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I had superpowers. I was a superweapon made in France. I could fly, had super strength, and telekinesis. I think I got arrested at some point because I started to follow my mom's orders and not those of the French government but I simply broke out. Eventually got to my house IRL and passed out in the bed, waking up in real life.

Non lucid so +.5

3-5-23 Comp Day 4 (WBTB - Failed) I think I tried too hard last night. I even wrote and filled up a full page of intent, that I would without doubt have a lucid dream. I wrote out exactly what I was going to do and wrote it with perhaps too much confidence. Hahahaha I know I had many other dreams and just couldn’t grab onto them before falling back to sleep each time I woke up.

DF#1 flying in circles in the air with another DC; we were connected to each other by some sort of straps that had a long enough lead on them and it allowed us to circle around in the air. First I would go, then they would go. It was a fun feeling; similar to flying but instead could only do circles.

D#2 I was walking next to a big rig which was backing up into a sandy area. He got stuck and his tires were horizontal, not vertical and were buried under the sand. I was next to it and pushed up against some dense juniper trees. I had the feeling if the truck moved again I'd be squashed. But I got out of there before he started moving again. I was making my way to a place I could sit and write. I wandered into an old hotel. Nobody was around so I opened one of the doors to a room. Nothing was in the room; it had carpet and no furniture and one window. It had a hole in the wall and a striped cat came out of the hole then walked across the room to the back wall where it went out a small gap space under the wall to the outside. I had a book with me and I was writing something. At one point I saw some paper fliers, on these paper fliers were animated women in red. The woman in red was modeling and she would open up her red dress or coat as if to flash herself, but she had other clothes on. She turned and did the flash again and again, each time a new outfit. I thought it was a great idea for an animated paper photo and thought about how or what kind of technology did that. As it was not connected to any computer device. I continued to write. Too bad I can’t remember what I was writing; it seemed profound in some way. I tore each sentence from the paper and ended up with strips of paper. I was gathering stuff to get ready to do and I had more there than I thought. I had this book which had a dust cover. The dust cover was 5 times larger than it should have been. I have to fold and fold and fold it till I could get it small enough to fit the book. I had all those torn pieces of paper I had to include and closed the book. I was looking around in the room and I had my IRL green rocker recliner chair there. Ugh…how did that even get there I thought. There was no way I could take that out with me. I left it behind. Before I left, that cat came back in. It walked back over to the hole in the wall. I didn’t interact with it. I opened the door and walked out. There was a lady in light blue and she was standing behind a desk right next to the door I came out of. I looked at her face but just for a moment and then kept walking out of the lobby then out the front door. I was now walking fast across a huge parking area with no cars. Further out there was another parking area. I didn’t remember coming in a car, but I was heading that direction as if my car was over there. The ground was sandy, I got far enough away from the building that I knew I couldn’t see it anymore, so I turned around and saw the lady in blue following me. She had a camera and was trying to get me on video. I put my book up to cover my face and told her to stop videotaping me. Then I thought I’d just tell her I was there just writing. She didn’t want to hear about why I was there. She just wanted to capture my face on video so that they would be able to perform face recognition and know who I was. I was sort of afraid of getting into trouble; but I also thought, well how much trouble could get into, I was only writing in that room but then I thought, Oh but I did leave behind that chair. I turned again to run away fast from her and attempt to hide behind a big old dumpster, I went around it and was hoping to lose her. But she was smart enough to know what I was doing and met me right there at the other side of the dumpster. She had the camera up in my face and said, there, I got you. She got me on video and she turned away and walked back.


WBTB = 2
1DF = .5
1D =1

Today I slept only 4h but i'm sure I will sleep more today. Also I reminded dream from yesterday, but right now is only a fragment.

Dream from yesterday:
I was in jail as prisoner but I don't remember why I got jailed. My cell was very tight and I was closed with 5-6 other persons. For some reasons guards left the cell open so I could just go somewhere and I did it. I wanted go to toiled but I got lost. after few minutes of walking the guard found me and he thought that I escaped. I tried to explain him that I just go to toilet but he didn't believed me :/

Dream Fragment #1
I was near my home in middle of the night. I went in direction of my favorite market.

Dream Fragment #2
I was on submarine and we had some minor leakage. I spent few minutes on reparing hull.

