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I'm washing dirt from under my nails. I'm wondering where the dirt came from since I haven't been outside recently.

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I'm thinking about a habit that has been stressing me lately. I'm feeling guilty about it.

I've been feeling s little sickish and could feel that in my dream as well, I had a dream about work, and although I cannot legally disclose what I do at my job (9 to 5 office job), this dream felt like an official "first day" where I'll br doing yhe first thing by myself, but in the canteen. While talking to all other worker who exactly found myself at the same place I was standing at.

I also moved to Austria and I met my only friend from Austria, or at least a version of him generated by my subconscious.

I had this moment where I thought "I'm going to work and I'll be the greatest I've ever been at it" and that's when my alarm went off.

It's almost as if they felt my brain waves lol

I don't recall where it started, but I took off from somewhere. I flew over what could have been dunes, or desert shrubland. I noticed a bunch of beheaded kamikazes from Serious Sam down below, so I wanted to kill them. Once again I struggled with mid-air controls a bit, things like changing direction and stopping inertia. Anyway, I landed and attacked the kamikazes. I wanted to use a power on them but I think it didn't work, so I had to kick down a dried-up (dead) tree and use its trunk as a spear. I impaled a kamikaze on the tree trunk, which was satisfying. In a later scene, I was in a MASSIVE underground cave, still flying, fighting Voldemort and his massive army of giant eagles (from Lord of the Rings). I attacked them by ripping the feathers from their wings, and causing them to crash to the ground. I had acquired a letter of sorts. This letter had to be destroyed to "complete the plot" and vanquish evil (consider it a stand-in for the One Ring). I knew it was someone's mission to destroy it, but now that it was in my possession, I figured: "why can't I do it, and do it much faster?" So I got the letter, and dove down some kind of empty elevator shaft (still flying). I smashed the letter into the bottom of the shaft, and this supposedly "destroyed" it. However, I had a part of it still in my hand, and the text on it had changed into a message aimed it me: the letter could only be destroyed at the right time and in the right place, and presumably, by the right person. No shortcuts. I couldn't just skip three 3-hour movies and finish the whole plot in 10 minutes. Someone else had to actually complete the entire journey.

One last scene involved having to make out with a girl who had questionable mouth hygiene, and a few other details I don't care to write down here.

Tonight I remembered 3 dreams, but I’m a lazy bastard so I will write down the most interesting one. Anyway, it passed a lot of hours so I have holes in my memory.

I don’t remember the beginning of this dream. I was with pretty woman (she was my friend but I don’t know her from real life) on unspecific place, probably in some kind of city in middle of night. She ran forward maybe 20-30m from me.
-Hey, wait for me! – I said
She looked at me and gaily smiled. I approached to her.
-You know… I very like you. Very – she said.
-I feel same way to you. You are very special for me.
-Really?
-Yea!
I looked at her smiling face and grabbing her shoulders. She had long light-brown hairs and thick eyebrows. I saw streetlight reflecting in her blue eyes.
-What do you think about date tomorrow? – I asked
-It looks great!
I started to feel weird, very strong and nice feeling and my rushing heart. “Wow that must be a feeling of love. I never felt that before” I thought. My girlfriend grab my hand and we climbed on nearby hill. To the end of dream I was observing this new feeling.
The most interesting thing in that dream is that I was very aware of my feelings. It wasn’t a lucid dream nor even half lucid. But I was aware of that strong feeling. I almost started to meditate.

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I'm getting married. Scene is similar to SP and GP's wedding from last October. Grass is vivid green. I see who is meant to be the father in law up ahead, but I don't recognize him.

