Mah Journal

I was in some random room with a bunch of classmates. It seemed like it was some sort of banquet or something. There was a table of food at one end of the room. The walls were white and the floors a navy blue carpet. The many tables were covered with white table cloths and the chairs were black metal.

I was trying to avoid something for some reason, but I don't know what it was. All I know is that people kept repeatedly lining up and I would have to hide myself. One particular time JO was there. He had left a navy blue striped shirt on a table, and his head was down, so I grabbed it and sniffed it. Somehow this disguised me.

Eventually I was at the food line up, just about to get to the table. SI then came with a grin and shoved her way in front of me. "Oh no you don't!" I said, poking her playfully. I then swerved around her and took my place in front of her.

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I was at TR again, or had been it seemed. I was with KA and we were apparently going back home from some sort of weekend trip. It was Saturday, and I wondered if we could stay an extra day and go home on Sunday, but no one seemed to be doing that.

The train was like a moving wood cabin. It had nice big windows, and all the walls, ceilings, furniture, and floors were stained wood. I saw RE sitting on one of the benches, and I took a seat beside her and started talking to her. I wondered if she really wanted to talk to me though, considering how reluctant she had been (IRL).

Somehow I ended up looking through a random sketchbook. It was filled with sketches, in color and done digitally, of all my friends, but underwater and as mermaids. There were many of them that I was very happy with.

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I was chatting with AN online. We got into some discussion about walking, and I told him that I walked to the CNT and back from my house, and that walking was easy. SOmehow I got away from the computer. JO then went onto it and saw the chat. AN had said "Can you please just leave me alone?" to which JO responded "Ok I'm very sorry about that ". I was annoyed because I looked so submissive. I wanted to go back and tell him that it wasn't me but he had already logged off.

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I was with CH. She had had problems with her watch and asked me if I knew how to fix it. I ended up struggling to open the battery compartment, but eventually it popped out. Inside there was a flower but it was covered by some black flower made of fabric. I put the watch back together and that was the end of it.

I was sitting in art class. It was rather dark in the room. I think we were presenting projects or something. I think I was sitting with JO and NI, and we seemed to be looking at some sort of table-top projector, sort of like in those sci-fi movies.

I think I woke up after this, but I had the intention of LDing. I slowly faded into sleep again.

It was odd. For the longest time I was caught in between, unsure if I was actually going to be successful. It was odd, because I was seeing darkness, and I tried to walk; I could feel my dream body flailing and moving, but yet at the same time I felt my real body. It was odd, trying to control the two at the same time, making sure my real body didn't move, but trying not to let go of the control of my dream body.

I eventually got my eyes open. Then I knew I could probably jump into the dream state.

I was wondering around some city at first. I wasn't totally in control of how the story went, but I knew I was dreaming. I think I was looking for someone or something, or maybe someone was after me.

There was a sturdy rectangular building made of concrete. It was pale yellow with green trim. I decided I should hide in there, so I went up to it and tried to break the glass. Even though I knew it was a dream, I was scared that the glass was going to hurt me. I punched it a few times and felt it wobble under my hand, and eventually hit it a bit harder. It shattered and I jumped in without harm.

Somehow i ended up in some apartment in the building. I was sitting on a couch and watching TV with a bunch of people from school. JO was beside me. I wanted to cuddle with him, and I turned to look at him. He put his head on my shoulder. I hugged him and nuzzled his hair.

Eventually I ended up in some large store, seemed like a mix between Home Depot and Wal-Mart, but there was a large candy dispensing area too. KR and KE were there. I think we were going to get some candy, and I was thinking about getting some blue gummies. It ended there.

At first I was at school. I was outside of my locker. IR and some others were there. It was the day before march break. For some reason I had some extremely large locker; it was like a room inside. I could step inside of it and there's still be so much excess space.

We could hear the people in the music room. They were studying music. There was something about LM's music in there. I mentioned to the people around me that she was my favorite artist.

Eventually I ended up running around the school, and that's when I became lucid. The school kept switching between my old and new school. The familiar north staircase was there, and I was running up its ugly green and yellow stairs. Eventually I reached the top and I was with KA and KR.

Me and KR started playfully fighting. We exchanging kicks and blows. Even though I knew I was dreaming, I was scared of feeling a blow from her.

Eventually I ran away. I think I tried to fly at first, but it wasn't working. I went up some stairs and launched myself horizontally, parallel (and very close to) the floor. I sped like a rocket. I then moved my arms and legs as if I were galloping like an animal, and I sped along the hallway. The hallway turned into the second floor where the office was. I also tried to throw fireballs at KR, but my attempts failed.

I ended up at some random grassy area afterwards. I was inside a giant bubble. I was playing some sort of game, and it had to do with eating the most. There was two other competitors. There were little jelly balls everywhere, almost like tapioca, and some random large gummies. I could see a scoreboard.

