Mah Journal

I started off in front of what was apparently some sort of hydro or power plant station thingy. There was barren land surrounded by a fence and many white/grey buildings. There were some people playing on this swing, but it was on a really weird bouncy string. When the girl swang on it it went all the way around the pole it was attached to. I decided to try it too; it was quite fun.

Later on I became some WoW character and I kept trying to kill this spider and dieing... there was a giant cave with a cellar in it, and I don't remember much else.

I started off at around the DU/HP part of the city. I was sitting on this skateboard and speeding myself around (I don't have the coordination for standing on one ). It was nighttime. I passed through loads of teenagers, fearful of getting into some quarrel with any of them.

After skateboarding around (which was quite fun really), I somehow ended up skateboarding through the tomb of Tal Rasha, which apparently led straight to Lut Gholein. ST and someone else were trying to keep up with me.

When I arrived at the town my dream changed to me looking at myself play D2 MXL. ST was playing too now. He wanted to duel. He had some sort of reanimator character, and I had a javazon. The first time we both killed each other and died within a second of each other. The second time he almost killed me. I had some sort of summon that I kept trying to summon, but his reanimates kept killing them. Eventually I just ran around the town and avoided him while spearing him and his minions with some sort of javelin spell that went through walls.

This brought me to some random room with my mom. I was really angry at her for no apparent reason and was fighting with her. She kept holding me back. Finally I saw her conjure fire with her hands. I then tried it, and succeeded (of course when I'm non-lucid -.-). I sprayed it at her face but it seemed to have no affect on her. Then the dream ended.

I know I had a pretty long and vivid dream, but I can't remember it. All I can remember are these two FAs:

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I was in my living room holding a white bowl. WA was about to throw up. I figured that if he did so in the bowl it would be easier to clean up. I let him barf in it and then I washed the bowl out in the sink.

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I was looking through my fridge for some breakfast, and saw some blueberry pancakes. I thought they would indeed be delicious, but I had to finish the mac n cheese too before it went bad. Which one to choose?

I started off at some random person's place, apparently my relative's place. I was with KA, and I think my cousins or something. I think SU was there. I remember being on a boat too, since outside of the house was a lake. When we were on the boat we watched some guys on another boat get their boat flipped over. Somehow they flipped up again and they were fine, not even wet.

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Not sure what I was doing at first, but I ended up looking over a bridge or high platform of some kind. There was a large vehicle that looked like a building; I think it was a space ship or something. I was looking over and wondering how to get down there. I thought that it would be so easy if I were in a dream! Wait a minute...

Realizing I was actually in a dream, I rejoiced as I did a nose pinch RC to confirm (don't want to end up jumping off a bridge IRL xD). I then jumped over and landed on the ground.

When I was close up to the space ship thingy it more resembled a subway. As I stepped in it shrank and basically became a subway car. It started travelling between stops, but it was outdoors, not underground.

Then I wanted to destroy things. I tried to summon fire, but like in all other dreams, I was for some reason unable (even though I can summon guns and bows quite easily -.-). Then as I looked out of the subway (the ceiling seemed to be gone now so I could see the environment around us) I saw the moon with a bunch of other planets. I think the sky was purple. I decided to experiment; I put my hands up and willed the moon towards me.

The moon slowly came to my. I was able to touch it! It felt like a giant inflatable bouncy ball. I poked it a few times, then slapped it and launched it across the sky.

I tried again to summon fire, but I closed my eyes while doing so. The dream scene was about to shift, but then it faded and I awoke.

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I was watching Sylvanas from WoW as the Dark Queen trying to defeat some undead knight guy. She was really weak against him. The guy was taunting her about how the Dark Queen would be more powerful. That was the end of it.

The first dream was in a large foresty setting, a lot like the ranch. There was some woman chasing me and trying to catch me. The catch was that I seemed to be a vampire, or some sort of supernatural being, and I could easily outdo her. It's kinda funny because I was actually scared of her too.

At first I just kept trying to outrun here. Then there was a huge mass of trees, and a trail in it. I grabbed onto one of the thin-trunked trees and started climbing. The tree wasn't very high at all, maybe only a person or two higher than me, but it was enough so that the woman couldn't catch me. She caught up to me, and just stood at the bottom of the tree, staring at me with hatred.

