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    1. Misson : Escape from fitness club pronto!

      by , 09-26-2015 at 10:42 AM
      I rescued a friend from the evil clutches of a fitness instructor (scary lady in dark lycra). Lycra can look very good or very bad on someone.
      It looked good on her but her hair was all cruela deville everywhere and a bit menacing, along with her crazed eyes.
      I pulled my friend away and up a grass bank...

      Unfortunately I snagged her leg on the top of a wire fence...amd kind of sliced it off...straight through the bone...
      there was a red line of blood.... then it FELL OFF!

      I willed her really strongly not to notice my mess up. Felt really bad, this is not how a heroine does things
      And being a good little dream character she played along and didn't seem to notice at all. So I put her leg back together.
      She then ran off along a path to freedom.

      All very dark in dream, maybe night time escape
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    2. 2015-09-26 LD#146,#147 study law book, boat details, "spider master" man; dolphin, deck, "Sylvah"

      by , 09-26-2015 at 10:30 AM
      I had a bunch of wine before bed. About 5-6 glasses, it is a very weak homemade sort of wine, more like beer. The glasses were small. Probably equivalent to 2 regular glasses of wine, alcohol-wise. Also a few sips of Jagermeister .

      Also had a bedtime snack of a scrambled egg sandwich with cheese, and a glass of milk. Think I'll be repeating this in the future!

      No recall before the dreams that went lucid.

      + (LD#146) Law book, spider-master man, (LD) garage tour
      I'm about to start studying a really thick book for Law School. We have to remember every single detail from the book. I'm a bit nervous about how I'm going to remember all this detail. I think I should prepare a notepad with me to take notes while I read. I flip through the book to see how many pages it has. The same page numbers (90-something?) keep repeating throughout the book, they don't keep increasing. I say "every chapter starts over at page one!" I go look for the table of contents to try to determine how many pages there are. I finally determine there are somewhere around 600 (?) pages in the book.

      I start reading through the book. One one page there is a diagram towards the bottom of the page depicting and naming about 6 different styles of boat. Some of them look like little "Orion" ships from the computer space battle "empire", and are labeled "orion-<something>". Do I have to remember this, too?

      There is a veteran lawyer in the room, he's busy working on something. I want advice on studying, do I really have to remember everything? I go up to him and respectfully say "excuse me, may I ask you a quick question, it won't take long" but he shakes his head "no," he's preparing for a client?

      I keep studying the book some more. Then I go back to the guy a bit later and ask again "I just want to know do I have to remember every single detail from the book?" He says yes, you have to memorize everything.

      I'm standing outside and the lawyer guy comes. I want to get away from him so I transform myself into a little spider and slip through a crack. He keeps coming like he knows where I am. Again I transform into a little spider and slip through a railing on a stairway and down to the ground floor. He keeps coming at me. I think he is the "spider master". I ask him "do you always know where all spiders are?" He says "yes." Then I either ask or he volunteers that there are thousands of spiders within the immediate vicinity. He says that there's a room (garage?) with zillions of spiders there, he detects them now, and offers to show me.

      I follow him and we walk around a corner in the hallway in this house and there's the door to the garage. I'm surprised by a large (reddish?) stuffed fish that is hanging from a wire from the ceiling down just above my head that starts wiggling in alarm when we come around the corner. I also glance on the far wall and see something crawling there I think it's a large spider. I do a nose pinch RC from the surprise/oddness of the situation and I can breathe, I'm lucid.

      The man is continuing the tour but I decide to ditch and go back outside to the right where I met him. There is a DC there
      Spoiler for sexy situation:

      I decide that I want to go on the tour now. I head back to the garage door and the man is there and I say something like "let's go on the tour." We head in to the garage. There is a small group now of people on the tour. There are a bunch of rooms all connected, like garage/laundry rooms. There are no spiders, I note. In one room I glance in and see a bunch of stuffed animals. Very life-like. One is a small dog. I think I could transform that dog into my old dog "L" and bring it back to life. We walk on.

      I encounter the DC I was interacting with earlier
      Spoiler for sexy situation:

      mistakenly touch some woman who's walking by. At that point some kid throws something at the woman, distracting her.