I started pulling in the giant gummies. I remember distinctly a giant red gummy horse. It was strange; its anatomy was perfect. I started gnawing on its shoulder till I ate it completely. I then finished off with the little tapioca balls. In the end I somehow won this "competition".

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Some fragment of me playing some video game... it was really old and pixelly, RTS style. It was a desert setting; I was fighting against pterodactyls and giant bugs or something.

I was out on some random residential street. It was nighttime it seemed. Suddenly a large squad of police was there, roaming around the neighborhood. Apparently someone around there had been smoking crack or something (don't ask O.o), and they were searching for the person. They had multiple brown and black hounds that were sniffing up the ground and barking. There were also some policemen in these weird netted suits. I could smell this "crack"; there was a slight burned scent in the air.

Eventually I got away from this. There was something about some building and KR and some others. The last I remember was I was in some room with lots of food. I was lucid. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't take that much notice or control over it. I remember thinking something about how I was dreaming and i could do anything, and that meant eating off of this random table of sweets. I particularly remember sipping from a mug of hot chocolate, but can't remember much else other than that.

Can't remember where I was, but it seemed to be some sort of park or something. It was the end of a bigger and more eventful dream, I know that much for sure, but can't remember what it was. There was this random guy that apparently liked me. At first I said that I didn't want him, but I ended up making out with him.

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I was at school. Apparently we had another random round of exams. We had to do them all at once. There was an exam for every subject.

I had been given a geography and history exam. I was totally lost on them; I could read the questions in the dream, but none of them made any sense. I tried my best to answer them.

Eventually we got them back. I had done really poorly; on one of them I had gotten 7/80. I was annoyed, and started doing the (broken) math in my head to figure out what my new exam average would be. I was annoyed because it was so low, but there was nothing I could do about it.

I was at school in the strings room. We were packing up our instruments to go to something. My instrument needed a truck, so we packed it up and loaded it into the truck. I was then wandering around the room, bored. I think VE and some others were there. I decided I wanted to try a viola or violin since the teacher wasn't there. I randomly picked out a violin and started to tune it. I started on the E string, but then RE was there and she turned on the tuner, and I went back to the A, which was extremely flat. As I was adjusting the pegs Mrs. B. walked in and told me that I shouldn't be touching the violins since I didn't know how to handle one. I muttered a "sorry" and put it away.

Then I was in the middle of nowhere, some random residential street, with the truck with our instruments. It was nighttime it seemed; everything had a dark blue tint to it. I watched them unload the instruments. I was wondering why they were doing it here, in the middle of a random street.

Then I was at McDonalds. I really wanted a cheeseburger for some reason. I ordered just that, and contemplated ordering fries, but decided against it. Then I turned around, and found a shitload of food on the counter. There was a giant bowl of fries, a few cheeseburgers, a drink, and some other random things. I wasn't sure who they were for, but I started eating it anyways. I didn't understand how I had gotten so much food for so little money.

Then I was in the car with my mother, GU, and VI. VI was sitting in the very back for some reason. Apparently GU wanted to surprise her with something, or so he told me mother, who was also in front of me. My mom asked how that would work since she was sitting right behind them. We drove down some random street, and then it ended.

I know for sure that I was lucid at some point; I remember thinking that I knew it was a dream, but I can't remember where or when.

I was at my old school, just sitting in a classroom with KA. KA was wearing her white jacket. Apparently she had been smoking. Mr. B. came into the room and smelled it off of her. We were scared that he would rat her out, but he just told her quietly to make sure she got rid of the smell.

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I was at RU Rd. and BL. St. I was just walking and this creepy guy started following me. Don't remember much else.

I was at the ranch again. It seemed to be springtime, and in the middle of the day. I was watching as the trail ride went by some random field. I squeezed my horse into a canter. I thought about how I used to be able to just canter across a field. Then MA was there, on a horse as well. The trail ride was doing something, and for once I wasn't leading, so I asked her where she wanted me to go. Then I asked her if she could explain how all of the placements worked. She asked how I didn't know all of this by now, and I told her that I'd never been taught. She then started explaining that she always sent me out as leader near the nighttime because the horses get in heat or something. I was confused because I was asking about this trail ride, not all rides in general. It ended there.

This was actually from yesterday, but anyways.

Something is written down about drugs and games, and something else about The Sims 3 and SA, but I cannot remember what it was.

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I was first at WL with some classmates. We were at the bottom of a steep grassy hill. It was night time. I started running up the hill to the rides with some people. As I got to the top, I think I saw a set of swings. CH and VI were there. I think I tried to find my friends.

Somehow I ended up somewhere else. I had called my friends on my cellphone and they were all at WL. It was now a grey, gloomy, rainy day. I was in a red wagon that somehow drove itself. I was driving myself along the road, ready to get on the highway and meet them there.

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I was watching Michael Jackson. He was singing and dancing on some stage. Then he stopped and started talking a bit, and mentioned that he apparently had a niece named SI. It was the SI from my class. He called to her and she ran up to meet him.