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Captured at Not-Nazarick
I'm my best friend D's den at his parent's house. My uncle K has been shot multiple times in the head with a pistol but he isn't going down. I can see fleshy material where the bullet went in. They keep shooting him. They test talking to him and he isn't coherent anymore, but doesn't go down. Some time later I'm hiding in a side bathroom that isn't normally there (it's normally in a different off-shoot of the room). I try to call 911 but get interrupted. The captors take me upstairs where D's room normally is, and it is outfitted as a 'hacker's room'. There are two hackers there and they have multiple monitor setups. They also have keyboards that virtually scroll vertical, and they explain that this makes them type faster. They tell me my 911 call is pointless because they blocked it. For some reason, the team of captors remind me of the staff of Nazarick from the anime Overlord (they aren't the characters though). We go to the foyer downstairs and they all crowd there. Apparently they have decided to let me go. There is an emotional goodbye (the leader reminds me of my friend JV) and then I leave through the front door.

I'm running through a gloomy version of my neighborhood with overgrown grass and deep dark green colors. I end up running through a random house through an open window, observe the living room while running, and leave through another open area without stopping. It is similar to how I was doing it in the Woods Nightmare dream. I was worried about waking the owners of the home as I ran through. I end up on a high patio, and I have the feeling that I am being tracked. The dream overall is scary, but doesn't have the same sense of dread as a nightmare.


The neighborhood. Made with Stable Diffusion.

No recall. I usually wake with something but I've been bad about writing things down. Sharing a bed with a light sleeper makes recording a challenge. Haven't found a great solution yet.

I'm climbing a spiral medieval tower. JC from work is there. There is a conversation about legacy somewhere in there.

19.03.23

Before I fell asleep…
I woke up at 0930am LT. I began to wonder that it will be good time for WBTB bc I woke up by myself directly after dream so in theory I’am in REM phase. So I started WILD. During this I recognised that I’m too rested and propably WILD isn’t a good tech for this moment so I resigned. „I will stay i my bed one minute more and I will stand up. I don’t want mess with my bio clock one day before monday” – I thought. Aaaandd…. After this one minute I just fell asleep…


Non-lucid section
I was passing near some kind of restaurant. I stopped to look what is inside and the old woman accosted me. She had white board on her chest with written sign „Good beef – 1pln per 100g” (pln is my country currency and it is circa 0.23 usd). She recommended me her beef but I said
- Sorry ma’am I’m looking inside that restaurant, not on you
- Just try it. It’s super cheap!
I checked my pocket but I left my wallet in my home
- Wait, I’ll go for my wallet
Dream scenerio has changed and now I had wallet. I paid that woman 3.50 pln (circa 0.80 usd) and I entered inside that restaurant. After ordering fries I sit down on chair.
After moment somebody seat near to me. This guy was from my company from crew recruitment department. „Oh shit. I’m sure he will start inportune me”. But no – he wasn’t inportune me. He just took a seat near me and he was waiting for his food. I thought it’s great oportunity to make „job conections” so I started convartation with him
-Do you have some news from sea world? - I asked
-Excuse me?
-Do you have some rumors or news about our job. Especially from shore department. You know – we seafarers like such topics… it’s good to keep conversations onboard.
-Ah.. not really
-Okay
I was looking on city view by window. It’s was a little bit strange because I wasn’t in my home city but I can see characteristic skyscraper.
-That is weird… I didn’t knew we have office in this city – I said
-What do you mean?
-Look – I point on the skyscraper – It’s our office. Literally, I can see name of our company on top of this building.
He didn’t even looks in this direction.


Lucid section
I made RC using nose plug technique. Person ahead of me saw that.
-What are you doing with you nose?
-Nothing important. I have runny nose, don’t mind that. Anyway, I’m going to toilet wash my hands. Wait for me.
I left that place and my „friend”. When I passed the door I was teleported into my home (not intentionally). I entered to second room, I was trying to remind my three-step goals from competition and my personal goals (ofc I know the competition is ended. I wanted to recive some of these goals just for fun). After that I summoned assault rifle. It looks like combinations of Scorpion Evo SMG and AR15 rifle. Next I checked magazine – it’s was full. I smilled. I come back and kicked closed door saying „I’M BACK!”. I just shot him. 3-5 shots in chest and 2-3 shots in head. After, I went to next room in my home and I shot my grandfather in the same way.
I felt a little bit sorry bc I killed member of my family, but this was my personal goal – do something crazy so I can breake my in-dream fears


