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Saturday March 11th 2023
I owe her, so will do layered playing.
I am home with husband, become lucid and exit our room and then… things change, I am still with husband but our room is now inside of a version of an older house where every member of our families live together.
Quite annoying, since we are a lot and the house is small, meaning everyone lives in single rooms with their whole families except for my older sister that for some reason was able to get a house next to us.
Mom comes by and I prepare to teleport away but remember today is her birthday in waking life… so I kind of don’t want to leave her but also don’t want to stay here, not sure on what to do decide to do layered adventuring.
So then go sit in the bed inside of my room. Husband is pissed off and says he wants to do something about being here all day and since it seems nobody will bother me on my end besides him decide to make things right.
Teleport as much money as possible on a small box below the bed that I just happened to create that moment and tell him we should be leaving this house, that he can take care of it however he likes.
He asks me how he will do that, so tell him to check the box with our savings, he sees the money and gets out happily, in search for a new house. In the meantime, try to decide whether to use a phone, computer or TV for my stuff.
Pick the phone that is on a small table next to the bed, unlock it and then start browsing online. Find something interesting and summon the guy from the ad onto the dream, but he will be annoying so while he is still confused banish him and keep browsing before waking up.
Back to sleep.
I am sitting in bed, get up and become lucid. What should I do… oh! There is a room next to mine, enter it and turn on the computer. Someone was watching an episode of R&M.
Place my hand on the screen and teleport inside of it; once in that world see a bullet come my way, it just strikes me in the face and nothing happens which makes some people shot me even though nobody had realized I was there a second ago.
I keep getting shot plasma that at the start makes my clothes melt away so fuse with them and end up being pissed because its blocking my vision. Use scan and find the guys shooting at me, then control the ground around me and spike them all to death.
Once I am done start walking, move the rubber that fell around and start looking, it feels strange looking like my waking life self while everyone else looks like cartoons so transform myself into cartoon form when a portal open next to me.
Teleport to another planet and watch from there… and another portal opened up next to me, so teleported again. This kept going for a while and I kept teleporting between the two planets until Scan detected the guy was going through the portals in the locations I had been at to try and find me.
So just teleported to another galaxy and watched using Scan, they got mad I couldn’t be found and started screaming at each other that someone got what they needed, then the kid kicked some kind of crystal and realized that it was there all along, there was some suspicion but nothing too interesting going on so just ignored them for the time being.
Back to sleep.
I am inside the room, get told to leave by one of my brothers and do so. While walking out become lucid and once lucid prepare to go into the same world again, but now I need to investigate how to enter the world without the other computer.
In the meantime, mom comes and I give her some gift, bide her out of the room and then she wants to talk… ok, split my consciousness and leave one here talking to her, and another one teleports to the place I was on before.
Things did not go quite as planned as end up teleporting where I was at before and the same guy from before was there… Rick, annoying fella.
First thing he did was shoot me in the face which again did nothing, they panicked for a bit, he seemed to be a bit drunk and was going to watch his reaction but the other me got a bit annoyed and overwhelmed which made my reaction slow enough as to get hit with a rock.
On the other me took care of things, went to wash my hands and came back alone, so now could go into only one consciousness.
Once I am back remove the rock and then attacked one more time get attacked by Rick and then a portal opens and more rocks fall down on me. Teleport behind the guy and tell him to stop being so annoying and at least talk, the kid already left and the guy keeps attacking me with everything he has, nothing doing any damage and me just teleporting next to him instead.
Once I am pissed off enough stop his movements with telekinesis then grab his shoulder and tell him he will regret making me angry.
He says there is nothing I can do that will make him an angrier person than he already is, so use Scan to find both his loved ones in every part of the multiverse along with all of his enemies. Then transform my hair into tentacles and open portals and make them go through.
Start killing and setting up infectious viruses that evolve and hunt down anything with a similar system, effectively destroying every single version of his enemies as well as his loved ones, make sure to let him know of this by sharing Scan with him.
The guy starts tearing up first, then he goes into further rage. Oh, how wonderful. I erase his weapon and then erase any signal of me existing in this world besides this image he has of me, before letting him fall to the ground and teleporting back to my place.
Since I was mad went over to the kitchen and grabbed some cake, as well as preparing some food and getting some more stuff for dream mom. Finished eating and went to the bathroom before waking up.
Back to sleep.
I am sitting on a chair, get up and become lucid. Once lucid start going outside, look at things fly a bit and then come back after I finish. Just went out to do Scan and check on dream husband, he is doing fine and is already looking into different houses around the place.
It is still early, so probably he won’t be coming back until it’s too late for me to talk to him again due to waking up for the day, which is fine really since that was the idea. Also get party like stuff for others so they stay outside and then go back inside.
Try to search for another good place to be at, but nothing comes up.
End up trying to search online, by connecting the analogue TV to the internet forcefully using powers, rearranging its system, but even though I do get online don’t get anyone because family comes over and wants me outside. I refuse because I am not feeling ok and wake up before I can do anything interesting.
Back to sleep.
I am browsing on my phone, its heavier than normal for being mine and so I become lucid.
Some family members are there watching me since I said I was feeling ill… try to talk to them and while doing so turn on the TV.
They don’t seem to realize that I changed it to a smart TV before which is fine, until someone points out the series are not for normal TV antenna and see that it is online stuff.
I prepare to say something but they just assume I purchased it; alright then. Most of them leave and while they do so we are watching an episode of Wednesday that has not come out yet.
What they are trying to do is summon someone that was killed thousands of years ago, a super witch basically that can do basically anything that she wishes to do in terms of elemental magic and would help them to take out the anti monster people that are trying to use military level force to defeat those who are well, supernatural creatures.
The plot is a bit interesting so I make my body speak while watching not to miss anything and decide to try something new. I want to affect that other world without being there so do just that.
Expand scan through dimensions and multiverses until I reach the desired one, then make it so the TV show is connected to it directly and slowly give directions to the characters while making the connection in real time.
They have to go through a few towns and arrive at a place that is in a well. That well is not a normal one either, as inside of it is the key to unlock the creature if done by a witch, which Wednesday is.
She goes inside the well to avoid the gunshot now that she is alone and is trying to hide herself.
The next thing she knows is that it is morning and she is in the middle of an open area.
It seems like the military half knew about what she was going to do as they are already at the top of the location preparing to attack her, but she starts the chanting and I make it so she summons me instead.
Since I am having my consciousness split up half mess up and they start summoning the previous original creature which is gigantic and also me, so I fuse with the creature, take over, kill it and then appear as a giant and then slowly take my normal size.
As soon as I am back on my original body see that I spawned in the middle of a mountain instead of the plains and start slowly talking less in my other body.
The military shot some tank shots at me, which I stop with my hand and drop the giant bullets. Also a missile comes my way which I just casually eat while looking around to see the plains with Wednesday.
Jump over to her and make it so my landing is gentle and does not kill her. She says she needs help to kill, not for me to just block everything. I extend my arm back where the army is coming from while looking at her and crush everyone down with TK, including helicopters, jets and tanks as well.
She says that was a pleasant sight and then thanks me before preparing to leave. I make her start singing instead and then summon a meteor at the other side of the planet to wipe out some of humanity while placing a protection shield around non humans, it’s quite a sight and she seems both happy and afraid before I wake up.