I was with KA and possibly some others. We were inside some large metal building. Inside there were many little farm houses, and inside the farm houses there were houses and pens. It was very strange as everything was indoors. Everything had a dim yellow lighting, and all the walls and roofs were made of wood. Me and KA were going to all the different houses for some reason. We seemed to be looking for someone or something. I remember going into one house with a pen and seeing a goat among a large field of hay.

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I was with KA again. We were at our old school again. KA had done something and one of the teachers, I think Mrs. C, was really angry at her. We started doing stuff, and Mrs. C. continually told her not to go to her to matter what. KA was getting really irritated.

Then KA was telling me about some creepy person that sounded like they were stalking us on DA. They had sent her a message about us. I told her that's why I only uploaded photos that didn't show my face. It ended somewhere there.

I was with JO and some others. Somehow he had randomly become my boyfriend. I think I was at the mall or something, but I was with him and a bunch of other people. KR was there too. I was saying to KR that she should come to my house after. Then JO cut in and invited me, and said I could invite some others if I wanted to. I invited KR. He seemed kind of annoyed that I did. I realized it would be kind of awkward, but I didn't want to make KR mad. I then went over to him and kissed him, and something else happened that I cannot remember.

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I was in some random apartment. I had apparently invited people over. There was some special occasion. My mom and sister was there, but apparently AN, NI, KE, and NE were somehow invited too. NI had come with a tub of ice cream. Apparently they had to bring their own food or something. It was vanilla with chocolate crackle. He went to put it in the freezer. It ended somewhere there.

Can't remember exactly what happened, but I was with some people. The farthest back I remember I was on the lawn of a house. It was daytime. There was a man with me, and I think another man was trying to take him away or something. I could my actions, but I wasn't lucid. I made myself fly up into the air, and then I forced myself towards them. When I got closer I made a laser pistol with my hands and started shooting them. That's all I remember.

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I was at school. At first I was playing tag or something like that with someone else. I had run into the bathroom. There was another girl there that seemed to want to help me. I noticed that all the walls were a really bright orange-sand color (why do I keep seeing this color in dreams?). I then ran downstairs.

Somehow this turned into helping for the audition day. But we were preparing by painting entirely new rooms. I was somehow in charge of all of the murals on the walls, and I had to go around and make sure the murals were signed and done properly. I went around with some random person to help me. I noticed that some of the murals were the same. It ended there.

Edit: Just remembered another fragment.

I was with some of my friends. There was a random girl there in a black sweater. She pulled up her sleeve to reveal many scars under her arm. I was sort of shocked and not sure how to help her. One of my friends, I think KE, said something to make fun of her. I angrily told him that we should be helping her. It ended there.

So I really tired and decided to take a nap.

I was lying there. I went into the hallucinations and whatever. Eventually I went farther than I've ever gone with my WILD attempts. I was staring at a red seat on the subway. I was sort of in that half way state, where I can see and am almost in a dream, but at the same time I can still hear the real world around me, and I know that if I move or open my eyes I will just wake up. I was just staring at it, not sure what to do to try to separate into the dream. I decided to try to stare intensely at the seat to try to force my self into the dream. I ended up gliding forward really fast; the next thing I knew my face was flying towards a random person, and then I went through the person and the seat he was sitting it.

The subway vision vanished, and now I was looking at some sand colored wall. I tried to do one of those spinning techniques that people use to detach themselves into OBEs/WILDs. It didn't work; I was still just facing the wall. I then forgot about the opening my eyes thing, and opened my eyes... into the real world -.-

It's the farthest I've ever gone on a WILD. Could I actually have a chance to WILD now??

I was helping with some sort of horseback riding trail ride. I was backing them up. Eventually they started running, and I was trying to get the horses to lope. Eventually something happened to the lead horse, and I cantered fast to catch up and get in front. The person behind me, on a brown horse, kept trying to get in front of me. I kept running and competing to get in front.

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I was at KA's house supposedly, but I was on monkey bars in a sandy playground. There was a few rooms without roofs, and I could see into them. It was sort of like The Sims. Somehow it came up about how KA's mother does not like me, and then her mom, who was eating dinner with the rest of the family, starting dissing me right there and then.

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I was playing D2. I was thinking that I should maybe start again just to cure my boredom, but I was trying to decide what class I should play to keep myself from getting bored again. When I started playing there were all these random classes that were different. I think there were 7 of them, standing in a triangular formation. They were totally different and non- horror/fantasy like. I was confused by this. Then I figured that it was probably MXL. I then started thinking about the MXL builds and started thinking about which of those classes I hadn't played, and which ones wouldn't be boring.

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D2 and horses? I thought those were dreams of the past xD I know there were a few more dreams I can't remember. I find it interesting that I'd still even dream about these things though.

I was at school. RE was there. I was showing her around or something. I think I brought her to some sort of rehearsal. Don't remember much else.