      We're then in another room. This is the family of jr-high GF KS. This room preserves statues (like wax) of the 3 girls in the family as they were at various ages growing up, each one riding the bicycle that they had at that age. Also extremely life-like. I notice one who I think is HS (brown hair) but none of the faces are right. I also look for JS but don't see her. There are lots of people in the group of various ages, I see the face of a girl, I do not know her. Dream starts slowly slowly fading
      and I'm awake. Try to DEILD back in but am awake, so I spend time recalling the dream.
      Time lucid: ~4-5 mins

      + (LD#147) dolphin, animals, "Sylvah"
      Memory of the dream begins with me walking into a room and stopping dead in my tracks, because there in the room standing on its "head" is a dolphin! It's "walking" that way? It's also part cucumber? I notice in the next room beyond two tiny penguins (pigeon-sized) standing close together. I do a nose pinch and I can breathe, am lucid. I thank the dolphin (and pat it?) as I walk by out on to the deck [of childhood home apparently]. In the corner to the right are some shelves with pairs of little live animals. There is a pair of pigeons there and I choose a pair of little rodents and put them on my right shoulder to perch there. I turn to the right looking down the length of the deck and ask them "what would you guys like to do? Go flying? "Find" some girls?" I reach the corner where the deck turns to the left and on the other side of the railing I see a girl there doing something. I say happily "Hi! My name's <real name>, what's your name?" She comes up to the other side of the railing and whispers something which I can't hear. I want her to speak louder. She says, audibly this time, "Sylvah." I reach over the railing and put each hand under each of her armpits and lift/pull her over the railing to my side. I place her with her back against the front railing. I lean down in front of her and kiss her briefly. I then ask, "would you like to go to the beach under the bridge?" She shakes her head and says "No....too cold....". I then say "how about an inland beach by a lake, warm?" She nods her head "yes." I want to get her into her bikini. I lift up her shirt (she's wearing something like loose pajamas) and see a bikini top, lower the top, and pull down her pants and she's wearing a bikini bottom.
      the dream fades at this point (or I just lose lucidity).

      I then return non-lucid to the place where the animals were on the corner of the deck by the door. I'm taking some notes with a pen on a plastic transparency. I realize the notes will be permanent. I'm recording how large a dose of sleeping pills I gave the girl (?). I write a big cursive "g" and a 3? I think "3g, no, that's way too much, probably meant mg." I think I shouldn't be writing this here, people will come and find what I've written.

      Time lucid: ~1.5 mins
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    3. 260915: A weird girl, getting shot by a helicopter, new X-files episodes.

      by , 09-26-2015 at 07:43 AM (The Dream Journal)
      I'm in a fancy department store by the magazine racks. Down the fine wooden spiral staircase I hear some commotion. I see a group of security guards carrying off a bald, young hooligan. He is trashing around a lot and they are having a really hard time getting him out. I see some of his friends around him as well, some girls as well, they all have the same style. I can't help but keep staring at the scene, despite knowing better. They end up having to drag a few other guys from the group away as well. I watch them drag them to the front door that's by the magazine racks and to my left. It's a grey day.

      I see Hannibal Lecter at the magazine racks (the Mads Mikkelson version) and he talks about a dinner party he is going to throw with his psychoanalyst.


      I am on the drive outside a very American looking house in a suburb. It's a blue summer evening. A young woman comes up to me, she seems a bit quircky and spontaneous. She offers me line of cocaine on a wooden coffee table she has on the drive, there is a sofa next to it. Looking a the lines they are made up of mangled letters like they were cut out of a magazine.

      She sits on the sofa, now pretty messed up, laughing. As she goes picks up some beer from a crate to the left I remember (in the dream) that we used to date. How weird.

      On the table there are some cough drops she says will really mess me up. For some reason, I take one. I turn my head to the right and see a bunch of of people dressed like gang members swarm on a house across the road. I panic and I try to usher the woman and her friend into the pickup truck behind us to hide, maybe they won't see us. Inside the truck the women panic, they are on the driver's seat, and try to get out to sneak into the house. I try to follow them but I'm not fast enough to follow, the car door slams and I can hear the gang members surround the truck. I have my hands over my head, telling them not to shoot, I'm in the passenger seat, feeling the tension of the situation bearing down on me. After a while of verbal threatening they let me out, they are all laughing. Outside the car they show me a picture of myself in the passenger seat they had taken, my expression is fearful. I wonder how I can make sure to never end up in a situation like this ever again.


      I'm by a small bridge going over a snowy river in the country. It's a grey day. I'm walking over it with Kelsey Grammer. I sense it's war time. A helicopter is coming right at us and we panic, where to go? My body feels heavy like I can't run or dash anywhere. I follow Kelsey Grammer into the water as he jumps over the bridge, I fear that the water is going to be cold. Underwater I try to swim away, hearing the helicopter shoot at the bridge and hearing rounds entering the water. A few of them hit me, I feel them pass through my arm and body with a sharp pain. A peace comes over me. Did it kill me? I breathe in, I worry about getting water in my lungs but as I slowly breathe in no water comes in. (!) I must be on the surface. I wake up.


