Mah Journal

I started off at the ranch. I felt really happy, excited, and enthusiastic. Apparently MA had called me back; maybe she wanted me at last! I was sitting on a wooden block with two other people (I think they were girls, and maybe my friends). SP and some other random guy were there too. We were talking about random stuff. "I have a bad feeling I'm going to get in trouble," I said with a wry grin. "Why would you be in trouble?" the guys replied. Then they went to do something else. I tried to move from my spot, but MA appeared there and said "Not yet!" I wondered if she was going to talk to me soon. What was she going to say? I couldn't wait!

I ended up in another dream. This time I was in the car with my mom. We were driving along the highway, apparently to see some of her friends. As we drove along, I saw a sign that said something like: "Oakville: (insert amount of kilometres)" and "Gaynadia: (insert amount of kilometres)". It was green with white font.

When we apparently arrived at my mom's friends' house, they apparently weren't there. I asked if she even told them she was coming, and she said no. We proceeded to drive back down home.

Somewhere in the dream, I can't remember when, my mom was chatting with someone else. She said that "they had called but I wouldn't let her go." I assumed she was talking about the ranch. "They called you!?" I asked in dismay. She nodded, "They were like "LET HER COME BACK!!!!!! (in a deep voice)"." I was stunned. I wasn't sure if I should be grateful or upset.

As we were driving back home, we apparently had to pick some random family up from a building (apparently we were a taxi service now??). The building was tall and brown, and the road went in a loop in front of it. The grass around was a lush green. Almost all of the family got in, though they didn't fit. There was 2 kids, a mom, a father, and 2 toddlers. One toddler sat on the mom's lap, the other on the father's, but the father had gone to the public transit buggy thing that was parked beside us on the lawn.

Then I was in another dream. I was back at TR. I was on a trail ride with all of my friends. I was riding a chestnut horse named Pascel, who was apparently Rascal's cousin.

We were just walking along a little dirt path in an open grassy area. When I looked behind, I saw some horse moving really slowly. The staff were saying that no one could get the horse to move. I wanted to take the horse and see if he was really that bad. As I looked ahead again, I noticed that there was a big gap between me and the people in front of me. I urged my horse to a canter with a kiss and a squeeze. Realizing it may be too fast, I slowed down, but then I realized that the people in front of me were also going into a canter.

Then the leader of the trail, a young brown-haired and brown-eyed guy who was dressed in a fair bit of western-looking gear, urged his horse on to a gallop. I grinned and turned my horse out of line, then squeezed him hard and followed. We galloped along for quite a while. Eventually we stopped and turned back at a slow and steady lope to get back to the trail.

When we got back, everyone was in shock. AL said "Whoa that was crazy! The horses' tails were flying straight!"

I then took place at the front of the line. For some reason the guy was now on foot, and he walked with me and the horse. I think later on he turned into a girl. She led me around many trees.

We finally got to our "destination", which seemed to be some little kitchen in a flea market. I had to help clean up some of the dishes. There were many bowls. I scrubbed them all clean, hoping that I would get in favor of this girl/guy and go for another run.

I was in another dream now. I was in some random house with my mom and some guy. There was a bottle of wine. I decided that I wanted to drink something, so I took it and swung it up to my mouth. I gulped a few mouthfuls down; contrary to what I had expected, the stuff was quite sweet and warm. It had little bits of sugar floating around as if it hadn't been mixed in well enough. I drank about half of the bottle before setting it down. When I decided to walk to my room, the guy commented. My mom shrugged it off. I thought I would feel worse at this point, but I was only a little woozy. I decided it would probably help me sleep. It ended there.

I started off at school. It was almost recess and we were going to play a giant game of tag. Just about the whole class was going to play. We had a supply teacher.

When we got outside, I was with RE. We decided to run out of the "playground" and to some foresty area. There was a bench with many of my classmates chatting there. We decided to hang out there for a while. Then one of the teachers started coming toward the table. It was Mrs. HA. Me and RE ran so as not to get caught; we weren't supposed to be here. We circled all the people in the yard and ran back to where we were supposed to be, cautious of any other teachers looking on. It ended there.

