Mah Journal

I was somewhere in the city. I looked over at the road, and all of the sudden random water appeared out of the air and started flooding down the street Minecraft style. It apparently created waves of tsunamis. I saw it flood down the hill I was standing on and randomly jumped several feet into the air. I watched the wave pass and then landed comfortable on the ground again. It happened a second time, and I evaded it, but then on the third time I happened to be swept up in it.

I woke up from the tsunami in some random subway station. The ceiling was low, the walls and ceiling stony, and it was fairly dark. There were a few people around. I pulled out my cellphone and called my mother to tell her I had just been swept up in the last wave of the tsunami. I was telling her where I was, and looked around at the station for clues. I saw "Main St." carved into the overhang of the ceiling, and I told her. I didn't recognize the name so I thought maybe I was in a different city or something. Then I looked over, and to my surprise, discovered the words "Australia" carved into the wall. I was confused at this point; I had actually managed to go across the world and end up in a subway station through a tsunami. My dream ended there.

Vaguely remember making out and feeling up a girl, but can't remember who or why or where.

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I was at school. I went to my locker, and my locker was randomly gone. Along with that they had taken my backpack. I was really pissed off and worried since I had everything in there. I went on a mission around my school asking the teachers where the hell they put the bags that they found. I remember going through the end of the music hallway, out through the doors, and I was outside with KR. Then I went in the side doors near my locker. Someone had found random bags scattered around the school, so I followed them through the hallways to see if any of them were mine. None of them were; there was only a small blue backpack and a small purple backpack.

I momentarily dropped the backpack problem for a bit. I was suddenly in a mall, still with the backpack on the back of my mind, but with a new priority: my boots. I had gone to a shoe store that had the same boots as mine. I had just purchased another pair. I looked into the box and was confused. The size was 3 (though they somehow fit me) and they were red with blue tips. I was pissed off and marched back to the store. I tried asking a worker if I could exchange the boots I had for a pair that was black and a proper size. I explained that I had bought the wrong pair and that I had never worn them, but she wouldn't let me exchange them.

The dream shifted again, and I was no longer worrying about the boots, but about the backpack again. I seemed to be in a video game sort of setting. I was with my classmates in some expansive suburban field. There was a river beside us, and all these random structures were everywhere. There was some random block that had a backpack on it, and someone suggested that it might be mine, but I was too short to reach it. I noticed there was another block beside it, also too tall for me, with yet another backpack on it. Someone managed to get them off, but neither were still mine.

I briefly remember going on some other adventure to find my backpack again, but I came back to the plains eventually. This time there were very Minecraft-esque animals, mostly cows, wandering around the plains. They all were random colors of the rainbow, and they all had top hats on. Then the dream ended.

I was in an Ardenes store looking at all the clothes. I was looking at the tank tops and t shirts folded up on the shelves, and then some accessories hanging on the racks. I was with my sister but can't remember what I was doing.

I left the shop eventually, and was around some massive grasslands with sparse buildings lying all around. The Ardenes looked like a little wooden cottage, as did all the other builings.

For some reason I decided to enter the Ardenes again, but this time, I was somewhat aware I was dreaming. I walked in and kept pinching my nose and breathing through it. I acknowledged that I was doing so but didn't think to take control of the dream. I then realized that one eye was shut the whole time, so I willed my eyelids to open. My eyelids slowly pried themselves apart, and I could see from both eyes. Then my face felt funny; I felt my mouth sort of numb and shift around, sort of like when you're face is frozen at the dentist, except that it was moving itself too. I decided to look in the mirror. My mouth was being stretched and morphed into weird shapes right before my eyes; they seemed to have a life of their own. I noticed I was wearing my turquoise v-neck tank top and black jeans. I also noticed there were two other random people, seemingly the workers in the store, and then it ended.

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I was inside what was apparently my apartment, though it seemed more like the one on FA. Ave. I was in the bedroom on the computer when I saw AB walk to the doorway. He had a 2 litre bottle of cranberry soda in his hands, and he was splashing it all around the house. The doorway had glossy blue tiles, sort of like a fancy swimming pool. I was annoyed at this and marched out through the kitchen/dining room and to the living room.