Friday March 10th 2023
Only slept for a few hours.
The only lucid I remember, was with family members whom were trying to force me to stay. It started in the bathroom, it was disgustingly dirty so I teleported all of the poop out, controlled the water to forcefully flush through it by drilling the stuff that was still inside and then did my business, went out and saw some annoying people I dislike.
I knew my dream wouldn’t let me kill them easily but tried anyways, swiped my hand towards them and a huge explosion took out the city next to them, but they just came back.
Crushed them under super gravity but they came back… just decided it was too much trouble and just flew faster than light outside of the planet and the solar system. They kept teleporting next to me and being a bother. GOSH!
I was pissed now, so just teleported over to a new universe, but they were slowly appearing there too, so I took my time to wait for them and then ate them both, sealed them inside of me and waited for them to die inside of my stomach.
Once that was done and to take away the bad aftertaste, went over to a random store in this planet and asked for some sweets before waking up.

Thursday March 9th 2023
Don’t actually remember.

Wednesday March 8th 2023
I do like giving classes, it’s fun.
I am talking to myself. Just enjoying the day because it’s such a good one. Also become lucid and decide I will just be watching today. End up flying over to the nearest mountain and find… quite a beautiful scenario with waterfalls and the like. Teleport on top of the waterfall and start playing with the water, as in making the waterfall split in two and the like. Don’t actually get wet myself, but find it super fun.
Back to sleep.
I am with brother, become lucid while talking to him and tell him that I need to leave, teleport back to the mountain and then keep on playing with the water by making the waterfall go up.
When I do that, something comes from within the forest we are on and strikes directly at me, I block with my hand and get sent flying back; nearly crashing onto a tree but stop myself in order not to destroy it.
Some kind of white ram… no, it is white and fluffy like a ram but it is a different kind of creature. It comes straight at me again so this time tap its head and make it dive onto the ground a little bit, just enough to stop moving. I grab its head and rise it to match my height, it growls at me and then just runs away.
Follow it by flying behind it and find myself crashing against a crystal wall, going through and activating an alarm so just repair the thing and teleport outside of the place.
Back to sleep.
I am with brother again, preparing something to eat. Start eating and become lucid; once I am done teleport back to where I was at before and then find the crystal wall.
Touch it and then start using Scan to find why this thing is here.
Apparently in this mountain range I am on there are a lot of different creatures that are dangerous for children, and someone had the super bright idea of create a school in here and protect it with this giant wall.
Teleport to the entrance and quickly mind control everyone into thinking that I am a new teacher, because I want to see the inside of the place and why the school was built in this location.
Some people greet me and tell me I have to fill in some paper since I am a new substitute teacher, did I min control them wrong? When checking everything is right, the issue is that I didn’t take into account all teachers were in place and I was just there… like an extra so it makes sense this is what everyone thought about would happen.
End up going to the principals and talk to the guy, he says I can go and check some of the classes going on right now and see how it is going but wake up before being able to do so.
Back to sleep.
I am looking at some kind of bridge, become lucid while leaning to see better and once lucid realize this is the same school, the principal comes out and says I should really see some of the classes even if I am starting tomorrow helping some of the teachers and directs me to one of the rooms.
They are doing a test, 9 or so year old children are doing a math test based on the creatures outside and they are trying to make a simple calculation of the speed these things move at; the teacher there reminds me a little bit of one of my sisters and I check the content.
Learn it and once I have memorized the equations and the test start to go outside but get stopped by one of the kids, they want me to fully explain everything since they all just finished their test time and the other teacher agrees.
I explain how the triangulation of the location and the movement of the creature can be calculated using some simple maths, given that it has moved linearly twice, and they can just divide the distance between the time it took the creature to get there, and using that, they can use the distance between themselves and the creature to know exactly how much it will take to get to where they are at if its moving at the same speed.