I resumed my flight from her and jumped from tree to tree. It was quite fun despite my genuine fear of her. Eventually I ended up in this wooden building with huge cages of trees and leaves and branches tucked into them. Apparently it was the supply room for some guy who was supposed to be the "fire maker" and make all the fires on the property.

I quickly went to one of the cages and tore open a hole in the metal. I climbed my way through various pieces of tree and just sat in the middle of it. It was slightly stuffy and hard to breathe. I calmed myself and hoped that somehow the giant hole would go unnoticed.

Eventually these two random guys joined me. I don't know who or what they might have been, but they seemed to be running away from this woman as well. They cleared out the inside of the cage thing so that it was like a room. They set up a bed for themselves. That's all I remember of that dream.

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I was on some icy mountain or something. I had a car with me, and my opponents who seemed to be MA and her sister, and maybe KA too, had a car as well. We were casting spells or something, trying to defeat each other. It was very WC3 like. All I remember is hopping into one of the cars and speeding away. The others pursued me, pretty much beat me at whatever the goal was, but I wouldn't give up. I ended up driving over this large, steep hill that had wood on it. I drove around and tried to evade them, but the dream ended.

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I remember being on a beach with just about the whole class. The waves were getting really high, and we were worried that it would flood. The beach was small and surrounded by a fence, and we couldn't go anywhere. We just stood at the opposite end of the water and hoped that we would be safe. Then JO and JA climbed the fence and landed in a backyard that was behind us. The backyard was in a little dip in the land. They still couldn't get out, but at least it was farther away. But at the same time, there was a dip, so it would be easily flooded there too. That's all I remember.

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I was at some little cottage with some people. KA and V were there. I wanted to show V some things I had crafted. I went to a little room and searched for them so I could take them to him. Then I found some drawing of some kind of "princess-ish" horse, the kind that you would draw when you're a four year old little girl. The funny thing was that I somehow knew that it was some kind of drawing done when I was four-years-old, but yet it was done so amazingly well. It looked so realistic. It was white with a golden-colored mane and some other random ornaments. That dream ended there.

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In my final dream, I was watching a little restaurant. One of the people was Manwell from Fawlty Towers. The owners of the restaurant were trying to get him some sort of special bread from the store beside them. It was some kind of oil fat whole wheat bread or something. Finally Manwell went to that store, and totally ordered the wrong thing. That was the end of it.

I started off in a room with a bunch of people. We were apparently making a D2 mod. A bunch of stuff happened that I can't remember. I remember seeing a bunch of zergling eggs spread about.

The mod ended up not succeeding. But I was invited to some party by the guy running it. The party, for some reason, was in Japan, so I didn't end up going.

Then I was with my mom, and she was looking through SA's stuff. There was some book that seemed to be like screenshots of her facebook pages. For some reason I didn't want my mom to look through them, so I kept taking the book and trying to distract her. Then it ended.

I started out on a bus. I was coming home with my sister apparently. She was with me, wearing her black coat. She had to get off a stop before mine, so I decided I would get off there and walk with her. We passed by a little park with a colorful playground and woodchip floor. On one of the railings my green sweater was hanging. I was confused as to how it had gotten there, but I shrugged and figured that I must have had left it there.

Then I was watching the screen of myself playing a D2 mod. There was some boss that was added in that apparently replicated the D3 boss. When I went to the level it turned everything a turquoise color. I had a pally. He was too strong so I TPed out, only to find that he somehow turned up there and kept following me.

I also have something written down about a computer and some other illegible word, but I can't remember anything about it.

I started at first on some sort of ride or something. There were seats, and FR and DA were there. I scowled; I hate them. I was with KA and some others. We sat down in the row in front. I was talking to KA in some "secret language" that was really just talking with a really high pitched voice. But it was so mussy that no one else seemed to understand. I also kept making these high pitched sounds that would lift us off of the ground and let us float.

Somehow I ended up walking at some park. JO was there and he tried to put his arm around me. I pushed him away. Then some random blonde guy came to me and did so. I let him. He was really tall. I hugged his as we walked; I really liked him.

Then we were getting ready to fly or something, and I took his hand in my and twined my fingers around his. The next thing I knew we were in a sort of sling, and I was making my weird high-pitched noises to make us fly.