If it was during the competition I should got:
DILD = 10p
WBTB = 2p
RC = 1p
Using object (I mean making sure my weapon is operational) = 5p

three-step task:
Basic summoning = 5p

Personal goals:
Kill someone with a rifle = 15p

Total: 38p
That's much more than I got in entire competition (33p) XDD

So this morning my girlfriend called me around 5 am and woke me up. After talking for a few minutes she hung up and I went back to sleep. About 20 minutes later I had a natural awakening from a pretty vivid dream. I shifted in my bed some and began to fall back asleep. I could feel myself falling asleep very quickly so I decided to try to stay conscious while doing so. I could feel myself slowly losing touch with reality, I could no longer feel myself lying in my bed or hear my fan running. I repeated my mantra "this dream stabilizes" over and over and a dream scene began to form.

I was in my bedroom lying in my bed. I looked over and for some reason there was a mirror on my door and when I looked in the mirror I could see myself and it looked like there was a TV on the wall behind me. I looked over to the wall but there was no TV there and when I looked back at the door the mirror was gone. I tried to push my finger through my palm but it didn't work so I then tried to pinch my nose and breathe which I could. I got out of bed and went to my bedroom door and opened it. I was hoping it would open into something cool but it was just my normal hallway. I then walked over to my garage door and could see the light was on out there so I knew someone was out there. I opened the door and my dad was in the garage. I went out and said good morning or something similar to him and went up behind him. He began to turn around and I thought that he would probably look weird when he did since this was a dream and I was right. When he turned around he had a really thin long neck that hooked into a very tiny head. It was a little freaky but I knew I was dreaming so I wasn't really scared; in fact I found it kind of funny. Then I decided to go outside. It was morning and the sun was just beginning to rise so there were still stars in the sky. I tried to fly but couldn't get too far off the ground (just like the last time I tried), so I tried the superman method and was able to fly high into the sky. I flew for a few seconds before I woke up.

I'm not really sure if this technically counts as a WILD or not but this was the first time I've ever entered a dream directly. I have had to stabilize dreams before which brought on a new dream scene, but this was a little different. Also it was pretty weird feeling myself lose touch with reality as I fell asleep, but I'm glad I had this experience so I know (partially at least) what a WILD feels like.

Original post taken from Howie in the Articles Section (https://www.dreamviews.com/wiki/The-...tion-Technique). Copying it here for my reference to improve meditation and WILD capabilities.

1. 61 point relaxation technique


This figure illustrates 61 points on the body. To do this exercise, you need to memorize the sequence of points. (This is not difficult, because the points are arranged in a simple pattern) They begin at the forehead, travel down and up your right arm, then across to your left arm, down to your torso, down and up your right legs, then back up your torso to the forehead.

2. Focus your attention on one point at a time
Begin at your forehead, focus your attention between your eyebrows and think of the number one. Keep your attention fixed at point one for several seconds until you feel that your awareness of the location is clear and distinct. Think of yourself being located at this point. Before moving on to the next point, you should feel a sense of warmth and heaviness at this spot.

3. Move through each point in sequence
In the same manner, successively focus your attention on each of the first thirty-one points. Proceed slowly, and imagine you self being located at each point as you reach it. Feel the sense of warmth and heaviness before moving on. Do not allow your mind to wander. At first you may find this difficult to do: you will find that at times you suddenly will forget that you are doing the exercise and start daydreaming or thinking about something else. IF you lose your place, return to the beginning or the last numbered point you attended to, and continue. Practice with thirty-one points until you can attend to them all in sequence without daydreaming or losing track.

4.Extend your practice to include all sixty-one points
When you can attend to thirty -one points in sequence, repeat steps 1 and 2 with all sixty-one points. Practice this until you can do all points without losing your focus. Now you are ready to use this exercise with lucid dreaming induction techniques.


This technique was acquired from Exploring The World Of Lucid Dreaming, by Stephen Laberge and Howard Rheingold. ( Figure was adopted by Exercise without movement by Swami Rama [Himalyan Institute, Honesdale, PA.])