One of the children says what if its slower due to the trees, if they can be lazy, I reply they need to hurry further then, in order to set up a trap and be able to get themselves to safety since they will have extra time besides their calculations. The teacher seems satisfied with my other explanations as well and I can finally go outside.
Once outside, start watching through the wall and see all sort of creatures, some that can go in and out. Those are harmless though and one of the kids is trying to pursue it, did class end already? I also follow through and trap one of them, it attempts to teleport before I reach so teleport next to it and grab it, which causes a commotion and the kid is about to tell on me when a giant white creature like the one I stopped before shows by jumping, it’s as big as the trees.
The kid gets mesmerized by it so I can teleport on its head and see that adults have red and blue strips on their faces, they look so cute! It tries to take me off so I just make myself intangible and go through it several times as it tries to get me off and failing.

07.03.23
Today I had dificulty night because I had 40 minutes of sleep latency, my sleeping was shallow and I slept 5h in total. I memorised only 1 dream.

Dream #1
I don’t remember the begining of dream. I was near my college and group of my friends come to me and they asked about my notes, raports, exams and other stuff. I told them „I already passed college I dont care about this. I don’t have any of this stuff”. They started to beg me about this because they want to pass college in easy way and I ALWAYS have something. I told „First I need to check what I have in my home. Until this I cannot promise anything”.
[…]
I was in my home checking for something. Then, whenI get out of my home I met some of my friends. „Sorry guys I don’t have anything”. I don’t remember they reaction and (in dream) I don’t cared about them. After I went on walk. I got new earphones and smartphone from my dad and I wanted to listen a music but the earphones was incompatible.

08 - 10.03.23
I paid a visit to my friend and because of alcohol and inreagular sleeping I don't even trying to remember dreams

11.03.23
In general I remembered one fragment and one fully dream, but I forgot the dream and i'm unable to recovery that memory

DF #1
I was a woman and I went down in staircase. It was a little dark and the staircase was very old. When I was going down I met my friend

12.03.23

I come with 2 other (non defined) persons to unknown house. One persone went around the building and I and other guy went inside. The interior looked simply I saw some cracks on yellow wall, old furnace, cooking pots and plates. The house has two more roomes – small toilet (this room was inspected by nobody) and small sleeping room. Inside we (I and other person) saw two-person bed with sleeping person covered by white duvet. I went outside and told to my companion „I know what is inside. Don’t uncover him, just let’s leave” but my companion didn’t listen to me and he uncovered corpse. We escaped from house. Now this house looks different – like big tent inside bigger hause.

Dream scenery changed for sohrt time. I was a diver underwater and I was looking for something (I dont remember). Someone caught me and that person said to me that I’m not allowed to dive. After short conversation I convinced him to allow me diving.
Again the scenery changed now I was inside shop and I tried to find some material to re-craft my diving gear

I went to bed early and woke up from dreams early in the night.

I am another person, a missionary in another country. The character reminds me a lot of Jodie Foster. She is attracted to a man in the town and she/I tells him how she/I feel.


The next dream I am in an open world video game and I steal a truck and drive it to the beach. There is a party going on and everyone is smoking the thinest joints ever. A woman passes me one and I take a puff. I spend some time there and start to become lucid but not all the way yet.

Later I am in some hallway where the party is still going on. I spontaneously become fully lucid because I slways do RCs when in hallways. I go around a corner and yhere are three doors. I open the one on my right and there are to girls on a bed wearing sexy Christmas outfits. I go in and here is where my description of the dream is going to have to fade to black...


This dream is from this morning. I am playing Dwarf Fortress. I rolrplay that my character had their son kidnapped. I am choosing an adventure mode starting situation and I get one where I'm starting as a princess. Ive never seen that before. Usually you are a hearthperson for a princess. I start the game and see I start with a ton of money in a walled keep.