Dream fragment #3
I was in my sister's flat (it is false memory - my sister in real life is living in different place). I fed her cat and went on walk. It was middle of night. In entire dream I didn't met any person nor animal (excluding that cat). My dream was completly empty. Empty roads without any car, no sounds, no DC. I was alone

I have to get up annoyingly early on Sundays possibly for the rest of the year, which really sucks...I don't get any sleep-in days at all right now. It really screws up my LDs. Sat night / Sun morning are supposed to be the best days for me.

The world probably won't end if I'm late tomorrow though so I might just sleep in anyway, since it's not urgent or work related or anything. I had some really cool experiences last summer with dream chaining sleeping upwards of 9 hours a night on Saturday nights/Sunday mornings...really want to try chaining again, even if it's just 8.5 hours of sleep.

- I had a dream that I was playing Wordle. I do this every morning IRL lol. (0.5 points)
- My friend, my brother, and I were all going through this ride/maze thing. My friend went through. Then, my brother talked to me and said that the "moon rooms" were designed to look very desolate. We walked into these "moon rooms" and their walls were covered in rocks that looked like little asteroids. We entered the room through a pool (swimming). At the end, we were annoyed that the pool was the only way to get in and out. It involved diving underwater and squeezing through extremely small spaces, in which I was worried I might suffocate or something. (1 point)
- I keep having nightmares about a bad set of loud partier roommates that my brother and I had in college, IRL. I couldn't sleep at all for those two semesters because they were so loud late into each night. I had another nightmare about this -- my brother and I had to move back with them for some reason. But I had some noise-canceling headphones to sleep in, which helped. The rest of my notes on this dream are illegible. (0.5 points)
- Fragment: Night sky outside with stars. (0.5 points)
- Fragment: I dreamt that something I was looking at had a spelling error (0.5 points)
- Fragment: I dreamt that I closed the blinds. (0.5 points)
- I ALMOST had a DEILD but I got distracted or was thirsty or something. Dang it!
- And then I had one spontaneous DILD. But it was wickedly short. All that happened was that I was with my friend (different one than before), and we were walking through a city. I randomly became lucid. I talked to my friend who also knew that I was dreaming and we wanted to try the summoning task together. I attempted, and then I woke up. I really need to work on stopping this as it's been a rather common trend for me lately -- waking up shortly after getting lucid and trying to stabilize. (10 points)

NAP: I took a nap to attempt another WILD but I think I was too caffeinated and didn't really fall asleep? I had some faint signs of my body starting to fall asleep, and I had my noise-cancelling AirPods again...but I kept waking back up.

Points: 13.5

I had poor recall and low lucidity for months leading up to this competition. Weird how it's gone up, hopefully it will stay. I think forcing myself to get up and write my dreams down, each time I wake up at night, is the key to better recall. My Oura ring for sleep tracking gets angry at me though because it says I spend too much of the night awake and gives me a drastic overestimated reduction on my hours spent asleep, which in turn messes with my Apple Health statistics...ah well, c'est la vie.

3.4.2023

Woke up at around 6:11 and did a WBTB [+ 2 points] . Recorded the following dreams:

Music, Ricky, and Lucy [+1]

I’m going up a set of stairs, whistling “The Lightning Tree”, or trying to. I come across my friend K from the lab, and we race to see who can get to the top of the steps first. She wants to get a good view of something. When we get there, there is a musical performance going on. Some kind of politician is playing, I think. The “Superintendent”, or something. It is also very windy. The wind is blowing so hard that a backdrop is wanting to blow over. I mess with it, and reinforce it with a nearby rope and piece of something. On the other side, I think, there is a dog house type thing. Someone might be living in it...Ricky Ricardo is lighting a candle to start a fire. It is Ricky and Lucy’s wedding night. They have a kerosene heater or something. Lucy is delighted to find out that Ricky is cheap – apparently they are saving money with this candle, or something.

Fragment [+0.5]

...In a house with a lot of dogs. I’m trying to go through some doors without letting the dogs out of the house...

