my cereal. "No, don't touch them. Their not good." said my mom.I than walked to the counter and noticed a box of special K cereal with strawberries. "The strawberries aren't very good but i'll take what i can get."I thought than opened the box that broke apart."Hey!..There's only a chip,some strawberries and a wallet in here!..." I said annoyed. "Wait a minute...Mom! I found a wallet in the cereal box!" I said surprised and disgusted. I started to look inside. "Oo~ Five bucks. I bet there's more money in here." But than my cousin came over to me saying "That's my wallet." I didn't let her have it."Why would you leave your wallet in a cereal box?" I asked. I kept looking in the wallet pockets and found two IDs. "Give her wallet back" my mom told me. "No this isn't her wallet." I said than looked at the IDs again but this time I felt something big in it. I found a small white bag with 6 needles in it. Than looked closer and found words making fun of whoever found the wallet.I looked one more time in a pocket than threw the wallet to my brother who threw it in the trash. I than looked at my hands to see really tiny holes. I wondered why my hand looked like this than went to the bathroom to wash my hands. After that i went to the kitchen to ask my mom if she thinks i got a disease from the needles being in the wallet. She said "No, it can only effect me because of my binarel beats." Than i woke up.
Updated 01-13-2015 at 03:17 AM by 67570
17th October 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: Others In Room: sleeping next to GF Unusual Activities During The Day: bought a large quartz crystal Dream Very briefly woke up a few times throughout the night. Each time I remember seeing images of quartz crystal and I could feel the energy coming from the crystal(s) I was seeing. Thoughts/Notes I've recently heard about something you can do to form a stronger connection to the mineral kingdom. It is to have a crystal, preferably a kind that you like, cut into a thin sheet. When it is struck and held close to the body, the vibration given off resonates through the body and this forms a strong connection between the individual and the crystal type. The idea excites me a lot so yesterday I bought a large quartz crystal (1kg) which I plan on having cut in to lots of sheets and made into a wind chime which I'll put on the back of the washroom door so it rings throughout the room every time I open or close it. The quartz crystal is very beautiful and clear. I could feel a lot of energy from the crystal when I held it. Whilst I slept, last night the crystal was in the next room.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:17 AM by 76450
1/11/15: I dreamt about a behavior that's been bothering me lately: Choosing to avoid hard work because of the laziness of others. I've been really getting into the self improvement community lately and the idea of removing cognitive biases was on my mind the night before. One of the cognitive biases that especially annoys me is "bandwagon behavior" (doing something because everyone else does it). So I dreamt about hanging out with this girl who's in my Journalism class. She was talking about how she decided not to do an assignment we had for the class. We kinda slowly started doing our own thing. Later on, she was smoking weed and having fun with her guy friend in her car, we were out in the city for some reason. I think a scene change occurred and I didn't really pick up on it. So anyway, the next morning we were in class and I didn't do the assignment. The girl was absent and the teacher got REALLY mad at me and started humiliating me in front of the class. 1/12/15: I dreamt about trying to kiss a female friend of mine while waiting in line to get food at lunch, I don't remember the outcome but I remember not being able to get food for some reason. Pretty blurry, vague, and bland dreams but I just started journaling again, and the fact that I'm having recall so fast is rather exciting. My nutrition is better and I sleep better too, lately, so I think that's why.
Dream recorded at 8:06 am. I was testing out the 'Sleep as Android' app. I'll post a picture of the results for that when I figure out how. I was in a city. People were being evacuating from the country, but some 1 in 40 or so were being forbidden from boarding any public transit. They bore no clear signs of a solid group, it was a pretty even mix of appearances, none appeared sick, etc. I was one of them. This eventually lead to a lot of discontent. Even attempting to sneak aboard transit or cross a border people seemed to know who was part of the excluded group and prevented them from doing so. I'm not sure what happened but I found myself traveling with a group of others who had been forbidden from travel. We were walking along a beach at night. I had the feeling I/we had lost someone recently. I was singing 'A Health to the Company' in my mind. Then I 'woke up' at an SCA practice. It was still night, I ended up talking with some people about becoming active again. The conversation turned to the previous dream which I referred to as a game. There was a scene change and I was in an elevator. It was dimly lit and without adornment, possibly an industrial or construction elevator. I was typing something on a laptop. I 'woke up' once again and had to turn off three alarms, each set on a different phone. The first had me answer math problems (like my actual alarm does but far easier and harder than normal) I recal answering 3-0, 2+1, and 3/0. Didn't notice anything wrong. I set down that and picked up the next which had a sleep tracker and was annoyed to find that it had only recorded 4 minutes. The third seemed to have turned itself off. I felt myself falling asleep again and tried to wake myself up as I had to get to class. I woke up for real and found that it was 8:06 am. Over an hour prior to my wake up time.
