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Dreamed I was back working in my old job (working on a worldwide corporation) but in a totally different position. Every few minutes I caught a woman giving me the eye - as in I fancy you look.
I sensed that her and her boyfriend who had been together for a very long time were either splitting up, or she really wanted to breakup / try something new or they both wanted to tease each other by telling themselves they were going to date someone new.
After avoiding direct contact with her a number of times I decided just like that to ask her out. I did so when I was after leaving a room were I had been asked to leave because the seat I was sitting on had been pre booked.
Her friends then chased me to ensure I would not escape. Eventually the trapped me!

Before leaving the room I was in I was sitting beside an former work colleague. Like real life I felt a sense of guilt and shame sitting beside him because he works hard to support and maintain himself and his family. Even though I was a level above him at work I always felt shame, guilt and insecure around him because I didn't have the qualifications he had. Instead I had deep first hand experience of the job itself which in many ways allow me to see his position in its entirety. I was a Portfolio Manager and he was a Project Manager.
Another way of putting this is that he is 100% engaged in normal western life while I am 100% engaged in a spiritual path. So sometimes he can't understand when I tell me I'm not interested in looking for a job.

While sitting beside him - we were among a large group of people attending a lecture or meeting, another very senior figure sat down beside us. The more I reluctantly told him what my job was (I was telling him about my last job as if it were my current job), the more and more intrigued he became. But in the end he still choose to ask me to leave because he was the person who had pre-booked the seat I was sitting in. I didn't take this personally because that's the way pre-booking things work.

Directly before all of the above I was in a very small community (<10) people who were getting ready to vote on a national issue. But they were deeply concerned that their problems would not be represented because although the vote counting system was the fairest it could be, they ultimately belived that they were simply too little in number.

Firefighters, frying

I have joined forces of firefighters as a citizen duty. I went to an old, abandoned industrial building where for some reasons our base was placed. We haven't done anything but talk about how it all works, as it was the first day of my squad on duty.

Suddenly we've got a call that something is going on in nearby area. We ran a long stairway, and checked the area. Except a weird, frightened woman running away from strange man we haven't noticed anything - and I was the only person to see them. We ran back down, and talked about a big ceremony. We had to place a flag atop a huge flag pole.

Then my duty ended, and I went to my second job. I was a frying man in local restaurant. I had to fry, while the inspector looked at every of my moves. I fried everything they gave me, and tried to use my technique as best as I can. The inspector wasn't impressed.

I was dreaming of walking down a street in my childhood neighborhood. I was in a hurry and thought: if I was dreaming I could be flying now instead of walking - wait! Why not repeatedly run and jump? It's a good feeling ( I remember doing it a lot in my childhood). So I run fast down the street and jump. I notice that I stay quite long on air - can this be a dream? I jump again trying to stay longer on air and I just keep on flying! Wow! It's a dream! I am flying down this beautiful old city with colorful buildings over a green street.

Now the road starts going uphill and I continue to fly going upwards. I lad and just can't believe that all the dream scenes I remembered were actually dreams... I start recalling the dream... and I am in bed... amazed of the life-like feeling of the previous dreams. I conclude that the REM period must be over. Nevertheless, I decide to try and stay aware for a DEILD, but I drift into a normal dream - actually in the morning, this is the only dream-fragment I remember, obviously because I was lucid...

so this dream is really weird and i forgot almost all of it immediately when i woke up. so it started out me looking at a fb post at about 1:00 sacred geometery and bad entities with dmt! so i was intrigued and read it for about 30 min. it gets too a point where in my room i don't feel comfortable when it gets to late.. stuff starts feeling uneasy and i don't like it at all. so i tell my self, " maybe its time to sleep now cause I'm feeling pretty freaked out about this post." idk why i was freaked out cause I've never done dmt in my life. it was just a scary entry about it. so i finally fall asleep in a really uneasy way and all i remember is waking up and feeling a bad presence , waking up feeling a bad presence.. over and over feeling like it was just nagging at me telling me,"haha you can't sleep". so this is when i figured out it was a dream. at one point of this occurring i got out of bed to get water or just to leave my room cause the feeling of someone watching me or atleast a weird presence. i walked down my hallway and everything was really distorted and almost pitch black like i couldn't see.. i was running into walls and i saw my step dad sitting on the couch he didn't talk he just sat there.. well what i thought i saw was him, maybe a being idk. its was all weird so i turned back to my room. i finally thought after that, hey this is a dream cause my vision isn't that bad. so thats when all the feeling went away i think. and i just slept.. like everything went blank before i got back into bed. I woke up the next day and asked if i got up last night in the middle of the night and my stepdad said no.(he stays up pretty late and watches tv in my moms room). but i don't feel like it was just a presence of something bad, i remember faintly of it all feeling like i was being.. almost tortured in a way i guess over and over for like an eternity. it was really weird and i need someone to explain it too me.. really freaked me out!