I started off at some building, a highrise. I think my sister was moving there or something, I can't quite remember. It wasn't a very nice building.

I was helping her get some stuff up to her apartment. Every time I went into the elevator, it seemed to just get smaller and smaller. There was once where I had to lie down on my side and straight as I could, but I hadn't noticed that my foot was sticking out a bit. It got caught in the door or something. I tugged at it but it wouldn't come out. As it started moving I prayed that nothing bad would happen. To my luck, when the floor above came, it just pushed my foot out. I was so relieved.

Then a few times I didn't get out of the elevator fast enough, and so I had to suffer being in the cramped little thing as it went to other floors. To get out I literally had to throw myself out of it to avoid getting caught by the door again.

Then I was at school. The classroom we were in was huge and there were a lot of people. There was a supply teacher. I really had to take a shit, and so I asked the teacher to go to the bathroom. She was nice to me, but she seemed to only want to let me go if I had some kind of disorder or something. I told her that I just needed to "go". Finally she let me go.

I ended up going out onto AN St. for some reason. Apparently I needed to go there to get to the bathroom. I ran along the street, going nowhere.

Then I was back in that classroom again. RE had left her dog ZO with us for some reason. She was sitting in my lap. It was lunch time now. There were these apple and hummus treat things in front of us. I ate a few, and asked the people around me if they thought it would be safe if the dog had a few. We all thought it was weird how RE had just left the dog here.

Then it was recess. I was looking at the monkey bars. I saw MA and AN. We were talking about how MA used to be able to jump to the 6th bar and whatnot. I had trouble jumping to the 5th one at this point.

The last dream was me watching myself playing D2. It was some kind of MXL tournament, and I had to get to a certain place first. I was playing a bowazon. My opponent was a Barb who started with me. At first we were both killing the enemies, then I started to run through. He followed. I put a point in that skill that gives extra run speed, and I sped ahead of him slightly. Then I turned around and shot him with a few Dragonforce, and he went down. I continued on running. I was sure to win this now.

At first I was at school, in Mrs. G's classroom. I saw Mrs. M walk into our class. She briefly waved and said hi, but then left to the other classes. I asked Mrs. G why she wouldn't come in or anything, and she said that there had apparently been some quarrel between Mrs. M and the "higher-ups."

She walked to the doorway again. She was wearing that green jacket again. I ran to her and greeted her. Then we went to the hallway, and we embraced. I started crying.

"It was so horrible that last year..."

I said it so quiet that I don't know if she heard. She seemed really upset too.

Then I was at school, but in a different room. It had a big projector screen. We were watching or listening to something. Mrs. G was telling us an assignment, something to do with picking a song. Earlier I had walked by the hallway and heard Mrs P's class doing it, and they got to pick their songs. And so I raised my hand and told Mrs. G that we should get to pick too. After a bit of hesitation she agreed. I decided that I would probably pick "The Old Ways" by Loreena Mckennitt, since it's probably my all time favorite song. Then the projector started playing random songs, as if it knew our favorites. One came on that was a LM song, and I thought it was The Old Ways at first, but then I realized that it wasn't.

Then I was outside, in my mom's car. She was dropping me off at school, even though it was apparently after school. I saw MA on her bike waving at me. I waved back. When I got out, everything was snowy. Then MA biked toward me with a bag of candy, but she seemed to be angry with me for some reason, and she went right past me.

The last part is just a fragment; I remember seeing a square of rainbows.

I was at school. Mrs. M was there. She was wearing a green jacket. When I went up to her though, she changed, and became someone that was dressed as her. It was a guy. He had a curly haired wig on, large black eyes, odd features that I can't really describe. He had an odd voice too. I felt he was familiar for some reason, and I kept asking him who he was, but he refused to answer and just told me some other things.

I also remember a fragment of going to a theme park with some people, but I can't remember much of it.

I started off in a dream with KA. We were at our new school, and trying to figure out the way around. We were going to all these "sample classes" to see what it would be like.

After our first few classes, we started to go home. My mom was there. There were a ton of buses. The building was mostly glass with grey beams. For some reason my mom told me to go on a different bus that apparently went down my street. Her and KA went on a different bus.