      I'm in a diner kind of place in a desert. I meet Mulder and Scully, there are new X-files episodes out. I see some large boxes, like over-sized season boxes, they are black and look fancy. Each has a new episode on it. I pick one up that has a formaldehyde container in it, the episode is called "The Bone King" and the vile has the monster of the episode in it. It's a boney, tough worm. Looking at the boxes I realize that I missed the new episodes when they came out, how is that possible? They apparently came out years ago.

      I hear about an episode that had Eminem as a guest. The episode is the reason he can't make any movie decisions by himself again. Suddenly I'm in the episode and outside the diner. I see agent Reyes. We are to go hunting for a type of monster the locals have been using to make a popular kind of deep-fried nuggets. To a open space to the left of the diner I see lots of the monster walking around, they look like chicken nuggets with legs and a thin tongue coming out. I dash into the herd. I then see one of them that looks different, is he mutated or something? It has many segments to it. It is grabbing people with a tentacle ans swallowing them whole, where they go into a stomach portion to get digested. Agenet Doggett gets swallowed. How will Scully save the day? She shoots the stomach portion, blowing it up.

      Fragments: See the Cigarette Smoking Man outside a dark house at night with rest of the crew, he looks very ghastly and disgusting, must be a spirit form of him. For some reason Doggett has some loyalty to him.

      In a tour bus, I see a picture of Mulder and Scully with Chris Carter. Wait a minute, aren't Mulder and Scully real? Chris Carter is written into my dream (?) as having written the X-files based upon the "real" thing. Mulder talks to Chris Carter, gushing with excitement.
    4. Uncomfortable dream about ex-crush

      by , 09-26-2015 at 03:25 AM
      I had another dream about this lady I used to be romantically attracted to. I thought we'd get together at some point,but it seemed like all she wanted to do was play games. Needless to say,we did not part on good terms.

      I dreamed I walked into this convenience store. I got a soda from the fountain dispenser and went to the front to pay for it. Jessi and some girl were behind the front counter,sitting on stools and talking. The counter itself was about waist high,the top was gray marble and the base was aqua colored. I sat the drink down but neither of them looked up. It was almost like they didn't see me there. Jessi turned her head and said something to the other girl. Jessi told the other girl she and her husband had gotten into an argument about something trivial. I think she said a glass had got broken and he blamed her for it,even though she didn't do it.
    5. Instant Messaging

      by , 09-26-2015 at 02:47 AM
      3hrs into my sleep - Delta Sleep

      I was showing my friend how to do instant messaging on my phone. This was happening during Delta Sleep. I was explaining to him how each message I send goes instantly to the other person. This was shown automatically in Delta Sleep as the messages would just disappear as soon as you send them. Each letter would disappear and no time would be lost. There was no time for thinking as this could not be done in Delta Sleep. The instant messages were spontaneous and live not loosing any time.

      Updated 09-26-2015 at 02:49 AM by 88492

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    6. Competing VS Lucidity

      by , 09-26-2015 at 01:54 AM
      My friend Michael and I were in a shop buying loads of stuff for the week. We were working together to get a job and the boss was really busy. We had loads of litres of milk and we didn't know what to do with it so we hid it so the boss would not see us messing with the food. We tried to act cool. The next thing we were in retreat with our spiritual teacher and he gave me a personal instruction to learn how to climb ladders and wash windows. Now when our teacher gives a personal instruction it is usually really hard to accomplish especially when I am afraid of heights! The next retreat we are at there is a demonstration and Michael was leading it. It was a Fire and Evacuation demonstration. There was a group of them climbing ladders walking on edges of window cills all at their ease. Everyone was clapping. Michael and I went back to the shop. He wanted to stay in my place for a week cause he had no where else to stay. It was a long journey to class everyday. Everyone was walking at a very fast pace. I found this nice girl who I could walk with or just about keep up with but then I had to goto the toilet. After going I couldn't get off it!!! There were all sorts of strings attached to it. My friend was long gone. I was still trying to get off the toilet when I woke up.
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    7. Closeness

      by , 09-26-2015 at 01:25 AM
      I am after a long day. I am frustrated and needy. I goto sleep in a shared dorm. While I am getting ready for bed the girl next door to me wakes up. It is my friend Maisey. Her skin looks soft and clear. She also looks older than the last time I met her. She tells me she has been using some cream on her face. We embrace close for about 10 minutes until something happens and we separate.