Also have some brief memories of a video-game like adventure, but don't remember much.

I started off the dream in Mrs. P's classroom. It was the last day of school again. The lights were out, and it was dark. We were waiting for the bell. Mrs. P was yelling at us and telling us that we couldn't leave if we were this noisy. No one really listened.

Then I was in Mrs. G's class. We were still waiting to leave on the last day of school. I was looking at some chart; apparently it was some activity that we had done at a field trip. As I looked at it, I saw that everyone's name was on the chart. Beside it there was a rank (as if we were in the army or something), along with statistics: how many people liked us, how many people we hated, and how many people we liked (ever so random?). When I looked at the top of the chart, KA was there with the rank of Commander. It said that 1 person liked her, she hated 11 people, and liked some amount that I can't remember. Then I was with RE, and we tried to find our names. We found it in the middle; ours were beside each other, ranked at about 43 or 44.

Then I ended up in the hallway. I asked KA if I could go to her house. She told me I probably could. But then she was going to some other random person's house, and apparently I was to go with them. The random person's mother was there. She asked me if I had a bike. I said yes, and she sighed with relief. But then I realized that even though I had a bike, it was at home.

I ended up in the front yard. I was with my friends. We were saying our goodbyes. I started to leave since I had to meet KA and her random friend at the front of the yard. As I tried to get out, I realized I was pretty well trapped. There were fences everywhere. I hopped the short fence of the yard onto the street, but in the middle of the street was a wooden building with a wooden tunnel dug out under it. There was fence all around it. Somehow I knew that it was from TR, where the people apparently talked to us before we departed. I went up the wooden ramp and into the little wooden hut, but a fence blocked off the exit.

I then realized that the only way out was to go through the school. I went into the school and turned left to the exit. As I went to the exit corridor, I saw my principal. She was in front of my. I walked cautiously behind her, trying not to make her notice I was here. Then when we were in the corridor, there was a set of stairs and a door on each side of the little room. She was at the bottom of the stairs. As I prepared to go through the door, she stopped and turned around and blocked my path. I jumped to the other side of the stairs, but she followed my lead. I made a dash for the door to my left. I exited, thinking, "She can't catch me, she's just walking around in high heels! I'm running! There's no way!" But yet I could feel her behind me. I tried to run, but the "dream gravity" pulled me back. This made me lucid. I randomly decided to try and transform into a purple dragon, but the dream ended there.

I started off in a dream where I was in L. Subway Station. The whole place had a theme of white and purple. It was definitely pretty. As I proceeded downstairs, my mother showed me all the amazing graffiti that was scattered around the place. For such a ghetto station, the artwork was amazing.

Eventually I ended up outside of the station. I was with my grandfather, some little boy, and a few other random people. We started singing random songs. Then the little boy pulled out a miniature guitar. He started playing random songs; he was a total prodigy. He pulled off some flamenco songs especially well.

I was sitting there watching him. Then I realized something. Every song that the boy played was a song that I used to play on the guitar. I realized that I was that little boy. All the people were really watching me.

I sort of ended up in his body. Beside me was my grandfather. I started crying; I miss(ed) him so much. He was sort of odd looking, maybe a little younger than I knew him; he had a bit more hair, and it had a sort of golden sheen to it. I was sort of semi-lucid at this point; I didn't really know it was a dream, but I was conscious enough to know that my grandfather is deceased (IRL) and that I might be meeting him right now.

I woke from that dream into an FA. In the FA, I woke up and looked at the clock, but something was blocking it. I sat up more and looked over. For some reason I had some giant wall mesh thing with a digital clock screen on it. I lifted it up, and it showed some odd time. Somehow I knew that something had went wrong and that all the clocks were probably messed up. I looked to two other randomly placed clocks in my room and, sure enough, they were messed up too.