Haven't remembered anything since Monday, in which I had a lucid. It seems like my recall tends to take a nosedive the days following my lucid dreams. In any case, I finally remembered a dream this morning after having an absolutely terrible day on Thursday. Nothing was going right, and I was in a terrible mood for the entire day up till I went to bed. Seems to have given me a sad dream.

I was at my house, except it was very warped and different from my normal house. Part of it was modified so that an entire wall looked like it was the night sky, and it opened outward into an expanse of sea, where many people (whom my dreamself considered friends) were swimming and having a good time.
I decided to join in, and went for a relaxing swim for a while. The water was nice and warm.
After finishing up my swim, it was time for me to go to work (in the dream). I headed to work with my girlfriend, with me behind the wheel and her sticking her head out the passenger side window enjoying the breeze. Things took a sudden turn for the worse when, out of no where, a huge chunk of metal came flying off of a nearby vehicle, slamming into my girlfriend and knocking her out of the car. She was killed.
Afterwards, a medical team recovered her body, and I made funeral arrangements with one of my coworkers, who just so happened to be nearby. Once things were squared off, I headed back home, uncertain of my future now that my girlfriend was gone.

-takes a deep breath- A not so great day and a not so great dream (aside from the swimming part). I am glad I remembered one though, so

Awake
Lucid
Non-Lucid
Thoughts

Threats

My sister was threatening me for my laptop. I felt threatened (Dream Fragment)

On the bus

I was on the bus with a cousin of mine. He kept joking around with me and I felt angry and annoyed. I look out of the window and notice two of the exact same people sitting next to each on another bus.I wonder how I never noticed that.My cousin starts talking to me again and then he claims that he was talking to the girl who was sitting across from us.I forgot anything that happens after here.

The mad murderer

I was walking on a sidewalk near the edge of a park in this neighborhood. No one else was around, and I felt as though there was another person with me but that was earlier in the dream which I don't remember. I was walking with my french teacher and we were holding hands as though I was a little boy holding my mother's hand.Again, how do I not notice the awkwardness of this?We keep walking and this voice appears out of nowhere saying that there's a murderer around the area so apparently we were supposed to stay in the same place until further notice. I felt as though that voice was a policeman, so we both follow his orders. Suddenly, when looking behind us, a large group of people walking individually (they weren't walking together, they seemed to be separate) were approaching us. Some of them were covered in hoods. Me and the teacher decided that we should run because one of them might be the murderer. So we started casually walking away then start running. As we thought, a person from the group started sprinting towards us. We turn on a three way intersection, with us being in the middle, towards the right. We then turn left on this wide paved alleyway. We thought it was a dead-end but it really wasn't. Lol? I then yelled "Get away!" and whipped a plastic bag with something inside towards his right che. The murderer then started running away.Apparently murderers' weakness are plastic bags with unknown contents? I chased him all the way back towards the intersection, and by this time, due to lack of attention towards the teacher she ceased to exist. By this time, the group of people made their way towards the intersection and one of them body checked the murderer to the wall. Then he proceeded to tying him up with his limbs. He would put his legs in a sit-up position and put his arm under it, and would tie it in knots somehow. The murderer managed to escape, but he repeated his knots. I then had some other dreams I'm unaware of orI woke up.

I'm on the sidelines of a basketball court outside. I'm watching GOT7 play basketball. I suddenly realize that this is a game and I'm controlling them. I really suck at this type of game and I get annoyed that I can't make them play well. I decide that enough is enough and I stop controlling them. When I stop, a door appears and a digital clock lights up above the door. It's a countdown set for 23 seconds. The door opens and a bright blue light is shining inside. The countdown starts. I immediately know that I need to get in there before the door closes so I run and go inside. The room is huge and filled with anything and everything you could imagine. It's also big enough to have a living space. I taking everything in and decide that I should hurry and take what I want. Jackson appears behind me and I tell him to hurry. I see a shelf of DVD box-sets and wonder if anyone will notice if I take them all. I face Jackson and we both get excited and start to gather stuff we want. Then the door closes and we're locked in. I realize that I have to survive so I start to collect everything I'll need. I gather clothes, makeup, bags, bathroom necessities, etc. I stop in front of a little white jewelery box and see a bunch of perfume bottles. I pick one up and I really like it. Then a girl walks up behind me and starts spraying me with perfume. She just keeps spraying and spraying and I get really angry and turn around quickly to look at her. I tell her to fuck off. I say that with perfume you only need 1 and a half to 2 spritz of perfume.