      I find myself trying to find her again and it is almost impossible. There are so many corridors, numbers and letters like I am in a massive hospital. A staff member gives me this small drink and asks me to deliver it over to the section I am going. It takes me ages and I get lost. I am dissatisfied. There are many people around busy going everywhere in all directions.
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    8. Kissing in a Taxi :)

      by , 09-26-2015 at 12:37 AM
      FA RC nose plug fail and couldn't find my hands. I was asleep but it seemed like I was awake in bed. I got up and headed for the door to see what would be outside. I had some paralysis in my face which disappeared quickly.

      When I went out the door and into long corridor a bit like a boarding school. I went flying down near the top of the ceiling with a nice feel of weightlessness and ease like I was a ghost. There were a lot of rules in this boarding school and there did not seem to be a way out. I went back to a room where my ex-wife was. It was as if we were still married. We opened the window of the dorm and climbed out. At this point I was starting to loose lucidity as I thought it was real that it could be dangerous to fly to high. She was trying to keep my safe!!! It was a nice dream I guess. As I flew up into the night sky it was cold and raining. I could feel the dark dreary atmosphere.

      When I landed it was if I went forward in time because all of a sudden I had forgotten about my ex-wife and was happy to head into town. My lucidity also went. Some DCs told me that flying is really dangerous and other people have got in trouble for it. I believed them and thought I better be careful forgetting I was in a dream.

      A group of us got together and caught a taxi into town. The girl in the front seat was beautiful and I started to chat her up. I held her with my arm as if to protect her and she liked it. 'Why did you do that?' she asked. 'I could see that you were cold' I said. I could see rain drops from outside on her tanned smooth shoulder. She turned her face to me and we kissed. She had black curly hair, dark brown eyes and a joyful complexion. When she got out of the taxi I said to her I might see her around town and she happily agreed. I fell very happy with the whole dream and woke up.

      Updated 09-26-2015 at 12:45 AM by 88492

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    9. 2015-09-25

      by , 09-25-2015 at 08:17 PM
      + (f, started full dream, eventually lost to fragment) with boy scouts (?) and stuff in the van?

      + locker room
      I'm walking through a locker room looking for a locker to use. I have a padlock in my hand. I find a locker without a lock on it and open it but it turns out not be suitable. I walk back the way I came, looking at the shelves of lockers, small ones, each with a combination lock with different colored dials on them. I find a locker? I think about changing into my swim suit.

      + spider woman
      With wife, walking by a glass display of a woman in side who is the "spider woman." My wife looks in and walks on. I look in. All I really notice is the face of a woman with a fairly creepy smile on it showing large white square teeth. I expect that at any moment she could lunge at the glass with her fangs out but she doesn't.

      + by the pool
      I'm standing by some bleachers next to a swimming pool. There are other people in the bleachers.
      Spoiler for nude talk:

      Later on I'm in another room and I see the two woman, dressed now, and think "ah, that's a shame that they got dressed"

      + FA wife, bed, student
      I find myself in bed (prior house? not current). My wife is working with a student at the desk to the left of the bed. I reach over and tip my wife's chair backwards so that she falls back and sprawls in the bed with me. I massage her legs. I think the student's parent are in another room. I consider getting out of bed without clothes.
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    10. In The Artic

      by , 09-25-2015 at 08:05 PM
      I was talking to someone about something sonic related and watching them care for a chao. Than they asked someone else if they should put their chao in a specific place. I was excited to see what they would do next and found it kind of funny. A girl than moved a Amy character with a chao into the pond for it to swim i think. But than the scene began to swirl and i was pushed into an ocean.

      There i began to think about how dreamy this felt and suddenly i was being pushed around the ocean from behind. I was pondering what it could be than suddenly the large creature showed itself and i got on it. It was a large sea dragon. But the thing is i didn't notice any color just a dragon shadow. I rode it around for a while until a little blonde girl appeared and tried to push me into the dragon's mouth. At first it felt like i was swallowed but than i just swam above the ocean and acted like it didn't happen.

      Floating above i saw glaciers and ice and the sky looked like the arctic sky. There were even penguins that looked almost like adventure time Gunthers. They began pushing me back into the water when i tried to get up. But i managed to get on the ice by leaping onto it.
      The scene changed though and I was now princess peach jumping around on a train track in the woods. I heard the train coming than flew to the side of the tracks jumping around just enjoying the moment.