Then I looked behind me. Instead of a curtain, I had those "temporary paper blinds" on my window. On them was written the name "Layla" at least 7 times, but each time was different. They were all in handwriting, and most of them were misspelled or backwards. There were also some tears and holes in the paper. There was other random stuff on them too.

I got out of my bed and wandered into my mom's room. She was there and seemed to be painting the walls. I started telling her about the dream in the subway station. Eventually I woke IRL.

I eventually sank into another dream. This time, I was with some guy and some random lady on a wagon. She said her name was Ruby, and she was from a play called Ruby and the Ruby. The guy thought she was lying and tried to get her to tell him a different name, but she kept holding up the ruby that hung from her necklace and insisting that her name was Ruby.

Eventually I ended up in some little cottage house place with my friends. I guess we were on a field trip or something. Some of the people wanted to go up a small set of darkly stained wooden stairs, but I and some others insisted that we weren't supposed to go up there.

Then I was on some sort of island or something. I was sitting there talking with VI about something. Then I tried to find her. She was far away, but I did find her. I told her it was really odd that we were talking to each other and sounded as if we were beside each other, but yet we were really so far apart.

Then I was back in some random house. Me and Ruby and that man had to escape or something; we were in panic. Ruby was missing something, so she ended up taking off her "body suit" with her large ball gown. The real her was much prettier and much more youthful looking. For some reason her breasts starting blowing up as if they were balloons.

I then ended up with ST, MI, and some other guys from my school. I was in some room. there was a tiny little change room thing that I was crouched in and trying to change in. I realized that I had forgotten my clothes outside of the changeroom thing. I wrapped the pale blue towel about me and stood up. I told them I had left my dress and clothes in the middle of my room. To my dismay, when I looked at my knapsack in the middle of the room, it looked like it barely had anything in it. Then they were having a discussion about something else. I imitated the creepy smile that Kate did in Paranormal Activities. They all burst out laughing, and I joined in. The dream ended somewhere there.

I think my chain of dreams started in a dream where I was at some random person's house. I have clue who she is, but if I recall correctly, she was asian. I was at her house, and we were trying to find something to do. We went upstairs to her bedroom and started to play some video games.

I then ended up watching a Katamari Damacy game. It was a 2 play game. Both of the katamaris were started at the top of this giant hill of stuff. Most of it resembled a bunch of cafes and shops on this giant mountain. I followed it down as it tumbled along the side and picked up random things: chairs, people, tables, food, trees, rocks, and anything else in its way.

In the next dream I was on some random ranch. At first I was with my friends among all of these random horses. This person said that we could ride for a short bit before we had to do something else. I asked if we could ride bareback since it was pointless to groom and tack them if there was only a short time. They said it was ok, and told us to get the bridles.

Later on, I ended up roaming around the vast property with only me and this silver horse. I would walk around a bit with her and sort of sling myself onto her back when she wasn't expecting it. She had neither saddle nor bridle on (but for some reason, a lead rope). I think I was trying to find people or something. The dream was long.

My last dream was in my bedroom. It was like a bunch of FAs. I kept waking up to look at the clock. I had to get out of bed at around 10:30 at the latest. The first time I looked it was about 9:00; the second time it was past 11:30. I was pissed. I quickly got up and grabbed a half rotten banana and called EM and told her I would be there as soon as possible. I then went to find a granola bar. When I glanced inside the box, there were 2 bars, but they were opened and kind of melted into each other. I shook my head in frustration and grabbed the one with more chocolate chips. I then texted EM something because she had hung up on me too soon. Eventually I woke IRL and realized it was only 7:15 (phew!).

Don't remember much from the beginning, just some scenes with people from my class crying.

Then I was at some sort of ranch. I can't really remember the events in order, but long story short, I kept getting in trouble for forgetting to do stuff. At the end of it, it was more of a camp approach, and me and VI kept missing the activities because we didn't know when we had to meet up and such.