Pre-WBTB

Dream Fragment
I'm back at J's playing board games. We're playing a tabletop RPG and my character's background is similar to Harry Potter's.

Car Coyotes
I'm driving down Joy road back at my hometown. There is a huge traffic jam, cars lined up, with police lights blaring in the distance. Not sure why. Maybe a crash? There's a barricade up further and, through the way the lines of cars have aligned, I can't help but driving directly to the barricade. I'm wondering what this is about when two coyotes start jumping and snarling up toward my window. I have my windows down about halfway because of my A/C problems, so the coyotes are just barely out of biting range. The police up ahead pay me no attention. I notice I have passengers. One small coyote manages to squeeze through the window crack and enter the car. My body has frozen up, so I can't react to the coyote or try to close the window so more don't get in. More get in. I start to worry about rabies. The other passengers are trying to get the coyotes out, but they are small and hard to track.

Post-WBTB

Dogfight in the City
I'm in a space dogfight in the city. My brother and I are on the same team. We are flying Arwings from the Starfox series. Sky is purple and dark. Might have been some green lightning. Epic type of scene. I need to fly into the repair bay to get fixed up after finishing the battle. Maybe it was the Great Fox. When I get in, I get radioed that the enemy has another sneak attack and they need me. They tell me I need to get into a different Arwing. I find one and start to takeoff. My view changes to 3rd person and now I'm flying the Millennium Falcon. Next thing I know the combat is completed and I'm chilling with my team in the foyer area of the main ship. I'm searching the fridge for some food. There is a couch opposite the fridge, and some friends are noting that they may have messed up where things are in there. While scrolling through the futuristic interface to get food, I see some raunchy art photos. I don't say anything and just scroll past them. I eventually move some shelves around and find some cheese stick and pretzel snacks.



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First time updating in 4 days.

Day 8: Just WBTB
Day 9: Just WBTB
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Day 10:

Non lucid -
First thing I remember is that I was in my room and my brother was on the edge of the bed. Was trying to use my laptop, but for some reason it was buggy and my mouse kept moving too much. I thought it was a computer virus that I forgot the name of.
Turns out he was moving my mouse around and there was no virus.

Memory gap. I'm heading out of an auditorium. it's actually just my old school. I head to the grade 6 science room. While I'm headed there, I hear rumors that there's an 'animation studio' in the school now.
Inside the room, my old computer teacher was there. He didn't seem to know what he was doing. I could probably do better than him, I think.

Memory gap again. I'm playing Minecraft now at a void base. A warden spawns, notices me through glass, and kills me with a laser.
A chicken falls down into the void after I respawn.
Then a new warden spawns somewhere else and kills me again.

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Day 11 (today):

Frag -
I was having a non-lucid but something was a little off: The sound and vision of the dream had little to do with each other. I was hearing people talking about lucid dreaming, while I was trying to do something else I forgot.

Frag 2 -
ELD changed his profile picture, and the thumbnails of all his videos. He also renamed the channel to something else.

Lucid -
I don’t remember how I got lucid. But as soon as I did, I just flew. No crazy stuff happened, I just flew through a wintery valley for what felt like half an hour. It was kind of fun to just do that.

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Counting up the points

Full non-lucid: +1
2 dream frags: +1
DILD: +10
4 WBTB (nightly, not subsequent): +8
Fly: +5

Total: 25

Sunday morning, 12 March 2023.

Dream #: 20,537-01.

2 minutes and 30 seconds to read.

Somatosensory Foundation:

This dream, originating from typical REM sleep dynamics, results in a narrative enforcing my somatosensory response (imagining purposeful tactility) and potential real-world hand mobility because of my current status of REM atonia, a causality factor for dreams in the fourth quarter of my sleep cycle. It is so specific the physiological pattern and timing match tens of thousands of previous dreaming experiences over nearly 60 years.

The presence of ice has a double meaning here. Ice corresponds with my intuitive perception of REM atonia nuances (while ice melting anticipates achieving wakefulness and real-world mobility), while I also sometimes imagine ice when there is too much real-world heat while sleeping.

The setting is a parking lot on Copeland Avenue in La Crosse (a city I have not lived in since 1994). It is late morning. My job is to scrape ice off the edge of an elevated curb. The ice is only on the vertex of the top edge of one side of the low-set platform. The vividness is astounding, beautiful, and peaceful. For about 20 minutes, I happily scrape all the ice off, feeling satisfied, but I wonder if any of it will form again before I receive my payment.

More Correspondence with the Usual Sleep Dynamics: A parking lot is what I imagine, define, and create to enhance a mode of liminality, a specific level of dream state awareness. As in real-world correlation, it represents temporary immobility but with a potential transition from one place to another (here, from the dream state to viable wakefulness). This fundamental dream motif has remained a regular feature since early childhood, typically as the final scene of a sleep cycle.

The concrete platform is about the size and height of a bed - with the vertex of the curb being the top edge of one side of the “concrete bed.” I sometimes shift a blanket remaining atop it, recognizing its role in my sleep navigation.