      Again, the scene changed and I was in the bathroom washing my hands. I noticed that the door was open and was reminded how my dreaming mind switches me to the bathroom a lot.A music than popped up so I decided to sing to it since my voice would sound better in the dream. But i decided to stop being distracted and call Dawn, hoping he would be in my room. I opened the bathroom door than went to my room and saw two figures hiding in the blanket covers. They were laughing and hiding so i jumped on the bed and told them I could see them.

      There was Dawn and Eye under the blanket. I didn't know who to hug first so i went closer to eye. But instead, for some weird reason, I grabbed his hands and let him push me into the air with his feet. I remember while that happened there was beautiful piano tunes that popped up twice and i tried to sing to it but i sounded awful so i stopped.Next thing I recall is Eye laughed but when he put me down I looked to Dawn and i noticed his eyes were small,sort of watery and like small Japanese eyes. He also had a serious face.I felt bad for going to Eye without hugging him first so I was about to hug him but than I woke up.


      [Also, Dawn did talk to me in the dream but i forgot what he said. I think it was about the music because i mentioned how it popped up again]

      Updated 09-25-2015 at 08:19 PM by 67570 (Remembered more about what happened in the dream ^ w ^)

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    11. september 25 th aka no pun allowed for this one

      by , 09-25-2015 at 07:14 PM (Here be dragons)
      I debated a little with myself about putting this dream here, but yeah.

      I am in a anonymous hotel room with twin beds and long windows with thick draps, it's nighttime. I'm with another girl, blond and pretty in a bland way, and modestly clothed. She is heavily pregnant, as I am, and is helping me with contractions. I sit on one of the bed, the pain is slow and burning and is a far cry from what I know about child birth. I prop my legs up and appart, breathing throught the contraction. My fellow in birthing is crouching down and her breathing mirror mine.
      I reach between my legs and feel something pushing out, warped in a thin membrane. It's slippery with blood and fluid and I can't grab it, I have to birth it. I feel a lot better when it's finally out. The membrane is opaque, light pink with little veins all over, like an amiotic sack the size of a 5 kilogramms rice sack. I pick it up, the thing inside is wriggling and slithering. I hold it against me, it's warm. The membrance open up, revealing a colorful snake looking non-venimous (its has a cute :3 face, like a boa) thick as my wrist.
      I woke up, thinking "Ok, WAT?" while Eli was sort of terrified.
    12. Dreams 9-25-15. ★★★★☆

      by , 09-25-2015 at 07:05 PM (Zödra)
      Fake But Real... But Really Fake
      I am with my dad and he is telling me that he can switch me and him into an alternate dimension. He said that he had already talked to the other dimension us so that we could switch at the same time. He had a machine in his hand and we went through a doorway. As soon as we landed, I had a bunch of memories come in. I was a pro Football player and my dad a pro baseball player. We both are extremely rich and there is a huge party at our house. I met my "brother" and his wife. I forgot their names and couldn't seem to pull it up. I also met an "alt dimension mother" I don't know if she was supposed to be my mom, but she was an ageless, I was completely in awe and couldn't believe the other DCs didn't seem to notice. Maybe this was normal in this dimension.

      Japan
      I am hanging with my wife at a restaurant. She is talking about leaving and going to Japan tonight and even has all of our bags packed. She calls a flight attendant to get us a free flight and asks her a lot of questions about the flight

      Wife woke me up and went to work. I got my son up fed him a bit and then put him back to sleep. Then I went back to sleep.