Lucid
DILD

I started off lucid in some sort of department store. I was playing some kind of "game" with a bunch of other people. Basically, the goal was to eliminate the opposite team by using bombs, mines, and other such tools. I remember crouching with all my teammates and sending off this little jumping robot that would jump over and unbalance them (because that's soooo dangerous -.-). I saw the robot go through them, hit the wall, and turn around.

I eventually ended up in some giant library. I think someone else was with me, but I can't remember who. I was on some chair looking at cookies. I started stuffing my face with cookies. It tasted so good! Plates and plates of cookies just kept appearing one after another, and i shoved them in my mouth. There were mainly chocolate chip cookies, though I distinctly remember some sort of fruity (maybe raisin?) cookie.

Once I was done stuffing my face, the next thing I knew I was on a large ladder, standing at the top and leaning against the top of the corner of two bookshelves. They were darkly stained; the library felt very old and important, for lack of better words. I was watching below as my mother was sleeping on a sofa. I was slightly scared that this might actually not be a dream. I then tried to make something disappear, but it didn't work. To compensate, I threw this little white and blue china bowl away like a frisbee. It sort of disappeared. I figured it must be a dream, since I didn't see it anymore. Then all of the sudden it smacked me in the back. "What the fuck?" I thought. I turned around to see it perched ever so pristinely on the shelf behind me.

I then did a quick RC just to confirm; if this was real, I wouldn't want to wake my mother! I then decided to throw a little green notebook on to the ground and see what would happen. As I blinked, several "layers" of the notebook disappeared; first its cover was gone, then some sort of sleeve, then the rings that bound it, then some of the pages, and so on.

I then reminded myself of a new goal that I have: to find my dream guide. I climbed through the ceiling as if there was some invisible ladder. I ended up on the top floor of some library. There was a lady there with a strange looking cat; it had some unusual colors if I recall correctly. It was very reddish-orange, had some oddly placed tufts of fur, and had some green in its fur. I petted it and asked if it was my dream guide. There was no response. Then I asked the lady if she was my dream guide, and she said no, but she gave me a piece of paper. Apparently this person was my dream guide. I can't remember the name, but it was long and unusual, and started with a C.

I climbed upward on my imaginary ladder again and ended up in some sort of plaza. I went down an escalator and through the hallways. I was running at a moderate pace, and I realized that for once I could run properly in a dream. I wanted to go faster though, but not fly, since that always seems to end my dreams. I started running on all fours, as if I was some sort of cat. It was slightly awkward at first, but it was faster than before.

I ended up going to some movie theatre. It was dark inside. There were two arab women (or so they seemed). I asked them if they were my dream guide. They said they weren't. I showed them the piece of paper and one of them told my that the person was beside the "Penntons" (I knew she meant "Penningtons, but she had a thick accent). I thanked her and rushed off again, but the dream ended there.

In one of the dreams, I was being chased by some dog. I was with EL. We were in some giant fields. There were many rickety old fences. The grass was a luscious green, and the fences a bright brown.

The dog that was chasing us was brown. This other blonde dog was sort of defending us. As the brown dog chased us, the blonde one sort of blocked it and chased after it. I was scared.

We ended up at some random ranch. At this point I was alone. At what was apparently the back of the ranch, there was a giant pen of goats. I noticed that a few of them were red, blue, and green.

Then MA was with me. She sort of toured me around the ranch. We talked a lot. Eventually we ended up in her "house" on the ranch. It was a small but cozy building.

In another dream, I was at some library. I was walking around with a bunch of people from class. As I passed by the shelves, I noticed that there were many video games. I particularly saw lots of Sims titles, and a bunch of these Horsez games (they're meant for kids, like 8 year olds xD).

Then I was somewhere with SA. We were listening to her ipod, which was pink. As she was flipping through the songs I noticed that there were a lot of Fleetwood Mac songs. At the end I was listening to part of one, but I noticed it had a different name on the ipod. Then the dream ended.

I also recall a fragment of me trying to buy something. I was looking through my wallet desperately trying to find two toonies, but I couldn't find one. Eventually I found one.