The rough side of town [+1]

Talking to a weird man standing behind a bush. Something about parking. The area seems a bit dangerous to me. The guy we are talking to seems shady. Fortunately, a car drives up that belongs to a company that I have done business with (an insurance company or something). They give me a ride, since I did business with them, although they want to check my credentials. The car has heavily tinted windows, so it’s a nice place to hide in while driving away. As we drive away, we see that police cars are showing up. The Amish in the area are moving to the edge of the neighborhood, apparently to avoid whatever situation might arise. We continue on our way out of there, on foot now. We come to a golf course with some kind of earthworks on it I think. It is in a somewhat intricate shape, including a chili pepper.

Fragment 2 [+0.5]

Someone is trying to mimic fighting reptiles with robots. I wonder if the robots (or one of them, at least) can learn how to bite. They are learning through a neural net or some type of AI. The robots turn into a fly and a melon. The fly flies around looking for the melon. The melon extends some kind of tube and moves around somehow. The fly shows off how it can look at things – like a car.

Fragment 3 [+0.5]

A man at church wants 15 cents. My grandmother doesn’t think we should give him anything. Apparently they gave him money “last time” and they don’t want to keep on giving him money. I find a dime in the front seat of the car, and also have some pennies. I wonder if I should give the guy the money. I think about going back into the building, but I’m in the car as we leave the parking lot. I think about suggesting that we stop so I can go back inside, but my grandfather, who is driving, is talking and I don’t want to interrupt him.

Fragment 4 [+0.5]

...At a restaurant place to get food...

Fragment 6 [+0.5]

...The poinsettia in my apartment looks healthy. I give the other plants some water. I look for the bottle that I use to water plants...

Fragment 7 [+0.5]

...At my grandparents’ house. TV entertainment is not what it used to be. I think about getting some snacks...

Back to bed around 6:35.

Awake at 9:37

Play and Water Danger [+1]

Helping with a play. I’m doing music/technical stuff. At one point I think I’m playing music, or doing something along with the music, that involves tossing carrots around. There is a scene in which people bring a dead baby to Moses (?) to be brought back to life. They slide the dead baby prop under a table to me, which I then take and hide, while they bring out a live baby...I seem to be at Lakeside, a family vacation spot. The play is not over yet, but my part is done I guess and I can leave. As I go, they want me to sign a book. It also comes up that I had something to do with security, because I was trying to get into the town during the season (you have to pay to get in during the season) and was stopped at the gate. They then tell me about someone that either had a big parade float or were in a brawl that stretched across town.

Down at the lake, there are some people swimming. A family with a couple of kids. There is a small whirlpool in the water nearby. They don’t think it is very dangerous, but it worries me a little. Kids keep drifting toward the whirlpool and into it, and have to be kept out of it. I realize that this is a dreamsign, and do a reality check. But I don’t get lucid, apparently. I, or someone else, wonders why there isn’t technology to rescue people when they go underwater. I then go up onto the pier. I see a woman rising to the surface of the water and clinging onto a part of the pier’s foundation below me. I signal to her that I see her, and then clamber down to her to try and rescue her. I seem to be too late, however. She lets go or loses her grip on the pier and slips into the water. But she gives me a thumbs-up as she sinks, as though she appreciated the attempt. I stand there, wondering if I should dive in and try to find her. The water is dark and murky, and I’m afraid to go in. But I do (and I seem to kind of half realize this is a dream or something like it). I let myself sink down to the bottom of the water and feel around, but I don’t feel the woman.

Interesting about the woman. In the dream, I thought she had gone underwater and was resurfacing and clinging to the pier trying to stay up. I kind of wonder if this was another appearance of a Subaquatic woman though. She didn't seem too upset when she went back under, and I didn't find her when I dove in myself.

Migraines and Money [+1]

Talking with my mother about my nephew. In the dream, he has some kind of disorder (that has to do with his knee or leg?) that can be taken care of if someone who used to have migraines but is now better donates something (like plasma). My mother has migraines, but she still gets them so she can’t donate. I mention that my grandmother used to. My mother says something about how she doesn’t think my grandmother will donate because she doesn’t like someone...I look for money, and dig up a decent amount either from my pockets or the back of a car, or something. My grandmother comes along and gives me some money as well...driving into a park(?). I look for a place to turn around, rolling down my window to say goodbye to whomever I was with (my dad and some other people?) as I leave...Looking around Nairobi, I think. I notice how there is a slum in a kind of low-lying area, but nice buildings around. If you look at the cityscape at a certain angle, you don’t see the slum. Someone seems to find a nearby house amusing in some way. I think it’s kind of a nice house.