      Mass Awesome Crazy Lucid
      It is hard to say how awesome this dream was, but I shall try to convey.
      The dream was a little too long to remember how I became lucid. I think it might have been WILD, but don't remember. I am in a house similar to mine and I am thinking about how it is a dream and I can even feel my eyelids closed but still see. I was looking around and just enjoying the dream world. I studied the ground the walls, the books, the kitchen (tags said I did this for 10 minutes). I slow down even more and just think about the fact that it is a dream. I look at my hands and confirm it is a dream. While I was in the kitchen I realized that I wanted to eat something to increase lucidity. I use something called "cluster summon" I reach into a big pile of things and think that I should get some green and red bottles. I find some and think about how green is lucidity and red is awake. I down the green one and it tastes like nothing. I was very disappointed. I put them both in my pocket and start looking around. My eyes start freaking out and I just close them again. I appear in a place that looks like the moon. I find my wife and have some fun. Then my eyes start bugging again. I decide that it might work better to lay down again. I appear back in the living room. I check my hands and find that they look perfectly normal, but I know that it is a dream (my "if you think it is a dream, it is a dream rule") I see some DCs on a couch. Not my couch, but a couch in my living room where my couch was. One is talking about jailbreaking his phone and I decide to freak the DCs out.
      "I can jailbreak it in a few seconds" I tell him. He hands me his phone. It is a flip phone, but when I open it it is transformed into an Iphone. I put my hand over it but can't seem to use any dream energy to change it... weird. I tell him to give me a second and click some things on the phone. I write out with my fingers the word "jailbreak" It starts up a loading screen and says "minutes to root: 10" The guy is laughing at me for failing. If I can't make any energy, I can use dream energy. I go to a place in my house that there is a charger. I find one and it doesn't have a USB to wall. I go to the wall and there is no place to put the USB. I put my hands on the wall and rub something off, Then I "think" I feel an opening. I open it and it is for USBs. I put the charger in there and realize that it is an android plug. haha. screw it. I just jam it into the iphone and it breaks a lot of things in the phone and then it dings "Jailbreak Complete". I then toss it back to him. Then thinking about how funny it would have been to just chuck it as soon as he gave it to me. I start losing it a little and I rub my hands together. It is still ending. I wake up. I go back to sleep (don't remember if it was a real waking). I looked at my hands and realized that I could feel my eyelids closed and still see my hands. I was in a neighborhood near me and I was walking around. There was parkour park that was made to look like Mario worlds. I knew it was a dream, but tried to do it all with my normal strength. I seemed to have a little more balance than usual. I decided to test it by seeing a roof that was about 12 feet high. I am talking to my DC sister at the time while I think everything. I don't know why. I run up the wall and just barely touch the roof. That is about perfect. I keep jumping across and over things. Practicing a couple of moves I know. My DC sister says
      "Look at Lisanna! she wants to be like Daddy". I almost laugh and think about explaining that she is fake, but that reminds me that my sister is also just a DC. I decide to just sit down and think for a bit. I think about how when I am awake I "worry" about my children all the time. Maybe not worry, but am aware of exactly where they are and what they are doing, but in dreams, I don't know where they are.

      Updated 10-22-2016 at 02:00 PM by 58222

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    13. Tilting At Windmills

      by , 09-25-2015 at 05:20 PM (One Must Imagine Sisyphus Happy)

      A beachside road

      I fall awake on a grass field in broad daylight. Immediately in front of me is a two-lane concrete highway. And just beyond that is a sandy beach and then the ocean. I've never been here before. I look to my right and see a semi truck barreling in my direction. I step out into the road and challenge the truck to stop. The grill is bearing down on me. At the last possible moment, I jump and fly so that I crash through the windshield instead of the grill.

      The driver is a man in a flannel shirt. I grab him by the head and pull him out of the cab, flying above and clear of the vehicle. The truck continues on its own down the road. Annoyed, I fling the guy off into the ocean, never to be heard from again. Phew. Maybe I just needed to work some aggression out.

      The scene is now calm. I fly out a ways over the ocean and then turn back toward the shore to get a better look at everything. It is quite picturesque. I gather that I am now facing South with the road and the beach running East and West. To the right, the road follows the beach in a lazy winding path all the way to the horizon. Beyond the road is a green grassy expanse of gently rolling hills. The beach itself is quite narrow. Maybe 30 feet only of fine yellow sand. To my left, the beach abruptly changes to a wall of seaside cliffs that curl out into the ocean, forming a cove that hides the horizon. These cliffs extend inland as a highland area, and the road cuts through it in a narrow canyon. It is from this canyon that the truck came.

      "Where is Quixote..."

      A rider appears on horseback on the beach to my right, bearing East at a full gallop. He is some distance away but I know immediately that he is indeed Quixote. He wears the armor of a Conquistador-era Spanish knight with a lance. His horse is dark brown with a sable black mane and tail.

      "...and his man Sancho of La Mancha?"

      Another man appears on the road directly in front of me, near where the canyon opening is. He is Sancho, Quixote's portly squire. Normally he rides a donkey but today he is waddling on foot. He wears clothing of the same era, but not of a knight. He has a leather waistcoat and a jaunty hat.

      I fly down to greet them. We all meet on the beach in the shadow of the cliffs. Quixote is always eager for adventure, so I'm looking forward to what's in store for this encounter.

      "¿Cómo estás, Quixote?" I ask, still hovering a few feet off the ground as I usually do so I can get a better vantage point of the scene.