I had no clue where the bus was going. I got off at some random stop in the middle of nowhere. It was a grey day outside. The grass around me was dark green. Sort of gloomy. I started to walk a bit along the road to where my house's road should be.

I found myself at a little restaurant or plaza. I asked a nice young couple if they knew where my street was. They pointed at a direction. I followed it, and found a bus stop on that street. Then my mom was suddenly there, telling me how happy she was that I had found my way.

In the next dreams, I was lucid. I was in a stark white room. It had a few big steps to use as benches, a metal rail in the middle of it, and some smaller steps on the side. I examined the place in my dream, noting that everything was white but the metal rail, the door hinges which were bronze or silver, and some of the doors which were an ugly pale flesh pink.

I was with KA in this room. Somehow I was convinced that she might be a DC, so I proceeded to persuade her that this was a dream. I started telling her so, and after the first few tries she realized, in shock, that she was dreaming. I told her to plug her nose and breathe through it. Then she walked over to a window and looked at the city below; it was pretty, unlike one we'd ever seen.

Then I started summoning people. Looking at the door in that white room, I said,
"I summon... someone totally RANDOM!!!!" while throwing my hands toward it.

BE, of all people, came through the door. I chuckled. He walked in hastily, looked at us, and mumbled something that included a lot of swearing. Me and KA laughed hysterically. I can't remember exactly what we did after that.

Then, I was in the room again. It seemed like a day had passed, and this was actually a different dream in a different night. Me and KA were there again. I summoned a random person at the door again, and JU came out. I was glad. I talked to him, but I don't remember much of it. Afterwards, he said he was ashamed that he didn't realize who I was.

Then, in the "third night", me and KA were walking around our old playground. We were trying out lucid powers. I remember one part where we were running, but I couldn't run fast enough with the dream gravity, and so I just put out my hands and started hovering forward. Then I decided to try out some magic, but I couldn't bring up any fireballs or elemental things. However, I could take out "guns"; if I made my hand into the shape of a pistol, and made a "pow!" sound while pretending to shoot it, it would actually shoot. I then used my air machine gun again, and invisible bullets shot my targets. Me and KA laughed about it. I was a little disappointed that I couldn't do anything cooler than guns though.

In another dream, I was in the mafia, apparently as the hoe. We were in the building of some important person. They were carrying out their plan to assassinate him. They told me to go in and give him a gun that they gave me to distract him. I took it through the large glass door and put it on his desk.

I heard a gun shot, and the bullet hit something beside the man. He cursed and called for security. I then decided to get on his good side and recommended that he ducked. As I saw security come down, they were just normal people dressed in beige clothes.

"Don't security people usually have guns n' stuff?" I asked, feeling it was a sort of childish question.
"No, no," the guy responded.
"Well then, how are they gonna defend themselves at times like this?"

But that dream faded there.

In the next and final dream, I was playing MXL with a random person. We were just killing random stuff when some level guy popped into our game. He started saying that he wanted a rush and whatnot. I told him that it was boring to rush since there was nothing to do afterward. The guy scoffed at me and left.

Then I was out of the game, and decided to make a new one, but I accidently made it private. I then realized my friend wouldn't be able to join, and so I quit that one, apologized, and made another public one. Can't remember what happened after that, and then it ended.

Edit: suddenly remembered another fragment.

I was looking through the fridge and saw my mom's bag of Maltesers. I was really hungry and I asked her if she wanted them since she hadn't eaten them forever. She told me not to eat them because she wanted them and I already had one. I shook my head in frustration. The only other thing to eat was a giant slab of dark chocolate, which was really nasty in large quantities. I closed the fridge door and looked for something else to eat.

Notes:
- Weird that I can't summon stuff like elements, but I can summon guns. I've never been a sci-fi fan, but a big fantasy fan.

I started off the dream at some random basement of a house with KA, LI, and VI. It was apparently JU's house and she was having a birthday party. We were sleeping over down here (for some reason seperated from the rest of the people). I had forgotten to buy her a present somehow (so nice eh?), so I was scrambling for stuff. Then I realized that I had some money on me; I would give her that. I then scrambled for some paper and a pencil to make a card.