I notice I am going bald. My hair is very long but my hairline has receded in an unnatural fashion. My hair is also a mixture of colors (blonde, brown and black). I decide I will see a doctor as the pattern of balding seems unusual and it seems to be happening very fast and could be a sign of disease. But I am also reluctant to see a doctor in america because the doctors get paid to diagnose diseases and prescribe medications.

I end up walking through my town at night and going to some OTD doctors office. When I arrive the disease has progressed considerably. I shaved off the rest of my hair deciding to "embrace the bald look" but there are these large pimples and growths and I see that the shape of my skull is becoming irregular. The doctor says the disease is relatively rare but mild. There is nothing they can do about it and my head will continue to look worse as I get older.

I wake up after getting stressed out about it. I attempt to DEILD. I am laying awake for a long time imagining past dream scenarios and becoming fully lucid within them. I fall back asleep but don't recall a further dream.

I sat down to go play the walking dead season 2 by telltale. It was different though. Kenny, Christa and Omid were all there as well as that one russian kid. They were all arguing. Kenny was threatening the kid and Christa and Omid walked into some building where I (clem) also went. There I had to play the FNAF 2 minigames which I was making fun of. Just about it

I am in a dream where everything is black and white. I become spontaneously lucid and let myself wake up hoping the next dream is in full color and stability.

[color=#111188]I am in my bedroom and I do a nose pinch rc and can breath through my fingers. I fly up through the ceiling and into the sky to view the landscape. It looks nothing like my neighborhood. There are tall buildings as well as open fields.

Unfortunately I get overcome by sexual urges and I spend the rest of this DEILD having sex with dream characters. I won't go into detail there. I wake up and have to DEILD again.

I am a woman wearing a scuba suit and using one of those underwater propulsion devices to zoom toward a boat. It's night time and a man is there with me. We count down together then zoom out of the water onto the deck.

I pull out a gun and the man and I find the deck of the boat clear. We go into one of the rooms and find a room with tons of giant egg like things. I know somehow that these are eggs that will unleash demon spawn on the earth. We set explosive charges and are about to leave when a cultist comes around a corner with a gun. I act first and shoot them.

When we dive from the boat into the water I wake up and fail to DEILD further.[COLOR]

LD 1-I woke up and saw I was not in my room, which made me lucid. I was in what appeared to be a classroom. I somehow went outside into the night in a downtown area and jumped up to fly. In front of me on a road I was a huge stack of block letters which appeared to say a message, something about a warning of terrible death. I woke up while trying to read the message.

LD 2-I woke up and saw I was not in my room, which made me lucid. I was in what appeared to be my room, except with a decoration on the wall that doesn't exist in waking life. I phased through the wall into the night in a neighborhood similar to where I live in waking life. I jumped up to fly and tried to summon a dolphin, but instead summoned a black creature, similar to a dragon without wings. I got on it's back to ride it. It flew down to the ground and started eating bugs. I asked what this is all about and he told me I had a skin infection. I asked where the skin infection was and he told me it was on my diploma and I woke up.

These dreams appear to be related to some health concerns I had in waking life. I have rashes on each of my shoulders which appear to be getting better, but I had some mild intermittent chest pain which had me a bit concerned, but appears to have go away overnight. Its probably time for a medical checkup with the doctor.

Day 1: March 2nd, 2023
Nothing happened, just did a WBTB.
— — —
Day 2: March 3rd, 2023
Very long non-lucids, with a DILD at the end

(This journal contains midgame area spoilers for Ori and the Blind Forest.
Also, if you are a sensitive person who doesn’t like hearing about death, I advise you to hold off on reading the 2nd dream.)

Dream 1 -
I was at a school/hospital or something like that. My mother needed to go there for something.

I don't know where this is, but I could've sworn there was something about Synapse X or Roblox in this dream. Or, well, this feeling of the dream reminds me of it.

Here's when the plot starts to diverge in my memory. I don't know what came first.
I think the first thing that happened is that I went to the room my mother was in, and saw she was in a vault. On the left side of it, there was a little light that was turned on, and next to it was a white label: "BLOOD DONATION" .

Memory gap happens.
I go back to this lobby-ish area in the school. Theres a couple small sofas and chairs.