Me and my DC friend are being driven to stater bros. by my mom and it's night time. My friend has two huge plastic bags. One is filled with dark brown coconuts. The other is filled with crabs. She tells me they're special and organic and all these things. She tells me she wants to sell them to stater bros. to sell them. So we get out and my mom grabs both bags from her, we think she just want s to help by holding them or wants to see them out of curiosity. Then we all walk into the store and my friend keeps trying to get the bags out of my moms hands but my mom is walking too fast and making a bee line for the produce area. Then my mom walks up to these two box crate type areas in cold section and begins pouring the coconuts into one of them, I yell at my mom for doing so, i tell her we are meaning to sell them, not give them to stater bros. for free so they can solely make money off of them. But my mom just smirks at me, and I try to grab the bag of crabs but she pushes me and pour the crabs into the second box, i turn and look to my friend and she looks defeated and walks away. I look at my mom and give her a dirty look then exit out the store. I walk down the parking lot so I wont have to ride in her car with her, and i keep walking for a long time and cross the street and go into a neighborhood.

I'm walking towards a hill, and the sun is shining bright as hell on it I almost can't see what in front of me. I walk closer to it because i see something. As I get closer I see a window, and the dirt is sorta bricked in parts and some parts dirt. I decide to go inside and it's empty and really chilly. The entrance hallway thing leads far, and I know there's no lights in this structure and it feels like somethings off about it so i run back outside and let the sun warm me up a bit because the inside of the building made me so cold.

In this dream I became spontaneously lucid for no reason at all. When it happened, I had just walked into a very large empty room. There were no windows, a very high ceiling, and doors on opposite walls. It was a brightly lit room, and yet there were no light fixtures. As soon as I realized I was dreaming, I flew up into the air and began circling the room, and that’s when I noticed I wasn’t alone. A man had been following me. He was staring at me as I circled above, and when he noticed me staring back at him, he quickly looked away. I began to think about asking for my daughter to join me, but I’ve been reluctant about doing this lately, because last weekend a group of four thugs tortured her right in front of me (I’ve been very upset with this since). I really should journal what happened, but I’ve been trying to forget about it. Feeling some retaliation I flew down and grabbed this guy from the back and flew up into the air with him, and I honestly don’t remember what happened next. Thinking back on this, I acted inappropriately, and I need to stay calm and not be violent in LD’s, no matter what happens.

*Haven't been writing the dreams down after i wake up into the notebook. So my recall sucks.

Explore

I was on dream views chatting with people about OBE and AP. When Sageous suggested I'd do one OBE exit. I think he suggested it so I could see if there was difference in a OBE dream. Sivason than offered to AP with me so I wouldn't be alone and because he wanted to explore.I said Okay than I think I went to sleep. When I looked around there was an old lady sharpening a blade.As I looked at her get another piece of blade metal for me I thought about how I wanted Sivason to see the interesting old lady. After that I think that is when Sivason came out the computer and took me to what was supposedly suppose to be the AP dimension. We were walking on a dark street and there were white transparent looking stones. People were around as well.

Sivason said that his purpose for coming was to see someone that he knew that died. I told him I would follow him and when we crossed a street he mentioned how the roads that come together in front of us are dangerous.By that I thought he meant cars and pulled myself back in the dream. I was sort of scared than tried waking up.The next thing I remember is that the dream scene changed and I could see a fence and people frozen on the fence. I appeared in my room downstairs than noticed a pit bull that wasn't moving.Out of no where a guy appeared and mentioned how his dog could talk The dog than started to talk saying that he could even say "I'm dreaming".

Lastly I remember serving myself a hotdog, rice and crispy chicken from a food cart outside. Don't remember what led up to it. But I woke up after that.