AN was in the living room playing video games. I couldn't find AB. I started just blatantly yelling that I was angry about it, and told him to clean it up. As I walked back I noticed that it seemed to have been wiped up.

I walked back into the living room. I looked down and saw CH lying on the floor, but I wasn't sure it was him, so I squinted and looked closer. He seemed to think I was mad at him and quickly said, "I wasn't sleeping here! I swear!" I shrugged and told him it didn't really matter, and then left.

I was at some sort of banquet it seemed. I was in a giant, ornate room with lots of long tables set up everywhere. There was food everywhere. But then I looked, and at the end of each table something caught my attention; there was a basket of pot goodies, either little rice krispie square-like contraptions or cookies. This got me excited, and I went around to each table and grabbed as many as I possibly could and shoved them into my pockets.

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I was at some sort of ranch. It seemed to be some sort of field trip. The counsellors were telling us that we were going riding. We were to pick a horse. The horses were randomly spread out, tied up to random fences. As I looked at the horses, I noticed that some were odd colors. I saw a lot of really bright orange ones. I thought it was a little strange but it didn't bother me too much.

I was sitting down somewhere and thinking about which horse I should take, and then about tightening its saddle. I then remembered that I didn't have a helmet. I knew I had a helmet back in my cabin but I didn't want to have to go all the way back, and I wasn't sure if I would be allowed to mount and ride over to the cabin to grab it. I also didn't really want to use one of theirs. I spent a good portion of the dream trying to decide what to do.

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I was on some sort of massive playstructure thing. It was like the one at my old school, all wooden, but tens of sizes bigger. I was with someone, and we were playing some sort of game, but it was like being in a video game. I don't remember the goal other than running away from someone. At one point we were at the top part of this playstructure thing, and one of the people we were trying to avoid found us. Me and the other person had no choice but to jump down. We jumped down the platform through some odd opening, and dived into two separate side by side pools. The feeling of flying was awesome, and I was somehow comfortable with the fact that I had just jumped several stories into a shallow pool of water and didn't feel a thing.

I was at school in some random classroom. We were receiving our exams apparently. I apparently got an English exam back. Someone was telling me that I had done really poorly, and for some reason Mrs. B. had taken it and marked it differently so that I ended up with 85%. I had expected to do better and was bawling my eyes out. I then explained to the two people (whom I cannot remember) that my meds were making me really emotional, which is why I was so sad at that moment.

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I was supposedly at the back of my current school. There was a massive field, but at the end was a river. Across the river was the back of my old school. I was with one of my classes, and we were by the river. I looked at my old school, and suddenly a garbage can near the back door of it burst into flames. We were all watching it now. We thought that the garbage can would go out since it wasn't that close to the door, but then the door suddenly started burning too. Then the whole school was up in flames.

I was confused as to how that had happened in the first place. Then, suddenly, I was thinking about how my school couldn't possibly ignite since it was all the way across a field and a river. Then I saw a single wandering spark fly away from the massive fire, all the way over the river and the field, and land ever so conveniently land on our back door and somehow light the whole school within a split second. Fear struck my heart; we were trapped and had no escape, especially with the speed at which the fire grew. Then it ended.

I was supposedly around my neighbourhood, though there was little resemblance. I was walking down to the QU, and I think I was with someone. We passed this whole other strange neighbourhood. It was quaint, but at the same time really shabby, and it had a really unpleasant vibe. There was a fork in the road that went up a hill, and on all the properties were rickety white wooden townhouses. They were like giant shacks. The paint was torn and peeled away on most of the houses, and the white made it look dirtier than it should have been. The town looked so grungy.

I kept walking south along a sidewalk. Eventually we were walking by massive fields covered with bright green grass. Most of the landscape was empty, save for the few wires and poles here and there. It was like a rural highway, but somehow this was just by my urban neighbourhood.