Maybe the next thing that happens - I got on my laptop, and fired up Ori and the Will of the Wisps. I went onto my main save > quick access. It turns out, in this dream, there was quick access options for Blind Forest areas, like the misty woods, ginso tree escape, etc.
I went onto the Misty Woods quick access, and saw that it was just the entire misty woods, except I had WOTW abilities, like spirit edge.

After playing for a while, I get to that one area with a laser puzzle, where the platforms invert every time you jump. Except this time, it's not that puzzle, its a fight with 3 things.. I don't remember what these things are. But I die to them, I think. I don't remember what happens next in this section of the dream. I'll move onto another.

The other thing that happened somewhere in this dream, is a Minecraft section. It wouldn't be a non-lucid without a minecraft part, of course.
In this minecraft dream, it was an augmented reality game of sorts that a youtuber was playing. It also seemed mojang-endorsed, very corporate. I don't actually remember much about this section of the dream -- I'll leave it at that.

Next, I hear a kid spreading rumors that I'm a reality shifter. I think his words were along the lines of "He shifts his consciousness.." Or something like that. I couldn't make the words out well.

After that, I was downloading some file from a website. You could use a dropdown menu to pick what file type it is, and i chose .rar
I think I was getting scolded for choosing that by my mother.

Suddenly the dream switched subjects to my mother opening an image I created with Sticknodes (supposedly a meme of some sorts. I had a fake memory of creating it)
My brother, who wasn't even in the room, somehow saw it and was telling me that even though it was extremely trash, it would still do well on something like the SN discord or SN youtube.

Dream 2 -
I start at my house I think, on a 3DS. I see that some of my old messages with dono are still there, and I'm wondering if im able to find him again and talk to him.
Suddenly, yup, I've found him. And due to dream logic, he immediately appears.
He doesn't look like how he did in those video calls though. He was black. And he didn't look like a kid either.
I don't really wanna go in-depth with this part. It makes me uncomfortable.
Anyway, later the dream decides to switch scenes to a big city. It's very large, dark, and open. Like a cyberpunk one.
There's kids playing hide-and-seek. I don't know why, but I'm in the game too I guess. It felt like a VR fever dream.
I remember one part where I was climbing into a small area and a kid followed me. Then I saw that there actually was someone hiding in the small area but he escaped before I could tag him.
I have another memory gap. Then I see that a giant fucking monster made of buildings is crushing the city and killing everyone. One car with a child and her mother got split in half, with the mother crushed to death and the child falling off the bridge into water where it presumably drowned.
The dream literally had me instant-replay this moment several times from different perspectives, so I think it was a fictional event and not dying ""IRL"" in the dream.
That's all I remember from that dream.

I had a DILD before dream 1 and 2 though:
I don't remember literally anything about this, except that I dove into the ground, attempted that dream control method that Mzzkc was talking about, and failed. I think I woke up after that but I don't remember.

— — —
Day 3 (Today, March 4, 2023)

[This dream is just notes, since I didn’t feel like writing the entire thing out.]
I was the impostor in among us irl game and there was more abilities this time
I almost won the game but in the end I was voted
I went to this weird place and I don’t feel like explaining it but there was a guy who took my iPad and then locked it forever, but he did a shitty job because I could still use apps like n+otes

I was packing my stuff to walk home I guess, but my brother told me to just get in the car and it’ll auto drive
We stopped at some sort of party that the entire family was having, but I just walked to my grandmother’s house
I got to it and then hopped in the shower, where I realized I was dreaming
But the dream nearly ended and I was stuck with one dream eye open seeing the showerhead. I don’t remember after that
— — —

So yeah. Gotta add up all my points.

I did WBTB for all 3 days +3
Remembered 2 non-lucids +2
Had 2 DILDS (On separate days, not subsequent) +20

Total for the past 3 days: 25 points 29 points (The host has clarified in DMs that I gathered 29 points, not 25)

3-4-23 Comp Day 3 (WBTB - Failed Saying mantras before falling back to sleep and also trying to hitch a ride on the movements of my own visions or the hypnagogic visions got close but failed)

DF#1 4:08AM - Saw Joseph walking in the dream space with nothing around and he was walking with a limp

DF#2 4:09AM - There was a feather, but perhaps it was more like a seed. That when dropped it would spin and fluffed out a bit and very slowly it would fall. I remember the presence of a male but there was also a very large tree and the ground seemed like old forest with some very large roots and green moss.