There's a secret meeting going on in the basement of a whorehouse; the woman who runs this place and her girls give us shelter on a regular basis. One long table, only two actual chairs which are taken by the leader of one of the larger camps and myself (which seems like a waste since I wind up spending most of this scene on my feet), everyone else makes do without. The last of us has just arrived, and I've started to show a video I recorded earlier, a conversation between me and another man - one of my own kind, unlike the humans at this meeting. I walk around the room as the video plays, narrating here and there but for the most part it speaks for itself. I'm using this video as evidence to convince them to take some action against the other man in the video. When the video's done, the meeting breaks up for a bit. People talk privately. As I walk around the room, I come across someone sitting against the wall who becomes very agitated as I approach. I remember him - I'd once done something thoughtlessly cruel to someone or something he cared about. I apologize to him now, and I genuinely mean it - I tell him I don't expect him to forgive me, but for whatever it's worth, I want him to know that I am sorry I did it. I'm not at all sure he understands what I'm saying. There's someone with him who's very protective of him - I leave them alone. On the other side of the room, as I'm taking down the video equipment and thinking about the convenient access to electricity here, a woman named Carol approaches me. She's one of the camp leaders, I admire her greatly - we'd been part of the same territory once, but she and her people broke away from me. To my surprise, she's come to call a truce. She doesn't want the personal grudge between us to influence her people, since we're on the same side for the moment. But she reminds me that she's keeping an eye on me, she has people planted in my territory, she doesn't trust me. I remind her that I could say the same to her - I have eyes in her camp, and she's not exactly universally loved by her people, they could easily be convinced to remove her. I say to her, amused, "It's not exactly one-sided."
Updated 01-12-2015 at 11:56 PM by 64691
16th Oct 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: two baramay devices under the pillows Others In Room: sleeping next to GF Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream This dream wasn't like a regular dream. I wasn't in a dream reality. It felt more like I was actually doing this to myself and my GF in the waking reality whilst I was in a dream state. Difficult to explain. Very similar to meitation except it was a dream. I was making etheric energy with my GF. I was designing a system for it to interact with our bodies. There was a part of it I though was wrong and I was telling my GF that it was wrong and needed to be changed. So I changed it and then I realized that it was actually alright and it would have been fine if I had left it. I woke up then. Thoughts/Notes I was actually doing something with myself and my GFs energy makeup. I'm sure of that. It was a very strange dream and I'm not sure if I could even class it as a dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:23 AM by 76450
15th Oct 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: two baramay deices under the pillows Others In Room: sleeping next to GF Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I had quite a few dreams (4 or 5) throughout the night and I was lucid for brief moments in the inital dreams, although in the later ones I was not able to become lucid in the classical sense. In one (the second last I think) I was seeing myself in the dream as the third person and in the last I was watching the dream as if it were a movie. The first dreams were all linked. I was on a journey. Going from one town to the next. I was in a place in the countryside that was rocky and had a lake. I was walking along a path. I had a motorbike there and it was broken down and I was trying to get it repared. I must have woken up and the next thing I can remember is I was in a house and it was owned by a teacher. He was older and had an eccentric characture. There were lots of people in his house as if he was throwing a party and he was trying to sell his house. The last dream was me watching Star Wars. In the beginning it was like I was there just viewing it Han Solo was there with Chewbaca and they looked really young. I can remember thinking that they have done really well with the makeup to make them look so young. They were both in a situation with a guy who was a trader. They were in some sort of dispute and Chewbacca was allowed to leave although Han Solo had to stay until it was sorted out. Then Han Solo did something. He tricked the trader into letting him go. I can't remember exactly how he did it but I remember thinking at the time 'that's so clever how he did that'. Then they were both on the millenium falcon flying away. That's the last I can remember of that dream. Thoughts/Notes I'm no longer using the baramay device for meditation in the same way I was before. I just keep it close when I meditate. Still keep one under my pillow although it works on your dreams much better if you use it correctly in mediation and activate it before going to sleep. I've also got out of the habbit of writing my dreams down. The first dreams are about me learning to lucid dream again. Not sure what the others are about.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:30 AM by 76450
29th July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was in the middle of a full scale medieval battle and I was the king. There was loads of bloodshed and we were in a massive sort of arena. I worked my way towards the king of the other army we were fighting and we started fighting one on one. He was smaller than me and much younger. I won the fight by stabbing him 4 or 5 times. Then we began retreating but we noticed that the king was still alive! And so I called him out to his face and said there was "no need for anyone else to die" and that "we should just fight each other". He didn't want to do it but he knew he had to now that I had challenged him infront of his army. I was absolutely confident I would win. I was riding on the back of an animal which looked like a little monster and the enemy king killed it just before we started fighting. It was obvious that what he did was dirty tactic. We started fighting but I can't remember if I killed him before it ended because I woke up at this point. Thoughts/Notes I could rememer 3 dreams that night and I was lucid dreaming on and off during each dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:44 AM by 76450