Making A Video

I was in a black room with a few people creating a video. I asked someone if I should use lego people but than decided to just film on camera drawing cut outs of the characters. A part of the video I was trying to film was a old lady who was running on fire in the dream.

The next thing I remember is being in a room where two kids were arguing about how one was going to get rid of the other to make life more interesting. The mom came in and tried to help the kids reason but they weren't listening. one actually got rid of the other, can't recall how. But than the other resurrected himself and had to explain how he did it.

Little Girl

I was inside a room with a blonde little girl and her mother. I asked the little girl if she wanted me to read her a book. She said yes so I looked at the book, opened it, than began reading. But the words were like gibberish. I thought it was maybe like that so it could be fun for the kids to read. But when I turned the page a female, anime character appeared and started to voice the story. But she was explaining something very inappropriate for children. I closed the book and apologized for picking the wrong book in the bag. So I tried grabbing another one. but than music book turned on of a guy singing something inappropriate.

I apologized again and waited for it to turn off. When It stopped I think the mom mentioned that it was time for them to go.
So when they left I ended up going to my house where my cousins were present. They were annoying me as they left though. I recall going downstairs but found it too dark so I ran back upstairs. I think that is when TMNT appeared and I ended trying to help them come up with a plan to defeat something.I can't remember though.


Max

I was inside a room upstairs doing something when suddenly my older brother's friend comes and mentions how by older brother shot my dog to calm him down. But when they went to the room they noticed that blood was leaking through the bottom of the door. I was surprised and he told me to tell my dad. I ran to my dad and told him how stupid my brother was because he shot Max.My dad was shocked than ran down stairs and I followed.When we got to Max's spot I didn't see any blood but went to my room where my older brother use to sleep. He was on the bed swinging the gun like it was nothing. I told him to give me the gun and tried grabbing it but couldn't get it. Than he threatened to shoot me so I walked out the room and told my dad.

My dad and I than went to the room where my dad demanded an explanation. As my brother was talking I realized something,Max was really sick before and died already. It didn't matter if my brother shot him if he was already dead. I think I woke up after that.

Well, I wound up falling asleep around 5:00pm last night. I woke back up at 8:00pm, then went back to bed at 2:00am and woke up at 7:00am.

I was really hoping something like that wouldn't happen. I'm kinda on a mission right now...

Something to do with being my female self in a swimming pool. There were two other girls in there. One of whom had her head on backwards and a scar going around her neck. I remembered her from another dream where she had been decapitated. Supposedly the only way for someone to re-attach the nerves to her head was to attach her head backwards.


I remember something about being in the student center building on my college campus.


Something to do with a giant blue robot.


DawnEye11 made this animated video explaining how Dawn protected her from this abusive man.


I was a part of this criminal group that was designing spacecraft to attack the earth. (Because, you know... that's what your normal criminal groups do... hire random people to design their space fleet.) I was in this large warehouse like room. They had captured these wealthy businessmen and tied them to pillars. They were trying to get information out of them by throwing these little ninja stars into them.

Something to do with getting inducted into this group on Dreamviews. Spellbee2 was involved. They did this weird thing where they made trading cards for everybody. My card had this lizard wearing a hat and smoking from a pipe wearing a robe. It had some kind of special power. I wrote a PM to... I think Sageous saying that the card didn't make sense and I didn't understand how it was supposed to represent me.

I recall heaps of information. I was at school. I was going into the classroom, when something happened. With my friend we went outside, entered a car and drove away. We had a car crash on the road. I went out of the car, and saw that it's a miracle that we both survived.

I decided to help my friend getting out of the broken vechicle, and run away. I ran back towards the school, and went back to my classroom as if nothing happened. I talked with one of the classmates. Blond guy with bright eyes. He was wearing grey hoody and jeans trousers. We talked about some video games.

I was in a hotel in a resort. I was with co-workers and/or friends.

Two people are leaving (work or the place?). One, a female, is leaving now, and we're all chatting and they're all hugging (I'm not a hugger even in my dreams, but I try to in real life). The other person who's leaving is me. She's leaving now, with all her baggages ready, but I'll leave later in the day.

We were talking in the lobby.

NOTES:

- I listened to 9-minute meditation guide by Sam Harris.
- Alarm set at 8. I only had 3 hours of sleep.

Morning of April 10, 2015. Friday.