Protoconsciousness Personified as a Celebrity: After I finish my work, I watch George C. Scott, the actor, approaching a nearby building (walking from the road). The building is farther from the avenue than I am. It seems to be his office for the management of a nearby warehouse. He sees me but does not mention my payment and enters the building.

I am unconcerned about my payment or even if I receive it. I “walk with intent” to the road. However, George C. Scott comes out to give me a check when he sees I am leaving.

Proto-Cognizant Staging: I look at the check and read its details as I walk. It is for 20 dollars. There is handwriting featuring “20 Copeland Avenue,” “La Crosse,” and “G. Scott” as a signature. I plan on asking Zsuzsanna if George C. Scott owns a business here. (Zsuzsanna has never been to America, as I often remind readers.) I am intrigued but consider it may have been someone who only looked like him.

Inexplicable Transpersonal Link to Zsuzsanna:

Zsuzsanna was awake and reading about Emmet Brown’s “Great Scott” exclamations. There was no way I could have known this other than a typical transpersonal link - which is how I learned she was a real-world person (on the other side of the planet from me long before we met in waking life).

These links (NOT because of the dream state, as some people pretend - as dreams distort the link as they do everything else) regularly occur when one of us is awake and the other asleep. However, it also happens (with different dynamics) when we are both awake or asleep.

OK, I have been experiencing something of a resurgence. I think setting a strong intention to have a lucid dream is helping. If I am successful many days in a row, I start taking it for granted, and stop intending. Maybe. I'm still trying to figure out the pattern. That would also explain, though, why I was able to complete the character summoning task last night. I just thought, "it's my brain, I have control over it" and just like that, it worked.

Night 9, the night of repeated nightmare NLDs:

- I had this weird hypnagogic imagery dream where my friend kept turning into a carnivorous plant made out of eyes, AND biting my eye. Rude. It weirded me out and kept continuing, so I woke up fully and wrote it down to try and make my brain dream elsewhere. (Counting this as full since it felt very long, 1 point)
- I wrote a song about "my major"...in college/grad school? Idk. I wrote a song about my major, whatever that means. I had intense jaw pain in this dream too (this was probably real as well -- I have bruxism). (0.5 points)
- Dream that my brother was threatening to shoot me, which he would never do IRL. Quite a horrid nightmare actually. :c (0.5 points)
- I had a stalker in some endless bathroom world. I have these weird bathroom dreams a lot and have to pee when I wake up. (0.5 points)
- MORE FREAKING EYEBALLS. There was a giant eyeball watching me. I told some girl about it and I think she freaked out. (0.5 points)
- I dreamed that some guy killed someone and then panicked due to the guilt. (0.5 points)

...IDK what I ate before bed to have nothing but 6 straight nightmares in one night. Actually, I think it was pizza. Wtf man. Speaking of which, it's like 10:45 PM, I should be asleep, and I kind of want a bit of ice cream................ am I going to get round two of this?

Total = 3.5 points


Night 10, much better:

- Dream fragment about a selfie stick (0.5 points)
- Dream fragment about free art courses offered online (0.5 points)
- FINALLY A LUCID / DILD! I was with my friend and we summoned my target fictional character, and we were all walking up the stairs to a water slide! As for my character, he appeared in my peripheral vision and then in front of me almost instantly, which is interesting because I've struggled with summoning in the past. I then tried to ground myself in the dream, and it did become somewhat more vivid. I tried to go up the stairs more to ride down the water slide, because why not? Unfortunately, I then lost lucidity. (10 for DILD, + 1 for grounding, + 2 for interacting with DC, my friend, +5 for my first task, summoning a fictional character = 18 points)
- The dream morphed into something about a spooky dinosaur ride, based off of a dinosaur that was never real. But the woman operating it wanted it to be. In the same dream, I was with my cousin in a shop kind of like Costco, and there was free merchandise available there. We were riding on scooters, trying to get on the dinosaur ride, but we were about to miss the next train/car. An old lady got mad at me for letting my cousin ride on her scooter in front of me, because this was apparently rude or improper. (1 point)

Total = 20 points

Competition total = 23.5 + 53.5 = 77

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Back on track!

Night 9

- 5 dream fragments (2.5 points)
- 1 full non-lucid dream (1 point)

Night 10

- 2 dream fragments (1 point)
- 1 full non-lucid (1 point)
- 1 DILD (10 points)
- Grounding (1 point)
- Interacting with DC (2 points)
- Completing my first task, summoning a fictional character from a game (5 points)

Competition total = 23.5 + 53.5 = 77

3.9.2023

Notes from last night: Hotel, pizza, a bunch of people on the bed while couch has empty spots, 7 of 9, VLDL on sports field, watching sports game, participating in sport while on roller cart, someone died, got sympathy card

Not sure if this was all one dream [+1]

I was staying in a hotel. I think we were on vacation. Not sure who was with me, exactly. Someone got the hotel to put a pizza dispenser in their room. The pizza was pretty good. A bunch of people come over to one of the rooms, and a few of them pile onto the bed while only a couple of people sit on the couch. Something about “why doesn’t someone move to the couch?” There seems to be a guy there people don’t like, or are annoyed with, or something.