I eventually ditched whoever my accompanist was, and decided to return from my pointless journey to the QU. I walked back up to the fork in the road. I passed some people along the way, and they had a horribly negative vibe. I walked as quickly as I could. Though it was bright daylight, I was in fear of this odd town. I noticed that all the people were completely silent, which seemed really strange to me.

I decided to make my way down a narrow alleyway between two grungy white townhouses. Apparently this was a shortcut, though I have no idea where it could have led. Then there were two people at the entrance, and I pushed past then, bumping one of their shoulders. They were all girls, maybe 2 or 3 of them. I looked back and said,

"Sorry! I didn't mean to bump you like that!"

All of the sudden they took an aggressive stance. They seemed like they were going to pounce on me. Then I realized that it must have been because I had talked; perhaps that's why the rest of the people in the town were silent.

"Sorry! I didn't mean to talk either!"

At this point I just turned and ran as fast as I could. I was struggling to run, as in all dreams. But then, as I came to a barrier, I realized I had some strange other powers.

I had come to a wire fence. I ran up to it and threw myself against it, knowing my pursuers were close behind. As I was looking through it, the wire vanished from my vision because it was so close to my eyes. Then, with some odd sort of telekinetic willpower, I managed to "push" my body right through the fence. I looked back, and they were still after me. I had no idea how they would get over that fence; I felt that they didn't have those same powers, but at the same time, I knew they would somehow overcome it and still yet chase me down.

I was running all across this dreamland, trying to escape. I wasn't so fearful now with my new powers; it was almost fun. I remember running across giant fields, massive deserts, at one point I was at some icy tundra near a frozen pond and some frozen cattails emerging from it.

The last of the adventure was when I reached a little cottage-like house in the middle of nowhere. I went right up to the door and pressed my face against it. It was a little harder to phase into the other side. Unlike the fence, this was a solid object. As I pressed my face forward, I projected my eyes' focus forward, hoping it would somehow penetrate the thick wooden door. I felt a sort of pushing motion in my head, and suddenly I could see through to the other side. I willed my whole body through, and felt the door sort of warp as I fell through.

I ran up the wooden stairs. The whole house was just wooden, a polished dark brown. Here yet was another door to get out again, and I phased through it too. Then the dream ended.

I was at some random place with ST. He was trying to convince me to hang out with him for some reason. I told him fine. Nothing else happened, but I wondered why he would care to ask me.

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I was in some dungeon/cathedral-like stone building, in the corner of a stairwell. I had brought this random dun colored horse there, and it was hitched to the wall. I was trying to do something to it, but the dream faded.

I was at school. I had walked into class late. I knew somehow that I had just been in a meeting with the guidance councillor. I then realized I had walked into class without the guidance slip. I told the teacher I had forgotten to get one but I could go get it. I think the teacher was Mr. C.; he nodded and let me go get the slip.

I was outside at some random park with a bunch of people. We were all smoking in a circle. At one point I was trying to light something with a clear orange lighter, but I was so dazed and confused that I had no idea if I was doing it right. I kept checking if I was trying to press down on the correct side of the lighter and if I was pointing it in the proper direction. I eventually threw that lighter away and grabbed for another, until someone offered to help me.

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I was at some sort of camp thing. I was at a table in a large windowed room with CL and some others from my class. The room was small and completely lit as everything including the ceilings was a window and it was sunny outside.

We seemed to have just finished eating. We all got up and walked out the back of the building down some wooden stairs and into a forest. Then it ended.

I was looking at a table. There were packs of mushrooms, presumably magic mushrooms, in blister packs as if they'd been bought from the dollar store. I picked one up and started trying to open it. I knew that they had been bought for me by my mom for some reason.

I was lucid. I was in some random park outside in the daytime. I immediately thought of some of the dream goals I had. One of them was to create a Katamari Damacy dream, and I decided to try it. I ran over the woodchips to some random pieces of the playground. I grabbed a piece out of the ground and started rolling it around. I went over some of the smaller pieces and they collected. It was starting to get big when all of the sudden the pieces, to my disappointment, stopped sticking together. I tried pushing them back together but they wouldn't merge.