23rd July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramy device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was dreaming that I was on the same vessel I am working and living on now. I was on B deck, standing outside and there was large a box with (walkie talkie type) radios in it. I was trying to use one and it wouldn't work so I swapped it with another one and it wasn't working properly either. There were two DCs standing there and they were telling me there was something wrong with the supervisor. I started thinking that everything looked very odd and out of place, then I realized I was actually dreaming! I got really excited and I was running around, jumping up and down saying "I'm in a dream, this isn't real!!! I'm dreaming!!!" Everyone was looking at me like I was crazy! They were tellling me "No! this is real, this is real!" So, to prove that it was infact a dream, I decided to grow a pair of big, beautiful, white feathered angels wings. I then started to fly, staying just a couple of meters from the deck. The DCs looked absolutley astonished and were saying "Wow!!!" Next thing I know I'm at the stern of the vessel next to some walk in containers and my work mate was there with the supervisor. They had been swimming in the sea for some reason. I was asking them "What are you doing?!!" The supervisor couldn't work for some reason and I was saying to my work colleague "I don't care this isn't real anyway" but he couldn't understand what I was talking about. I started wondering 'what do I want to do?' So I decided to have sex with some girls. Next thing I know I was instantly in an entirely new scene. I was at a checkout, like the kind you would see in a supermarket, and there was this girl working at the checkout I liked. I went over and started kissing her and very soon had her bent over the checkout and I was going to have sex with her but the table wasn't at the correct height. I was adjusting the height of the table by intention so she was at the right height for me. I woke up. Thoughts/Notes During the dream the guy I was sharing the room with woke up in waking reality, and he was going to the toilet and closing the door and sometimes these noises were starting to wake me up and I could feel myself start to slip from the dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 01:34 AM by 76450
22nd July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: using the baramay device in meditation whilst lying down daily Dream This was the first night I ever tried lucid dreaming. My plan was to see ailens in my dreams. In the early part of my sleep I was regularly drifting awake and telling myself "I will realize I am in a dream, I will realize I am in a dream" then drifting back into sleep. I was having dreams but I can't remember what of but I can remember in one of them I managed to control it and I was looking at a spacecraft with quite a few aliens standing infront of it. Didn't last too long though. Then I was woken by my alarm at 2:00 and I told myself the same thing again and then fell asleep. The dream I remember having was this: I was back at the house I grew up in when I was a teenager and my current work colleague HB(male) was with me. I had the car I owned as a teenager and we were waiting for MR(male) to come cause we were going to give him a lift to school. My HB(male) wanted to drive so I let him. MR(male) was taking too long so we left without him. We saw the school bus leaving and lots of people standing waiting for the next one to arrive and we were going to do the same but I said to my work colleague "lets just drive all the way". So we kept on going. He was driving really bad and he was doing something else instead of concentrating on his driving. I was telling him to be cearfull of the bridge that was we were about to cross but he wasn't listening to me and we went over it way too fast! The car went flying through the air and came crashing back down on the road! I got really angry with him and told him to pull over into the car park that was at the bottom of the bridge. Then the scene instantly changed and we were in a classroom with lots of DCs all students and one male teacher. At this point I started wondering 'Is this a dream?' and I kept on repeating it in my head and started saying out loud "This is a dream!" I then came to the full realization that it really was a dream, and I was thinking "ok what do I want to do"? So I decided to fly. I shot up in the air and I was flying then I though, to test my theory that it was a dream I would have sex with a woman and then a beautiful girl appeared but I was struggling to change her apperance into exactly how I wanted her to look and she was leading me to the pyramids at the Giza plateau. I thought "No! The pyramids are not for doing that inside!" and then we started having sex then I was instantly back in the classroom. The teacher was asking me something although there was no sound. His lips were moving but no sound was coming out and I noticed the whole dream was muted. Slowly the sound started coming back and it felt like I hadn't actually been flying or went to the pyramids with the girl at all and it had all just been a daydream. The teacher then started asking me to demonstrate something that he had shown the class but I had no recollection of being shown anything. I'm just sitting there puzzled as hell about what's going on and I'm asking myself 'is this actually a dream?' over and over. All the other students are looking at me like I've gone completely crazy and the teacher is starting to get pissed off at my extremelly unusual behaviour. He then, upon realizing that I wasn't totally confused as to what he was talking about, started to demonstrate to me what to do (something strange with my mouth on a CD case) So I copied him and then the teacher started teaching the entire class about something else. I remember thinkin 'this is a dream. I should just stand up now and vanish infront of everyone and they will be amazed' but I started doubting myself and I was worried if I tried and failed I would make a fool of myself. The teacher started doing some more weird things with the other students and all the time I was questioning weather or not it was a dream. Then I woke up. It was approximately 4:30.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 02:00 AM by 76450