Seven of Nine does something involving a bath tub – filling it with dirt or something.

The acting group Viva la Dirt League is on a sports field. I discuss them with my Uncle, I think. A sports game starts taking place, while I go inside (the hotel?). Then I go back out. There is a lot of water around.

I walk up toward the university campus. There are some people playing a sport that is like soccer but with a volleyball. I am on a small roller cart, and I catch the ball at one point. Also, it seems to be here that I’m simultaneously in a Church service. Someone has died, and the service mentions them. Meanwhile someone hands me a sort of a sympathy card. I didn’t really know the person too well though.

3.11.2023

1:02am – bedtime

3:56am – WBTB [+2]

Took the following notes by hand:

“Lurkers-type war, bike lock; going somewhere, finding reading material, packing, trying to make a movie with a “robot” Servalan, having trouble with arm pistons. Trials in lab. Kneeling for crown.”

To elaborate:

I don’t remember much about the Lurkers-type war (Lurkers.io is a browser game that I have become kind of addicted to).

Fragment 1 [+0.5)

...I think I was trying to lock my car to something using a bike lock...

Fragment 2 [+0.5]

We are getting ready to go somewhere. I don’t think we will be gone overnight, but for some reason I want to pack my luggage anyway. It will be a longish ride, so I also want to find something to read. I look browse some magazines...

Fragment 3 [+0.5]

I was trying to make some kind of movie using a robotic imitation of the character Servalan from the TV show Blakes 7. The arms, or at least the hands, were made of pistons, and I was having trouble getting them to do what I wanted them to do...[Servalan seems to be a dream sign. I watched this show over a year ago, and I don’t think I dream much about the other characters anymore. But Servalan keeps popping up.]



Fragment 4 [+0.5]

Doing some trials in the lab, which involved running around a table. I feel that I should have been completing a circuit of the table and ending in the same spot, but I don’t end exactly where I want to. This might be acceptable though...[maybe the same dream:] kneeling for a crown...

4:13- back to bed

9:56 – awake. Took the following notes by hand:

“Man drowned in [nearby lake name] while being chased. Body not recovered. I look at lake. See guy laying near opposite bank. They say he was used to the cold or something. Is that the guy? Up into a cave.

“Sleepover at Uncle D-‘s

“Getting gas, making rhymes.”

To elaborate:

Man in lake, cave [+1]

Someone was being chased, I think by the police, and ended up going into the lake. He presumably drowned, although they never found the body. I am walking along, looking at the lake a little unsettled wondering if I will see the body. Looking across the lake to the opposite bank, I see a man lying in a sort of concrete trough. He is living, and looks like a homeless man. I get the idea (maybe from people nearby) that he is used to being out in the elements. I think it’s possible this could be the guy that was being chased. Then I start going into a small, nearby cave. It’s dark in there, and I end up leaving.

Fragment 5 [+0.5]

I am at my Uncle’s house. I am spending the night there, along with some other relatives.

Fragment 6 [+0.5]

Riding in a car with my dad. We stop to get gas. I think I am going to be pumping the gas. I make up a rhyme about pumping gas. Then I make up another. I don’t remember much of the rhymes, except that the second one was something like “now it’s time for me, to pump some gas for thee”, maybe. I used the word “thee” anyway, to rhyme. I feel almost like they were limericks, though.

3.11.2023

Only slept for about 3 hours last night. I don’t remember much dreaming, although it seems like I was dreaming about circuitry and/or coding.

3-11-23 (walked again 50 mins, B6 and zinc) WBTB Fail so disappointing.

D#1 4:22AM
I might have had a heart attack - I had a dream I was in the hospital. I was hooked up to some type of machine that had a monitor on it that I could see. There was a graph on the monitor and there was a line diagram which started at a higher point at first, but then went down to a Level No 8 and then up to a point No 12 then kept going back up. I had some wires which were connected to the machine and that apparently was monitoring my heart. During the time I was there, a nurse came in and opened the window. The curtains blew in a bit with the breeze but so did the snow. I must have been naked though I don’t recall my body at all, but I felt the individual snowflakes one by one as they flew in through the window and landed on my body. They felt wonderful. As if each one kissed me as it gently landed and then melted on my skin. I had also been asleep in the dream for a while, for a long while. I think there was another person in the bed next to me. When they were getting me ready to pack up and go, I remembered talking to a nurse and she said she thinks that I might have had a heart attack. As I was being released I was packing up some of my items, which some were scattered all around the floor and into another room as well. But I remember these socks. The socks were the Best Socks Ever. hahaha Literally, I felt incredible in these socks. They were high socks that went up and just over my knee caps, I had leggings on and I felt really good in them. They seemed to be two tones darker with lighter edges at the top toe and heel. Can’t recall exact colors. I was with two other FDC when I was getting packed up to leave. One was in the room with me and the other had gone out to the car. I heard a honk from outside which apparently was from someone who wanted the parking space of the car I was going to leave from. But I kept finding items to pack and was a bit slow at leaving. But once we left we were in the car and we were talking about who was going to drive. It felt like a long drive ahead and I was the one who wanted to drive first. Just before I left to head out to the car, I do remember the nurses all thanked me, but then I came back with a much more appreciated feeling and thanked them; I should have been the one to thanking them, they not needed to thank me. There may have been a cat in the dream. Back in the back of my mind or in the back of my thoughts, it seems vague, but this seemed like a repeat experience of another time I had been in the hospital for the same thing. A long time ago.