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I'm at my desk at work. There is an older man sitting by me but I don't recognize him. He is holding an internet router with ethernet cables coming out of four different directions on it. He seems excited to have this device. There was more but I took too long to record. Snooze alarms may be having a strong negative impact on my recall.

Wednesday March 15th 2023
Not much was done today besides being online in a lucid. I found really interesting websites and books online so spent a good amount of time reading. Nothing too noteworthy.
There was an issue with a website being raided but just banned from life the people annoying us and when there was an issue due to the disappearance just automatically teleported anyone that disagreed inside of a wattpad story that I found online about weird ant creatures enslaving humanity. Adding new characters made it more entertaining for sure.

Tuesday March 14th 2023
OH! Uncle you are sexy.
I am home reaching out to the kitchen. Become lucid and just create a cake in my hands then teleport over to another world and create an apple and start eating it.
As I keep moving around the house also drink some water, jump out of the house and start flying towards our volcano and sit at the top, watch the sun set and that’s all I do for that night.
Back to sleep.
I am talking to husband, become lucid while doing so and then decide we have talked enough. Tell him to go about his daily business and teleport myself to another planet.
The first place I get over to is not really that interesting and just teleport again to a new location. This one seems better, it has huge oceans and interesting underground mazes that I would like to explore.
So do just that; first thing I do is teleport to some kind of underground maze, it isn’t exactly closed off to all types of light though, some of the rocks reflect it nicely and you can actually see light on the place, which has allowed for certain types of plants to grow here such as moss.
Not only that, due to the underground set up it gets a natural fountain of water; there are quite a lot of holes all around the place that have water falling through in a beautiful mini waterfall system that gives birth to a not so small pond with lots of animals. I am mostly interacting with such creatures and investigating, grabbing the moss and just chilling there before waking up.
Back to sleep.
Reading something online. Become lucid and decide I will not be on the computer anymore and teleport back to the same location I was on before. Keep on enjoying the place and walk around.
As I am exploring see a little kid fainted on one of the water openings blocking the water. First move him out of the way so he doesn’t block the water anymore but then think that leaving a human alive in this place will make it dangerous and he will potentially kill many creatures while trying to leave so pick him by the collar and teleport outside of the place along with the kid.
The kid had fainted so it was alright, the issue came when I came out and a bunch of people came over to me and told me that this kid is actually their family member and thank me since he had gone missing like 2 weeks ago along with his uncle and they thought the worst had happened.
Use Scan and the kid is actually healthy and there should be no problem, prepare to leave when they invite me inside… annoying! Tell them I will be leaving instead but they insist and the bad part is that I feel like will be waking up.
Get invited some tea and also scrambled eggs, the people living in this house are filthy rich but the house is somewhat poor looking and seems to be falling on some places wonder why. Allow myself to wake up while sipping my tea after finishing the eggs.
Back to sleep.
I am on a bed, become lucid while getting up and realize I must have fallen asleep in the dream while awake and they moved me here.
The father thanks me again and says he is glad that I am ok, but he is still worried about his brother. They ask me if the brother was anywhere on sight and tell them no, from what I saw the kid was alone and must have wandered for a while to faint.
I see the kid come by and say thank you to me, it seems he has changed clothes and is now awake, he is very happy that he got saved and sorry to have followed his uncle without permission.
The parents start to scold him and then I prepare to leave when the father stops me… they take me up where they show me where one can enter to the cave system which is part of the house and falling due to the excess in water and ask me how I got there in the first place. I tell them that I went there from a different location and the father tells me that is bull. Ignore him and just mind control them while I go to the bathroom, go over to the kitchen and finish my tea and then prepare to leave but some loud thud wakes me up.
Back to sleep.
I am sitting on a table. Become lucid while getting down and remember about the people I mind controlled… damn woke up before being able to dispel it. Go back up and dispel the magic then prepare to leave when the dad grabs me menacingly.