D#3 4:10AM - I was with two other people, and we were preparing to paint part of the road white. It was a busy road with cars and multi lanes, perhaps an interchange of some sort. We seemed to be under a bridge at an intersection right after the area where cars would merge into the lane from the onramp. There was one orange cone for us to use to keep the cars out of the one lane by the curb. But I needed to go find another one so the cars coming out of the onramp wouldn’t come into the painted area. I wandered across towards what looked like a city but on the way to the city I found two FDC just standing around in the center of another cloverleaf ramp. I approached them and then started to tell them that if they needed to do something that they should go do whatever they were planning on doing soon, because rain was coming. They looked at me with disbelief, but I said look. We looked up into the sky and it was all blue sky, but then I turned and looked behind and pointed over in that other direction: see, over there, the dark clouds mixed in with some other clouds are coming this way. And then there were dark clouds in that direction.

D#4 - I was at my mom’s house, looking out into the back yard. I was with a MDC and we were watching this cat slowly coming up towards the house sniffing stuff along the way. It has long hair and had the same coloring as my RL cat. It was a stray cat and I said to the MDC that it was probably going towards the garage to get some kibbles I left out there for it to find. Then soon after the cat disappeared we saw this guy sneaking around in the back, coming close to the house attempting to break in. We ran out into the back yard and chased him away to the back and he jumped over the fence. It was then that I saw two others that were with him. I tried yelling at them from the fence, but I couldn’t get any voice out of me. I wanted to yell and scream at them and I couldn't. I saw where the other two went, there was like a smaller house with a covered and inset porch where the two others disappeared. At first I was thinking there just tucked into that spot to hide, but turns out they might have lived there. I wanted to tell them I see where you are and yell to them they better never come back..blah…blah…blah but I couldn’t get anything out. Ugh I really wanted to give them shit and I couldn't talk. It was frustrating. Then as me and the MDC were walking back to the house through the yard, I was able to say (or perhaps I said it telepathically to him) that we needed to get some security motion censored lights out there.

D#5 8:15AM - I was with a FDC who seemed to be from India. We were in a dirt parking lot where there were a few sketchy looking storefronts. They had openings in the first part but the back of the store fronts were closed off by all these curtains and sheets and colored partitions to keep people from seeing behind the curtained area. We had just arrived, but then suddenly several others showed up. Some of the guys working in the store fronts were moving about and welcoming some other people. The FDC I was with got a bit annoyed and said to them they were not welcoming her because she was from India. Then she had the idea of stealing stuff. Batteries are what I could make them out to be. She ended up putting something in my purse, but I found it and took it out. I told her I didn’t want any part in her stealing stuff. So she started to stuff these batteries under the back of her shirt which was an elastic material and she was able to get them tucked under and they stayed. While she kept at this, I noticed another spot on the other side of this parking lot that seemed to have telescopes. I went over there to check out the telescopes. After I walked back to that area, I had to go through an opening then walk behind the parking lot till I came out in a different store front. In the front of this store there was another paved parking lot. I asked the guy if these telescopes would help me see Pluto and Mars as I had just heard IRL that they were conjunctioning and I really wanted to see them and see for myself how bright they were. We walked out to the parking lot and looked up into the sky. There was only one small area where we could see lots and lots of stars which appeared as a cool looking pattern in the sky, but it was in the wrong direction. To the right was where we needed to look and that area was covered in clouds. So looking back at the area where we did see stars I noticed something flying high up in the sky. It seemed to be coming our way. I said to some other people out there, do you guys see that? What is that? It began coming closer and getting larger. Finally they saw it too. It was such a strange white-ish in color space craft. Not like anything I’ve ever seen or could even imagine. One of the guys said it was some sort of government space craft and just as it was approaching right above us we started to run. It was spraying some type of liquid which when it landed on me felt like a very light rain. We’d been sprayed! I’m all, what the heck is this stuff? They said it was some sort of chemical and now that it was on me I would be able to be tracked. Wherever I went they would always be able to find me. Whatever was mixed into the chemical agent was able to get into my body and interact with my DNA. I wanted so badly to go wash my hair, because most of it landed on my head. I was thinking if I could wash it out maybe it wouldn't have time to get into my body.