D#2 4:30
I was in some room and there was a kid hiding between two larger box type units. There was a space in between them that he just fit in. Maybe he was hiding. He was getting into trouble because he had this huge sandwich. He was acting like he wasn’t supposed to have it. And he ended up throwing it cuz he got mad into the room towards where I was. And then I ended up having to pick it all up. Each piece and the sloppy gooey meat, lettuce and bread pieces. I was picking it up off the floor and putting it onto a table top.

D#3 4:30
UPS Driver - We were in the back of a store front area, like in alley ways. We were all driving different directions. I was in a larger vehicle too but not driving. There were several trucks and we all seemed to be driving into the direction the others wanted to go. Trucks were backing up letting others go, and maybe even a three point turn to go the other way. So it felt like we were dodging each other trying not to hit each other to get out of the alley area.

D#4 6:56
I was in another hospital and I wanted to walk through all the corridors there. I didn’t want to visit anyone nor was I a patient in this dream. I just wanted to walk through the corridors and hallways throughout the building. I had gone to an area where I thought I’d be able to walk through, but there was a door that said do not enter and a nurse was there. I wanted to go through but she said it was a restricted area and I wasn’t allowed in. But it felt like to me that was the area where intensive care people where staying and I thought I could still walk through even though I wasn't visiting anyone. She told me I had to go out the other way, and she said I needed to take a turn to the right. I started in one direction as there were multiple hallways there and she said, no, go further to the right, well it turned out to be the most left hallway and that had a door with an Exit sign. I didn’t want to leave, (the rights and lefts were mixed up even in my dream) Anyhow, as I was walking a bit further, I came to a table area where these two girls were set up selling a basket of candy for $20. There was a man in front of me ordering one. I remember seeing tootsie rolls and other wrapped candy, but I also saw the other girl who pushed out some cookies from this silicon mold looking thing. All the cookies came out unbroken and I wondered how that was possible. They shout have been broken in the way they were being pushed out and released from that mold. Anyhow I didn’t buy one.

D#5 7:00am
I had a cup of coffee in my hand and a scroungy looking guy came up to me asking what was inside my mug and sniffed it at the same time. He was a dirty looking guy with dirty clothes, a large dirty jacket that looked old and ragged. I said i was drinking coffee. He said he was wishing for and looking for a place where he could sit down and eat or go to the bathroom. A bit later, we had walked down to an area where there was another MDC and he was going to do something for this guy. But he said oh my ankle has a pimple on it and it had started to pop. The other man disappeared from the dream at this point and I saw this other man's ankle. It was pretty swollen and as the puss started coming out it came out like a thin snake. It just kept oozing out. It was kind of gross, but then I turned to walk away and thought I have a friend who is a nurse if you need her, but then we just assumed once the puss was out his ankle would then be ok.

D#6 7:00am
Adam had some type of jacket on, it seemed colored in parts, but on the arm were two cuffs. These devices were some type of electronic device blockers that blocked any type of other technology. And these guys were approaching us thinking that they would be able to tap into our electronic equipment. Adams all nope you can’t do that with us; he said he’s got these high end technology blockers on and nothing could get through to break in. Then all the sudden they were super friendly and nice to us. They had some type of equipment themselves. It was wooden and unfolded open. It seemed old. Something from long ago. They bought it to repair it and then use it for what I don’t know. Adam knew exactly what it was and knew how to repair it and went right ahead and did so. One part was wrong and needed to be fixed so he made a couple of adjustments (I remember a no. 3) then gave it back to them, and they seemed really happy.

DF#7 There was a round table set up and had something to do with art.

DF#8 We were leaving this house and there was a door that slid sideways to open and close it and when it was closed it would keep the dog from getting out but the cat was able to squeeze through and come out underneath the gap.


WBTB Fail = 2
6 Dreams = 6
2 Dream Frags = 1

Total = 9 points

Pre WBTB - Winter Neighborhood

There is some muggy jungle scene but I can't recall much else.

I'm at a neighborhood street in the winter time. It reminds me of one I used to run as part of a route in college. Unlike how I remember, there are homeless people struggling to stay warm all across the street. The group I'm with don't have anything to give them so we feel bad.

Post WBTB - Zoomin' Through Space and Fun at the Sand Shrine

I take the Yuschak primary trigger supplement combo and get back to bed within about 10 minutes after reviewing WILD entry techniques. I lay down for sometime and wait for the vibrations. They eventually come and are fairly intense. I feel two waves of them, but no images ever form. I eventually slip off into normal sleep.