I just sigh and think that it will be fixed faster if I just show them. Use Scan and tell him he doesn’t knows everything about this location then go over to one of the walls that is half destroyed giving to a 10meters fall down to the caves and make it fall by pushing it, then tell him to watch below, where he sees one of the rooms actually connects to the caves but it can’t be seen normally unless the wall was taken off.
The wife complains about the state of the house since it fell off so easily, but I just used more strength than humans can use. Tell them that I will go look for the uncle since they can’t follow me because of how deep it is and jump down. They tell me that the uncle will take me for my reward once I get him.
I go down and prepare to go into one of the holes when I see a hot guy around 35 or so. He is around my height, has blonde hair but a beautiful brownish skin colour. Ok I am interested.
Go over to him and he greets me excitedly from one of the holes on the wall “How did you not get hurt, are you one of them?” he says, scan the location and see there is a tribe of people with magic, tell him that I am from a different location and he just says ok while jumping down the hole.
There is a lot of water that splashes and it gets my clothes wet, think about taking the water off but the guy is hot so I just keep talking to him. I show him a few creatures and he tells me he knows them, but couldn’t get close to them.
I touch them since they are kind of afraid of me and explain a bit about their biology. It seems like he is especially interested in the red salamander that is twice our size, but it is pretty much harmless. Only thing it eats is moss and lots of water from the wells. He is super amazed and asks me if I want to go with him to his brother’s mansion in the sea “No, I don’t like him” tell him, he chuckles and says that’s understandable.
He also mentions there are even greater creatures at the ocean where he is at and I don’t need to talk to the brother, which I agree with. I grab the guy and prepare to go flying but he actually freaks out a bit and falls down. Oh come on!
He goes on to get on a flying motorcycle and asks me if I need a ride. Decline it while flying over to him and taking off his shirt “Maybe you need one” tell him and follow along.
We go over to the sea, it is quick since his flying motorcycle is super-fast and so it’s only like 10 minutes of travel, he complains that his machine can’t catch up to me flying though and he starts flirting back.
We talk for those ten minutes of travel and once we arrive he directs me towards the sea/ocean and tells me he will talk to his brother. Wait for him hovering above and then his brother comes up.
He wants to give me a reward which I decline again and the guy stubbornly goes inside to get it. I start flying towards the coast and the brother follows along and then gets on a boat as I go deeper into the ocean.
The next thing I know is that I want to watch from close but always have that dread of the sea. Fly down and first adjust my lungs to be able to breathe underwater; it feels weird having such a liquid instead of gaseous object go through my nose and over to my lungs and it takes a while to get accustomed.
The brother without my knowledge was next to me on his boat. Then I feel something on top of me, so fly out and see that it was his pants… “You are underwater” he says, I am drenched obviously and I am a bit confused, but his half-nude self is entertaining enough “Why don’t you get undressed, before you get sick due to being overly wet”, not sure if that was an invitation but then I feel several creatures coming over.
Between sex or just making out with a random hot DC and fighting the fight wins 100% of the time. Tell the uncle to get lost and he asks why while a giant squid jumps out of the water and lounges at me, I block its tentacles and when it tries to stab me with its hooks they just break and only manage to damage my clothes.
I just heal my clothes and toss the squid away then teleport the guy away from us and tell him to get lost again “At least tell me your name” he says “Hukif” I reply while moving the water to force him out of my way as I go deeper into the sea and then go inside water and reach deeper into the ocean.
A giant fish creature comes at me from the side nearly eating a boat so I punch it out of the way and then prepare to attack again when I feel something beneath me coming up really fast. Damn these waters are DEEP, and we are only a few kilometres away from the coast.
I look down and only see a giant shadow getting darker, so look from above using Scan and see a small ship, me on the water and something that looks like an eye. I am around 1/10th of the size of the iris. The thing turns violently making giant tides move everywhere and I go back to controlling my body with a single consciousness.
It starts trying to eat me and while it does so I use a mix of teleportation plus super speed to eat the creature before it gets the chance to bite me. The sudden disappearance of the body and the speed made a huge explosion underwater happen and then it came back down from all locations, filling the void the creature left behind. I tried to create enough barriers to protect non hostile creatures. Why I got attacked by the top creature of the ocean is beyond me, but it always happen and it was quite entertaining.