      "Bueno. El Portucale..." and then he continues to ramble on in Spanish, too fast for me to understand. He speaks with great urgency, as if describing a crisis. I think Quixote can speak English and he seems to understand me when I speak, but he seems more comfortable delivering his tirades in Spanish. I nod along and exchange knowing glances with Sancho. At least I grasp that Quixote has a very important adventure for us, and it has something to do with Portugal, one of the great rivals of the Spanish Empire.

      Finally, Quixote finishes. I turn to Sancho, who is more comfortable with English and often acts as our translator. Though, Sancho's translations tend to be very short and to the point, but I gather it's because Quixote doesn't really say much in his ramblings. "Basically, Portugal is causing trouble and we have to do something."

      Quixote nods and continues his spirited instructions. "Sí, sí. Nosotros...." We do the whole thing over again. I am amused as always. He finishes and I turn to Sancho again. "Uh, you should just follow us."

      With that, we head off through the canyon. Quixote galloping on horseback, me flying, and Sancho running as fast as his little legs will take him. Somehow we manage to remain a group. The concrete highway is gone now. It has been replaced by just a dirt path worn into the grass. We navigate the canyon, which quickly open back up into a broad grassy plain. We seem to have moved inland and left the ocean behind.

      In the distance, a windmill appears on the horizon. Of course it would be a windmill. We bear a ways closer and then stop. I turn to Quixote. He raises the visor on his helmet. He has a serious and pensive look on his face. His eyes are on the windmill, as if vigilant. He doesn't want to let it out of his sight.

      Amused as ever, I take the situation into my own hands. Leaving Quixote and Sancho at their siege post, I fly on toward the windmill. The sails are still. The building is round and made of yellowish-white sandstone slabs. Aside from the wind sails, it looks more like a castle turret. A parapet lines the rim of the roof and a lone narrow window appears near the top of the building. As I get closer, I see a woman in the window. Of course it would be a damsel in distress.

      I fly up to the window and hover outside it. The girl sees me. She has auburn hair and wears a powder blue shoulderless dress. Now that I am close to her, she doesn't seem to be in much distress. She's just leaning out the window, eating a slice of orange with a nonchalant expression on her face.

      "I'm here to rescue you?" I say, uncertain if it is the right thing to say.

      "I don't need to be rescued." She seems amused at all the ado for nothing. She reaches for another orange and, with a single magical gesture, she peels it. The slices inside fan out like the petals of a flower. She offers it to me. I take a slice and have a bite. It bursts with juicy orange flavor and sweetness. She smiles, pleased that I like it.

      "But, Quixote..." I turn to look back at my comrades, but they are gone. There is just the empty green plain, the clear blue sky, and the horizon where they meet.

      I turn back to the girl and I think we both shrug. With the same magical skill with which she peeled the orange, she runs a finger down her cleavage, lowering the dress until her breasts pop out. She give me a coquettish look, as if to say See? No need to worry. Not even need a bra.

      As usual, I can only laugh in amusement. What a delightful mis-adventure.
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    14. Football water biking, struggle bus lucid

      by , 09-25-2015 at 03:29 PM
      I was at a gym working on football skills when I had an urge to go train in a different part of the city so I hopped on my bike after talking to the UNL head coach and saying hi. We were about to have a tour and I just left this black dude standing there as I left (He was very short) I said peace and continued my way top the lake with a path through the middle I kept my phone on me and submerged and this other guy came riding by me as I was dripping there and I said "I forgot to take my phone out haa" and it started ringing to my great relief. It was Karly serrid and I ignored it based on the fact that i was working out. before that I also had a container lid headed for the top of the windmill. It was defying gravity and pulling water up along this ramp and I ran on the stone path right next to it trying to retrieve it in time. In the process I realized that the stones were muddy and that's when I realized I submerged my phone.

      I was in my basement but it was morphed and my dad was cleaning and I was about to shower and join him, the door was like a old saloon door and could open from top and bottom. I had to close both and once I did I was in a truck(?) headed for a secret destination like I had been kidnapped, then I was watching the truck from behind (almost like shots from a movie) and when the truck started turning into a parking lot it was two dimensional with only two wheels. I thought "how did they fit in there"? so I plugged my nose and breathed through it. At first I didn't believe it because my breath was extremely weak. I tried it several times with varying levels of success (80% probably had to do with the normal rhythm) I then decided I would try flying instead. I was suddenly in my room which added to my confusion and I realized I was in my brothers bed so that helped convince me I was dreaming. I was having a very had time controlling my motors and keeping my eyes open. I stumbled toward my door and the whole time was shouting things like "more light" "more clarity" "better vision" *rubbing hands* when I finally made it to the stairs my dad walked down them and I was worried he had heard me yelling in bed (dumb) so I stopped fighting and allowed my self to wake up.
      -when I did wake up, it was weird because I couldn't breath very well due to a stuffed nose (weak breathing) and I had had a dream earlier that I had looked at my clock and seen 9:08 but at the time I thought I had looked at my clock and seen that time, it worried me because yoga starts at 9:15 and I thought I was gonna miss it so I went back to bed. When I just woke up and recorded the above dream I looked at the clock when I got out of bed and it was 9:08