12th July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was thinking to myself, before I went to sleep last night, that in order for me to become more of the person I would like to be, I should start believing that I am competing with others and this will help me get there much faster. The dream I had was related to this line of thinking I was dreaming I was in a school hall. Looked like the one from my primary school. There were other kids there of all ages. Some the same age as me (I think I was younger than I am now but not sure). Everyone was playing a game where you take as many balls from one end and put them in a basket at the other end. I didn't want to play at first but then I watched some of the older kids playing (might have been young adults) that were the same age as me and I then decided I would play also. I knew I had explosive power and I knew that if I used it I could beat them. I was looking forward to my turn and I was getting excited to start. Then when I started, I realized I was competing against really young Thai kids. My mood totally changed and I felt like I always feel towards kids. I loved them and I started playing with them. Letting them get ahead of me sometimes and beat me and I didn't care about winning anymore. The kids were having lots of fun like kids do and I just felt happy. My girlfriend (who is a school teacher) was there helping the kid next to me, telling him to run because he was becoming confused and wasn't sure what to do sometimes. Thoughts/Notes I should look to kids as an example of how to become more of the person I would like to be. I should feel joy in the process, stay in the moment, have fun, love others, help others who I see are confused.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 08:42 AM by 76450
26th June 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: during this period I was spending a lot of time contemplating the concepts of waking reality as a projection of consciousness Dream I dreamt I was on a small boat and we were in rough sea. I was at my work station looking at a monitor and liasing with the captain on the bridge by radio. I could see on my workstation monitor a view of the vessel from above and I could see that there was what looked like big blocks of ice shooting out from bellow the waters surface and up into the air, coming back down in a long arc and smashing back into the sea. We were being thrown about a lot from the impact of these blocks of ice were making with the water and we were searching to find the area of sea we were going to be working at. I was running from inside my workstation container to outside on deck and back inside to see what was going on with these large blocks of ice and whilst I was doing this there was a male DC standing outside. The bridge called me on the radio and said that a block of ice was going to hit the vessel and to brace for impact. I knew it was serious and I ran outside and told the man we were going to be hit and to hold onto something but before I could finish what i was saying, there was a loud smash and the boat immediatley started sinking! Before I knew it I was under the water and I couldn't see much, just lots of bubbles and splashing. I can remember thinking 'this is so exciting! I better start swimming upwards so that I don't get sucked under by the vessel going down' but I was near the surface and I was confident I would be ok. I then woke up. Thoughts/Notes When I woke up I was a bit shocked from the dream because it was so extremelly vivid. Especially being under water. I could actually feel the cold water soaking into my clothes and touchig my skin and I could hear the noise of the bubbles all around me. Regardless of the authenticity of it, I wasn't ever scared. It wasn't a nightmare. It was a very exciting and enjoyable dream. My interpretation is this: The boat represents me on my lifes path. My higher mind is represented by the captain up on the bridge and I'm obviously the ego mind down on the deck. The water symbolises my emotions. Not sure what the male DC represents could be my thoughts. The blocks of ice represent either negative circumstances or my beliefs.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 08:26 AM by 76450
22nd May 2014 Location: On a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: lots of travelling, now in a foreign country Dream Tonight is the first night I have slept with the device offshore. I woke up tonight in the middle of the night about 2:30 and I had been dreaming about how everything is all one. I drifted back to half awake half asleep and it continued happening. It didn't feel like a dream as much cause there was no story or scene or anything. It felt more like I was being taught the concept so it was well understood. Thoughts/Notes You can find out about Baramay device here: Higher Self Connections
Updated 01-17-2015 at 07:42 AM by 76450
22nd May 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: alone in my apartment Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I had a nap this afternon. It was a really deep sleep and I was woken up half way through by the alarm on my girlfriends phone. I was dreaming but I couldn't remember the dream. You know when that occasionally happens? When you're dreaming right up until the very moment you awake and you just can't remember what it was. There's a strong sense it was something of great importance but it's like it's blocked or your mind is unable to comprehend the dream. Anyway, I managed on this occassion to remember a small clip from the dream. I was looking over books to buy on amazon.com. In the dream it felt smooth. Like silk. And I was making a decision. Not in the sense of I was dreaming I was sitting at my computer making a decision on amazon. It was that I was making a decision about how everything would go. I think I may have remembered my conciousness planning part of my future. Thoughts This type of 'dream' I find, only occurs with me if I have a nap during the day. I never seem to have the same experience after waking from a dream I have at night. I have a belief that our waking reality is created in our sleep. During this time the physical body releases large amounts of DMT from the pineal gland and the ego mind goes to the reality where the higher mind exists. The plans for waking reality are then made. If anyone is interested in this and wants discuss it more just PM me.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 07:37 AM by 76450
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