DF#6 - there was a FDC and she didn’t have any work experience and she had to take this one job. Her job was to just stand there. I can’t recall what she was supposed to be doing, but I felt bad for her. I ended up giving her my purse so she could put it over her shoulder and have something to hold onto with her hand (rest her hand) around the strap while she just stood there. There seems to be more but I can't recall more.

DF#7 - There was a FDC that ran down a sandy beach and dove into a whole or tunnel at the very edge of where the water and sandy shore met. She ended up swimming into the lake from that strange entry point. She had a blue shirt on. I ended up going into the lake afterwards, but I just walked out and waded in the water which was clear and warm.

WBTB Failed = 2
4DF = 2
3D = 3

Total 7

I'm happy, but also jealous that my GF got a 20K bonus. I question my current employment situation.

I'm at a surprise party that looks like Grandma M's apartment. My friend SG is there and she seems excited to see me. She's brought some friends of hers that I don't recognize. There's somebody else there who has a cat on his shoulder. He makes a big show of how the cat is clawing onto his back and isn't jumping off. I make eye contact with the cat, and it decides that I am the next place to sit. It comes over to my shoulder. The table is set to play a monopoly-like game.

I'm watching some porn and my brother A catches me. This situation is embarrassing, but I own it as best I can.

This night was dificult for me. I fall asleep alrmost 3h after I went do bed and when I woke up I didint remember any dream. Also I had problem with falling asleep during WBTB but it was done (I failed of course but it was done).

Dream 1
I got a contract on the small bulk carrier ship. It was the same vessel when I had my first contract in real life - M/V Vines - "I wish I will not meet with the same bosun like las time" I thought. And of course I'm lucky guy so I met him again xD "Okay, that's fine" I thought. He greet me. [...]
[...] I was on the brigde with almost entire crew. I was suprised that nobody called me for mooring operation because we are already in next port. How it is even possiible they moored entire ship without me. In this moment I heard that somebody called me via VHF radio. I responsed and that person said what I need to do. I told him I'm not understand him (his voice was deformed by my dream) and asked him for repeat. He said something but I still didn't understand him, so I just went down to him. On deck the 2nd officer ordered me to close all cargo holds. This is second time when I was suprised in this dream bc our cargo were cars and they left. Anyway, I found power switch for crane but the crane wasn't operate. The officer discover that the cargo hold covers are light enough to lift and move by 2 mens, so we made it by our hands.

.............. I think I came out of somewhere cramped.

Me and Y were watching a movie. The room we were in seemed sci-fi: white walls and strange futuristic-looking structures. At the corner, A was waiting for the movie to finish so she could take Y away. she was wearing funeral (or executioner) clothes: all-black robes with a veil before her face. She wanted her face covered because she was too embarrassed to be seen knowing what she was about to do. She hid her knife in the folds of her robes. Y was sitting on a seat diagonally left and a little bit ahead of mine with a blanket. He was wearing all white. As we were watching the movie (I forgot what it was about. it was a comedy involving sci-fi + financials), I was incredibly anxious and sad about him being taken away soon. I couldnt pay attention to the movie and started daydreaming:

Me and Y were standing together on a boat on a calm ocean. He was wearing the same all-white as in the above^^^. The ferry was modern and empty and we were standing at the front. The sky was cloudy and grim. We were sailing toward a city with a harbor (not the one from previous dreams; this city is dirty and ugly, not wonderful like the city of the masks). As we approach the harbor, I become more grief-stricken since I know I will have to hand Y over to his death. As we get closer, I see A in her black robes and veil waiting on the harbor. Once we land and dock the boat, Y rushes out to her and I can't move. As he runs, he becomes a child. A holds out her hand while hiding the knife in the other and leads child Y behind a building. Then I see blood flowing from around the corner.

Once this daydream finished, I saw the movie had ended. However, it was on a loop so it began playing immediately after: a shot of the New York skyline with a spaceship flying over and a title. I stood up a little to see Y had fallen asleep. He woke up and saw that the movie was only just beginning. He was confused since he thought he slept through the whole movie. I lied, and told him he fell asleep for just a minute and the movie was just starting. He really wanted to leave with A, but I convinced him to please just finish the movie with me.