      Updated 09-25-2015 at 03:32 PM by 64754

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    15. While Healing a Cat, it Grows Antlers (prescient content)

      by , 09-25-2015 at 03:25 PM
      Morning of September 25, 2015. Friday.



      This is dream five of six relating to clearer dreams of this date.



      An unfamiliar cat had been injured, possibly by being hit by a car, though the injuries are not extensive. I am able to heal the cat with the miraculous healing abilities of the dream state (with non-lucid dream control, my dream self not aware of it being a dream).

      The cat’s presence is vivid, with clear perceptions of purring and movement, including my enhanced sense of touch when I pet it. The cat lies near the center of our bed as I move my hands about above its body and mentally affirm its health and well-being. (This bed is presumably in our present home as my dream’s setting yet is in the wrong location by association, seemingly where the narrow wall between the south side of the kitchen and the small hallway to the back door is, though my dreams have never rendered the exact same setting, of which are typically unique new composites.)

      My wife Zsuzsanna brings in another unfamiliar cat. This cat seems to have died from possibly being hit by a car, as at least one back leg (possibly both) is missing and there is blood. Still, I move my hands about and above it and it apparently comes back to life. It moves slightly and purrs and meows. I can see it breathing. It does not seem fully aware, so I continue with my healing affirmations.

      Soon, at least one back leg grows back, the bone expanding firstly. However, the bone continues to grow until it becomes a miniature elk horn. This is unexpected. I am concerned about how the cat will get around. Another miniature elk horn grows from where the other back leg would otherwise be. I am not sure what to do or how to continue, yet I do not want to end the animal’s life even though it is in such a strange condition at this point. I can resurrect dead animals in this dream, but in this case, the essence of other animals that have died become a part of it, as I assume that an elk had been hit and killed by the same car that had killed this cat. It may also grow wings, though still will not be able to walk or roost properly. I am unsure what to do, though I become vaguely aware that I am dreaming. It remains somewhat misshapen as my dream fades.



      Key points:

      • Although some healing dreams relate to actual healing energies and a more viable focus or intent, they also sometimes result from simply achieving more awareness of the physical body in the waking transition.
      • Resurrection has occurred in many past dreams since early childhood and in some cases, is based on becoming more aware of my real physical body’s breathing in contrast to my fictitious dream self’s body, therefore, in many cases, it is a simple factor of the emergent consciousness.
      • Cats are associated with higher liminal space (between dreaming and waking) for a number of reasons, including the idea they “always land on their feet” (waking transition inner ear dynamics, that is, linked to the falling sensation that commonly occurs with waking and is purely biological). I associate cats with being most active at night and linked more to circadian rhythms symbolism of the dream state. They sit on a fence, the division between dreaming and waking. They are said to be “guardians” of the “underworld” (dream state analogy).
      • In this case, the antlers (growing from where the cat’s legs would otherwise be) seem to be a metaphor for expanding neural energies (in real time in growing more aware in the waking transition), which are required to wake and use the physical body to walk, especially as the common preconscious embodiment is not otherwise present in this dream. This is easily proven by looking at a human anatomy chart to see the imagery is the same as from my dream. The dream state indicator of the bed (usually just the subliminal awareness of being asleep) additionally validates the overall meaning as does Zsuzsanna’s presence near the bed (as we sleep together).
      • Interestingly, this dream also had the typical prescient layer (as the majority of my dreams have had since earliest memory, in fact, the main reason I developed an interest in recording them). One of our cats in real life, Franco (though which did not look like the cat in this dream) somehow injured his back leg and was not able to walk normally again, having damaged the muscles and nerves (which curiously did not seem to bother him as he got around as fast as ever, though I have never seen this happen to any other cat I have had in my lifetime.) Thus, even when a dream can be metaphorically analogous to the dream state itself and fully explained as such, some of the dynamics may still be literally precognitive, as I have found out thousands of times since early childhood.


      Updated 09-09-2019 at 10:12 AM by 1390

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