As I searched for paper, I opened a creaky closet door. Inside there was a random toilet. I shut it again and looked over, and my friends were giving me that "Shit look who's there!" look. I saw it was apparently JU's mom. She asked me what I was doing. I gave the deer-in-headlights stare. Then she asked if I had dropped something there, and I said that I had.

Then I was outside. It was a grey day. There were these grey buildings that looked out onto some murky sort of beach pool thing. At some point I became lucid, though I can't remember much of it. The last thing I remember is chasing V.

In another dream, I was at some pew with a random blonde man. I was licking his neck and shoulders and kissing his face. But at the same time he was being judged by a jury. The jury said he was guilty, and then I saw myself stand up. But I was totally decked out in this black cocktail dress with a fuzzy boa and many jewels, and a hat too. I was mad at the jury and started yelling at him. Then it ended.

I started off at AN. St. I was apparently going to school with KY and V. It was a snowy day, and we had just gotten off the bus. We decided to detour a bit so that we could miss a little bit of class.

When we got there, I was sitting beside KY on some wood-edged floor. Below me there seemed to be a marshy sort of creek. I was reading a book about ancient Egypt, and looking at all the pictures of the drawings. I saw some indents on the pages too, as if I had attempted to draw something but tried to erase it. Then, we looked out the window in front of us, where it was snowing, and we saw V leading two or three kids who were apparently his little siblings. I thought that he must have used that as an excuse to leave school.

Then I was with my friends in some sort of ballet studio. There was supposed to be a show, but I had never done this before, and no one had told me what to do. They told me to pick out a costume, and I thought about being a flower, but they said that I would just have to stand there and do nothing the whole time. I didn't want to do that. I also decided that I would use my black tutu and a purple top with white or black leggings.

I asked MA if she could tell me what to do in terms of the dance, and she started reciting the dance to me. Then there was one step where I was sitting and had to jump up with my hands in the air, but I couldn't do it. I told her that, and she seemed to get angry. She told me I couldn't do it.

The last part of my dream, I remember briefly being in a playground with my friends.

In the first dream I was doing something (but I can't remember what), and started to realize that it was odd (I think it was a FA, and I was getting up and doing something). I then realized that I might be dreaming, and so I did a RC to confirm, and I was lucid.

I can't remember what I did at first, but I ended up in some restaurant at the upstairs of some building, sort of like the dining area at TR. KA and some others were there. I decided to try to persuade KA that she was dreaming to see her reaction:

"KA, you're dreaming!"
"Oh, that's nice."
"No! I'm lucid! Wake up! You're in a dream!"
"Huh?"
"I said you're not in real life!"
"Um okay then?"

At this point the dream faded.

The next dream was mighty long. I was with summer camp again, but yet there were people from school and some teachers too. We were going on a long trip. We had arrived at some cabin. I had gotten bitten by a few mosquitos, and one of the bites really hurt. I asked the teachers/counsellors if they had afterbite, and they said they didn't, but maybe they could go get some from a nearby store. I told them that I would pay for it if they could get it for me.

Then we ended up on some bus or train.

Later I was at the "school" again, though it wasn't my school at all. I had apparently brought my little guitar, and I was searching frantically for it. Once I had found it I carried it off with me and into the building. It was a grey and white colored scheme, mostly concrete. I went to one of the top floors. There there was my big guitar, and I started fretting over it, and totally forgetting that I had the little guitar. Then there were some more guitars, one of them purple, and I admired it along with some other guys around it. Then we were apparently supposed to go to music class, but I wanted to play the purple guitar. So as another class entered the room and my class gone, I was still playing the purple guitar. When they had settled I started to rush off to the music room with my own big guitar and hoping that the music teacher wouldn't be angry at me for being late.

Then I briefly remember being on the highway with my grandmother in the car.

Then we arrived at a Nofrills and we bought some food.

After that I had a FA where I woke up and decided to make a milkshake with fruits in it. I poured some blackberries and some other random berries and grinded them with food processor. It turned out a bit watery, but only half of the glass was full, so I could add other things. I thought about how ice cream would make it thicker, but I didn't have any of that. Then I thought that maybe bananas would thicken it. We had two left, I thought. I remember grinding it up and seeing the peel lying in it, but that was the end of the dream.