I also have something about school, pottery, doctor, and french written down, but I can't remember it.

Have no clue what order these dreams came in, but anyways:

In one of the dreams I was standing in what was apparently my new apartment or house. Someone came to the door. It was a man. He was asking about something or supposed to deliver something, I can't remember. He kept holding the door open. I told him that he had to close it or else my cat would run outside. But he held it for a second too long, and my cat came running out. I yelled him name and ran after him.

After that I was just looking at this cat that was supposed to be our new cat. It had been rescued from a shelter and was continuously sick. The kitten, as I saw it, was absolutely tiny, greyish, and had large blue eyes. I saw how dirty and mangled it look. Then I heard some voice talking about how it always had wet ears from its sickness, runny nose, and so on.

I also had a dream of just looking at some random piece of fantasy art. The picture depicted some sort of druid or demon man. It was in graphite.

Then I had another dream. I can't remember what it was that I saw, but I heard my voice summarizing my ability to do math. It said that I was worst at subtraction, then division, decent at multiplication, and best at addition.

I had a dream about a horse ranch that I went to. I was mounted on CH. One of the ladies who was the barn staff was telling me about some of the other horses. They all had the same names as the ranch I used to go to: BU, MI, and there were a few others. CH was grumpy as usual and tried to kick another horse. I gave her a hard kick with my legs.

Then I was randomly at some large length of sand, surrounded by concrete. I was apparently at a 300m race. RE and EM were there.

Then I was at some horse camp again. I was with KA. We were sitting down in the open by some rocks. Luscious green grass surrounded us. There were a few other people too. We were supposed to be sketching apparently. One of us didn't have a book, so one of the staff women came over and handed us a purple notebook. Inside it had lined paper.

In another dream, I was inside some building with my sister and mom. We were apparently supposed to go to Niagara Falls. At first I looked out of a window and saw HP. Then, when I looked again, I saw some boat with wheels. Then I told my mom that it had wheels so that it could drive on land.

Then I was in yet another dream. I was in some random dining room. It had my table and chairs in it. I was doing some project on a large piece of bristol board.

Then, suddenly, a fire erupted. I thought that maybe it would go out soon enough, but it didn't. Eventually the room turned a dark red hue, and the fire was burning up the table and the chairs. I decided to take a phone and call the firefighters. When I talked with them, I told them there was a fire. Some lady told me that if it wasn't put out in a few minutes, they would eventually come over. I thought that it was sort of odd that they didn't ask for any information or for my address. I also thought that it was odd that I was so calm. I just shrugged and put the phone down, and watched the fire so that I could make a run for it if it got out of hand. I just sat there and waited, hoping that the firefighters would come soon.

Then some girl was there. I had a feeling she was a very stupid girl. I guess she was too, because the chairs and table had been pretty much burnt down by now. I thought that maybe the fire would go out because there was nothing to burn. Then this girl decides to just throw my bristol board into it. "You idiot," I thought, "stop feeding the fire!" I decided that I should make an escape plan now. I looked and saw that there was a door on either side of the room. They were both black and both closed. I thought that I should just go to the doors, but then I thought about how the oxygen from outside the room would make the fire grow even more. At this point I was a little nervous, but I abruptly woke up.

Then I had a FA. I did a lot of my morning routine. I thought it was Wednesday. Eventually I noticed that my mom wasn't rushing around, so I guessed that she must have the day off or something. As I went into my room, I woke up, for real.

Also, I have something about Tomb Raider, music, game, and dieing written down, but I can't remember it.

Originally Posted by ReachingForTheDream

June 14 2010
non-lucid

I remember some fragment about VI talking with KE. She said that she disliked me.

There were a lot of other things, but I can't remember any of them.

Edit: Also suddenly remember now that I had a FA. I woke up in my room and looked at the clock. It was 7:33. Then I suddenly opened my real eyes and looked at the clock, only to find that it was about 4:00 am.