At some point I had given up and decided to try something else. I think I flew away at one point. I then decided I should try to make an epic battle, and I tried to throw fireballs at some random guy. Unfortunately, it failed, and my dream faded.

Can't remember what I was dreaming about, but I know that I woke up from a dream into another dream. At some point I became lucid and was flying around.

I was in a dream, and I randomly became lucid. I was standing in the middle of a random open area with a few trees. It was snowy, and the sky was grey. I scream "CLAIRTY!" a few times and rubbed and clapped my hands together. When I looked around, I was just stunned. Everything seemed so real and vivid. I touched a few objects, and it felt so strangely sensual.

I had totally forgotten about any dream goals I had, but I was trying to remember them. I decided I should start by getting away from this area. I tried to jump up and fly but it didn't work. Then I spotted a giant fallen over tree. I decided I could use it as a broomstick like in Harry Potter. I hopped on to it, and then I was flying on a giant dead tree.

Steering the thing was quite a task. It was really hard to balance on it. Eventually my dream faded.

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I was at summer camp like I used to go to when I was younger. We were lined up against the wall of that gym and the counsellors were doing something. We were all wearing the orange uniform shirt and waiting for something to happen. I looked around and saw ZA and JU among all the orange shirts. I was really confused as I thought they were too old to go to camp by now. I wanted to go talk to JU but something was holding me back.

Suddenly I turned around, and this gorgeous guy was standing in front of me and smiling down at me. He had tanned skin (really tanned, the only thing I objected) and brown hair that swooped over his brown eyes. He randomly took hold of my hand, and I went right along with it.

Then we were randomly in some forest area on some sort of trail. We were climbing a huge wooden staircase that went up this cliff. The random guy was still with me the whole way. At some point I started making out with him, and he grabbed me and carried me up the stairs. Then the dream ended.

I was outside the back door of the school, sitting with AD. I had my plastic water bottle out, and AD was just sitting beside me. Then Mr. C. was standing at the door, and I felt that I should hide the water bottle. I put it beside me out of his view. Then AD grabbed it and shoved it under some towel or something that she had. Then all of the sudden she randomly whipped it out and tried to find somewhere else to hide it. Mr. C. then saw it and grabbed it. He didn't really realize what it was till he actually looked closely at it. I was thinking "shit shit shit shit shit!", but all he did was look at it and laugh, and then throw it away. I sighed with relief. I knew he probably wouldn't really care.

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I was at some party, with NE. We randomly started making out at some point. He wanted to touch my boobs, and he said something like "Oh god I'm such a pervert," but I said, "it's alright, just do it, it feels good!".

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I was going to my first class of the morning, which was apparently gym. I was in some old shack-like building. The whole room was wooden and had a dim glowing lighted atmosphere. I saw down at some desk (even though it was gym) and realized I had forgotten to change.

At some point we were then outside, and I was trying to decide if I should run back and quickly change or not.

Apparently me and my family had once again moved houses. This time it was some random apartment building near my old area. I was really sad; I hated the pain of moving, and I didn't feel at home at this new place. I had thought that we would stay in my old place for a long time.

At some point I was in what was apparently my room. There was a giant window that let in the daylight, and I saw other houses and trees and streets. AM was there. Apparently there was some sort of party, and I started getting ready to go to it.

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I was texting DO something. Apparently she had brought her phone to some camp she was going to, but I had expected she wouldn't, though I tried texting her anyways. We talked about ST and some other random stuff.

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I had some sort of job or something, and was at some random street corner with a tall glass building. There was some promiscuous girl there. We were flirting for a while and I traded numbers with her.

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I was at some party, seemingly DO's party, but it was ending and my mom and DO's mom were there, along with some other random people. I think DO wanted to watch a movie or something.

I eventually went into this other room, seemingly someone's bedroom. I was looking around, and I noticed that there were two blue chickens walking around. One of them was bigger and missing a beak. A smaller one was there, with beak and all. I knew that the smaller one was some sort of form of the bigger one, which is why the bigger one didn't have its beak.