This was a very long meandering dream without much plot continuity, though somewhat fun all in all. Though it is not lucid, I am still aware of making most of it via some sort of background focus, which is probably why it goes a bit “haywire” as dreams tend to do when my own thoughts shift, sometimes with transient expectancy of the dream itself. Since childhood, a certain kind of dream I have several times a year relates to an older time period being altered by anachronistic features (typically caused by my thoughts shifting or becoming more aware while making a dream), though this one changes in somewhat of a humorous unexpected way regarding my in-dream role and character.

It starts out with some sort of experiment in an unknown indoor location. A portal is opened after several other insignificant events and conversations occur. I have a desire to go through this portal, which is like a glimmering two-dimensional doorway or wavering plane that is just a bit taller than I am. Someone in unusual plaid pants goes through before me, but after a short time, he is seen to be going into a television that is barely big enough for his waist to clear (probably influenced by a similar movie scene relating to being “stuck”, in “Skinny and Fatty” from 1958 and “Housebound” from 2014), though he manages to go through into the implied alternate world or time. After this, my dream shifts to a western setting, similar to the set of “Gunsmoke”, and it is seemingly the 1800s, possibly the 1880s, because I believe it is mentioned at least once.

There does not seem to be any drama other than a horse having a problem with his front right foot. He goes and rests in the corner of a barn and there is something about being fed a special food to accelerate healing though this scenario becomes odd as he eventually seems to have human-like toes, which will make it difficult to put on a horseshoe.

I fly around in several different positions (including sideways) about ten feet from the ground for some time, including in and out of a hayloft from the outside. At one point, I seem to be in an old saloon (with batwing doors) and I notice my wife, though we apparently have not met yet. I embrace her and think about getting married at some future point (even though I already am in reality). She seems to have, as becoming Miss Universe, been getting ready to be in a remake of “Valley of the Dolls, though as some attempt at a "video noir” television broadcast (which also seems related to the minimal western sets) though I know little about video production as such. I am mostly in a very cheerful mood, though.

As I walk into a different area, I notice my father sitting on a couch with several other people around in a semi-dark room. He is playing an accordion and I feel a strong sense of nostalgia. He seems to recognize me though is younger and has not had me as a son yet. We talk for a fair amount of time, but his voice sounds completely different as well as altered by some sort of electronic device. His entire eyes also glow a bright reflective silver at one point, shining in the otherwise semi-dark room. (For some reason, I do not find this unusual or off-putting even though it is a bit eerie.) I tell him that I am his son, or rather “will be” his son in the future. There are at least seven or eight longer exchanges, but I do not recall all of it.

I notice a man who may be a doctor who is sitting at an antique desk. I ask him what year it is to confirm the old west scenes from earlier in my dream. He says, very slowly (almost as if a part of me is deciding what to make him say) 19… (and at this point I am surprised, as it is not 18…) …78. It is 1978, supposedly. He continues by saying that it is July 24, 1978. (I am not sure of the significance of this in context to my dream, though this was shortly after I moved back to Wisconsin.) I think about the people I had met earlier and wonder why this “old western town” exists during this time period (and for some reason I do not reflect upon it as possibly being a movie set), so I go outside to explore again. It seems to be around afternoon and everything is bright, clear, and realistically detailed.

In probably the most vivid scene, I end up going down a long dusty road (through an otherwise featureless field of grass about a foot high) that is covered with old broken pieces of concrete as the surface (something I have never seen in real life). Some of the pieces are as big as my fist. I notice a few modern buildings in the far distance. I eventually decide to walk back after walking perhaps the distance of four city blocks. I see a car moving in the distance on a different (proper) road. I clearly think to myself how this road would not be suitable for cars (due to how very bumpy it would be as well as having sharp bits of concrete causing problems for the tires) even though it is likely used (or maybe will be used) as such at times. From here, I return to the isolated town with the intent to explore some more.

Memory is a mysterious thing. Relative to the date mentioned in my dream (July 24th, 1978) the 1978 Miss Universe pageant was broadcast live on the in-dream referenced date. “Valley of the Dolls” was also aired. There was also an article in the newspaper we got for that date titled “Those ‘Perry Mason’ Reruns Keep Video Noir Genre Alive”. Additionally, I have a dream journal entry titled “Valley of the Dull” (from April 9, 1978 - my wedding anniversary, though long before I was married on April 9, 1994) where I had written about falling asleep while watching it, the audio and half-awake partly discerned visuals at times integrating with my dream. Memory is a very unusual, though vast precise “storehouse” at times.