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I was with Y and we were about to go to sleep. He looks at my legs and talks about how they are too thin and it is not attractive. Then he says that despite this, they are too wide and thick and I should probably lose weight. Then he says that they are too small and I should lift heavier weights, but after he says not too much weight since they are already so huge that I look too masculine and I could stand to lose some weight. etc etc etc.

3/2 -

completely new places in these latest new dreams. Maybe a new mental framework is being created. Also, no nightmares of Y for the first time since it happened.
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I was trying to find my way through a labyrinth. The structure was house-like (not like the other labyrinths I usually encounter, this one was grimy and dirty and had an oppressive evil energy) and I had the feeling that I was being followed by a hostile person. I don't remember much of the rooms, but eventually I got to a living room/kitchen area that seemed normal and less evil. I could see the street outside from the window. The room had only 3 walls and was open to the outdoors since it was under renovation: I saw a middle aged lady and 2 or 3 others around scaffolding and carpentry tools. I got happy to finally escape the maze and ran up to greet them, but once they saw me they looked disgusted and annoyed. She said "really? you drag mud through our entire house?". I turn around and see a trail of muddy footprints all over the floor. She tells me to go back in there and grab a mop to clean the whole place up. I go back through the labyrinth and feel just as much evil and hostility.

(this house exists irl, it is near my workplace and is always under renovation)

............

I come out of the labyrinth into a long room with computers all over the right wall. There are small groups of people huddled around a few of the computers looking excited. As I walk across the long room, I notice they are doing the same competition I am. Excited, I get on one of the computers to check the leaderboard. 2 of the others come up to me and ask who I am on the leaderboard. "I'm squirrelly" "I haven't seen you in previous years. is this your first time competing? i'm tveety and this is ipnerds" I am very excited since these two are at the top of the leaderboard. I tell them this is actually my first competition and they seem impressed and hope to see me at finals.

3.3.2023

Treasure hunting [+1]

...Going down a river. I, or we, come across a couple of people trying to fish something out of the water with a stick. At first I think someone has gone under and they are trying to give him something to hold onto. I think about diving underwater to try and rescue him, but then it appears that they are actually trying to fish something out that they found in the riverbed. I think I try to help, and feel what feels like a small log or something stuck down there. The people have a metal detector, and are searching along the river and riverbank. Then the go somewhere upstream. I look around where they were looking, and amidst the debris along the riverbank I find some coins. It seems to be silver change (like nickels or quarters perhaps), but as I look I find at least one-dollar coin. But then I realize it is Sunday, and I think this is too much like working on the Sabbath and I shouldn’t keep what I have found. I find a container to put the coins in, which turns into a mug. I hang the mug up on a peg or a rack of other mugs, with the intention of coming back for it later. I wonder if anyone will come across it in the meantime...

...(this might have been the same dream, or it might have been a fragment. I’ll count it as part of the same dream for the competition.) Continuing along our way, I see boats in water nearby. We can see emergency lights near one or two of them. Upon closer inspection, I see that at least one of the boats has a fire going in the bow...


Fragments [+1.5]

...We are at someone’s house. There are a couple of different types of cake there. One is lemon, and I think there are one or two other kinds. At least one is layered, with frosting in the middle. I decide that one looks good...(Maybe the same dream?) Something about my niece...(again, not sure if the following was the same dream) I want to go somewhere. It might have been in Florida, but it was an archaeological dig that I wanted to participate in. The people that I am with are taking a long time though, and I don’t know if we will be done in time for me to go today. I think the dig might be going on for a few days though...(again, the next part might have been the same dream) in a Church service. I sit on the right end of a pew in the back of the sanctuary. After the service, people stand around talking (which might be what was going on in the part above where I wanted to leave). There is a woman with very tall platform shoes...

...There is a “party” going on downstairs. Maybe not really a party, but it is kind of loud. I crawl up a set of bunkbeds, and along the top, to reach an upper floor of the building. I want to go up and see if it is still loud upstairs. When I get up, it seems much quieter...

...Watching a trailer for an upcoming movie, perhaps an Indiana Jones movie. In this movie, there are Asian people, who might be supposed to be the antagonists. I get the idea that somebody thinks the movie is racist, because of the way that they portray the Asian people. I don’t agree, but I also feel a bit awkward because I am watching the trailer while I am with some people of Asian ethnicity. Something about going into a bathroom (?)...