I'm back at the same neighborhood but this time it is a warm summer scene with a thriving community. I'm living with some friends of S and I. Three couples. SP is sort of the mom of the group and we're following her. We are coming home from driving somewhere and get into the house. The inside reminds me of my Grandma M's house. Specifically the bar we sit down at is reminiscent. We start unloading bags and everybody gets something. I get a giant jelly candy brick. I get up to look around the house and use the bathroom. SP or one of the other girls nearly walks in on me while I'm using the toilet, but luckily I'm standing and facing away from the door. When I go back into the hallway, I do a nose reality check out of habit. I'm lucid now.

Since a house isn't the most exciting place in the world, I decide to go outside. I leave the front door and the green grass is super vivid. I decide I should stabilize, so I rub my barefeet on the grass and the dirt. I lick the dirt for good measure and rub my hands. I do a few more nose RCs just in case. Well, if that check failed I would have looked really stupid. Oh well. Good thing I can breathe through my nose. I decided I want to fly, so I took off superman style. I hit a set of tree branches above me like a total chump immediately but it didn't hurt too bad.


Flyin' high. Made with a combination of Bing and Nightcafe image generator AIs.

I rose up into the sky and enjoyed the view of the neighborhood. I wanted to go explore more, but the world started to zoom out. Oh shit. It feels like I'm moving super fast. The world zooms out so far that I'm now in space looking at Earth. I think about the Outer Wilds Travelers' Theme song and laugh while saying the first few notes of acoustic guitar out loud. Naturally, the song starts to play. Zooming through space with music.

Outer Wilds Travelers' Theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR_wIb_n4ZU


The vacuum of space. Made with Nightcafe AI.

Into the universe I say "So, where are we goin'?" like Pippen at the council of Elrond from Lord of the Rings.

As if in answer, a pale blue cloudy planet comes into view on the space horizon. I remark that this definitely isn't earth. It doesn't have any green on it. At this point I'm just super happy I have been lucid this long. As I'm sent closer to the planet I confirm it isn't Earth. This is a desert planet.

My feet lithely (not a hint of my waking knee pain) land at the top of a shrine in a desert. There is a book with golden pages atop a pedestal. I see an attractive purple haired woman across the way near the top of the stairs leading down to the sand. She's wearing skimpy clothes, black leather with her chest showing. Her legwear isn't covering much either. No complaints. I get the sense that she is an experienced traveler, or she can guide me in some way.

"Woah! This place is so vivid!" I say.

"Yeah, it's pretty much always like that," she replies over the desert wind.

I start to follow her down the stairs and then try to pull her closer to me. She doesn't seem into it so I back off. We continue walking down the shrine area. I look at her clothes again.

Spoiler for Spicy Content:

"Soooo are you into bondage or something?" I ask.

"Well...yeah" she replies while turning a bit red.

I pin her to one of the nearby walls and start to make out with her. I slowly slip my finger behind her and down her lower back...and further.

"FUCK! I forgot how amazing this feels!" she says.


The purple-haired guide. Made with Nightcafe AI.

The dream gets unstable after that and I go into a false awakening. My body feels heavy. I try to rollover but still feel something like sleep paralysis. I have a few more false awakenings, but I eventually decide I really want to write down dreams, so I wiggle my toes and rollover. I wake up for real this time.

Supplements: Yuschak Primary Trigger Combination (3rd Attempt)
Galantamine: 8mg
Choline Bitartrate: 250mg

Default = Commentary
Blue = Dream
Dark Orange = Lucid

I'm back at nightly from the looks of it. Sweet timing.

Someone on the discord server suggested I turned The Ink Cult (A modding community I built for a game) into an open source Unity Project. From this project we rebuilt the entire game from scratch. However, Everyone was strangely egotistical and self centered along the way, Not helping the team which was exactly what led to the failure of the original devs. Finally we were done. Some guy was porting detailed textures to the levels. That’s when someone else joined. Who was it? Death. From Puss in Boots. He walked over to the texturing guy (who was personified in the unity project) and sucked his soul out like a dementor. Dude collapsed. He looked at everyone else and they ran for it. Only me and a couple other people stayed. Death said that the Cult had a curse that would kill us all one by one. While everyone else panicked (another was killed in the process) I decided to stay calm and wise. I went down and all the bathroom doors were locked and it was dark out. Spending a bit of time, I went back to Unity and summoned Death. Had a calm talk with him about the afterlife and honestly he was chill and respectful. He was talking while killing one of the devs. My goal was to convince him not to kill me, but I was left ambiguous to whether it worked. With everything happening I couldn’t help but RC. What did I find? Completely normal hands. But, I was still convinced. I went and tried fusing into the wall to teleport, but that didn’t work. So I tried my classic PR method: “Jolt Energy Bars”. I asked a parent if they had any and they said yes. I was happy to hear that but they stalled giving it to me for conversation. In that time, I woke up.